#feeling horrible

[xx-thedarklord-xx]

I’ve been looking forward to my work Christmas party for two months, and the party is tomorrow. I prepared little goody bags and spent a lot of money on them. I made extra because my Boss’ family was going to be there too and I didn’t want anyone to feel left out.

Just for the day before, I get sick with bronchitis

[slaytheusurper]

I fucking hate the insomnia part of autism so bad, wtf do you mean I am so tired physically but mentally my body won't let me fall asleep so now i'm emailing my professors I won't be coming to class tomorrow again. And because of the insane lack of sleep I'll be annoyed and tired tomorrow with a horrible migraine AND I'm on my period. Guess I'll be up working on requests and wips 👍🏻 Sorry for the rant but can't talk to anyone rn bc it's 2 AM in my country

[idreamwiththecitythatneversleeps]

I know I'm half responsible and that makes me feel horrible

(no, love is never logical)

[twig-gy]

fuck u all i hate you all /nonserious

[thestuffmybraincomesupwith]

I feel horrendous and full of catholic guilt. And when I conjure up images of being snatched in an unmarked van, my hands bound behind my back painfully, and someone grabbing a fist full of my hair to rip my head back, exposing my neck to demonstrate how helpless I am, I can't tell if this is a manifestation of that feeling or me trying to absolve myself of it.

[rapidhighway]

But if your favorite character isn't on the floor panting and dying and in horrible pain in a terrible situation then what's even the point

[samipekoe]

grandmas hanging out

[densewentz]

When a cunty witch beats you to death then steals your boy toy for eternal torment 😢 (based on that 'don't you miss her???' meme)

[machoestofmen]

Reading The Locked Tomb series at the recommendation of my friends, just finished Act I of Gideon the Ninth, and I just

[zorangezest]

doodles from last night, skybound soundwave and thundercracker because their four interactions are my favourite thing

[alicewhimzy]

Maybe if I put enough sugar in my body I won't feel feelings for the next 5 hours.

[valictini]

I’ve already said it, I’ll say it again, Mal du Pays is such a visceral and clever word to describe Siffrin’s Sadness. When I first saw it in game it genuinely made me pause like. Yes, it translates to homesickness. But it has the literal word for country in it. “Country sickness”. For a guy whose core problem is that his childhood, his culture, his country is missing. One could argue it’s a twisted pun. I’m obsessed with it.

[starry-bi-sky]

on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.

Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.

Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.

Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.

There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.

[arrimorr]

bitch face

[clowns0up-felix]

[proffbon]

Thanks for the reassurance?