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I need Battison to have a Robin.
I need him to carry around a little bundle of joy in his arms. I need him to risk his life saving him from the movie’s big bad. I need him to hold his tiny hands or cradle his tiny face. I need him to crack the smallest of smiles when Robin makes a pun.
I need him to walk into the penthouse, tired and angry and sad, and see his little Robin sprawled across the floor, giggling as his crayons draw him and Alfie and B—their little family.
I him to crawl out of the darkness with Robin. His Robin.
#and I know this version of Alfred will call Dick birdie#I can imagine Dick being captured by a villain and Battison just going fucking mental#and then he gets to his kid and hugs him so so tight and his eyes are shut because he was terrified and he presses his face in Dick’s curls#I don’t know where this came from#maybe I’m depressed?#maybe I need to rewatch the Batman?#dc#dc comics#bruce wayne#batman#batfamily#dick grayson#batfamily headcannons#battinson#robert pattinson batman#the batman#matt reeves#robert pattinson#make battinson a dad I’m begging you
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*has several debilitating disorders* idk maybe i'm just lazy
#cancelled my psychiatrist appt because i just couldn't get up and i felt i couldn't face her#she's probably mad with me now :/ she already talked to me about missing appointments but i just couldn't do it today#i fucking suck lol im disappointed in myself. my depression has gotten really bad lately which is all the more reason to talk to her but.#idk i've kind of given up also. i stopped therapy months ago. i dont think she was gonna really help me anyway tbh
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Same thing, different context
#both dads kicking depression in the face#hazbin hotel#Lucifer#stolas#helluva boss#blitz#stolitz#Charlie
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ohhhhhh ghostlight loop we’re really in it now
FANART FOR @ghostlightfic GO READ GHOSTLIGHT NEOW!!!!!! i’m so so normal about this fic i prommy. anyways!!!! greyscale version + some design notes below! because i’m very normal about character design 😊
ok design notes time!!
for once i actually am normal about colors here. this is just colorpicked from my normal loop design! which is in turn colorpicked from siffrin’s design. not much to say here!
i generally tried to make them more angular compared to sif? their hair is a lot spikier, the silhouette of their sweater is more pointed, just Sharper shapes all around. idk. hard to put into words
hoping the glowy hair comes across well here. i also tried to make their hair look a bit less messy, since they actually take care of their hair! no flyaways here.
ahhhhhh i Had to make the sweater Fucking Massive i can’t reject my nature. i wanted to have the vague silhouette of the cloak while still keeping it it’s own thing?? i feel like sif could have something like this somewhere. idk. i tried to make it look a bit weathered, since it’s a hand-me-down from sif and that bastard does not take good care of his clothes.
don’t. ask me whether they’re wearing shoes or not. my normal loop design has Built In Heels but you can draw your own conclusions.
not a design note but for some reason i kept forgetting whether or not loop had a scar???? i literally had their description in the fic open as a reference and i STILL kept forgetting to draw it. i’m so so good at remembering things
anyways!!!!!!! go read ghostlight!!!!! it’s really good go read it. anyways. greyscale version as promised 🩶
#marshdoodles#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat ghostlight#ghostlight fanart#im soo fucking normal about ghostlight guys 🩶#this is the first time i’ve drawn loop digitally in. A While#their spiky face is hard to draw smh. the way i draw their eyes has changed a bit too but whatever#i was going to draw the dress here but i just Could Not draw poses to save my life yesterday#so you guys only get to see the depression fit. sad!#ghostlight
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Thinking of that conversation Neve Gallus has with Taash. Her explanation of nicknames, saying freely, that among other things, they are a form of love.
Thinking of how boistorous Varric is with his nicknames. Thinking of how excited Varric is about the nickname Rook when introducing you to Neve. Thinking of how both Harding and Neve refer to your character, no matter their name or background as Rook immediately. Thinking of how your faction leader will address you by your last name in the letter, but call you Rook when you see them again.
