#feeling like im getting my mojo back

[expatesque]

I'm redoing my garden and it's still in progress but it's looking so cute. In related news: I'm pretty sure I'm staying in London.

[nyctoheart]

So I have been planning to close a lot of my KH projects because sitting at my computer is soul-sucking and I don't even enjoy KH itself in the way that I used to (I blame twitter/youtube, tumblr u r always precious to me). But I talked with a mentor and they were like (more gently said but still) "don't be an idiot. in this economy it's vital to have multiple streams of income because otherwise you simply won't be able to afford to live. Go after your life dreams, but just still keep these projects going." and so now I'm like "well fuck." like I gotta reopen my patreon after I made a dramatic post saying I was gonna cancel it. I have to crawl back to this lifestyle after swearing I was going to leave it to follow my dreams. This is the only way I know how to make money outside 9-5 jobs and even then it's not like I make a lot!!!! I'm not a fucking influencer by any means!!!! I'm gonna kms

[bubblegyu00]

ZB1 LEGAL LINE AS FRAT BOYS

a/n : i lost the ask 💔

tw : mentions of drinking, drugs, sex (?), suggestive content, cussing, nsfw

mdni !!

• jiwoong

- the biggest asshole out of them i don't care fight me 💔

- will obsses over you at basically stalker level until you sleep with him cus he's delusional

- but the minute he gets you in bed he'll act like he doesn't even know your name — or he genuinely forgets a day later

- he probably doesn't remember half of the times he's ever fucked anyone cus it's not a big deal to him he was just horny

- has multiple girls thinking " guys i slept with jiwoong last night i think we might get together!! " but he's doesn't even remember what you look like 🙁

• hanbin

- a literal girl magnet

- like he could just sit there drinking and he'd get like three girls numbers in the span of an hour

- has a girlfriend for everyday of the week ( @lunicho is friday 😛 )

- he just has this certain charm to him that all the girls want a piece of him

- he's not as outgoing as the others, but he gets a good fraction of the girls

• zhanghao

- born to be valedictorian forced ( by ricky ) to be a man whore 🙁🙁

- no but frl i don't think he knows how insanely attractive and alluring he is — which is hard cus he lit has one girl on his lap, one girl under each arm, and like six other girls in the room wanting to talk to him ??

- but zhanghao is also rlly wanted because he is a man of mystery

- once you get into his pants ( which is a rlly hard thing to do — you go girl ) he's never speaking to you again

- like the minute he cums, he won't even look at you. like he'll literally go make a sandwich or something ??

- but out of all the ( 7 ) girls he's slept with, they say he's they best they've ever had. so now EVERYONE needs to experience zhanghao

• matthew

- DONT FALL FOR HIS TRICKS ‼️‼️‼️‼️

- has fucked the most girls.

- he likes to trick people with his sweet and caring demeanor, but really just wants his dick sucked 😛

- i feel like he'd be the only one to actually take you out on a date before he fucks you and then ghosts you 🥰 ( my standards are low..... )

- he's the most heartbreaking one cus he actually seems like such boyfriend materiel before he leaves you on read until he wants head again 💔

- but the girls always come back because he's literally in watch mojo for top 3 pussy eaters in the world

• taerae

- HE DOESNT GHOST YOU AFTER YOU FUCK 🎉🎉🎉🎉

- oh but he does fuck like twenty other girls while he's " dating " you

- he dates bunches of girls at the same time and they're all aware, but at least they're one of kim taerae's girlfriends ⁉️

- will take you on really good, perfect dates, but he's doing it to nineteen other people so it's not special 💔

- basically rotates girlfriends every two months, so that's sixty girls he's dating per year... you go rae 🥰

- his schedule is honestly so serious for him so the minute the two month mark hits you're cut off.

- but he's a good guy besides all that 🤗

• ricky

- is basically the leader of the fraternity like idk 🗣️🗣️

- the longest he's gone without taking a girl home is like.... three days ( i was last tuesday 🥰 )

- has fucked like every girl on campus like it's not even an exaggeration at this point

- kind of an asshole but it's okay i love when they're hot and toxic 🥰 ( can you tell i have relationship trauma )

- SUCH AN ASSHOLE WAIT CUS NOW IM THINKING..... he'd like flex his rolex while taking a picture on his family owned yacht that his rich ceo mom bought for him while wearing gucci....

- he's honestly such a smooth talker?? like he could def get you to sleep with him in under ten minutes of speaking, that's how good he is

- professional frat boy 😛

• gyuvin

- he's actually insane

- like he's going around snorting cocaine from girls' tits kind of insane

- he's the person everyone is chanting " CHUG! " for like ??

- LIFE OF THE PARTYYY

- if you show him any signs that you want to fuck he'll pull you into the nearest closet cus he'll buss it down anywhere

- NO BUT THE THING IS, HES SUCH A GOOD STUDENT NO ONE EVEN TRIES TO REPORT HIM FOR DOING DRUGS CUS THE TEACHERS WONT BELIEVE IT

- he's honestly the nicest cus he's actually such a fun guy to have around

[flyingspicerack]

i lied... ive been writing too much... i think i might need to take a break ....

ok NOW its time to get into fic wiring.... 2hrs left of this shift.... lets see what i can mold

[animentality]

this might be a little bit dark? but im lowkey interested in a reversal of the pre-brain damage durge promising to kill gortash in the end and gortash taking comfort in that, with a post-brain damage redemption-path durge who is tired of fighting, tired of wading through their broken empty brain, tired of accidentally hurting people, and who doesn't feel strong enough to resist bhaal, going to gortash's office in wyrms rock alone to purposefully goad him into killing them.

cause at this point they think their death is the only way they'll be free of bhaal, and they just want it to be over. and they might not remember gortash, but if they could at least die by the hand of someone (maybe the only one) who actually knew the real them from before their incident, well. that would be a lot nicer than letting orin hack them up or something.

