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redswaberkez · 7 months

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fucking devilish onion with ugly coat

#every time its always the same #OFC I WILL SCAM TO THIS CHARACTER HES LITERALLY A FUSION OF MY TWO FAVE CHARS + DEVIL TRIGGER ON TOP AS A CHERRY #tekken 7 #kazuya mishima #redswa draws

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teh-inggris · 3 months

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I need to chew both of them like a stress toy

#senart #solarballs #i hate them i hate earth (proceeds to draw only them for the rest of the day)#ANYWAY HC #earth changes his clothes a lot but he usually wears tshirts. Or he would just wear same thing until it felt uncomf to be wearing it #its either new outfit every earth day or the same fit for a whole week theres no in between #i have so many thoughts about him man why does my brain always pick these kinds of characters #AND LUNA IM SO SORRY YOUR DESIGN IS SO BLAND 😭😭 ILL DO YOU BETTER NEXT TIME #sigh i totally dont have favorites #i ll write more later man im so hungry rn i cant thinkmn

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aro-aizawa · 1 year

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i like to think everyone has a colour associated with them, whether its just your fave colour or what you generally wear most of or what colour your bedroom walls are. i always associate the name sophie with dark blue, my mum is always a nice turquoise, i like to think my colour is a bright sunflower yellow.

if you have a specific shade pls tell me i adore when ppl have associated colours and tell me them, bc i think of them when i see that colour

#shut up danni's talking #its one of my ultimate favourite aspects of character designs and i will forever use it w my characters #but i also think abt it w ppl!!!!#its almost certainly spawned from a combo of my mum passionately loving her colour + my primary school #my primary school's name/theme/whatever was related to the rainbow #its common for primary schools in the uk for the uniform to be polo shirts and schools would pick a colour and that was your uniform #but w my school's theme being rainbows they were like lol whatever colour as long as you're in a polo shirt #so kids would choose whichever shirt colour they wanted some kids switched it up every year #others stuck w the colour they chose all 6 years #so of course i would correlate ppl w colours which is how i always relate sophie w dark blue #bc i'd play w this girl called sophie in the afterschool club who always wore dark blue through all the years i knew her #tbh i still think of my brother also as dark blue bc he would wear the same colour #if you could not guess my colour was yellow and i always felt distinctly wrong when i had to wear a different colour #there were a couple times i had to borrow a new shirt bc mine got dirty or all mine hadn't been washed so i had to wear my brother's #i don't know if its just me but i feel like everyone has an affinity with a colour even if its n9t your fave #hence the poll lmao

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delicatepointofview · 3 months

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gonna have to deal with people missing the point of louis singing 1d songs in festivals... don't get me started on the other covers

#festivals is for exposure #once again: festival is for exposure!!!!#for the people that know him only from the band its like oh its him? let me check him out #for the indie ppl that he wants to appeal to its like: oh isnt this from [band]? let me check this dude's redemption of it #why must it be said every time!!!!!#same thing can be said even for tour #have we not seen the clip go viral on the first time he said 505?#and people will be buying tickets to hear a 1d song live out of nostalgia even if they dont know much of louis' own stuff #and come out of there thinking hm i actually enjoyed his as well #thats the way it goes #it doesnt say anything about his solo abilities and he's not selling himself short #there will always be people that are there not fully entirely for all of his songs either #it happens to mainstream artists and their big hits #the way this fandom want to complain about everythinggggggg #edit: sorry this isnt direct shade #i just have to see it multiple times everywhere because i update dailytomlinson 💀#last one add because AJSKAK truly irates me #stop trying to make this as some hard task for him that he's only doing it because he's not as big or something #i promise you he doesnt need you fuming over this my god #i know its mostly pettiness disguised as a real constructive opinion over how louis manages his career or whatever #but my god. arent we tired of focusing on the stupidest things? end rant

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gingermintpepper · 1 month

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One of my biggest pet peeves is the assumption that something has to be sad for it to be tragic.

I've always been a big believer of the 'Apollo has an awful love life'/'Apollo is plain unlucky with love' line of thinking but it does bother me that the general reasoning for that statement is given to the concept of 'Apollo is somehow undesireable and thus rejected' (Cassandra/Daphne/Marpessa) or 'his lovers die young and thus their love is unfulfilled' (Cyparissus/Hyacinthus/Coronis). I personally think that's a very unfortunate way of looking at things - not only because it neglects the many perfectly cordial entanglements and affairs Apollo has had, both mortal and divine - but because it presents a very shallow interpretation of the concepts of love and loss and how loss affects people.

