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Hiii, I have a request and feel free to ignore, but what about Graves stealing Soap's girlfriend?! He has eyes on her since he found out she is with Soap and wants her for himself. He is obsessed, he wants to make her his little pet 🤭
graves stealing soap's gf 🪦 (🌽 link)
all it took was one look at you for graves to know that he had to have you. you were the prettiest thing he had ever laid his eyes on and he fully became obsessed with the idea of having you. and once this man has a goal set in his mind, he will not care about anything or anyone that steps on his way.
that's why for graves it didn't matter that you were soap's girlfriend. for all he knew the scot could go fuck himself, he ain't letting one man prevent him from having you as his little pet. one day that you were supposed to have a date with johnny and he was running late, philip so happened to be on that restaurant. he wasn't letting a pretty lady suffer the akwardness of being stood up.
he offers you some company, buying you a few drinks to drown the embarrassment. one thing leads to the other and then boom! you are in a hotel room with him, half naked and on all fours while graves fucks into you.
fucking you nicely, and making sure that, for once, your pussy is getting properly pounded. he's going to use up the opportunity to show you all the stuff you may have been missing out on: choking you, overstimulating you,... he finishes it all with a good old creampie, cumming as deep inside of you as he can. marking his territory. marking you as his.
now, don't question why your boyfriend - maybe now ex - didn't show up and is fully battered when you see him again.
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ok this is filth adjacent but would u ever write a lil blurb or fic about Steve with a gf whose super insecure about her stretch marks and body? And May be she doesn't want to disappoint Steve bc his exes seem prettier
would i ever! i love these type of requests i love ppl getting a little bit of respite and comfort through fic esp in smut! i hope this makes u feel even a little bit hotter babe <3 1.6k, afab!reader, and just filth adjacent sry! MDNI this entire blog is 18+

Steve's mouth is on your neck, his tongue hot where it teases against your skin, and his hands are searching your body with a lustful fervor.
Your head tips back. It's so easy to let him in, let him slide his body closer to yours, to get more of whatever he's giving. The hot press of his mouth on your neck feels damn good enough to make your blood sing—and heat travel between your thighs, wetness beginning to pool.
You want to rub your thighs together, if only for a little relief. Steve's toned thigh between them prevents it. You scrunch his polo between your hands instead, trying to wrestle the courage to slip your hands beneath it.
You're lying back on his bed, propped up lightly by the pile of pillows the two of you had stacked when the evening had begun. The television at the end of the bed runs a film idly in the background, completely unnoticed by this point.
"How we doin'?" Steve's voice rumbles out, barely parting his lips from your skin before he's swooping back in to nip at it again. The bastard.
Your hands flex again, finally mustering the nerve to dive beneath the fabric of his shirt. Steve's warm. You feel the muscles of his tummy shudder as you skim your fingers across it, a pleasurable shiver running down your spine at the trail of hair you can feel leading into his pants. Steve's breath hitches, close to your ear.
He nudges your jaw with his nose lovingly, planting another row of sloppy, wet kisses down the expanse of your neck.
"Hmm," He hums, questioningly. "Still doing good?"
You realise you hadn't exactly answered him and something glows in your chest at his insistent checks. Extremely reluctantly, you manage to drag your hands away from his torso, shifting them up to subtly nudge his face out the curve of your neck.
Steve's eyes dart up to your face as he pulls himself back, his expression turning dopey the moment your hands cup his jaw. His cheeks are flushed ruby and his hair has been mussed in all his steamy motions. He looks fucking delicious.
You kiss him — surging up to connect your mouths, warmth exploding in your chest and trickling down, down when Steve responds with a revere hunger. His plush lips scrape against yours filthily, his tongue always so perfectly teasing. You're gasping for air when you pull away.
"So good," You say breathily, finally answering the question.
Steve takes a moment longer to register what you've said—but that dopey look crosses his face the moment he does.
He plants his hands on the bed and shifts his weight back, sitting back on his heels. His thigh is still situated right between yours and you have to shove down the lustful urge to grind against it, lazy pleasure still pooling low in your gut. Though you're pretty sure Steve wouldn't oppose the idea.
Chest heaving lightly, you watch as Steve reaches for the edges of his polo and tugs upwards. It comes off in one smooth motion and you're rewarded with a fine sight. You're pretty sure your mouth actually waters in response. Tan chest, scattered moles, the smattering of hair. Oh god, you want to lick him.
Something in your face must give away your train of thought because Steve laughs. He leans back down, one hand moving to your waist, and nuzzles his nose against yours. He steals a kiss from your lips.
"See somethin' you like?" He says, the smirk evident in his tone. You feel like you might vibrate out of your skin.
"Shut up," You aim for fiesty and fall far, far short. You sound on the verge of a whine when you say, "You know I do."
Steve grins wider. His hand on your waist tucks under your shirt seamlessly, his thumb drawing maddening circles into the skin. Your breath catches, even as your arousal hikes.
"What about you?" He whispers the question between his kisses as he mouths along your jaw again, finding that same damn spot on your neck again. It'll be violet coloured by the morning. "Do I get to see something I'll like?"
He's asking permission. It takes a long moment to realise that—too distracted between the touch of his fingertips skating across your skin and the addicting feel of his lips against your pulse.
You nod without thinking.
Steve pulls your shirt up no more than a few inches before your brain catches back up. Your hand moves abruptly, grabbing his hand and yanking it and your shirt back down in a split second.
Steve's halting in an instant, pulling back from working lovebites on your neck to see what he's done wrong. There's a string of spit connecting his lips to your neck.
Steve frowns in concern, shifting his hand up wipe his mouth with the back of his hand, as he makes an effort to put a little distance between you.
"You okay?" He asks. You're still holding his wrist, which is still holding the edge of your shirt. "What happened?"
Your mouth opens uselessly and closes. You know precisely why you had stopped him and now you're facing up with the fact you have to tell him, lest Steve believe you're actually having second thoughts over being with him.
It's just... you've probably spent far too many hours in the mirror. You've seen it from every angle. Seen it in every lighting. You can't quite ever seem to make your body look good.
You don't look like any of the girls Steve's been with in the past.
Comparison is killer, you're aware of this, but infuriatingly you just can't seem to stop. You think of what Steve will see the moment he gets your shirt off, what he'll realise, and your hand tightens around his wrist subconsciously. Your throat tightens up too.