(as for whether or not gortash notices that durge is not really fighting back? would he stop the battle if he suspected there was more to durge's "betrayal" than it seemed? would he shrug off their lack of fight as a symptom of their brain damage and see it through anyway? hmm)

what if i kill myself then what, anon

you've poisoned my brain, anon, thanks! THANKS A LOT.

Brain damage for Christmas...

Fuck.

That's such delicious angst, I could gnaw on its bones for years. Just the idea of the Dark Urge giving up...because they can't atone, and they can't forgive themselves, and they don't think they deserve to be alive anymore, but they won't just let themselves die at the hands of Orin, because she doesn't get that reward, for betraying them...

But Gortash? The first man who thought of them as something more than a rabid beast to be put down? Who saw them as a person, admired them, maybe loved them?

Death at his hands would be appropriate. It might even be comforting. They had promised they would kill him, in another life. It would only be fair, for him to kill them now.

Save himself, from them, right?

As in game...well.

You can't save him from yourself.

ARGH, and if Gortash thought you might be letting him kill you...well.

Truthfully, I suppose, he might just take advantage. Remove you as a threat and not question why you've allowed him to.

But since we serve nothing but delusions in the house of durgetash...

I want to believe that he'd notice immediately, and be furious.

Like fight back.

Why aren't you fighting back?

What's happened to you?

I will not fight you like this. I won't let it end like this.

You are too important to me, to simply slaughter like a dog, you're not Orin. Tell me what's wrong.

And then it becomes a pre-murder therapy session, where he tries to convince you to kill him wholeheartedly... get your mojo back, Durgy.

Heh heh.

But seriously.

Oh, this angst...is delicious.

I'm chewing on the bones, anon, I love this. I LOVE it.

[adidegmez]

x-men '97 spoilers

ep 1(To Me, My X-Men)

wow. i just finished x-men animated series. last eps were different than the other seasons. im glad they made this Show story wasnt ober yet. this new start is so good. artstyle is amazing. The visual effects were so cool. everything is great. it was fun. cyclops is struggling. There's a lot of pressure on him. and he is leaving x-men with Jean. Jean is pregnant. Charles really left everything to magnus?! and why is bishop still there i get that timeline is not right but they are not doing a certain thing to fix it. and im glad morph is back. and rogue and gambit i love them. logan and morph's friendship is nice.

ep 2(Mutant Liberation Begins)

Why did they suddenly start calling Magnus Erik? Okay, Erik is also his name i know, but they used to call him Magnus. Erik is an honorable man. I want to believe and trust him. I hope he doesn't have any evil plans. We'll see what happened between rogue and magneto. storm lost her Powers while trying to save magneto. magneto tried. he really did. humans suck(most of the times-in most of the universes). they dont deserve them. dr. rogue and baby is here. scott is being nice to magneto. its good for now. but not for long probably. ororo left. gambit's heart is broken. and 2 jean's?! I cried in the last two minutes of the episode more than I ever cried in the first 5 seasons. It was more painful. it happened in a much more perfect way. it was beautiful. I guess this is what happens when an animated series is made for adults. i really love it.

ep 3(Fire Made Flesh)

Why is Roberto in the mansion? Is he there to hang out with jubilee or is he staying there now? Since when is jean a clone? goblit queen is so powerfull. baby is gone. Madelyne is one but i think we'll see her again someday. hi, forge. i hope this is really forge and he can help storm.

ep 4(Motendo/Lifedeath - Part 1)

I want to see more gambit and rogue. and I want to see nightcrawler. not mojo again🤦🏻‍♀. jubilee's powers are cool. storm:(. i hope she can get her Powers back. i love forge. he did something bad but he wants to redeem himself. i hope he can.

ep 5(Remember It)

