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*clasps your shoulders gently and looks you straight in the eye*
Keferon. Please read Ninth by Kyn on AO3. I think you would love it very much. It has a large chapter count, but don't be intimidated, it's very easy to get into. It is currently unfinished, but is being updated regularly.
You are the seventh person that recommended this fic to me so ahahahaha yeah
I’m doing great Help I hate some parts of it but I love the other parts I’m spinning in the blender
…..I made the moodboard….
#chapter 37#of 120 or something#I must be like 90k words in haha#large word count is not an intimidation. It’s an invitation haha#I love the fics that I can’t read in just one hour:)#I gotta say I don’t enjoy the concept of making robots into organic life#it’s just my preference#seeing them as humans or animals or whatever feels so fucking wrong#the concept itself drives me off#like. Strongly#But at the same time. This fic isn’t about them being ‘haha cute organics’#it’s ‘oh god. I was turned into something I’m not’#instead of teeheee they’re fluffy#it’s please free me from this fucking nightmare. please let me be myself again.#idk how to explain. I resonate I guess#it often feels very disturbing but the characters are also disturbed#So now I’m kind of stuck reading this fic because I just can’t stop lol#just politely skipping the parts that make me too uncomfortable#also#the body horror is….damn. Impressive. I didn’t expect to read about grotesque fleshy creature turning itself inside out#it’s not even aesthetic or symbolic#it literally looks like a fucking nightmare. Which is impressive also.#the flesh is g r o s s#the beginning got me struggling and skipping#but the intermission is currently ruining my sleep schedule#oh fuck….I usually send my posts to the authors of the fics I read…..but I feel like I might offend the author of Ninth if do this……..#there’s a tiny chance they’re following me….if it’s true then I wanna tell I’m sorry pls don’t take this seriously#your fic got me waay out of my comfort zone#huge points for writing Ratchet. Drift in this fic is…the grossest fucking thing I could probably imagine but Ratchet doesn’t even hesitate#he helps him and he cares for him. Which is…..imma be real my first instinct would be to set Drift on fire to end his misery
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josephine montilyet photoshop; 2015
pillowfort | twitter | instagram | ao3 ⚠️ do not reupload or edit my art without my permission ⚠️
#now feels like as good a time as it'll ever be to share old dragon age artwork i never put on this blog :3#dragon age#josephine montilyet#dragon age inquisition#c: josephine montilyet#g: dai#s: dragon age#mine: art#misc: queued
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Random Places Around Skyrim 17/?
#GamingEdit#VGEdit#SkyrimEdit#Skyrim#Post#*#RPASkyrim#g: skyrim#s: tes#not sure how i feel about this set🫤
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What if we were both magic prodigies and it otherized us in different ways and we devoted ourselves to protecting a family member who has general other goals & priorities. What if we both did self-sacrifical devotion in opposite ways.
What if we were dark mirrors of each other and where I've grown overcontrolling you've grown complacent. What if, bought as a servant into a pretty loving home, ownership and control is what love looks like to me, and to you neglected and lonely growing up, love is gratefully taking any scraps of it you’re lent.
By belonging to someone, even if she comes back injured or fails at finding Delgal, she feels like she belongs and is cherished, by owning someone he feels safe in them not leaving him.
She’s what’s tethering him do you see… And he’s the only thing giving her direction and purpose in her state. She needs a compass and he needs a support.
They’re both so out of it 😭 It’s the weirdly intense and unearned mutual trust and reliance on each other?? They’re each other’s weird little comfort codependent teddy bear. Or at least they were headed towards that before SHE DIED THEN HE DIED THEN THEY BOTH FORGOT ABOUT EACH OTHER AND NEVER MET EVER AGAIN. Though she’s also the guard attack hound keeping him safe… And vice versa he heals her and can rewrite her very being with just one wave of his hand. They’re both so so mentally and physically vulnerable both but they cling onto each other. They can’t perceive things accurately but despite it all someway somehow they stumble into something closer to resembling companionship just before they both die. Falin is just that kind and Thistle is just that lonely. Overworked. We both haven’t lived for ourselves in a very long time, haven’t we.
They both have a similar devotion to the people they love but again the difference is that Thistle starts overtsepping while Falin is self-effacing. The other difference between them is that people care about Falin <3 People have given up on Thistle long ago, and he has given people reasons to, while people refuse to give up on Falin. Yaad has a mini arc about it dw about it it’s ok he’s not all alone in the end 😭😭 He reached out for Marcille’s hand but they already all wanted to help him, they just had to be given the chance to, Yaad just had to be given the chance to, it’s okay I’m okay
Hey what if we learned to get in touch with our own identity and the world around us and living in the present again through being in the worst codependent situationship ever.
Falin and Thistle sitting in a tree, sucking on flowers together because they’re h-u-n-g-r-y 💕💕💕
I bet he’s only ever thought of flowers as useless ornaments. Weak weeds. But she shows him they’re tasty and useful and good and pretty in their own right too and deserve existing without proving their worth and waaa <33 Thistles…... Did you know thistles taste sweet if you remove the thorns and eat them?
