#everhthing hurt
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angelbitezzz · 6 months ago
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How are we feeling guys
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redeemed-wren · 3 months ago
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forever thinking about how in Dipper and Mabel vs the Future, Stan denies the kids the Shack as a party venue. Because sure, he has a semi valid excuse in the zombie uprising thing. And yes, doylist, the plot needs a reason for Mabel to end up at the highschool.
but it seemed odd to me. Because 1) it's a party! A party is a great time to get people into the Shack and maybe buy things, and there's always the option of an entry (or exit) fee. It seemed odd that Stan would pass up the opportunity to make some cash. And 2) by this point in the show, we know Stan is a huge softy. Zombie apocalypse or no, he'd do anything for those kids. Why would he deny them their birthday party?
And then I realized. Stan is operating under Ford's ultimatum at the end of TOTS. Stan expects to be thrown out after summer. Its not Stan's house anymore and he knows that--he can't let the kids throw a party there because it's Ford's house and he doesn't want to damage his brother's property. It also adds another layer to his "I'm going through some stuff" comment earlier in the episode (and more pain to the "at least you'll have your brother. Not everyone is so lucky" comment to Mabel).
Ever since Ford returns, Stan has in the back of his mind the idea that he will be homeless again at the end of summer. And I think that also influences him during Weirdmageddon and is partly why he's so reluctant to help Ford. Sure the world is ending and Ford is captured and Bill is winning. But Stan still has his home. And given a home isn't something he's always reliably had, no wonder he's so distraught about it being torn to pieces to make the Shacktron. No wonder he doesn't want to save Ford if it means he'll be out on the street again.
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hobisexually · 10 months ago
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long winded rant in the tags coming that’s partly about weight but in a very unfiltered sad way so if that triggers you do Not read on
#on holiday I was like oHHHHH this is what living in the moment is! What listening to your body is! what not worrying about how you look is#but doing what makes you happy#and then …… I came home and got sent the pictures#+ my friend being. unintentionally fatphobic as fuck#while hurtful as fuck too#and it’s all just been piling up too since I got home because I’ve been having a lot of conversations and seeing a lot of people that#confront me with who I used to be and who I am now and how I’m really not happy with that#and it feels like it’s not gonna get better#like I’m destined to be in a job I like but isn’t what I want because I’m not capable enough and I’ll never know what romantic requited love#feels like. I’ll never cure my vaginismus I’ll never be able to let someone in or they won’t want me this is just it for me#and SOMEHOW the way I look has become the ultimate culmination of all those things?#my face is suddenly a woman in her thirties face#I keep gaining weight despite not even eating all that much because FUCKING PCOS makes it impossible#my hair in my face grew back. my stomach is hairy and that plus the added beer belly just makes it look like I’m a 50 year old man#I am soooooooo tired of the dysphoria#and the way pcos ruins fucking everything because I can restrict calories all I want and move all I want but will it help ? No !#and of the fact that it impacts the way I feel about myself so much because I’m convinced now I’ll never find anyone#should have tried harder when I was 21 because that was the only time in my life I reasonably fit society’s standards like That was my shot#I’ve been taking supplements everyone says will help but I’m not sure I noticed anything in the past six months and I can’t take berberine#because it fucks with my heart medication. which. That too. I have that too#and I’m in pain! All the time now! ALL THE TIME so I can’t even work out to keep the weight stable because guess what ?#just after a normal day at the office I come home and have to lie down because everhthing hurts so much !#today I got an impromptu massage in an attempt to feel better but it didn’t fix shit and I had to buy clothes for kings day after#and I didn’t try them on just quickly grabbed some orange shit to try on at home and at what I saw in the mirror I genuinely got nauseous#I just don’t know who that is in the mirror but it’s not me and I can’t accept it. I’ve been trying so hard but I can’t#it genuinely makes me so sad and I keep telling myself that a reduction will help in feeling more like myself and it will help with the pain#but what if it doesn’t? what if my pain doesn’t go away after af all and my stomach just juts out and I feel like a gremlin all the time#what then. what the fuck do we do then. also I’m so fucking scared of that surgery anyway that I don’t fucking want to do it anymore#I want so many things and all of them feel out of reach and I know my own brain is my worst enemy and it’s not rooted in anything real but.#Isn’t it? really — isn’t it???????
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phagodyke · 8 months ago
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argh..