Steve's face melts into a softer expression, eyes big. "Hey, hey, it's totally fine if you said one thing and- and you realise that you didn't mean it, it's okay."
Words continue to evade you and humiliatingly, it feels more likely that tears will escape you before any explanation will. He's being so nice.
"But..." Steve continues, his tone wary as if aware he's treading on uneven ground. "You seemed like you were into it. Like, comfortable, I mean. Then it was like a flip switched and you froze."
"I-" You finally find your voice. You clear your throat as you try to find the right words, breaking Steve's intense gaze to study the ceiling.
This is worse. This has got to be worse that just Steve taking your shirt off and being disappointed because— because you're goddamn building up to it. Your eyes screw shut and you decide it's better to rip the band-aid off.
"I'm just," You can't quite keep the quiver out of your voice. "I'm not like- like girls you've dated before."
Steve makes a noise of confusion and it's enough to force your eyes open. You glance down, taking in Steve's adorably furrowed brow.
"Okay...?" He says, clearly still a bit confused.
"I mean, Steve," You say, voice a little steadier. Your hand around his wrist finally remembers to relax.
You release the hold on him and tuck your hand under your shirt discretely, covering the skin of your stomach you know is warped with stretch marks. "I don't look like the girls you've dated before. My- my body is different."
The wrinkle between Steve's brow shifts, moving from confused to something a little harsher.
"So?"
You blink. Of all the possibilities that you had run, not one of them had ended with Steve saying that.
"So?" You echo meekly. "So... so you might be like, I don't know, disappointed or think—mfh"
The words get smushed beneath Steve's fervent kiss, stealing one kiss off your lips and all your words with it. You blink up at him again, all your endless arguments of why Steve would be so disappointed suddenly silenced.
Steve grins, evidently pleased with his reaction.
Tentatively, moving slowly so you could intervene if you wished, he drags his hand along the sheets and onto your hip again. This time, however, he pushes the fabric of your shirt up and doesn't pause til it's bunched up, most of your torso on show.
Your nerves gather, gnawing at the edges of your chest. You can't bring yourself to move the hand that's trying to hide part of you, even if a dozen other stretch marks are visible now.
Then Steve leans down and he kisses your skin, right in the middle of your tummy.
"I think," He says, lips dragging across your skin and setting it aflame. He's looking up at your through his lashes, your gazes locked, his eyes dark. Another kiss, this time longer, with just a flash of tongue. "You're hot shit."
Instinct makes you want to scoff. But Steve says it so seriously that you almost believe him off the bat. Believe that he believes that.
He lowers himself onto his elbows, letting both of his large hands settle onto your waist, fingers pressing into the skin lightly. You shiver at the feeling and start to consider the possibility that he actually does think that.
"And I will gladly," He punctuates the word with another kiss, this one evolving into a soft, sensual lick up towards your breasts which peak lustfully in response. Your breath hitches. "Spend all the time needed if you need some convincing of that."
His hands move, sliding down til he's gently knocking yours aside, big warms hands spread across your hips. His thumbs are moving, drawing soft motions down, you realise, towards your waistband. Your pulse jumps between your legs, the heat in your body uncaring about the brief interruption.
Steve kisses your tummy again, further down this time. You acutely realise you've got Steve Harrington between your thighs, looking up at you with darkened eyes and promising filthy things with his fingers. Or mouth. Both if you're lucky.
"So," Steve murmurs, voice raspy and low. His thumbs slip beneath your waistband, just an inch. "You gonna let me convince you?"
You're feeling pretty damn lucky.
#[months w no posting] HOW WE DOIN!!!?#kidding i did put up a hiatus post im allowed to not post#actually im allowed to not post anyways lol BUT N E WAYS#steve harrington x reader#steve harrington#steve x reader#steve harrington smut#steve harrington x reader smut#jay writes#steve x you#steve x you smut#steve smut#steve x reader smut#stranger things#i actually like this one quite a bit!#took me... just over an hour and half which im miffed by#it was supposed to be me warmup for other writing#alas its my gift for u guys! hope u have not forgotten me#i forgive u if u did#mwah
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i hope i never lose you !!!
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ in which they finally figure out they can't lose each other.
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for when it's forever with them. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚
social media au // max verstappen x fem!reader
prequel - you're losing me ⋆·˚ ༘ *
warnings - language
author's note - part ii !! i really hope you like this <3 i love you so much, thank you for reading!! i'll post that pierre gasly au tonight, in a couple hours so !!! tagging everyone who asked for part ii @tpwkangieee @mirrorball-6 @teenagedreams-cl @kimi240302 @formulas-bitch @ironmaiden1313 @alilstressyandlotdepressy @ushygushybaby @moonsf1
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Pup’s blog
hiyaaaaaaa :P
I’m Pup, (they/he), n this is my nsfw/nsft horny ass blog
MINORS, TRANSPHOBES, HOMOPHOBES, TERFS, FORCE FEM/DETRANS ACCOUNTS (etc.) DNI
you can find my muscle mommy futa goddess of a girlfriend here >>> @entorilovescutelewdity (love u bb <3333333333)
I am ftm kinda? More on the masc side but still got some enby spice ✨ I’m panromantic, demiromantic, and omnisexual but also lean more towards sapphic plus liking women and trans people but in a gay way? idk man
either way, my ideal is straight t4t (as I like to say, gay with a doctors note)
I’m very neurospicy ✨I have ADHD, social anxiety, persistent depressive disorder, autism/ASD, and sensory processing disorder
aka. I am a socially awkward bean plz don’t be mean to me 🥺
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• friendly/chill/complimentary asks as well as sexual questions but not requests, pics, or flirting
• general compliments or reaching out as a human bc my nerdy stuff slipped through the horny :P
• scrolling through my blog n hearting and reblogging a bunch of stuff in a row
Things I’m not ok with
• flirty or sexual asks/messages/pics/vids/etc.