this Show makes me so happy. kurt is here. genosha is beautiful. mutants live in peace. madelyn is here. and i got gambit rogue and kurt:). I can't feel nostalgic. I just finished the x-men animeted series yesterday but this is so perfect. its just perfection. i love them so much. this Show pays tribute to what the other has done and takes it even further. I can only ask for more episodes, there is nothing else I can ask for(except maybe more gambit and rogue). scott is right. If the x-men were like humans, I think they would start thinking like the old Magneto. The x-men did not think about themselves, they always prioritized others. but in the end they were always hated. I don't understand how they can still do this. How do they hold on, how do they compromise themselves for those who still hate them? Mutants(not the bad ones) deserve great things, but all they get from the world they're trying to save is hatred. and scott is losing his fate in charles vision. he lost his son. his wife was a clone. There's a lot going on for Scott right now. but I hope he can get over this as soon as possible. jean kissed logan! she is confused to she has to remember so that she can be with scott again. and then maybe jean and scott could help eachother get better. i like seeing scott's eyes. scott is right i am not sure jean loves scott anymore. she remembers she loved him but i dont think she feel that way anymore. scott loves madelyn because she was jean and part of her is still jean. idk everything is complicated. it is painful to watch. i just want them all of them to be happy. but there's so much going on right now. I wanted gambit and rogue to be together. They were so beautiful together. But Magneto may be right, I can't be angry with him. But I just wish Rogue and Gambit could be more than friends. too many people are heartbroken rogue, gambit, jean, scott, (me). Did I just see Watcher? after gambit and rogue's talk. i think i did. i wish things were simple. cable is nathan. Why was he there and why did he leave? erik is gone. gambit is dead. they saved rogue. so many mutant died. leech trusted magneto. magneto gave hope to mutants and everything was great, i had hope things were getting better. mutants on genosha were happy. magneto he tried. he tried to save them. he tried to be like Charles. but World just wont let them be this good. he really tried. Would I be too delusional if I hoped that Remy and Erik would return? I need them both back. i cant feel you, this tells everything(reminds me of wanda). I knew it the moment I saw rogue touching gambit. I wish things could have happened differently. i knew I haven't cried this much while reading or watching a story in a long time. This episode really broke me. I'm not in a good mood. The world doesn't deserve X-Men. they never deserved the x-men and will never deserve them. Whatever the x-men do now, they will almost always be right.

ep 6(Lifedeath - Part 2)

lilandra and Charles are good together im happy for them. but i wouldnt mind if they come to earth and save x-men. storm and forge they are cute. but it probably wont last long, i wish it could last. i hope Charles can learn about what erik did. professor xavier, that was smart. yes, storm got her Powers back. Charles is Charles. i love him. his ideals are amazing but they are just ideas. to make them real they suffer they try and they fail over and over again. im glad hes returning to earth but it is too late. and things in spece wont be good when he left. and sinister! sinister killed all those mutants adn remy and erik. i hope he will have a painfull and an awful ending to his story.

ep 7(Bright Eyes)

not a funeral, please he has to come back. hi cap. normally i would say it is nice to see you but right now you're just reminding me how ridiculous mutant hatred is. Yes, there are people who hate superheroes too, but mutant hatred is on another level. And this is ridiculous. rogue is right to be mad. Humans expect mutants to compromise themselves in order to live with them, and they require this. Because humans are afraid of mutants, mutants have to hide their powers and not use them so that people do not feel threatened. Why do mutants follow their rules? because they are good. The "bad ones" don't suppress their power just because people want them to. But when it comes to humans, mutants who live their own nature as they wish are evil. i love kurt and rogues relationship. it feels good to see the X-Men being together and helping each other through all this bad stuff. oppenheimer… now i am become death the destroyers of worlds. trask destroyed all those mutants lifes. i cant say he didnt deserved death but rogue, she let him die. this is not who x-men is, at least WHO they were. she is angry she is grieving she is not in her right mind right now. if she was herself she wouldnt have let him die. i saw the sign for Strak Industries. I wish we could see Tony. In which universe, in which timeline are we right now? Is Tony dead here too? magneto is alive. bastion? i dont know anything about him i guess ill see. scott learned about cable.

ep 8(Tolerance Is Extinction - Part 1)

is madelyne dead? i thought she just get hurt not dead. kurt with swords, I've been waiting for this. Everything is in a very bad state right now, but this visuality and the fights are beautiful. Jean being a mother to cable(seatbelt:) ). wolverine's fight in the skys. yes! summers family. it was so cool. hi peter. but really magneto was right. Charles was just being naive. humans are the wortst. i wish humans and mutants could live together in peace but humans wont let them. mutants deserve better. Charles is back. It wasn't Magneto who started the war. humans wanted this war from the beginning. Mutants and X-Men have been patient, but now it's too much, how much longer should they be patient? It would be really nice if there was peace, but as long as people have this hatred, it seems impossible to make peace. Bastion ignited the war, but whether he started or not, the war would still happen one day. I hope the mutants can win. magneto can win. I think Charles is late. Before the war, they could have tried to implement Charles' ideals, but it was too late. The war has begun and mutants need a leader in the war and that leader must be Magneto.

ep 9(Tolerance Is Extinction - Part 2)

Why is everyone mad at Magneto? I understand humans being angry, it's usual hatred, but why are the x-men so angry? Okay, the order of the world has been disrupted, life has become difficult, the end of the world may even be near, but Magneto saved the mutants. If he had not done this, the mutants would probably have died. I've never been one for villains, I've rarely agreed with them. and this is one of those rare moments. magneto is right. I don't think he is the villain in this story bastion and humans are the bad guys. im glad rogue went with him. charles' ideals are nice to think but its impossible right now. we need magneto. black lether, I completely forgot this scene was coming. x-men are noble they are still trying to do the right thing(according to them). I'm still amazed at how they can endure so much and still try to do good. morph smash:) I wish mutants didn't fight each other. but really i wanted to say shut up to Charles when magneto did. things are bad, really bad. When I started watching '97', I thought I would watch something fun and light. I never thought it would be this dark. Logan should have at least thought once before attacking Magneto with his metal skeleton. He probably won't die, but I think this is an indication that Magneto didn't want to hurt them before. If he wanted to, he would have done this years ago, but he prioritized mutants and didn't want to harm mutants. Now he had to harm the X-Men to save many other mutants. scott confused me, yes the others needed time but why did this happen? Is Jean dead? forge and storm will surive too right?

