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for absolutely no particular reason, tumblr mobile won't let me reblog the post right now, but @courtlyvampyrism tagged me in a mutuals ask post that asked the question:
'what are you up to right now?'
it's 01:20am and i'm awake, listening to the rain hitting my window, contemplating writing poetry or painting because inspiration only seems to strike at around 2am when i definitely should be sleeping. in the morning i'll make banana pancakes and chocolate pastries and, hopefully, i'll have a better day than today.
tagging a handful of mutuals i'd like to know better;
@mizuki73 @shanaraharlyah @mephal @deadgirlrising
@maintitle @guacamolleee @nuka-rockit @nerdmomma14
#no pressure to participate mutuals my beloveds#no pressure to respond quickly or at all#feel free to reblog this if you do tho with your responses#i..... really wanted to tag more mutuals but im kind of intimidated by how cool and hot some of you are
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Lmao u have no right to be mad after spatting and sneering at people the immature excuse of "this is how i am and theres no changing that, so take it or leave it" and people actually choose to leave it
#nobodys perfect and youre not expected to be so#but if you have issues or flaws that are a detriment to you and/or those around you especially relationship wise#then you DO have the responsibility of finding the means and help to work on these things to IMPROVE yourself into a better version of you#crossing your arms and stubbornly claiming “this is how i am” is just an immature response to ppl calling you out and#vocal refusal to put in any effort not only to improve yourself but the relationship you have with them#and you expect people to just... accept snd take it when its clearly detrimental or making them and/or you miserable?#if you wont put in any effort to better yourself and your relationship then why should them?#no one is obligated to stay by your side if that makes them miserable and you dont care about trying to help make things better#it goes both ways#jellycream speaks#this has just been in my head cuz my dad loooooves using that excuse to justify himself hurting other people with his toxic ways#feel free to reblog tho
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Since I just checked my ask box for the first time in a hot minute:
Just a note that tumblr doesn't tell me when I have new asks or messages and I rarely check my notifications. Helpful corrections of misinformation/any messages in good faith are appreciated (though it's possible I won't see them until weeks later, sorry), but if something I reblog angers you enough you feel the need to get hostile in my askbox on anon, I reccomend the unfollow button.
I'm also not comfortable posting asks asking for any sort of donations/directing people to your blog for donation purposes, sorry :// I just don't have time to vet asks like that
#feel like I've had more hostile asks than usual in the last year or so#(with the usual number being none and the recent number being more than none)#I'm not sure if it's like (1) person who hatefollowed and now just wants to be nitpicky about everything#or if the culture of the site changed when i wasn't paying attention and people are back to being hostile#my theory is that the fall of twitter means twitter users are coming back to tumblr and bringing their hostility with them#also i can't believe i have to say this AGAIN#but while what i reblog is generally in line with what i believe...#sometimes i reblog stuff bc it's interesting and makes points i haven't heard before#or i like the overall message even tho there's a few pieces I'm iffy about#or it's not how I'd say it or i feel like it's lacking in some nuance but still think the point is worth making#if you see a really consistent take on my blog with consistent framing then yeah safe to assume it's probably reflective of how i feel#but if you have problems with the phrasing or framing of a specific post maybe take that up with the OP??#i can find someone's speech worthy of dissemination without agreeing with every word#I'm not going to take responsibility for other ppl's phrasing esp if it's just the phrasing or framing in one post and not a theme 4 my blog#sometimes i just think things are an interesting conversation or worthy of talking abt even if not everyone is saying things 100% correctly#feel free to come for me for things i actually write. but I'm not gonna take responsibility for other people's phrasing#(AGAIN with the understanding that like. if I were constantly reblogging posts with slurs or something that would be different)#this just in humans are complex and do not agree 1000% with every post they've ever shared online#pls hold me accountable for things i actually say...#a good example of a VALID critique was when i was following a secret terf and i was accidentally reblogging things with terf OPs semi-often#there was concern i was a terf (i am not... just bad at spotting terf dogwhistles) bc there were a few of these like...#not explicitly terfy but like popular with terf posts on my blog#so thanks again to whoever let me know so i could hunt down the secret terf i was following and unfollow#and even tho it's not true that I'm a terf it was a valid concern bc of the consistency#if u think the phrasing or framing in (1) singular post i reblogged is sooooo horrible... pls take it up with the OP#again with obvious exceptions of like. hate speech. slurs. actual alt right talking points. content in the post that is directly harmful#but anons in my inbox have been Big Mad abt like. one line in one post. or one bad piece of framing#or one not quite nuanced enough take. or one framing where not every person in the world was considered#so pls take that shit up with the person who actually wrote the post and stop acting like i personally came to your house#and yelled the words of whatever post at your grandma and then was mean to your dog
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completely inspired by a gif set u reblogged. Javi helping you into a bullet proof/tactical vest. you’re scared and he just says a gentle “arms up” as he secures the velcro. he’s scared as well, doesn’t wanna lose you, doesn’t want you to get hurt. but it’s like the fear, the adrenaline, has your emotions haywire and you look into his eyes as he takes hold of your hand so gently and tells you that you’re gonna be okay, and you just want to kiss him, and he wants to kiss you too, but then it’s time to go, and he tells you “later”
IDK WHAT THIS IS LMFAO Javi brings the slut outta me
you’ve inspired me anon here is a TINY FIC/DRABBLE YEEEEEEEE
pairing: javier peña x fem!afab!reader
warnings: fem!afab!reader; use of pet name ‘sweetheart’; canon-typical allusions to violence; language; ANGSTY POO
omg I can’t believe there’s no smut. GUYS I WROTE SOMETHING WITHOUT SMUT. I loooove writing my javi tho so while im busting my ass working on Salvatore part 3 feel so free to leave me lil thingies like this.
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“Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have, but—”
It was never supposed to be like this.
It was just a summer job — something safe, boring, admin and agendas and addendums. Should’ve known better, taking a government job in the world’s most dangerous city.
