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TUMBLR LOOK AT MY LIL GUYS !!
These were a final for art school, developing a project I started back in high school! They just need a bit more technical work before I consider them perfect...
My prof wants me to copyright all the process work ive done, but we don't think I should until I get my legal name changed :( hence why I'm not showing it :((
I really need to take better pictures cause the cat blends in so much to the chair but I had to take photos really quickly to submit them in time lol ^^'
#I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS#I WANT TO SHARE THEM#I WANT TO WORK ON THIS LIFE PROJECT#but idk how changing my name in the future would effect holding a copyright and its a confusing#expensive process anyways-#plush#plushblr#art student#art school#fiber art#fiber crafts#handmade#handsewn#handmade plush#button eyes#little guy alert#small plush#kawaii#plush prototype#i think the cat needs a lil itty bitty nose...#the frogs name is serotonin ehehehe
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Look at these stickers my brain is literally so huge. God. I love them so much.
I hadn't tried to do a sticker sheet at home before because I knew it would be difficult, and I was right! Getting the cut lines to line up with the print was super hard and there were many failed attempts, but it was so worth it I'm so happy with them!!!
This sticker sheet is for my patrons this month ^^
#like seriously I wasted like 10 entire sheets#normally when I do stickers I get to arrange them on a 'print and cut' sheet#which basically has these black marks in the corners that the machine can scan so it can cut based off of where those marks were#so it gets to line up muuuch easier#but with this I didnt want to have just like 2 sticker sheets a page... I wanted to have 4 for an 8.5x11 piece of paper?#cause of obvious reasons I feel#cause the print and cut takes an inch all around#I'm not sure it would be replicable either tbh? like if I were to design another sheet I would have to waste a bunch of papers again#cause for some reason the individual cut lines werent like... it wasnt like it was just entirely offset or entirely scaled 1:1#it was like some parts had to scoot up some spots had to scoot over some down whatever#so I think I would have to print cut and test again#but. also I did all that and realized. I could have been testing this on normal pieces of paper... I didnt have to use sticker paper#its fine! just makes me feel less bad about trying to do this again in the future#the sticker paper isnt that expensive this wasnt terrible#anyways. might do more in the future! I only have one other idea right now for a sticker sheet bt I wanna do it eventually#not like I wont ever have other ideas. obviously.#I just generally try to only make stuff that i'd actually wanna have so i'm not trying to make a ton of designs or whatever#this is actually also why i'm often sort of... late? on the patreon designs#not late like i send them out as soon as payments get processed for that month the design was for#but ideally id be making them ahead of time enough that people could sign up or sign off if theyre interested or not...#but I just dont wanna make a design that feels procedural... I CAN but I wanna make things that are creative and worth paying for!#so. I often will spend multiple days mulling over ideas for that months designs. so I'm not very ahead at all haha#anyways. yeah these are for october and then I've also gotta draw a halloween themed drawing for this year in general that will be the prin#i lov halloween#anyways.#patreon#merch#my bf didnt get it the gravestone box. its like a nerds box shaped like a gravestone...#and the nerds are. ghosts... its good. its good okay you agree
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pants patch in an outfit. more rough and scrappy than the vision but it's stable, cute, and secure. probably acceptable at my current job and even future jobs once working there, but will probably need to get new pants in this color as "professional" wear for like. interviews or something =_=
#I love clothes but hate buying them#Both in the literal direct spending money way#But also in the ''crushing weight of realizing the evils in capital that even an expensive pair of trousers is *only* $xxx''#sorta like coffee or year round tropical fruit but if it was like that for like 5× as many steps and processes and logistical movements#Anyway
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alright this one is a bit dark but. current spin sooo . out of the following options how would you most like to be remembered & reasoning if you'd like
sentient ai of you in a big computer
tree grown out of your grave/with your body
ashes scattered (where?)
bones fossilized for display
buried regularly / mausoleum
used to grow biodegradable bricks out of mushrooms
traditional burial
other?
