#feeling a little insecure I guess

[bahbahhh]

I’m really torn between attempting a comic adaption of the depths au or doing a fanfiction piece. One the one hand, I’ve wanted to do a full length comic for a while and the reception to linktober was really cool. On the other, I feel like I’m a stronger writer and I’m worried attempting a comic format will drag out the project and I’ll get exhausted by it. I also need to decide if I use procreate or CSP for a larger comic project. And like, decide if I feel comfortable enough with digital art. I’ve only been doing this for about a year. I still have a lot to learn. I really need to think on it.

[skitskatdacat63]

2023 Las Vegas Grand Prix - Qualifiying - Fernando Alonso

[pinliteral]

I’m rewatching episode 3 season 6 of house Md and .. omg Wilson is the og babygirl ,, like he’s so adorable I just want to eat his brain like a wild animal

[fluffypotatey]

you ever think about how MK never gets a chance to really define himself?

[wayfinderships]

Good evening gamers!! Hope you're all doing well!! As for me...I have 3 Yakuza Crushes now 😔 One of them if from Judgement though if that helps-

[itty-bitty-sunshine]

hi hi hi

i just found your immortal au and i absolutely love it omh i am obsessed

it is 2:20am. i meant to go to sleep three hours ago. i kinda really want to write something for your au. does it really not have any ao3 fanfiction yet? except i have no idea what to write so im just kinda sitting here with restless energy

i should probably go to bed now. i just really wanted to let you know that i love your au and everything that you make and you are such a good artist.

ok that's it, that's all, im gonna go now goodnight. you're fantastic

HI HI HELLO!!!!!!! SHAKES YOU

MNABJWJWK EXPLODES IN A BILLION CONFETTI READING THIS

It doesn't yet! I'm considering it but yk. I'd have to get actually good at writing first. Also world building which you'd think would be better by now with how old this au is. So that might take a while mshebeij

You are more than welcome in spending that energy taking to me abt it tho :D <3 I don't shut up once I start rambling so it might as well be the same as getting a full writing of it MBSHWI

Thank you tumblr user artundertalelover I am kissing you on the forehead. We are holding hands into the sunset. You are awesome

[mazzy-rockstar]

Monday blues are hitting me hard today

[theraccoonslair]

Ok uhm, they say to do it even if you're scared....so here I am! And I am terrified XD

But after giving it a lot of thoughts, I've decided that fuck it, let's try this: I'M OPENING FOR REQUESTS! \o/

Take this as a 'drive test' more than anything: I'm still not 100% sure I can do this, but wanted to give it a try. I want to challenge my skills as a writer and, more than anything, I want to see if/how good I am at characterisation, which is the thing I am most afraid of getting wrong.

So, without further ado, here is the link to my request rules and some more info: - I'll accept FIVE requests for now. After these five and depending on how they go, I'll decide whether to do this seriously or not. - You can send any idea you have or you can send prompts you find around (in the latter case, please send me the original source so I can check it and properly credit!). - I'll take the right to decline any requests that don't follow rules or I'm unable to write. Again, please remember this is basically a test for me to asses what I can and can't do. Nothing personal, it's just that I would hate to force myself and deliver something half cooked that will not satisfy your request. - I'll try my best, but I can't promise I'll write them in order: sometimes inspiration hits me in the face with a bat, some other times I have to squeeze myself like an almost-finished toothpaste tube. Please bare with me T_T -Also, talking about inspiration: the form of the texts will be a russian roulette XD meaning it could be headcanons, a little scenarios, drabbles, ficlets, etc.

[arcanaaa]

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[phagodyke]

yeah I'm not gonna talk abt it am I...