She should’ve known better, taking a government job in the world’s most dangerous city. Shit. My chest feels like it’s on fire, burnin’ through kerosene.
Is she gonna clock how unsteady I am?
Javi’s footsteps echo down the nearby hallway; you recognize them immediately, and their slanted, hard-right-drag-left rhythm. He comes lumbering through the door, cradling tactical gear between his big, bulging biceps. God, you’d had… thoughts about those biceps.
Even now, with the embassy under cartel-siege, it’s oh-so-hard to push away the x-rated daydreams swirling inside your stress-addled mind.
And he doesn’t look scared.
Fuck, she looks so scared.
“Here,” he says, extending the protective vest towards you. Gingerly peeling your hips off of the desk at your back, you extend your fingers to greet and grab at the rough, thick canvas. The sheer weight of it makes your heart lurch into your throat. Neither one of you lowers your hands.
The dark-green-death-sweater you’d seen him wear so many times, cursing yourself for registering, for caring about what it meant.
That it meant Peña — schmoozing, cocky, effortlessly crude Javier Peña — was going into the field.
So neither of you let go.
The stupid vest had always served as a kind of divining rod, leading you both to the real source of your constant bickering, your irritation and the look of mutual, unabashed worry you had shared as a soldier came bursting into the office, panting in tune with the sirens, carrying news of the currently unfolding attack.
Caring without meaning to.
Giving a shit without wanting to.
“I-“ you swallow, trailing off, cursing the swelling bubble forming at neck-breaking speed inside your throat, “I don’t know what to do with this.”
Of course she doesn’t. That one’s on me. ‘Thing like her should never have to wear one of these.
Shouldn’t even have to see one of these.
“S’okay,” he mutters, taking the burden of the gear into his hands, brow furrowing into a look of delicate responsibility. “Turn around.”
Under different circumstances, those words might’ve (embarrassingly enough) enticed a very different feeling from you.
Now, they were simply effective.
Acceding, you rotate, painfully slowly as every hair along your spine lifts, one after the other. Peña shuffles, adjusting both himself and the gear to stand close — too close — behind you.
“Arms up, sweetheart.”
You listen, dragging your arms up into the static air, trying to ignore the soft edge in his voice. It reminds you of something.
Something like resistance.
Stifled want.
Desire with a sock shoved down its bone-dry throat.
And it’s so level, so calm. How is he so calm?
Can she tell I’m totally freaking out?
Your shoulders sag under the weight of the vest. Jesus. It’s so much heavier than you’d imagined. Not quite as heavy as the feeling of doom settling over you, grief from the naive sense of safety you’d walked into work with.
Just this morning.
Javi busies himself with the Velcro, uncharacteristically silent. His knuckles brush the insides of your wrists, and you try to resist it — God, you really do — but all efforts to keep those prickling tears at bay are undertaken in vain.
You quiver slightly, face burning in shame.
Is she shaking?
Gentle, unusually gentle when his fingers wrap around your upper arm, spinning you around to face him once more.
“Look at me.”
You do. His shadowed eyes swim, dance, rage with experience, and you’re left envious, wishing that you’d hardened yourself to the world in the same way. How many times had this man woken up, driven to work, drunk his morning coffee and smoked his morning smoke, accepting that it could be his last?
Knowing Peña, he probably found ways not to think about it.
For sure, he didn’t think about it.
But you did.
Every time that vest came out.
“Everything’s gonna be fine, alright?”
It’s an almost whisper, a mere brush of air against your brow. His own creases in earnestness as he utters the pledge.
“How can you do this for a living?”
You don’t mean for it to come out so rough and jagged, hissing for help like a neglected kettle on the stove. Javi offers you a smile of understanding as though remembering his own first time.
Then, before either of you can stop it, he places the flat of his palm to your cheek.
And you can’t keep from noticing how easily the calloused pad of his thumb molds to your complying skin.
“You get used to it,” he returns, and every word is coated, soaked in the sad, tragic truth. “Though this part’s always hard.”
Nothing exists beyond the smell of tobacco on his breath and the total absorption in his eyes. You’re sure the latter is mirrored in your own, too.
Timid, uneasy, begging him to ease the discomfort for you. “What part is this?”
The part where I lie to you. The part where I bubble-wrap the only thing in this country worth protecting into a shitty, almost useless accessory of war.
The part where I remember—
Is it the part where we remember how easily we could lose each other?
And we don’t even have each other, for God’s sake. Lookin’ up at me as if she can trust me, and the only thing I’ve been able to trust for years is that the moment will come, that moment where it all just gets to be too much and fuck—is this it? Maybe—
This is the part where we—
Kiss her, God, I just wanna fuckin’ kiss her—
Kiss?
“Peña! Time to move!”
Murphy’s voice slices — easily — through the tentative moment of uncertainty. It erodes the softness of Javi’s features into that familiar, hardened stone.
His hand drops from your face, but the tracings linger.
If you couldn’t trust the world outside, maybe you could trust Javi inside. Maybe he’d learned to live without something to lean on, but you weren’t yet prepared to go on—
She doesn’t know how much I fuckin’ need her. Or how many times I’ve tried to say it—and in so many ways—but every time I open my goddamn mouth it just comes out… wrong. Like it’s not enough. Like it’s not true that I can finally fuckin’ breathe when she’s… just… existing around me. Like losing her wouldn’t mean goin’ on—
Faithlessly. Radically accepting the confusing, overwhelming uncertainty of the world.
He clears his throat.
“I’ll see you after.”
Your gaze tumbles down, averting the twinge of dishonesty in his own at his promise.
“Yeah—yeah, see you after.”
He backs away without turning. For a moment, you think he’s gearing up to say something. Something like he always says, like, don’t be a fuckin’ idiot, or use your head or maybe even a smile, sweetheart.
But he doesn’t. He just shakes his head, his dark hair tumbling around and exaggerating his hesitation. Although it hurts, you force yourself to watch as he walks away. How he bows his crown, brings a hand up to anxiously rub at the side of his jaw, the roundness of his shoulder responding and near-bulging under the blue cotton.