FOSSILISE ME CAPTAIN
#asks#ok but genuinely a lot of these are cool#sentient ai might be fun but i fear that my postmortem conciousness would be used for bad...#tree is alright!! but i would have a difficult time choosing the type of tree etc and it seems like a logistical nightmare#im actually more familiar with the process of cremation but its not really my thing...#regular burial is EXPENSIVE and also the whole thing where you have to go clean the headstones or nameplates -#is kind of inconvenient. sure i love cleaning headstones but i wouldn't wish it on anyone else#the bricks one is so interesting... mushrooms pale in comparison to museum though#and then yeah same thing for traditional burial its just too formal and boring to me#<- guy who's been to enough funerals etc#anyways MUSEUMS.#now that's a real cool thing#i have actually been to a museum near me that had people's organs and bones and even preserved muscles in there#and i was like woah hell yes. all of that is me#so yeah. scientific donation is for me.#and also if possible i would love a little plaque or note by my bones that reads like. idk something nice or thoughtful#anyways. intriguing ask thanks anon
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Found a very cool pastel cat sweater at the bins but I have literally nothing that matches it well, so I always struggle to make outfits with it lol
#ootd#pastel#I really really want to SELL CLOTHES I keep talking about selling clothes.. its just such a process..hhhhhhh#Because you have to take pictures. edit the pictures. list them somewhere. write descriptions. choose a price. advertise the fact you listed#it somewhere. Repeat with literally hundreds of items (since I get bulk clothes at the bins and etc.). I have a lot of cool stuff that I thi#nk people into similar styles would want to buy. and I always need money to fund art and healthcare expenses and eventually moving to a diff#erent place someday. replacing broken electronics. etc. etc. So a wise decision is 'well sell a lot of the old clothes you have'. It is so#difficutl with my specific functioning issues though since it's such a long process and also packing things up. taking them to the post offi#ce etc. takes timing since I always have to be driven by roomates and stuff. etc. etc.#I think the way I was considering getting around this was to sell clothing in 'packs' like.. A pack of 5 or 6 matching items the same shade#of pink. or all green items with flowers so it's the same 'nature theme'. Or even selling full outfits or something. so that way I can kind#of bundle items. Instead of the effort of photograohing and listing literally 50 individual items. Turn them into 5 packs of 10. Or 10 packs#of 5. etc. ? But I think I never got too far with that because I was uncertain how that'd actually go over in terms of whether people would#buy groups of items instead of just individual. Especially whole outfits or something like. I think you'd get a wider audience giving people#more individual choice to choose seperate things instead of putting them together and going 'this is just what you get' or etc.#but I could also see it being cool. You already have some guaranteed stuff that matches. They have a theme. Especially if it's something you#like. Love brown themed mori kei items? here's 5 of them already together. etc. etc. etc.#ANYWAY. Came to mind because as much as I love anything with cats on it that's a light color. I also am chronically warm natured due to my#health issues so I overheat immensely if I wear sweaters. even in the winter I don't wear that many layers lol. So a sweater like this is ju#st impratical for me outside of taking one or two outfit photos with it. but I don't think I could ever actually wear it even if I really wa#nt to. But it's nice! and very cool!! so a good candidtate for selling. Give it to someone who would be happier to have it than I would in#the sense that maybe they could actually WEAR it lol.#ANYWAY... rhgh#everything......... difficult.......... whye#Also sweater is too hot for me and doesn't match anything I own even though it's perfect and I love cats..... whye....... cruele world#self
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i think taxes should be higher and it should all go towards helping people and none of it should go to the military