• asking ME to be flirty, do sexual acts, or send any sexual messages/pics/vids/etc. let me reblog in peace
• any force fem or misgendering. Just no-
• bringing any political stuff onto the blog, this is for horny only
• asking for money, it’s not that I’m mad or have no empathy, I genuinely have no money to give, I am broke T-T
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hmmm is there any specific analysis of tvl youve been dying to share but havent been asked about yet?
ok. there’s a lot. but some I don’t want to do right now for SPOILERY REASONS. some of them are as follows:
- the fundamental misunderstanding that passively occurred between tvl ladynoir for most of tvl
- the way tvl chat noir ‘tests’ ladybug throughout the story and why he does what he does and why he behaves in seemingly ‘bizarre’ ways
- a lot of the others r um. I can’t even share the topic regarding it bc you guys haven’t gotten to whatever chapter it’s linked to yet (feel free to ask any questions tho! be it now or after future chapters. that’s usually what awakens the intense TED talks I give about tvl to myself in my head)
right now tho? I want to pick apart tvl adrien being an actor and why that is and why that’s sad and how it came to be
-> like with many parts of tvl! adrien being an actor is sort of thrust upon readers. it’s a story that places a Huge gap between canon and the tvl timeline, and some details can be inferred, but loads of stuff aren’t things a reader can know for sure
-> also, due to the set up of the story, most of the tiny teased bits of info regarding tvl Adrien’s life leading up to and At 23, is largely fed to readers by tvl marinette, and not tvl adrichat himself, despite most of the story being his pov. but the scenes he is allotted are largely those where he Interacts with ladybug, and when he is with her, he doesn’t think of much else, unless it’s specifically relevant (like the love marks conundrum)
-> he just doesn’t unpack his past in his thoughts very much. however much it pains him. because it’s not something he’d prefer to unpack is how ladybug is making him feel and how he feels about her bc she’s Right There and she has this Hold on his heart that he can’t help but fixate over
-> but what you can tell is that he doesn’t really want to be doing his job… rather he sees it as a means to an end. and also an inevitability in a sense 😔 very. You Can Take The Man Outta The City Not The City Out The Man core. it’s. the ones who abuse us can leave but the effects of that abuse aren’t as easy to shake. it’s also. sometimes we wind up doing what we ran away from but we pat ourselves on the back saying it’s different bc we chose it, or it’s not the same because we wound up in a hole two steps away from what we were originally doing and that’s a different hole so it’s okay maybe!. its. was this too hard to break away from? or was it just too easy to go back to because its all we were ever taught?
-> because imagine ur tvl adrien in uni and your friends have always had passions for things that are vaguely related to industries that you suffered in as a kid. your best friend wants to be a dj but he also loves directing and talks so passionately about his favorite films and DREAMS of making One Of The Greats one day. his gf who is also one of your best friends is into journalism and your ex gf who is also one of your best friends loves designing and fashion. and you used to be a model but don’t want to be a model anymore. u make some small movies to help your best friend with his projects for film classes. they’re so fun! you love how it brings you and your friends together. your ex who you never really got over helps make costumes, shyly puts makeup on you, your best friend’s gf promotes it on her massively successful blog. the public mostly cares about it because you were in it and you’re the kind of famous that doesn’t ever go away. you WISH it would go away. but then you try to see the bright side of it. your best friend is so happy people like his short film. he gets an A for the class. you accidentally get another friend even MORE heavily considered for the job she’s been talking about non stop all week because you mentioned knowing her. you get pressured into doing a film because they say they’ll give your best friend an important role on the crew. little by little it all builds up and this is just your career now
-> but you find little ways to take control. you realize you get to decide who works with you and for you and you see your Good Best Friend Ex who just started complaining about how little the internship she’s doing pays. you think you could take away her pain so easily. and it makes it all less painful for you. it’s such an even trade. but then your Partner Against Magic Crime starts taking up more of your time and you realize you WANT all the time that you can get, and having Something To Do In The Day becomes an absolute chore again, and maybe you don’t care how happy it could make the public and how Excited your fans will be
-> this manifests in all the little asides you see in tvl where he Suggests quitting his job all the time and Thinks about it a lot
-> At the same time. who doesn’t wanna quit their job. he’s just a little guy. surely he’s worked enough for several lifetimes
#ask#tvl#ALSO SORRY TO THE PEOPLEBWHOBI SCARED IN MY LAst post#ILL BE MORE CATEFUL W HOW I TALK ABOUT NEW CHAPTERS I LROMISE
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Very sincerely & frustrated at the system:
The bar for men (and those perceived as such) is on the floor. I’m talking about kindness to customer service workers, helping people who ask.
As a trans masc autistic person who has been on T for almost a year & a half, as someone who has crossed the grey area & is now fully assumed AMAB*, I’m hyperaware of gender norms & expectations. I’m learning on the fly what most people assume I already know. And this is one of the things I’m aware of, and don’t like (to say the least).
(* I got blessed with androgynous genes + I like having longer hair, but I’m also ✨unfortunately endowed✨, so most people can’t tell if I’m trans masc, trans fem, or just an effeminate/queer man, & I don’t care to correct any of them. I basically pass as ‘question-mark something not-cisgendered’, but I do pass enough thanks to facial hair & body weight distribution to be assumed assigned/accused male now.)
The relief on a cashier’s face when I don’t yell at them for messing something up, & their anxiety as they realize it was messed up. The relaxing of shoulders when they hear me say “please”.
The way that one of the residents (an old man) at a potential job (disabled/elderly care) smiles at me for how kind I am when I ask him how to get the receptionist’s attention without screaming for them or something else I would consider rude. The way how I say please & thank you to a desk receptionist, & they immediately gush about how much of a gentleman I am. The way the employees come out of the back to greet me because the receptionist was gushing.
The way that people of all genders smile when I hold open the door & mumble a thank you (especially men). The way (in reverse) they blink when I say thank you.
The way people tell me how well-dressed I am, in just a t-shirt & form-fitting sweatpants, because my clothes are clean with no visible holes (let’s be real, most of my stuff has small holes; I thrift), & because my hair has minimal effort put into it (shampoo & conditioner, combed/half-heartedly styled (it doesn’t take a lot, my hair is curly & loves to do its own thing)). The way they’re pleasantly surprised that I show up to interviews or appointments having actually showered beforehand.
There’s more I can’t think of right now. But the grooming standards are on the floor, as are the communication standards.
For contrast, before I crossed the threshold, here are the same types of situations:
I won’t lie that cashiers are always relieved when you don’t yell at them. But the please & thank you are expected & don’t cause any relief or response.
The way I would ask people the same type of questions (how to get the receptionist’s attention) & either be ignored or (if they did help) get checked out by someone twice (or more) my age. The way I was expected to say please & thank you, & got side looks if I forgot (I usually didn’t, but after daily contact with coworkers, if I was sleep deprived I might forget).