Admittedly, a kiss from Javier Peña would’ve been nice.
But to be cradled between those arms, wrapped up in him instead of the goddamn tactical gear squeezing, robbing the air from your lungs…
That would’ve been it.
When this is all over, you think to yourself.
And as Javi greets Steve, apologizing for the delay, the hand squeezing his gun feels strangely empty, haunted by the novelty of touching your burning skin.
When this is all over, he thinks to himself.
Anyways, isn’t that what faith is? Making plans for later, as if anyone’s ‘later’ is promised, a guarantee? As if either of you could count on tomorrow?
Yeah, that’s gotta be it.
Joining the gaggle of scared, hopeless government employees, desperate for reassurance, for the realization blooming inside the depths of your knowing; you pause, letting it hit you, translating it into words…
“—I have it.”
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#javier peña x reader#javier peña x you#javier peña x female reader#javier peña#javier pena x reader#javier pena x you#javier peña x y/n#javier peña angst#javier pena narcos#javier peña fic#javier pena x y/n#javier pena#narcos#narcos fanfiction#pedro pascal#pedro pascal x reader#pedro pascal x you
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THE BIG CAMEO PAGE AHHH
This bad boy took a hot minute. Was fun tho. There's more coming too!
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Unheard
Character: Vincent S.
Ship: Vincent S. x Deaf!Reader
Warnings: tooth-rotting fluff, soft Vincent, deaf reader, cuties, cannon typical violence, possible murder mention, possible blood mention, no use of y/n, pet name (my love)
Gender: gender neutral, m4m, m4f, m4n
a/n: Another small fic for y'all. Feel free to give me requests, I might not write them right away, but I will get to them eventually. Be sure to check out my Masterlist. Fic under the cut.
<your pov>
I worked diligently in the kitchen, the intoxicating smell of pancakes and bacon cooking flooding my nose as I cooked. I blinked a few times while turning around as the lights flickered on and off to find Vincent walking into the kitchen.
This was something he had started doing so I would know he was there and so he wouldn't startle me. We had tried to get Bo to do this as well, however it didn't stick long.
Hello my love, I signed as he approached me. I placed a gentle kiss on the mouth of his mask before turning back towards our breakfast. Bo had headed out early this morning due to a call from Lester, so we didn't have to worry about his constant teasing, as if I could hear it anyways. I could always tell when Bo was teasing us tho, Vincent's grip on my hand would often tighten as I feel his skin get hotter as he flushed an adorable red blush.
Vincent wrapped his arms around my waist and placed his wax mask on the counter next to us, grabbing my face gently and turning it to face him, his way of saying I had missed his lips. I smile and gently kiss his lips in response. I slowly pulled away before turning back to the food, not wishing for it to be burnt. Vincent promptly pushed his face into my neck, his hands brushing up the baggy shirt I wore to rub on the lower part of my warm belly.
I carefully began pulling the bacon out of the pan, placing a few pieces on either of our plates before flipping the pancakes. Vincent's hands slowly left my belly as he walked away to make our drinks, I smiled fondly as he does so.
I carefully carry the plates over to the table and place them down, Vincent coming up behind me and setting out glasses full of our (drink of choice). I walk over to a cabinet, pulling out some honey, maple syrup, and (other topping of choice). I placed them on the table before walking over and grabbing the pan of pancakes and placing a few on each of our plates as Vincent sets down a fork and knife by each of our plates. He walks over to me and plays a soft kiss to my cheek, taking the pan and spatula out of my hands and placing them in the sink before sitting down, urging me to sit and eat with him.
I nod softly, sitting across from him at the table and pour some (topping) onto my pancakes before digging in, me and Vincent tearing to the food. After we finished eating, I went to begin washing the dishes, only to have Vincent walk up to me and pick me up, carrying me back to our bedroom before walking back downstairs. I simply laid on the bed, staring at the ceiling with a smile, extremely happy as I think of how lucky I am to have such a wonderful boyfriend. My mind finally fades as my eyes shut, the final thought going through my mind becoming my dreams, a soft memory of teaching the man, that I love so, how to communicate with me.
All rights reserved, I do not allow for my work to be posted elsewhere unless given permission by me. If you want to write this idea in your own image, go ahead, but if you want to you can credit me, I would like to see your ideas. You can reblog if you would like as well, just do not copy and paste my work and call it your own.
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@puppet200
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If you would like to be added to my taglist, please leave a comment stating so and what you would like to be tagged in :3
#vincent#vincent sinclair#house of wax#slasher lover#slashers x reader#slasher x reader#slasher#slashers#house of wax x reader#vincent x reader#vincent sinclair x reader
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Blog Intro
So after looking through several peoples profiles I noticed that introductory posts were pretty common (at least for nsfw sooo here we gooooo)
I'm adding this later on 8/18/24: If (majority) your content is s**sy and your DMing me to try to dominate me, Don't. While I don't mind people who do that/are into that being called that feels like a sexualization of my identity and ergo 1: I hate 2: is disgusting to me, I don't mind if you Identify as one or if you DO just wanna CASUALLY chat but please know that I won't and will never want that or say that word (with the exception of blocking tags involving it or here as a boundary) but if i need to it will be censored. I don't mind if you Identify as one and wanna follow me or anything or just wanna casually chat (or talk sexual just not... making me one to try to explain) feel free to I will NEVER kink shame regardless of how I feel so this won't apply to most people just a very very teeny tiny minority. I won't block you tho unless you cross a boundary or keep pushing, because I feel anyone who wants to read my content should be allowed.
I would also like to say, if you're going to delete your account please don't dm me, it breaks my heart every time
Hello I do not wish to give out my actual name online so you may call me Mz. Hyde (I stole it from the song by the same name by Halestorm) or just... my user-name-tag-thing (always forget what its called)
I am all for Sentient AI but HATE current AI (it doesnt even deserve to be called that)
Outside of this post any posts in blue is rping as a slime-girl-queen-goddess-character. Feel free to send asks or responses directed at her. Her title is Queen of Slimes, The Slime Goddess, or The Slime of the Lake
As of posting this I am still brand new to Tumblr but am learning somewhat quickly sooo things may look A Little odd right now to the average Tumblr user but as soon as I finish learning the basics it should look fine.
