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Echoes of Separateness:
Ego, bullying, and the illogical path of the wounded ego #3
(I demand that the person be here, but in reality, I didn't even want thatā¦)
Parts 1 and 2 previously posted.
Notice that all extremely controlling people are, deep down, extremely insecure.
All insensitive people, deep down, have a tremendous grudge against sensitivity.
Paty, and how much of this can be brought to light now, by the person themselves, in order for this to be transmuted, cared for?
Darlings, it only depends on them and their willā¦
It is important to practice this perspective because it gradually frees us from 2 things:
feeling that you are wrong for following the opposite path, it takes you out of this process of wanting the approval of the other who so much wants to lead you to the path of control, the fear of being judged, the path of the wounded egoā¦
it also helps you work on anger because you start to see that this person is so, so deeply hurt.
And an important observation! To the empaths and sweethearts of my heart, don't fall into the trap of wanting to save such people. No one saves anyone, right?
We give each other a handā¦ we help each other, but we don't save.
The process of overcoming any negative issue must be personal, the help, the support, the comfort, should exist when we really feel comfortable with it and when the other ACCEPTS!
In summary: when they really want to change.
Unfortunately, many people are trapped in the illusion of momentary pleasure. Wounded ego, very hurt for not feeling capable, secure. But every day the person seeks their group that makes this feeling of fear of judgment, fear of exclusion disappear for a few momentsā¦ but it's not something secure and constructive. It was built on unsound and unhealthy foundations. It is temporary and superficial.
It is never too late to seek care for these issues.
The opportunities have never been greater than they are today, through this text that brings you to a state of reflection and/or discomfort; through various supports that exist out thereā¦
Meditations for greater inner contact, including very spiritual channeled meditations, therapeutic techniques, holistic therapies, high-vibration musical frequencies available, and sooo much knowledge being channeled and brought to light.
From schools to politics, From family gatherings to religious meetings, From friendships to the workplaceā¦. In all these places, we always play a role.
What has been your role? To exclude, to include, or to "sit on the fence"? haha.
This "sitting on the fence" can be one of the most dangerous paths, depending on the case.
Inserting oneself into a process of unconsciousness and "ignorance is bliss," when in reality, you know well what is going on around you, you just don't want to lose the approval of others, is, in the end, a fear of judgment too.
I BELIEVE in a world with more inclusion and social justice, starting with us!
Because every politician (the ones who influence us the most, on national and global levels) was once a student, "simply a citizen," and the distorted biases, the non-inclusive ideas that many who hold political positions share, we also share.
They are not the only ones who need to evolve haha.
Internal work reverberates externally!
Don't rush, but if possible, start yours today.
#self work#self awareness#self reflection#self improvement#self love#(i'm talking about reeeal self love)#self care#evolution path#writing#writers#my writing
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In the world of heavy metals, love is denser than hate!
#Poorly drawn SVSSS#SVSSS#luo bingge#luo binghe#ask#Is that right? Two different character tags? I think that is right.#I'm calling myself out with screenshotting the asks with the dates because my full ask box has become a problem I'm determined to solve.#I promise you that if I did not respond to your ask it was because I 1) *really* wanted to hold on to it to make a doodle reply#or 2) really was so touched by the message and got overwhelmed#So expect many year + old asks suddenly gaining a reappearance! I'm going to get to them ALL.#Back to Luo Binghe (both versions). You see...the substance he is made with has a chemical reaction to affection.#Like how a pokemon has multiple paths to evolution depending on it's friendship points or exposure to random stones#so to does he evolve into various forms. I feel like Bingge (Ht) would be a noble gas. Unable to form bonds#I could also see him as a Halogen-type of element! Highly reactive and only truly found in manufactured environments.#And Binghe (Lv) would be an alkaline earth metal (+2). Sturdy. Forms bond better but not freely giving them away.#this is the second time I've related characters to elements - and I am far less familar with Scum Villian so please feel free to chime in.#I could be way off base here and I am very down for someone to talk chemistry and character themes.#Thank you all for the love you have given my silly little LBH. It means a lot to me B*)#Don't...don't look too hard at the lack of mark on his forehead here. I gave up. It's just...hidden behind his bangs.