The way men got annoyed if I opened/held the door for them, & if possible opened the other door to avoid going through the one I opened.
The absurd grooming standards of what you’re “allowed” to wear, how styled & perfect your hair should be, & even the expectation to wear makeup & people (including potential employers) getting annoyed/angry when I didn’t. (I was never that into makeup 🤷♂️.)
And to be clear, I live in a “liberal”/blue-ish area. I don’t live in a state that’s known for hard gender divides, strict rules, harsh criticism of deviance. I know some places are worse, or even much worse (one of my ex-gfs lived in northern Idaho &...yeah).
Some places are probably better, especially big cities or safe states for LGBT+ people. But my state, overall a safe place for trans people, is still incredibly transphobic & gendered.
And to anyone who sees this: If you’re masculine/a man & you can raise the standards, please do. If you date / are attracted to men or masculine people, please don’t tolerate/accept subpar treatment. It isn’t too much to expect respect.
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Christmas recap!
Christmas ended up going quite well! We did presents at 11-ish, and my brother in law was able to womp the food together in a little over an hour, so we had lunch at 1:30. He brought all pots and pans and utensils with him - my sister was like "he’s packing up things like measuring cups and the potato ricer even though I keep telling him you have those things" but it ended up being really smart cause then he didn’t have to search for these things or yell questions to me (and then he took them home with him to wash!)
Thanks to the couch I bought (third couch in this room! Unexpectedly very needed sofa bed for post op!) we were able to comfortably sit all 11 people in the living room - I was in my recliner chair and my dad always brings his own chair due to back issues and everyone else fit on couches…idk why I am explaining where everyone sat lol, but I was VERY pleased with my planning and having gotten the couch just in time and seeing everyone in the room which I wouldn’t have assumed would ever fit that many! It was a very deep satisfaction much like seeing Jeremy use and love the snowblower I got.
In between the presents and eating, I excused myself to butt-scoot up the stairs to my bedroom so I could lay down and elevate my leg more (somewhat genuine need) and recover from overstimulation (more genuine). People ended up coming up to visit me - first my other sister who was in from out of state, and her girlfriend, to give me the rundown on all the family shiz they were experiencing as part of staying in an Airbnb with stepmom (her mom) and our dad. OH did I even post here that my dad and stepmom, who is in fact my ex-stepmom cause they’ve been divorced for like 10 years, ARE BACK TOGETHER?? Well, they are, that’s a whole other post tho. So anyway, then after sister and gf left, stepdad and dad came up and chatted about surgery, and then it was time to eat…and I actually found that it was nice having those little visits - a couple people visiting me and sitting next to me in bed is kind of my ideal scenario honestly!
All the present stuff went well, people seemed to like the things I got them and I was very glad I thought to get BIL a present - the way we do things, my local sister and I always get each other things but we don’t necessarily always get our respective brothers in law something unless particularly moved or there’s something really perfect to get…and vice versa, like BIL is an artist and years ago he gave me prayer candles with stickers of "saints" that he drew himself, specifically Mark and Jez from Peep Show, and they’re amazing and perfect and one of my most prized items in living room display, but then he went a long time not getting me anything and that’s totally fine and I didn’t even think about it til the next time he got me something, which was some little notebooks and a retro four color pen last year. Anyway, I was thinking in light of him taking on all the cooking I ought to make more of an effort. They have a little tiki bar in their basement and my sister said he’s been getting really into making tiki drinks, so he could use esoteric ingredients or a cool mug. I looked up where to get good tiki mugs and omg, turns out Trader Vic’s sells glassware among other tiki bar accoutrements, so I got him an original coconut mug and a "suffering bastard" mug which I had to get cause of the name, and so he and my sister were both super pumped about that.
I’m also gratified that I overheard E talking to their BFF comparing notes on the best things they got, and E was saying that the noise canceling headphones I picked for them were their best present. Victory! I do get a lot of satisfaction from giving a good gift.
The best thing I got is that I finished knitting that scarf a couple days before Christmas, but my sanity is now very reliant on knitting and I needed to start a new project, so I told Jeremy I knew my sister was probably getting me some knitting stuff but I couldn’t wait, I needed him to run to the yarn store and get me some circular needles, and some specific colors of yarn IMMEDIATELY. I told him his gift to me, since he said he hadn’t gotten my anything yet, could be to go through the process of texting me pictures of yarns so I could pick the ones I wanted. So he did that and now I’m pretty close to finishing my first ever shawl, which I’m so pumped about cause I think it looks genuinely cool and I also never would’ve thought I could manage knitting with circular needles. But I learned! And I had to do a garter tab cast on which took three YouTube videos and maybe ten attempts (picking up stitches was very confusing to me!) but I got that too!
Oh and my other best thing was the ramp Jeremy and my stepdad built over the steps into the house so that I can more easily get out of the house and take walks with my knee scooter. Can’t go far before I get tired and uncomfortable, but getting some air every day has been big for the sanity game as well.


Pictures of shawl progress - that last pic isn’t even current, I’m almost done with pink and then it’s going to have yellow although I’m tempted to just repeat the first green idk - and then me walking, that’s our yard with the Bluey inflatable.
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Request List
Sidenote: Before they’re posted each request be answered. This is just the list of the order of their release and the days they’re coming out could be changed but hopefully not. And requests are still open and new asks will be added at the very bottom of the list under “New Additions”.
Strangers in the Night (part 2)
Request: older sid x younger reader (not controversial), dancing around lingering tension in the workplace and beyond.
Coming: Thursday
Younger GF x Sid at Wedding
Request: We need Sid and younger girlfriend attending a wedding 👀 here realizing that maybe Sid should see other people angsty slow burn fluff smut maybe?
Coming: Friday
Best friends brother x Reader
Request: Could we get a brother’s best friend Sid x reader?