Thinking of how Rook starts introducing themselves as Rook to their new allies. To everyone they meet.
Because Rook is a nickname of love.
Thinking of Neve, would rather tear open the Veil with the rest of your companions then let Rook slip through her grasp regardless of your relationship with her. Thinking of Neve returning home to the Lighthouse and not following the Wolf into her city to try and save it. Thinking of how she stays and searches for Rook, despite admitting that she knew it was a lost cause.
Because Rook is a nickname of love.
Thinking of Neve's nickname of Trouble when you enter a relationship. How willingly she uses it, in combat, in dialogue, in tender moments. Thinking of Neve, when she says she loves you she genuinely sounds terrified and sick. That it takes her so long to admit it that she had to lose Rook entirely first.
Thinking of how Trouble is a nickname of LOVE.
#calling Rook Trouble was her saying I love you this whole time#your honor she makes me sick#actually the whole game makes me sick#the whole game is about love#actually I'm very sick right now in a literal sense#this game is staving off the fever and the depression#also my Rook is my blorbo and i will stab someone who says otherwise#she's so dumb and not dumb i love her#DragonAge: Veilguard#DragonAgeVeilguard#DA:V#DA4 Veilguard#Veilguard Spoilers#Rook#All the companions love Rook#i believe half of them would even admit it to their face#except Gallus#queen shit regardless#neve x rook#neverook#varric tethras#dragon age#neve gallus#dragon age spoilers#think i covered my tags#probably wont be the last DA:V post I make
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Bunch of Harvey angst because I felt like it. Been THINKING about it.
Bluesky Ko-Fi
#Sometimes I feel like making him suffer.#I love him but he has to suffer. For me.#Also I said it before but his depression and mental health besides the DID is overlooked and is also important. Got it? Good.#harvey dent#two face#fanart#dc comics#fake screenshots#retro aesthetic#angst#tw: smoking#tw: mental health#tw: blood#reginalususart
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forever one of my favorite underrated jayvik moments.
#jayvik#arcane#jayce#viktor#my edits#gif#i still don't have a fixed hc on this like#was jayce sleeping in the lab bc he was too depressed/used to sleep here for viktor/wanted a sort of connection#or did he sleep there in hopes to see viktor come back?#anyway the little face he makes when he says “i thought” :(( a second of hope before seeing something strange breaking into his lab lmao
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konbart zine pitches. the blacked out one is the one i ended up working on (it's still not done, ugh). go follow @konbartzine to get the zine once it's finished
#it could already be done i just keep falling into holes of depression#but i have like ten days it should be fine#dc#dc comics#bart allen#kon-el#bartkon#konbart#i hope it's cool to post this#none of these are too close to what i'm actually working on so i /think/ it's fine#impulse#superboy#i lowkey wish i'd picked one of the first two lol#i like drawing faces i'd have finished it ten times over if it was just faces#but the one i have now's more fun
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the Vi x Gert truthers (BassBreaker, that's the ship name right?) won me over with this ship, Vi deserves a badass Zaunite rebel girl with chill energy who treats her right. In return Gert gets a super devoted protective girlfriend who enjoys her sick tunes and would punch god in the face for her 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️
#still tryina figure out how to draw Arcane characters in my style!! its stylistically such a different series to what im used to draw :''D#with the way they fumbled ca//itvi in season 2 made Vi into such a Willard coded character for me LMAO#ex enforcer in her breakup era. depressive and alcoholic. has to face her past mistakes. learns to value herself through Gert#act 3 never happened shhh Gert never dies#she deserves sososo mhch better too. a free Zaun where she can dj her sick tunes and become famous 💔💔#arcane#arcane season 2#bassbreaker#vigert#gertvi#vi#gert#myart#lesbian
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I just want to feel loved and important, but it's impossible
#jirai kei#jiraiblr#jirai girl#jirai onna#jiraiblogging#landmine girl#landmine kei#landmine type#landmineblogging#landmineblr#wlw landmine#landmine jirai#jirai#love#romantic#relationship#im ugly#i hate my face#pien culture#pien girl#pien kei#pienblr#jirai joshi#landmine posting#depr3ssion#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#tw depressing stuff#sorry for being depressing
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My ideal sequel to The Hobbit (ignoring LOTR, the OTTrilogy can continue being perfect forever as a completely separate concept) is a vaguely slapstick groundhog’s day style redo where every time Bilbo dies he’s sent back to the day Gandalf arrives to invite him on an adventure.
