#feeling so lonely
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I don't want anything from anyone, I don't even want you to talk to me, I just want to mind my own business in silence, but in the same room with you moots, occassionally initiating random snuggle attacks, is it so much to ask? ;__;
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send help my wife (ao3) was sent to and is still in war (got a ddos attack) and has been in the hospital for 3 months consecutively (volunteers are working hard to get ao3 back up). my three children and i (two cats and three longfics i downloaded) miss her very much and wish her a safe recovery.
#i have an ao3 addiction#ao3#i’m going dark#i’ll never be ok#!!!#i’ll never be the same !!!#missing ao3#ao3 withdrawal kicking in#feeling so lonely#ao3 babe get well soon!!!#a million kudos to the volunteers working hard rn 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽#sending my support 🫶🏽
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Not having friends usually doesn't bother me too much. I haven't had a friend for so long that I don't even remember how it feels like to have someone to talk to, someone who misses me, who tells me nice words.
Usually it doesn't bother me feeling so lonely all the time, it's my reality, the only world I know of.
But as the days go by, and I grow older and older, my heart aches. I see people my age getting married, having children, and here I am, struggling even to find a single friend. I'm not asking much, I've never asked much, I only wanted a friend. One. I don't want to be alone all the time, why have I to always be alone? Why?
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had a realisation that im touch starved for hugs. had another (worse) realisation that there is no one close by me who can give hugs
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Anyone in the SoCal area wanna give me a hug? Cuz I fucking need one
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non-verbal "I Hate It In Here" Lone Wanderer just wants her dad back.
#EDIT: I might have used an offensive/misused word when describing LW's speech abilities. I apologize for the inconvenience.#LW is non-verbal! She is able to make sounds and communicate in sign language - therefore she is NOT mute!#drawing characters in a vault suit is actually so fun#listen i never played fallout before i just enjoy reading about these characters and the story in general#fallout#fallout 3#starbsart#fallout charon#fallout fawkes#lone wanderer#if something feels off or just doesn't make sense storywise it's okay. there's a lot about it i don't know yet#fallout butch deloria
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“i love being aromantic” i say as i feel my chest cavity rotting from the inside at the unquenchable desire for love in a way that is truly a secret third thing but its not a secret i want to keep it is a secret nobody is willing to listen to and im trapped in a state of isolation of my own making because no matter how much love i have to give it will never be enough. it will never be enough. it will never be enough.
#space.txt#aromantic#its like something gnawing on my bones!!!#i am who i am but who i am is somebody nobody else wants#and do i want to be wanted?#im trapped in a world that will never give me the dignity to be truly happy by myself#financially and culturally! im doomed by the narrative#i look forward and there will be friendships but they will never be enough i feel like a fucking ALIEN#i need to meet another aroace person irl so bad its so fucking lonely how do people deal with this#1k#all the notes on this.. WE WIL BE OKAY!!!#2k
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the transgender urge to curl up like a small fluffy animal against someone you love’s warm body and make little mewling and sighing and whining sounds as they pet you and praise you for having tried so hard to be human until you fall asleep
#it’s one of those days#it’s one of those nights#i’m fine and everything is ok rn. but my brain is kind of not working great#i feel so… limited. like there’s a lot i want to do but my energy and focus just isn’t there#and my emotions are just always lowkey sad and lonely rn#so i’m just desperate for physical affection#but i can’t really get much of that atm#i just want to cuddle for an hour with someone#maybe more#*tired and sad puppy noises*#personal post
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Yearning from the nothing dimension [rambling in tags ^^]
#i really couldn't make a version with a bunch of eyes that i was happy with on the bottom part#and then i realized thats fine and not everthing is going to look cool and awsome all the time. kinda emphasizes the space though.#anywho do you ever think about how lonely it must be in the tree or dark side of the moon. like all you can do is watch and wait#imagine falling in love with someone you can only see glimpses of#someone who you just found your mind wandering closer and closer to untill you realize just how happy they make you and how they make#the vast emptiness of a prison feel because your so far from someone whom doesn't even know you exist#Anyway!! had some thoughts about sm I'll probably draw more laterrrrr bc I just cant draw today ^“^#cookie run kingdom x reader#shadow milk x reader#shadow milk cookie x reader#i hope my rambling made sence to someone. im not very good at articulating myself
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Drew this real quick because I fucking love these two so much ???? Especially Bee. I wish they interacted more so badly. PLEASE.
Also learning how to draw these guys.. slowly.