Coming: Next Tuesday
Sid x Reader / Bath or shower
Request: Sid and the reader are taking a steamy shower or a nice bubble bath
Coming: Next Friday
Younger GF x Sid / night at home
Request: Sid with younger!gf and she convinces him to do a relaxing night at home in between games, complete with skincare, movies and cockwarming🤭
Coming: Next Saturday
Famous Singer Gf X Sid
Request: Sidney where he and the reader have been together since like the dawn of time and she’s famous for being a lead singer in a band or something? And she’s being questioned by media at a hockey game or something
Coming: Tuesday after next
Younger GF x Sid / Silly tiktok prank
Request: Sidney and younger gf where you do a silly TikTok prank on him? I don't really care which one honestly but I thought the funniest ones would be either the wiping off his kisses or calling him your husband or even the one where you tell him you can't pay rent/mortgage! It really doesn't matter you can do whatever you want tbh, just something a little silly n sweet
Coming: Thursday after next
Sidney x Reader at a bar
Request: reader has a blunt personality and she gets hit on by a guy at the bar and Sidney sees it from across and before he can even get up to defend her, the reader has it and defends herself and Sidney finds it hot and thinks she deserves to be rewarded for telling that guy off and claiming she’s Sidney’s girl
Coming: Sunday after next
New Additions
Controversial Age gap gf
Request: Younger gf x Sidney with controversial age gap but Sidney Crosby does not give a fuck because man is just living his life yet younger gf is hestitate to continue being together with him (maybe younger and a woc or not the typical WAG look or some other element that really leaves a mark) on the media attention and he just has comforting reassuring sex
Superstitious Sidney
Request: younger reader and Sid hookup a few times before some of Sid’s games, all of which he so happens to win. A famously superstitious Sid adds a new superstition to his pre-game checklist
Sidney and daughter of ex-player
Request: Younger reader’s father is a long retired penguins player and her and Sid have been secretly seeing each other. They’re at some sort of penguins event one night and reader has a little too much fun watching Sid squirm while (not so) discreetly teasing him and being a little too touchy around her family and other guests
#angelsuecultwrites#angelsuecult#sidney crosby#sidney crosby fic#sidney crosby imagine#nhl#nhl imagine#nhl players#pittsburgh penguins#sidney crosby x reader#sidney crosby smut#reqs open
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Are you currently reading anything? Why did you choose to read it? I haven’t been reading anything. I don’t have the patience or the desire to read anything.
Do you prefer water slides or roller coasters? Is there a reason? Waterslides are more fun to me.
What did you do today? I’ve just been at work.
Do you like writing stories or reading them better? I mean I don’t do too much of either but I like coming up with stories.
What, other than music, is your “outlet”? I don’t know, TV shows?
Are you one of the people who believes their iPod/music is their life? No.
Are there any keys on your keyboard that have letters fading away? Nope.
Are you wasting your time with the person you like right now? He’s the only thing I’m not wasting time on.
Do you remember the exact words that were said to end your last relationship? Nope.
What was the last song you had on repeat for more than 10 minutes? Uhhhh maybe a Sabrina Carpenter song?
Is there anyone you used to have a crush on that you’d be embarrassed to admit to now? Nah.
What was your favourite grade? Least favourite? School in general was awful so I don’t have a favorite grade.
What grade did you have the best marks? The worst? Lol.
Is your iPod always charged, or do you leave it dead for a while? I don’t have an ipod.
Do you like long car rides, or do they bore you? I don’t mind them as long as I have good music.
Are you hard to make conversation with? Eh. I’m just awkward.
Do you read lots of magazines? Nope.
In your opinion, who’s the best looking celebrity right now? I have MAJOR feelings about Michael Longfellow and John Mulaney.
Would you rather go to a Taylor Swift or Kate Voegele concert? If I didn’t have to be the one spending any money on it, Taylor Swift.
What is one concert you’re not going to that you’d do anything to be at? The various festivals coming up that Vampire Weekend and Lana Del Rey have been announced for.
Using a quote, say something to your most recent ex: No thanks.
Also using a quote, say something to your current bf/gf, or crush: Nah.
What is a song you think is played on the radio way too often? I don’t pay attention to that.
Who was the last person you slow danced with, and to what song? I’m sure it was Mark years ago at my sister’s wedding.
Who of your best friends have you not hung out with? Uh, recently you mean? That would be Sarah; I haven’t seen her since August. But that is hopefully changing in May when we try to do SNL again.
Who have you hung out with the most? Why? I’ve been seeing Liz and Randal and Lolly the most lately. Because they live in Chicago lol.
Who was the last person to buy you something? Uhhh my dad I think.
What did you last eat? Did you make it for yourself? English muffin with peanut butter. Yes.
Are you talking to anybody right now? What is your relationship with them? Nope.
As a child, did you ever go to camp? Not a convential “camp” but I was involved in this program for a bit called Leaders Club and for one week in the summer we’d go stay at a college dorm and take fun classes and stuff.
Do you remember who the first person you ever had a sleepover with was? Cousins, I’m sure.
Who was the last person you had a sleepover with? I mean, aside from my husband who I sleep with every night and aside from staying in a hotel with some of my family a few weeks ago, the last person’s house I stayed over at was Ellen’s.
How do you decide which surveys to take? I usually choose them within the first few questions.
If necessary, do you think you could go a whole week without eating? That would be awful.
What was the last movie you watched, and with who? Uhhh I think the last movie I watched was either Little Women or Edge of Seventeen. Mark was in the room when I watched both of those but he wasn’t paying attention to them.
What is something that scares a lot of people that doesn’t bother you? I don’t know.
What is something that doesn’t bother a lot of people, but scares you? Elevators.
Do you like all kinds of music, or are there some you won’t listen to? I don’t MIND if there’s something on I wouldn’t chose myself.
Who was the last person to have their arm around you? Why? My husband.
What was the reason for you last being mad at your best friend? I don’t remember.
How often do you get mad at your best friend? Extremely rarely. Basically never.
Do you feel bad for people easily? Eh.
End this survey with a random quote or random lyrics. “DON’T YOU WANT ME LIKE I WANT YOU BABY, DON’T YOU NEED ME LIKE I NEED YOU NOW” That’s been trapped in my head since yesterday
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Why don't you like Harry and Liam? 💛
with liam, i hate how he's turned out, his behaviour towards women has been awful there was this video from a couple of weeks ago /jokingly/ telling his gf that she was “looking good, nice and covered up for once” 💀 his ex-fiance maya wrote a book inspired by her real relationships and it's disturbing — there's more details in the article but essentially, the protagonist deals with dv and a toxic relationship. this twitter thread explains what happens in the book. of course, we don't know what actually happened between maya and liam but it definitely raises some serious question marks 🤷♀️ also he has no career to speak of lol
harry is just boring af, he can't write good songs, his music is bland but he somehow still earns grammys because girls like that he's quirky and mediocre white men are always rewarded. i think it's made him lazy and i have far more respect for the other 1d guys who DID actually have to put in time & effort (and make mistakes) before they found their artistry. i guess i just don't really respect him as a person or as an artist 💛
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1233.
