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wasyago · 9 months ago

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on a lunch break

#hermitcraft #goodtimeswithscar #my art #sketch #wanted to make the chair resemble one of them safari cars but i think because i went with the funky colors it doesn't read well...#it's still a bit more bulky and rough looking so it's fine #also. if i had a nickel for every time i drew a character eating cup noodles....... it's like. a comfort thing apparently #altho to be fair i was thinking of scar eating something more of a mashed potatoes than noodles 🤔#i associate cupped potatoes with train travel so that's why #btw really like how this one turned out. the pose the colors im quite proud of it

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nyatbinary-81 · 7 months ago

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@vulpixisananimal sifstem art jumpscare!! more specifically i got bored and decided to mess around with sif and mal's outfits.

#my art #this is how I think theyd present themselves either in person or in headspace. the slouchers <3 #sifs outfit is simple; the boots i always give them (but with star laces for funsies); loose sweater; simple pants #the pants are Meant to be jeans but isat doesnt Specifically Have Jeans so. theyre just Pants.#the sweater is slightly looser bc sif doesnt seem like a Form Fitting Clothes kinda guy to me but hes Trying to be more open #on particularly good days theyll roll the sleeves up or wear a sleeveless one methinks #even if everyone Knows abt the self-harm scars its hard to Look at them.#i also associate them being more open with them not wearing an eyepatch. esp bc hes the only one of the three to go without it #for mal (or 'ami' as i like to call it) i wanted smth reminiscent of a mourning outfit bc mal du pays means homesickness #and i picked 'ami' as a nickname bc ami means friend :] at least according to my basic translator. i dont speak french <3 #ami's outfit being dark is also reminiscent of the inversion thing its got going on in canon.#ik the veil is starred in the original but i think ami would want the fewest reminders of home. on account of The Issues #(actually if i can come back to sifs laces sif also has issues with reminders of it bc of the memory loss but the shoelaces are His Choice—#—which gives them a form of control over it and they can keep it subtle or undo it if he wants. which makes it easier)#anyway. i put amis hair in an updo and smoothed the hat bc i think ami wants to be Unremarkable. Unknown. so it keeps its silhouette Simple #(it still keeps the pins. theres smth comforting abt them. they shine like stars and theyre not stars and theyre not Home. but theyre You.)#and i kept the long hair i gave loop. dont ask me why its so long when the canon hair is short. maybe their hair kept growing over the loop #OH and i drew ami in a side profile bc Silhouette and also bc i think itd make an effort to keep people away from its blind spot #andddd i think thats about it? plus i actually managed to keep this one within a reasonable timeframe.#if their hair changes lengths/the proportions change between drawings. no they dont 💛 peace and love and body craft #OH AND YOU FINALLY GET TO SEE WHAT I MEAN ABT SIFS BOOTS BC THESE ARE THE BOOTS I GAVE THEM ON MY REGULAR DESIGN ARENT THEY NEAT #i did actually try to give sif a different font but nothing Works for them like the pixel font. i cant explain it.#i think 'ami' would be a nickname that mira gives it. bc. shes Fantasy French. and its a sort of 'youre more than your yearning/loss' thing #me every time i think abt sifstem: yeah they just rotate in my head. nothing major #me every time i talk abt sifstem: oh hey im almost at tag limit again #au Good what can i say

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2700k-moogie · 1 year ago

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Milk ref sheet done yaHOOOOOOOOOOO lookit my big beautiful baby they filled with joy and happiness

#milk #digital #mogimage #the worst part of making this was their fucked up hands #lemurs gotta lemur and grab fruits and branches and small animals and bugs but y'know its fucked up that they have weird hands #at least i was able to euphemistically state how much fun they have with themselves and their girlfriend #robbie just has fuckin. hoof fingers. it don't work like that for her #very sad about that #ANYWAY i learned recently from a discussion on discord about putting tattoos on furries that scars grow white fur sometimes #so i applied that here to make it look less like just fur texture on milk's arms #might tone it down eventually but im not certain #a side story about that is that milk changes the story behind all of their sh scars every time they're asked by someone they don't trust #like “yeah i broke some equipment in a hs chemistry class and stupidly tried to wipe up broken glass with my arms”#“i tried to hug a big cactus when i was younger”#or “i used to work in a kitchen and i was really bad at paying attention when cutting vegetables”#generally they just don't like to think about it so they wear funny arm socks or long sleeves most of the time but sometimes they don't car

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bucket-puns · 3 months ago

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Knight Zwei West Ishmael on- your house actually, pay up.