#IT WILL NEVER NOT BE FUNNY TO ME HOW DELIGHTED B GOT ??? FOR VIOLENCE?#the brainrotsreal's art tag ✧˖°:*♡#like okay you have d17/megatron okay#d17 got consumed by vengeance. iconic of him. you SEE him grow more ruthless/ violent........AND THEN YOU HAVE B 127#he got knife hands for 0.00937 seconds and immediately KILLED PEOPLE SO EASILY IM SCREAMING SDJKJSDS#did by accident and then did it gleefully. AND SO WELL TOO LIKE ???? bro got that hunger for violence ig. got that delight.#i wish we got to see d17 and b127 interact more cause imagine b got his knife hands early and d17 was like.... alright start stabbing#and b127 is LONELY. mf is deprived of interaction and CLEARLY clingy. i see him telling d17 to stand down so he isn't hurt.#not necessarily because he has the SAME morals as orion/optimus#like look me in my eye. tell me if d17 didn't say something like “needing an ally not a leader” (friendship bait)#AND UR TELLING ME BEE WOULDN'T FOLD AND HELP HIM? HM? HMMMMMMMM?#like i feel like b's morals are mostly match whoever he's around. if he was around d-17 more? WELP? let's assassinate together bestie!#anyways optimus and elita gotta watch b fr cause mf is already an incredible ally on the battle field SDKJKDSS#like just tell him where to go and that place would DESTROYED. NO WITNESSEES LEFT. LIKE HELLO#transformers one my beloved#d 16#megatron#tf one#tf one megatron#tf one b 127#b 127#transformers one fanart#never know how many actual tags to use istg.#imagine being isolated for years and all that shit went down like what is going on in b's brain rn. mf got 3 friends and then lost one#SO QUICKLY
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I just want to be happy but rusty quill said no.
Elias' version
Edit: y'all this is Peter Lukas not Martin lmaooo (tho they do look alike, plus I didn't made his white hair strands visible enough so my bad)
#the magnus archives spoilers#tma#peter lukas#tma spoilers#the magnus pod#my art#digital art#tma spoiler#artists on tumblr#the lonely#the magnus archives#mag 159#fanart#i didn't expected to feel so much for this asshole#also i genuinely thought he and Elias were a thing#i got mis-spoiled and thought peter would be the one saying “i really loved you”#listening to hours of sad playlist does not help#it made me draw faster tho#im making an Elias' version of this drawing#perhaps a little comic to go with it#probably not tho lmaoo#but the idea is there
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vee aka an infinite pool of sadness nice to meet you
#personal#just another week like the world is about to end#feeling so lonely#so sad#im exhausted#ptsd#cw trauma#trauma cw
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BILL SKARSGÅRD as Mateo in Soulmates (2020) - S01E04: Layover
#bill skarsgård#bskarsgardedit#billskarsgardedit#gif#dilfgifs#tvedit#tvgifs#dailyflicks#userstream#filmtvcentral#userchristineb#dailycelebs#userbbelcher#usersavana#usermattz#underbetelgeuse#gaybuckybarnes#dailymenedit#flawlessgentlemen#mancandykings#userpedro#userbrittany#userpayton#soulmates#i'm so not normal about this ffs#i had a dream i was in sweden with him and his family; i woke up feeling lonely
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There is no place where I belong. I don't fit in anywhere.
#actually bpd#borderline culture is#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#actually borderline#borderline blog#actually obsessive#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#tw depressing stuff#depressiv#lonelier version of you#loner#lonelly#loneliest#there is absolutely nothing lonelier#alone with my thoughts#feeling alone#abandoned#im so alone#im so lonely
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Some Fords! (and Martin K Blackwood is also there)
#Some Ford wips I'm working on! I'll probably post these all seperately later. I dunno yet. just wanted them out of brain jail#The TMA crossover drawings are inspired by a fic which I cannot find the name of right now BECAUSE AO3 is DOWN????#anyway I got more drawings for it I'll post all together later#also I haven't listened to protocals yet and I need to relisten to the og so I hope I remembered Martin's level of lonely avatarship lmao#Also I just think Ford would be a bit mean to himself. ESPECIALLY his immidiately post Fiddleford leaving self#conflicting thoughts of 'I cant risk changing the timeline' and#'I was a miserable self centered idiot and Im afraid I still am so I need to to put my younger self down to feel better'#Gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines#young stanford pines#gf fanart#fanart#fan art#my art#digital art#martin k blackwood#the magnus archives crossover#Edit: the fic was 'earth becomes sky in the most literal fashion'!!
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