Are you currently reading anything? Why did you choose to read it? >> I just started The Heart is Deceitful Above All Things. It was the first thing on my TBR when I opened the Storygraph app after DNF'ing a different book. I don't remember why I put it on there, though. Maybe I heard about it from a TikTok. I assume I was intrigued by its premise, either way.
Do you prefer water slides or roller coasters? Is there a reason? >> I can't swim, so I've never been on a water slide. Roller coasters win by default.
What did you do today? >> It's still morning, I haven't done much of anything except have a crying jag, eat breakfast, watch Veep, and do my Duolingo.
Do you like writing stories or reading them better? >> I can't really say I like one over the other. I do both in wildly varying amounts.
What, other than music, is your “outlet”? >> Why is music excluded? Anyway, I don't have "an outlet", I don't really know how to define that.
Are you one of the people who believes their iPod/music is their life? >> That's something I said when I was a teenager, I'm sure.
The last person you talked to on the phone and the last person you held hands with are in a burning building and you can only save one; who? .
Are there any keys on your keyboard that have letters fading away? >> The V and the M are chipped, and the A a little bit, but that's all. I don't think this keyboard is made with the kind of letters that fade the way you're talking about (otherwise they'd be all gone by now, lol).
Are you wasting your time with the person you like right now? .
Do you remember the exact words that were said to end your last relationship? .
What was the last song you had on repeat for more than 10 minutes? >> I don't know, this is a rare occasion. 10 minutes is only like two plays, but I really just never listen to songs on repeat. Even only twice. Is there anyone you used to have a crush on that you’d be embarrassed to admit to now? .
What was your favourite grade? Least favourite? . What grade did you have the best marks? The worst? .
Is your iPod always charged, or do you leave it dead for a while? .
Do you like long car rides, or do they bore you? >> I don't like them, but not because I find them boring, I just don't like being cooped up in a car. It's uncomfortable as fuck.
Are you hard to make conversation with? >> I suppose that depends on who is trying to make conversation with me, and if we have anything at all in common.
Do you read lots of magazines? >> I read no magazines.
In your opinion, who’s the best looking celebrity right now? . Would you rather go to a Taylor Swift or Kate Voegele concert? . What is one concert you’re not going to that you’d do anything to be at? .
Using a quote, say something to your most recent ex: .
Also using a quote, say something to your current bf/gf, or crush: .
What is a song you think is played on the radio way too often? .
Who was the last person you slow danced with, and to what song? . Who of your best friends have you not hung out with? .
Who have you hung out with the most? Why? .
Who was the last person to buy you something? >> Sparrow. What did you last eat? Did you make it for yourself? >> Yakisoba. I microwaved it, yeah.
Are you talking to anybody right now? What is your relationship with them? >> I am not.
As a child, did you ever go to camp? >> I went to Christian camp when I was 13. I keep forgetting about that. Do you remember who the first person you ever had a sleepover with was? >> I’ve never had a sleepover.
Who was the last person you had a sleepover with? .
How do you decide which surveys to take? >> It's not like there's a lot to choose from, so I just grab whatever one has enough questions I can answer. I try to avoid ones that have long stretches of questions I have to leave blank, but sometimes I don't skim well enough and you get what just happened a few questions ago in this one. -_-
If necessary, do you think you could go a whole week without eating? >> Whether I could or not is irrelevant; this would be awful and traumatising and I would really fucking rather not.
When was the last time you were in a hot tub? >> I put my feet in the one at the vacation rental in Orlando a couple of years ago. I can't actually fully get into a hot tub because the heat is too much.
What was the last movie you watched, and with who? >> Prometheus, with myself.
What is something that scares a lot of people that doesn’t bother you? >> Spiders.
What is something that doesn’t bother a lot of people, but scares you? .
Do you like all kinds of music, or are there some you won’t listen to? >> Obviously I don't listen to everything. I have preferences just like anyone. But I do have a very broad interest.
Who was the last person to have their arm around you? Why? .
What was the reason for you last being mad at your best friend? .
How often do you get mad at your best friend? . Do you feel bad for people easily? >> I do not.
Do you openly admit to your faults, or make up excuses for them? >> *shrug* End this survey with a random quote or random lyrics. .
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I'm both confused and also not confused.
So this boy I like figured out I liked him and I said "if I did like you, what would you say" and he said "maybe that I may or may not have a small crush on you still".
I asked him what he meant by "still" and he sent me a destiel meme! A DESTIEL MEME! So I responded with a question mark and he said "this is what I mean" and sent ANOTHER destiel meme!
When he sent the second destiel meme I said "are you trying to tell me that you like me through destiel memes?" and he send a few nervous side-eye gifs to which I responded with "{insert crush's name}? Is that a yes? {insert crushes name}?" and he sent another nervous side-eye gif.
After he sent that gif, I said "when you sent those destiel pics, were you trying to say that we're Dean and Cass?" to which he said "yes, I'm Dean and you're Cass."
Eventually I said "what about your gf?" to which he responded with "that's the thing, Dean and Cass were never actually dating." I was confused so I asked if we were dating to which he said no.
After that I asked him what we were if we weren't dating to which he said "good friends". I was still super confused so I said "I'm confused. First, you say that you like me back. then you say that we're like Dean and Cass (who are in love), then you say we're good friends. So what are we?" And guess what he said? HE SAID WE WERE GOOD FRIENDS!
So I told him that I was still confused to which he said "you're next in line in case my relationship with {insert soon to be ex-gf's name} doesn't work out." AND NEITHER OF US HAVE SAID ANYTHING SINCE THEN! THAT WAS AT 10:57!!!
#I'm confused#does he like me or not!?#I mean I'm glad that I'm an option but it feels bad being the second choice#especially if you consider that if me and him get together than he might have a second choice lined up for if me and him break up
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that pillow fight was filled with sexual tension
#*o#wicked the musical#wicked#gelphie#memes#carrie st louis#alyssa fox#wicked 2nt#my coping mechanisms include making memes to procrastinate because my brain cant do academic anymore#btw glinda posted this#ex gf with a question mark
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Redbull when Seb left: we all love you btw. remember when you killed that bird? that was so fun. remember when you crashed into Mark? that was even more fun. you are so beautiful and talented and fast. can i suck your dick for old times sake? love you.