Apollo can still grieve lovers that have a long, healthy life. The inherent tragedy of an immortal who knows his lovers and children will die and cannot stop it does not stop being tragic simply because those lovers and children live long, fulfilled lives. The inherent tragedy of loss does not stop being tragic simply because someone knows better than to mourn something that was always going to end.

What is tragic is not that Apollo loves and loses but that loss itself follows him. Apollo does not love with the distance of an immortal, he does not have affairs and then leaves never to listen to their prayers again. He does not have offspring and then abandon them to their trials only to appear when it is time to lead them to their destinies. He raises his young, he protects the mothers of his children, he blesses the households that have his favour and multiplies their flocks that they may never go hungry. He educates his sons, he adorns his daughters and even in wrath he is quick to come to his senses and regret the punishments he doles out.

Apollo loves. And like mortals, there will always be some part of him that wishes to protect the objects of his affections. Apollo, however, is also an emissary of Fate. He knows that the fate of all mortal things is death. He knows that to love a mortal is to accept that eventually he will have to bury them. There is no illusion of forever, there is no fantasy where he fights against the nature of living things and shields his beloveds from death. Apollo loves and because of that love, he also accepts.

And that, while beautiful, is also tragic.

#ginger rambles #ginger chats about greek myths #greek mythology #apollo #Listen man #I think there's something extremely beautiful about Apollo's affairs #Yes I know that Ares also loves and cares for his daughters but this isn't about him #There's just something about the way that Apollo put his all into it every single time #To the point that even when he does know better he still fights because of the strength of his love #The Iliad to me will always be a love story #Yes Achilles' wrath is said to come from his overwhelming feelings towards Patroclus #but what Achilles does has nothing to do with grief or love #By the end of everything Achilles forsook that love which ought to have defined his actions based on what he was saying #and warped it into a weapon meant to satisfy the void left by his loss #Apollo though - I am always taken aback by the sheer weight of his love #towards not only Hektor but towards all of Troy in the Iliad #And how he is very careful to balance that love and all the ways he wishes he could fight against their inevitably end #with his duties as one who is both aware of the impending end and whose position in the war #has put him in opposition with his elders #That delicate balance between a love so powerful that he is willing to take on the full weight of Athena and Hera's wrath #and an understanding that the battle he fights is not for victory but simply because for love's sake #How could you not think of that as beautiful and awesome and so achingly tragic #I feel the same about both Asclepius' and Actaeon's deaths #Apollo loved BOTH of his sons - Asclepius and Aristaeus - so so SO much #He was so incredibly proud of them both and delighted immensely in the both of their victories and talents #And so when Asclepius dies and it is by his own father's hand - I have always found his act of wrath so fascinating #Honestly this could be its own separate post - but the fact that Apollo does not beg Zeus to reconsider or to bring Asclepius back #when Apollo has made cases for lenience on things like that before speaks of a level of understanding from Apollo that Asclepius was always #going to die because of his pushing of the boundary between life and death #so he doesn't bother trying to reason with Zeus or plea his grief - instead going directly to destroying something important to Zeus

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puppyeared · 2 months

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learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way

#experiencing some BIG FEELINGS OVER THIS REVELATION #listen i have never ever been bothered abt not seeing someone in a while or making time to talk to them bc in my mind its like not thst muc #time has passed. i mean it with every fibre of my being that when im like 'oh its ok even though we havent talked in a while and have our #own things going on it doesnt mean we're not friends anymore since we left things on a good note 8 months ago' i sincerely believe that #and for the longest time i just thought everybody makes peace with it at some point and not automatically assuming the other person doesnt #wanna talk to me anymore or smth. my longest lasting friendships are with ppl who work the same way i just thouhght that was normal #whatever organ everybody has that makes them reach out to their friends and plan hang outs i probably dont have it #i was already hesitant to ask out Alex bc i spend almost every waking hour doing smth that isnt talking to ppl unless they happen to be in #the vicinity. and at first it was bc i planned on making sure i had everything set up so i dont get stressed out and do it one at a time #but then i find out theres a friendship decay mechanic? and after dating and marrying someone you lose -10 friendship points for every #day u dont talk to them?? actually ive probably been losing friendship points this whole time without knowing bc of this?????#and i notice a lot of my own habits are also reflected in how i play bc ive been avoiding getting close to pierre and marnie since its more #of a professional relationship. like i know theyre npcs but im approaching it the way i would in real life its fucking nuts #i think its a little relieving im playing /as/ a character than myself bc as im playing im just making up little interactions in my head #than approaching things the way i would myself so it takes a bit of the stress off trying to put myself in there as a spectator. but well #being in a relationship demands a certain amount of energy even more so when theyre things that already take up energy on its own #like making time to talk to your partner and make sure they know theyre loved. i dont always have energy to put all my mental focus into it #and this is true for real life so im not really bothered by not dating anyone. but when its a game and i want my character to be with someo #and i know its fully optional and i know i could just apply the same logic to this i dont /want/ to. sometimes i want to experience #the same things other people do at least to a certain degree without the same emotional andmental stakes #no offense krobus #yapping #stardew #stardew valley #puppy plays sdv #sdv #this game has me by the ankles man