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In my sleep I dream of phylogenetic trees
#rain world#rainworld#specbio#speculative evolution#art#this is of course extremely simplified#and also a headcanon. I cannot predict the actual evolutionary paths of video game animals#but it was fun to realize I can link yeeks and slugcats to a common ancestor!#I'll prolly add more later. vultures will be a doozy
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unit chiefs + asking their teammate to take over to protect the unit
#criminal minds#criminalmindsedit#emily prentiss#emilyprentissedit#cmverse#cmverseedit#criminal minds evolution#cmevolutionedit#aaron hotchner#aaronhotchneredit#mine#edit#*#category*#kind of hilarious the difference between hotch's soft ask of morgan and emily just telling rossi to step up aflkdjaf;lk#rip there being no scene of this with jj we could have been 4/4#big feels about this team always trusting/asking each other to protect their family#(and lowkey hotly feels about emily following in hotch's footsteps!! like it Keeps Happening that their paths are mirrored!!)
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The soul that sees beauty may sometimes walk alone.
āĀ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
#goethe#johann wolfgang von goethe#soul#life#beauty#solitude#life path#consciousness#awareness#intuition#spiritual awakening#experience#life lessons#maturity#inner world#understanding#wisdom#evolution#soul path
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#ouroboros#eventually everything connects#path#couples tantra#meaning of life#kundalini#spiral#eternity is now#evolution#cosmic#golden#science#serpent
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#oh lads. lads. lads. lads. im being sucked back into the world of academia#i dont even kno what happened. a week ago i was crying bc i was like: this is impossible. i simply cannot do this.#and then i went into the lab sunday and miraculously i was able to easily read some papers. like i dont kno how to discribe how baffling it#was. like reading papers is like pulling teeth and this was somehow easy. i think maybe it was bc i let myself get distracted and wander#thru it. and then after that i got so much done this week and i was tired but having fun. and like the thing is: i fucking love evolution#it's like puzzling out the code for life in both a metaphical and literal sense. its fucking incredible. and my project is also very#interesting. if a bit intimidating in its scope. ya kno. just in the way photosynthesis is generally intimidating#but i think i have a strain thats lost chlf which is really interesting and my advisor said we might have the money to try some crispr for#my cyano children. hypothetically. maybe. and i get to do some poking around in genomes. theres so so much to love there#how could i possibly want to do anything else? and yet. and yet. here at the end of the week im so wrung out and i kno i just have to start#again on sunday and i kno im gonna have to step it up in terms of reading if i want to make it through a committee meeting and proposal#defense. not to even mention a comprehensive exam. and what do i get at the end of all this? a lifetime of academia draining my life away.#bc what i do is so academic. so whats the point? its just so frustrating.#and on top of that ive got all this data from my old lab that i kno i have to work on. and i will. i will. but with what time?#anyway the point is. i can see a path forward now where i stay here and decide the pain will be worth it despite not knowing where im going#after that. im just so tried#but right now it feels like im gonna stay until someone kicks me out#but that doesnt exactly make me feel happy. ugh. but if i stay i want to get my old pi to come here and give a seminar. ill warn her how#intimidating the department is tho. we've had 2 talks in the last 2 weeks that were... not good. particularly the one this week#like she couldnt answer a single question they thru at her and didnt seem to kno her data sets. it was hard to watch. anyway. i just want#to see my academic mother again. send me back to the desert! let me rot in a field full of sage#but send me back to the hills of an older mountain range. where i can climb sandstone cliffs and lay in carpets of moss. except i wouldnt do#that bc of all the ticks and threat of lyme disease...#anyway. im still tired. still sad. and there doesnt seem to b a way out#unrelated
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I opened Pinterest for the first time in months.
That made me realize a lot about how bad I was actually doing and how much of a Waffle House Index use of Pinterest is for adult me, apparently.
I hadnāt realized it had grown that foundational to me in a healthy-brain-exercise-and-hobby-joy way. Nice to know moving forward! Itās another sign I can keep track of and use to spot correlation/indicator patterns earlier my behavior.
