#feeling like shit rn :(
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ive really fucked myself over. had multiple projects i should have been working on the past few weeks but instead I just ignored all the shit and watched doug doug and played roller coaster tycoon 2 and masturbated all day im so pathetic.
i really fucking dropped the ball this sucks. All these projects are due within the next 2 weeks, and none of them can be done in that short a time, let alone all at the same time. I couldve had so much more time but instead I just fucked it all up i guess
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I guess that replaying the Paulchard kiss in my head from my own memories of the Bern concert is my coping mechanism now
#feeling like shit rn#have a horrible headache#i need to think about these two idiots before going to sleep#my post#paulchard
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Succession season 4 confirmed to be the last season of Succession.
I AM DEVASTATED
I’M NOT READY FOR IT TO END
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thanks Microsoft windows 11 for being the way you are that I have to deal w my aunt calling us "kids" coddled and stupid
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I still can't believe it. I made "meeting JDF" a literal goal in my life and now I lost him because of the exact same thing I'm trying to avoid.
#Feeling like shit rn#Like I can't explain how big JDF is in my this are the things I should live for list#Will take some time to process
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Sometimes I struggle to understand what love is supposed to feel like. I hear people say things that do nothing but contradict each other. "Love won't be easy it'll hurt" "If love hurts it's not meant to be" What is it supposed to feel like? Is it supposed to feel like my lover has their hands around my throat, nails dug into my jugular? Like they're licking the wounds they caused, apologizing in the softest tone. Like they love everyone but me? Like I can't live without them but I can't live with them?
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does anyone got any tips on how to deal with narc crashes?
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I'm just a little girl and I'm so so tired
#feeling like shit rn#being trans at this age is really fucking me up#because in some of my most formative years im outcast and shamed just for existing#even in more supportive communities theres such a pertinent disconnect between me and my cis peers#and in less supportive ones im harrassed daily#if not worse#and just in general i have to deal with all the bullshit that comes with being trans#Except with none of the control#im lucky enough to where this isnt the case but like#if my parents decided i cant be on estrogen or blockers#or i cant buy girl clothes#or i cant change my voice#or that my birth name and pronouns are all i can use#theres not much i can do about that without having to actively hide all of it#even disregarding my parents theres still so many other people that get to decide whether or not im allowed to transition#and i fucking hate it#my gender#my indentity#my transition#is completely out of my control#i have no say in how it progresses#and god i hate that#shit didnt mean to have a super venty rant in the tags#guh#tw transphobia#transphobia
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GUESS WHO JUST DISCOVERED THAT TUMBLR HAS KEYBOARD CONTROLS
#yes this was discovered at the most inconvenient time possible#hellsite (affectionate)#not dead just... sort of wish i was#been up since two am and had six hours of student assessments#feeling like shit rn#skies thinks too much
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i am either going to hate or love my new painting professor tmr
#doesn’t help that i caught a cold from my brother right before classes restart#i was doing so well all winter break too#ugh#feeling like shit rn
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a couple scribbles i cleaned up. also i think i like drawing him in varying states of distress
#i desperately want to know what happened the first time he cried#actually is that something he can do? is he capable of it?#i feel like he wouldn't like it...#since crying is messy and we all know he enjoys/values his appearance greatly#i mean cmon. its an involuntary loss of composure. and especially if he doesnt understand what/why its happening#so in my mind rn hed be idk... kinda desperate to stop crying & act fine?#HES SO FASCINATING. WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM <3#many things probably!#what to do when you're a puppet created as a blank slate while everyone around you already Knows Shit and Understands Feelings#scribble salad#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home fanart#welcome home wally#wally darling#i know there's a lot of Head Empty jokes abt him#but honestly he gives the vibes of thinking constantly#always absorbing information and considering and learning and Forming Opinions#he LOOKS head empty. but he isnt.#i just cant imagine him never not Thinking#unless he really is head empty in which case. good for him. i support him no matter what. hes just like me<3
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tarpit site.
