#fast day. no caffeine
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lying in bed rotting the day away with a headache
#URGGGGGG#fast day. no caffeine#i can hear my sweet sweet energy drinks singing to me from the fridge#i have so much food in my room it would be too easy...............#dinner in 2.5 hours#i am so weak#need a snack an hour or else i will die
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does anyone else find themselves really motivated and then you get some random health scare and suddenly you feel the urge to eat just to make yourself feel better
#couldn’t breathe earlier#realised it was bc i’d had too much caffeine#wanted to fast all day but now i’m eating dinner to soak it up 😭😭#tw ana diary#disordered eating thoughts#4norexi4#ana trigger#low cal restriction#🕯️as a 🪶#th!nsp0#⭐️ving#th!n$piration
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Kon changes the lyrics of Strawberries and cigarettes to Strawberry Vape Juice to annoy Tim every time he sings it.
(Tim cannot keep having the same argument he wants Nictotine and he’s not gonna fuckin smell/taste like a casino carpet or Jason ergo Vape)
#LMAO is this anything?#jk ik this is something its incredible is what it is#TimKon#DC#Batman#Red Robin#Time Drake#Superman#Superboy#Conner Kent#Kon-El#once again pushing my vaping tim agenda#kon’s gonna make fun of the vaping till the day he dies becuz it’s his right and also he doesn’t have a leg to stand on cuz uh-#he’s got the hots for the vape man so…..#I headcannon that it’s like Tim’s only unhealthy habit like besides an energy drink here and there#cuz let’s be real if Tim wanted caffeine he’d take the pills or straight inject into his arm man is on X games mode he wanna go FAST#but otherwise I imagine Tim is like one of those annoying fitness influencers dudes calorie counting and wakes up to do 2 hrs of cardio
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need these fanmeets to end bc I keep closing photoshop like Ah, last gifs for today! and then i see another video.
#these seungmin videos have to be giffed tho okay#also ive been out of my adhd meds for 5 days so 😋#making gifs and walking around everywhere really fast and consuming caffeine is all i wanna dooooo tonight
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no offense but ummm my fave things in life are drugs and alcohol and yummy lil treats
every. single. day.
thx for understanding
#personal#shit post#but honestly so tru#all i do is wake up#smoke weed and drink caffeine all day#then at night i eat fast food and drink straight vodka#then go to sleep#the struggle is so real when u have no will power#ok to interact#lmao
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i feel broken when i’m having an episode
#i truly feel insane#i am feeling every emotion at once#i’ve noticed that during the peak bad days my emotions cycle soo fast and caffeine definitely makes it worse#especially when i’m in a place where i can’t destimulate#irritability at 100 and literally anything can set me off#girl it’s so embarrassing because i know i’m being irrational and my mood swings are insane but i have such minimal control#medicated again soon 🙏
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i feel like no matter what im always tired!! i get a decent 7-8 hours of sleep each night but every single day im yawning and my eyes are droopy and i feel foggy. literally everyone i know irl knows how sleepy i always am. pls tell me theres a magical cure for this 🙏
#kay natters#i dont do caffeine cuz it fucks up my heart lol#one time i had a small iced vanilla latte and was bedridden for days cuz i thought i was gonna have a heart attack#from how fast my heart was beatin#i eat pretty healthy just prob not as much as i should but even on days i eat a lot i feel the same
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i feel like i am about to become a villain
#did not realize i was hungry. suddenly stomach out of nowhere is ACHING#i hope it’s just hunger as opposed to like. too much caffeine or sickness#both of which could be possible#now i’m shoveling food in my mouth as fast as possible at midnight like hurry up and process this stop hurting#it’s also just been a really rough day and night#buggy wifi#crazy crowds and noise#car accident in front of our place and then shooting reports elsewhere on campus#should be good now and things should be over but like#i’m tired of hearing noises and feeling sensations i wanna turn it all off#it’s only midnight and it feels like this night has been three years long#peach rambles
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since this is the first saturday after The Giggle, and i'm already missing the Doctor and Donna (again)–, i've finally started listening to the Tenth Doctor Adventures from Big Finish and i'm LOVING it.