ep 10(Tolerance Is Extinction - Part 3)

ironman! I wasn't surprised when I saw Ironman with Captain America, but Daredevil caught me off guard. Daredevil is one of my favorite Marvel characters. Is Doctor Strange in surgery?! wakanda! cloak and dagger! this cameos are amazing i hope we can see things like that in live action. I hope mister sinister is gone for good. t'chaka is black panther. Charles destroyed magnus. i hope he can bring him back. bastion is right, humanity would rather die than have kids like mutants. and that why i dont like them. mr. fantastic(morph but still its nice to see him)! humans say we did it. But all they do is bring about the end of the world over and over again. x-men saved the world, magneto saved, mutants saved the world. humans only made it a worse place. wanda and quicksilver off World? where are they? bishop. yes save the x-men. i need season 2 immediatly. x-men scattered through time. They found Nathan. en sabah nur(Apocalypse!!!). At least the series didn't end in a bad place. They defeated Bastion and Sinister. They fell apart, but they're not in a bad situation right now. When is gambit coming back? he has to come back.

this Show is amazing. Characters from MCU and X-Men are in the same universe together. It was very beautiful. I hope we can see more. I can watch so many seasons this way.

[elkaseltzer]

ive been looking at a lot of my art recently and ive been noticing im kinda dissatisfied with how it looks, and when i was in the middle of drawing the piece for ffm i finally realised what it was.

i went back and looked the harp scene piece i did for osas, the old selkie piece i did, the lucifer piece i did for trt, and then i looked at some of my more recent stuff, and i realised that a lot of my whimsy is gone.

i like having a kind of cartoony style. i like having "anime noses" and eyes. i like chunky line art and exaggerated proportions. i think that in my effort to improve my artistry skills, i began to force myself to draw more realistically. and thats not what i want!

anywho. this is to say that hopefully a lot of my drawing mojo will come back to me now that i remember how i enjoy to engage in creation. recently whenever a piece has started going awry ive just been giving up on it QWQ

also, i am putting all of the pieces that i mentioned below, to provide a better idea of what i meant if anyones interested

pieces i appreciate more:

never realised how much i draw lucifer this is kind of embarrassing anyways. i like my proportions here. for me, i think its mostly about how i do the faces. alastor in the OSAS piece there is one of the better ones ive done (which is ironic because lucifer in that one is one of the not as good ones. i shouldve redrawn him but i was lazy). drawing him is so hard for me, and i have no idea why. i can never get his energy right. the death of alastor piece is a little more on the line, but i think thats more the shading than anything (and the shading was done that way purposefully)

pieces i appreciate less:

its always fucking alastor. lucifer in these pieces? love him. greatness. my little pookie bear. but i just leaned to far into "real person proportion-ness" with al to properly enjoy these ones. they dont feel like him, and they arent drawn in a form that gives me joy. the dance one is mighty close, but falls just a little short

[chthonicgodling]

omg im three pages away from filling up this sketchbook, which was brand new in June 🥹 Back in the Day ™ this was incredibly normal - or even SLOW, cause these things used to last like. 4 months. but that was in the ye olden days like…. Before 2019, in which my brain broke completely and spiraled worse and worse only to begin recovering sometime late 2022-early 2023??

okay YEAH my sketchbook is incomprehensible I don’t really use it for Finished Works anymore but with the amount t of comics I’ve been doing this thing has become crucial to Thumbnail Central. emotional as hell you guys. I guess despite the amount of whining I’ve been doing and despite how unproductive I FEEL I really have been returned to some kind of art mojo even if I don’t feel that way lmao. brb off to Michael’s to get a new one to sticker up

[hopelesswrites]

‼️OBSCURE JOE PLOT ALERT ‼️

i see a lot of similar things being written under the joe tag, and i don’t always like how much miscommunication there is between the reader and joe because of reader’s insecurities. imagine joe dating a woman who is very secure in herself and the relationship. you have a career and while it isn’t as decadent as joe’s, you’re happy with it. however, joe sometimes worries that his lifestyle is too different from you because of how normal yours is. you’re not constantly flying to conventions and promoting new shows and worrying about being seen out in public. he’s nervous that you feel he isn’t committed enough to you or that he’s unreliable. while you take a direct communication approach, he pretends like everything is fine until the night he gets a call when he’s about to take you out. he had planned the reservation months in advance, but his agent called to see if he could do a last minute zoom interview that evening. he didn’t feel like he could turn it down, and when he turns around to tell you, he thinks that you just look so stunning that he starts to cry. you’re confused, and he’s just apologizing over and over. you comfort him, and after listening to him explain his worries, you pull him in and kiss his neck as you whisper exactly how wrong he is. after fifteen minutes of you embracing him and helping him clean up, he does his interview. your night out becomes a night in, and you give him the best head of his life. his thighs and tummy end up covered in marks before he pulls you off of him and you let him regain control, with him flipping you over into an incredibly intimate take on missionary. he wants to go slow, to really savor it, but god he just loves you so much that as you moan out his name and praises, he loses his ability to speak and just goes harder and deeper into you. sorry if this ask makes no sense i am running on not a lot of sleep sbshsvagabbssbbsb

Thank you for sending this in!! I really loved the idea and agree, we need more emotional Joe x secure reader. Hope it's alright, i went in guns blazing at first but lost my mojo at the smut (im not in a smutty mood atm apparently)

-

You were just putting the finishing touches on your makeup when Joes phone rang, and he dismissed himself to the living room to take the call.