It starts off enthusiastic because Bilbo is going to do everything right this time, he’s going to tell Gandalf immediately so they can fix everything and save everyone and stop Sauron.
But Bilbo keeps dying and everything keeps going wrong in new and incredible ways. They try the whole eagle thing. They try going with a massive army. Bilbo tries sneaking past Shelob, so many times.
He dies to orcs, spiders and old age. He dies falling off horses, tripping off cliffs and on one memorable occasion of a heart attack.
He lives through wars and councils and losing everyone over and over again.
And eventually Bilbo is a defeated hobbit with too many deaths in his memory to count and nothing left in him to give. He wakes up after his latest failure and decides to just go on the stupid quest to Erebor because if nothing else it worked last time.
He finds himself enjoying it, enjoying spending time with these dwarves who are confused by the tiny little war veteran in their midst. He’s weirdly laissez faire about dying and surprisingly good with a sword considering he’s a hobbit.
They get attached and work together to stop their little companion from walking into oblivion and Bilbo slowly remembers what living felt like and is starting to get his motivation back. This time with the desperation that this time will work out specifically because he loves these dwarves and no other versions of them will ever be the same. He has family now and he doesn’t want to leave them behind.
Bilbo’s learnt a lot over hundreds of life times and he uses all of that knowledge to get them through safely.
Facing off with orcs, brow beating stubborn elves and whipping the gold sickness straight out of dwarves.
He comes to the end of the journey, his dwarves are safe, Erebor is reclaimed with shockingly minimal loss of life and he has the ring and the willingness to try again for Mordor - when Bofur’s like, “what do you mean Mount Doom’s the only place it can be destroyed? Sounds like you just need lava. Follow me laddie.” And takes him down to the deepest and darkest parts of the mines under Erebor where dwarves have dug the deepest and uncovered great chasms at the bottom of which flow molten rivers of magma.
They drop in the ring.
It floats on the surfaces for a moment before it cracks and dissipates with an unsettling scream.
In the distance to the east a tower falls and orcs and goblins watch with horror as the eye melts and shatters.
Down the depths of Erebor Bilbo lets out a great sigh of relief.
“It’s almost four Bilbo, we should get you some tea before that stomach of yours starts a revolt.”
And Bilbo goes back up into the sunlight to settle in for a nice afternoon visit with his dwarves in the garden they built for him on the slopes of Erebor.
#the hobbit#what if#groundhog’s day#but way more depressing#slap some benny hill music over the top#bagginshield#bilbo baggins#fanfic#fatalist Bilbo gives limited shits#I just want to see thranduil face some verbal slap down#dwarves learn to fear the hobbit#and then learn to fear for the hobbit
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goodsir, the least racist man in the show, reminiscing on mcdonald bringing back an inuk man to aberdeen and writing of it, showing his admiration of the dr for doing so while literally forgetting the name of the actual inuk explorer who made that journey into lands entirely unknown to him and his tribe with a people strange and foreign... the way this show handles the racism of the likable characters is so well done. in the minds of the english, eenoolooapik isn't seen as a brave, adventurous spirit akin to how they view their own explorers – he is instead defined entirely by his race and not his humanity, and his achievements are transferred to his white biographer, even by a man as soft hearted as goodsir
#you are not immune to systemic racism!!!!!!!!#len speaks#len's terrorblogging#harry goodsir#apparently eenoolooapik died of tb that he picked up while abroad which is incredibly depressing. i'd like to read more on him#his sister was also an explorer in her own right yet faced exploitation and extreme hardship#i've paused for too long to fall down a research rabbit hole lmao i am only 5 mins in 💀
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ten times divorced idiots <3
#i'm gonna fix my sleep schedule i say#hyperfocusing all night through the cramps#breaking the depression artblock at all costs#anyway John's face is made of countless hands that he puppets when he speaks#also torn up renainssance and medieval style clothing my beloved#might chip away at my KiY design over time tho#John piggybacking on Arthur's shoulders makes my brain go teehee#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent fanart#john doe malevolent#arthur lester#arthur lester malevolent#john malevolent#pardal does art
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Cedlock Week 2024 Day 2: Sea/Boat
Behold, a mini comic!