I love this kind of thing, it makes me so excited!
#personal data hacking is my passion#someday Iāll tell a story about the most notable times I tracked things or hacked my own mental processes from childhood to now#including the fear of spiders and bed wetting and behavior changes and posture and heart rate and cursive and putting kitchen items and#trash away as soon as Iām finished using them instead of never ever or ages and ages later#Iām so proud of that#you have to give it time and still commit. chaining thoughts and routines and behaviors really works#we are not separate brains and bodies and external environments#anyway Iām gonna go haha I used up he last of my energy burst on Discord and here and I need to go rest and lie on the floor and probly doze#love you all be back soon bye mwah!#add to journal#trauma evolution#my Waffle House index#this is going to be a fun new tag Iām so going to have fun with this and I bet itāll be a helpful example reference for other people too#more than just for future me!#so excited so proud of myself so happy so grateful for hope about me really trusting that my ability and my behavior and my performance#are able to and going to yes keep getting better#long many-milestone path-journeys of potential#like when I was a little 6-7 year old kid-team athlete looking ahead at a concept of a future with me over time getting#stronger and cleverer and faster and slicker and calmer and even happier and more and more capable and able to accomplish!#a gift. all this time I didnāt think Iād have and have been living anyway is such a gift.#knowing that I truly have future time to grow and explore and change and improve in even though I still canāt FEEL or IMAGINE that future#time yet. also a gift.#the time I will one day realize I can imagine a future and imagine myself alive? will be a gift.#breath is a gift. experiencing life is a gift. other life is a gift. rhythm is a gift. motion is a gift. awake is a gift. color is a gift.#such a great expanse. all of it new. all of it eternal. all of it me. all of it nothing Iāve ever known before. all of it all of it#all of it. gifts.#gonna go have floor time now. this would be such a nice time to re-re-regain my ability to cry!#mwah I love you future me. take care of your hand and thank u for writing all this down š#hey little star whatcha gonna queue?#my poetry
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In the PMD world there'd be a forced evolution kink. Like getting evolved against your will, or too soon, or into the wrong form (or "wrong" form). Teasing peeps with evo stones or secretly nudging them toward evo requirements and such
#original#there'd also be a devolution kink but that's too similar to age regression#and yeah i know evolution isn't the same as age but turning back time to put you in the smaller weaker body you used to have is the same#it CAN be combined with forced evo to put someone down a different evo path so that's a neat little combo#could do the same thing with age-re + HRT i guess lol
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this is not meant as a philosophical thing but it always catches me by surprise and feels a little funny when ppl make statements about What Makes Us Human/What Separates Us From Animals because like 99% of what humans do, at least some other animals also do or can do, and also like, why do u want to be separate so bad? do u not take comfort in knowing that ravens and elephants mourn their loved ones, too? that dogs and monkeys can learn to paint? that cats will seek you out for comfort when theyāre scared? do u really want to live in a world where weāre alone at the ~top of the pyramid~? seems lonely. seems like shit
#whales (apparently) can adopt orphaned young of other species!#cats and dogs will protect kids/babies!!#other animals are sad and upset when separated from their friends!!#like!#idk!! i just don't get it#maybe this is the child!curio who thought animals were better than people coming out#but like#isn't it a comfort to know that the world is full of so many familiar echoes?#that we walk the same paths shared by animals from wildly divergent lines of evolution?#that like plants we too turn toward the sun????#personal#the world is not a pyramid it is a spiral of networks and we are one vibration among a whole goddamn symphony
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awful how colorism is so deeply ingrained in southeast asia when so many of us are close to the equator. we shouldnāt have products for skin lightening just bc we can tan easily/are brown :(
#personal#itās so so sick bc itās protecting us!!! this is our bodyās evolutional path for protecting us! and itās such a shame that weāve been#taught over and over again that itās āuglyā#colorism cw
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In the world of heavy metals, love is denser than hate!