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transmaverique · 2 months

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amab and afab, if they were used as shorthand for the actual full phrases that they signify, with emphasis on the "assigned" part, and an understanding that they are enforcements of normative (ie, dyadic and cisgender and binary) sex, would be like. really useful. but people took the terms and started using them as shorthand FOR normative sex instead of the ENFORCEMENT OF normative sex. so when other trans people (almost always dyadic trans people) ask for your agab they are almost always asking for your Original Genital Situation. your starting point, so to say. and the reason FOR asking is also almost always bc they are trying to also enforce a certain kind of normativity within queer spaces (which is stupid bc being queer is inherently non-normative but here we are). like, you cant be a lesbian if you're ftm, bc you ARE m, so if you ARE a lesbian, then that means you're lying about some aspect of your identity. does that make sense?

it is always always always incredibly.... i do not trust dyadic trans people that use cagab terms, even moreso than i do not trust dyadic trans people that just use agab terms. agab is also coopted intersex language, but the "coercive" part of cagab SPECIFICALLY refers to medical "intervention" of intersex characteristics, such as "corrective" surgeries and hrt. i am deeply fucking suspicious of any dyadic trans person that uses those terms exactly the same as described above, even moreso if they do so bc "all gender is coercive".

like. yeah. that's true. but you use these terms to erase and overtake intersex discussions on the medical abuse of intersex infants. and i cant help but wonder why you would feel the need to do that.

#iirc it was also common to tirf ideology and the baeddel group #< notoriously intersexist group #to say nothing of any other tirf beliefs #both of these misuses of agab and cagab come from the same source #but it is . deeply disconcerting with cagab #bc its like. that is such a lesser known term in the greater dyadic trans community #you would HAVE to have known what it originally meant #either YOU are misusing it INTENTIONALLY #or someone TAUGHT you to misuse it INTENTIONALLY #people that are cruel and bigoted always want to believe theyre good people #so its hard to convince them when they are being bigoted #esp as marginalized people #and especially as a marginalized people that is particularly affected by the same enforcement of normative sex #the more i learned about this the more i learned abt intersexism in trans spaces #the more i notice it. its so fucking pervasive #and like u should care abt intersexism on its own but its like #no surprise that the ppl misusing cagab terms usually are transandrophobic (as the discourse du jour) and exorsexist #these things go together and reinforce each other #anyways it sucks bc ill see a BEAUTIFULLY written analysis of transmisogyny but so often there will be #like one thing. two things maybe.#and ill go to ops blog search a few keywords and lo and behold #they are transphobic. they are intersexist. they are racist. they are aphobic.#all forms of exclusionist politic in the queer community just lead into each other ad infinitum #nauseating... and #i will read the theory of people who disgust me or who are fundamentally wrong abt other ppls experiences bc i think they still have #valuable things to say but i am SO FUCKING TIRED of running into the same goddamn problem EVERY fucking time #i think its just the posts that get circulated the most that are like that #bc i think the majority of people dont actively seek out and learn abt new queer theory as it rolls in #or other ppls experiences in general #so they dont learnt to recognize the red flags or even realize why its bad in the first place

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chromatoghosts · 3 months

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man i remember when nevermore first came out i was sad it was so underrated.. but now after all the drama, i wish it had stayed underrated, because a big fanbase (especially one with a lot of minors) ALWAYS brings drama

#not saying red didn't fuck up. they definitely did #but i do think this has been blown way out of proportion #and it seems more of a case of someone making a mistake and then people escalating it #classic case of people jumping the gun and trying to make it into a black-and-white situation #and thinking making mistakes make someone into a horrible irredeemable person.#even though everyone makes mistakes #honestly this is why official fandom discords should start making themselves 18+ or at least 16+ imo. to avoid all of this #anyway im not leaving the fandom. if i had to leave a fandom for every drama blown out of proportion that comes up #then i couldnt be in anything #bro ive been in fandom for years. ive seen this kind of stuff happen plenty of times and its always the same.#it always seems like such a big deal at the time. then a few years later you look back at it and think ''oh yeah this was so dumb''#honestly this is more of the norm than the exception. which is also why i think the drama is so tiring #im just currently taking a break from it for unrelated reasons (currently not hyperfixating on it. will come back when hyperfixation return #nevermore #webcomic #nevermore webtoon #i just hope the comic doesnt go under because of this #best case scenario the fandom gets smaller and hopefully less toxic