#nox draws#nox does comicks#i almost gave up on day 2 BUT WE PULLED THROUGH#i like drawing lines on faces <3#and lines in general <3#if you can't tell <33#ehehe#sofia the first#cedric the sorcerer#greylock the grand#cedlock#cedlock week#cedlock week 2024#stf fanart#the original comic i had planned was gonna be much longer and more serious#but first of all it's a weekday#secondly the dialogue for that was driving me crazy#so.#yeah you guys are never getting anything serious from me#apart from borderline-depression stuff#yippeeeee#can't see any mistakes yet but i feel like they're hiding in there#thegoodshit.png
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This feels like it's taken years to complete [So many revisions were done] HI I FINALLY BRING the third of the jashlings...... Soul :] Over all his colors were really hard to decide on ? I was stuck between sunset theming from the lyrics or red-pinks, and so one of my friends smacked me upside the head with color palettes. No regrets. My main idea for him was obviously mix-match something that doesn't feel like it's SUPPOSED to be like this, like 2 ideas split and scattered all over. I've been also sticking with a space theming, so we have The stars and the over-expanding abyss that is space ! Half of his hair is similar to the void, splitting half down his body completely as well [To fit the original's design idea, no way would I NOT do that it's a sick idea] Tridents galore.... I've been splitting the rope between the 3 of them , Soul having the majority of it in the form of the trident ! It mostly acts like a belt ? When he's not. Wielding it .... And when he is, the rope turns completely straight and immovable, becoming the proper handle for it ! Tridential sovereign and allat.. Meaning he's the only one who can properly Use the trident, the other two can hardly lift it. [Heart can but that's just due to his over-all strength vs actually being 'worthy' enough to wield it.] For anyone who's curious on the sleeve - pant thing I swapped the both ! So they both seem really out of place on purpose :] Lastly ... His snake; Also deemed the depression snake by yours truly [Has not been named properly yet? Feel free to suggest some !!!] Depression is like. Something that completely poisons your being as a whole[joke intended] and corrupts how you see, feel, and act as a person. Things that weren't that big of a deal become massive, Emotions more raw and sensitive, it just breaks up everything !!!! So I had the idea to incorporate that into Soul's design [He feels snake -like to me for some reason] It's constantly biting down on him and driving him further apart, making him extremely irritable and exhausted from everything else, finding it all too much to resolve by himself alone :] THATS ENOUGH RAMBLING FROM ME !!!!!!!!!!!!! enjoy ...
#art#artwork#chonny jash#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj hms#headcannon design#0ne eyed ghost#hms#cccc#cccc fanart#cj soul#cccc soul#chonny soul#chonny jash soul#WHAT DO YOU MEAN THIS WAS A ROPE!!!#Bro is NOT seeing straight ever#depression snakes you#LETS GOOOO I FINISHED THE 3#will i do whole? find out more in the next episode...#iswear i'll do a full face view for all 3 of them prommy#^ lying#actually i probably will? but . darrel comes first sorry#CHICKENNNNN BOYYYYY
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