#bart #ishmael limbus company #ishmael lcb #limbus company #im not undressing this woman unless all love fucked up scars and an actual old woman in your face #anyway i will be HOPEFULLY making lots of lore about u corp #i also wanted to dig into how abnormalities and distortions are treated because its so inch resting #also carmen is interesting too have i said that? no dont worry im not degrading her into distortion means ot else ill keel over #i am in the fucking trenches all the fucking time in every place i go to dont even WORRY #not yall folks on tumblr. i read yalls tags n stuff and they make me smile.#im lurking and im stalking when you least expect it #but yall have pretty good opinions im eating this shit up #the fandom on twitter actually making me lose braincells its actually so bad how it looks like they eat and read slop all day #anyway(pt2) i cant wait to explain some of the scars ive given her. i actually have a lot of lore for some of them it makes me happy #ive messed with ishmael a lot and i hope she actually looks like she has been weathered by the sea. please tell me if she does or dont #also i cant expect much from Twitter my oomf just watched somebody be ignorant and fall for racist propaganda in a GAME no less

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crowcryptds · 2 years ago

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[tucks hair behind ear] so i may have finished fullmetal alchemist: brotherhood

#roy mustang #riza hawkeye #ling yao #mei chang #fma greed #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #fullmetal alchemist #black hayate #oops almost forgot i doodled the little guy there #fma #fmab #YEAH so like everyone else who was 10 years late to watching this show... hiiii i'm kind of OBSESSED so #it's a good year for my new years resolution to be drawing at minimum once a week #i know fmab is going to consume a lot of that time #my friend and i may do fma 03 and im seriously considering reading through the manga #brain really is itching at every opportunity to Know More of these guys...#i just drew my favorite characters from my first watch! im currently rewatching it its really good #i also wanted to draw scar but i need to practice him *ROLLS SLEEVES*#i really like how tired greed just looks like honestly what a guy #2023 #doodles #artists on tumblr

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lifesver · 9 months ago

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happy trans day of visibility legends (:

#almost all my characters and muses are sometimes trans in my mind hope that helps #i imagine it’s my [chucky voice] genda-fluid self projecting different things at different times #reminder if u hc a character as trans like of course they are!!! don’t let anyone tell u different shit #im still reminded every time sydney looking at leland’s midnight cosmetic and the gold trim on his shirt pockets #and going ‘omg his top scars (:’

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ssreeder · 11 months ago

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how are we feeling about the new netflix adaptation of avatar??!!!!!!!!!!!! the zuko casting eats and swolzai is so cool to see actually translated well (although we will see how they treat the characters in this)

HEYYYYYYOOOOO!

The only thing I’m really looking forward to from the live action is being able to gossip about it with my mutuals. I don’t really have any other opinion, I mean… it looks cool! (Sokkas hair & zukos scar bother me but ehhhh what can I do?) But I’m an animation junky, I love my anime and my cartoons (bobs burgers beloved) so I don't particularly care for the “real people actors” taking over my cartoons but I’m totally chill about it honestly.

I will ABSOLUTELY be watching it and probably will form a more solid opinion after I actually watch the show.

#Omg I had to message a friend and ask who sowlozai was hahaha #I was like ummmm I don’t know this person #& they had to hold my hand and walk my old ass through it #But yeah! I guess I’m just not the kind of person who jumps to criticism #I mean don’t get me wrong I love a good gossip sesh #Don’t tempt me with a good time haha #I see a lot of effort being put into it so I want to give everyone who worked really hard to bring this show to life a chance #I can’t just tear apart all their hard work from a few photos and a couple trailers #I know it won’t be close to the original but it might be good #I heard the one piece live action was good #Idk I’m watching one piece currently so I haven’t seen the live action but ahhh luffy is so awesome haha #Again this show could be a dumpster fire but can it be worse than the first live action movie….? I think not #*points at friend who actually likes the live action movie* HAHAHA I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE #poor dads still waiting for book two hahaha #Sorry sorry I love you don’t be mad <3 #Ok well COME SCREAM AT ME WHEN YOU WATCH IT AND ILL YELL BACK!!!!!!!#& yeah they had no business making ozai look that offical… damn it live action CUT IT OUT #& im sorry but iroh is the most iroh looking iroh i could have imagined and i giggle every time i see him #But i will take jabs that Netflix threw all that money at the show and still always sunny did a burn scar on cricket 10000x better than zuk #Left eye paint job (i know it’s mean but i doubt anyone would have stopped watching if they would had added a little more realism to that…)#(They didn’t have to shave his brow but put some of that effect glue shit on it and plaster that sucker down #ONE EYE BROW ZUKO!!!!!!!!!!!! )#& sokkas jet black hair with his front poof is just …. Damn it I think it’s actually stupidly canon for them to fuck up sokkas character #THIS MUCH - but again… maybe he’ll pull it off idk I JUST DONT KNOW #The girls are perfect & fuck it when azula picked up a bow #The first thing I thought was that fucking Annie song #“Anything you can do I can do better I can do anything better than you”#Zuko works tirelessly to master his weapon #Azula picks up a bow and laughs ‘silly zuzu weapons as child’s play’ *proceeds to hit a bullseye with no effort*#BECAUSE WHY THE FUCK NOT

