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#11:11#it's a cozy lazy saturday night up in here#feeling kinda down tbh#but i luv my bed#mine#my post#myself#me#self#my legs#legs#in bed#long legs#socks#cozy#cozycore#comfy#warm and comfy#comfy aesthetic#comfycore#cozy aesthetic#cute socks#aesthetic#soft#soft aesthetic#comfort#comfy and cute#cozy vibes
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Is it a stupid idea? Yes. Did I have to go overboard and animate it? No.
But I had to and I'm not sorry ;P
#peter b parker#spiderman#mayday parker#miguel o'hara#spiderman 2099#miles morales#spiderverse#across the spiderverse#atsv#tbh i notice that i have this group of fave characters that really fall under category of#i need to wrap them in nice fuzzy blanket and give them a hot cocoa#and miguel kinda pings my blanket and cocoa senses#but more like in an impending doom sense?#like he is going to get his ass kicked so much in the next movie#beyond is so going to be like you like this broken man?#hold my beer we can break him some more#i can just feel it in my bones#because for right now he pings my need to spray him with a water like a naughty cat he is an then hold him in air jail till he calms down#which objectively is a bad idea#unless you are this sunshine idiot spiderman that i love#and here is long story long why this comic happened :B
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“It kinda feels personal.” | for @catws-anniversary ♡
#happy day 2 of catws anniversary week🤗 catws on 🔝#catws10#steve rogers#steverogersedit#brock rumlow#brockrumlowedit#marveledit#marvelgifs#mcuedit#mcuchallenge#capedit#dailymarvelgifs#mcufam#marveladdicts#marvellegends#rumrogers#shieldbones#gif*#edit*#*#for a few seconds when rumlow calls him 'big guy' steve literally isn't even poised like he's about to fight#his hackles are up but his arms are down at his sides like he honestly thinks rumlow is going to say something to him worth hearing#that breaks my heart because he must have thought rumlow was his friend or at least that they were on the same team#come to find out rumlow is the enemy steve already died fighting once and now he tells him to his face it isn't personal#like?? isn't it??#'it kinda feels personal' is such a badass line especially the way chris delivered it but 💔#tbh i believe that rumlow believes it isn't personal as in they have to get rid of captain america which is ideological not personal#when rollins asked if steve wore a parachute the way rumlow said 'no he wasn't' makes me think he was actually fond of him#but in a 'if only you were hydra' way
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pygmalion and galatea for aroace people
you should tell your friends what I look like, riz gukgak.
#fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year#fhsy#riz gukgak#baron from the baronies#fh class quangle#class swap babeyy! bard!riz that's whats goin on!#I really need tags for these now I think lmao#ask to tag#I feel like this should be tagged something. but I dont know what#in my brain after the initial kidnapping class swap baron's thing is every time riz keeps his story abt them up in front of his friends#they get a little bit closer. they send him pictures of where they supposedly are n stuff#theres a scene in my brain only of kristen and riz on top of the van and kristen is like everything kinda sucks rn can u tell me abt baron#cause what you guys have is so nice and beautiful. and riz almost doesn't but he ultimately can't deny kristen a little peace#lmao I feel like dipping into baron stuff with the class swap is like showing my whole ass online again I just. I'm a#horror person before all else... I cant stop myself. canon baron is Great and Cool but that is kind of the thing. for a horror thing theyre#Too Cool. I think cool is kind of the neutralizer of scary. when a monster is a certain amount of cool it overrides the scary#and now u just have a Cool Monster#its so fucked for bard!riz this year bc he doesn't have an office (he's mooching off the school wifi from the AV club room lol)#so there's no buffer between adventure and home life. so baron just shows up in the strongtower apartment lmao#sophomore year bard!riz looks like a slasher protag so I just leaned into it I guess. he gets a mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon kennedy#well. its worse actually. they can show up where he is at any moment theyve proven this. but they dont#they choose to punish him slowly as he lies to his friends instead. baron is mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon and also a bitch#I think its gonna pop up if class swap baron ever speaks in a comic I do but their voice comes from like. inside their hollow face#it sounds like it's a lot deeper in there than that skull should be#tbh what I have rn is kinda like a bag of loose pieces that Can fit together into something great but I dont have the energy to#really sit down with them yet lol. Im doing this inbetween other things#it comes or it doesn't! it's fine. funny how today's bad comic day also. I wont say this is for bad comic day bc all my comics are#flawless and beautiful and perfect and awesome and beautiful and the best#but u should. if u havent drawn a comic today or at all ever u should draw a comic
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Anyone who knows anything about Steve Rogers knows he’s the most stubborn person in the world (especially when it comes to people he cares about) so tbh I really can’t see a reality where he gets to vormir to return the soul stone and calmly accepts that his partner and closest friend of the last eleven years is dead and gone and moves on rather than getting there and doing something reckless and insane to try to get her back