Ferrari when Seb left: here’s a stale fruit cake. yeah it’s fruit slices in the shape of a cake, not a cake with fruit in it. you kinda looked like a fruit cake at redbull when you weren’t a massive flop. i’m changing my number btw don’t call me.
YOU KINDA LOOKED LIKE A FRUIT CAKE AT REDBULL ghshsjdjdjd
i mean arrivedeci aka the silver fox dilf at Ferrari did love Seb, no questions there but the way he was so publicly discarded at the end.... oof.... meanwhile christian horner kept calling him an old gf and an ex like 🤨🤨🤨 let the sebussy go old man

#let me be clear I am very much peddling an agenda here and I won't be letting facts and objective reality get in my way#christian/seb#blorbocedes ask
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detransition, baby - a review
apparently the “first book written by an openly trans woman to be published by a big 5 publishing house” but that was from a goodreads review so dont quote me on that
disclaimer im am? mostly cis at this point in time
i really enjoyed this book. i loved how unapologetically queer it was. i loved the writing style and overall tone (more on this later*). i cant imagine what the experience must be for the average cis person that has never thought about Gender in their life.
the one-line summary of the plot is that Ames (detransitioned trans woman) accidentally gets Katrina (his gf) pregnant and proposes that his ex gf Reese (trans woman) to be a coparent because he can’t stand the idea of being shoehorned into the role of a dad and all the gender fuckery that entails by virtue of Katrina’s cishetness.
the book follows the reese and amy in vignettes from various periods of their lives, as well as the ongoing story in the present with katrina’s pregnancy. the timeline is meandering as it frequently recounts memories from the present, but i didn’t find it hard to follow.
our lovely cast:
- Reese: cynical & confident as a self-described trans elder. she desperately wants a child of her own. she’s emotional and impulsive and has several toxic relationships with men prior to and after her long-term relationship with Amy. her view on womanhood is fucked up, but understandably so. A lot of people on Goodreads, at least half of them TERFs, took issue with this particular section (which is funny, because the author knew exactly what would happen).
After all, Every woman adores a Fascist. Reese spent a lifetime observing cis women confirm their genders through male violence.
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Liberal feminists — especially the trans-hating variety — would have a field day with her. ... But you know what? ... Why should the burden be on her to uphold impeccable feminist politics that barely served her? ... So yeah, Stanley, bring it on. Hit Reese. Show her what it means to be a lady.
- Amy/Ames: a baby trans when she initially got together with reese, who was as much of a mother to her as she was a partner. she has never been able to break the habit of using maleness as an emotional shield, and one resulting casualty is her sex life — the inability to make herself vulnerable makes sex unsatisfying for both her and Reese. ultimately, their relationship breaks down and in the aftermath, Amy detransitions to Ames.
- Katrina - late thirties, chinese/jewish, cishet, divorcee. this is her first venturing into queerness. she’s also Ames’ boss, but this dynamic is not explored at all tbh she might as well be his coworker.
*THE PROSE! As I said earlier, I loved the writing style. It’s easy to read but embellished and ‘literary’ enough to be fun. Not sure of the right word to describe the tone but something like blasé/snappy/honest/blunt? it is also very funny.
Ames pondered whether he ought to cancel his subscription to HBO in order to afford this sperm bank. He couldn’t fully comprehend the enormous weight of fatherhood and generational lineage, but he could easily comprehend how much he did not want to cancel HBO.
...she welcomes Reese with a hug that, in its unexpected affection, Reese would put somewhere between suddenly discovered long-lost relative and cult leader thanking you for your impending sacrifice.
is this a Queer Misery book? i don’t think so. all the Bad Things (transphobia, homophobia, dysphoria, and so on) feature insofar that it is a book about the messy lives of these trans women. i didn’t find it depressing.
are the characters likeable? storygraph says “it’s complicated”. personally, i was emotionally invested in them at around the 50% mark. as someone who has never wanted children or been interested in motherhood at all, and also never been particularly moved by those who were, i was really hoping that things would work out for reese.
the question of race. amy and reese are very white and this is underlined in the book in a sufficiently self-aware (on the part of the author) way. i dont think this detracted from the book. more thoughts on this here.
sEx? some people have said there was a lot of sex in this book but i personally didn’t really think so (by the standard of fanfic at least). i guess there’s a decent number of talk about sex but not that many sex scenes?
is co-sleeping with your baby bad? the science says yes! sleeping in the same room is not the same as sleeping in the same bed!! this is the most problematic part of the book
unfortunately, (MINOR SPOILERS)
I didn’t get the happy ending that I had desperately hoped for (though i probably should’ve clocked something when it ended at 12 weeks post conception). Instead, we got an ambiguous ending that I guess could be seen as hopeful. I’m the type of guy that wants closure in all my stories but alas.
#queer literature#queer fiction#book review#queer book rec#detransition baby#i did not intend for this to be this long#reading#reading time: 10 hours#read over 5 days
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Really in Love? 🔥
Leo Valdez x Reader (Athena Cabin Reader)
Summary: Leo didn’t know what went wrong. One minute, he had a smashing goddess girlfriend and an equally awesome best friend. And the next? One of them in the Apollo cabin, and the other one in the Apollo cabi- well, infirmary.
Warnings: mentions of dying, cheating and some blood. Also some elusions to smut and making out. A lot of angst. That's all I’m gonna say.
Word Count: 1.6k
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My requests are also open in case you have any more ideas and prompts!
Life for Leo Valdez had been going good. He had just gotten back from helping Apollo, or Lester, and things had been going well. Calypso had just come back from her camping trip, and she and Leo were inseparable.
Which made things a tiny bit hard for you. You were Leo’s best friend, and right now, you and him were tasked with making the new Big House for the camp. Normally, Chiron would call Annabeth, but since she was out of town with Percy for god knows what (you knew what, he was going to propose to her), he had put you in charge of this project. And since you wanted to make the new structure a bit more technologically advanced, you decided to call Leo in.
