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TUMBLR LOOK AT MY LIL GUYS !!
These were a final for art school, developing a project I started back in high school! They just need a bit more technical work before I consider them perfect...
My prof wants me to copyright all the process work ive done, but we don't think I should until I get my legal name changed :( hence why I'm not showing it :((
I really need to take better pictures cause the cat blends in so much to the chair but I had to take photos really quickly to submit them in time lol ^^'
#I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS#I WANT TO SHARE THEM#I WANT TO WORK ON THIS LIFE PROJECT#but idk how changing my name in the future would effect holding a copyright and its a confusing#expensive process anyways-#plush#plushblr#art student#art school#fiber art#fiber crafts#handmade#handsewn#handmade plush#button eyes#little guy alert#small plush#kawaii#plush prototype#i think the cat needs a lil itty bitty nose...#the frogs name is serotonin ehehehe
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I posted the finished piece this belongs to over on my sideblog the other day, but here's a quick example of how I colour in Rebelle. (Yes, I noticed I skipped the back fin, I remembered to colour it after I turned recording off)
#wip#only recorded part of this because I didn't want to tax my laptop's processing power too much#simulating watercolour is hard on it#Rebelle is expensive but I think I've only spent $45 all up on it - once to get ver 5 when it was on sale for 10usd/17aud#and then when ver 7 came out it was on sale for 27aud#Also sprung for the pro version both times - pro and regular were the same price for the 10 year anniversary sale#but it was more expensive the second time#anyway. totally worth it if you manage to catch it on sale#or if you make enough money off of art to afford it when it isn't
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pants patch in an outfit. more rough and scrappy than the vision but it's stable, cute, and secure. probably acceptable at my current job and even future jobs once working there, but will probably need to get new pants in this color as "professional" wear for like. interviews or something =_=
#I love clothes but hate buying them#Both in the literal direct spending money way#But also in the ''crushing weight of realizing the evils in capital that even an expensive pair of trousers is *only* $xxx''#sorta like coffee or year round tropical fruit but if it was like that for like 5× as many steps and processes and logistical movements#Anyway
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alright this one is a bit dark but. current spin sooo . out of the following options how would you most like to be remembered & reasoning if you'd like
sentient ai of you in a big computer
tree grown out of your grave/with your body
ashes scattered (where?)
bones fossilized for display
buried regularly / mausoleum
used to grow biodegradable bricks out of mushrooms
traditional burial
other?
FOSSILISE ME CAPTAIN
#asks#ok but genuinely a lot of these are cool#sentient ai might be fun but i fear that my postmortem conciousness would be used for bad...#tree is alright!! but i would have a difficult time choosing the type of tree etc and it seems like a logistical nightmare#im actually more familiar with the process of cremation but its not really my thing...#regular burial is EXPENSIVE and also the whole thing where you have to go clean the headstones or nameplates -#is kind of inconvenient. sure i love cleaning headstones but i wouldn't wish it on anyone else#the bricks one is so interesting... mushrooms pale in comparison to museum though#and then yeah same thing for traditional burial its just too formal and boring to me#<- guy who's been to enough funerals etc#anyways MUSEUMS.#now that's a real cool thing#i have actually been to a museum near me that had people's organs and bones and even preserved muscles in there#and i was like woah hell yes. all of that is me#so yeah. scientific donation is for me.#and also if possible i would love a little plaque or note by my bones that reads like. idk something nice or thoughtful#anyways. intriguing ask thanks anon