#like be fr#which one sounds more like steve rogers#especially after he gets there and sees fucking red skull again#the stubborn little angry chihuahua inside of him would’ve come out in full force#I just feel like he’d just instantly flip into oh this mf is going *down* mode#and be fr#he’s the king of doing something reckless and insane for a loved one cmon#(and tbh she would be the queen but now we’re getting off topic)#idk I just feel like marvel always kinda tried to downplay the importance of Steve and Natasha’s friendship/partnership#and I hate it#bc they spend most of their time in the mcu together#and they obviously care about each other sm#I just wish we’d gotten more of them#whether you just loved their friendship#or were hoping they’d be more#you know he wouldn’t let her go without a fight#steve rogers#natasha romanoff#captain america#black widow#avengers#avengers endgame#anti endgame#mcu#marvel#romanogers#capwidow#stevenat#steve and natasha
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sobbing at how happy they all look
#THEYRE DRENCHING THEIR BOY HEHEHE#but god the way fernando is looking at him is just......insane#i am going to sob i am going to lose it#i love that ive kinda down two preliminary passes on 2011. one with sebson goggles on and then one w vettonso goggles#its just a lot of fun and i feel so crazy about them#fernando and jenson's smiles are going to brainrot me for a while i think#maybe ill post the pics from this specifically bcs theyre just as cute#as c said: this is the ideal wec team tbh(mark can be tp skljldks)#not pictured: when jense comes over and starts pouring it on seb ITS SO CYUTEEEEE#anyways yeah 2011 derangement so its a very typical day on the blog of catie skitskatdacat63#fernando alonso#sebastian vettel#jenson button#sebson#buttonso#vettonso#f1#formula 1#we do a little bit of f1#2011 indian gp
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thinking about the czech anthem in comparison to the majority of other national anthems and we truly are the poor little meow meow of countries
#but like#i like it#i like it a lot after thinking about it#like the majority of anthems i know of are about fighting#and ours is just like ''my home is so pretty i love it here so much ;~; ''#and in connection to our history it feels kinda like...passive resistance sort of way?#it's not about the fight. it's about survival#no matter who the current king or tyrant or shitty politician is we'll just keep on living here#describes us pretty well tbh. both in the positive and negative aspect#like there is this sort of ''keep your head down and wait for the bad times to blow over without giving much effort to make it better''#but whatever#we've got pretty trees amiright lol
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3 extra people in your head = 4x the hairstyle opportunities
#yugioh arc v#ygo arc v#arc v#zuzu boyle#yuzu hiiragi#celina#serena#rin#lulu obsidian#ruri kurosaki#arc v art#my art#drawing this made me realize how much more similar zuzu + co. look to each other compared to yuya + co#zuzu and celina in particular have pretty much exactly the same hair just in different colors + worn differently#rin + lulu are the outliers with shorter + longer hair respectively but even they still have the two strands framing their face#i kinda struggled with rin tbh i feel like i don't have a good grasp on her personality and it comes across when i draw her#but i ended up feeling like high pigtails / low pigtails / high ponytail / low ponytail was a good contrast between everyone#(and rin with her hair down just looked like lulu)#their colors don't clash nearly as bad as yuya + co.'s do either so there's a bit more cohesion among them -#- which is ironic considering the boys are the ones with identity issues and the girls are the ones with greater independence comparatively#but i've said too much already...(tugs my hat down and walks away pensively)
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sad ghost :(
#too late exe#mario's madness#mario madness v2#the forgiven#doodle#my hc is that he feels a bit better around ihy mario and promo mario#he's normally wispy and barely corporeal. but he likes to be around them so he tries to be more solid#and he actually shows his eyes more instead of keeping his head down#tbh this was just a sketch dump to figure out a way to draw him but it ended up looking kinda neat
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So I went and watched all the possible endings, and it confirmed something I had been thinking, which is that the redemption ending choice is, perhaps, the most immediately regretful one--but that they all come with some form of regret. In the redemption ending, Rook has to knowingly deny themselves the catharsis of retribution (should they desire it, which, at least for me it felt difficult not to) in order to offer Solas one last, painful chance to do the right thing. That willful denial of your own catharsis feels like an immediate regret. Giving Solas the opportunity to pursue atonement might very well be the best choice all around, but it is also incredibly painful to offer that to someone who has done so many terrible things (not a small amount to you personally). Why does he deserve another chance? Especially when so many dead (including a beloved mentor) lie in his wake? Which, I suppose, is the point: he doesn't. But you offer it anyway and it SUCKS ASS, because how could it not?