#in a world without taxes i would've been dead at 18#if not way earlier#i fucking love taxes#how people can think ''taxes are bad because it's a portion of my paycheck taken by force''#and then stop there. like just stop thinking at such an early stage of the thought process#and feel content that they've understood enough#you should already have an idea of what a world where you have to pay everything in full by yourself is#the us healthcare system is a prime example#i just can't fathom how people are so fundamentally incapable of connecting these dots in any reasonable way#''if they didn't take a cut out of my paycheck i'd have more money in my pocket''#is such a painfully juvenile thought. because you'll still have to use that money for things like healthcare#only now you have to pay it all yourself. and you can't afford the cost of an ambulance#let alone whatever procedure you might need#a reduction of taxes is a little chump change dropped in your pocket instead of being pooled with everyone else's#and then everything else gets too expensive because there's no collected pool of resources#you're in total paying more for the desire to have your entire paycheck in your pocket#because you are not a billionaire#you need the community to work with you#ranting in circles as usual but anyway
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one of these days i will go to bed at a decent time instead of working on projects until midnight 🧍
#girl u need to SLEEP ‼️‼️#me every day: wrow im so extra tired lately ... crazy .... if only there was smth i could do abt it ...#like im gonna be tired no matter what (chronic f.atigue) but. perhaps i could be a little less tired if i slept more LMAO#tomorrow i am going to finish off some cleaning and then maybe ... go to the park? and perhaps purchase an ice cream....#they are so expensive ... like $6 cad but... tomorrow is special so maybe i can let myself have one as a treat :]#I DUNNO I will have to look at the bus schedule and figure it out bc my dads also helping me clean some spiderwebs tomorrow#so it depends on when he has a moment to help me fjdkdl i wish i could just do it on my own but i got dizzy and ill when i tried yesterday#SIGH. alas! i am just glad he's okay with helping me w smth so small djfkfl i just need to make sure things are clean otherwise before that#BUT ANYWAYS IM THE RAMBLING RAMBLER RN. unintentional life update from juno i guess LOL#im determined to make this weekend good fjdkdl i need a Good Weekend bc next week i get down to business w welfare application process#dandy.cmd
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[walks into a wall] [spins around and leans against it like i meant to do that] i have downloaded another program :)
#just me hi#ooooo i have a program!! and i AM afraid to use it. lmaohfsh#i need to look up some tutorials because (i'm using synfig) i can't figure out how the frame system works and that's what rly stopped me#from messing around for longer lol#i coulda done that at the cafe yesterday but i was Lightly Stressed (seasoning style) because there were a ton more people in there than#there usually are hfbsh#also i think the guy that usually takes our orders has figured out that i'm only gonna be ordering the strawberry lemonade all the time so#lollll#i don't like coffee.. and i am hesitant of tea hfbvsh...#also they got the syrup proportions the last time we were there!! it was Wayyy too syrupy but this time it was just Good. yea :>#//anyway what was i saying lol#OH right synfig#yea i gotta look up some tuts - like i said i've been wanting to try puppet animation for a while but i've been reluctant bc they were#either expensive or deeply confusing from the sites and i didn't have the room in my cranium for it at the time hgfh </3#but yea i think for sure i'll get it figured out this time :33#//oh i also have a piece i'm working on rn that i am so hyped abt#forgot that i could enjoy the entire process. dope ! ! !#characters.. am i right hfbsh#//anywhoodledoo i'm on my way now :>>#ciao toodles ciao !! :3
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disability pride month aka pride month 2: ouchie boogaloo
#anyway i don't think i really count as disabled because the medication that works for me works really well and i'm pretty pain free#and i have been immensely privileged in my diagnostic and treatment process#ESPECIALLY as an overweight 18 year old girl. being white does help but my point is i am part of two groups that make a lot of doctors#say other things (ie maybe it's your period/have you considered losing weight)#i think however my terrible pain tolerance helped#granted. meds have side effects.#but i am a lot better off than a lot of other people with chronic diagnoses or specifically rheumatoid arthritis#and you know getting all this stuff in australia was somewhat expensive and it felt like it took forever. especially while i was waiting#but it would have been worse if i lived in the usa. if i started at a college that forced me to move out and live on campus#and you know general healthcare hell#buuuuuuuuuuut yeah!
