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tentavamp · 1 year ago
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I don’t really make life updates on here because im not really like. “exciting” or on at reasonable times or up to date on what everyone’s talking about to join in on the conversation… or producing any content worth paying attention to… but my god i’m fucking going through it so im sorry but i need to write a little vent diary entry here.
I’m kinda half moved in with my paternal grandmother, because she’s at the age now where she needs some help here and she doesnt trust strangers, so my family enlisted me to help as sort of a little part time job thing that they would pay me for (they havent started paying me yet). I’ve been here a few weeks but all of my stuff, including my critters, are back home. it’s only 30 or so minutes away but it’s fucking me up.
I feel like I don’t live anywhere right now. all of my stuff is back home and i can’t keep constant vigil over my animals. my dad keeps calling me a hoarder and won’t just let me move all of my stuff here as if i actually WAS living here. i cant stay with my girlfriend because the longer im away the worse i feel and the more they imply im not fit to help her. i’m supposed to just doing small stuff around the house for my grandmother but somehow im not doing it good enough.
I’ve been hyper paranoid about listening out for any sounds that might mean that she needs my help. My sleep schedule is so fucked because of it.
But even though im fucking trying to be hyper aware at all times, she fell while she was getting up out of her chair this morning. it was at like 5 am and i didn’t hear her and wake up until like 7. i feel so fucking awful. im already wracked with so much guilt about not doing a good job and feeling guilty for being so depressed. im trying extremely hard to fend off those kinds of feelings towards myself but the longer the morning goes on im just getting more creeping dread and feel like i’m gunna have another breakdown. my last one was only last week. my girlfriend has to deal with it all because we’re trying to move out together and she’s one of the only people i can really talk to. i cant express this to my parents.
I’m so emotionally exhausted, tired, haven’t really been eating when i should. i feel isolated and ive been trying to focus on myself to do things with friends but if i go out too much i feel guilty. i feel fucking trapped and i want to leave so bad, but i cant until me and my girlfriend are able to finalize our plans to move.
It sounds so awful to say this but for my grandma’s sake I hope she passes peacefully soon. She hates living like this, she tells me that she doesn’t know why god has kept her here and given her all of these ailments that she’s suffering from. She simultaneously feels smothered by her kids and like she’s a burden to all of us. And as much as I don’t want her to die, I don’t want her to have to live like this anymore, and it’s hard for me to live like this seeing her suffer.
Frankly I do not know what to do and I have been too tired to interact with people. I just feel really hollow in an extremely complex way right now. I feel like I’m tangled up in knots that I can’t undo.
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insert-name-heres-things · 4 months ago
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Happy Disability Pride Month!!!
Remember Folks:
- SELF CARE IS NUMBER ONE
- Use your spoons sparingly! Here’s some spoons to go: 🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄
- Clean your mobility aids! (Seriously dude when was the last time you wiped that shit down with an antibacterial?)
- Accommodate yourself, as others will follow.
- Make goals within your reach and abilities
- DO YOUR COPINGS SKILLS
- Remember to stay hydrated and take your meds!
- For my fellow heat sensitive homies, stay cool this summer! A cold rag draped behind your neck, airy clothing, a small portable hand fan, keeping ice packs ready, cold water and expecially cold electrolyte drinks, all do wonders!
- For my fellow autistic folks, don’t be afraid wear earmuffs, stim, use chew charms, whatever it is that helps you regulate. You don’t have to mask if it’s something that isn’t benefitting to your life.
- POTS havin mofos like me, salt the ever loving fuck out of your food. Try different foods with salt, such as fruits and vegetables! I’m currently eating a salty tomato. Drink lots of water, I’ve been aiding gateraid packets to my water and it’s made a HUGE difference, especially as someone who hates drinking water.
- Those with PTSD for whatever reason, I wish you safety and support as you learn to cope and hopefully heal.
- I don’t know exactly what to say to others with H-EDS, as I’m still understanding this disorder other then BE CAREFUL WITH YOURSELF THIS PRIDE MONTH. I swear to god we are the most accident prone mother fuckers lmfao-
- If your immune system is all fucky like mine, keep clean and be sanitary, communicate with others that if they’re sick you can’t be around them, and wear a mask if you feel like that’s the right option for you. In my hometown I’ve gotten yelled at more than once for wearing a mask post-covid, however you can’t let someone else’s ignorance result in your own suffering.
- Don’t forget to move around and stretch! A little movement can do a lot for your body.
- Check in with your disabled friends! Try and see if there’s any way you can help one another, see where both of your strengths and weaknesses lie, and swap some spoons!!
- Be aware of what triggers your disorders. Whether if it’s caffeine triggering bipolar episodes, the weather causing fibro flares, big changes causing meltdowns, overexerting your hypermobility, whatever it is, it matters. Listen to your body and mind.
- Don’t be afraid to call out that doctor who isn’t listening, dismissing your symptoms and medically gaslighting you.
- While it may not seem like a big difference for some, trust me when I say your appetite is so important! Remember if it comes down to it, that it’s better to eat something, ANYTHING, than nothing at all. 
- To that person who might be hesitant, ashamed or might be questioning wether or not they should use a mobility aid, if it’s the difference between you being stuck at home vs going out and living some life… USE THAT MOBILITY AID!!! Same goes for braces and any other tool that may help you live a better quality of life.
- Be accepting towards those with disabilities different then your own- remember this month isn’t a competition about who’s struggling the most, rather to understand that people of physical, psychological, sensory, neurodivergence, and even undiagnosed disabilities all share one thing in common.. WHICH IS BEING DISABLED!
- Doesn’t matter who you are, how young or old, black or white, thick or thin - the disabled minority is one you can end up becoming a part of at any time, and likely will if you live long enough. Disability doesn’t discriminate, so EVERYONE should be advocating for disabled people’s rights.
- And of course, have pride in being disabled. This shit is fucking hard, but if you’re reading this, you’re doing it. Just being here today and doing what you can handle or manage, is doing your best, and that’s enough. You don’t have to push yourselves to impossible lengths to be proud of yourself.
Here, have the disability pride flag:
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the-fluff-piece · 1 year ago
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I want you but I’m unworthy + romantic + Zoro
Please you are amazing 😻
Thank you so much! Comments like these are my lifeblood 🥺
This story is 18+, minors dni
This is part of my Follower milestone event.
Here's
Extra training
You've been living with Mihawk for a while when two newcomers mix up the gloom. Expecially Zoro - the seasoned warrior is both fascinating and intimidating. When he finds out that you would do anything for him, he shamelessly uses you
Contains: dominant zoro and a deepthroat
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Zoro was extremely tough. Extremely tough to love. When he showed up at the island, unconscious and barely alive, you openly ogled that perfect, bruised body while tending to his wounds. After his eyes have opened, it became evident that you wouldn't be able to escape your feelings for him. He was proud and strong, determined and hard working.
And so smoking hot. His tanned skin, the scars on his body, his muscles glistening in the sun...and that unbearable swagger with which he approached every new training method Mihawk came up with.
Every evening, he was exhausted and starved, but he stayed proud. So you took it upon yourself to take care of him. You brought him water when the sun was burning hot in the sky, you brought him food when he over exerted himself again. As you fell more and more in love with him, the need to help him drove you, and the sparse attention he granted you in exchange made you crave more and more.
It made you work harder, too. To make him see you? Make him more comfortable in your home? Make him stay? In any case, he didn't really see what you did. He thanked you for food and drink, but he ate alone, trained all day and fell over from exhaustion as soon as his head hit the cushion.
You tried giving him small gifts, but he didn't seem to get the concept. When you left a rose on his bed he sat on it by accident and threw it on the floor. When you left a poem on his nightstand he put pitcher of water on it, making it unreadable. He didn't want you to prepare a bath or give him a backrub. Food registered with him, but not as a special gift.
One day, you worked up the courage to just ask him: "can I do anything more for you?"
"Nope, I'm good" he said, chewing on the bread you served him. He was adorable as his cheeks were stuffed with food. Your food.
His total disinterested in what you had to offer hurt, but it was his style to be rough and self reliant. Your disappointment must have shown because he asked: "I'm sorry, was that wrong?"
"No, of course not! I just..." you choked.
"What?" He asked.
"I would have liked to take care of you some more." You whispered.
"Really? Did Mihawk order this?" He asked, laughing.
"No?" You were confused. "Why would he?"
"He orders you around all day, to bring me something to eat and stuff" Zoro explained, holding up the slice of bread he was chewing on.
"He doesn't order me to do anything. I do that because I want to." You answered, a little irritated. Zoro's eyes widen as the few gears in his head began to turn.
"Oh, so...you just bring me food and do stuff?" He asked, brows creased.
"Yes." You answered.
"Oh." Zoro said. "Why?"
The question, while absolutely obvious, took you completely off guard.
"Uhm..." you maneuvered yourself into this corner, now you had to get out. But as beautiful and invincible as this man was, he wasn't smart or subtle.
"I think it's a nice thing to do" you said absolutely truthfully while also not saying much.
"Ok!" Zoro smiled. "Thank you!"
He dug in, ignoring you once again.
So much for that. Back to fantasizing about him alone in your bed.
Normality continued for the next days. Zoro got his ass kicked by Mihawk. Perona was annoying. Three days later however, you got to talk to him again. This time he had to run laps around the castle. You watched him while drinking tea on a picknick blanket. Round after round he ran, brave and strong as he always was. As he got more and more exhausted, gritting his teeth with every new lap, your desire to just lick the sweat of his muscles grew. In fact, your thoughts had turned naughty again as his shirt got drenched by rain and his formidable, chiseled chest was showcased. Heaving with deep breaths, broad and firm. Would his chest rise and fall like that if you got on your knees before him and pleased him?
You had to bite your lip and rub your thighs together with excitement. As you were savouring the sweet fantasies in your head, Zoro looked at you as he jogged by. Again. And again. Eventually, he strayed from his path - towards you.
"Yo, Y/n!" He called, waving.
"Yes?" You tried to sound normal, having normal thoughts about what was in his pants.
"I've been thinking. So..." he ran his hand through his hair.
"You said Mihawk doesn't order you around" he half asked.
"Yes."
"Everything you did for me was your own decision."
"Correct"
"You once asked me if I wanted a bath and a massage."
You didn't answer, instead you looked away, blushing.
He smirked. "Thought so"
"You know, I feel like taking a bath." He said, still smirking.
"After I ran the 500 laps Mihawk wanted" Zoro ended. "Lost count though..." he touched his chin, thinking.
"You're in lap 652, last I counted." You told him as it was your turn to smirk, sipping your tea.
"Getting a little confident here, are we?" He said, his grin wide.
"I would like that bath now that I am done. And one of those...massages" he put special emphasis on the last word and turned around to stroll to his room, causing you to jump up and run after him.
He didn't bother slowing down for you, in fact he seemed to love seeing you work hard to keep pace with his long strides, turning around often to catch you staring at his muscular backside.
Arriving at his room, he began undressing immediately, throwing his dirty, wet clothes on the floor. This was too much for your heart, you decided to flee into the bath and prepare the tub.
As the hot water ran, Zoro strolled in, totally naked and took his sweet time to get in. You couldn't help but sneak a little peek at his dick. Was he already half hard?
With a sigh, he lay down in the tub and waved you to him.
"Now that massage...I want to try that." He let his arms hang from the sides of the free standing tub and closed his eyes.
Your chance! You decided to take his hand first, massaging his palm. It was so full of bruises and calluses you could have spend hours exploring it with your fingertips. You worked your way up his knuckles. Seeing his hand in yours, it looked huge. His fingers were thick enough to fill you up if he decided to finger you. As your mind became a filthy playground for your lust again, you had to check if he was looking - nope, eyes still closed.
You moved to his wrists and up his lower arm. You couldn't resist at least brushing his arm past your breasts, it could also have been a coincidence. As his skin scraped past your nipples, a moan escaped his mouth and an eye opened.
"You're a naughty girl" he breathed with a husky voice.
"Am not!" You snapped.
"Cheeky, too..." he said, followed by a "tss, tss".
He looked you in the eyes - and send a splash of water over the edge of the tub towards you, soaking your top. Which turned a little...see through. You didn't wear the most sexy lingerie, or had the most beautiful tits - but Zoro licked his lips at the sight. Saying absolutely unconvincingly "oopsie" as he stared at your chest - and you froze.
After what felt like an eternity of open ogling, he laid his head back and said "my shoulders are really hard..."
You weren't sure if he was mocking you or seducing you, but for now it was a nice enough game.
It was as if he asked you to crush stone with your bare hands. His muscles made his shoulders broad and the soap made them slippery, your hands were simply not big enough to really grab him to get those knots out, so you worked with two hands on one side in your futile attempt of a back rub.
Nevertheless, he sighed deep and seemed to relax, letting his body glide into the tub a little deeper. You did your very best to at least massage his scalp and neck, when he shifted slightly and from your position at his head, you could see the crown of his penis poking through the surface of the water, clearly standing upright, rock hard.
As you realized what you were seeing, your fingers cramped in shock.
"Whoa!" He screamed, your nails had dug in his skin and left little half moon impressions.
"Your tiny nails are sharp!" He joked as he rubbed his now even more bruised skin.
"I am so clumsy, I am so sorry!" You apologised.
He lifted is upper body and put his hands on the edges of the tub, getting up.
"I think I'm done bathing now" he said.
Ouch, you ruined it. Feeling guilty, you looked at the floor, still kneeling next to the tub.
He wrapped a towel around his narrow hips and walked back to you. You couldn't look into his eyes, you were so ashamed. He bent down to your eye level and whispered with the faintest, softest voice: "hey honey, it didn't hurt, I promise. And I'm not mad."
You looked up into his eyes, they looked lovingly at you as you felt his finger curl under your chin.
He whispered into your ear: "I've seen you lick those pretty little lips when you looked at me. I can only guess what's going on in that head of yours. If you don't want that's fine. But I have another request..." his voice trailed off and he stood to his full height, dropping the towel to the floor. His erection was now directly in front of you. From above, he studied your face closely, eyes darting around to catch any clues you might give him. You licked you lips. His hand moved to the back of your head, but didn't guide you.
You decide to give the crown a little lick with the tip of your tongue, tasting with pleasure the salty cum on his cock. It was slick and hot and you could feel his blood pumping through the thick veins. He growled.