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kumatm · 9 months

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Tumble should also know that I’ve got a girlfriend and I love her very much

#do not fucking tell her that I’m up rn bc I’m always getting onto her about staying up late #anyways its 2am and I love her very much #I have a hard time articulating how I feel and it’s my business not yours #BUT #she’s so sweet and funny and gets me in a way that no one I’ve every met in my entire life has #it’s as though we were made in the same mold by different chefs #anywayyyssssss I want to kiss her so bad it’s making me actually I’ll #explodes and tries to go to sleep (failing)#ily Wiitty

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sillygreenrat · 7 months

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is it just me or whenever you load into this minigame in the 1997 version she looks like shes just ready for you to fucking do it.

#fitz posting #my art #shipwrecked 64 #shwk 64 #bucky beaver #olive otter #like????#shes ALWAYS facing that wall when you go into her minigame in that version #if its the same w/ the 2023 version lmk bc i could b wrong #but it just feels......#idk #it feels intentional that she starts looking away from you #fucking hurts me every god damn time i see her

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13eyond13 · 1 year

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underrated funny thing about lawlight is they never actually did get to confirm that 100% of the time they were basically thinking exactly what the other person thought they were thinking every single time

#im thinking about this because of the relationship i have with one of my bosses #like hes extremely hard to read and doesnt make small talk but hes also considerate in quiet ways #so im always like guessing what hes thinking and feeling and wondering if hes trying to do the same back #but then im like am i just projecting onto him completely? making this all up in my head #hes giving nothing and im imagining everything. and you really dont want to make assumptions because it would be awkward to be wrong #for example a few times now things that i wondered if he was doing to make my life easier were actually just things he was doing #because he was secretly preparing to close up shop #so i was glad i never voiced my appreciation for his thoughtfulness out loud to him when i found out the truth lol #ANYWAYS unlike in my situation #the entire time whenever one of those two thinks one thing the other one is like 'i bet he's thinking this' and we the readers #look between their thought bubbles and go 'pffft he sure is what are you gonna do now'#its probably a good thing they went to mu because the afterlife couldn't handle all the smug sex theyd be having on every available surface #24/7/365 #lawlight #p

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nano30cm · 7 months

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they're gym buddies :)

#reprise reprise #td lightning #td lindsay #td tyler #total drama fanart #hey. fuck you. [makes lightning the most beautiful boy in canada]#he and his dad had a lot of heart to hearts and learned about toxic masculinity and high expectations and now hes doing a lot better #still completely full of himself but hes earned it #i like to think lightning and lindsay met thru modelling #and now they meet up sometimes at the same flashy expensive gym to hang out and motivate each other #(its mostly lindsay cheering him on unnecessarily and lightning talking endlessly about muscle groups n calorie loads while she spaces out)#tyler has top surgery scars but hes always been kinda lithe so the incisions were small #if i were a better artist i'd draw in his extremely tacky goatee sorry tyler fans ive failed you #ALSO IM SO SORRY I WANTED TO GIVE HIM A GOLD STREAK TO MATCH LINDSAY #BUT INSTEAD I MADE HIM LOOK LIKE EGORAPTOR IM SORRY TYLER FANS IVE FAILED YOU #i like to imagine these three have so much positive energy and its an endless positive feedback loop between the three of them #tyler always wanting to get good at new sports and lightning encouraging him and getting excited about new maneuvers #and lindsay getting excited to try something new and tyler being super supportive even if she bombs and it goes on and on forever #every time i scroll up from these tags i get flashbanged by egoraptor again

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year

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2009 Brazilian Grand Prix - Jenson Button

#no matter how many times i have seen him kissing the camera i still combust and fall onto the floor every time i see it #JENSE SINGING WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS ON THE RADIO I FELT SO UNWELLLLLLLLLL JENSEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!#AAAAHHHH HES SOOOOOOOOOO YKNOW???? HES SOOOOOOO!!!!!!#ANYWAYS I LOVE BRAWN!!! BEST TEAM!! BEST UNDERDOGS!!!#i fear that i am dreadfully painfully wholeheartedly in love with him....#god ive not even delved into the pics from this race bcs i think i will melt into the floor and sob when i do #also i am not immune to a man loving and supporting his son sob sob sob ;;; jense and his dad always make me feel so warm #again ty to lemon for pointing me towards the one clip!!#usually these posts are just moments from the main race archive but these all came from 3 dif videos so that was v fun as you can imagine..#im not quite finished the season yet but i can still commentate on this bcs now the wcc and wdc are tied up #but its wild bcs this season took me longer than the last one but since it had less races it still felt shorter/faster to me somehow #for the midseason i was practically lined up with the current season(i.e. watching Monaco 09 the same week as Monaco 23)#so it was pretty fun to experience both and see the differences(i think i like 2009 better hehehe) but now i have majorly overtook 2023 #jenson button #jb22 #brawn #brawn gp #2009 brazilian gp #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #we do a little bit of f1 #season: 2009