And the progress had been going well. Until Leo’s entire attention was given to Calypso. Nowadays, you couldn’t even get a minute alone with your best friend without his annoyingly beautiful and mean gf next to you. And off the record, you had been starting to like Leo a bit. When you both were in the quest, and the only two single ones on the ship, you kinda felt like there was something growing between the both of you.
Turns out you were wrong, because in a few months, after your best friend allegedly “died”, he came back on a flying dragon and a goddess in his arms. Too bad you couldn’t find a boyfriend to take your mind off Leo.
So, life was awkward, but fine. Well….until you got shot in the stomach by an arrow. Yeah, it wasn’t your best moment. It was the day after you had had your one-on-one with Calypso, and you had managed to avoid her, but whenever you tried to get Leo on his own, she just happened to be there. So you decided to get him by himself when you both were working on the project. But before that, you had archery. And least to say, you were quite sufficient at it. So were the rest of your classmates, or at least the people at the training room.
So you knew you didn’t get shot by a fluke. The question was that, who would shoot you?
And you knew the answer. Austin Lake. The only guy in the feild who had some sort of resentment towards you. Why? Because he was your ex. Your breakup wasn’t the smoothest one. There was a whole lot of screaming and yelling. Oh, and a couple of threats and slaps. But you would’nt think that he would shoot you. Where you could potentially die.
So for the rest of the day, while you were in the infirmary with Will, you racked your brain thinking of a reason. But it wasn’t until you saw Calypso walk in that you finally understood. She had come in around the time that Leo would be in his Bunker, banging out dents and marks in his newest projects, with everything else out of his mind. It would be the perfect time to sneak away. At least it would be for Calypso.
You had suspected that Calypso had been cheating on Leo for a while. But you had never had a chance to prove it. Until now, where you had a perfect sight of Calypso and Austin holding hands as they made out at the back of one of the beds.
The sight made you sick to the stomach. Surprisingly, it wasn’t because of Calypso kissing your ex. But rather your best friend’s girlfriend kissing Austin Lake. Your mind went to the hurt look on Leo’s face when he would find out, and you could feel the pain radiating off him.
But you couldn’t keep it from him, so you decided to tell him as soon as possible. Gritting your teeth, you tried to stand up for yourself, pushing your hands against the bed. The pain in your stomach intensified by about a 100x, but nevertheless, you tried to ignore it.
Suddenly, you heard a gentle yet cruel laugh. “Oh Y/N, what do you think you’re doing?” You whipped around to see Calypso standing above you, with Austin at her side, and with one pointed look, he took out an injection, filled with green liquid.
“I’m going to tell Leo-”
“No you aren’t. Because you will not get up to ever tell him”, she said maliciously, as you watched in horror. Austin grabbed your arm, and even though you were stronger than him, the pain medication didn’t allow you to push him back. He brought the needle to your arm, and growled at you, his face turned up in a deep frown. With a slight pinch, he pushed it in harshly, the needle cutting through your flesh. Instantly, you began feeling drowsy, as your vision started swimming.
“Y-ou wo-won’t ge...t away with thi….sss”, you tried to say, but all that came out was strangled mutters.
Calypso laughed, swiping her hand on your fingers as her nails dug into your arm. “Oh sweetie, you can’t possibly think a child of Athena would beat a goddess that’s been around for millenia, right? Otherwise, you would be even more stupid then I thought you were…”
And that was the last thing you heard before you drifted off into a inky black darkness.
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Leo’s POV
Leo walked around the Bunker back and forth, confused on where you were. It was almost 6, and you still hadn’t shown up. Worried, he grabbed his tool belt, tying it around his waist as he left his workspace, going over to the Athena cabin.
“Hey guys”, Leo greeted, trying to spot any sight of you. Malcolm came up to him, his face etched with worry.
“If your looking for Y/N, she was in the infirmary. Apparently, some jackass shot her in the stomach with an arrow. We tried to find who did it, but nothing so far, so we are just waiting for her to wake up.”
As he heard that, he practically started running out the door but he stopped when Malcolm called him back.
“Visiting hours are shut right now. But Austin was the last one to see her, maybe check in his cabin?”
Leo nodded, and although he didn’t like the blond, muscular camper, he still wanted to see how you were doing so he made his way there.
And boy, did he wish he would have gone to see you instead. Because when he walked through the Apollo cabin door, he didn’t expect to see his girlfriend half naked with a shirtless Austin.
“Leo!”, she yelled, covering herself up.
“You-”
She tried to come near Leo, hands reaching for him, but he stepped back, as if her touch was burning hot. “Leo, I didn’t mean to…”, she trailed off, as she began to see the little sparks of fire starting to burst out from his fingers.
She stepped back, and for a second, you could see Leo calm down, wondering if he scared her. But when she reached for Austin’s hand, as she enlaced their fingers together, you could see the fire build up in Leo again.
“How could you-”, he shook his head, not believing it, “I-I was the one who got you off the island” He looked furious, but then his face crumpled as he stared at her. “I lied to my friends. Acted like I was dead for weeks. Just so I could save you, so I could get you off that prison!”
She didn’t say anything, as she just kept looking down at the floor. Half of you hoped that it would just swallow her whole.
“I literally gave my life, and you cheated on me?! You-you knew I had an issue with him-” Realization struck his face as he pieced two and two together. “Th-that’s why you didn’t want me coming with you to the infirmary, did you? Because he would be there. That must be your little get-to-know-you times, huh?”
She tried to shake her head, coming closer to Leo, but he ignited his hands again, this time making them burn bright. “You can’t possibly think that’s why-”
“Oh no, don’t try and make me think of something different. I’m a freaking mechanic Calypso! I wake up if I hear the faintest of sounds, and you wouldn’t think that I would find you sneaking out every night?”
Calypso stared at him, vision swimming with tears, but her face hard. Leo tried to find some bit of her left in there, but gave up, turning around to look for you. “How is-”
“Oh Y/N, I wouldn’t go to see her. Unless you wanna see her bod-”
“What the hell?”, Leo asked, his voice firm, as his mind went into overdrive. “What did you do Calypso?”
“Nothing much..”, she said, but he didn’t hear another word as Will Solace burst into his cabin.
Out of breath, and sweaty, he looked at Leo. “Y/N needs you… she is close to dying”
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That was it, the first part! I’m sorry I didn’t get to the second part, but I think the cliffhanger may add to the storyline, so let’s see if that works out. Thanks so much for requesting this, and I hope you enjoy it :)
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