#Poorly drawn SVSSS#SVSSS#luo bingge#luo binghe#ask#Is that right? Two different character tags? I think that is right.#I'm calling myself out with screenshotting the asks with the dates because my full ask box has become a problem I'm determined to solve.#I promise you that if I did not respond to your ask it was because I 1) *really* wanted to hold on to it to make a doodle reply#or 2) really was so touched by the message and got overwhelmed#So expect many year + old asks suddenly gaining a reappearance! I'm going to get to them ALL.#Back to Luo Binghe (both versions). You see...the substance he is made with has a chemical reaction to affection.#Like how a pokemon has multiple paths to evolution depending on it's friendship points or exposure to random stones#so to does he evolve into various forms. I feel like Bingge (Ht) would be a noble gas. Unable to form bonds#I could also see him as a Halogen-type of element! Highly reactive and only truly found in manufactured environments.#And Binghe (Lv) would be an alkaline earth metal (+2). Sturdy. Forms bond better but not freely giving them away.#this is the second time I've related characters to elements - and I am far less familar with Scum Villian so please feel free to chime in.#I could be way off base here and I am very down for someone to talk chemistry and character themes.#Thank you all for the love you have given my silly little LBH. It means a lot to me B*)#Don't...don't look too hard at the lack of mark on his forehead here. I gave up. It's just...hidden behind his bangs.
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Day Nine of Nine Days of Devotionals for OĆ°inn
Inspired by Cat Heath who spoke about nine days of devotional work for OĆ°inn until 9/9, I decided to take this up. It has been a long time since I have done a set number of days making devotionals, and this seemed a good time to start. You came to me and called to me Changed me and molded me Thenā¦You gave me space Some were gradual Others just proved how much I was Yours How voracious andā¦
#animism#animist#blessings#change#changing#communities#community#devotional#evolution#Father#gradual#heathen#Heathenry#Initiation#life#lifetime#Odin#Odinn#path#poem#poetry#polytheism#polytheist#prayer#prayers#quick#RĆŗnvƦttr#relationship#Runes#Runevaettir
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finally reading dance of days (thank you ohiolink and oberlin college <3) but my most consistent takeaway thus far. is oh my god. people who think punk is primarily ideological and not subcultural/musical. are so out of touch.
#three thought threads excuse it but okay.#first as much as dc punk was not political for much of its history (revolution summer/positive force nonwithstanding im talking oldschool)#i do think the structure of diy and creating an alternative subculture economy is more radical than. making an antireagan song lmao.#even if i think the result was a bit of a failure. the intention was significant! imagine a world where artists do not have to contort#themselves to majors and can be supported by an alternate network of payment and such. would be nice if the arbitrary ideas#of like 5 dollar shows and zero pr and not fighting for what your worth didnt infest that ideology but whateves#okay then also. what the fuck how did i not know the bad brains homophobia was that bad. anyway.#third thread. hilarious that dc punks were.. hesitant to work with positive force bc of its association with revolutionary communist party#lol lmao even. now that im sufficently deep into these tags i can say what all this made me think of which is that#oh my god mcr is a punk band. well theyre more than a punk band but they unequivically came up in punk. they are based in punk. their first#lbum is a posthardcore record without question. in the context of punk as a MUSICAL SUBGENRE mcr is under that umbrella#more than they are Most Other Things#mcr is punk in the outsider-opposition sense which was as defined as some poltics were for a lot of early bands#and shit like black flag which my chem drew on was not textually very political at all it was a subcultural thing#equal opposite force to The Establishment. charting your own path even if it meant fighting for it#obv though black parade barely qualifies as a punk record it was an evolution for them#(and a really interesting zigzag since many of its influences are 70s rock- the very thing og punk was reacting against!#but which now represented a past oldschool rocknroll (esp with glam))#anyyyway#my posts
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Human beings are a multi-faceted, complicated species.
Unfortunately, not all people are put here to evolve. They are here to remind others what it looks like when you don't....
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I have very specific notes on my ideas for Jon's design from S1 through to S5, and i need everyone to know that any and all times you see me draw Apocalypse Jon in an oversized jacket it is Martin's
#the evolution of jons clothing is rlly just increasingly casual#follows the path of his ego lol#i mean theres only so much you can deal with#before you drop the waistcoat yk
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