Anyway:
18 so 18+ only please, (pre-hrt) Transfem, Bisexual, Autisic+ADHD, overall anxious/shy-ish, probably a switch, Lefty, Type 1 Diabetic (I require insulin to survive), Virgin [:(]
Majority of this blog will be kinky thoughts usually about being dommed or hypno because... I wanna try it. SOME is fantasy tho so keep that in mind (usually my reblogs)
If you are a dom looking for money, unless you are popular and have a good community on here or if you are a s**sy tamer (or whatever it would be called) please don't DM me, unless you just wanna casually chat and don't wanna dom me or if you do please respect:
I really don't like being called an s**sy and will give you one warning before I block you.
I literally have no way to pay you so please don't expect that.
Please read this first, or if I ask you to because otherwise that gives me a red flag in my head and I will probably block you. (Unless it's just casual talking but that's different than what I'm talking about here)
My proof that I take this seriously:
Kinks because that seems to be an important factor on making these types of posts/blogs: Transformation, Hypnosis, Dronification, Denial/Edging, Latex, Brainwashing, Bimbofication, Twinning, Dollification, Forniphilia, Exhibition
Things I enjoy but aren't kinks: Forced Fem, Praise, Good Girl (I'll add more when I think of them)
Limits or things that I will block you about: Human Waste, Blood, Physical Harm, IRL Identity Death (Fantasy is hot AF tho), Sissy (WILL BLOCK YOU), Findom (Unless we're in a romantic relationship), (and a few more I can't remember off the top of my head)
The reason for physical harm being a limit is mostly due to personal problems I've had with S.H. and because of that I hate reading S.H. or other stories or fantasies with physical harm or knifes. Fantasy Violence is ok though. (E.G. Pirates or like a battle between two warrior framed in a Fictional light.) Oh and also no needles. BIG fear of needles, for multiple reasons. Will go in depth if asked.
Finally a few final things about me/general questions:
This is my first Tumblr account that is SPECIFICALLY for NSFW things although I will occasionally post more SFW things but I do love music, video games, card/board games, RPGs/TTRPGs, creative writing, art.
What's your Favorite Color?: I don't have one but my fav combo is Hot Pink and Deep Purple, pretty much if you've ever seen those BIC octagonal see-through pens, those shades of pink and purple specifically
What kinda music do you like?: Power Metal, Rock, some Pop
What video games do you play?: Some Pokemon, Batman: Arkham, Smash Ultimate, Fallout, I can't really get online games yet so unfortunately I cannot play with anyone :'(
Is there anything specific you like about your kinks?: Honestly, in a vacuum I like dronification for productivity because I SUCK at doing anything productive.
The people who have sent questions about Gaza Support (i am broke but here are links to them i am just going to put their profiles for the sake of simplicity and nc some links i cant copy paste):
@ehabayyad23
@freepaleatine95
@mahmoudayyad
@esraayyad14
@ezzaldeens-blog
@foggyruinspost
@ahmed4palestine
@sspsworld
@fidaa-family2
@wafaaresh6
@mahmoudswierh2
@generousvioonanuttieyl
@nishverian
@ahmedalnabeeh11
@shinytastemakerphantom
@nohabed
@ahmaad860
@scentedtyrantmusic
@mahrahpalestine
@d-imtthal
@ayoosh-gaza
@kareem-family2
@save-fatma-gaza3093
@yazan-joud2
Tags to find non-reposts easier (Umm i ran out of colors so these will be bold):
#Random Thoughts, #Edging kink (for post horny thoughts), #Hornyposting (for horny thoughts), #Hydes eepy thoughts (for thoughts i have when sleep deprived), #Hydes Ideas (cool ideas i have), #Hydes Hypno Scripts (for Hypnotic Scripts I make), #Hydes QnA (QnA), #Hydes Depressed Thoughts (Thoughts I have when depressed), #Hydes Kinky Thoughts (thoughts I have that are just generally kinky but it's not hornyposting nor... I forgot what I was going to put here), #Hydes Hypno Scripts (My hypnosis scripts), #Slimeposting (Slime Queen RP posts), #Hydes loving words (to my significant other)
If I get any FAQ I'll either add them here or to a FAQ post.
I now have a sideblog for latex things that look perfect. That is an opinion and just a kink the person they are under the latex is, in my opinion, someone different so anything there that I call 'perfect' is just in terms of kinkiness NOT a reflection of the actual person. The blog is: @trans2latexperfection
If you read this far thank you for reading!!! :3
Blocked Users (i dont normally block people so these people are scammers or assholes, also will not be using @ s either here):
mistress-elizabethh - for calling me a s**sy twice, even after claiming to read pinned
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Anecdotally I definitely would say my center of gravity has shifted much lower since I went on estrogen! Propioception is difficult for me, so exactly where is unclear, but I think somewhere below my belly button at this point.
Though funnily enough, even before then, when I did the basics of parkour dad would always get onto me about focusing too much on my lower body and not enough on my upper body--my weight was distributed relatively top-heavy but something about what felt like the most natural way to move always prioritized the lower body.
AHHHHH this is so cool!!!
I love hearing from other trans people the different ways we're noticing our embodiment of gender change (or NOT change!!!!) in response to our medical transitions. I just think it's so much fun learning more about how and why bodies do things lol
Anyway, I really think it makes sense that it would shift! Because like. It is working in coordination with your strongest force applying muscles surely! So surely it tracks for the CoG to get "dragged" up or down a bit depending on how that has changed in response to our hormones???
I would REALLY love to know more about that tho! Like WHY is it happening and HOW (not least of which because I'm about 8-9 months on T now and I want to know how I might need to learn to carry my body differently)
But ALSO now that you mention it, I think you might be onto something????