"You're teasing me" he pressed out between gritted teeth.
"I have a lot of steam to blow off" he warned you as your head moved slowly forward.
"So be a good little girl and open up" he demanded.
And like a good little girl, you said "Ahh-" which was cut of when he pushed his cock deep into your throat, drowning out your voice.
"You're lips are so fucking perfect" he grunted as he watched his cock slide in and out of your mouth as he dictated the rhythm with his bucking hips. His cock glided past your tongue and deep inside with ease, heavy and thick. Once he realized how good you were at sucking cock, he pushed deeper, almost all the way to the base.
"You're so fucking perfect" he grunted and buried both his hands in your hair, picking up the pace. The wet sound of your mouth being fucked filled the room together with his constant moaning.
"I love when it jiggles" he told you, rocking your upper body harder, one hand wandering past your neck to squeeze your breast and play with your nipple.
"Cannot keep this up" he whimpered and pulled his cock out all the way, leaving you panting.
"Do you want it?" He asked, stroking his penis with his fist.
You nod and open up your mouth, sticking out your tongue. Slipping back in, he was clearly already orgasming, his hips bucking wilder and deeper while his knees shook.
A helpless scream escaped his mouth as he came inside yours, filling you up with his salty, hot and delicious cum. You felt his cock twitching and pumping inside your mouth as he found release after hard days of fights and training. You coughed as his cock left and he fell to his knees to be at eye level with you. He wiped some leftovers from the corner of your mouth.
"Swallowed everything. Well done" he praised you and gave you a deep, long kiss.
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So, this turned out a little smutty, but it's not my fault. It's Zoro's. I should punish him a little next time 🤔
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ash5monster01 · 1 year ago
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Perfect To Love Part 6
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Pairing: Steve Harrington x FemReader!PlusSize
Warnings: fluff, mentions of bullying, body image issues, fat shaming, angst, trust issues.
Summary: Beth Walker was used to living in the shadows. She had only one friend and anyone else who paid her mind usually bullied her for her size. So she learned to keep her mouth shut, her head down, and her heart closed because she had to accept the fact that she would be nothing more than the fat girl to people. That is until Robin decides Beth needs more in life and that might just include a boy who she never would’ve thought could see her for who she truly was.
word count: 2,887
Part 5 ←→ Part 7
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Beth never thought she’d be asked on a date. A real one at that. If she thought she was freaking out the first time she had hung out with the Harrington boy she definitely was now. This time it did have labels, it was a date, at a fancy place that she wasn't prepared for. People in public would look on and be confused as to why she was with him and she'd be dressed up in some frilly dress, feeling entirely not like herself. It almost wasn't fair knowing that not a single person could accept the fact she deserved to be there, they'd just look at her and think she was pretending to be someone she’s not. A big girl brought out on a dare, bet, whatever kind of joke because there was absoltuley no way any self respecting man would ask a girl like her to a place like Enzo's.
Of course Robin didn't see the issue when she dragged her to meet Nancy at the store. Robin could accept her losses when it came to not knowing how to dress for a date. Lucky for her Nancy was nice enough to help anytime she asked. So she dragged Beth along, excited for her, expecially after her talk with Steve. She knew Steve would love her if he got to know her and that was exactly what hapened. He liked Beth a lot and it couldn't have worked out better that she made him spend time with her in the first place. Now she got to watch as Beth experienced happiness and the excitement of first love.
"This is useless, I'm too big to wear a pretty dress" Beth sighed, shoving some outifts down the rack and out of her sight. It was a waste. Any dress she remotely liked either didn't fit her boobs or it clung to her stomach. Something she wasn't exactly willing to flaunt. Then if she found one that worked it didn't have a back and she wasn’t willing to show off her rolls.
"That is not true Beth" Nancy told her as she shook her head. Robin put a comforting hand on Beth's back.
"Nancy is right, you can wear whatever you want. Social norms do not have to be to your standards" Robin told her, hoping one day she would be able to do this when she finally felt comfortable enough to be out with a girl she liked.
"Beth, we just have to find what accentuates you best but we won’t find that if you can’t recognize the beautiful parts of yourself” Nancy told her, eyes searching her own as she hoped Beth would realize there wasn’t a single ugly thing about her. Beth glanced nervously between the girls as they waited for her to answer Nancy.
“My shoulders aren’t bad, not as defined but I’m willing to show them off. I guess my boobs too” Robin giggled as Nancy smiled brightly at the girl, already having something in mind.
“See Beth, we’re going to find you the best outfit in the world” Robin praised and Beth chuckled before shaking her head.
“You know, it’s funny” Nancy said and both girls turned to peer at her, her continuing to grab options off the rack.
“What is?” Robin asked and Nancy looked up, a fond smile on her face.
“The last time I went shopping for an outfit for Steve Harrington was with Barb, she had made a comment to me that day about wishing how she could pick out an outfit for a guy like him one day. In some way it sorta feels like she’s here with us” Nancy told them, heart very obviously still broken for her friend who had so much life left to live.
“I’m sorry Nancy” Beth began to apologize for her loss but Nancy shook her head.
“Don’t be, just make sure you experience it to the fullest. If not for you than for her” Beth knew what Nancy had meant, knew that Barb felt the same way about life that Beth did. It was the first time she realized she could leave this world tomorrow and regret hiding herself from it for so long. So she made sure to nod and agree, so that some part of grief could be relieved from Nancy.
“Alright, give me those before I change my mind” Beth held her hand out to Nancy and the girls smile widened as she handed her the piles of clothes she had picked out. Beth walked off in search of a changing room, hoping she wouldn’t regret this.
To Beth’s surprise she didn’t. Every outfit Nancy had picked had complimented her in the ways she wanted. She didn’t realize fashion or shopping could be this fun. She was proven more and more wrong each time she stepped out to show them just to smile wider every time they complimented her. Once she reached the dress at the bottom of the pile she prayed that it would look okay. Dresses always felt like they hugged her body in places she didn’t want to be seen. But as she slipped the black silk over her head, spaghetti straps holding up the fabric that gave it an off the shoulder look, she let out a small gasp. The dress flowed out from the waist, hiding her stomach and the black color giving her a slimmer look. The off the shoulder neckline accentuated her cleavage and shoulders. All of this and Beth realized it was the first time in a long time she looked in the mirror and thought she was pretty.
"Oh wow, Beth" Robin stood as the girl slowly slipped out the dressing room. The girl lifted nervous hands and brushed down the front of the dress, a teary smile covering her face.
"That's the dress Beth" Nancy smiled, heart warming over at the sight of the girl so happy. A girl who had been nothing but kind the short amount of time she had known her, so deserving of this.
"Is this really what it feels like to be pretty?" Beth questioned and Robin's heart broke in two as she saw the girl with tears streaming down her cheeks. Without much thought she stood to wrap the girl into a hug, squeezing her tight. Robin had assumed Beth at least thought she was worth it, it was just the comments from people like Colin that made her think different. She never really realized Beth believed every word. Because of that she began to cry as she held her friend, happy and heart broken all at the same time for her.
"You always were pretty Beth, just wait until we do your hair and makeup?" Nancy told her, tears of her own burning at the back of her eyes. She had never felt guilty for being confident before, but seeing how tore up Beth was over these feelings she always had made her feel guilty.
"I hope he likes it" Beth chuckled through her tears and Robin pulled back to give her a smile.
"He's gonna love it"
After the short shopping trip and lunch the girls went home to get Beth ready for the date. A very fancy date too. Steve had wanted to make her feel special and as she looked at the small heels Nancy offered for her to borrow the nerves finally set in. This time it was real, the night filled with expectations, and Beth was convinced her chest was going to give out because as Nancy styled her hair and applied lipstick, Beth realized there was a chance that it could be kissed away. That was the scariest part.
Steve’s hands shook as he knocked at the door. This was something he didn’t want to screw up. He had messed so many things up in his life and he needed to make some real changes. In no way would this redeem himself but for the first time Steve realized he was going on a date with a girl because of how much he liked her personality and not just based on her looks. Even Nancy he had noticed her looks first, he always just learned to like the girls for who they were later. Now he realized how wrong it was, now he was going to do it right. Love someone for all of them, not learn to love those pieces later.
“So you’re the boy?” the tone was accusatory, deep, and thundered through Steves ears. His eyes flicked up to spot the burly man, broad shoulders, at least five inches taller than him, with narrowed eyes. Yet he knew those eyes, they were Beth’s, and this was her father.
“Hello sir, I’m Steve Harrington” Steve used all his strength to not let his hand shake as he reached it towards Beth’s Dad for a handshake. His other hand gripping the pink peonies in his hand with a death grip. He was so glad he decided against the roses.
“I know who you are, she isn’t ready just yet” Steve dropped his hand that had been denied, stomach twisting in a knot. He was sure the man was bound to turn him away but he stood to the side, allowing entry in the home and Steve took a nervous gulp before stepping in.
“Oh look at him, so handsome” a much softer looking woman rushed from the kitchen, basically identical to Beth. Her soft brunette curls, face shape, and shortness resembled her like a mirror. It was honestly scary.
“Mrs Walker, so lovely to meet you” Steve put on his million watt smile, hoping to impress at least one parent. Leaning down he accepted a hug from her, almost laughing at the height difference.
“Such a sweet young man, why don’t you join my husband in the living room while you wait. I’ll grab you some ginger ale to help those nerves” she poked lovingly at Steve’s stomach and he chuckled and thanked her before nervously following Mr. Walker to the living room. He awkwardly sat on the couch next to where he plopped into his easy chair, more than likely his designated spot.
“I have a lot of tools” Mr Walker spoke after a moment and Steve gave him a confused look.
“I’m sorry sir, I don’t understand” Steve began to shake his head and he finally turned to look at him.
“You will understand. You so much as hurt my little girl, whether this is you pulling some sort of prank or you know you’ll end up leaving her for someone else. I have a lot of tools that I can do a lot of things with, in a dark mechanic shop, where no one can find you for days” Steves eyes widened and his heart began to pound, close to giving out.
“I understand sir. I promise you this isn’t some prank either, I really like your daughter” Steve finally spit out, throat dry from fear.
“You better, she’s perfect. She deserves to know that, not have some douche picking on her. I know guys like you, I used to be one of those guys. I remember how we treated people who were different. You so much as look at her wrong I’ll end you” Steve frantically nodded, unsure if he was on the verge of tears or heartbroken for Beth. She deserved so much more than all of this. Beth had been hurt so much her own father couldn’t even let his guard down around new people.
“Here you go son, let me go check in on Bethany” Mrs Walker returned with a cold glass of ginger ale. Steve anxiously drank it, looking to soothe nerves no longer from impressing Beth. Suddenly it felt like his neck tie was too tight, maybe it was since he let Dustin tie it. He was trying to teach him after all.
“Wait, Bethany?” Steve questioned and the woman smiled and nodded.
“Yeah, we just called her Beth for short so much it just sorta stuck” she explained before moving up the stairs. Mr. Walker had now turned back to the TV, pretending the boy he just threatened murder upon wasn’t sitting next to him.
“Hey Steve” Steve felt sweet relief as soon as he saw Robin sliding down the banister, stumbling once she jumped off the end.
“Robin, I’m not taking a trip to the ER tonight” Mr Walker said, voice cold and unforgiving but Robin had grown used to it.
“You got it Alan” she saluted and the man rolled his eyes, yet Steve realized the eye roll was one of appreciation.
“Hey Rob” he smiled at his friend, his best friend. Robin plopped beside him on the couch, smile permanent.
“Beth should be right down, Allie stopped her for pictures” Robin explained, clearly comfortable enough in this home to refer to Beth’s parents by their first names.
“Mom, please stop. I’m leaving” Steves ears perked up as he heard the familiar voice and suddenly he was watching an absolute vision rush down the stairs, cheeks flushed from embarrassment and possibly nerves. Fuck, she looked breath taking. Steve froze on the spot, realizing he had never seen her shoulders before. Her hair was framed perfectly around her face, lips red with lipstick.
“You’ll catch flys like that son” Steve snapped out of it, looking at her father with shock as he called him out for being too stunned to speak.
“You ready?” Beth asked with a soft smile and Steve nodded, clambering out of his seat to approach her.
“B, you look. Wow” Steve couldn’t seem to remember a single word in the dictionary and Beth lightly smiled, tucking some hair behind her ears.
“Those for me?” she asked and Steve nodded, almost shoving the peonies he had strangled into her hands. She quickly smelled them, smiling before handing them to Robin.
“Don’t kill them” she told her and Robin nodded before turning back to the TV as well.
“Let’s go” Steve offered her an arm and Beth nervously took it before heading towards the door.
“Curfew is 10, any later Harrington and you know what’ll happen” Steve nervously chuckled and nodded before finally leading Beth outside where he could take a breath of relief.
“Sounds like you and my Dad had quite the chat” Beth teased but what she didn’t expect was the Harrington boy to cling onto her in a hug, wrapped tightly against her.
“He’s so scary, please don’t let him kill me” Steve muttered into her shoulder and she laughed, a comforting hand rubbing his back.
“Come on hot shot, he won’t hurt you” Beth giggled, her hand lacing with his own and leading him towards his own car. She wasn’t sure where this confidence came from but she realized it was more than likely because she felt pretty. Confidence is so much easier when you actually believe it.
Once in the car she had expected him to focus on getting them to the restaurant but Steves hand returned through her fingers after shifting the car into drive. Butterflies erupted in her stomach and for the first time she genuinely felt like Steve wanted to be on this date and spending it with her. So she smiled at their conjoined hands, finally feeling worth something for the first time in a very long time.
“You look fucking gorgeous by the way. That dress is beautiful, you’re so beautiful. I can’t believe you’re even here with me right now” Beth gave him a pointed look and he glanced over just to let out a disappointed sigh. “I’m serious B. Stop thinking everything I say is a lie”
“I um. I’m sorry. It’s just hard to believe when no guy other than my own father has said it before” Beth’s head dropped and she nervously started to fiddle with Steve’s fingers. His body warmed over at the feeling and he quickly gave her hand a squeeze so she would stop.
“I promise I’ll never lie to you. Now say something like ‘thank you Steve, you look extremely handsome yourself if I may add’ and we should be good” Beth allowed a belly laugh to tumble past her lips as he said this and she shook her head with amusement.