"Even as a chimera, her kind nature remains" you can’t suppress her in the way that matters. You can’t soothe him in the way that matters. It’s doomed. You’re doomed. It’s all doomed. Save me.
#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thistle#falin touden#thistlin#OOOOH UNHEALTHY RELATIONSHIP THAT SOMEHOW WORKS OUT SAVE ME#I need them to be traumabonded kittens to not separate post-canon#I’m seeing a raise in post-canon thistle content/interest which makes me v happy#Fumi rambles#Falin learning to disobey orders with Thistle is one of my fave things. EAT THAT CURRY GIRL!!!! Nvm that it’s gonna get you killed#It’s good for the character arc#Falin and thistle sitting on a web o-b-s-e-s-s-i-n-g <3#This is somewhat of a tldr of my huge thistlin post. Plus some thoughts i had in discord or twitter#Keeping it for another day but tbh if you see their dynamic in canon as her thinking/having picked him as her mate it changes nothing#about her behavior which I find funny. Thistle accidentally claimed himself a parrot mate bc he’s bad with monsters confirmed#Ik my thing of them learning to relax and live in the present moment again is pretty fanon BUT IT’S WHAT KUI POINTED TOWARDS#With her calming him down from a panic attack and eating berries. With the baths for dandruffs. Etc. Thistle hasn’t socialized in a long#time and he wouldn’t if it wasn’t a tool he needed to interact with BUT it’s still socialization and it’s getting him in touch with his#surroundings again even if just a bit slowly but surely!! The Toudens have a superpower in reaching Thistle. Bless#How’s that one post go again. he refuses to develop he's part of the problem he maintains the cycle he's trapped in the cycle.#she's growing she's finding her place she escaped her original role she wants to help people she will never save him she will never save hi#Something something they have to abstract each other bc relationships with humans have always been too charged and unsafe#Only by seeing each other as more concept than person more object than peer can they truly be vulnerable#Like the fuckedupness lf their dynamic and state is WHY they’re so attached. Why their dynamic could be so raw and needy#The stars aligned in the worst way. Mission successfully faile#Tfw we both need to feel needed
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Dottore’s lover who is salty about the death of his Segments. They know it was a necessary sacrifice for the Electro Gnosis, but they were so fond of his younger clones!!
In an act of pettiness, their home is redecorated with a family altar that has photos of the fallen Segments. His lover will regularly light incense and leave offerings of Dottore’s favorite food for them, preferably in front of the original and Omega Build. If Dottore objects, they will just say it is part of their grieving process >:/
And if this lover is Pantalone, he should also expect a grand funeral held for the Segments.
#this can be read as either dottore x reader or dottore x pantalone!!#in other words. dottore’s s/o was a webttore main#this idea was originally for panttore hence the chinese mourning rituals#i feel like pantalone would prefer primettore but finds webttore’s honesty and activeness endearing/ convenient at times#so ngl this could be ooc for pantalone#idk this was a crack idea xD#dottore#il dottore#dottore x reader#dottore x pantalone#dottolone#panttore#fatui x reader#fatui harbingers#genshin x reader#genshin impact#g/n reader#jessamine-writing
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sitting on the floor in a puddle of tears and feathers hoping for a godkin to come rescue me
#okay okay okay#explanation:#i'm an atheist angel.#but.#i feel empty#and i think i just want someone to worship p l e a s e#aaaaa#ooc target#atheist angel#angelkin#godkin#deitykin#divinekin#actually angelic#otherkin#alterhumanity#alterhuman#otherkinity#therianthropy#nonhuman#otherkin help#guys p l e a s e#p l e a s e#i a m b e g g i n g#s o m e o n e l e t m e w o r s h i p t h e m#(in a nonsexual way /serious)
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you know what im most excited about for movie 3? for people to actually view Shadow for how young he actually is, like, I want everyone old and new fans alike, to just go "Oh dang, this is actually a child. A traumatized child, and not a grizzled old man that we've been thinking he was." (for SOMe reason) and I just want there to be a new shock wave of reality to hit everyone.
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So I saw your Robbie character and wanted to do a quick sketch of him with my oc! Enjoy!
LMAOOO they both really chose violence-
#Gotta hit Robbie with the c l a s s i c s#The most feared weapon of all#T h e c h a n c l a -#I will say tho thankfully Robbie is not the type to throw things (with his hands)#He will always use his head to chuck things/people over- primal instinct to be a lil shid#Also he can be very remorseful (after) he’s done something wrong#He’s a lil turd but he has a conscience-#Even if it’s a little delayed#He’ll do his best to try and make up for it#Even if it’s committing another crime for the sake of fixing one LMAO#BUT ANYWAY GAH ITS MY BOIIIIIII#SO MANY OF YOU GAMERS ARE DRAWING HIM AND IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY ;;;;;;; I FEEL SO HONORED#G A H MY SONNNNNNN#Welcome home oc robbie#Robbie robs
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tfw you catch feelings for your fearless leader and need to consult your resident wizard asap, maybe it's some spell side effect that he can cure??