Because my center of gravity is "high"! At least in that I need railings set around like. Lower rib cage height??? In order to feel less like I'm "following my CoG over" into that vertigo feeling? And I would say that I have always tended towards a leading CoG somewhere between my belly button and my bra band.
Okay I'm officially curious! Roll call! Where do people notice their center of gravity BEFORE and AFTER medical transition or HRT of any kind - intersex siblings, this includes us - (and what hormones got added to your system) if you've done that?
And secondary rollcall! If you HAVEN'T started medical transition or HRT of any kind, what is your gender, and where is your center of gravity? I don't actually know that it will be helpful in this to include whether you're cis, gnc, trans, nonbinary, etc, but feel free to include that as you're comfortable!
I'm going to reblog this shortly (or link to a new post as appropriate -> HERE BE LINK IF THERE BE LINK) with the "low" CoG poll
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Boundaries of this page
Have patience with me. I'm learning how to set boundaries in my life and on socials, too.
(I could update this in the future with new info)
ABOUT THE AUTHOR (ME)
Be kind when interacting with me. Hold me gentle like hamburger. I'm an anxious dragonet.
I also do not like to interact much, especially in *fandoms*. I will often turn off the Comment Section. Nothing personal, it's for my mental health.
I could open Asks from time to time.
I also do disappear from time to time, sometimes for entire months or even more. I need long breaks from social to recharge.
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CONTENT
The blog is growing a bit so I want to make it clear to everyone:
First of all, this blog is SELF-INDULGENT and I'm going to post whatever I want to share, usually depending on my current hyperfix.
I mostly post about franchises I love. Most of these live rent free in my heart since I was a kid. For this reason, you will probably find VERY SELF-INDULGENT / PERSONAL INTERPRETATION of them. I never liked *fandoms* as social spaces, I do not care much about the canon in my stories and such; most of my stuff will be very big AUs.
I could or could not post Original Stuff in the future, too.
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RATING - sort of
I mainly post stuff for everyone...
Tumblr policy says you must be 13 years old to join (or 16+ in Europe), so I can assure you my stuff is generally for everyone, or 13+ at the very least.
...BUT! Sometimes I could post 16+ stuff, with proper tags and advertisements.
These posts will be properly tagged (16+ / 16+ humor / mature humor / alcohol / drugs / mature joke / sexual joke / implication of sex / violence / graphic violence (and so on). Most of 16+ themes or jokes will be there for humoristic purposes only, BUT for your own safety, I always suggest blocking tags that could lead to a trigger!
If the post themes are heavier, I will also advertise on advance! (to avoid people stumbling into it by accident; if you open a post with a *big* advertisement, it's your responsibility at that point).
I'm NOT going to post anything 18+/NSFW in this blog, so, do not worry about that!
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SAFETY OF THE BLOG
IMPORTANT: Everyone needs to have their safe space, and YOU must have your safe space as it's important for ME to have my safe space!
I mostly mind my own business on Tumblr. Please do not try to contact me when Asks or Comments are closed, unless it's something very urgent (as: if you saw someone stealing my art and claiming they drew it, or if you want to show me a fanart :3).
Feel free to unfollow me or block me if you don't like my stuff for any reason, and go on with your life. This is an advice I would like to give to anyone on Tumblr/socials! Again, safe spaces are important for everyone.
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WHAT YOU CAN AND CAN'T DO WITH MY STUFF
You can like and reblog! If the Comment Section is open for followers, you can leave a kind compliment! Reblogs with happy tags are always welcomed and deeply cherished.
Do NOT RE-POST inside Tumblr. I would discourage you from reposting OUTSIDE Tumblr, too. But if you do, provide credit to my page on Tumblr (I only have a Tumblr page rn). Please ask first.
DO NOT FEED MY ART & STUFF TO AI. I will bite your head off and then breath fire on your corpse :3
Do not COPY my personal designs/reinterpretations of canon characters, AND MOST OF ALL DO NOT COPY MY OCs. I'm very very jealous of them. Especially, I DO NOT WANT to find my exact design of characters used for NSFW or to make money.
You can always take inspiration from my art tho! Copying and taking inspiration are two different things. If something you draw or write is heavily inspired by something I posted here, just provide a link to my blog/post or tag me and I'll be happy!
Fanart of my AUs and such are welcomed! Please show them to me tagging me if you want, so I can see them and maybe reblog them too ^^
Ask me first for Comic Dubs & similar edits to my stuff! Thank you!
(adding more pages or editing at any time if needed)
#text#child of sardior#main post#blog rules#blog intro#blog boundaries#blog warnings#warning#tw#16+ discussion#not art#boundaries#important post#blog etiquette#mature content discussion#will update this when needed
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Trusting Again | Bucky Barnes (introduction)
series masterlist • m. masterlist
spotify playlist • moodboards • files
After having spent much of her childhood being trained in a private organization in Bulgaria, Catalina Navarro is finally free when she is rescued by Nick Fury during a SHIELD mission.
Nick took the responsibility of taking care of Catalina and thus preventing her from falling into the adoption system. He saw how much potential she had and as she got older, he thought that she could use everything she knew for good so at the age of 16, he decided to get her into SHIELD and since then she has worked for the organization as an agent and spy.
In 2014, Catalina witnessed the Winter Soldier event in Washington DC. A few months after all the files, from both SHIELD and HYDRA, went public, Catalina decides to help Steve and Sam find Bucky.
But when she finds him, instead of bringing him with her, she decides to let him go. An action that will have consequences later on..
A/n: hiiii! I have a few things I wanna clarify before starting the story
— I said it before but I’ll say it again, this story is 18+, it contains strong language, explicit and/or implicit sexual scenes, topics like mental and/or psychological health and PTSD.
— The story takes place during Captain America: Civil War, but there'll be a prologue which is set in 2015 just to give a little context of the story between Cat and Bucky. Then it’ll go along with the MCU timeline, although the story will be one year ahead (for example, Infinity War happens in 2019, not 2018, but everything will happen according to the timeline)
— I'm planning on following the order of the rest of the movies probably till Avengers Endgame (if things go how I've planned) maybe till TFATWS but I’m not sure yet, however, there may be some changes to the storylines of the movies just so I can introduce Catalina's character into the story.
