#feeling a little insecure I guess
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bahbahhh · 1 year ago
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I’m really torn between attempting a comic adaption of the depths au or doing a fanfiction piece. One the one hand, I’ve wanted to do a full length comic for a while and the reception to linktober was really cool. On the other, I feel like I’m a stronger writer and I’m worried attempting a comic format will drag out the project and I’ll get exhausted by it. I also need to decide if I use procreate or CSP for a larger comic project. And like, decide if I feel comfortable enough with digital art. I’ve only been doing this for about a year. I still have a lot to learn. I really need to think on it.
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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year ago
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2023 Las Vegas Grand Prix - Qualifiying - Fernando Alonso
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pinliteral · 5 months ago
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I’m rewatching episode 3 season 6 of house Md and .. omg Wilson is the og babygirl ,, like he’s so adorable I just want to eat his brain like a wild animal
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queer-of-hearts · 9 days ago
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Seven Deadly Sins
Thanks @swamp-jello for the tag! I love reading about Erelis and her adorable, compassionate, occasionally angsty little head!
No one seems to be 100% sure how this game works but from what I gather, you bold the descriptors that apply to your Rook under each sin!
I'll tag @rookgallustroublesomehousehimbo, @clairdeleon and @spiritsong! Gimme those Anton/Vic/Loretta facts! If you wanna, I mean, no presh
Ryel “Rook” Mercar
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LUST. desire for connection. pursuit of pleasure. emotional intelligence. obsessive. lovesick. one-night stands. seductive encounter. flirtatious conversation. erotic party. seductive attire. revealing clothing. passionate gaze. provocative makeup. sensual expressions. suggestive gestures. flirtatious smiles. lingerie. love letters. perfumes. provocative behaviour. love poems. erotic art.
GLUTTONY. indulgence in experiences. savouring moments. hospitality. generosity. hedonism. culinary expertise. wine-tasting. excessive snacking. overloaded plates. excessive portions. bloated stomachs. messy eating. greasy fingers. full tables. indulgent spreads. overflowing cups. satisfied expressions. wine bottles. just can't get enough. fast food wrappers.
ENVY. motivation. competitive spirit. strategic planning. observational skills. bitter rivalry. contest. envious gossip. resentment-filled argument. social media jealousy. furrowed brows. clenched jaws. side-eye looks. pursed lips. tense posture. whispering behind backs. crossed arms. gossip magazines. keeping up with the joneses. the grass is always greener. feeling inadequate.
GREED. resourcefulness. entrepreneurial spirit. negotiation. materialistic. aggressive investment. lavish spending spree. resource-hoarding. get-rich-quick schemes. auction-bidding war. property acquisition. piles of money. overflowing wallets. luxury items. locked safes. penny-pinching. rare collectibles. selfishness. unwillingness to share.
SLOTH. calmness. stress management. nonchalance. relaxation techniques. lethargic. apathetic. inactive. lazy weekend. binge-watching marathon. neglected chores. skipped workout. long nap. lounging on the couch. missed deadlines. unkempt appearance. messy hair. pajamas. blankets. slippers. procrastination station. self-care routines.
PRIDE. confidence. self-assurance. self-respect. dignity. public speaking. self-promotion. arrogant. conceited. egotistical. self-important. vain. boastful speech. puffed chest. raised chin. smug smiles. spotlight. tooting your own horn. showing off. refusing to admit mistakes. feeling entitled. personal branding. leadership development.
WRATH. assertiveness. decisiveness. strength. intensity. boundary setting. courage. indignant. heated arguments. road rage incident. physical altercation. angry outburst. clenched fists. glaring eyes. tense muscles. raised voices. reddened faces. aggressive gestures. stormy demeanour. intense frowns. destructive actions. broken objects. punching bag. out for blood. fists. simmering anger.