Joe had been sitting on the bed not so subtly checking you out from behind (The mirror exposing him) while he waited for you to finish getting ready for your date. It was something that came rare in your relationship with Joe since his schedule filled up last year, so you were extra excited to just go out and have a good meal with your boyfriend.

You were applying the deep red lipstick you knew drove Joe crazy when you heard his voice raise from the other room. You had noticed how more flustered and irritated Joe was getting recently due to his work, but you were so proud of him for all his achievements.

Heavy footsteps made their way back to you and you turned around offering Joe a warm smile.

“Everything alright?”

His face could tell you everything was in fact not alright. The stern look in his eyes and the way his brows were furrowed, the emotion Joe struggled to hide from his face, failing to let him lie to you every single time.

The second Joe laid eyes on you the anger in his face vanished and the tension in his eyes softened as tears welled up.

‘I’m so sorry” was all Joe got out before the tears fell and you were rushing over to your boyfriend, taking his face into your hands and pulling him into your chest, the angle awkward but Joe embraced you around your waist and cried, spilling out all his pent-up emotions.

You stroked his hair, pushing it back and behind his ears to free his face, since he had been growing it for a role and it had become a bit unruly.

 Once the sobs subsided and he lifted his head up to speak, Joe stared down at you with the saddest eyes “I just wanted one night, one single night so I could prove I was all in, that I’m not distracted and I’m serious about us”.

This took you by surprise because you had no doubt in your mind Joe was serious, he hadn’t given you any indication to. Your relationship with Joe was perfect, he had his thing going, you had your thing going, you came together had a great thing going and you loved each other so much, what more could you want?

“Baby, where is this coming from? I know you’re serious about us, do you have a work thing?”

Joe looked away from you for a moment as more tears well up in his eyes.

“I feel like I’m too busy, I can’t be as present as you need, I can’t even take you out to dinner”. Joe looked down at your face, “And you’re dressed up so nice, I’m such a dick, you’re even wearing that god damn lipstick, you’re so fucking perfect I’m so sorry”.

“No, no, Joe, you’re amazing, everything’s perfect, please don’t stress yourself out” You comforted your boyfriend, wiping the stray tears off his cheeks as they fell. “Go do your work, I’m okay, we can order in and watch a movie when you’re done, okay?”

Joe nodded like a kid sniffling away after a tantrum, “I won’t be long, I love you”. He punctuated his confession with a big wet kiss to your forehead before sulking all the way to the study where he did most of his online interviews.

You migrated to the couch and put on a rerun of your current binge while Joe worked, before long he was creeping back out of the study.

“Done already?” You beamed, watching his own face light up. “Come sit and we can properly talk about how you’re feeling”.

“I was just frustrated don’t worry about me” Joe dismissed, plonking down on the sofa next to you, knees touching.

“My Love, I’m always worrying about you, I care so much I can’t help it”.

Joes’ eyes drifted over to you, softening once they landed on your face, full of love.

“I just feel sometimes life gets in the way and you’re going to leave me”.

You raked your fingers through Joes hair, brushing out some tangles while he savoured in your touch.

“I just don’t want to fail you”. He confessed to this much softer, more insecure about this particular part.

It broke your heart he thought that way, and you were upset at yourself for not seeing this sooner, Joe had been struggling with his insecurities for so long and you thought everything had been perfect.

“Hey, you haven’t failed me, I don’t think you even could, and I’m not going anywhere”.

“I love you” Joe whispered, smiling softly.

“I love you too” you whispered back. “Now lay back, let me show you how much I love you”.

“You don’t have to”.

You dismissed Joe, “You’re tense, I do”.

You got up off the couch and slid down between Joes legs, rubbing up his thighs lovingly as he adjusted to be more comfortable.

Without hesitation you began unbuttoning Joes shirt from the bottom while he worked from the top, meeting in the middle. Underneath was the holy grail, you loved Joes body, specifically, marking joes body.

Starting just below his belly button you began to pepper gentle kisses along his skin, dotting that red lipstick in your path. Joe groaned at the realisation of your intentions, knowing he’s going to hate washing off your work later. As you went further down your lips got firmer, stamping more prominent kiss marks over and around his happy trail.

Once the unmarked skin ran out you worked on removing Joes pants, him helping more hastily, pulling his boxers down with them.

You continued your descent, leaving little red reminders with every touch, making sure to stay as soft as possible, leaving Joe a heaving groaning mess.

“Darling please” he whined as your mouth alternated from hip to hip only a wisp of breath where Joe really wanted you, needed you.

You couldn’t bare to watch him suffer for too long before placing a series of kisses up the base of his cock, watching his muscles tense up as he refrained from taking charge, letting you have your way with him, as agonising as it was. The remainder of your lipstick smudged over his skin before you wrapped your lips loosely around the tip and sucked, eliciting the most pornographic moan from your boyfriend.

“Fuck, baby you have no idea what a sight this is”. Joe groaned, while gently tucking a fallen piece of hair behind your ear that was obstructing his view.

