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I Am
I think I feel In my heart I live. Therefore I know that I Am. I mourn I laugh I walk through this life battered and bruised. So that I know that I Am. I hope I dream I shed tears in the dark. For I know that I Am, within my heart.
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#despair#dreams#emotions#exsistance#feelings#hopes#I Am#moods#pain#Poem#poet#poet at heart#poetry#pondering#reality#thoughts
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Kyle as a boyfriend is reeeeaaall nice.
He's a recon guy, he does his research. First few dates he says enough to keep the conversation going but he's focused on listening, watching, observing.
He sees how you eat, how you talk, how you walk, fuck he's cataloging how you sit. And he's comprehending what you say, actively filing things away. All these little gold nuggets of info.
So that when date 3 or 4 comes around youre left stuttering and bashful as all hell because you've never had a guy put in so much fucking effort? Like:
You need him to be direct? "I'm looking for something long-term, marriage - preferably within 2 years but I can be flexible. Do you wanna talk about how you feel regarding children and see if we align?"
Want him to show that he thinks of you even ehen you arent around? "Hey I'm back, I know you like the pubs wings so I grabbed you a box, had to fight the boys off it."
Want him to pull his weight and be an active equal partner? "Hey I just finished grabbing the groceries, I grabbed stuff for a new recipe - did you want me to grab anything special on my way out?" Or "Hey hand me any cups you've got I'm about to do the dishes, let me finish that and I'll seperate my clothes so you can do the laundry."
He's just...so fucking capable and genuinely wants the relationship to work and be successful. He takes pride in keeping a happy home and an even happier significant other.
Yall have long talks about the distance and strain his job causes. Very good with check-ins to make sure you aren't feeling neglected and he's not feeling lonely or overly stressed.
Communication and observation KING.
And he's loving!! He's a forhead kisses, gotta be touching you at night, walks on the outside of the sidewalk kinda guy! He'll link pinkies while yall walk, randomly lean over to kiss you "cause I(he) wanted to" with the cutest little smile. Sets up photoshoots for holidays and special events so he can have pictures of the two of yall (sends his family Christmas cards of yall).
Pet names include: love, baby, sweetheart, doll
#kyle gaz garrick#kyle garrick#gaz x reader#hes just#real shit??#out if all the 141 if they were all real i genuinely think youd have the best relationship with him#i really do#like if they poof suddenly exsist irl hes your best bet#i think soap would be second and ghost and price dead last LMAO#listen price would be a gentleman but when i say hes married to his work - i do mean that#ghost is the same in that regard and i also think he has a hard time turning ghost off#like genuinely dude probably doesnt know how to be a person - hes comfortable being a ghost
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silly maid shit, late for the maid hype
#cotl#cult of the lamb#lamb has sleazy lesbian at the end of their rope vibes to me#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#my art#this isnt a real au its sooo crack and only exsists bc of this dumb joke#lambs trying to get expelled so they dont have to quit#i think the maid hype train already died which is why its the perfect time tmfor me to hop on and sit in the wreckage#narilamb#hangs my head and tags this#crack maid au#bc it somehow got more
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THIS is my favorite dungeon meshi panel this one right here
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People on the internet: they can't hire actors who are actually in wheelchairs to play wheelchair users in movies! What if there's a scene where they need to stand up? A wheelchair user can't do that!
Robert Rodriguez: hold my beer
This is a scene from spy kids 3 - a movie in a series famous for its shoe-string budgets, where Ricardo Montalbán's character is in a wheelchair, but spends most of his screen time in a digital reality where he doesn't need it. Ricardo Montalbán was actually in a wheelchair though in real life, so they just used a combination of VFX and camera tricks (and a dolly for a few shots) to film those scenes. Also if I remember correctly the movie ends with him back in the real world, fighting a mech with his jet-pack wheelchair lmao.
The disability rep is dated (as is the VFX lol) and does fall into a lot of tropes I personally dont like, but it's so earnest in their attempts, and the visible effort behind the scenes to include a real, disabled actor outweighs it for me - even as a kid who wasnt fully aware of why.
Bigger studios have no excuse.
I've linked the video I got these screenshots from, they talk a lot about how they handled Ricardo Montalbán's character being out of his wheelchair there. If if you like behind the scenes stuff for campy old movies, I highly recommend it!
[ID 1: a screenshot of the movie Spy kids 3D, showing Juni, the main character in a suit of yellow power armour, talking to his grandfather, who towers over him in red power armour. his grandfather is kneeling so he can be at eye level with him.
the caption underneath reads "where he kneels down and talks to Juni" /end ID 1]
[ID 2: a photo of the same shot but without the effects. Grandpa is shown to be in a wheelchair, and is being held at the needed height by a moveable platform his wheelchair is sitting on. Juni is wearing the armour, grandpa is not, and there are green screens behind them.
the caption underneath reads "but we just had him lowered in a dolly" /end ID 2]
#disability#physical disability#disability representation#disability in media#spy kids 3#wheelchair user#wheelchair#representation matters#disability in movies#vfx#image descriptions#also ambulatory wheelchair users exsist so the point these people try to make about them not being able to do some scenes still doesn't work
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Fairy Folklore References In a New Wish (so far)
In the gift basket Cosmo and Wanda give Hazel’s parents one of the items is a jar of pennies. It’s a thing in some places to leave pennies or nickels for Fairies as gifts. It probably wasn’t intentional but it’s still funny for me to think they thought it was a custom gift for humans
This is my favorite reference so far. According to folklore, fairies are believed to be fallen angels that were to good to go to Hell but not good enough to go back to Heaven
SWEEEEETS!! I don’t know if this is more modern folklore but fairies, and other fea related creatures really love sweets. Not just outright sugar, like prepared pastries and candy.