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wayfinderships · 4 months ago
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Good evening gamers!! Hope you're all doing well!! As for me...I have 3 Yakuza Crushes now 😔 One of them if from Judgement though if that helps-
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mazzy-rockstar · 1 year ago
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Monday blues are hitting me hard today
#you can ignore this if you want cause im gonna talk a lot of shit and sads and feelings#but as i’ve realised i literally have no one to empty my heart out to irl#and it’s fucking heartbreaking cause i love my friends but I don’t think they love me back#which is an insane though but I genuinely think it’s true like#i moved away 4 ish months ago and i know that communication comes from both side but like i wanted to test smt#so i stopped texting first and guess what?? only 2 friends texted me#1 because she’s genuinely a good friend i think and the other because she needed money (which i gave her like a fucking fool)#my heart just hurts cause i realised i’m not as important to them as they are to me and I’m completely misreading our relationship and#it sucks because I thought they were going to be my friends for life but now they’re all posting recaps of 2023 and im in none of their pics#even in pics where i was present at the time#and i dont know if it’s intentional or if im just being an insecure little bitch but it fucking hurts#i just want to be important to someone#i want to be someone’s person#not a last resort like#they keep doing stuff together which i get like life moves on and i’m the one that left#but not a single text or a pic or a ‘we miss you!’#not even a fucking heart on insta stories#am i being desperate?? or do I actually have shitty friends#like i have impostor syndrome in my own fucking friendgroup???#I can’t just drop them either cause then I’ll actually have no one#idk i must exude some sort of energy#i dont think ive ever had a genuine good best friend like for some reason they leave after 3 years#(and this is why i have trust issues and attachment disorders)#anyway I’ll probably just suck it up and go about my day#ive lived 24 years like this what’s an entire life#it’s wild cause i have a good time whenever i’m with them (i think) and then i leave and it’s crickets#i feel like hired entertainment sometimes#idk my head hurts so I’m probably overthinking but like these feelings come from somewhere right?#i have to stop
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arcanaaa · 8 months ago
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@scarletbellatrix asked: ♡
Send ♡ to see what my muse thinks of yours | Accepting!
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●●●●○ | ATTRACTION ●●●○○ | AFFECTION ●●●○○ | INTEREST ●●●○○ | LOYALTY ●●●○○ | TRUST
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phagodyke · 6 months ago
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yeah I'm not gonna talk abt it am I...
#well thats okay. eventually itll come up naturally. and if not well. it doesnt make me feel very okay. but its not a big deal#and i guess ill meet ppl in the future who will curate a different idea of me and maybe therell be fewer misunderstandings#<- coward who CAN communicate to save their life but not in any lower stakes situation for their happiness n quality of life#we <3 repression n insecurity. maybe if i keep digging at the corner of this bit of the labyrinth with my spoon ill get out someday 😌#anyway.. theres my daily vague vent post got it out of my system#wanted to do it earlier but ended up not having much time after work n then called friends which was nice :^)#also i never have signal at work these days.. my boss has said shell get me on the staff wifi tho cuz i do need it for work reasons#its rare to need it for work purposes bc we all use work pcs n stuff anyway and not rly supposed to use mobiles in the lab#but yeahh.. god i have so much admin shit to sort out also gotta text family back before i sleep i forgot to earlier#its all good.. also my memory foam pillows turned up so i no longer have to steal my roomies extra one for my neck pain <3#ik she was missing it... not to sound like a creep but it was nice that it smelled like her a little. just familiar innit#we're always around each other so its just what being home smells like to me.. listen i have a sensitive nose 😔✋️#if we were a lot closer i would ask if i could sleep in her bed while shes away but we're not so it would come across sooo weird..#and i would feel rly weird abt someone sleeping in my own room without me there. well maybe not actually. as long as they werent snooping#<- guy whose mother used to go thru their shit all the time n struggles to not feel paranoid and distrustful when it comes to privacy#was thinking recently my ideal living situation w a partner would be separate rooms but we still share the bed sometimes#but not every night bc im a sensitive sleeper... but we can switch bedding so i can still smell them if i wake up in the night alone#like how new mothers trying to get babies used to cot sleeping each have a cloth or blanket and swap every night#so the baby is comforted by the blankets smell and sleeps more peacefully.. and momma finds it easier being apart from the baby too#sorry this is getting gooey and weird my meds have been wearing off the last couple hours im so sleeppyyyy 😭#well.... maybe everything can wait until tomorrow..... bed is calling..#goodnight everyone muah#.diaries
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eatingsomegreeneggos · 1 year ago
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Looking at Sunny Starscout screenshots on Pinterest and crying because she's literally so perfect 🥺💗 The cutest little horse to have ever horsed, one might even call her a little pony... (altough you'll find she's actually of average height). But yeah Sunny is like actually my favorite pony period. I will stand by this I love G4 as much as the next guy but Sunny is so precious to me! I wish they'd use her character more like come on I want to see her more in mym 😭 (I love her quite a lot in tyt though) But yeah she's so great she's really interesting to me and cute and funny and I would love to be friends with her 💕💕💕
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lea-sbian · 6 months ago
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so the other day I discovered that my size has gone from a medium, an XL, to an XXL when it comes to buying clothes at Walmart. Which to me felt weird because it doesn't feel as though my body has changed drastically at all over the past few years, yet the pants at clothing stores tell me otherwise.