Your head bobbed in a rhythm that had Joes stomach muscles tensing in overdrive, you knew he wouldn’t last too long. Before you could send him over the edge Joe was gently pulling you up, a firm hand on the back of your neck, and guiding you back on the couch where he started undressing you, just as hastily as he was with his own clothes.

“Eager, are we?” You joked as Joe fiddled with the zipper on your skirt.

“That lipstick move was cruel, I need you now” Joe grumbled, finally getting the zipper to cooperate and pulling down your skirt as you worked on your top, leaving you in just your bra and underwear.

Joe groaned as he soaked in the sight of you, far too worked up at this point.

“Fuck I love you so much” he got out before devouring you in a heated, passionate kiss, all tongues and teeth.

Clumsily you wrapped your arms around Joes shoulders, pulling him impossibly close, needing to feel all of him. His lips trailed down your jaw and sucked along your neck in an animalistic fashion, marking you his own way.

Impatiently you reached down to stroke your boyfriend, silently telling him to hurry. Needing no more indication he was moving your underwear enough to slip himself inside and began a slow agonising pace.

“Joe, please” you whined, missing the fervour he had earlier.

His hips moved in a mellow rhythm, grinding once they met yours, causing heat to rise in your belly quicker than it normally would. This was slow, but fuck was it good.

“Need it slow tonight” Joe whispered, goosebumps rising over your neck when one particular thrust hit a spot that had you seeing stars.

You let out an embarrassingly loud moan as he picked up more force, “Yeah baby? There?” He teased, running his fingers through your hair and tugging at the crown, sending electricity through your body.

Joe’s movements got harder, little grunts escaping his lips as he chased his own orgasm, the animalistic atmosphere slowly returning. You lost all ability to breathe as Joes pace quickened and his cock hit that spot that had your eyes rolling back.

“There you are, my love, let go” Joe encouraged, movements getting harder and faster as he reached his own high.

It felt like an explosion as your orgasm hit and Joes followed after, his moan so loud it echoed through the still house.

You relaxed back into the couch as you caught your breath, feeling the weight of your boyfriend drop ontop of you, comfortingly, much like a sweaty weighted blanket that you loved so much.

“Don’t doubt my love for you again” You sighed once you had both calmed down enough.

“Or what? I get this again?” Joe joked.

“This was an exception”.

[transed-junkrat]

so i actually started a list of quotes from my father and i havent told him about it but i wanted to share it

- "i think i definitely got at least a couple of those letters that make up those words."

- "would you consider a pogo stick footwear?"

- "oh thats historical sludge! its gonna pay off one day!!"

- mom: "my [car] seat feels weird" dad: "i was spreading pudding on it this morning, i dont think that would do it though"

- "and i can start listening to christmas music year round, the way nature intended"

- "im coming back as a worm in my next life"

- "its not fair. these damn mannequins can afford better clothes than i can."

- (to himself, filling the dogs water bowl) "operation liquify the dog"

- "yeah ticks give me the heebie jeebies. mother nature really fucked up on that one"

- (about a car taking too long to turn) "should i tap em?"

- "you were never as invested in The Wiggles as i was"

- "well shes a specialist on fast reading, im a specialist on slow reading. you dont get any slower than me, i can out-slow you anytime"

- "thats a dangerous driver, and to make the world safer, i should kill them."

- "you dont play as many war games as i do without learning how to fold your towels usa army regulation style"

- "it all starts with iced coffee. havent you ever read the bible? on the first day, god invented iced coffee"

- "if a bear takes a wrong left in the woods.... does anybody hear it?"

- playing Pokemon GO: *gasp* "it fled on me that son of a bitch i hate those fucking guys theyre dead to me now."

- "ooh groundhog! jump out and pinch it's butt, Chip. ill take a picture"

- "alright.... we're almost at our mojo dojo casa house"

- *dad has two pairs of pants on*. mom: "why dont you take a layer off?" dad: "this is how i roll. im like a taco."

- *offering gum around the car, everyone declines* "alright! I'll take 4"

- *to the dog, upon returning from their walk:* "you may settle in now, and lead a life of wholesome fulfillment. i hope you make good choices."

[thealmightyemprex]

X Men 97 episode 4 and 5 thoughts

Episode 4

Morph is the master of unintentionally hurtful jokes

Hey they made Mojo a funny and effective villain who I didnt loath

Bird monster holds Storm,describing how she feeds on fear and like to savior her meals...That is horrifiying and I was a little disappointed it wasnt followed through with the next episode

Episode 5

Night crawler is back and he is my favorite person ,he is such a blue ball of sunshine

Wolverine and Jean kiss ,Scott and Madelyn have a psychic affair ,Rogue is torn between Gambit and Magneto....So this is what watching a soap opera is like

I am a firm Rogue and Gambit shipper ,but even I gotta say ...That dance with Magneto is hot

So Cable is revealed to be Nathan

So I was so confident this was gonna be a low key character drama episode ....Then the last few minutes happen.Spoilers this point forward cause: HOLY FUCK

Spoilers

So Magneto and Leech get vaporized.Poor Leech but Magnetos death was more surprising then saddening

So....The ending.....Im gonna guide you through my emotions

Me:Man Gambit is such a badass ,one of my favorite characters and-

*Gambit gets stabbed by Master Mold *

Me:NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...Ok maybe hell make it

Master Mold:Target neutralized

Gambit:Weakly smiles

Oh no thats the dying heroically smile

Gambit:Names Gambit Mon Ami ,remember that *Chareges and blows up Master Mold*

OK....If he is gonna go ,,,,Thats a good way to go

Rogue:*Cradling Remys dead body in crater*

OK hes gonna be revealed to be alive right,.,,Right ??