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crowned-ladybug · 2 years ago

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Been meaning to draw this for ages, a moment far enough into their future that North has the big snake tattoo already (Higgins is missing the snake on his right arm. Now they match! Two halves of a whole idiot and all that)

The snake tattoo is obviously for Higgins, but a lot of tiny things for other people/events/etc fill in the blank space over time. The "halo" around the snake's head is the four inner planets of the system, using their old Greek symbols to represent them, with the snake's head where the Sun should be

#original character #original art #warframe #digital art #oc: north #oc: higgins #warframe drifter #warframe lavos #not a big fan of how higgins ended up looking here. he looks too thin. hes supposed to be hefty #but i didnt wanna redraw half his lines about it #also it took me until im typing this to realise that the planet symbols were also used in alchemy #which. if you dont play this game. lavos (higgins) is alchemy themed #so that worked out well on Accident #i just liked the idea of putting a lil solar system on the shoulder #around the head of the fuckin snake no less #higgins but every time i draw him he changes his design. ugh. bro pls #also at this point i swear hes dodging letting me draw his right side on Purpose #so i still have no idea how the scars on his right arm go #anyway these bastards run around in my head 24/7 i love them so much

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halinski · 1 year ago

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#my life wasn't actually in acute danger #but like i grew up willing to give my life for ny family #aware of the thought that i would do literally anything for my family #that i would kill for them #risk my life end my life suffer in all eternity for them #no matter the cost #bc thats what i thought my only purpose was #that none of ny needs or wants mattered except for my parents and sisters survival and happinsss #and i was willing to kill myself for it if need be or live forever through all of lifes pain for it #or if war and genocide broke out kill and condemn myself for them if need be #and i think thinking that way changes you maybe?#bc i remember voicing that to someone once that i think we are all capable of becoming killers #and they looked at me the same way my mother looked at me every time she found fresh sh scars like im an irredemable monster #and walked away from me like im unworthy being around or ever talking to again #and im like...#idk #that post about emotional maturity and all #but at fhe same time being the eldest daughter #and yeah #smth smth #im in a lot of physical pain this weekend and its making me delirious #(or honest i supposs)#delete later

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just-spacetrash · 1 year ago

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i love finding beauty in every single person its the best trait i have

#looking at the most mid ass men... swooning #a tramful of people? you bet im looking at their side profile and little hearts are flying around my head #theres so much beauty in everyone.... in every feature........ agh!! <3 #my favorite is looking at peoples nose and chin profile and i love love loooove the intricacies of a skin texture #like theres so much colors!!! moles freckles acne ofc but also! red spots and #purple under the eyes and blue and green of veins and old scars and waowaowowoaoaoaaaaa #and not just other people myself too fsgsgshs every time im sitting passenger i open up the little sunshade mirror and admire my face #car mirrors have the best lighting :Dddd theres so many colors and beautiful shadows on a face #mannnnn #yea i made this post looking at jackmanifold talking about his nose #hes got such a gorgeous nose hes got a drawable face #but yea thats what i mean!!!! most mid ass british man and im like woaahhhh.....#i love details of a person #theres a mole on my upper lip ive been looking at a lot lately #its very cute i think #what was this post even about #mannn you guys know i love humanity but i do mean it in a physical way too! not just like. idealogically or emotionally or whatever #:'D #my post

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marklikely · 1 year ago

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transsexualizes your ken doll

#last night i was looking at earring magic ken (as you do) thinking abt how good the outfit would look w some top surgery scars #and i dont want to mark up any of the dolls i have for collecting but i was so overcome w the idea that i had to #dig up my one thrift store ken and give him top surgery scars . i think they look good!#going to give him a good outfit in s similar vein to earring magic ken. hopefully. <- never made small clothes b4 #avpost #also erased his face bc i hated the default one that he had. and im going to replace his hair.#this might be like my step one every time i get a ken to customize. all my kens are top surgery kings.

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year ago

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Nooo the trans allegory is also a Big one for me in that song, but I know not everybody is about Trans Aoki so I figured it went well with his disabilities regardless. And like yeah blah blah basic whatever, idc y'know, I'm here to enjoy life so imma listen to music people don't like 😂🤣

But you're so real for the trans Aoki thoughts okay.... I love both cis and trans interpretations of the Boy bc he's fits very well in both categories. It's all just spice y'know!! You sprinkle some of this... Some of that... And tomorrow you make a new dish! Love moving head canons around for funsies

Anyway ty for validating my music choices 🫡 good luck charging your phone

i dont really hc charas any particular sexuality or gender since i always feel weird about it its called being BORING its what I AM but its the way i was playin y7 and just kept jokin bout it every time the game gave me a chance until the very last scene then i was just like.. hm... feels less like a joke to me now... its just what my eyes perceive at this point.. sorry...

but i got you covered with music choices man !!!! i like most music even if it can be considered 'overplayed' or 'generic' like idk man... if it makea me feel ima listen to it..