“God Harrington, so full of yourself” she teased and he turned and flashed her a wide grin, realizing that in this moment they were more comfortable with each other than ever before. That right now was real. It was so real that Steve wanted to kiss her so desperatley, he wasn't sure he could wait until the end of the date, and the original plan of kissing her outside of her house was now scrapped since her Dad absolutely terrified the shit out of him. He told himself he'd do it after dinner, in the car, that way he won't risk murder.
"You ready?" Steve asked as he parked outside of the restaurant and Beth gave him a small smile before lightly nodding.
"I guess there's no backing out now" she teased and he rolled his eyes, lifting her hand interlocked with his own to press a kiss into the back of it, sealing it with a promise of a real kiss later.
"True, you're stuck with me now B"
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another-fantasy-world · 4 years ago
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The Idol’s Inspiration
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Title: The Idol’s Inspiration
Pairing: Valkyrae || Rachell x Fem! Reader
Summary: In which the international singer find’s her inspiration in a certain brown eyed-often screaming- streamer
Warnings: None? Fluff. Awkward Crushing. Top Rae? (Oh Gosh)
Word Count: 2,905 Words
@short-kid27​ helped me with this one. Go check her out she’s actually great
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You scoffed when you saw what your bandmate tweeted out, tweeting as if he wasn’t using his phone either. Deciding to throw something at him, you spot a plastic perfume bottle, reaching out for it, only for Luna, your other bandmate to slap your hands of her perfume bottle.
“Don’t you dare.” She playfully glares before turning back to her original position, with her hair stylist tending to her long reddish-brown hair.
“Sebastian, you are so lucky you’re on the other side of the room right now or I swear to God, you would have a concussion.” You frowned, before turning back to your phone, further proving Sebastian’s point.
“See?! What are you even doing?” He loudly asks, you barely hearing him from the noise of blowdryers.
“Writing.” You answered, annoyed. It wasn’t a lie tho, You were now writing a new song, since your management once again are rushing you to write at least 12 songs for your new album.
“We wrote 3 songs yesterday. Calm down.” Your bassist, Luna reassured you, who just finished her glams.
“We’re supposed to be finished with this by the end of the month. How am I supposed to calm down?” You complained.
Ever since your band, Coldify, got enough attention, your management barely gave you enough time to just breathe and write like you used to, How were you supposed to produce quality music?
“Choco Milk?” Jace, your drummer offers you his second cup
“No thank you. Hot sweet things stress my throat. Maybe later though.” You stood up, thanking your stylists, before changing into your casual clothes, since you would be doing a Q and A session first as a soundcheck and also for extra fan service before the concert proper.
Once you finished changing, you walked out of your dressing room, only to find that your bandmates are now all set up, all except you.
Jace is fiddling with his drum sticks
Luna is tuning her bass guitar
And Sebastian is playing a random tune on his electric guitar.
You rolled your eyes at them, before slinging your own acoustic guitar over your shoulder, the familiar weight and pressure of it’s strap makes you smile.
“Are we ready guys? We can start now, there’s only 5 minutes left.” You asked them, plugging in your “in-ears”
They all nodded at you and you guys started to do your signature intro, you playing a few notes on your acoustic, followed by Sebastian and Luna, then you all run out, hearing the screams of your fans intensify, before Jace started banging on his drums, ending your intro with all of you guys harmonizing your band name and lifting your right arms up, showing the compass tattooed into the insides of your wrists, symbolizing your band and the friendship that will never grow old.
“What is up LA!?” You loudly said into the mic, chuckling when they screamed louder than your own mic.
“Well, we certainly need to up the mic volume later.” Luna giggled, sitting on one of the chairs positioned in the middle of the stage.
“Mhhmmn. Let’s all calm down first yes? You guys save your energy for later.” Sebastian winked into the crowd, also sitting on one of the chairs, with his mic in his hand.
“Great, great. We’re all settled in, Please sit down and let’s start this 1 and a half hour Q and A? Soundcheck? Fan service? Whatever you want to call this whole shebang.” You joked, thanking the staff that gave you your own water bottle.
“You know the drill, if you don’t that’s fine. My name is Luna and I am the one who plays the amazing silver-gray bass back there.” Luna introduces herself
“That amazing silver-gray bass that you would marry someday. I swear you are inlove with that thing.” Sebastian teased, earning him a loud smack to the shoulder.
“That is animal abuse. Stop it.” You hold in your laugh, but bursted out laughing anyways when you saw the appalled look on his face.
“My name is Jace. And I bang my sticks into a hallow cylindrical thing for a living. I heard they’re called drums but whatever. I also live with these idiots and I, unfortunately, am the one who holds their leashes.” Jace introduces himself, smiling into the crowd
“Okay, Father. My Name is Sebastian. aka the most attractive one in this group. I play the guitarrrrrr. You guys can call me Seb, Sebastian or Daddy. Your choice.” He winked.
“Ew.” All three of you pretended to gagged, before laughing at Sebastian’s pouting face, your audience also laughing at your antics.
“Okay- Okay, Stop. We need to be serious. Gosh. My name’s Y/N! And I’m your local sapphic lead singer. Yes, I need to say that everyday because people still debate that I’m straight. It’s annoying” You introduce, taking a sip of your water
“Right. So this is how it’s gonna work. There are multiple Coldify interrogators, as we call them, roaming around, all you have to do, is raise your hand, first one they see wins the first question. And the cycle continues until we run out of time.” You explained
“HmmHmmn. So are you guys ready?” Luna asks, earning a few “Yes!” and “WHOOOOO” making all you guys chuckle.
“Okaaaay! on 3. 1,2,3! OH! That redhead with the all black attire. I like that.” Sebastian calls, waiting for the guy in the uniform to hand the girl the mic.
“What’s your name love?” Jace asked the now blushing girl
“Ah. Kadie. I just wanna say that I am such a big fan and I wanted to know if, besides the tattoo you guys have right now, the compass, are you guys still planning on getting a matching tattoo?”
“Ooooh. Tattooes. Hmm. I personally would love to have another tattoo. But you see, Sebastian here cried when we first tattoed. And I am not looking forward to that at all.” Luna answered, laughing when Sebastian whined.
“Oh yeah. No. Not again.” Jace agreed, while you just smiled and nodded.
“Next Question Please.” Sebastian interjected before you could even talk
“Hi my name’s Catherine-” You guys interrupted her to say hi
“Hehe. Hi. Uhm, I wanted to know if you guys have like, favourite youtubers or streamers?” She asks shyly, which made you smile.
“Oooooo. Okay, now you guys get to know why I tweeted that earlier.” Sebastian chuckles
“Okay Mr. Snitch. But uhm. I would have to say... Sykkuno. His voice is just the best-”
“Excuse me? Corpse?! Hello? Corpse has the best voice don’t even. He’s my favourite, what you said was just Corpse slander” Sebastian interrupts Luna, to which Luna answered with a glare.
“Uh-huh. Okay. As I was saying, Corpse’s voice is good, but Syk’s is just this wholesome anime type voice that just melt’s your heart you know? He should be a voice actor for like, an anime protagonist. AND HIS PERSONALITY IS SO GOOD AND WHOLESOME LIKE WHAT THE FUCK?” Luna gushes, nodding to Jace before she goes on a full rant
“I’m sure you won’t match with him, expecially since he’s quiet and you’re loud and abnoxious.” Sebastian casually says
“You know what?”
“Pokimane...” Jace speaks into the mic, interrupting the siblings from fighting. “...Because she’s actually a really good gamer, and she also has a cat called called “Mimi” and that’s major points in my book.” Jace says, smiling.
“Hmm. That’s actually a tough choice... I would have to say-” You were interrupted when your phone let out a noise, letting you know you forgot to silent it.
“BABUSHKA!” Your face felt hot as you desperately tried to put your phone in silent, but it was too late.
“My phone just outed me what the hell?” You mumbled into the mic, hiding your face as you hear your fans laugh and coo at your cuteness and embarrassment.
“Anyways, if that didn’t answer your question, I don’t know what will. But uhm, Valkyrae. 100 percent. She’s just really skilled in video games and has probably played more games than me. Also, she’s absolutely fucking gorgeous and I just love her personality and all.” You smiled, still feeling a little bit embarrassed
“I just love her personality- Please, last night you fell asleep to her playing a horror game. She screams alot in that video, I’m just saying. How could you sleep to literally her screaming in your ear?” Sebastian shrugs, ignoring the glares you sent him
“Just this morning, you were frowning because there was another viper on the team Rae was fighting against in Valorant, and you accused that viper of being a copycat.” Jace added
“Or the fact that you always flinch, or dodge and curse whenever someone shoots at Rae-” Luna finishes making you cover her mouth before she says something more
“Okay. I think it’s pretty obvious that I have a crush on Valkyrae but please- Stop.” You grumbled, frowning playfully at your fans when they awed at your band’s interaction.
“Next Fucking Question Please.” You huffed, closing your eyes and leaning back into your seat, trying to settle your beating heart
Rae will for sure see that. Oh my god. Thoughts of Rae seeing your clip of literally simping for her has your heart running marathons.
“Hi! Uhm, this question is for Y/N”
You hear the gasps of your bandmates, but you pay no attention to it since you were still gay panicking inside
“What will you do if you ever met Valkyrae in person?” a familiar voice echoed in your ears, you of course can’t figure out who it is.
“I honestly don’t know how I would react. Maybe faint? But then probably hug her? I dunno? Kiss her cheek maybe? I mean, how would you react if you meet your long time crush?” You answered mindlessly, chuckling silently knowing that you probably faint and be knocked out for God knows how long. Or maybe you’d fumble and embarrass yourself.
You hear your bandmates join in the laughter with the audience, and that made you open your eyes, throwing a confused glace to Luna who just patted your back and made eye contact with who, you presume, asked the question.
You followed her gaze, eyes widening when you saw the brown-eyed brunette beauty holding the mic. Your brain lagged, trying to comprehend the situation.
“Uhm, I mean- Unless, You know? She’s uncomfortable about it. I don’t wanna make her uncomfy, you get me? First impressions are a thing. I mean- I’m just gonna shut up.” You just spat words out before your brain could even comprehend it.
Come on Y/N keep it together. She gotta think that you’re cool. Not an awkward gay mess.
“Pfft- Little too late for the first impressions that included you being cool.” Jace threw his empty water bottle at you
“...I said that aloud didn’t I?” You asked, now trying to hide your face behind Luna’s back, who’s doubling over from laughter
“Please, someone tag me when you decide to upload this very moment. I wanna blackmail Y/N with it.” Sebastian wheezed out.
“I think we can do something with the hugging thing. Just don’t faint on me.” Your eyes snapped to Rae’s as you see the smirk etched on her face, her hands still holding the microphone
Your eyes widen as your fans, screamed and a series of “OOOOOOHHHH” and “Get it Y/N!” erupted, making your embarrassment amplify even more.
“Is it embarrass Y/N day today? God, please- Next Question please. Oh Jesus.” You put your face in your hands, trying to hide.
Thankfully, they didn’t pry anymore, your embarrassment slowly subsiding as they asked about your daily life, career, albums and upcoming awards. After finishing a couple more questions, you guys sang a couple cover songs, and that’s what concluded your soundcheck. (Sebastian managed to sneak in Janet’s PETTY song, which you rolled your eyes on but sang nonetheless.)
You walked out and to the backstage as you shoved Sebastian playfully for making kissy faces.
“Y/N and Rachell sitting on a tree-” He was suddenly cut off by someone
“K-I-S-S-I-N-G” Your gaze wonders to Pokimane, or Imane who just interrupted Sebastian
“Kissing?! Isn’t it a bit too early for that? Why would they kiss-” Sykkuno says glancing between Rae and I
You wondered if they said anything else because you’re going to be honest to yourself, you were only looking at Rae’s eyes. The deep brown orbs you only ever saw through your screen, was now staring right back at you, her brunette hair tied up in a bun- She’s staring back at you.
Quickly averting your eyes, you felt yourself grow shy, you now also find your shoes very attractive.
“Keep your head up or else you would faint on me and I don’t want that. I prefer to hug a conscious person, Thank you very much.” you lifted your head so fast you could’ve given yourself a whiplash. Darting your eyes around Rae, you quickly find that your friends + Imane and Sykkuno have left the both of you alone.
“Sorry. You just caught me off guard there. Hi! Uhm. I really don’t know what to say to you- Uhm.” You rub the back of your neck, nervously smiling at Rae you in turn smirked at you, raising her brow in the process.
She quietly chuckles before opening her arms, signaling for a hug, to which you launched yourself in, trying not to breathe because that would be so weird.
“Okay so now can you take out your knife and stab me just to make sure that this is real.” You stated, looking directly into her eyes
“...But I’m not the Impostor?”
“...Okay that’s clever-” You laughed, taking a sip out of your water bottle, leading her to your dressing room
“Speaking of, do you mind if I play with you guys sometimes? I’ll find time, I promise.” You say, watching the time considering you only have half an hour to change and get ready, not to mention your crush is right in front of you as well.
“Wait really? Yeah! Just DM me on twitter! I’ll organize a lobby just for you.” She replies, plopping herself on the sofa you have.
“Awe, I feel so... special” You smiled, finally composing yourself, emerging from behind the curtains, already in your performance outfit
“The almighty Creator of the Year, creating a lobby? For lil ol m-” You were greeted with a facefull of pillows thrown at you, just for that statement. Which made you laugh.
“Shut up.” She grinned
“I’m sorry, m’lady” You curtsied playfully, expecting her to start smacking your shoulders, instead when you lifted your head up, she was just sitting there with a soft smile on her face.
“You’re wearing my merch.” She stated
You widened your eyes then looked down, the hoodie that you just randomly picked up was her merch.
“I’m sorry, do you want it back?” You spit the words out before your mind could comprehend how idiotic that sounded
Rae bursted out laughing at your statement, putting her hand over her mouth while doubling over. You rolled your eyes at her and plopped down on the sofa, crossing your arms.
“Yeah, Yeah. Go on. Laugh. At least I can spell broccoli right.” You teased, poking her side
“OKAY! LISTEN HERE HOTSHOT! I-”  she was interrupted by a series of knocks on the door.