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me finally getting my chemo license renewed after over a week
#could have been less but i had to work this weekend#cumulated to like...10 hours though according to the certificate#which iirc wasn't that long the last time i did this#anyways i had to do an evaluation after i finished my test and was just like#hey yo can the renewal process NOT take this long and be cheapter???#watch them make it LONGER and MORE EXPENSIVE in 2 years when i have to renew again#personal
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one of these days i will go to bed at a decent time instead of working on projects until midnight 🧍
#girl u need to SLEEP ‼️‼️#me every day: wrow im so extra tired lately ... crazy .... if only there was smth i could do abt it ...#like im gonna be tired no matter what (chronic f.atigue) but. perhaps i could be a little less tired if i slept more LMAO#tomorrow i am going to finish off some cleaning and then maybe ... go to the park? and perhaps purchase an ice cream....#they are so expensive ... like $6 cad but... tomorrow is special so maybe i can let myself have one as a treat :]#I DUNNO I will have to look at the bus schedule and figure it out bc my dads also helping me clean some spiderwebs tomorrow#so it depends on when he has a moment to help me fjdkdl i wish i could just do it on my own but i got dizzy and ill when i tried yesterday#SIGH. alas! i am just glad he's okay with helping me w smth so small djfkfl i just need to make sure things are clean otherwise before that#BUT ANYWAYS IM THE RAMBLING RAMBLER RN. unintentional life update from juno i guess LOL#im determined to make this weekend good fjdkdl i need a Good Weekend bc next week i get down to business w welfare application process#dandy.cmd
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[walks into a wall] [spins around and leans against it like i meant to do that] i have downloaded another program :)
#just me hi#ooooo i have a program!! and i AM afraid to use it. lmaohfsh#i need to look up some tutorials because (i'm using synfig) i can't figure out how the frame system works and that's what rly stopped me#from messing around for longer lol#i coulda done that at the cafe yesterday but i was Lightly Stressed (seasoning style) because there were a ton more people in there than#there usually are hfbsh#also i think the guy that usually takes our orders has figured out that i'm only gonna be ordering the strawberry lemonade all the time so#lollll#i don't like coffee.. and i am hesitant of tea hfbvsh...#also they got the syrup proportions the last time we were there!! it was Wayyy too syrupy but this time it was just Good. yea :>#//anyway what was i saying lol#OH right synfig#yea i gotta look up some tuts - like i said i've been wanting to try puppet animation for a while but i've been reluctant bc they were#either expensive or deeply confusing from the sites and i didn't have the room in my cranium for it at the time hgfh </3#but yea i think for sure i'll get it figured out this time :33#//oh i also have a piece i'm working on rn that i am so hyped abt#forgot that i could enjoy the entire process. dope ! ! !#characters.. am i right hfbsh#//anywhoodledoo i'm on my way now :>>#ciao toodles ciao !! :3
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disability pride month aka pride month 2: ouchie boogaloo
#anyway i don't think i really count as disabled because the medication that works for me works really well and i'm pretty pain free#and i have been immensely privileged in my diagnostic and treatment process#ESPECIALLY as an overweight 18 year old girl. being white does help but my point is i am part of two groups that make a lot of doctors#say other things (ie maybe it's your period/have you considered losing weight)#i think however my terrible pain tolerance helped#granted. meds have side effects.#but i am a lot better off than a lot of other people with chronic diagnoses or specifically rheumatoid arthritis#and you know getting all this stuff in australia was somewhat expensive and it felt like it took forever. especially while i was waiting#but it would have been worse if i lived in the usa. if i started at a college that forced me to move out and live on campus#and you know general healthcare hell#buuuuuuuuuuut yeah!