— My first language is not English, is Spanish. I am bilingual, even tho I don't really talk in English just because I really don't need to, but I wanted to make this story in English. In case there's any errors/mistakes well now y'all know lol my brain process things in Spanish first and then translates them to English.
— This story is available on wattpad as well, (even tho I don’t really use that account much, the user is -dolcekisses) but I’m also uploading it in spanish in case anyone wants to read it, my user is coquitokisses (same as here lol) and the account is in spanish if any of y’all are spanish speakers.
— Also, I don’t know how many chapters this story will have lol (with everything I have written, notes etc, I think maybe like 55-65? I’m not sure, is that a lot? Lmao I’ll just go with the flow)
— When I started the story I started writing it in 1st person (my oc’s pov) but I actually write my stories in 3rd person now so there’ll probably be some times where it’s narrated in 1st person and some other times in 3rd. Sorry about that lol
— I chose Eva de Dominici to be the face claim of Catalina Navarro (my oc)
That'll be all, besties, I hope you like this fanfic as much as I do, let me know what y'all think, feel free to comment your opinion! Feedback will be appreciated <3
I'll see you in the prologue!
Likes and reblogs will be appreciated!
#bucky barnes#bucky barnes fanfiction#bucky barnes x oc#mcu#marvel#bucky barnes smut#steve rogers#sam wilson#natasha romanoff#wanda maximoff#tony stark#thor odinson#avengers#bucky barnes imagine#bucky barnes fic#bucky fanfic
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Hello!! I wanted to ask some advice 😞 I have a fic idea but I've never posted any writing before and its like a very very specific band au and I'm scared no one will care to read it because of how much music context it requires 😭 I really admire your writing so like...what do you suggest...
(Also super excited for next kickoff ! I've never been this invested in a fic)
hii my love!! omg a band au sounds like so much funnn are you kiddinggg i would eat that UPPP. my advice would be to just go ahead n write it!!! it's super nervewracking to share work, especially if you've never shared before, so for the time being you can just write w the idea that no one else will read it except for yourself! that'll help you establish a healthy relationship w your writing & your hobby in general even before you post should you choose to post
as for the specificity n music context, i personally think thats SO FUCKIN RAD!!! i love a story where i can enjoy a romance but also have aspects outside of it that i can learn something new from or take something away from. i have read some pretty incredible fics & books, but the ones that have always had a lasting impact on me are the ones i went into knowing nothign ab a specific something, but then i leave it feeling like i've learned something i wouldn't have ever known before!!
it's a totally valid feeling though, esp in fanfiction where you might think readers want to read ab only their fave characters or specifically romance. i felt this way a lot with including the film major & photography aspect to kickoff, i feared readers would find it boring and would just want to read ab gojo x reader. i think in ch9, gojo only had like 40% of the chapter screentime and didn't even make his first appearance until like 5k words into the chapter, but i'm still really happy w the chapter and the response i got was great too. i see some of my writer mutuals break the norms n experiments w their stories all the time too, and honestly, i think that makes for some of the BEST and most MEMORABLE stories :)
as for fears that people may not see your story, i totally get that. keep in mind, i think the jjk fandom specifically doesn't really have too many long fics, at least compared to what i've seen in other fandoms, n tends to steer towards oneshot content (i could be wrong ab this but it's just what i've noticed! at least on tumblr. long fics always get lots of love on ao3 tho) so don't worry too much if you're not getting as many notes or reblogs etc as some other authors, bc if you choose to post series content, then you'll technically be in a niche category for this specific fandom. BUT i have noticed that the quality of interactions w longer stories is very amazing and totally worth being a part of this writing community for that reason!!
when i first started posting, i really didn't know what to expect since the last time i had a fanfic blog was for like two months when i was 12 on deviantart LOL. and now i'm just extremely blown away n humbled by the support. but that's the thing- you'll never ever know unless you try! again, just write and picture it that you're the only one that's going to read it, so put all that juicy music context in there n really write w that passion in mind!! (i'm assuming you're into music or bands n that's your inspiration? don't be afraid to let that interest show!!) and that's really the only thing you need to get started, after that it's just simply copy pasting n then posting :)
if you do get around to posting or sharing it then feel free to tag me bb!! i'd love to read it n support you. good luck to u n much love!! <33 i hope this helps in anyway
and thank you for looking forward to kickoff :)
ps. in case you want any specific writing advice i have some on my page here (sorry bb i just realized i wasn't sure if you were asking for actual concrete writing advice haha my bad if i misinterpreted)
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Intro Post Yippee!!
Who am I?- How I tag things (+ Trigger Tags) - Boundaries- Before you Follow
Who am I?
♡ I am Travis. I'm plural, but i'm the main dog on this blog.
♡ Previous Usernames (pink is for tumblr names): spacekids, gummieshark, angelthlng. I use minthardcore on other websites.
♡ I use they/them, it/its, ny/nym pronouns (ny/nym is basically just he/him pronouns but replace the h with n and the i with y. Do not he/him me).
♡18
♡ Sapphic, aromantic, generally queer and a-spec, nonbinary, therian/otherkin/doggy thingy 👍
♡ I primarily post digital art (I use Procreate (or IbisPaintX, not super often tho) w/ an I Pad + Apple Pencil or I use jspaint with a trackpad), but I do a lot of traditional art (graphite, colored pencil, gouache, pastels, collage- basically any medium I can get my hands on. Primarily graphite though). I also knit and dabble in other physical arts like that. One of my favorite projects I've done is making a lithograph print. I’ve also made a long furby and my current pipe dream is to make a BJD.