#snap chats #love how i forgot the Eyes lyrics to Body when it's deadass the first line.. STUPID ASS !!!!!!!#but anyways. yeah it been a hot year since i talked bout trans aoki LMAO #honestly if it wasnt for the fact i saw korean artists draw aoki with top scars (and specifying they were TS scars) then id prob just like #be quiet about it. cause most of the time i was just jokin like the whole injections bit and his voice being hoarse in eng #and nasally in jp... lol.... the jokes were being lined up for me... and then he went and changed his name #and got surgery that made him feel more at home in his body... LIKE THEY PROVIDE NON-TRANS REASONS WHY HE DOES THIS #I KNOW but thats why i just kept /jokin/ bout it cause i was like 'lmao' yk. Lmao congrats your accidental trans rep is republican #AND THAT'S WHY IT'S FUNNY TO HC HIM AS TRANS CAUSE HE SUCKS !!!!! i want more shitty people as trans rep #im p sure im the only one who 'openly' hcs him trans but not even. like i remember twitter was Allegedly mad at me for drawing aoki a lot #and they made a point bout me makin him trans but like... i never even 'publicly' made him trans..#when i'd draw aoki without a shirt i'd give him scars but those were from his lung surgery.. lmao...#not my fault the scars look Like That... cause i like drawing scars leave me alone...#my DB followers know i was obsessed with drawing yamcha's leg scar from when his leg was broken #Truly just a coincidence but also not cause it Was lowkey intentional but anyways.. lol...#i remember the period where people were askin me bout the hc.. hehe...#My Apologies for going on the Trans Aoki rant i still do very much like to joke bout it with myself.... it was too real to me...#every time i think of The Specifics i start to get like 👁️👁️ because then it gets too real so i gotta stop before i start crying....#it's not that the HC is personal or deep to me or anything it's just funny <- in denial for the bit #anyway.. i havent been able to be productive all day so !! time to start i have a really hectic week and its only getting worse (╯▽╰ )#thanks for letting me ramble... and feel validated for being delulu...#lowkey funny that While True you said not everyone's about the HC Which Is True it's why i dont talk about it a lot #but like... Not To Be Presumptuous And Self-Important but i do remember being one o the first people to bring it up with other aoki fans..#imagine me not being abot my own hc.. or at least one i stand heavily by... lmao..

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nerdie-faerie · 2 years ago

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Having a complicated relationship with your mum is so confusing. It's the knowledge that she taught me the best way to make gravy, how tie my shoes and how to make my bed. But she's also the one that made disparaging comments about my body growing up and is part of the reason I don't want to be a parent myself and why I moved across the country for uni. But she's still my mum and I still find myself wishing I could seek comfort from her when things get a little too hard but the mum I'm longing for doesn't really exist. And I see her in the colour of my eyes and in the way I grit my teeth when I'm angry. She taught me how to do my hair and how to cover up bruises. She's a part of me in all the good and the bad. And there's no way to say you hate someone that doesn't also acknowledge all the good because nothings as ever as black and white as that

#personal #+Extra #i dont know i was making gravy for dinner the way my mum taught me and it got me thinking about how i havent spoken to her in over a week #since she told me that my dad is threatening to kick me out again and i started thinking about the fact im currently at empty student #accommodation for the summer instead of back home like most people anf how part of me feels guilty for that and the other knows im doing #whats best for me and theres a reason i left people keep asking why im so far up north for uni if im from down south and i dont know how to #explain it they look at you a certain way when you say you dont get along with your parents like your an entitled brat that cant see that #theyre just doing whats best for you and theres no way to explain two decades of trauma to someone in a single conversation theres no way #to get them to understand that despite what my parents do and the fact i went as far as i could for uni theyre still my parents and i love #them even when i hate them for everything and although ill being carrying the scars of childhood trauma with me long after ive left them i #cant entirely blame even when i want to they made terrible choice that have shaped me for ever but theyre still people and ill always #resent them for the people they are and the fact they could do better but didnt for us and the fact they fall back into those people like #a bad habit when i spend to long at home in a way that makes feel like theres something wrong with me specifically will always sit with me #but for now im stood in my kitchen making sheppards pie thinking of the way my mum used to make it and the tension that used to hang over #the dining table while we ate and how now my parents dont even eat in the same room and im grateful my little siblings will never know #that side of our parents but it doesnt mean it doesnt hurt every time i see a reflection of my parents in myself and wish i could cut it out

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thorninyourpaw · 1 month ago

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