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sea-buns · 8 months

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i need a drawfee archive that's got every stupid funny moment documented in chronological, alphabetized order for when i spontaneously remember a really obscure bit that i need to find or else i'll explode. i need to be able to type an extremely vague description in a search bar and have it understand me completely.

#slight tangent but a part of me wants to learn how to edit comps just so i can make one of all their parody song bits #theyre so dumb and they bring me such joy #you could prolly get a 20 minute video thats JUST mr brightside references lol #anyway for context #i had a memory of someone drawing the same image twice pop into my head with no prompting whatsoever #all i could remember was that the colors were funky and the images were droopy?? and im 93% sure it was jacob #and it was too off the rails for me to easily link it to a specific challenge or thumbnail #all i knew is that it felt kinda recent so i spent like 20 minutes scrolling the timeline of every video starting 9 months ago #and i did find it! much easier to find when its within a year thank god. its from 'making art out of our worst spam emails'#specifically jacobs section. and id say the 20 minutes was worth it. the duplication and immediate fade in of the render will always send m #so ye go watch it if youve got nothing else to do. help me justify the time cost lol #drawfee #sea rambles

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lemongogo · 4 days

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why do i love the conflict more than anything else . the misery . the incompatibility that spreads like oil slick . wanting so desperately for resolution that never comes . hmmm

#its the allure of like . mismatch btwn right person / wrong time . maybe in personal development and such #or wrong person / right time and trying 2 make it work but the circumstances are set 2 separate you #i think the guilt ford harbors over his relationship w fidds is good and i think hes had a lot of reflection . 30 yrs at least #but i dont rly care for like a . HELPP SRY IM LIKE talking to myself #i dont rly care ‘if’ they got back tgether in the end #fanon wise or whagever obviouslyy . no avrually emma-may kicking fidds out over the xmas thing its over HELPPPP #i feel like i always hve to clarify bc then theres that one guy whos like ‘smth smth you cant read . ooc loser .’idgaf . not gaffing today #i think mcguckets decision to forgive him is rly sweet And i do like the recognition of .. the whole incident being a misstep on both their #parts ykwim ? like ford was an ass for sureee but also mcgucket + memory gun was his own autonomous detriment #but #no i cant read the other tags i was writing i forgot where i was at #anyways im so obsessed w like . this being such an imperfect event with imperfect equals #ford theory and fidds the mechanics . which brw im also obsessed w how That is revered in canon .#but yeah like imperfect event imperfect people who shared an incredible connecfion in my freaking mind #that was ultimately squandered to fords pride and fidds reticence #ugh like i love the rise and fall i love the strenght of their connection generally corroding over time #its just such a cool motivator for both themselves and like its a history they share together and post weirdmageddon get to finally think a #knowing now what they didnt have the tools to recognize then #idk.^__^ they r so crazy to me . playing w them like dolls in my head #fiddleford mcgucket #stanford pines #gravity falls #every time i think ab this wrt every challeneged dynamic i think ab mars in the discord #talking ab x and y charas epic divorce arc #and im not even saying this to discredit Good relationships in media #bc those have a wealth of fun and interesting concepts or dynamics to dive into #its just something ab like . poetry of anger bro . and how love and hate can feel so similar and be borne from the same place #how one can transform into the other and back again due to . idk whatevee the hell theyve got going on^#prev post got me wishing we had more meat to the fallout #or that it was extended in content or scope . i want 2 see how they dealt with losing the other and then

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peculiarbeauty · 8 months

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doing a follower clean up !! like this if you want to remain mutuals. ♡

#⊱✿⊰ ┊ ˢʰᵉ ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ ⁱˢ ᵃ ᶠᵘⁿⁿʸ ᵍⁱʳˡ ( ooc )#[ i need to not be overwhelmed #w/ follower count #bc when the number rises i start #to feel like a number to people #its normally no ones fault !!#i understand people cant always write #w/ every mutual they have but #also at the same time #i would love for people to #reach out for writing purposes !!

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