“Y/N! PLEASE TELL ME YOU’RE DECENT AND IS NOT SEDUCING RAE BECAUSE THAT’S JUST WRONG” Sebastian loudly asked through the door
“Oh My God. Please just kill me.” You rubbed your face with your hands
“I’m pretty sure I’ll be the one doing the seducing but okay.” You hear her mumble under her breath, making you look at her with a scandalized look on your face
“DOOR’S UNLOCKED SEBASTIAN. DON’T BE AN IDIOT..” You replied
“Don’t mind him Y/N We’re just coming in to say that you have 5 minutes until we have to go onstage.” Luna softly replies, shoving Sebastian out your field of view.
“I’ll be right there Lune.” You stood up, smiling at Rae
“I guess that’s it. I’ll talk to you later? I think? Just check your DM’s soon yeah?” She pulls you into a hug, kissing your cheek as she pulls away.
“Good Luck out there. I know you’ll do great.” She smiles, walking out, leaving you to your thoughts
“Huh?” You touched your cheek, a smile slowly paints itself upon your face
"Come on, lovergirl we're running late." Jace drapes his arm around your shoulder
"She kissed my cheek." You say, still shocked
"Lucky You." Jace says, his ears reddening.
...lucky bastard
"POKI KISSED YOU TOO DIDN'T SHE?!" You screeched
'Hush!" His cheeks are also red now.
"Huh. I guess today's our lucky day." You grinned, now extremely happy and hyped
"Oh, check your e-mail now by the way. Manager says she sent our line up there." he pats your back, getting into his position, as best as he can considering the stage is now pitch black
"Huh. Okay." You pulled out your phone, sending a piece of paper flying. Bending down to pick it up, you feel your heart soften into mush and then it decides to run another marathon.
Just incase my Twitter DM's don't work, or if I'm streaming. xx 09-xxx-xxx-xxx
"Be still, my beating heart." You sighed out
Valkyrae just gave you her phone number
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margarethx · 3 years ago
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I really wish people gave more personality and plot relevance to the side characters (especially Sarah, her kids, and Torres) in the Sambucky fanfiction other than just “matchmakers”.
I get why writers do that, to be honest. Having a separate person in the narrative who pushes two main, oblivious characters to be together is very convenient when you’re coming up with the plot. A matchmaker is a good outside force to move the story forward and they can often express the emotions that the audience feels while reading (like the frustration: “why are they not a couple already?!” or relief and fondness: “they finally got together, I love them!”).
But it still feels weird to have a person like Sam’s literal sister, who knew Sam for years and who has a family or a business on her own, and only make her care about her brother’s love life. Same thing with Joaquín who has more of a prefessional relationship with Sam, but also admires him a lot as a superhero... (let’s ignore his pretty obvious crush for a moment). They both care about Sam, for sure. But it’s not like their lives are entirely devoted to him and his heart problems.
(Btw. people often use Sharon or Zemo as the default matchmakers too, but it’s a little bit different with them, expecially Zemo, considering that they are not exactly friends with Sam and Bucky and they wouldn’t spend this much time together outside of the missions.)
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And the thing is... it would be incredibly easy to make these characters have more depth than just: “Sarah is there to make Sam jealous” and “Torres is there to make Bucky jealous”. You really don’t have to put much effort into treating these characters better.
If you want Bucky to have an honest conversation with Sarah where she gives him hints that Sam likes him? Go ahead. But that conversation can happen when Bucky helps her with her business. They can talk about her efforts to feed people in their town. She can tell Bucky some stories about her and Sam from their childhood or just talk about her kids and husband. They can talk about missing their parents. Maybe Bucky solves some problem for her and she decides that maybe she can pay him back by helping with the “Sam situation”. It really doesn’t have to be like: “hello, I’m Sarah, I am here to tell you that Sam likes you too... I have to go somewhere else suddenly, bye”. But that’s way too often how she’s written.
Same with Joaquín... I never really see anything about him getting new wings (which he’s obviously excited about), but he could easily bond with Sam by flying together, so he can train faster with Sam’s help. They can talk about working for the military, being away from their families. What hobbys do they share? Why did Torres know how to repair Redwing? How does Torres feel about working with an actual Avenger? How was his life when half the population disappeared? Is Sam protective over his younger colleague? If they talk about Sam’s crush, maybe they can talk about Joaquín’s too (on Sam or not)?
And the same thing goes for stories where it’s Sam talking with Sarah and Bucky talking with Torres.
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I do not expect people to write 30k fanfics about side characters that the audience doesn’t know that much. It’s very cool if you do that, but it’s harder to get inspiration and ideas if a character isn’t well-established in canon. I don’t blame writers for not writing whole separate stories about Torres yet. We’ll probably see more of him in the future and there will be time for my “where are the Joaquín fics!?” campaign :>
But like I said... You don’t have to come up with an insanely complicated storyline for these characters to make them feel more real and interesting. They can still act like matchmakers, get frustrated by Sam and Bucky’s obliviousness, and plot to get them together etc. It’s just way better when they have a personality outside of that.
A story where “Joaquín tries to learn how to fly, asks Sam for help, and they became closer friends, so now he wants to help Sam with his chaotic love life while they make jokes about Bucky hating Redwing all the time” sounds way more enticing to me than a story where “Sam said one nice thing to Joaquín which made Bucky so jealous that he was mean to Torres for the next two weeks and never said sorry... but we don’t even know how Joaquín feels about it, because author doesn’t care”.
I cannot be the only one who thinks that.
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szchaql · 4 years ago
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Total Opposite (part 7)
Paul Lahote x Swan Reader
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After every calm wave, there must be a huge storm. This is what happened after the fight with the new born army.
A year has pass since then. Bella and the Cullen are graduating. The happy moment from the graduation soon turn into a deadly serious one.
Bella and Edward decided to get married.
"What?" (Y/n) ask her sister in disbelief. "What the hell, Bella? Do you know the consequences?"
"I know, (y/n)... i know.." (Y/n) look at her sister with raising eyebrows. "But.. but we love each other. We can't live without each other. Like with you and Paul.. and Dad already agreed into this."
(Y/n) couldn't believe her sister at all. Why? Why must it had to be Edward, the vampire, out of all men in USA? WHY? And the fact that their Dad agreed into this is just, what?
"You know what will happen if you marry him right? You know that it's dangerous. Why? Don't give me that 'i love him' reasons." (Y/n) start to raise her voice. Yes, she want Bella to be happy. But this? Marrying a vampire? It's the most dangerous things to do!
Bella couldn't find her voice. She only look at her angry younger sister, don't know what to say.
"You know.. i really want you to be happy. I'll accept anything to help you happy. But this? I'm sorry, but i can't. I can't accept this Bella. This is the most stupidiest and dangerous things to do." The youngest Swan turn her back against her sister. She can't let everyone around them to get hurt again.
"Please, (y/n).. just come into my wedding. I just need you to come into my wedding, that's it.. i won't and never force you to accept all of this.. please?" Hearing Bella plea, (y/n) sigh in defeat.
"Okay. But please tell the Cullen to leave me alone. I'm serious. The last time i told you this, your friend Alice kept bothering me, calling me. I can't be friend with them, even if they are vegetarians. I still don't feel safe. Okay?" Bella nod her head immediately.
"Thankyou sis.. you know that even i hate Paul, but i really support your relationship with him, okay? Ask me if you need help. I'll always be there for you." She said as the two reconcile pretty fast.
Yeah. Even if both of them disagree on something or having a huge fight, they always reconcile fast enough. In just one day. They know that they need each other. They respect each other decisions even if they don't like it. That's a huge surprise from the Swan daughters relationships.
The news of Bella's wedding spread fast as the wedding invitations being spread into family and friends. This lead into Jacob leaving the house into the Canada, feeling hurt about Bella's wedding.
The pack feels restless, thinking about Jacob and what will happen after the wedding. Will everything be okay?
"Don't go... i don't feel right leaving with the leech.." Paul whispered with worried face. Today is Bella's wedding and the idea that his imprint going to her sister wedding, with almost a full of vampires isn't a great idea.
"I'll be fine, Paul. There's Seth. He gonna protect me. It's okay." (Y/n), who already wearing the dress beautifully, pat her hand on his shoulder, trying to calm him down.
"Still..." (y/n) chuckle and kiss Paul's cheek. "I'll be back before you know it. Okay?" Then, she leave with Seth for Bella's wedding.
The wedding went pretty well. Everything is perfect. (Y/n) smile at Bella when the couple saying their vow. Everyone can tell that the two are in so much love. The wedding ceremony finish up with a dancing. (Y/n) dance with Seth all the way, laughing at each other as Seth said something funny to lighten up the girl mood. She's a little bad mood since some of the Cullen, expecially Alice tried to talk to her. Unfortunately, Seth is always there to save the young girl.
"Why can't they leave me alone?!" She half yelled as both of them stand aside, looking at people dancing.
"I think that's something related to Alice's ability to look into the future." Ability? Future?
"Can you... can you tell me more about it?"
"Each vampires have ability. Like Edward, he can read mind. Alice can look into the future. The Volturi also. They all have different ability." Seth explain a bit about Cullen and vampires.
"But, why the Cullen always try to talk to me, like they want to get close to me?" He just shrug.
"I don't know.. and don't worry, (y/n). We'll be there with you." Seth bright smile make (y/n) smile too, feeling safe.
As the dancing and party continue, Bella suddenly ran near the exit. Jacob is coming back! They hug and talk to each other. But as the talk continue, the look on Jacob change. He suddenly get angry. Luckily, Sam is there with the pack, ready to stop Jacob from doing something dangerous.
"What happened?" (Y/n) asked as Seth use his body as a shield for her.
"Jake's angry, knowing that Bella and Edward will go for a honeymoon."
Poor Jacob. He loves Bella. It must be hard for him.
Before things got out of hand, Sam already told Jacob to leave with him and the rest of the pack. Seth too, leaving (y/n) alone. She try to search for her dad, but when she see him with Sue and Billy, talking, she back away and decided to just leave the party.
"I'll go home, Bella. Is that okay?" (Y/n) ask her sister as she readily want to leave.
Before Bella can say something, Alice approach them. This make (y/n) roll her eyes and looking toward her sister for help. "What's the rush, (y/n)? We want to know more about you." She said with big smile.
(Y/n) scoof and back away. She looks at Bella. "I'll leave first, sis." Bella nod her head. "Be carefull. Is Paul gonna pick you up?"
"Yeah. We gonna meet up not to far from here. I'm not gonna come home tonight, sis. Tell Dad about it. I'm gonna hang out with the pack." (Y/n) said and hurriedly leave the party.
"Wait! Let me walk with you. It's dangerous out there." Alice, still try to get close to the youngest Swan.
"No! Can you for once leave me alone?! You are so annoying!" The calm and quite (y/n) yelled loudly at Alice. Her face and eyes shows hatred. Some of the people stare at their direction, making (y/n) feels uncomfortable. Charlie soon approach them, asking his youngest daughter.
"You okay, dear? Want me to walk you home?" He asked, gently squeeing her shoulder.
"Alice, enough. I already told you to leave her alone.." Bella stop Alice before she could approach me.
"But-"
"Please." She sigh in defeat, looking at (y/n) with sad eyes. But (y/n) didn't mind it as she shift her eyes to her dad.
"It's okay, Dad. I'm fine. Paul isn't far from here. Just want to have some lone quite time to myself. I'll be back home tomorrow. Gonna have fun with the guys." Charlie nod his head, knowing exactly that (y/n) prefer to spend times with the boys in the Rez, rather than with the Cullen.
"Okay. Be carefull. Call me when you get there, okay?" Then, she leave hurriedly, dissapear into the woods.
(Y/n) is deep in thought as she walk down into the meet up place to meet Paul. Her mood is bad after the party. She should be happy about her sister, but that vampire ruin her mood. As she reach the place, Paul already waiting for her along with Seth. The look on (y/n) make both of them wonder what happened at the party.
"What happened, (y/n)? You okay?" Paul approach his imprint hurriedly, asking if she's alright.
"No. Alice stubbornly tried to approached me. Thanks to Bella and Dad i could get out from there." (Y/n) mumbled, feeling angry and annoyed at the same time. "Because of her, my mood is ruin right now. I just wanna take a rest and enjoy Emily's foods."
Paul grab her hand and they head to Emily's. Seth trailling from behind them. Feeling slightly annoyed too. "I shouldn't have left you back there." He mumbled grumpy.
Paul chuckle at him. "It's okay, Seth. Alpha's order. Besides, you protect her well. I'm glad."
"Still...."
"Hey, Seth." The boy looks up to see a certain black eyes of (y/n), smilling at him. "Thankyou." It stunt Seth as the couple leave him, standing freeze.
As the 3 make it to Emily's, they gathered around at the dining table. The pack already sitting, eating. "You should first go change, (y/n). I'll save some for you." Emily suggest as (y/n) nod and grab her spare clothes that she put it before she left for the wedding, and head up to the bathroom to change. Then she head back to the dining room and sit beside Paul, eating her foods.
"How's Jake?" (Y/n) asked Sam as he give her this sad looks.
"Not good. But he will be okay later. Just have to keep eyes on him." (Y/n) nod, knowing well what Jake has to gone through.
"I'll go talk to him later."
"Okay, that's great (y/n). Thankyou." Sam give (y/n) a soft smile and they continue eating.
(Y/n) enjoying the rest of her day with Paul and the pack. Playing games, chit chat, watching movies, throwing jokes. She decided to stay at Emily's with Paul since coming home isn't the best option and she's already so tired to move.
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"What?"Sam looks at (y/n) with this deadly serious eyes.
"You heard me, (y/n). Bella's pregnant."
(Y/n) sigh as she massaging her forehead. She can't believe this.
"She must be kidding me." She mumbled. "How bout Jake?"
"He left. With Seth." Paul said as (y/n) looks at him with horror.
"What the hell exactly happened?"
"Bella is dying. The baby is killing her. We decided to kill them before it kills Bella." The news of the pack want to kill Bella shock (y/n).
"The hell, Sam?! That's my sister! And it's still a baby!" (Y/n) yelled, shocking the guys and Emily.
"(Y/n). Stop." Paul using his warning voice. His face hardened, his hands are clenched.
"What? And I just stand still, looking at all of you killing her and the baby? No way!" (Y/n) stands up and ready to leave.
"Stay out of this, (y/n). I'm warning you." Paul said.
"Who are you to ordering me around?" The girl look at her boyfriend, her eyes full of rage. "You know how close me and Bella. And i won't let you guys kill her and her baby."