#personal#delete later#for context a tweet i made in the middle of the night blew the fuck up and brought the attention of anime fans who've been#harassing and hassling me about my big factual blunder for an entire day straight#“ok i'll apologize” “bro it's not that serious.”#“you're right it's not that serious“ ”why won't you just admit that you're wrong and apologize!“#i'm not going crazy right. i feel like i'm getting manipulated into thinking i must've been wrong#it's crazy how twitter hate will trick you into believing saying something someone else disagrees with is a moral failing#sorry i haven't seen frieren i guess but what's it to you. i wasn't making a claim or statement#also because nobody has gotten this in the original post i wasn't talking about the quality of animation i'm talking about solid drawing#which is a very specific principle of animation. dandandan has really good solid drawing wherein all the characters are animated#with realistic and proportional 3d depth. newsflash but trigger doesn't prioritize solid drawing in their animation and that's fine#it's an aesthetic choice and has ties to production limits. none of this is a big deal. this is all so stupid lol#i've dealt with worse and more annoying weebs though it's fine i'll put on my clown nose twitter needs their stupid guy for the day#oh btw at the end of the day this doesn't matter. it'll be over by tomorrow. all that's happening is petty angry emotions.#so please don't involve yourself by jumping into the argument and prolonging this shit#i'm about to go on a date with tulli after being apart for a month this is the furtherest thing from my mind rn
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Drew this real quick because I fucking love these two so much ???? Especially Bee. I wish they interacted more so badly. PLEASE.
Also learning how to draw these guys.. slowly.
#IT WILL NEVER NOT BE FUNNY TO ME HOW DELIGHTED B GOT ??? FOR VIOLENCE?#the brainrotsreal's art tag ✧˖°:*♡#like okay you have d17/megatron okay#d17 got consumed by vengeance. iconic of him. you SEE him grow more ruthless/ violent........AND THEN YOU HAVE B 127#he got knife hands for 0.00937 seconds and immediately KILLED PEOPLE SO EASILY IM SCREAMING SDJKJSDS#did by accident and then did it gleefully. AND SO WELL TOO LIKE ???? bro got that hunger for violence ig. got that delight.#i wish we got to see d17 and b127 interact more cause imagine b got his knife hands early and d17 was like.... alright start stabbing#and b127 is LONELY. mf is deprived of interaction and CLEARLY clingy. i see him telling d17 to stand down so he isn't hurt.#not necessarily because he has the SAME morals as orion/optimus#like look me in my eye. tell me if d17 didn't say something like “needing an ally not a leader” (friendship bait)#AND UR TELLING ME BEE WOULDN'T FOLD AND HELP HIM? HM? HMMMMMMMM?#like i feel like b's morals are mostly match whoever he's around. if he was around d-17 more? WELP? let's assassinate together bestie!#anyways optimus and elita gotta watch b fr cause mf is already an incredible ally on the battle field SDKJKDSS#like just tell him where to go and that place would DESTROYED. NO WITNESSEES LEFT. LIKE HELLO#transformers one my beloved#d 16#megatron#tf one#tf one megatron#tf one b 127#b 127#transformers one fanart#never know how many actual tags to use istg.#imagine being isolated for years and all that shit went down like what is going on in b's brain rn. mf got 3 friends and then lost one#SO QUICKLY
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He just wants to be missed
#gravity falls#bill cipher#ford pines#stanford pines#billford#shitpost#the amount of times Bill asks if people will miss him is something he needs to bring up in therapy#did your parents not love you enough Bill?#your issues are showing#ignore the mistakes#I’m too tired to fix them#and honestly not emotionally stable enough#feeling like a piece of shit rn and I haven’t even done anything wrong#…um but#did you guys miss me? 🥺🥺🥺#one day I’m gonna stop posting entirely and wait patiently for the ‘omg are you okay’ messages that will never come in#and then give up and post again#I never said I was any better than him here#I too constantly crave validation from others and really want to be missed
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3 apples tall
#star wars rebels#i want to clean these up buuuut i am sick rn and have shit to do#ghost crew#dont feel like tagging all of them lol#artposting
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hi !! i love seeing my favorite goobers in sundresses so you should totally draw chris and martin in them. or not ! your choice of course :3
They were looking for Aviva and got distracted
#wild kratts#littlecrittereli#chris kratt#martin kratt#kratt brothers#wild kratts fanart#aviva corcovado#this kinda strayed from the prompt im sorry i thought it was funny#hating my art a little rn bc i dont feel like putting effort into it im sorry LOL#just ignore that its crusty please thanks <33#they are like.. her brothers oh my god#that moment when ur pseudo brothers break into your room and try on your clothes that do not fit them#I can just imagine Martin immediately eating shit by trying to run away in heels#dude does not make it 3 feet before breaking every bone in his body
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