#everything is so miserable
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4cntrl · 1 month ago
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i wanna off myself 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
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amani-outrider · 2 years ago
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i can’t wait to be done with Razsageth prog and never have to listen to her or our raid leader ever again
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babbyspinchh · 4 days ago
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my parents really are never going to change. theyre a team and im on my own. in the most literal sense
#i see it every time i express how i feel about something and they dont incorporate that in their beliefs for next time#and use it as something to help us navigate our interactions better#its alwaysssss right back to square one. same exact repetitive auto responses and nonchalant attitude toward my feelings#i try to reach some understanding but man its fucking impossible when the other person doesnt hear u at all#everything is so miserable#i dont have it in me to try and make somethinh out of myself because theyve completely destroyed any self image i have#but i also need to make something of myself so i can afford to get the Fuck out of here and cut off any contact#for the rest of my life#i feel trapped in the most hopeless way possible#today my father told me im going to die alone and unloved and no one will ever care about me#just because i told him to be mindful of the things he says rven indirectly#because ive gotten mad over it before so to avoid any future situations again#its best to avoid expressing the thought he expressed#for a guy who hasnt asked me a single personal question he really said all that like he knew me even a little bit#with so much demonic confidence#never wouldve thought id hear those words from a family member but it seems like he festered them for a while#and my mom stayed silent the entire time scrolling on her phone#clearly im not wanted around here and if i were petty id think 'ill distance myself to teach them a lesson'#but i know theyd prefer that#whenever i do isolate its only for my own sake. which is funny because when that happens they STILL blame me for isolating#nothing good ever comes from trying to insert some common sense into them#im always the demon child i ask for too much im ungrateful i should tolerate their mistreatmant#i should boil down and kill any feelings i have that are a reaction to their behavior etc#but all this is going to make me do is kill all of us#its reaching to that point i think#so if i ever go missing from tumblr thats probably what happened#if i lived away from them i wouldnt put them on my mind at all but i have to see them during the day#it adds and adds and adds and adds onto my mental state and one day ill snap#im a rat in a cage thats being constantly negatively stimulated#living in this type of environment is only possible if the other people are puttibg some effort into trying to coexist in peace
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cosmosnout · 7 months ago
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The most doomed siblings ever
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suntails · 7 months ago
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toot toot!
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otrebot · 3 months ago
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Hayakawa
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fairycosmos · 6 months ago
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i wish i had a purpose in life and a supportive network of friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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katabay · 1 year ago
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obsessed with the dynamic they have in mk1 like. ohhhh that is a MESS, I love it
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lazylittledragon · 8 months ago
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a very good measure for if you ACTUALLY hate yourself and need to work on that is to check if you're on your period and if your hair dye is faded. and if both are true you're probably fine
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justgayrevolutionnaries · 4 months ago
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Can we talk about how Joly had a very bad cold during the barricade part. And it's mentionned once and never again but he literally says "I will go to the barricade but not to the funeral because it's raining". He is like of course I will take part in a rebellion that may kill me but I draw the line at making my cold worse. And then he moves on and gossips about Marius.
Can we talk about how Joly probably had the worst two days of his life because he had a cold and he had to watch all his friends die and got NO sleep at all. And he was still going around to take care of the ones injured.
Can we talk about how Joly, the doctor and the hypocondriac, literally died with a cold.
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sauronism · 2 months ago
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the cruelty of annatar pulling celebrimbor into despair after he sees how happy and comfortable he was during the celebration, sorrounded by friends. he didn't even let celebrimbor savor the moment. he made a face, walked away, and mocked when celebrimbor checked in with him in regards to his speech. annatar's irritation may appear as a strong detestment towards the events and the company within it; but the truth is, he abhorred the strong relations between celebrimbor and the gwaith-i-mirdain. his goal is to isolate him, and in turn he despise the foundation of the community that celebrimbor built. hence the antagonism and discord he created between the members of the guild and the smith. his method is hot and cold. he push himself away when celebrimbor felt the safest, so celebrimbor will rely on annatar's validation emotionally. but when celebrimbor push himself away from the people that are close to him, annatar will become warmer and welcoming as if to reward celebrimbor the isolation. it's a conscious act from annatar.
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brightaxe · 1 year ago
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not to be made of rainbows and butterflies or anything, but i really wish that modern fandom was less about legitimizing your own thoughts and discrediting all others and more about encouraging your peers to have fun alongside you, even if they enjoy something completely different. most of us are adults, and we're all just playing pretend on an elaborate scale. it's not that deep.
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abrahamvanhelsings · 7 months ago
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listen i don't think edward little was actually a bad first lieutenant. when we see him in the first episode he's calm and confident. he does not say much but he's amiable enough. crozier likes him, and i don't think crozier would like anyone he doesn't think capable in some way. generally he's dependable and knows what he's doing. however unfortunately for edward he has these qualities because he has a major case of eldest daughter syndrome, which means he both wants to please his mum (crozier) and has an overdeveloped sense of responsibility for his younger siblings (crew), so when they get stuck in the ice and crozier starts going (more) alcoholic, he enables his mum bc he doesn't want to disappoint her even if he doesn't agree with her, and he has to pick up the tasks and care for his siblings she's not doing, but he can't let his siblings know about their mum's situation because they'll get worried and restless. and like a true eldest daughter he has to bear the brunt of mummy's anger for being a disappointment but he also doesn't want to seek refuge with the man she divorced (fitzjames) because that feels like a betrayal. also while this is going on there is a giant bear who hunts his siblings for sport so they're dying left and right and also a changeling master manipulator who's making his siblings mad at their mum and who wants to fuck said mum before eating her like some sort of praying mantis. anyway i think i would start being miserable and anxious too.
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Wilson's expression + body language when he is about to ask House, his best friend for over a decade, to risk his life to save Amber's drives me up the fucking wall.
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robertphilip · 5 months ago
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There's an awkward "first date" silence between them, the kind that suggests there isn't going to be a "second". Giselle tries her best to keep the conversation going.
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guillotine-drop · 1 year ago
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Gage is definitely contender for the funniest Fallout 4 companion because he’s such a sad little kind of ugly loser of a man, who basically everyone in Nuka-World either hates or just dismisses every time he opens his mouth, and who will spill his guts to you at the first opportunity just to tell you about how shitty and sad his life is
“Yeah I think I’ll just be the guy behind the Overboss pulling the strings” shut the fuck up you’re my pet now boy. Put the collar and maid dress on
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