It got me thinking about whether I consider myself fat, or if I even have the right to consider myself that way. I know I'm definitely overweight, but I don't feel I have the right to claim I have the same struggles as people who are actually fat. I don't worry about accommodations for my size when traveling, I don't have bad experiences and I don't worry too much about being treated differently for my size by strangers or doctors. I don't struggle with pain and quick exhaustion more than an average person when it comes to being able to move my body.
Yet, the size of my body still tugs at the back of my mind constantly. You'd be hard-pressed to see a body like mine celebrated in popular media, where a large muffin top stomach and broad back are mismatched with thin limbs and small hands. A body that has a weak chin, and wide neck, and one that finds mass produced clothing uncomfortable. This body is usually never seen, or at the very least never made to seem beautiful. I also struggle in my field of work, where I have a hard time physically keeping pace with my coworkers, who I feel I slow down. Whos bodies seem beautifully made to do the work I so desperately want to and do good job in as well, but instead I slow my team down with my bodily need to catch my breath only after a small walk uphill. And it sometimes feels like no matter how much I exersize, how healthy I change my diet, I will never loose this weight that feels as though it drags my body down, and stops me from doing what I want.
I don't think I am ugly though. I love my face, my eyes, my lips. And though they are small I love my hands, and arms and broad back. And I love how I can see a body like mine here on tumblr, the space where artists capture the beauty of an unconventionally attractive body.
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writing-whump · 9 months ago
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I have been thinking about Seline's detached logical cold outside (very bird secondary y'know) but she is a fiery little thing (lion primary or Aries too if you dig that) on the inside. I don't think I have written how much she can blow up if you step on something she believes in...
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primordialruin · 7 months ago
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I often feel a little embarrassed of my portrayal because my Lilith isn't this cool, dark goddess that her art inspires. I feel I've humanized her too much to be someone extremely admired of feared. Maybe I have made her too magnanimous. Idk. Sometimes I regret my choices so much that it makes me want to delete my blog all together.
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deadendtracks · 7 months ago
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if, as they insist, grace looms so large in tommy's psyche that no other person is worth the same to him, etc, etc, he'll never love again, etc... why do they need to work so hard to tear apart any mention of his relationship with lizzie?
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wayfinderships · 1 year ago
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The best part of being in a polyship with P.rompto and N.octis is the fact that anytime I see art of the two kissing I'm immediately all "Fidngkdjfkdk My bfs!!! <3 I'm so happy to see them kissing and being happy!! They're both the best!"
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fappellmoan · 9 months ago
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and is there not just generally a certain level of decency that would make you like ease up on a person who's obviously more than a little frazzled i am sorry that i cant process all my feelings and regurgitate them to you in an easily digestible manner while im actively In a situation or have a prepared disclaimer about how im so sorry but im just overwhelmed and need you to leave me alone right now or whatever else maybe i just dont know maybe i cant tell you exactly what im feeling or need and if i have to figure it out and explain that to you my brain is going to explode. but you could read the room. is there not a point where a friend would probably just go oh okay let me not continue pushing this person let me take a moment to reflect on their state and perhaps try to ease that or at least not keep fucking pushing on it. and also maybe not choose these moments to make otherwise innocuous but contextually just kinda meanspirited jabs. ok whatever
#not to be a sensitive little bitch except im not.#i dont want to be rude or too explicitly open about the things i dont really like to talk about#but sometimes. frankly. people need to take on the weight of their own feelings. insecurities. thoughts. etc and then some#some of us grew up with little to no emotional support and in fact took on the weight of their family's issues and the brunt of their#emotional immaturity and sometimes that makes someone feel fundamentally rattled and unsafe in moments like that#some of us had pretty much every big personal emotional. thing. that happened to them minimized and turned into some tragic#family conversation. or had someone reply like huh idk if that could have happened to you i certainly dont remember that#and then you wonder if people were ever looking out for you and if the ones that did just truly didnt care.#um. anyway. this is not just to be like oh im so quirky and different and traumatized lol but im reaching a boiling point when it comes#to people just like. doing this shit. or whatever. im going to start screaming#i shouldnt have to bare my fucking soul to you for you to go oh huh maybe this is a sensitive subject perhaps#frankly we arent the same and we dont relate and aw bummerooni ik im not the only sufferer but good god.#our lives were very different in some ways!#and sometimes all i want is for someone to say its ok kid you did good#again. not to be dramatic. but when ive talked about MY upheaval of feelings or w/e like if thats been impacting#how ive been acting and people start crying at me or get all whatever. oh it makes me wanna be the one to pass the torch#yeah man imagine how tired we are.#ok talking incoherently now so im gonna go do my job i guess.#abby talks#i know no one will save me but maybe sometimes it’d be nice to share the weight regardless
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melto · 7 months ago
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dude roleplaying is so scary idk if i can do this. heartbreak emoji. lol.
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