I know a lot of folklore off the top of my head so seeing these made me giggle.
#this show is fun I am glad it exsists#fop a new wish#fop#fop peri#the fairly oddparents a new wish#the fairly oddparents#I already mentioned some of these in previous posts#but wanted to make a posts just for references
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@xmajordumps how are your character designs so powerful. I can't stop drawing them.
#cult of the lamb#cotl narinder#cotl fanart#human!Narinder#human!Kori#dashing-art#I should be working on a commission but how can I when kori and narinder exsist#they are ruining my life (positiv)#Ru you made me a furry. thats how powerful your art is.#I am not kidding.
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Real conversation I had recently. Its HIS DAY!!!
#kamen rider gavv#funny if you know me i guess maybe??#(gekkan shoujo) nozaki moment lol. interested in valentine's day for a stupid reason#came up while talking gavv cause i was like.... 'i was so excited for valentine's day this year i forgot that halloween existed"#'Toku tumblr might be really fun on Feb 14 this year' i think is what i said ldfkjaelk not that its not fun most weeks#which is saying something cause for the first time in my life i can remember what day valentine's is on lmao!#don't let me down Valen nation lmao!#wouldn't it be hilarious if we were all like.... dying from some kind of mid-season drama that time in february???#jokingly willing this into exsistence like face-heel jeramie last year lets gooooo waahaha#i'm already clenching in anticipation of next week lol i'm beating my chest lets DO this#i gotta change my blog title back.... i JUST changed it lmao
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Been getting back into the witcher so I had to draw my fav :P so! Eskel based on how I've been imagining him when reading:] (maybe not accurate to the books descriptions of him.. because I'm a little stupid and tend to ignore descriptions+it is also heavily influenced by the games cuz I've been playing tw3 as well)
#netflix eskel doesnt exsist to me based on what ive seen of him.. im sorry netflix witcher fans</3#digital art#the witcher#the witcher fanart#the witcher 3#tw3#eskel#witcher eskel#eskel tw3#witcher 3#witcher books
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This Roxanne drawing is kinda old cus my brush type changed before i could finish it, but I'll still post :3
#i just really wanted to try forward facing roxanne cus i havent done that before & it came out kinda awesom!!#cand posts#cand arts#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf security breach#fnaf sb#roxanne wolf#cand fav art#edit: also there exsists a version without the long hair in the back aka punk ass hairstyle
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I am not immune to cute character with three lines
#spoiler after tag cutoff#i have Opinions on Someone Else#calling Don big sis........ omg#her name in game is curious child and her file name is train kid but I shall be calling her Georgie because I think it fits#art#k draws art stuff#digital art#original art#fanart#limbus company#SASHA WHEN I GET YOU#WHEN I FUCKING GET YOU#THE THINGS ILL DO WILL MAKE YOU WANT TO PUT YOUR GENETIC CODE INTO THE CONCEPT INCINIRATOR TO BURN AWAY ANY TRACE OF YOUR SINFUL EXSISTANCE#KROMER WAS RIGHT ACTUALLY.#SHE MAY MAKE BLOODBAGS BUT I'LL PUT HER IN A BODY BAD WHEN I GET YOU SASHAAAAA#anyways. ^.^
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5x20 | 7x16
#when personal space does not exsist#subtle as hell#they are insane for this#the west wing#tww#twwedit#twwedits#josh x donna#donna x josh#josh lyman#donna moss#bradley whitford#janel moloney#5x20#7x16
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can yall pls for the love of FUCK stop tagging your fics with oc’s as “x reader”s PLEASE LIKE
you bitches out here making shit inaccessible for no reason!!!!!!! eughhhhh!!!!!!!
#gay people#sam winchester#dean winchester#supernatural#911 abc#eddie diaz#buddie#evan buckley#sam winchester spn#dean winchester spn#castiel novak#one chicago#jay halstead#sam winchester x reader#dean winchester x reader#castiel novak x reader#jay halstead x reader#like this shit is blowing meeeee stop doing thatttsyssjdndbee#im out here exsisting while black and then BOOM! my names brenda and im blonde w blue eyes
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snake jaguar is cool he should be allowed to give rocky dangerbuff a makeover
#moments before this they were that meme of the one girl applying makeup to the other lying on the floor#hell get a mask too for disguise#ninjago#cole brookstone#cole ninjago#ninjago zane#zane julien#my art#ninjago art#UNDERSTAND that in my brain theyre lesbians#and they exsist in a nebulous are- they-a-ship? are-they-not-a-ship? area bc i genuinely dont mind either interpretation#i enjoy them as a ship but also enjoy them as friends so interpret how you want#meant to post yesterday and forgor anyway ive been awake all night and now its evening the next day letsgo (to bed)
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the next part. i am considering letting donnie say a slur.
#quarterdraws#rise donnie#preview#maybe?#i havent even drawn it yet this is literally all that exsists#but maybe these panels make it in.#or maybe they become my new ''leo laying awake in bed with Trans Thoughts''
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ik a red and blue ship hates to see me coming
#because i will consume literally every bit of media that exsists#it started with klance and just got worse from there tbh#klance#it’s currently timkon teehee#timkon#red x blue#karmgisa was in there too at some point#karma x nagisa
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