Rogue:I cant feel you

SO ....I know this is a comic book show and people come back from the dead all the time and that they know two timne travelers .....That said Remy went out a hero and I need a minute

@ariel-seagull-wings @themousefromfantasyland @theancientvaleofsoulmaking @piterelizabethdevries @the-blue-fairie

[di--es---can-ic-ul-ar--es]

The recovery from that breakup 2 months ago has been slow. I think it just feels like I had never been dumped properly before. I've been broken up with, but was always able to say "I see your point" without fully disagreeing. This, on the other hand, was so abrupt plus as best as I can tell was about the marginal extra fit and wealthy she thinks she can pull / thinks she deserves.

It's ugly but I do want to say "so, did you find that 6pack guy yet?" if I run into her, and if I run into her and don't say that I will gloat to my sweet and treasured yall about how many points i deserve for not saying that.

But im gradually beginning to interpret it in such a way that i can agree with some of why she torched it, and a lot of it is just fashion and aesthetics. I'm basically a gremlin who spent a year trying to pull chicks who like clean cut guys, and my friend who talked me into that era never listened to me when I said they'd be able to smell the insincerity on me, (and sex is good but have you ever been right all along etc). Now that I don't give a fuck which I was never meant to give, I can feel my mojo coming back. That year of attempting to give a fuck is gonna be so embarrassing when I look back on it and get distance from it. And it was literally only working with her as well as it was because I was giving a false fuck, and she still complained about my grooming (cuz it's not just effort but also skill) in her surprise moment of unloading all these reasons why she wasn't sustaining attraction to me.

Separately: I feel tougher now. I feel like I could be disposable and replaceable again and not mind nearly as much.

[scourgefrontiers]

been kinda danny phantom brained lately, lowkey. i honestly do wanna draw more for dpgii but man my motivation machine hasnt been working very much in that regard :c

deep apologies to everyone who saw me drop 5 pages of the first chapter and then leave it at that LOL. i had planned to either do the entire first chapter or draw one scene from each chapter, but now idk if i can even manage THAT...

i might end up just having to do like. a promo pic for each chapter, or maybe a one-page thing. idk. i wanna give yall SOMETHING yknow?

i guess i just feel like i need to balance the energy/motivation/time i have to put into my comics, and dpgii is way less of a priority compared to my original works u_u

i was rereading dpgii just to see if there were any scenes that really stuck out to me that i wanted to draw, and honestly only one scene really got me, and it was the double reveal scene. the rest of the chapters kinda left me unmotivated to draw them lol. which sucks. but if NOTHING ELSE i may try and draw the double reveal bc i do have a Vision for that

im ngl i do kinda wanna get back into dp. lately ive had this issue where i feel like ive fallen out of love with art--at least, i dont feel the same love i used to if that makes sense. it was recommended to me that i revisit old interests or techniques to see if i can rekindle that love, and the first thing i thought of was danny phantom. i had So much fun when i was into dp it was crazy...so i feel like if i can have fun with it again, maybe i'll get my art mojo back??

idk. we'll see how things progress

[wee00]

i have this reoccurring dream of moving back into my old house. when it used to happen, the entire house would be huge and itd be like a maze, or it would hardly even look like a house more like an mc escher painting. but the longer time goes on my old house becomes clearer and it feels more real each time. last time i had this dream, it was so unbelievably realistic, it felt so true i was completely certain it was real and i woke up completely disoriented. why arent i home?? but we moved back in! it happened it wasnt a dream! even in the dream i told myself it wasnt a dream, that this time it was real.

the white and green checkered floors in the hallway were still cool and nice to lay down on and look at the wall, and the kitchen still has its bright yellow wall paper, and the kitchen cabinets are still painted blue by my mom after she watched bear in the big blue house! i remember when our dog came home with us for the first time and slept under the table. as he grew bigger he’d nibble and lick my ear whenever i laid down on the floor and id giggle until i was out of breath. the living room is still cozy and warm, and the window is big and beautiful as ever. the bathroom is still small and nautical themed, my bedroom is still pink and you can still hear the morning doves singing in the backyard during the warmer seasons. the front yard has a small lamp post painted white with a blue bulb inside to stand out from all the other houses. if i inhale the couch hard enough it smells faintly like vanilla and a rainy breeze because of all the incense we burned over the years. im finally old enough to truly appreciate it

and the backyard still has our big beautiful gazebo with christmas lights lining the ceiling inside. its perfect for having our friends over which we never did enough of. you could see our backyard from our best friends backyard, separated by a few houses. the backyard is still a little dingy, and the basement is quite cold and dusty and the front yard is patchy but im finally old enough to fix it all up, i could be a real house owner. i sit on the stairs in the car port that arent there anymore and i daydream about all the cleaning supplies ill need and how happy i am to be home. i dont know how mom afforded it but she did, and its been waiting for me.

