#feeling lonely and unlovable

[libiskus]

she makes me go weak in the knees

[szaryherbatnik]

Oh i missed drawing in a sketchbook hello new sketchbook hello farryn

Just some random birds and shep because he blessed my sketchbook

[heavenlyyshecomes]

I once read this post by a woman saying during the holidays she went upstairs to close a window and could hear the sound of people laughing and children playing below and in that moment realised that she will never really truly be a part of that and will be alone forever and that story has haunted me forever bc same

[tired-momfriend]

Ragatha, my love, you deserve so much better than literally everyone mischaracterizing you, villainizing you, and blatantly ignoring anything subtextual that isn't black or white. Ragatha they could never make me hate you <333

[the-lark-ascending69]

Ik everyone loves platinic with capital p stobin, everyone loves their friendship, i'm not Not Like The Other girls there, I adore them too. But i've seen a few ideas that I don't necessarily strongly disagree with, but that I'd like to suggest an alternative perspective to.

Mainly, the idea that Robin would be a Bros Before Hoes kind of lesbian. Not an unreasonable idea, not a bad idea - but consider Robin watching Nancy break up with Jonathan, Steve gravitating back to her side, they spin around each other, he tells Robin he still loves her, and for a moment, it looks like Nancy loves him to. And Robin bites her tongue and it burns because ever since she met Steve, this is the first time she feels she needs to hide again. To not tell him she's in love. But she's only human and she can only take so much shameful jealousy and longing, and one day she cracks and screams everything to him. She yells with tears in her eyes, wildly gesticulating with her hands, that Steve doesn't understand Nancy, that he should be able to see Nancy would never be happy following his dream, and she hates to say it, hates even more to think it, but in her darkest moments, she lets herself realize she'd be able to give Nancy the life she wants if Nancy looked at her - and she feels predatory and gross for thinking that way, but having a real fight with Steve for the first time, she she says things whose aftertaste later feels monstruos in her mouth - that is he stupid? and does he not know Nancy? and she doesn't care that he's known her for much longer, and no, she's not stepping out of line, he is, and he asks why does she feel entitled to have an opinion on his relationship or what Nancy chooses, and she almost snaps and says "because I... I'm her friend". Steve is not stupid, actually. Okay, he is, but he knows Robin, and it took him a moment - he's slow like that - and it dawns on him, that his best friend is in love with his girlfriend, and she's fighting him for her.

[mysticfemme]

it's been so long since I had lesbian sex I think I've probably forgotten how to

[pois0ncandy]

no matter how much my life is improving, i still feel empty and alone

[kinki-cami]

Me resisting being domesticated bc i want independence for a bit before being constantly... uhh whats the opposite of sober... uhh anyway [opposite of sober] all the time

Like girlie i know you dont care about what i want but im sure we can come to some sort of arrangement that allows me to bargin from anywhere between 3 months to a year of independence (i wont go lower than 3 months) in return for you being able to do whatever you want to me after that time (i WILL invite you and up to 7 of your friends to play games with me [8 players are the most most games will allow] dw affini the games will be set up like 3 hours before you arrive and depending on my hyperfixation of the week you may also get a present :3 [especially since i need friends and gifts is how i express that i like someone :33])

The only requirement on your part is in that time frame you dont try to domesticate me (youre immortal im sure you can wait what is practically a single minute of your lifetime)

[aldertreegroves]

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[goblincrimes]

this has been the best and worst year of my entire life. i moved into an apartment with my best friends. i had the messiest breakup of my life. i smiled n laughed harder than ever before. i shaved my head, and i started seeing myself as hot for the first time. i started reading again. i went to a wedding. i cried more in the past month than i have in the past 27 years. i played a heinous amount of world of warcraft. i listened to a lot of really good music. and i'm still alive. i really didn't think i would be. there was a time where i had no intention on living past 18 years old, and i very nearly went through with that, and yet here i am, just shy a decade later, still stickin around just in case something funny happens. despite everything i'm really glad i'm still here. there are a lot of really cool people in my life and i love all of them very much. i don't think i really got a lot done this year, but i have really high hopes for next year. im thinkin by this time next year i'll have a better idea of what i want out of this life, and i'll be a lot closer to it than i am now. i love you all, thanks for stickin around.

[sillymerrikat]

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[snobgoblin]

i think maybe I've figured out i don't actually want to have a kid after all i think what I wanted was to see if i would be able to raise someone kindly and erase a little hurt from the world or some shit like that

[gatsby-system-folks]

Idk not to be a homestuck shipper but I love that Davejade reads from an outsider perspective like a "hero gets the girl at the end of the quirky action movie, everyone claps" but it's really. Not. Anything like that at all.

[jennybback]

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