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Ughhhhhhh I hate writing and I hate not writing and I hate myself
#nearly bought a digital typewriter today. actually i DID buy a digital typewriter today. officially yes i have bought a digital typewriter.#the money for the digital typewriter has left my account but i have emailed them to cancel the order because i can't in good faith buy#a digital typewriter when i don't fucking WRITE#i thought it might help me get back into it. distraction free and while allowing me to not judge my own writing#and be continuously editing while i write and going 'i'm crap i'm crap i'm crap no one will ever read this and if they do they will think#that i'm garbage and that i should feel bad etc etc etc'#but it's too expensive and i have the feeling i wouldn't even like or use the thing once i got it#because the IDEAS! the ideas aren't coming to me. or rather they are but none of them seem to stick#i feel underconfident in writing any of them#and then i have old projects that i've always wanted to get back to like the tennis romance thing but SO much has changed since i first#started drafting it. like i don't even know if i like the main couple anymore. i kind of want to put both of them with different OCs of min#but it'd switch up the WHOLE story if i had a different cast#in fact most of the problem lies in the fact that i have this long-running bedtime story i tell myself every night with lore#and a massive cast of characters that i switch out depending on who i'm most interested in right now and every so often i incorporate new#themes and ideas and motifs and plot points sometimes based on media i've been watching because it's MY bedtime story and it doesn't matter#if i plagiarise in my own brain. but then obviously i can't plagiarise in real life#and none of my bedtime stories are GOING anywhere. sometimes i only get through a scene or two before i fall asleep#all of which means my bedtime story is not so much a sweeping epic novel but a sitcom with way too many characters#most of which are werewolves to be honest and sometimes for my own wish fulfilment one of them will walk out of my head#and take care of my problems for me by lending me £1million or murdering my best friend's ex. in my mind obviously#so it's like. it's a case of getting in there and annexing off the stuff i think i can use#it's like yeah i've definitely written several romance novels in my head in the process of this but does it matter if they're IN my HEAD#to be honest i feel like my main strength is in creating characters. like i have this one family of werewolves i've been slowly but surely#adding members to since i was like 16. maybe younger? no yeah i think i made the first one when i was 12#they're compelling to ME anyway. i care about them. it's just PLOTS. i can't plot#if a book could just be a lot of dialogue and sex scenes and silly moments and character studies i'd be alright#i also can't describe settings. don't ask me to because i can't#and now i'm just annoyed with myself because i sat down at my laptop to try to write and instead i'm here complaining about how i don't wri#and if i had the digital typewriter... i mean i'd probably still be doing this i'd just no longer have £300#i don't have the £300 anyway. i hope to christ they refund my card i'm a fucking idiot
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finally accepting i am a gay man rather than whatever i thought i was is explaining a lot about everything to the point it’s actually making me angry. like man. man i guess it was very fucking obvious to everyone except me huh
#ftm#trans guy#trans gay man#like OHHH that wasn’t a weird mix of hatred and excitement#it was literally desire#i just process every strong emotion i have as anger#and i wasn’t a butch lesbian#i just felt most like a man when i could be the more masculine partner#even if i couldn’t pass for a cis man#which made me not even want to try#and then obviously i’d not want to be GAY as a man on top of that because then i might STILL be the feminine partner#and idk i just was less affected by lesbophobia because lesbians tend to be mocked by portraying them as manly#which obviously i didn’t mind#but the internalized homophobia ON TOP of the internalized transphobia is too much for me#im a coward and i like living in the comfort of ignoring my problems#despite all that i feel happier than i have ever been though#it’s like i finally slipped into my own skin#just wish gay transmascs would talk about the denial and shame more because then i might’ve realized sooner#but online algorithms kept feeding me only lesbians doing so#and i kept liking it because i was like#‘i relate to SOMETHING in what you’re saying but im not so sure what it is’#because i’m blind#actually come to think of it i might not have noticed if trans men spoke of this more often#because i would have covered my ears#anyway#whatever i guess i figured it out now#if only transition weren’t so expensive#at least i look like my dad already anyway