but it doesnt look like this anymore. i went to school with the girl whos family moved in after we were forced to moved out. she invited me inside to show me the changes theyve made. the kitchen walls are dark grey, and the hallway floor tiles have been replaced with light grey floor boards too. our old white chipped fridge covered in family photos has been replaced by a sleek new samsung fridge with an ice dispenser. they have no photos on it because her mom doesnt like it to look “messy”. they tore the wall between the living room and the kitchen down to make it look “bigger” but somehow that made it look smaller. our beautiful blue kitchen cabinets that i used to climb to get chocolate syrup for my milk after school, theyve been replaced with yet another sleek design. theyre just as grey as the rest of it. it reeks of bleach cleaning chemicals. at least they have a puppy. her parents kick me out. im sure the look on my face wasnt hiding much.

my brother and our friend watched in dismay from his backyard, our big beautiful wooden gazebo has fallen on its side. theres a man tearing it apart from the bottom. the yard is too elevated to put a pool or a play place. why would you knock down such a beautiful gazebo? the tool sheds knocked on its side too, and our family cats graves have been dug up and who knows where their boxes went. momo used to lay down over my head to keep me warm as i slept as a toddler, and yorick would follow us on long walks around the neighbourhood. mojo was just a few days old when we covered his box in drawings so he’d remember us. its been about 10 years now, and theres still nothing in the backyard.

the memories start flooding back after a few minutes of being awake. in an apartment thats too small for our family and always dusty no matter how often you clean. but my walls are yellow, and my plants are alive, and ive made it my own. 10 years here and i still feel aimless. close enough to that old house its only a minute away. i walk my old street and look at that old house. do i really want to move back in and relive my childhood? no, cant relive the past. i need to keep going forward. i just want to go home

[paalove]

🧊 (asking for a friend), 🫖, 🎵,👑(for a fic of your choice)

i rb'ed this ask game on the 2nd and compleeeeeetely forgot abt it lmao, sowwie

🧊: How do you get over writer's block?

mostly i... don't. like, if there's a period when im not motivated to write, i just end up not writing? or, hm, let's tease out what is "writer's block", bc it can mean a few different things imo.

firstly, there's "im not writing Anything" style block, which ive kind of been in most of the past year (pre-october! october brought my mojo back lol) - this is normally bc you have something Else going on, and there's neither motivation nor inspiration. this, i just let pass - i'll feel bad about it while it's going on, it feels like you're fighting a giant bouncy castle on top of you, but... it just has to be allowed to stay. sleep, eat, do whatever. the writing will come back once the outside issue is gone.

second is "i want to write the next part of This but i don't know how" - oh hello akkayan superhero/villain fic, hello ella enpranted, hello dead!black dead!dan seanwhiteyok fic!! now with this one, i do struggle. there's motive but no inspiration, or, worse, there's inspiration but it's refusing to be words for some reason. this one i try to fight by assembling my notebooks around me and also a bunch of scrap paper pilfered from work, and then i try out some "what if it was this" scenarios until one starts looking like a story.

third is "opening this doc makes me want 2 die". i delete the doc and mourn for the story and, near-inevitably, end up rewriting it from memory like three weeks later, finished and perfect. works for me!

🫖: If you had a tea party with your blorbos you write the most, how would it go?

so me, ray, akk, and white, i guess - there are other characters i write a lot, there are other blorbos, but these are the guys that sit at the centre of that particular venn diagram. i reckon white and ray would obliterate one of those little cake towers you get at a fancy afternoon tea. akk and white would get along. i would remain silent and take notes for my purposes.

🎵: Do you create playlists for your fics?

i have mutuals and irls who might hunt me for sport for what im about to say, but i basically don't create playlists for anything.

if i like the song it goes in my liked songs, which enters my eternal shuffle. when im writing a fic (or thinking about a character) i'll just skip the ones that i can't possibly make fit - the rest, i picture my mental fanvids along with them.

👑: Say 3 things you like about one of your fics. (Asker can add a title of the fic they want the author to talk about.)

places inside me that i find you (meet me at the roadside)

one of my personal best fics, honestly. sean/yok friendship hits the sweet spot of clearly deep understanding, and affection, and (just as important) shared stupidity... and equally deep betrayal. i fucking loooooove that shit. this fic was written for one of the one year of not me prompts, and i also love writing to limitations!! but those aren't things i like about the fic. so:

yok insisting on calling sean's room "the forbidden chamber" bc he wasn't allowed inside until they fucked. i mostly remember writing that bc i liked the idea of yok realising white got inside after knowing sean for like a day and being upset, but also the line is about sean's privacy and yok teasing him and respecting it at the same time.

yok avoiding eye contact when sean makes an opening for him to make a dirty joke; sean noticing, but not pointing it out, in case yok asks about his love life rn. missed moments.

one of the "marks" being the gunshot wound, haha.

[ervotica]

PROMPT GAME !!

pick any prompt from this list + a marauders era character (or more than one!) and imma write a drabble. be as specific as you like (the more detail, the better)! and put whatever spin on the prompts you feel fits (smutty and dark interpretations are welcomed and encouraged!)

characters; sirius black, regulus black, james potter, remus lupin, barty crouch jr, evan rosier, lily evans

im really trying to get my mojo back and i want to get back to writing like i was before!

(no one saw this and im salty about it so yes im reposting and if no one requests anything u will find me crying in the corner🧍‍♀️)