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Ughhhhhhh I hate writing and I hate not writing and I hate myself
#nearly bought a digital typewriter today. actually i DID buy a digital typewriter today. officially yes i have bought a digital typewriter.#the money for the digital typewriter has left my account but i have emailed them to cancel the order because i can't in good faith buy#a digital typewriter when i don't fucking WRITE#i thought it might help me get back into it. distraction free and while allowing me to not judge my own writing#and be continuously editing while i write and going 'i'm crap i'm crap i'm crap no one will ever read this and if they do they will think#that i'm garbage and that i should feel bad etc etc etc'#but it's too expensive and i have the feeling i wouldn't even like or use the thing once i got it#because the IDEAS! the ideas aren't coming to me. or rather they are but none of them seem to stick#i feel underconfident in writing any of them#and then i have old projects that i've always wanted to get back to like the tennis romance thing but SO much has changed since i first#started drafting it. like i don't even know if i like the main couple anymore. i kind of want to put both of them with different OCs of min#but it'd switch up the WHOLE story if i had a different cast#in fact most of the problem lies in the fact that i have this long-running bedtime story i tell myself every night with lore#and a massive cast of characters that i switch out depending on who i'm most interested in right now and every so often i incorporate new#themes and ideas and motifs and plot points sometimes based on media i've been watching because it's MY bedtime story and it doesn't matter#if i plagiarise in my own brain. but then obviously i can't plagiarise in real life#and none of my bedtime stories are GOING anywhere. sometimes i only get through a scene or two before i fall asleep#all of which means my bedtime story is not so much a sweeping epic novel but a sitcom with way too many characters#most of which are werewolves to be honest and sometimes for my own wish fulfilment one of them will walk out of my head#and take care of my problems for me by lending me £1million or murdering my best friend's ex. in my mind obviously#so it's like. it's a case of getting in there and annexing off the stuff i think i can use#it's like yeah i've definitely written several romance novels in my head in the process of this but does it matter if they're IN my HEAD#to be honest i feel like my main strength is in creating characters. like i have this one family of werewolves i've been slowly but surely#adding members to since i was like 16. maybe younger? no yeah i think i made the first one when i was 12#they're compelling to ME anyway. i care about them. it's just PLOTS. i can't plot#if a book could just be a lot of dialogue and sex scenes and silly moments and character studies i'd be alright#i also can't describe settings. don't ask me to because i can't#and now i'm just annoyed with myself because i sat down at my laptop to try to write and instead i'm here complaining about how i don't wri#and if i had the digital typewriter... i mean i'd probably still be doing this i'd just no longer have £300#i don't have the £300 anyway. i hope to christ they refund my card i'm a fucking idiot
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that feeling when you want to write a long post ranting discussing something you feel especially strongly about but you're just. too Tired to actually sit down and do it
#also it's technically vaguing other posts which I don't want to do#but tbh this is something I really have wanted to talk about for a while I just didn't realize how frustrated I was until now#anyway:#you do know that it's possible to recognize Henry VII's success as King without completely erasing Edward IV's entire reign impact#and achievements* in the process right?#(*achievements that massively BENEFITTED Henry VII and gave Henry several useful precedents which he actively followed.#If you're genuinely interested in Henry you should be able to acknowledge that and use it as part of your analysis of him)#like I'm sorry but if the only way you can compliment Henry is by erasing someone else's credit and policies that Henry himself referenced#I don't think your opinion can be taken seriously. even though I very much do agree with your broader point#There are ways to highlight Henry's considerable success without diminishing Edward IV's own success that preceded Henry's#(and also without incorrectly caricaturing the entire Wars of the Roses as decades of bloody ravaged in-fighting my god)#(there was a 12-year reign of relative stability and economic recovery from 1471-83 that you're literally erasing completely.#are you fucking stupid?)#It's weird because I obviously dislike the way Henry VIII is glorified at his father's expense#and dislike when Henry VII's achievements that contributed so massively to his son's reign are minimized#so when I see people defend Henry VII using the exact same method to praise Henry at Edward IV's expense (except Edward is#just entirely erased and overlooked rather than vilified)...#it's rather hypocritical imo?#to be clear it's not about Edward I know it's about Henry. and it doesn't generally happen because Henry is not generally#talked about positively at all. he's often regarded negatively in a way that makes no sense and which I'm very frustrated by#But when he IS given praise it's usually exacerbated by people who (implicitly; perhaps unknowingly) minimize Edward IV in the process#and it's irritating to say the least#anyway. sorry. I didn't mean to vague I don't generally do this. but I really do have a lot to say about this topic#I do want to make another post about it sometime but not anytime soon#I might delete these tags in a bit let's see#(super unsure if I should post this but. whatever)
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anyways. i need to call the vet tomorrow and im like preemptively anxious about it because of how much it a fight it constantly is to address my concerns. but my cat has spent the weekend terrified of her food, flinching whenever she takes a bite, and spilling water down her front when she tries to drink, so if they try to tell me it’s not her mouth that’s bothering her one more time I’m gonna :arthurfist:
#I really just need to take her to another vet. this one has botched two mouth surgeries now#but i do need to call them about her antibiotic culture anyway so idk i guess ill see what happens#it’s just also going to be a longer and more expensive process w another vet#and she needs help Now
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welp i think im healed a bit i have a new keyboard
not only is this better for my sensory issues (softer keys and quieter sounds, its so pleasing gosh) but also
LIGHTS!!!