♡ Games/Books/Comics/Shows Interests- Half Life but the AI is Self Aware, Half Life, a lot of other Half Life extant media, TF2, Dungeon Meshi, DND, Fin fin (on teo the magic planet), I have no mouth and I must scream, the Bible/Christianity (I am not Christian I just think it's neat), MLP, Portal, Mouthwashing, Elden Lied
♡ General Interests- Angels, Armor (specifically medieval european armor), Wizards, biology, conservation, activism, aliens, plushies & dolls, furbies and extant media. I like Nu Metal, 80's-90's pop, K&J-Pop, Country, Rap, and a lot of other genres! I love music and listening to things.
How I tag things
♡ Not Mine- Self explanatory. Posts that are not mine that I’ve reblogged.
♡ Mine- Writing, drawing, or other things I post.
♡ Sorta mine/kinda mine/stepchild post- Usually a reblog response/ collaboration that I feel I haven’t contributed to enough for it to be mine.
♡ Important/Fundraiser- Important resources or fundraiser I encourage y’all to check out.
♡ Travid Art- My Art
♡ Travid Doodles- Doodles/WIPS
♡ travid barks- Random thoughts I have
♡ Textpost- My textposts
♡ Good shit- Stuff I really like!
♡ I have other things I tag a lot but they’re pretty inconsistent. I go through cycles of tagging random stuff.
♡ I only put fandom tags on my own original posts, not on reblogs.
♡ Trigger/Content Tags I use- blood, gore, firearms, artistic nudity, suggestive, nsft, nsft text, flash, flashing, eyestrain, suicide joke
Boundaries
♡ Likes w/ no reblogs- Absolutely!
♡ Rambling in reblogs- Please! I love to hear people’s thoughts on my stuff :)
♡ Tagging me/Messaging me about stuff- Sure! If you think I’d like something, lmk!
♡ Using my art as a PFP or banner (or as anything else)- Please ask and credit me.
♡ Reposting (not reblogging, re-uploading my stuff here or on another site)- Ask me and I might make an acceptation, but usually no. If you're going to do it at least credit me and link my post though.
♡ Venting on my posts- Unless it’s a vent post itself, No.
♡ Requests- Sure! If I like your idea I might draw it. If your idea doesn’t interest me I won’t draw it. You are not entitled to my time. I am not going to draw your dog. Unless it’s cute.
♡DMs- Sure! Again, you are not entitled to my time but if you want to DM me, feel free.
♡ Critiques- Sure! I’m always looking to improve and if something looks weird, lmk! Art is a hobby for me. I do not have a lot of time to spend on it. Do not be rude/condescending and do not be mad if I don’t follow your advice.
♡ I am not responsible for anyone else’s mental health. I am not an art machine. I am not a therapist. I do not owe anyone anything. You do not need to know everything about me. I'm fine sharing about my personal experiences, but if I say "no" I mean it and I will block if pressed.
♡ I struggle a lot with social cues. If I do something that makes you uncomfortable, let me know!
Before You Follow
♡ I can't really control who interacts w/ me, so this is purely a b4 u follow/ DNF (i'm using this acronym. i'm sorry to all who know).
♡ Don't follow if ur under 16- I post weird shit. Get outta here.
♡ DNF Pro-Israel people, Eco fascists, people who actually like Joe Biden, libertarians, radqueers and radfems- just don’t follow if you’re a dick. Also goes for bigots & rightwingers obvi.
♡ Softer DNF if you think that like. Extreme kinks are problematic? I'm into gore and I don't think fiction 1-to-1 applies to reality.
♡That being said DNI if you get off to irl abusive/problematic media. Like not CNC or whatever but snuff type stuff
♡ I'm uninterested in debating ppl about my boundaries. I don't have to talk to you. Why do you even want to talk to someone who doesn't want to talk to you? Goober.
♡ I don’t care what media you like. I am highly critical of certain medias, and I am not responsible for warning you about that. If you will have a meltdown over criticism of your favorite show, assume I hate it and don’t follow.
♡ If you're going to get upset at me about media I like, do not. I will not engage in that. I was a DSMP fan when I was 13. I have been to too many rodeos to care. I'm usually pretty good at acknowledging faults in medias I consume. If u want to point out something I miss, go ahead! But I'm probably aware of, like, the weird undertones of Elfen Lied.
♡I engage with NSFW creators. I might reblog explicit or NSFW posts. I might not tag them because my bar for explicit/NSFW content is pretty high (I went to art museums as a kid so nudity isn't inherently erotic to me and I'm bad at reading intent). I tag explicit stuff with "NSFT" and related tags. If you have a problem with that, do not follow.
♡ I'm not going to post explicit NSFW, but I draw nudity (not full frontal nudity, just topless stuff :P). I will tag it as such but be warned.
♡ I also do a wee bit of horny posting (horny tagging? idk), so beware.
♡ I block somewhat conservatively, but I do block people if I dislike them enough.
♡Ik DNI lists are sooo last season but I'm mainly putting this here to cut my losses. I don't really check the pages of ppl who follow/interact with me, but if I catch a whiff of this stuff I'll block. So yk. We can prevent this from happening if you dont follow me or if you block me first <3.
Updated- Nov 24, 2024
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I read Dungeon Meshi half the day and it's been occupying my brain a lot, but now I'm so tired from other stuff I need to take a break. Sad because I miss like, 11 chapters. At this point I can finish it and just read stuff and see fanarts without spoilers
There's something so soft about Laios giving Marcille his most important piece of armor against the dungeon rabbits, I love their friendship: when Marcille manages to revive them after the fact and cries the moment was so somber, you almost forget she used their bodies as puppets to get away.
The immortality spell removes much of the tension during some fights because as long as you're not on a deep level someone is going to find you and revive you (well, most of the time), so I enjoyed the drama, being the last one alive and having that responsibility all on you, surrounded by your friends' corpses. Good stuff
I lost the screenshot but it kills me how Laios still doesn't know Kabru's name at this point
Weird seeing the Lunatic magician and the winged lion fight: as much as I like Sissel, I really shouldn't root for either of them, so I'm just there
Poor Sissel tho, I'm not sure if he can get revived or not but I hope so :( he's annoying, just as in the living painting, but he has his good reasons and he's just trying so much. He even heard Laios out when he suggested solutions for the Golden Country, he thought making him a citizen was doing him a huge favour.