"(Y/n). Paul. Calm down." Sam decided to mediate them, but it's no used as (y/n) already walk out of the door.
"(Y/n)! Wait!" Emily calls her.
"No. I won't stay with you. I won't let you kill my sister. You kill her, i'm done with you all. I'm out and leaving. That's final." After she said that, she leave. Paul, with fist clenched run into the woods and shift angrily.
The boys just look at them, helpless. They can't do anything. Alpha's order.
"Sam." Emily reach Sam, but Sam just stand still not even chase Paul to the woods. He knows not to interfere their relationship. But he also don't have any intention to not kill Bella and her baby. He know (y/n) will forever hate them all, but this is for people safety.
@ivettt | @calling-dips-on-j-hope | @tbhprobablydontcare
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kira-7 · 4 years ago
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mAn i bloody love Musa and Riven. I loved their relationship in the show as a kid mostly because they weren't perfect. Whilst the other relationships were pretty much and they made me cringe far more, even as a kid. Though their relationship was a little toxic when they were both developed as characters they had a really good relationship. From what I heard about s8 they made Riven regress back to his old jealous stubborn self which is annoying seeing how much he developed as a character
Hi anon!
I love these two! They're my OTP 😍 I still remember exactly the moment I fell in love with them
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Ok, maybe not exactly this moment 😅 but of course this episode, exactly when Riven came into the light with Musa in his arms 😍 from that moment on, I started to follow them, and rec every moment of their love story 😂
I love them, too, because they were more realistic than the other couples, both of Musa and Riven were stubborn, proud, they found hard to talk openly about their feelings (see when Musa denied to Stella, in season 1, that she had a crush on Riven), and easily irritable, just like Flora said in this other episode, from Season 2
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In Italian, Flora said something like "Incredible, those two are identical!", and I still think that she was right.
Season 2 was something incredible for them, Jared, Musa's concert, the way Musa gained her charmix (trusting Riven), and the end! The EEEEND!
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I squeaked in this exact moment, because in Italian Riven said (after "come back to me") "I love you!" FINALLY THIS STUBBORN AND PROUD GUY SAID WHAT HE REAL FEEEEEELT!!! YEEEEEEEESSSS!!! 🎊🎊🎊🎊 (ok, I have to calm down 😅 I can't, I become 14 again 😭😭😭😭), then Riven saved Musa from a Lord Darkar's attack, risking his life, their kiss, THE AAAAAANGSTTTTT! 😭😭😭😭 And when, after Bloom healed every one, Musa went away from Riven shily (awwww 😍 how cute! 😍), at the end, they happily danced
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(and I really "thanked" Aisha/Layla for this moment 😁)
Then, there is season 3, and I think there is another beautiful moment, even if we started to see how much they argued, like in an episode where specialists teached winx how to drive a motorbike (I didn't remember its real name, sorryyyyy 😭)... But here's a thing that makes me think about...
On one hand, in Red Fountain, specialists, expecially Helia (a saint!) made Riven reason just saying to him that if this fuchsia head continued with his attitude, he would lost Musa! (literally: "Be a better person if you truly love her and we all know you do!")
Instead, at the other hand, Musa confided with Aisha her problems with Riven... Aisha was, of course, a good person, but at this moment, in my opinion, she was the least person to give Musa advises, because she was in a big problem herself, an incoming arranged marriage, with someone she didn't know and, most of all, she didn't love... If I remember well, that was the dialogue between Musa and Aisha:
M: "How can you be together with a person who doesn't understand/believe/trust you?"
A: "Simple, you aren't together!"
Like... What?!
I mean, don't misunderstand me, anon, please, I'm the first person who thinks that, if you are with such a person, it would be a good idea to leave them and search someone better, but I also think that it would be worth considering talking, trying to understand what went wrong and trying to be a better person (don't change yourself, just improve yourself, just like Helia said!)... Then, if things don't change, the couple decides to take two separate ways... But Aisha didn't consider this option, and so neither Musa did (I'm sure if there was Flora, for example, instead of Aisha, perhaps musa would have received that advice too, like Riven)
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Then, Nabu arrived, the man in the wrong place at the wrong time... And we see Riven's jealousy, thanks to a little mistake that Flora innocently did: she took a video with her phone and rec Musa's back who stayed with this stranger. So, who can stay calm when you "see" your partner "kisses" someone else, while you're trying to be better? I'll be honest: personally, I can't, like, hell, "I'm trying to improve myself, here, and this handsome hunk wooing my girlfriend?"
Totally a misunderstanding, but a comprehensible one, in my opinion. Finally, after understand what real happened, those two stubborn ones are on the same page, Riven learnt to be more sweet (?) and less proud (?), and it's a really big improvement, remembering the guy he was in season 1! Musa, on the contrary, learnt that if two people doesn't get well in the first months, for example, it's over! Let's change! Next please!
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I take into analysis the first movie, where there are two kisses between these two, one in Riven's memories, and the other really, after the specialist states that he understood what was worth fighting for, Musa, and awwww 😍😍😍😍
(can't find their kiss in the movie, unfortunately 😔)
From here, I believe, a slow but steady descent began: from the fourth season I remember Musa falling in love with Jeremy... Jason... I don't remember his name, the music producer, jealous Riven, other squabbles between the two of them, this time Nabu tries to make Riven reason (another saint!), and eventually making peace at the end...
From here I gave up on seeing the episodes completely, I followed the scenes dedicated to them on youtube: Musa gets jealous of a blonde, but it was all because Riven wanted to surprise Musa by dedicating her a song... The sixth was a tragedy, with the two of them leaving permanently because the specialist doesn't feel satisfied and cannot pay attention to Musa... Obviously, I have not seen the seventh (you can imagine why 😅)... The eight I know they did a big improvement as a couple, there's someone, here on tumblr, that tells everything in two episodes all dedicated to Musa and Riven's relationship 😍
💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
At the end, was their relationship toxic? Yes and No? No, because if they decided to speak properly about their feelings, even with someone's help, they could work perfectly well together (just read what that person wrote about season 8, anon, you can find them on "Musa x Riven" tag here on tumblr); yes, because they received different advises... Both of parts have to work on themselves to be a healthy couple, according to me, not just one of them... Just my personal pov, you are free to say that I'm wrong: even if everyone in this world wants a wonderful relationship with someone, most of the time we have to improve ourselves, together, sometimes just accepting other's defects, sometimes helping them to work on their insecurities, to listen them, to be near them... In my opinion, Musa and Riven could give a strong message to children, they could teach that if both of you truly love each other just like the perfect couples do (like Bloom/Sky, Stella/Brandon, Flora/Helia, Tecna/Timmy, Aisha/Nabu (I don't take Lex because I don't know his character)) both of you have to work hard, together, don't stand firm in your beliefs, because that would be the most wrong thing. The writers, on the other hand, decided not to give the couple this chance... Alas, it could have been interesting...
I just hope, if the live action will do a second season or more, and they will make Musa/Riven real, they will fix this... I'm not sure they will do, but hope never dies 😁
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I'm terribly sorry for the novel, anon 😅 I got carried away 😂 I'm sorry even if there could be typos here or there, I tried to write as perfectly as I could, but Idk how "perfect" it really is 😂😂😂
Thank you for the ask and have a good day 💖
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aciid-eater · 4 years ago
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“I’m in love” Eijiro Kirishima x reader
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Summary: When a spider brings two lovely souls together.
Warnings: Maybe a little cursing
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His soft footsteps against the wood floor was the only thing Kirishima could hear as he paced back to his room. His teeth poked at his bottom lip as he named the doors along the walls.
Uraraka, Jiro, Sero, Aoyama, Y/n, Bakug-
Kirishima’s stopped dead in his tracks as a muffled shriek slipped from under y/n’s door. He stood still for a moment, not sure if he should go in or walk away.
His confusion was short lived when her door swung open and she frantically pulled him inside. Hiding behind him, she pressed herself between his broad shoulders and the door.
Immediately Kirishima’s body stiffened and his face flushed. One of his large hands came up to grasp the one on his shoulder as he surveyed her room. There were murals all over the walls. The paintings were beautiful, but obviously unfinished, he could tell she had been working by the numerous bottles of paint and paint brushes all over the floor and table.
“What wrong L/n?” He was confused as to what could have her of all people so spooked, expecially since they had only moved into the dorms two days ago.
“There’s a spider, on the window seal” she whispered, gripping his shoulder. It was dark outside, but under her lights he could see the shilloute of the little creature.
The red head surpressed his initial chuckle, moving away from the girl’s hold. He grabbed a paper towel from the roll on her table and picked up the spider, killing it in the process. He moved to throw it away but was stopped by y/n’s voice.
“No don’t throw it away! Flush it!” He laughed, bringing the paper towel into her bathroom, which was also littered in paintings.
Once the spider was long gone, kirishima emerged from the bathroom, taking a long look around the room.
“Thank you, you’re a life saver.” Y/n exhaled goofily.
“No problem, that’s what a hero does!” Kirishima smiled.
“It looks awesome in here, are you gonna finish it all tonight?”
Y/n cracked her neck and sighed.
“That’s the plan. You can stay here and watch if you’d like.” She replied, sitting down in a chair that was facing the wall. Kicking off his shoes, the red head followed suite, sitting cross legged on her bed and watching her work.
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“Kiri, you have big hands, come here.” She mumbled.
“Huh?” He asked, getting up to stand at her side. Kirishima wastched as y/n dumped a couple bottles out on the table.
“Dip your hands in it and splatter the wall as best as you can.” She smiled.
“Y/n i don’t think I can-“ y/n cut him off by dipping her finger in red paint and dragging it across the side of his face.
“You can’t mess up, I trust you.” The red head huffed with a smile, slowly dipping his palm in paint and making a slick hand print on her neck.
“Kirishima! Oh it is on!” Y/n giggled.
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“Hold still, hold still.” Y/n mumbled, sitting up on Kirishima’s shoulders to finish a piece off on the bathroom ceiling. Her body and clothes were covered in dried painted hand prints, and Kirishima was no better.
“I’m almost done, don’t worry.” She stated.
“Take your time L/n, you’re not heavy at all.” He replied, hands still on her thighs. Y/n stopped for a moment to look down. The two met eyes for a moment and immediately turned away, faces red.
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“Now curl your wrist, just like that.” Y/n mumbled, her hand over Kirishima’s as he drew a butterfly on the space above her bed. He was sitting on his knees at the head of her bed, y/n snuggled tightly between the headboard and his chest. He breathed in deeply, smelling the oh so sweet smell of her shampoo, he liked it. Kirishima immediately exhaled when he finished, silently greatful he didn’t ruin anything on the wall of her room.
“Good job! It looks great.” Y/m smiled.
“Now sign your name at the bottom so I can tell people the infamous Red Riot did a drawing in my room.”
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“Staying still, eyes closed, let the world just past me by!” Kirishima sang, holding a paintbrush like a microphone.
“Shhhh, it’s past midnight, if Bakugou comes in here I’m letting you handle it!” Y/n giggled, painting the back of her door.
Kirishima ignored her,grabbing her wrists and pulling her to his chest.
“Dance with me L/n!” He giggled. Y/n rolled her eyes, but nevertheless she danced and mumbled the song along side her friend.
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“It tickles.” Kirishima giggled, eyes closed as y/n held his chin.
“If you sneeze I’m gonna kick you.” Y/n cackled, running a paintbrush over his nose.
“That’s animal abuse!”
“You’ll be fine!......There I’m done.” She mumbled, leaning back and looking over her work. She had painted whiskers and a nose onto his pale skin, successfully making him look like a cat.
“Don’t I look, purrr-fect?” He smiled, winking at her.
“Oh my gosh get outtt!” She laughed.
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As things began to tone down, Kirishima watched, listening as y/n hummed along to the smooth music playing in the background. He studied her face, the way her eyebrows scrunched with every flick of her paintbrush. Then his eyes trailed over the mural on the wall. It was a painting of a woman with flowing hair surrounded in roses and petals.
“I hope I’m not distracting you, but what are you painting on that wall?” Y/n smiled, making Kirishima blush.
“Aphrodite. She’s she’s the Greek goddess of love, beauty, pleasure, passion and procreation. Shes most beautiful woman who’s ever lived.”
“Really?” He hung on her every word, sighing as her smooth voice bounced in his head.
“They say if you ever have the honor of being visited by her, she’ll look like the most beautiful person in your eyes. Everything you find attractive will be realized into one person, even things you didn’t know you liked. Some people even claimed that their spouses were Aphrodite, but I assume they were just madly in love.”
His gaze was glued to her face now. Memorizing the way her lips pursed and her eyes lit up when she spoke. There was something about her that he couldn’t put a finger on. He felt...special around her. Like when he was with her he really was someone important.
“Im little curious....what would your Aphrodite look like?” She asked, catching his gaze. The red head blushed, bright read, fumbling with his words. Y/n giggled, turning back to her wall and continuing.
“Forget it, it’s a silly question.”
He didn’t have the guts to say she was his Aphrodite.
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“Aaaand we’re done!” Y/n sighed, leaning back dramatically on her bed. Kirishima chuckled as she stretched, looking over all their work. There wasn’t a bit of the room that was visibly it’s original color.
“It looks amazing, you’re really talented!” He praised.
“Nah it just looks good because I had you here, she mumbled, her eyes closed. The two sat in comfortable silence for a long while. So long that Kirishima could have sworn she was asleep.
“What time is it?” Y/n asked, finally breaking the silence.
“Almost 5am.” He replied.
“Wanna watch a studio Ghibli movie?” Y/n asked with a devious smirk.
“Of course”
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It wasn’t until the sun was peaking through the window and y/n was fast asleep against his bare chest did Kirishima finally pick up his phone.
‘Guys? I need help.’
Bakubro: What did you do this time, shitty hair?
Flex Tape: what’s up bro?
Pikachu: You’re not in jail right?
Strawberry Lemonade: Jail Trip Time!
‘Nono, I’m not in trouble.’
‘It’s just I’
‘Okay so, I spent the night with L/n last night.’
Strawberry Lemonade: 😏
Pikachu: WAIT DONT TELL ME YOU—
Bakubro: SO THATS WHY IT WAS SO FUCKING LOUD
‘WAIT NO WE DIDNT DO ANYTHING’
‘I just helped her paint.’