I don't know how this plays with other story choices (a sacrificed Davrin or a Harding who embraced her anger, for example), but within the context of my own choices, I can imagine an immediate satisfaction to either tricking or fighting him--especially the trick ending, where you can actively name drop Varric--but it feels like the sort of thing that would feel worse as more time passes. Once you've calmed down and are able to ask yourself if that's what the people you've lost really wanted. Varric, in Regret Superhell, didn't want vengeance. He just wanted his friend to walk a better path. And Harding always believed there was another chance for anyone, so long as you kept reaching a hand out for them--even when it sucked ass. So the redemption ending feels like a sort of indignance, an instant regret for not doing worse, for not getting comeuppance, for being forced to eschew satisfaction (related: I wonder if the Inquisitor feels those things as well coming out of this ending, considering how long they've lived under the shadow of Solas' actions). Conversely, the other two endings feel like an immediate satisfaction, because you got to trick the trickster with all the wits Varric taught you, or because you finally got to punch him in the face and it felt really good. But I feel like those endings would come with a creeping regret, something that sneaks up on you later, especially when remembering the fallen and what they would have wanted you to do. Ultimately, because of that, it feels like no ending is devoid of regret. Which I suppose, is rather thematic.
#i did actually watch the redemption ending on youtube with someone who had a male inquisitor and i felt less rageful about it lmao#it was the Convocation Of 3.5 Women i think that had me most like 'are you KIDDING me' about it#but also the areas where it feels bad or unsatisfying (to intervene like that i mean) are like. well yeah it would feel awful wouldn't it#to have to plead and persuade and TRUST someone to make the better choice by choosing the high road yourself#as it turns out the high road kind of sucks! it will probably feel better in the long run but at first blush it ain't fun!#so it's an interesting trade-off of regrets to be made between these endings. and really makes it clear that offering atonement#can kind of feel awful in your bones. even if it's the right thing to do. and so you do it anyway#*through gritted teeth* no one is past saving rook. i have to believe it or none of this matters#obviously user mileage may vary--if you really hated that guy maybe you didn't feel bad at all about choosing a harsher ending!#but this is based on MY pov and i know. if i'd chosen one of those ones i would have felt BAD about it#like i was letting down harding and varric#so i chose the ending that lacked personal catharsis because it's the one that honored my friends#which is interesting tbh as an exploration of regret as a theme#datv spoilers#rosie plays games kinda okay#that dragon sure does age
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sas rh: let eoin survive the fall au » a tale of two lieutenants (part two)
#sas rogue heroes#sasrh:canonau#turns out augustin cannot for the life of him figure the irish lieutenant out#and he makes him oh so very curious#actually both irishmen kinda do#especially when they're together#but whereas paddy remains pretty set in letting augustin see just one side of him#(and maybe just a glimpse of something else when he lets his guard down with eoin and doesn't realise the french is looking)#eoin seems to do the opposite and it's like he enjoys showing he contains multitudes every single time both lieutenants have an interaction#and just when jordan thinks he's finally understood who's this young talented soldier#BAM something else pops up#he's not just paddy's number one defender#he's also pretty good at leading a drill and training??#he's joyful and kind to others (english and french - he makes no difference)#he's a talented pianist ?? certainly catching augustin's attention when he gives paddy lessons in the mess hall#(lessons which he tries not to stare at for they feel a bit private)#he's skilled not just with weapons and strategy but also with the pen ?? with words ??#if the letters he's seen him ghost write are anything to go by#but oh then he starts making off handed comments about poetry#about books#about books augustin is reading in those small moments of quiet in between the raids and the battles#and he's *stubborn* - augustin figures out when comments turn into conversations turn into exchanges and into debates#and he *likes* debating - they have that in common#tbh neither of them back down from their own stances and augustin would say theres never someone who comes on top#until one time when augustin is quite sure he's got this one#but then eoin mcgonigal just delivers one final blow in perfect french that leaves him just ?????¿¿¿¿¿???#and he's a bit speechless#and eoin just smiles his usual smile and stretches and leaves like it's nothing and MON DIEU does he make augustin OH so curious#and that's the only reason he stares#NYWAY this is super self indulgent id say more but tag limit POINT IS love em they shouldve met paddy has 2 hands (as do they)
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literally why would i want to poison my brain immersing myself in petty internet drama all day when i can go outside see the sun and seek out the positive activities that are actually beneficial for my mental health
#people that feel compelled to argue with strangers you'll never meet irl: why would you do that to yourself#some of my mutuals are Really far gone down the virtue-signal internet drama [xyz is Gross i would never do xyz] rabbit hole#and it's kinda scary to see tbh#i've caught MYSELF suddenly getting a little combative and immediately i shut that shit down#twitter has changed people for the worse in the sense that they're more hostile than they used to be#i'm referring to petty shit that could've been solved through DMs or through a simple block and walk away#not like#actual warranted warnings and shit#gotta specify yknow