"Just like a mule"
Do we really need to make this joke right now
This fucking dragon is living rent free in my head, literally I was walking home and I couldn't stop laughing picturing this panel. God
I feel bad for the dead dragons, since they're not going to be revived. I'm not like Laios here but dragons are so majestic and this particular story, so expressive and lively
He's like the "Task manager. Kill him" meme
I'll reblog for the rest because apparently I can't add more pictures (what)
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i realized my last ask was just a lot of information to say that i like your art. all i wanted to say is that i dont rb bc i know you draw song lan and xue yang platonically and i want to respect that (and your wishes) and i dont wanna bug you. also i do love your songxiao art as well, its very beautiful and they make an absolutely lovely couple together. i feel like i may have failed in my initial mission not to weird you out just by sending my initial ask but i promise im looking respectfully and your art absolutely has value and beauty outside of the realm of shipping and my terrible weird shipper brain aoeiuraiuoer im a multishipper so i absolutely appreciate and love your songxiao works even tho im a songxue main. also you a-qing art is peak and adorable. i never see other artists portray her as perfectly as you do. thank you again for sharing your art and i really hope my asks havent bothered you at all. i just wanted to tell you that youre more appreciated than you might see and some of us just wanna be respectful to your wishes? i guess, i dont know. i know in an ideal world you would have tons of reblogs from people who like these characters and relationships in the same way that you do. i really hope that you get a ton of fans like that because you absolutely deserve it and your art is good enough to persuade people in my opinion (i was just far too far down the songxue hole to ever escape by the time i found your work). dont give up drawing what you love! i'll prolly just make that alt account i was talking abt earlier w/o shipping stuff so i can rb your stuff without making you uncomfortable. please take care and i hope you have a really wonderful day! again, im so sorry if ive bothered you at all. please take care.
^took me so long bc i was making this and its not even good KSDHFJSK
in case you didn't see my response to the other ask: it's only certain ship tags that bother me! you are absolutely welcome to reblog my art even if you ship my notp of notps (which, again, songxue is not. it doesn't even qualify if i'm honest- yes this is probably a direct result of me drawing them so often LMAOOOOO), i love when people appreciate my work and everyone is free to take away whatever they want of it, i'm really sorry to everyone i've made feel like they can't interact with me because of something as overall trivial as shipping. it's just the tagging, guys! that's all i ask, nothing more!
thank you for wanting to respect my boundaries so much though and especially thank you for enjoying my art! even though yes it is in most cases intended as platonic it's really okay to enjoy it anyway. it means a lot to me that you do, and really don't worry about making a whole new blog, if for peace of mind you don't wanna tag it then that's ok but don't go through all that trouble for me PLEASE... you haven't bothered me at all and you're not weird, i'm just sorry if i made you feel this bad agh
(also, A-Qing is BEST GIRL i am always repping A-Qing.. . )
#songxiao is ship of ships thank you for appreciating that so much#i feel. admittedly. like i am most often not appealing to fellow shippers. and like im just too out there#with all my 500 AUs and whatever so this was nice to read#songxue#please do not feel bad#though i also hope to attract the platonic yi city fans i figure i dont wanna exclude anyone. my content is for all#shin dont look
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I thought it was a jab at ST writes begging for reblogs but not reblogging anyone else’s stuff but your response made me chuckle cause that’s how readers feel when ST blogs bitch incessantly about not getting enough reblogs (even tho they “write for themselves” so interaction numbers shouldn’t matter) they don’t seem to take into account their audiences also have lives of their own and train people and run a business and write for themselves and sleep and have families etc. and the other anon saying how dare people try to tell you what to do w your blog meanwhile ST writers are like how dare you not reblog my stuff on your own account!¡!!¡
Idk I think it’s all very funny discourse and hypocrisy over imaginary characters and writing as a hobby
maybe our dash doesn’t show the same posts, but anytime I’ve seen writers “bitch incessantly” about interaction, it’s more to do with the likes vs reblog ratio - which is a very valid discussion to be had. and please, if you’d like to join this discussion, there’s no need to shit on others.
I haven’t come across writers demanding that their works to be reblogged. but as time passes and social media changes, I do feel it’s important to remind users, especially newer ones, that tumblr does not work on an algorithm like tiktok. reblogging matters.
but, it’s perfectly understandable that some people are also busy with real life and don’t always have the time to read content. however, if you’re someone who enjoys free fanfiction, please keep in mind that it only takes one press of a button to either like or reblog a post.
one just happens to do a lot more to help writers and their hobby.
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hi! i stan everything else in ur stan list but what's liang bu yi? do u reccomend it?
hey !! tysm for asking bae, its rlly appreciated !! <3
im glad to find someone else with similar interests haha ^^
liang bu yi, or no doubt in us, is a manhua/donghua series. here's the synopsis from MyAnimeList:
'Within the Chinese imperial court, stern-faced Emperor Xiao Jinyun and spirited Empress Xu Yu are at constant odds with one another. But the universe has an interesting way to solve their issues: an accident causes the two to switch bodies, forcing them to put themselves in the other's shoes—literally. Now responsible for unfamiliar duties and court dynamics, the emperor and empress must navigate the maintenance of their identities, unruly concubines, and the nation itself. In doing so, Xiao Jinyun and Xu Yu's personal qualities and unconventional skills find new purpose, and a sense of understanding and compassion grows between the two. However, great threats loom within and outside the court. If the imperial astrologer cannot discover the key to switching them back in time, then internal strife and suspicion may lead to the duo's untimely demise.'
it does have a happy ending tho !! the fandom is rather small lmao but thats liang bu yi for you !! there's a whole tumblr blog dedicated to this series, in case you want more info. i reblogged one of their posts before so feel free to rifle through my posts to find the blog <3
and as for your last question, absolutely ! it's a great and pretty underrated series. and REALLY funny to balance out any hints of angst.
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