#fairwish obey me

[fairwish]

Guys I think my life might be falling apart.

I didn't want to say anything at first, because I didn't want to burden you all with trauma that I am currently experiencing. But I needed someone to talk to and this community is the only safe place I could think to go.

I was supposed to visit my late bio mom's side of the family (my aunt and little brother) for a week during the Christmas holidays. They live in Cape Town, a province in South Africa. But I haven't heard anything from my aunt in like a month. I tried texting once and calling like 3-5 times (she says that she doesn't do well with texting and calling works better for her). She's not answering any of my calls and she hasn't called back.

And I feel like my adoptive mom might have something to do with this. For much needed context on recent events, please see this Reddit thread. In the post, I forgot to mention that my mom had her phone whipped out for most of the conversation. I didn't think it was relevant at the time.

You see, the thing about my mom, is that she has a tendency to gossip to other people (family members and friends) about things that happen this house, and likes to come up with twisted versions of those events to suit her narrative. She loves making me look bad to other people when we've been arguing. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to feel. I feel numb and alone. Tomorrow, I'm going to ask my mom if she's spoken to my aunt lately. Hopefully, I can come back with some answers.

[poly-mc]

Ooh! I'll send you a picture of her☺️

My daughter's name is Bubbles and she's a cat too🐱 Do you think they'll be friends?🌼

- @poly-mc

Aw- of course they will.

Unless luciwhore finds out.

But, otherwise, they most probably will.

[poly-mc]

Nope! *quietly* Surprising, Dissecting Yuri hasent been an issue so far..

Ehe~ keep trying ♡ 🍓🌸

- @aki-babes

You made up with your dad🤩🥺

Wait, please tell me Yuri's alive😨

[fairwish]

On my moon cycle again and everything fucking hurts😖😣

*Sigh* Maybe a joint will help🥹

[fairwish]

I love you :D

- @aki-babes

I love you too, my little troublemaker *Sea pinches your cheeks🥺*

[fairwish]

You see, the thing about having conversations like this, is that it creates a safe space for you to be able to come and talk to me about anything☺️

I mean, if we can't even talk about things like this, then what can we talk about? That was rhetorical🪻

@tomiokagiyuufirststan

…I’m suddenly so hungry today :(

[fairwish]

*shark nudge*

Christmas is coming! Christmas is coming!!

@kora-moon

*Sea gently pets your head* Cute sharky☺️

I'm glad to be spending it with you🌺

[fairwish]

Aki is not Aking right now :((

Aki feels Ass

Not amazing

My boyfriend is calling me delusional.. That's not true! He's just silly 🌸🍓✌

- @aki-babes

I know it hurts, Darling😞 Feeling so deeply for someone, and not having them reciprocate, fucking sucks💔

But you have me, your dad and your sister, so atleast you don't have to go through it alone🫂

[poly-mc]

IMPORTANT UPDATE

Any NSFW rp or asks I have with my boys from now on, will be tagged under #ascension. So, if you're a minor or you don't want to see any of that, please block that tag💗

[fairwish]

It's okay, Honey☺️ *Sea hugs you back and gives you a kiss on the head* MUAH🌸

Hey, my little spawn🌸 how have you been?

Hi Umi! I’ve been..okay? Not really..

[poly-mc]

Lore dump

CW: Blurred line between IC and OOC under the cut; trauma

My OC, Poly MC, is basically just me. I came up with that, after figuring out that I have feelings for all the brothers in the game Obey Me. This lead me to believe that I'm ambiamorous🦋

For more info on me, you can see my intro🪷

Full name: Fairwish Chanzé Breytenbach

Birthday: 25 February 2002

Age: 22

Gender: A fairy sitting on a leaf, looking over a beach and the ocean, under a starlit nightsky. I am that fairy🧚🏽✨️

My own flavour of non-binary 💛🤍💜🖤

Pronouns: Sea/star

*Please see my intro for a more in-depth explanation on that

How to use: Sea is cooking for starself. Basically, you replace "she" with "sea" and "her" with "star"

Sexuality: Pansexual

Nationality: South African

Race: Mixed (50% Black, 50% White)

Culture: Afrikaans and Zulu

Height: 5'1 (157cm)

Things I like doing: Colouring🧑🏽‍🎨, painting 🎨 video games 🎮(I played A LOT of Nintendo 3Ds as a kid, but now I mostly play Genshin and Sky)🎮, mobile games; 420 (eating and smoking)🍃, jigsaw puzzles🧩, cooking 🧑🏽‍🍳(my parents never tought me how to cook, so now I'm experimenting and teaching myself)🍲, singing🎤 (I guess I'm okay🤷🏽), dancing🕺🏽 (at least I have fun😂), writing poetry✒️