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that feeling when you want to write a long post ranting discussing something you feel especially strongly about but you're just. too Tired to actually sit down and do it
#also it's technically vaguing other posts which I don't want to do#but tbh this is something I really have wanted to talk about for a while I just didn't realize how frustrated I was until now#anyway:#you do know that it's possible to recognize Henry VII's success as King without completely erasing Edward IV's entire reign impact#and achievements* in the process right?#(*achievements that massively BENEFITTED Henry VII and gave Henry several useful precedents which he actively followed.#If you're genuinely interested in Henry you should be able to acknowledge that and use it as part of your analysis of him)#like I'm sorry but if the only way you can compliment Henry is by erasing someone else's credit and policies that Henry himself referenced#I don't think your opinion can be taken seriously. even though I very much do agree with your broader point#There are ways to highlight Henry's considerable success without diminishing Edward IV's own success that preceded Henry's#(and also without incorrectly caricaturing the entire Wars of the Roses as decades of bloody ravaged in-fighting my god)#(there was a 12-year reign of relative stability and economic recovery from 1471-83 that you're literally erasing completely.#are you fucking stupid?)#It's weird because I obviously dislike the way Henry VIII is glorified at his father's expense#and dislike when Henry VII's achievements that contributed so massively to his son's reign are minimized#so when I see people defend Henry VII using the exact same method to praise Henry at Edward IV's expense (except Edward is#just entirely erased and overlooked rather than vilified)...#it's rather hypocritical imo?#to be clear it's not about Edward I know it's about Henry. and it doesn't generally happen because Henry is not generally#talked about positively at all. he's often regarded negatively in a way that makes no sense and which I'm very frustrated by#But when he IS given praise it's usually exacerbated by people who (implicitly; perhaps unknowingly) minimize Edward IV in the process#and it's irritating to say the least#anyway. sorry. I didn't mean to vague I don't generally do this. but I really do have a lot to say about this topic#I do want to make another post about it sometime but not anytime soon#I might delete these tags in a bit let's see#(super unsure if I should post this but. whatever)
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2 and 11 for your Mario S/I!!
Thankyou very much for asking!!!!!
My Mario S/I ref can be found Here and Info Here
2. How similar is your s/i to you? Are they a carbon copy, completely different or a mix of the two?
A lot of my S/Is are just straight me with a little idealization and a little warping due to just the nature of growing up somewhere different.
For my Mario S/I, he's a lot smarter than me, which isn't to say irl me is dumb, just not very good at retaining information, or using it to further a conclusion. My Mario S/I is, and is also very passionate about learning about the new world he lands in. (I like to think if I got isekaied I would be too but who knows)
He shares my special interest in Mushrooms, a lot of my taste in games, Bulling as a Love Language, Generally Chill Go with the Flow personality type, Fear of Bees, and a handful of other small traits that I don't wanna list too long.
He handles a bad situation way better than me. Like I said he's better at rationalizing and drawing conclusions, he's a lot more calm in a high stakes situation, good at talking something down, and reacting quickly to chaos.
For example in the events that'd be eventually rewritten as Paper Mario, Emile was the one to throw Luigi out of the castle, as he hung behind to find Toadsworth. He talks Bowser into instead of shoving him in the prison in his own castle to instead let him stay in his own room is the castle, and spends the rest of the game slowly sneaking all the trapped Toads out of said prison and back to his room until Mario storms the castle and saves them. I could never do all that, but he could, because he's cool under pressure and smooth with his words.
Side note this is also how my Mario S/I gets top surgery; He takes a very neutral stance to most schemes Bowser does, so when he was brought to Bowser for sneaking around the castle, and learned he had the Star Rod, he asked if he could get a wish, sense that's what the thing's for anyway. Bowser agreed as long as it wasn't something stupid like "I wish Mario had the power to defeat Bowser". "I wish for Top Surgery" is considered a Selfish wish by the Star Spirits and would never be granted, but Bowser did it, cause why not. He loves a selfish wish and is very Trans Rights
11. Does you s/i have one outfit they're always seen in or multiple?
He does have multiple outfits! Like Mario and Luigi he has all kinds of fits for different activities, not sports he doesn't do those, but like, Casual Wear and such. I actually drew us in a bunch of outfits you can see Here!