Flex Tape: Laaaamee
Strawberry Lemonade: Then whats the problem?
‘I think I’m love.’
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fanfictiondreamscape · 4 years ago
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Insecurities
Request: Hey, I was wondering if you could do a Yuri Plisetsky x reader headcanon. The reader has really bad insecurity and issues with their confidence. Yurio reassures them how much he loves them, cute and fluffy. (Gender neutral reader pls). 
Title: Insecurities
Genre: v cute, v fluffy (also drifts somewhat into angst territory, i’m so sorry for that)  
Pairing: Yuri Plisetsky x Reader
Notes: This request frankly has my heart, I’m- 
I love Yurio’s character, and the growth that he goes through in the single season just makes me so happy to see and so proud of his overall improvement with the competitors (if you know what I mean). He is so sweet, too, just using that cover to stay on track. It is so interesting to watch. 
Plus, imagining him with a s/o - that is improvement on his part big time, and I am already melting at the thought- 
Small warning, though:
this does contain some mentions with body image, toxic friendships, and slight mention of mental disorders, so proceed with caution. 
Below the cut! 
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this boy-
he tries to hide it, but he loves you 
typical tsundere
but despite that, he can see it.
If your insecurities laid in the valley of body image:
in figure skating at a level that he is, the body is the primary instrument.
the choreography itself is very close to ballet, so the body has to be in shape for the activity.
that being said, he has probably had some issues with body image in the past. 
probably from when he was growing and he had strayed just the slightest from the typical strict regiment that he had to take. 
yakov or someone that was just as strict as he is had enforced the diet on him.
he eventually got used to it, and i don’t imagine that he’d be too pressured since he did get older and he did adjust
but that’s just it. 
he’d be awkward about it from the start since he was (presumably) much younger when the thoughts hit him. 
on the confidence front, though, he’d be very aware.
he wants to be the best, and when he isn’t he breaks and works ten times harder.
even then, his confidence would suffer a little bit and the only thing that could bring it back up (before you) would be a win and score that was much better than the one he considered a failure. 
otherwise, i think that he’d be very hesitant to touch you because of what you brought up. 
he’s thinking ‘they don’t like their body, and i don’t know what to do to help them. do they want a hug or would that cause more problems?’
he’s also thinking ‘but i get their confidence issues. what should i say or do?’
if you did want a hug, i imagine that you’d either say something or gesture for him to get the hint.
he’d be v restrained and tense at first, but when you grip the back of his shirt and start sniffling, he’d be holding you flush to his chest.
if you weren’t wanting a hug, he sit or stand beside you and rest a hand on your shoulder.
he’d rub your back softly, he’d even probably give you a massage if it calmed you down a little bit 
(but again, that is if things did get much worse and you asked for it)
either way, this would be the time when you would spill your guts on the topic.
the way your body looks, how that effects your confidence, how your lack of confidence starts a cycle from time to time, and how you have kept this stuff secret.
he’d be a little bothered at the thought of you not telling him, but he’d be by your side anyway.
his baby’s insecurities are coming in full-force and he doesn’t want them to continue to think about this.
if you were to be built bigger, and you felt insecure about how your body looked, he’d find a way to help you lost weight.
his logic, if you did want to approach this path, would be as follows:
“if you want to lose weight to be healthier and feel more confident with yourself, i can help you reach your goal.”
“only if that’s what you want, though.”
if you felt that you were way too thin, and wanted to look more full and gain a little weight, he’d have another philosophy similar to the previously mentioned one. 
“i can help you tone up and gain weight.”
just, he understands body image issues to an extent.
(i also feel the need to emphasize that these would have been thought over in silence after comforting.) 
If your insecurities lay in the valley of toxic friends/personality traits:
if this were to happen, you bet that he’d be trying to jump down their throats for pulling this on his sweet s/o
but that’s only after you calm him down from his angry outburst and tell him what is going on
now, here’s where he’d slip a little:
what the topic of your insecurities is and how it was targeted.
if you have a mental disorder (i.e., depression, anxiety, bpd, etc.) and they were using that to taunt you, he’d probably remain silent for a little while longer than you (and him) thought he would.
if it were to effect your schooling and they were targeting you and blaming your mental disorder(s) for your supposed ‘stupidity’, well.
he’d have to stop for a second and think of what to do.
(we can assume that he had either asked you, someone else, or researched the disorder(s) if he didn’t already know of them and what they consisted of)
‘what do i say?’
‘i know that this doesn’t help them, but what would be the proper approach?’
and then he’d just ask you gently if you needed a hug
seeing as it was a pretty far departure from his actual habits, you’d probably pause, but the decision would be left to you.
you want the hug? great, if you clutch him like a child would a teddy bear in bed, he won’t let you go. crying or not, too - you’re more important than his shirt being wet.
if you don’t want a hug” well, he’d probably reach for your hand and hold it firmly in his and rub his thumb over your knuckles. 
either way, i imagine that it would most likely be somewhat quiet no matter the situation.
he’d just try to cradle you (whether that be literal or figurative) and act as a pillar for you in the moment.
he’d be afraid of saying or doing something wrong, so he’d preoceed with caution here expecially. 
on the other hand, if you were being ridiculed and told you look ugly he’d do all that he could to show you that the statement was false on every level.
(Note: you’re NOT UGLY, you are a BEAUTIFUL, SPARKLING, GORGEOUS HUMAN BEING.)
but this is where i feel he’d be quicker and more confident on the uptake.
yuri would make eye contact with you and be fast to tell you what he sees and they fail to.
yuri sees the person that was able to look past his abrasiveness and accept him for him.
yuri sees the person that has always been by his side and willing to help and encourage him in his mission for the gold. 
he sees the person that has the most beautiful eyes, the most beautiful hair, the most beautiful skin, and the most beautiful body. 
he sees the person that is extremely intelligent and lives up to the title of an ‘attractive brain.’
yuri sees the person that has made him better, and helped him overcome obstacles that he couldn’t dodge in everyday life.
and that is what they, those “friends”, couldn’t see and couldn’t comprehend.
everything that they had claimed came from a place of jealousy and they were practically covered in green at this point.
The aftermath:
this is where things would get so much better for the both of you. 
you in the aspect that the thoughts and insecurities that came back to smack you in the face were now gone (temporarily, at least - they will; always linger, after all.) 
and him in the aspect that you are feeling better than you did before.
buuuuut...
just to make sure you feel better, he’d probably bring out your favorite movie and cuddle up with you as it plays.
your head laying on his chest, his arm wrapped around your waist, and his laptop resting on one of each of your legs.
potya may even perch right on your chest and let you pet them.
just, overall an emotional night that ends in the best way that it possibly could have:
cuddles with the ice tiger of russia and his pet cat. 
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the---hermit · 3 years ago
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Tag 9 people to learn about their interests!
Tagged by @just-a-cup-of-anxietea thank you 💜🌿
MUSIC
Favourite genre?
I grew up listening to metal and rock, and that's where my heart is. Expecially symphonic metal. But I also listen a a lot more.
Favourite song?
I could say so many songs, if I really have to pick just one I would say Fear Of The Dark by Iron Maiden. That's the song that made me fall in love with music as a kid.
Most listened song recently?
Lately I have been really into Rain Paris' covers, she's really good.
Song currently stuck in your head?
Below My Feet by Mumford and Sons
5 fave lyrics?
Although I felt like giving up
It's not the road I chose
The path less often traveled
Held the highest, the highest of hopes
(The Curse Of The Fold by Shawn James)
Man, he took his time in the sun
Had a dream to understand
A single grain of sand
He gave birth to poetry
But one day'll cease to be
Greet the last light of the library
(The Greatest Show On Earth by Nightwish)
The first thing I ever heard
Was a wandering man telling his story
It was you, the grass under my bare feet
The campfire in the dead of the night
The heavenly black of sky and sea
(Song Of Myself by Nightwish)
And suddently Hades was only a man...
(Epic III from Hadestown off Broadway)
You can be every little thing you want nobody to know
(Wilder Mind by Mumford and Sons)
radio or your own playlist | solo artists or bands | pop or indie | loud or silent volume I slow or fast songs | music video or lyrics video | speakers or headset | riding a bus in silence or while listening to music | driving in silence or with radio on
BOOKS
Favourite book genre?
I have a thing for the very first horror/scifi/fantasy that bloomed in gothic litterature at the end of the 1800s. I have no idea if that counts as a genre, but I have always had a thing for that part of litterature, and when I don't know what to read I usually just go for something that falls under this category
Favourite writer?
Neil Gaiman, and many others, but if I have to pick just one that's him. His writing style, the topics, everything is just perfect for my taste in writing.
Favourite book?
I usually say Frankenstein by Mary Shelly cause that is a great way to present the type of story I like. I was also lucky cause I read that book in the perfect moment of my life to connect with it amazingly. At the same time I feel like I am lying because to only pick one single book is so reductive.
Favourite book series?
I have commitment issues, I don't usually go for series. I would like to cheat by saying The Lord Of The Rings, but Tolkien considered it a whole book. Other than that the only full series I have read is Harry Potter. ( I have also read a few books from the Percy Jackson series, which I enjoyed at the time. And last year I started reading The Witcher series, which I am really liking but I am only two books in and I don't know if that would count).
Comfort book?
The Humans by Matt Haig. Anyone who knows me, or has been following me for a while knows about this, amd no I will never shut up about it until everyone has read it. It just gives me hope in a way didn't think was possible. (Also shout out to The Hobbit cause it just makes me feel so good)
Perfect book to read on a rainy day?
Okay so not an easy question. I think I would either go for a short book that I could read in one sitting or a collection of short stories. For the first category my first thought was Tarocchi Magici E Cavallereschi : La Vera Storia Di Rolando by Marcello Simoni. I have no idea if this was translated but It was a great retelling of the medieval story of Rolando I read last year, I'd love to re-read it. For the second category any short story collection by Neil Gaiman. I particularly love Trigger Warning.
Favourite character?
How can you ask me to pick just one? I love the Creature of Frankenstein, I connected so much to that character. But also Herger from Crichton's Eaters of the Dead is a character I love. I adore his positive spirit and his way of seeing life. At this point I should also mention Bilbo Baggins from The Hobbit, one of the characters that I feel more close to me.
5 favourite quotes from your favourite book(s) that you know by heart?
Beware; for I am fearless, and therefore powerful.
(Frankenstein by Mary Shelley)
A paradox: The things you don’t need to live—books, art, cinema, wine, and so on—are the things you need to live.
(The Humans by Matt Haig)
Don’t aim for perfection. Evolution, and life, only happen through mistakes.
(The Humans by Matt Haig)
Herger said to me, "Be thankful, for you are fortunate."
I inquired the source of my fortune. Herger said in reply, "If you have the fear of high places, than this day you shall overcome it; and so you shall have faced a great challenge; and so you shall be adjudged a hero.
(Eaters Of The Dead by Michael Crichton)
Then something Tookish woke up inside him, and he wished to go and see the great mountains, and hear the pine-trees and the waterfalls, and explore the caves, and wear a sword instead of a walking-stick.
(The Hobbit by J.R.R. Tolkien)
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TV AND MOVIES
Favoutie tv/movie genre?
I have no idea. I don't know if I feel different about the genres I watch the most. You know what? I'm gonna go with animated movies because at the end of the day that's always the best option when you don't know what to watch.
Favourite movie ?
There is so many movie. In my family we religiously rewatch a bunch of movies every year, how could I pick just one? I'm gonna go with Young Frankenstein cause that movies is hilarious, and everytime I rewatch it I laugh as if I didn't know all the jokes already.
Comfort movie ?
Honestly it depends on what type of comfort I am looking for. I could go with a couple of my favourite disney classics like The Emperor's New Groove and The Lion King. But also The Hobbit and The Lord Of The Rings movies. This list could go on for days honestly.
Movie you watch every year ?
The list would be way too long, I am a serial rewatcher. I can say a few I haven't mentioned yet. Big Trouble In Little China, the Pirates of the Caribbean movies, Wasabi, The 13th Warrior, Lo Chiamavano Trinità and A LOT of other movies.
Favoutie tv show?
The answer to this has changed many many times through the years, but I can confidently say Brooklyn Nine Nine.
Comfort tv show?
Brooklyn Nine Nine, Friends, and I know there's something else but I can't think of any title at the moment.
Most rewatched tv show?
I could say Supernatural, but I really don't want to say Supernatural. I have watched The Mentalist a fair amount of times (the first couple seasons). Now that I think about it I have seen Lie To Me a lot of times aswell. B99 too but I disn't awant to be too repetitive.
5 fave characters?
I don't know if this is supposed to be on tv shows or movies so I will randomly list a few from both. Bilbo Baggings from The Hobbit (yes I am saying it again BUT you don't understand how much I feel like him cause I also both want and not want to go on an adventure). Rosa Diaz from B99, Patrick Jane from The Mentalist, Elizabeth Swan from The Pirates Of The Caribbean. I know it's just four but I can't think of anyone at the moment.
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I tag (no pressure) : @anxiousoptimist101, @contre-qui , @justanotherstudyblrinthecrowd , @starrystvdy , @sage-studies , @occhicerchiati , @fly-away-from-here , @illuminatingnun and @outsassing-nero, plus whoever whats to do this just pretend that I tagged you!
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withoneheadlight · 4 years ago
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harringrove headcanons? of course friend !!
I love the idea of them staying in Hawkins, at least for a little bit. They live in Steve’s house for nearly a year before getting their own apartment in town with the surprising support of Steve’s parents. (“anything to get you out of the damn house”). Steve is surprised when Billy came home with the leasing, thinking Billy wouldn’t want to dig his feet to deep into the Indiana soil. But he was insistent.
They liked their little one-bedroom. Liked to watch all the heads turn when they realized there were two men living there, one of those men being Billy, someone you didn’t want to have on your bad side. And they liked that they were still close to their friends. Robin and Nancy and Jonathan had all moved away for college, but all the kids were still there, and Billy liked being able to see Max everyday and give her a place that wasn’t her own home.
Steve was surprised to see Billy so happy here. When they first had gotten together all Billy could talk about was moving to California and showing Steve the ocean and most importantly getting away from Neil. But Billy seemed happy growing roots here, and it was confusing. Steve liked Hawkins well enough, but he’d be lying if he said all that talk about pacific beaches didn’t get him excited.