David and Catherine are as brilliant in it as they always were in the show <3
#listened to 'technophobia' today and it had so many fun moments#the bit with donna refusing to give caffeine to the doctor because he has adhd made me laugh; she's so right#i will try not to power through these too fast and limit myself to one every two days so it lasts me for a while#tim.txt
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should be illegal to go to bed w a headache and then. wake up w a headache
#toy txt post#why does it still hurt i laid down in the dark for hours with an icepack and tried to sleep!#next thing im trying is caffeine!!!!!!!#worst part is it was like#i was fine all day. then i showered. then i got out if the shower and my ears felt a little weird. then i went outside#to shake off the towels i potted plants on the day before and to toss out the old dirt. and after that it was like game over#my ears were hurting so bad and then they finally stopped hurting but then i had a headache#like the fuck is going onnnnn#evil#and then when i went to bed i wasnt even tired i was BORED but trying to be good and self care and make the headache go away#and it dodnt even work???? like god fuck this i shouldve said fuck it and played more side order#blast my stupid head and brain with bright colors and bright fast paced video game if this is how its gonna act#i did the things i drank water i ate food to take ibuprofen and then brushed my teeth and took eepy meds and went to bed with an icepack#SO WHY IT STILL HURT
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Mfw i want to break my fast but i remember some guy on reddit fasts for way longer w ease and doesnt havf anoreixa so im being a bitch and should just keep going bc it’sso easy to just not eat what kind of fatass am i
#it’s so triggering when ppl are like ’’fasting is so easy anyone can do 48 hr fasts if thry just try’’#or even worse ’’everyone can eat 500 cals a day for two weeks’’#bc if i eat 500 for two weeks im jusg being normal#so if i mess up one day i’m worsethan everyone else#and if i cannot fast for two days or more i’m just not trying hard enough#falling asleep tonight will be so rough bc i haven’t eaten and i had 600+ mg of caffeine
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made the mistake of drinking coffeee and now my blood is bees. im a wind up toy being held in place and i might be dying help.
#norm.allie#i havent felt this jittery from caffeine in sooooo long#i wish i knew why caffeine does this to me but not every time#like what are the factors that make it worse some days and like fine others#i didnt even drink a large coffee and i didnt drink it too too fast#my arms feel so heavy and i need to be stretched like taffy#i think that would help but i dunno#like this is anxiety inducing levels of caffeine jitters#i wish my tummy didnt hurt :(#also this is the most my hands have physically shook from coffee like maybe ever#so fucking strange
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bleh i'm very very overwhelmed but everything is going to work out. i am going to get these tasks done. it'll all be okay.
#two more days of school. two more days and then it's summer break.#but the last two days are the most stressful to be honest?#i have a lot of final projects due tonight. one of which i haven't even started.#i mean thank god i don't graduate this year. but my future is fast approaching which is just. terrifying.#and my sewing machine was being an asshole and all my hobbies seem so so so overwhelming#and my room is messy and good god i'm so so scared of absolutely nothing.#lesson of the day: caffeine + adhd medication makes me very jittery and anxious and overwhelmed and i should not combine them ever.
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Maybe going on a cut would fix me...
#as long as half my caloric intake is tuna i can get back down to 1500 calories a day#i have enough body fat that i could do thay pretty sustainably for a couple months#then i just need to do ephedrine/caffeine drinks to keep me fasting until 4-5pm and eat 1-2 meals a day#easy peasy#me#my posts
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starting to think this closing in on 80 hour dirty water fast w only monster was a Bad Idea, for some reason.
#my whole body is thrumming bitch i feel like a humvee#i know its not technically a fast like u dont get autophagy results but like fuck it#autophagy seems a little too#overhyoed detox hocus pocus snake oil miracle for me to give too much of a fuck about#also its either the caffeine or like. picking up a kamakazi pilot esque meth habit to give me the strength of will#its ok i break fast in the morning + going to bed soon and i will be cured#the first 2 and a half days were great felt like i could go forever halfway thru the third the crash came out of nowhere
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burnt out.. dont know what would fix me(phrase half jokingly) rn maybe if I just brush and take a shower. .and sleep... I think I spent too long on embroidery...
#vent#negative#burnout#My day has been... Okay but like bad and okay#I watched sonic prime and its really cool!!#Wrote three tests in three days ugh#Embroideres like part of 1/3 a sparkle heart emoji(bc my in sys partner did some of it too)#Had to go to an appointment#I may jhave tried reintroducing caffeine too early#The needles r evil n poke my fingers#Im more burnt out than I expected... I kind of want to cuddle one of my partners if they want.. If I dont feel too irritable (bc I avoid pp#bc I dont want to hurt them bc I dont want to snap at them or talk to them in a too harsh tone#So I have told them I need to be alone for a bit#For all sonic prime was meant to be action not comedy we get a lot of comedy w sonic's one liners#The plot is fast paced I love it#Goth tails!!#Oh my god the chronology made no sense at times but yeah#Im a sonic fictionkin (but 20 yrs old) and rouge is one of my fictional crushes...#So that influences how I see sonic prime#But like I dont feel my kintype much when thinking abt fictional characters I have a crush on so thats like not related#I feel weirdly so dissociated...#Eugh..#nine is so relateable sometimes istg.. But also I may be repulsed if he has a caedplatonic coded to plato favorable arc#Bc I am plato repulsed#And have a fictiontype kin who seems big on friendship#The strughle.
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