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todays, yesterdays, and day before yesterdays falklers! literally i have not been drawing much this week, just really cant lock in like i need to . anyways! 🐇
#signalis#signalis adler#signalis falke#first one is a redraw of a panel i saw like weeks ago that i just got around to drawing now#a eule!#(drawn from memory)#<- not tagging cause i feel bad cause shes like a tiny sketch#falkler warmup#i got bored and decided to try out trad art again#tbh im not the best at it + i think im a bit too stiff with my motions cause im super scared of messing stuff up#<- which sucks because i feel like it comes out kinda awkward looking compared to my digital stuff#but we ball#comic wip about office au falkler and happy trails#<- less of a comic and more of me trying to get a vision down on paper because its been haunting me for werks#*weeks#i dont have an explaination for this one i just wanted to draw adler taking the lead cause i dont draw it as much ! wahoo!#myth.sketches
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I will make a cup of hot chocolate to lift my spirits up I guess
#admittedly I am a bit sad#it does not feel like Christmas at all :(#my brother isn’t here even tho he almost always is here during the holidays#my parents are sick and are not in the mood#I didn’t even ask for anything tbh…I kinda just bought my own stuff that would make me happy#not to bring the mood down but idk#I’m happy that everyone else is excited but I still feel a bit empty#my posts
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n*loth not being able to bag anyone over the (human term) age of 25-30 at most is the only logical and real conclusion to me because it can be just explained away as him wanting to prove and control everything and anyone (Cus he's a man!) but being stuck in that demographic because his unbearable and vile personality is a force that nobody can look past once they've outgrown the possible fear and idolization period of anyone but also n*loth in particular.
#text#i think even younger ones that possess the same nasty traits can be slammed back 'In their place' (in his mind) by him just bc his -#- abilities and power alone (alt. name the factors that make him 'Cool') that dumbs them down insanely in comparison#maybe by this i mean like; ild*ri. despite the animosity she could still feel very foolish and is conscious of her wuss-ness#if that makes sense#cause no matter the disrespect anyone might have for an older capable person the reality is still reality#tbh i just think he doesn't like to sweat it much and still aims for the younger ones bc it's easier than it would be for someone that's -#- 30+ years old#and once he's proven his point he doesn't find any merit in sticking with older ones cause their interests or anything they offer -#- don't matter to or interest Him personally#i think an older demographic is just more boring to him and he would rather spend his time being metaphorically sucked off for his greats -#- by someone that already finds themselves 'lesser' than him and always will for a long time#than someone that is defiant of that fact#basically the more power imbalance the better#in his mind there will always be one unless he certainly knows someone is his equal (or better than him) but he likes the add-on of an -#- age difference too#keeps it in a safe zone with less problems for him#sorry for spitting again my brain just started machine-gunning thoughts for no reason#also i said before that he's an innocence fan. might not be a total puritan but there's something there#it's kinda like him not wanting to be with a dusty ''OLD'' person that's seen a lot anyway#i'm like barely able to hold myself back from opening my mouth to mention t*lvas where i'm making a point about n*loth's brain where he -#- isn't even needed to prove it#but like#him voicing dislike of n*loth general nauseating character and actions but still sucking up to him while n*loth can probably feel -#- that dislike anyway is cute to me i like to view it as an object being thrown into the wall over and over#where n*loth is proving his own worth to other people by drilling their brains out with proof. not that he needs to#but he would like that to be perfected a 100%#and t*lvas is capable of being molded into that state ....... probably#silusvesuisuis you didnot just confess to wanting to see t*lvas be slammed into a wall you fucked up demented beast you're sick#actually can't believe i forgot to mention this but he's literally so immature idk what he has anything in common with actual mature people
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Irredeemable but trying, you and me
*getting forcibly dragged out of the kitchen* lEMME COOK-
Basically impossible crackship I thought of one day and proceeded to get foolishly invested in??? More likely than you think
Doodle, might finish later or not.
#feh#fe engage#fe awakening#fe rafal#fe grima#mgrima#rafal#fe robin#i live by robin and grima being the same person just different amount of memories#this grima is basically the fe:a enemy grima that lost#he got booted into the FE Engage world by Naga or something to try and redeem himself#you know maybe realize along the way that not ALL humans are terrible#I just think him and Rafal could have some interesting interaction#maybe bond over having destroyed a world and regretting it#and bond over never being enough and feeling like they are a monster that does not deserve kindness#and well. spare and work out their destructive urges on enemies deserving of being destroyed#monster4monster kinda ship#could also be FEH setting tbh I'm not picky I just need to drag others down this lonely hole of mine#idk i'm deeply in delulu town#also you can rip more monstrous + long hair grima from my cold dead hands i will not stop
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