[aviofavalon]

i always like think about maybe taking full body selfies and semi nudes to post and just like. idk. normalize it more and i always go nah idk about that and then i see some absolute cutie rocking it like. hm

idk i have an odd relationship with my weight, because like.... whilr sometimes i have thought, oh man, maybe i'm fat ): i end up choosing not to worry about it. especially bc like my whole life people told me i look just like my mom, and my mom is literally one of the most beautiful people i have ever seen, so it's hard not to like. know i'm pretty

but also?? my mom has awful body dismorphia and absolutely struggled with her appearance and her weight when i was a kid. and it just confused me? bc she's so gorgeous??

but also like fatphobia is ridiculous and i honestly like. am floored by people who are so viscerally fatphobic. i can never forget when i excitedly posted a picture of myself in a bikini on here years ago, bc i was excited about the bikini, and somebody told me i don't have the body for it

and it doesn't really get to me but i can't help but sometimes like

does my girlfriend really not care that i'm fat? a lot of people care about that. does she actually think i'm attractive?

and it may partially be bc my girlfriend is one of the skinniest people i know so maybe like i get worried she might accidentally be like, fatphobic skinny person

or like, to step away from fat for a second but my facial hair? i was bullied for being so hairy as a kid and being afab and people now tell me like aw your beard is cool! or your beard is cute!!

i think i wanna post cute pictures of my body and my face but like hm

i recognize some of this btw may be sex work trauma lol like, needing to look a certain way, knowing less people will want my work if i don't shave or cover up fat

i have no idea where i was gojng with this i have more to say and work out i think but frankly i might take a nap

[eatingsomegreeneggos]

Looking at Sunny Starscout screenshots on Pinterest and crying because she's literally so perfect 🥺💗 The cutest little horse to have ever horsed, one might even call her a little pony... (altough you'll find she's actually of average height). But yeah Sunny is like actually my favorite pony period. I will stand by this I love G4 as much as the next guy but Sunny is so precious to me! I wish they'd use her character more like come on I want to see her more in mym 😭 (I love her quite a lot in tyt though) But yeah she's so great she's really interesting to me and cute and funny and I would love to be friends with her 💕💕💕

[lea-sbian]

so the other day I discovered that my size has gone from a medium, an XL, to an XXL when it comes to buying clothes at Walmart. Which to me felt weird because it doesn't feel as though my body has changed drastically at all over the past few years, yet the pants at clothing stores tell me otherwise.

It got me thinking about whether I consider myself fat, or if I even have the right to consider myself that way. I know I'm definitely overweight, but I don't feel I have the right to claim I have the same struggles as people who are actually fat. I don't worry about accommodations for my size when traveling, I don't have bad experiences and I don't worry too much about being treated differently for my size by strangers or doctors. I don't struggle with pain and quick exhaustion more than an average person when it comes to being able to move my body.

Yet, the size of my body still tugs at the back of my mind constantly. You'd be hard-pressed to see a body like mine celebrated in popular media, where a large muffin top stomach and broad back are mismatched with thin limbs and small hands. A body that has a weak chin, and wide neck, and one that finds mass produced clothing uncomfortable. This body is usually never seen, or at the very least never made to seem beautiful. I also struggle in my field of work, where I have a hard time physically keeping pace with my coworkers, who I feel I slow down. Whos bodies seem beautifully made to do the work I so desperately want to and do good job in as well, but instead I slow my team down with my bodily need to catch my breath only after a small walk uphill. And it sometimes feels like no matter how much I exersize, how healthy I change my diet, I will never loose this weight that feels as though it drags my body down, and stops me from doing what I want.

I don't think I am ugly though. I love my face, my eyes, my lips. And though they are small I love my hands, and arms and broad back. And I love how I can see a body like mine here on tumblr, the space where artists capture the beauty of an unconventionally attractive body.

[wayfinderships]

The best part of being in a polyship with P.rompto and N.octis is the fact that anytime I see art of the two kissing I'm immediately all "Fidngkdjfkdk My bfs!!! <3 I'm so happy to see them kissing and being happy!! They're both the best!"

[writing-whump]

I have been thinking about Seline's detached logical cold outside (very bird secondary y'know) but she is a fiery little thing (lion primary or Aries too if you dig that) on the inside. I don't think I have written how much she can blow up if you step on something she believes in...

[primordialruin]

I often feel a little embarrassed of my portrayal because my Lilith isn't this cool, dark goddess that her art inspires. I feel I've humanized her too much to be someone extremely admired of feared. Maybe I have made her too magnanimous. Idk. Sometimes I regret my choices so much that it makes me want to delete my blog all together.