Steve brings it up to Billy one day, asks him if he would rather be living back home.
And he just says “This is home. Because you’re here.”
Eventually they do move out west to California, but only after the whole party has graduated and gone their separate ways, but always promising to keep in touch. But Billy doesn’t take that long to finally show Steve the ocean.
(sorry this is so long. wanted to make it extra special!! hope you have a wonderful birthday 💗💗)
OMG IT IS EXTRA EXPECIAL!!!!!!! 💖💖💖 I love love LOVE this headcanon and the idea they stay in hawking until the kids are older, making sure they're safe because its beautiful 💗💗 and also i do think too it's what they'd do. But also, finally moving away and near those pacific beaches and a pacific life and! MY HEART EXPLODES!!! :D
Thank you so much for this headcanon! I'm the happiest birthdayer? does that exist? haha and You're a SUN 💗 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘
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moonverc3x · 4 years ago
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Your headcanons,, are so good,, mega big brain,, please give me your knowledge
Oh? Someone enjoys my hecannons that make no sence? Alright, I suppose I'll post a few more for you...
Imma disregard cannon for this one... But instead of those tini little fangs you usually see, Marx has big, sharp fucking teeth (and a strong jaw to match). Great for chewing and eating things that you're not supposed to. He's even taken a bite out one of the Halberds' wings in front of MK for the sole purpose of annoying him. Just... Crunch.
I also kinda see him as a compulsive chewer. Chews on anything and everything, like straws etc..
Here's a short list of things Marx has eaten/taken a bite of/chewed on simply for the sole purpose of... Marx stuff:
The Halberd
Castle Dedede
A motorcycle
A few of Dededes robes
Any kind of food peeling/part of food you're not supposed to eat (watermelon, lemon, orange, etc)
Straws
His own hat
Kirby (???)
Marx is also super good at replicating voices! He normally has a very voice-cracky voice, but when he puts some effort into it, he can get himself to have a really deep voice, or a femmine one! He has on many occasions used this ability of his for prank calls, and messing with the citizens of dreamland.
Marx ... Needs glasses but refuses to wear any. They get in his way and he'd probably eat them anyway.
Meta knight knows all kinds of languages, and so does Galacta Knight. Mainly because they've been alive for so long. Mk knows at least three (English, spanish and Japanese are the three he's most fluent in), GK is most fluent in the language of the ancients, second comes English, but all the others he knows are mostly basics.
And because of a certain someone I look up to on Tumblr here-- even though Morpho Knight is basically the grim reaper and has encountered many different people who speak many different languages, he only knows two languages. The first language being Spanish, and his second is English.
Kirby (along with MK and all other puffs) has incredible physical strength. Like, could snap your neck with just one nub. (But he would nevER)
I'm gonna say this AGIAN and in EVERY hc post I make, Kine is a Simp.
(idk if I've posted this on here before, but-) Taranza is scared of thunderstorms!! Because Floralia was so high above the clouds, the worst stroms they would get was a heavy mist. So workers would need to travel down to popstar to collect water so they could water their plants and have something to drink. So, ofc, none of the inhabitants of Floralia had ever experienced proper rain, expecially a thunderstorm. So, after Sectonia's defeat, Taranza decided to go and live down on popstar with Kirby, since they were basically the only person they knew or trusted. So Taranzas first thunderstorm was rightfully terrifying. He was sure it was the end of the world and that this was Sectonia's act of vengeance for helping the hero to defeat her.
Dark Meta Knight sounds like Corpse. He's got a really, really deep voice. Basically the kind of voice MK wants.
If you wanted to, you could simply stick your hand through Prince fluff. He's made of yarn afterall- he'd probably look at you and ask you what you're doing. Since he's basically a papercraft creation that looks like he was made by an 8 year old who wanted a kirby-sona, you could probably just... Remove his eyes/ eyebrows with a bit of force. It wouldn't hurt. It would just be a little weird and he would kindly ask for them back...
Imagine Kirby and Fluff are hanging out, play catch, and kirby throws the ball a little too hard at him and hits him and takes out his face-- like--
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And here fluff just feels bad about not being able to catch the ball and Kirby's freaking out because since when can your friend detach their face?? Is that normal????? Healthy??????????
So, when I first watched RBAY! I thought that Lady like, Sir Ebrum, Tiff and Tuff were the original royal family and that Dedede had taken over only recently, and they were trying to get him out. You can see where I'm going, so in this essay I will-
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chuchiotaku · 4 years ago
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Welcome back! You made me worried for this wait, you know? But now that a new chapter of the saga is here, time to go crazy and pesting you with my thoughts.
Ok, first of all, it's so good seeing Sirius and Remus again! Last time Ron saw them was in... way less pleasable moments, but I'm hapoy they are back in the story, and I hope they will spend more time around Ronal too. (Expecially Sirius. I always thought there was a more, let's say, deep connection between those two than the original author let us see, with Ron being basically Harry's James. But Remus has always been a favourite of mine so if he grow closer to Ron too, I won't complain at all.)
Finally, Ron remembered to ask Charlie about his wand! For a moment I thought that he forgot abou it! (I gotta be honest, in the last chapters I noticed that you tended to jump between moments a lot, and while I like it and give more mistery on what is happening, an excess of it is really confusing. I hope next chapters will have less time jumping or my head will explode xD) And good thing that he's starting to investigate about the Deluminator too! How does it work? What are its limitation? How much is similar to Dumbledoor's one, and why Death gave him specifically it as an Hallow? Soooo many questions... I hope Ronald's habit to ask the right question will come back.
Shame Charlie and Bill haven't heard of the troll incident (yet), but I'm sure the dragon incident will give those two enough stress, so I'll just wait to see their reaction to the new adventure of their little, problematic child!
Finally Hermione is making friends, and even outside Gryffindor too! Sue is such a sweety pie, she's so darn cute, and even the new professor, Imothep, looks like a great guy! (Why can't the lecturers teach the subjects on full time??? That's bloody unfair), I wonder if you intend to use him when in the third year the Weasley's will go to Egypth, sure, if you'll still keep that plotpoint...
Also, F*CK YEAH, DAPHNE TIME. Still an ice queen, but at least she was nice with Neville, and her interaction with Ron show how much she has a burning fire inside that aphatetic facade, it's just a matter of time before that crumbles too (I can't help it, I love the "rich blonde girl befriend normal kid and she becomes more rowdy and passionate" trope). Also, I wonder why she is so obsessed with potions... hm... wonder if that has something to do with Astoria's situation...
Or maybe she's just really, really into potions. Probably the latter.
And lastly, the Quidditch game. Not only he was really cunning and convinced the ferret to do a bet that was already won, but he even used that little 'pureblood speech' on boot! (It's my headcanon that the way he refered to the others he copied from Daphne and Neville's interaction, know it.) But... so now Malfoy won't bother them for the whole year? Isn't that... like a big change? I mean this time they won't have him on their neck while sneaking Norberta out the castle, but in so Harry won't go in the Forbidden Forest, won't have the first head on with Tom, and he won't even meet Firenze! I mean in the big scheme of things it's not really much, but.. I don't know, it feels like a big deal...
...oh wait this is if the ferret honors his word. My bad I made a mistake.
In the end, great chapter. Reading your works is always one of the highlights of my day, and for the timezones, it's always the first thing I read in the morning. I'll wait the next chapter with trepidation! (Possibly we won't have to wait three months this time xD)
Keep it going, and at the next time! Ah, and stay safe too!
Hey there! I’m happy to be back! :) Even though I tend to disappear for a long while before coming back again. Hahaha!
* Ok, first of all, it's so good seeing Sirius and Remus again! Last time Ron saw them was in... way less pleasable moments, but I'm hapoy they are back in the story, and I hope they will spend more time around Ronal too. (Expecially Sirius. I always thought there was a more, let's say, deep connection between those two than the original author let us see, with Ron being basically Harry's James. But Remus has always been a favourite of mine so if he grow closer to Ron too, I won't complain at all.)*
It was only when you mentioned that Ron is essentially Harry’s James that I realized their similarities, especially regarding how they gave Harry and Sirius their second homes and were loyal friends to the end. You just gave me an idea!  Thanks for this comment! And it would be nice if Ron will become closer to Sirius and Remus, just like in Fate. But how that will come about, we’ll just have to see.
*Finally, Ron remembered to ask Charlie about his wand! For a moment I thought that he forgot abou it! (I gotta be honest, in the last chapters I noticed that you tended to jump between moments a lot, and while I like it and give more mistery on what is happening, an excess of it is really confusing. I hope next chapters will have less time jumping or my head will explode xD)*
Apologies for the confusion. It’s my way of keeping readers on their toes, since they won’t know when the next plot point will be resolved. And there will be a good number of those between chapters and even between books, because just like in the real world, life is messy, unpredictable and complicated. That’s why prioritizing is important.
But even then, that’s not a guarantee things will go smoothly. If you’re confused reading about it, can you imagine how it is for Ron who has to live through my writing? XD
* Shame Charlie and Bill haven't heard of the troll incident (yet), but I'm sure the dragon incident will give those two enough stress, so I'll just wait to see their reaction to the new adventure of their little, problematic child!*
Oh they will hear about it, but probably not when you think they will. And as for the dragon incident, well, it’s in the next chapter. Now how will I reconcile the fact that Charlie’s reaction was pretty (unrealisitcally IMO) chill in the books with the fact that he’s a protective hellion over Ronnie in TBA? Hmm...
* Finally Hermione is making friends, and even outside Gryffindor too! Sue is such a sweety pie, she's so darn cute, and even the new professor, Imothep, looks like a great guy! (Why can't the lecturers teach the subjects on full time??? That's bloody unfair), I wonder if you intend to use him when in the third year the Weasley's will go to Egypth, sure, if you'll still keep that plotpoint...*
It’s a shame that canon Hermione didn’t grow out of her shell enough to make real friends outside of the Golden Trio’s comfort zone. Actually, that goes for all three of them. But at least she’s got Sue and Penny, and her Arithmancy homework. Yay!
Will Imhotep be in Egypt come POA year? Will there even be an Egypt arc? So many things to think about.
At least we know the Basilisk is still a thing, eh? :D
*Also, F*CK YEAH, DAPHNE TIME. Still an ice queen, but at least she was nice with Neville, and her interaction with Ron show how much she has a burning fire inside that aphatetic facade, it's just a matter of time before that crumbles too (I can't help it, I love the "rich blonde girl befriend normal kid and she becomes more rowdy and passionate" trope). Also, I wonder why she is so obsessed with potions... hm... wonder if that has something to do with Astoria's situation...Or maybe she's just really, really into potions. Probably the latter.*
Daphne is usually fitted into either the Ice Queen or the Spoiled Princess trope (even a combination of both). As for her love for Potions, I’ll say that she as an aptitude for it and leave it at that for now.
And as for the Astoria situation, do I ever have plans for her too. :)
*And lastly, the Quidditch game. Not only he was really cunning and convinced the ferret to do a bet that was already won, but he even used that little 'pureblood speech' on boot! (It's my headcanon that the way he refered to the others he copied from Daphne and Neville's interaction, know it.)*
Since the whole Noble House business has been bothering him so much even after the trial, Ron just went, why the heck not?
Now if that is something that will bite Ron in the arse later on, who knows?
*But... so now Malfoy won't bother them for the whole year? Isn't that... like a big change? I mean this time they won't have him on their neck while sneaking Norberta out the castle, but in so Harry won't go in the Forbidden Forest, won't have the first head on with Tom, and he won't even meet Firenze! I mean in the big scheme of things it's not really much, but.. I don't know, it feels like a big deal......oh wait this is if the ferret honors his word. My bad I made a mistake.*
Oh, I don’t know. Just because Malfoy wouldn’t be bullying or harassing them directly doesn’t mean that he’ll really leave them alone. Malfoy was put under Slytherin for a reason, and I think it’s just right he proved in TBA exactly why.
*In the end, great chapter. Reading your works is always one of the highlights of my day, and for the timezones, it's always the first thing I read in the morning. I'll wait the next chapter with trepidation! (Possibly we won't have to wait three months this time xD)Keep it going, and at the next time! Ah, and stay safe too!*
Aww thank you so much! I also love reading your asks, replies and your fanart! All this is so very sweet of you! Stay safe and see you in the next chapter of TBA! 
Chuchi
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cult-of-dollbabies · 4 years ago
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TOGETHER AGAIN; PART 1
This was my first fanfiction ever, and i finally decided to make it public! I thought it would need a few alterations before i did, i never wrote anything good until then. In all this, the fact that english is not my native tongue did not help. Without further ado, good reading, dear @cult-of-dollbabies and CP fans!
Please note: this fanfiction does NOT follow the main plot.
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It's 4:00 p.m in LA.
Chucky let out a sigh as he caught himself in the mirror.
"The f*cking première is in ten minutes. I wish i had a co-star, i've been doing this sh*t for like three years. It was fun at first, but now the whole thing is getting quite boring" he muttered to himself.
Then he had a brainwave.
"Tiffany! An old flame and accomplice of mine! She's a born actress! I need to get to her"
Tiffany Valentine was a tall, blonde, beautiful woman who lived out west of town. She once was his girlfriend and henchwoman. They were almost teens when they first met in a rainy afternoon. She was his one true friend. Both of them had rough history: his dad was an evil, rude drunk, and his mother made many mistakes, too. Tiffany lost her old man when she was just a little girl, so she never got to know him properly, and she was raised by a rather oppressive mother. She also had a twin sister, but they didn't get along at all. Tiffany tried really hard to please her, and got nothing but heartbreaks in return, so she lost hope of it as time passed.
Suddently Chucky's director called him, interrupting his thoughts.
"Chucky! What are you doing? Don't just stand there, everything is ready!" He said sternly.
"Sorry buddy, i can't today. I have to go somewhere, it's important" he replied.
"Man, you must be kidding me! The première is about to begin, and you leave!? Your schedule must not make you forget your duties, and remember.."
He got no further, for Chucky's short temper mastered him.
"Bu****it! I'll be back as soon as possible, ok!? Now lemme go and stop bothering!" he returned, slamming the door.
Then he got out of the building without a word to anybody and left towards Tiffany's house, careful to go unnoticed, expecially by the cops that garrisoned the streets. When he started making movies, he and the crew had a bargain: if they kept their mouths shut about him ACTUALLY being a living creature, no harm would come to them.