Though also like Mario and Luigi, I do typically just stick him in the Overalls look, for consistency sake. Either that or the basic Sona outfit of Big Orange Sweater
Oh! But actually a while ago I drew him in a few of my favorite Power Ups from the Main Series, I never posted it cause the image was more long than wide, and the sketches were pretty Eh in my opinion, but I'll post them now just for the sake of putting out all my art, even the stuff I'm not the proudest of.
The main concepts are his eyes and freckles change color to match the power ups, though he doesn't use them all that often sense he's an Adviser and not typically in any kind of direct line.
#Thankyou for asking#Long post#oh wait now I have to give it the#Emile's Arts#tag#aaaaaaaaugh man#Sorry this got so long this is PEAK brainrot as I've shown#I love you Bee Suit you're so cute and also I Hate you Bee Suit the buzzing hurts me so physically#A LOT of my S/Is are either Me but able to Fully use their Brains or Me but Able to lift a truck with one arm#That's it that's the self insert a good 90% of the time#I have a lot of Medical Field Idealization I think if I was able to Process better I would have a Doctorate#But because I'm kinda pea brained and have poor processing and struggle to retain information I can't#Also getting a Doctorate is VERY expensive??? I could never#So a good portion of my S/Is are Doctors in some way or another#Some gender of Mad Scientist#This will include this S/I he may not actually be a Doctor per say but he could he's very smart#Again I'm not irl stupid or nothin just really reeeeeeeeally slow#And they don't like that in public school how dare you struggle to memorize 9 subjects at once#Anyway!!!!#Thanks again for asking!!!!!#I looooooooove talking about my Mario S/I right now!!! It's a lot of fun!!!!!#ngl when I first made him despite it being the Mario Movie that pushed me to do it#I'd completely forgotten the Power Mechanic from the main games#fdkgjfdjgkfd I don't play the platformers I'm BAD AT THEM#VERY SLOW!! BAD HAND EYE COORDINATION!!! dfgjfdgdkfjgk#It took a different friend with a Mario S/I posting their S/I with power ups to remind me that was a thing
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Got an email that my hourly wage has been raised by 7 whole ass percent LMAO
The average food inflation last year was around 40-50%. Proof:
#We have rent and bills to pay as well#I will also spend this year's first half going from 1 doctor to another#( knowing our health care system it might take the whole year )#But i'll proly end up w/ private doctors to speed up the process#Which requires a shit ton of money#Like how I've just spent 3 days worth of salary at the private dermatologist last week#But at least after 10+ years i got diagnosed w/ chronic disease#And got prescribed an expensive cream for my symptoms ( thank god it works)#Anyway#Looks like i'll have to start doing ko-fi stuff haha#I'm pissed#Personal
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anyways. i need to call the vet tomorrow and im like preemptively anxious about it because of how much it a fight it constantly is to address my concerns. but my cat has spent the weekend terrified of her food, flinching whenever she takes a bite, and spilling water down her front when she tries to drink, so if they try to tell me it’s not her mouth that’s bothering her one more time I’m gonna :arthurfist:
#I really just need to take her to another vet. this one has botched two mouth surgeries now#but i do need to call them about her antibiotic culture anyway so idk i guess ill see what happens#it’s just also going to be a longer and more expensive process w another vet#and she needs help Now
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welp i think im healed a bit i have a new keyboard
not only is this better for my sensory issues (softer keys and quieter sounds, its so pleasing gosh) but also
LIGHTS!!!
#this was like a 60€ investment but my old keyboard is on its last legs plus has all the issues i fixed with this#plus if i invest once in something more expensive it should last longer in daily use right?#also i had the money and its cute what of it lmao#this also streamlines my writing process cause now i can actually use my desktop instead of having to always spend time and energy#specifically opening my laptop so. win!!#im just very happy with this ive wanted a keyboard with lights for sooooo loooong but all i ever found were mechanical ones#and i cant do those. they are sensory hell for me ough#anyways. night is happy and will consume breakfast now since i also got cheese while i was in the store yay lol#night is an absolute mess on main
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