Likes: My boys❤️, my rp kids💖, my Bubba🐱❤️my bio mom🫂❤️, food, music, anime, animals, making people happy, rain, the ocean

Dislikes: My adoptive mom (she's narcissistic), hurting people, pedophiles, bigots, Trump

What I look like/Selfie dump:

I don't take a lot of pictures of myself, because I don't really like the way that I look most of the time😅 Recently, that's been getting a lot better though, since I got top surgery, started showering regularly again and taking better care of my hair. This allowed me to find a look that I really like on myself🤩 These are the only pictures of me that I feel comfortable posting right now, though ☺️😅

I'm an AuDHD-er (autism is self-diagnosed) and am currently recovering from what I suspect is burnout. I'm pretty sure I burnt out during high school. When I was in school, I always had to work harder than everyone else in class, on account of being the slowest. I write slower, make more mistakes and sometimes it takes me longer to process information. A lot of times, this caused me to hold everyonein class back with lessons and made me feel very ashamed. Every year, with a new class, I knew that I was the slowest out of everyone there. I also have a really hard time studying, without writing everything down or highlighting everything.

Everything started going downhill in 10th grade (16 yrs). It was really scary, having to watch as my grades/marks went down more and more with every passing term. Mostly in Science and Maths and sometimes EGD (Engineering Graphics and Design). No matter how much or how hard or how smart I worked, they just kept going down. If they weren't going down, they were stagnant. And I was the nerd. I was constantly spending my time with my nose in a book, or doing some type of homework or studying. Every afternoon, immediately after school (and all evening), even during breaktime/lunch - I would sit and do homework. I never went out with friends, went to parties or sleepovers (in high school. I did have and go to sleepoves in primary school, though. Those were fun). My whole life revolved around school. In high school, I didn't really have close friends. You know when you're friends with someone, but you only ever see them in school? It was like that. Those were the only friends I had in high school. So, essentially, I didn't really feel like I belonged anywhere.

Electrical Technology was fun, though🙃 I was the only "girl" in class, so being the top student and getting better grades than the boys that bullied me, felt that much better 😆😂

Having my final year in 2020, really did it for me. 2019 is the last time I remember everything being "normal". I still have a semblance of regret for not being able to have that high school anime (love) story that everyone talks about. *Sigh🌸* It was also really tough, knowing that that was our year of lasts and we didn't get to do all the things that students usually do in that year. I still remember the feeling of not being able to hug my teachers or my friends, how empty, quiet and orderly the hallways felt. Lifeless...It was horrible.

I could go on, but I think I'm going to end it here🌿 I feel that's enough trauma for today😂 Remember, if you have any questions my asks are always open🌼 I'm pretty much an open book with people I feel safe around and I feel really safe and loved in this community🫶🏽 So, I don't really mind talking about my trauma and past experiences with you guys 🤷🏽 Don't expect that from other people, though 🙅🏽 They might not be as comfortable about it. Just because I am, doesn't mean that they will be too.

Okay, bye🌻

[fairwish]

Today i maked a friend :3

Oh ja? Tell me about them🤩

[fairwish]

MY CULT BURNED DOWN

I'm sorry, Honey 😟 do you need a hug?

[asmochannn]

// heh, not tagged but I don't even want to risk it if this is real

@aki-babes @masuyatsukii @fairwish @blue-chup @akiyama-chan @avatar-of-pride @l3v1uhthan @ask-belphegor @b33lzhungry @s0l0th3w1s3 @stnnnn @stn-tmblr @obey-me-hoe @kpop-otome-yandere-here @https-diavolo @jewelofhell @derederedai (Sorry if you didn't want to be tagged)

Hello dear!

Sorry for bothering you, but it's important to remind you to turn off your asks for a few days! Bad things are going to happen on Tumblr soon...

Don t know anything about this but BETTER BE SAFE EVERYBODY!!!!!!

[poly-mc]

Well.. And that.

But nope!

- @aki-babes

I'm not guessing it involves Yuri😑

[poly-mc]

Okay, okay!

Soo.. Tehe..

Eheheheeh~

Hehehehhahahahhahaha!!! XD

- @aki-babes

*Sea turns to look at you, concerned* What did you do?🤨