When Chucky arrived at the door he knocked on it. After a few seconds the door opened revealing Tiffany, who, after an initial shock, recognized him.
"Chucky!?" She exclaimed, looking down with an astonished face.
"Surprise!" he grinned.
"I can't believe this.." she stuttered "then it is true! I was sure of it! in my heart i never really stopped hoping that you were out here somewhere... alive" she said, her dark eyes filling with tears despite her attempts to fight them back.
"Jeez Tiff, if you start with melodrama i'm leaving at once!" he chuckled, trying to sound sarcastic. Actually, he was ALMOST moved by the sight of her crying, but didn't think it proper to show it. He's a tough one, so he is not affected by much. However, that changes a bit when it comes to her. 
"Oh no, those are happy tears, you know. I'm SO overjoyed you're here. I would have sold my soul to see you again, even if for the last time " she said, a delicate, manicured finger drying her eyes.
Then she let him in. He looked around..
"It didn't change that much... except that i was taller at the time!" he grumbled.
The woman couldn't help but giggling. A dirty look from her former boyfriend made her stop.
They spent the whole afternoon chatting about this and that: he told her about how he escaped death, about his raids. Tiffany listened to him patiently as she mended his worn clothes and arranged his disheveled red hair . Then it got pretty late.
"Oh look! It's about seven o' clock in the evening! How 'bout we dine together? I'm making swedish meatballs! You love them, don't you?"
"You know i do, sugar" 
"Come on, then! Let's celebrate this reunion properly!"
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I'm gonna divide it into parts for it would be too long. Hope you enjoy! 🌹
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piofiore-imagines · 4 years ago
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Naked Proposal [Gilbert Redford x Reader] SFW
Word Count: 2800+ Genre: Fluff (like.. really fluffy) Pairing: Gilbert Redford x Reader Rating: slight, very very slight sexual situations while being naked and a bit of touching, but it’s nothing Notes: Please bear with my grammar and stuff. English is not my native language and this is merely translated from my wording of my native language, so some sentences may sound.. a bit weird. I apologize! (This is a pairing with Gilbert, but you could say it is in the timeline of Dante’s best ending, because of the Lao-Shu being gone)
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It was another sunny day in Creta. The hottest day of the year, Gilbert and I still enjoyed our daily stroll through this lively district. No matter where we went, Gilbert was always greeted warmly by the people and almost every civilian was allowed to call him Gil. Gilbert loved to show other people, expecially lonely men who try to woo any woman they see, that I belonged to him. He always put his arm around my waist and occasionally hugged me as the men greeted him. As soon as their eyes fell on me and how protectively my dear boyfriend had pulled me to him, they didn't even try to hit on me. Our walk took us past Nina's shop, where we always made a short stop and talked a little with the her. And like always, Nina asked when we are going to bring our relationship to the final stage - i.e. marriage.
Gilbert always found a suitable answer, such as that we still had a lot of time and should not rush things. And that we already lived together anyway and didn't need a wedding to show everyone how much we love each other.
I largely agreed with his reasoning, but frankly ... I wanted to get married at some point ... Gilbert, on the other hand, seemed to want to remain to be a free spirit. Maybe he just wanted to leave all options open in case he wanted something better than- "[Y/n] ..?"
Gilbert's slightly worried exclamation got me out of my thoughts and I looked at him questioningly. "Uh .. yeah?" I asked, seeing that his face was a little alarming. “You are so quiet today and you seem like you are not there mentally. Is everything all right? ”He asked, giving my hip an affected squeeze with his hand as he pulled me close and gave my forehead a loving kiss. "I'm sorry. I have to get used to the fact that, after the whole thing and the problems that the Lao Shu have caused, peace has finally returned and it has become so quiet. I guess my head is still busy processing everything. ", I explained to him and hoped that he would believe me. Apparently he did, because his gaze softened. "I understand. You don't have to worry anymore. Everything has become calm. Even Roberto doesn't cause us any more trouble. ", He assured me and put a strand of hair from my face gently. "Hey .. It's pretty hot today, should we head to our favorite ice cream parlor on the slope, from where you can see the beach?" He asked and I smiled at him. His attitude has helped me often to forget negative thoughts and so I nodded at his suggestion. "Sure! But is it okay if you just take a day off today? Oliver will surely be mad when we come back. ", I sighed. Gilbert wasn't unreliable and usually he was more than aware of his position as mafia boss, but sometimes his spontaneity got in the way and he'd just kidnapped me out of here and left everything behind, including his duties. “I've already considered that and settled it. I left him a message that we are with the Falzone and that I have a few things to discuss with Dante, how we want to regulate the division of the city, since the Lao Shu are no longer there. And we will probably need a few days and therefore even spend the night at the Falzone mansion. So that means we have time. ", He winked at me with a slightly childish smile and I slapped my hand over my forehead. “And you think he'll buy that from you? Come on. Even though it's true that the Visconti and the Falzone are now allied, it sounds totally unrealistic that the Falzone Boss lets the Visconti Boss stay the night in his mansion. ”I said and just shook my head slightly. Gilbert laughed softly and shrugged. “It's Dante. He only looks so cool and unapproachable on the outside. But actually he's a softie. Is it true or am I right? ”He asked me and I laughed softly. What he was talking about could not be denied. "And besides, I have you with me too. You're the convincing argument that he would let us stay the night, ”he added, winking at me. "Gil ... It's still not okay to lie to your men like that .." "I know .. But .. Hey, we haven't had so much time for each other in a long time and .. I just miss being alone with you. Is that bad? ”His question made my heart melt again. We'd been together for so long and his words still had such a big impact on me. "Of course not .." I said softly and snuggled against his strong chest as we walked to the ice cream parlor. Gilbert smiled and stroked my back as he slowed down a little so that we could continue walking in this intimate position.
When we arrived at the ice cream parlor, we ordered our usual flavors: [favorite flavour] for me and coffee for Gilbert. And as usual, every now and then we bit off each other's ice cream while our arms were hooked. The people, who watched us, always had smiling faces and some even whistled at us. “People still stare at us like that. They should have been used to seeing us so closely by now. ”Gilbert smiled and casually licked a piece of melted ice from the side of my mouth as if it were completely natural. I smiled and then closed my eyes. “Seems like they have to get used at seeing you with the same woman over and over again. Since you've always been known as a playboy, who never wanted to commit. ", I answered him and it seemed as if the topic was a sore point for Gilbert too, because he became silent when we stood at a railing that went down to the Beach looked down from above. I felt a bit guilty and wanted to apologize, but my heart sank to my boots and I stood silently next to him and looked at the sea. The rest of our ice cream melted away until we finally looked at each other. "Do you miss those times when you were still unbound and were able to flirt freely with everyone?" I suddenly asked, because of course I also noticed that Gilbert had hardly, actually not at all, flirted with the other women in Creta since we confessed at each other. Gilbert's eyes widened somewhat in surprise at this question and he tossed the cone into a nearby trash can so he could grab my shoulders with both hands. "What are you talking about? Why should I miss it? I have never been so happy as with you in my life. So .. don't think I would ever trade that for anything again. ", He spoke resolutely and in such a serious voice that I swallowed lightly. Now I felt stupid for my negative thoughts and looked slightly ashamed to the ground. "You're right. I'm sorry. “, I whispered and closed my eyes. Gilbert was silent for a moment before I felt a finger under my chin. I opened my eyes again and Gilbert lifted my head with his index finger and looked intensely into my eyes. "No need to apologize. Hey, look at me. ", He spoke softly when I tried to avert my gaze from him again. At his gentle command, I looked him in the eye again and noticed how lovingly he was looking at me. "I love you. Only you. And I'd be the biggest idiot of all time if I let you go again. Was that understandable? ”He asked me in a tone that left no room for argument. All I could do now was a slight nod and Gilbert's mouth formed a big smile. "Good," he said and his face came closer. When our lips touched, I could still taste the caffeine from his ice cream on it. Mixed with the taste of his lips, it was so tantalising that I forgot all my worries when I put my arms around him and gently kissed him back.
After our lips parted, we looked deeply into each other's eyes for a while and smiled. I put my arms around him and hugged him tightly and gently as I buried my head in his chest. "Sometimes.. I wonder how I deserved you .." I sighed softly into his skin through the open neckline and felt Gilbert laugh softly as he hugged me. "I ask myself this question with you every day," he replied a little teasingly and stroked my back. "Mmm. But if we stand in the blazing sun for longer, the heat will melt me ​​away. ”His spontaneous change of subject came in very handy before this got out of hand. After all, we weren't alone out here. “It's really damn hot today. So hot that I could jump straight into the sea when I see it from here. ”I replied and pulled away from him. "Then ... let's go there?" He asked naturally. "What? Right now? ”I asked, slightly taken by surprise. "Sure.", He just grinned at me. “But we don't have anything with us. Neither towel nor swimwear? ”I frowned and when I saw Gilbert grin slyly. I knew EXACTLY what was he would answer.. “It's so hot that we don't need to dry off. The sun does. And .. we don't need swimwear either. We just go to an empty part of the beach behind the rocks. We are undisturbed there. And we don't need swimwear among each other, do we? ”He asked me with a mischievous grin and his hand ran along my sides in a provoking manner. I closed my eyes but then had to laugh quietly. "Your spontaneity really knows no bounds," I said with a smile when Gilbert was pulling me down to the slope to the beach when he took my hand. "I know, but that's exactly why you love me," he replied with a grin and I let myself be dragged along with a laugh. Fortunately, the negative thoughts had finally disappeared and I was sure: I didn't need a wedding. I already felt like the woman who was lucky enough to stay at his side forever.
And that was enough for me. We found an isolated spot on the coast. It was well hidden by rocks so that no one could watch us from above. After we had made sure that there really wasn't a soul around, we began to undress. It was an act we were already more than used to, so I felt no shame as I undressed in front of him. We put our clothes far enough away so that they didn't get wet from the current and I took my first steps into the icy water. "Waaah .. This is colder than I thought." I shook myself and stopped. Suddenly Gilbert grabbed me from behind and threw me over his shoulder. "Aaah? Gil? Let me down immediately! ”I ordered him and gently slapped him on the back as he laughed and ran into the water. "The best way to get used to the water is to jump full pipe into it's coldness ~" he sang, and I suspected what this would lead to. "No, don't-"
Too late.
Without warning, he threw me into the cold seawater, and I heard a dull laugh while I was under the water. After I reappeared, I gave him a pat on the back of the head and gave a slightly angry look. "Idiot." I growled softly. "I love you too." Gilbert countered amused and began to dive in front of me. He emerged a little further and floated on his back. "Ah .. that feels good.", He said and closed his eye. I swam next to him, when I got used to the cold water it was really nice and refreshing. "Oh yeah. We really need a large swimming pool in the garden of the Visconti mansion. ”I laughed. "Naw. I've made this suggestion to Oliver many times, but then there is always a long scolding, what a waste of money that would be and we are here in the Mafia and blablabla. You know that. “, Gilbert answered with a slight pout and I had to laugh quietly. Gilbert could just be so incredibly cute. "Yes, I know that very well." I smirked and looked at him when he leaned forward again and held out his hand to me. I grabbed his hand and he pulled me close to his naked body and put his arms around me. My eyes almost closed on their own as I enjoyed that hug. We lingered like that for a moment before he spoke again.
"I love you," he whispered softly and nibbled my cheek. Gilbert was an old-school romantic. He told me so many times a day that he loved me and other sweet things. I loved that side of him so much. "I love you too." I replied smiling and catched his lips for a demanding kiss. Gilbert's hand grabbed my bottom under water and stroked my thigh to bend my leg around his waist. This made me feel even more of him and I pressed my body more into his through this hot kiss. The ice-cold water made our nipples perky and more sensitive than usual. “Should we go back to the shore? The water is a little too cold to stay in here longer. ", I asked and Gilbert nodded when he let go of me and we swam back to the coast. When I tried to sit down on the rock, he stopped me. "Wait," he said and took his black jacket, which he usually wore casually around his shoulders. I have NEVER seen him ever wear the jacket. It was probably just about style. He spread it out on the rock and indicated that we should sit on it. "Gil .. The jacket will get dirty.", I sighed and shook my head. "Oh, but nothing that can be cleaned though." Gilbert waved his hand and I felt sorry for the maids .. Who knows what problems they had because of his 'You can wash everything' .. After a quick glare with a raised eyebrow, I gave in and sat on the soft jacket. Gilbert did the same and sat cross-legged next to me. He pulled me close with his arm and our heads were snuggled together as we let the summer sun dry us off. There was a pleasant silence between us and I was dozing off when I heard Gilbert mumble something. "Now or never.."
His words made me look up and I blinked. "What do you mean by that?" I asked and Gilbert looked at me with slightly red cheeks as if I had caught him doing something weird. He cleared his throat to maintain his composure and then straightened up in front of me. He took my hand in both of his hands and looked at me insistently but lovingly. "All along I didn't know how to say it, but .. It's just a fact that you've enriched my life. Thanks to you I am so happy as I have never been in my life. And .. I also realized that I never want another woman by my side again. And also .. even if that sounds strange from my mouth, since I never wanted to settle down .. ", he began and my heart almost began to stop when I realized what he was getting at ..
" [Y/n] .. " he started again and one of his hands went to his pants, which lay next to us with our other things. He took out a small, red velvet box from his pocket and went down on one knee. He was completely naked, but he knelt in front of me and held my hand again. "[Y/n] .. Do you want to be my wife? Do you want to be by my side forever and lead the Visconti family into a better future with me? "
My jaw dropped down. I was completely overwhelmed. He actually proposed to me. Tears of joy began to stream down my face and I could only knock him over when I threw myself into his arms. "Yes .. Yes, of course I want! Gil .. I never thought you'd ask me .. ", I mumbled into the crook of his neck and Gilbert kissed my tears away as he hugged me tightly and took a small gold ring out of the box. It was a diamond with two small [gems that has the color of your eyes] on their side. He took my hand and put the ring on my ring finger while looking at me happily. "Thank you. You make me the happiest man on the planet. Although .. I was already the happiest one before the proposal. ", He winked teasingly and I smiled when I hugged and kissed him again. And so my life was finally complete ..
THE END Working on an extended lemon ending, lemme know if you wanna read this!
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