word for word, 100% accurate-i-swear account btw of chapter 9 of touch too much (Astarion/m!Tav)
#astarion x tav#astarion ancunin#gale dekarios#astarion is like: i am allergic to feelings WHY are they assaulting me#gale: *s i g h*#bg3 astarion#bg3 gale#bg3 memes#bg3 fanart#baldur’s gate 3#bg3#fanart#lumi arts#bg3 comic
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#S I G H#ni-ki#nishimura riki#enhypen#enhypenet#enhypen niki#anyways#he's adorable#and the first bias i soft stan#i hope he feels special#i hate him and i'm suffering
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oc: melisande trevelyan photoshop, 2016 (yes, this was just an excuse to paint muscles and boobies. also, i think this was on my blog at one point but it was an early casualty of the great tiddy purge)
pillowfort | twitter | instagram | ao3 ⚠️ do not reupload or edit my art without my permission ⚠️
#now feels like as good a time as it'll ever be to share old dragon age artwork i never put on this blog :3#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#oc: melisande trevelyan#g: dai#s: dragon age#mine: art#worldstate: as holy does#misc: queued#nsft
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Death Stranding 2: On The Beach
#GamingEdit#VGEdit#DeathStrandingEdit#Death Stranding#Death Stranding 2#DS2#*#Post#g: DS2#s: death stranding#not sure how i feel about this set#oh well i guess
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queencard ending fairies ♡
#idle#idlecreations#femadolsedit#femaleidol#femaleidolsedit#usergidle#ultkpopnetwork#userjoanna#usershinaryu#minnie#miyeon#soyeon#m: miyeon#m: minnie#m: soyeon#*#*gifs#g: live performances#s: music core#e: i feel#flashing tw
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DIR EN GREY - EUROPE TOUR24 FROM DEPRESSION TO [mode of UROBOROS] - PARIS 23/03/24
#die#dir en grey#y: 2024#s: EUROPE TOUR24 FROM DEPRESSION TO [mode of UROBOROS]#g: ESP D-DR 7str#g: lava D-DR 7 str#my pictures#still sorting through all the pics i took last month :')#the bg hearts are what we all feel when looking at die <3#pic: sourced
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OH
Well. That certainly explains a lot.
Watanuki not born to be like Lava Lamp but just Literally being him, but as a living temporary space/time distortion that only exists temporarily.
Which I think is what finally explains why he was in danger of fading out of existence in xxxHolic, and had a few moments where he dropped out of reality completely. That was probably his natural fate all along, to just vanish from existence when his role was up.
Which Yuuko did not stand for and repeatedly brings him back to her little inbetween dimension to keep him safe. And is potentially why she makes excuses to keep him around in the first place, to stablise his existence and using her little pocket existence as a safe space to keep him going. The store is hinted to become His, after all. Maybe if he lived there permanently he could just exist regularly.
It does make me wonder if THIS is also what Yuuko’s probably disappearance will be about as well. If she will trade herself to keep Watanuki alive. As one In-between Being to another.
But I’m getting a bit ahead of myself and WHAT WAS THAT EVIL WOLVERINE SAID ABOUT SUFFERING?
Is the suffering this wish gave their parents an emotional thing, or is it a literal distortion in space time that will rip them apart? Is this also what lead to their deaths, or did they (mirroring Sakura’s parents) also trade their lives to keep Lava Lamp/Watanuki existing?
So many questions but HOT DAMN WE ARE FINALLY GETTING SOME ANSWERS AND I LOVE IT
Also I'm just noticing Yuuko's little step in that last frame as she steps in to interrupt
YUUKO ICHIHARA MVP OF THE UNIVERSE.
I LOVE how this plays out like two competing gods fighting over fate. Or maybe more relevantly, the fairies fighting at the start of Sleeping Beauty - one laying a curse of suffering and death, and the other stepping in to minimise harm as much as possible and give people a hope to survive.
Oh it’s all so beautiful. Evil Wolverine as the selfish, murdering Wish deliverer, who tricked his way into getting what he wants and piled suffering and misfortune around everyone he forces himself to meet. And Yuuko as the person who is technically completely neutral and only balances things out, but Still Steps In to ensure things ARE balanced. She cannot be the benevolent force she seems to want to be at times, but she can enforce balance, and that lets her limit Evil Wolverine when he exceeds the natural order. Wish prices are always precise - if Evil Wolverine disproportionately stretches it beyond what the price really was, Yuuko can find the spaces where he’s wrong and pull him back.
Evil Wolverine trying to connect things up into tragic endings that suit his goals, but Yuuko stepping in and saying no, actually, that's not the bargain.
And this one lonely little boy being in the centre of it all. He was never meant to exist, but here he is, a temporary mistake only meant to fill a hole, and the forces of the universe fight each other around him to either doom him entirely or to somehow keep him alive.
#CAN I BE EXCUSED IM HAVING WATANUKI FEELINGS AGAIN#GOSH to think there was this much extra Watanuki Trauma#That even Watanuki himself does not know yet#WELL WELL WELL how is he going to find out#the end of xxxHolic looks even more full of drama than expected#somehow#Vol 201#Tsubasa#Liveblogging the reservoir chronicle#Watanuki#Yuuko Ichihara#Evil WOlverine#Lava Lamp Guy#GOSH#G O S H
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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