#this was like a 60€ investment but my old keyboard is on its last legs plus has all the issues i fixed with this#plus if i invest once in something more expensive it should last longer in daily use right?#also i had the money and its cute what of it lmao#this also streamlines my writing process cause now i can actually use my desktop instead of having to always spend time and energy#specifically opening my laptop so. win!!#im just very happy with this ive wanted a keyboard with lights for sooooo loooong but all i ever found were mechanical ones#and i cant do those. they are sensory hell for me ough#anyways. night is happy and will consume breakfast now since i also got cheese while i was in the store yay lol#night is an absolute mess on main
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My college is like Yeah you should be able to fit everything you're bringing to residence in a single taxi and if you even think about needing more than a single matchbox of items brother you can just die :)
#Anyways shoutout to my mother's boyfriend for letting me borrow his van because the Prius would NOT survive this trip!!!#Everyone say thank you to him#Seriously they give you a list of shit on the site#And it's. A lot. Because they don't give us anything. And then they're like you can't bring a u haul#So DUDE#What do you WANT#Like I have this massive f off box of ramen my dad got on sale because there's no meal plan for this expensive ass apartment#And I'm scared it won't fit in the car because like. Clothes. Books. Kitchenware. ITEMS#And we only get an hour to unpack all our shit and then they're like get out :) you brought another person TOO BAD get outta here :)#MAN#I'm so glad my partner's gonna be there way before me because if we had to shove our things though the door at the same time it'd be carnag#Oh yeah and they don't tell you your apartment number until the day you move in so I genuinely have no idea where I'm going :)#Functional college :)#I'm really excited I prommy but this whole residence process has been. Something#I am bringing my plushies though :) can't forget the plushies :)#I have a little Na'vi plush I made that I keep forgetting to show you guys!! She's adorable and I had to learn some complex braiding forshi#Little baby shirt which was so very hard :) but very rewarding!#Anyways I hope y'all are having fun on this fine Wednesday! :3
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Very long and tiring day today and my cat coming to lay with me and purring and loving me is making me a little too emotional…
#little beast… my existence makes you happy… Waugh….#anyways. long day of attempting to tour apartments/houses for rent and getting little success#one potentially big success. a bit expensive for us but it’s real nice#they should just. make the renting process a million times easier#instead of the majority of places flat out ignoring us#anyways again. I love my little beast#really funny thing. my roommate has a chihuahua she’s 4 pounds. my beast of a cat is like 15 pounds#he’s not unhealthily fat or anything he’s just a Big Cat#love him so much#smallest dog vs biggest cat#anyways. good talk#to the void#sunnfish.jrnl
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images that make me an instant hater
#im not a fan of gold leaf and i also dont like it when people use the price point as clickbait to justify its attention. especially because#it makes people think they need insanely expensive materials to make something 'worth looking at'. idk. like im sure you can make something#interesting with this much gold leaf but to me it's usually just flaunting your status. especially when it's phrased like this for a video.#like wowww congratulationssss you want to be praised for buying expensive supplies and spending a long time on an artwork...... ok.#lots of people spend a long time on art. thats just how it works! also there's been a shift online (mostly in videos) to uplift an artist's#process? like why does that have to be filmable and marketable... it used to be behind the scenes stuff. but now its often expected?#idk. im just having a lot of thoughts rn dont mind me lol#anyway. im a gold leaf hater#anis gaymer moments
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#>.> this person is telling me there's enough research on PMDD *and* autism that there's a real number to describe the overlap?#anyway here's my anecdata: I found the diagnostic process for autism/adhd expensive convoluted and unhelpful#but i received a PMDD diagnosis basically on the spot by self reporting that my regular cycle of low mood spiralling into SI#resolved like clockwork the moment I started bleeding. treatment and support was not stellar but it *was* offered immediately#still to this day no health professionals can be convinced to give a shit about my executive dysfunction but we did get on top of the PMDD
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