#dont wanna rain on anyones parade but iwtv ep7 missed the mark a lot for me i was disappointed in a lot of the writing choices#but glad i watched it w my roommate so we could pick it apart after#man. went for a walk and it made me feel so tired i feel rly dizzy and sick#and ive been feeling better today. but a lot of that is just determination not to feel worse and i have to hold it together now shes backw#im just so so so tired everhthings taken so much out of me these past few months. and im still not doing very well#and i dont know what to do with that or where to take it i feel so helpless and alone. and its fine i know ill get through it#but it just really really sucks feeling so bad so much of the time its so painful and exhausting and isolating#started crying as soon as she left to go to bed im struggling to keep it all in one place and i just want. things that are unfair to want#i know shes not able to be sympathetic or emotionally present w me in the way i want her to and i really appreciate that she lets me talk#and makes an effort to spend time w me n does so much i cant ask for anything else but i just. i dont know what i need right now#everything is so unreal and everyong feels so far away i feel so untouchable and i cant shake the unwanted feeling and its not anyones#fault its all on me its my stupid broken ass brain and im so so tired i dont even know anymore#im going to go to bed bc i have fucking work tomorrow. up at 6:30 and packed schedule and overtime 👍#all while exhausted and then crashing from meds andnthen ill come home and pretend its fine to her and do nothing and cry again and sleep#rinse and repeat its just been a difficult week im sorry its not anyone elses fault#need to brush my teeth ufgh. i dont know if i can stand up again my head hurts#.vent
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oflgtfol · 1 year ago
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augh my head hurts again and my chills are coming back
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strawbebyjam · 1 year ago
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have absolutely no clue what to do with myself HDDJDHDH
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ping-ski · 5 months ago
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my wallet is hurting so so so bad but i was also shopping for bday gifts for my friends/family so this was a nice treat for myself hehe
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retail therapy is so dangerous guys it was just supposed to be a trip to the post office and back how am i at the mall and where did my wallet go
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killianhemlock · 6 months ago
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Gyus I finished JRWI vampire campagn ,
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Thsi is supposed to be a comdey poscast
everhthing hurts
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ultimateloserboy · 2 years ago
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im so sorry i love the dhmis fandom but some peeps don’t understand the characters (or even the show in general) on even the most basic level and it hurts me. (cough cough… white man youtube theorists cough…) for example, every time someone is like “OMG RED GUY KNOWS EVERHTHING AND HES SO SMART AND HES BREAKING OUT OMG HES CRACKED THE MATRIX 🤯🤯🤯🤯” i want to explode. HE IS FUCKING STUPID!!!!! THAT OLD MAN DOESNT KNOW A GOD DAMN THING!!!!!!! THAT HOMO COULD BARELY READ THE PETERSONS AND SONS NAME OFF THE WALL PLEASE BE SO FOR REAL!!!! the main point of the show is that none of them know whats going on or why. sometimes they might get little realizations or memories but (at least as of right now) their dumbasses havent ACTUALLY realized a single thing, at least that they havent forgotten. and this isnt even just about just that, people have always mischaracterized all of the characters since forever! and before anyone says “well the show is meant to be different for everyone and subjective-“ youre right! the show itself and the way the world works is subjective. but while the world/story/message may be up to interpretation the main three characters themselves ARE NOT!!!! they are VERY fleshed out characters. you can find EVERYTHING on them. we know their fears, their allergies, their wants, their hatreds, their desires and the series dives heavily into their insecurities!! these characters are the only non-debatable things about this whole series and yet people ignore that small bit of canon in favor of making the show MORE difficult!!!!!!!!! WHYY!!!!! I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND IM GOING TO SOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOP MAKING SHIT UP ABOUT THEM PLEASE THEYRE JUST LITTLE GUYS PLEASE DEAR GOD!!!!!!!!!! “oh but what if yellow guy is just PRETENDING to be stupid-“ what if red guy could shoot lasers out of his god damn eyes!?! THATS WHAT YOU FUCKING SOUND LIKE!!!! SHUT UP SHUT THE FUCK UP SHUT UP!!!!!! I DONT KNOW IF DUCK WON THAT TOURNAMENT AND I DONT KNOW HOW OLD HE IS BUT I KNOW FOR A FACT HE ISNT THE FUCKING DANGANRONPA MASTERMIND OR WHATEVER YOU CALL IT. THE FUCKING MAN BEHIND THE SLAUGHTER I DONT FUCKING KNOW. HIS ASS IS NOT SMART ENOUGH TO TAKE ON LESLEYS JOB. STOP GIVING THE MAIN THREE THIS MUCH CREDIT I PROMISE YOU THEYRE ACTUALLY CONFUSED AS FUCK THEYRE NOT PRETENDING !!!! im so tired can we please make a rule where cishet white dudes stay on their podcasts and stop trying to analyze this series.
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borderline-culture-is · 5 months ago
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bpd culture is knowing youre the reason your fp's other partner has been a dick lately. you tried to be as good as you could and you still ended up the problem just because you exist. i didnt mean to ruin everhthing i just wanted to be loved im sorry. i cant even leave cus you'll be hurt either way but i know its all my fault please dont say it isnt. i really wanted to get along with them but im the lroblem its me im skrry
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allkordelia · 2 years ago
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Keep Me in Your Thought (31)
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Daemon laid in bed with rhaelle resting on his nake chest, his fingertips brush up and down her expose back as he stare at the ceiling in thought. Rhaelle was half awake with her eyes closed, she lazily running her finger around daemon's scar on the side of his neck before stopping and resting her hand on his shoulder.
"Rhae," he called quietly into the darkness after a few minutes of silence, rhaelle hummed in response, "You awake?" He asked.
"Barely," she mumble as she rub her cheek against his chest before settling, "Why? You want to go another round." She smile faintly, she could the rumble in his chest as he chuckle.
"No, but I'm not oppose to the idea," He says, making her let a low giggle, she move her head so her ear could be over his heart, his heart beat was steady and calm.
"I just wanted you to know that...I love you very much and...I'm going to fix things between our families. I'm going to make everhthing right." Rhaelle brows pinch together at his words, she didn't know what he meant and she honestly didn't want to know. She didn't want to ruin this peace between them so she just hummed in response.
"Just wanted you to know that, my belove." He whisper before pressing a kiss to rhaelle's hairline.
"I know and I love you too, daemon." She whisper back feeling her eyelids get heavy and her eyes sting, "I trust you to do what you have to," she yawn softly moving a bit to snuggle into his chest.
Daemon's hand went into her hair using his nails to gentle scatch her scalp making her drift off to sleep, when daemon was sure she was asleep he move her to lay on her pillow but he still kept his arms around her. He lay on his side gazing at the woman he love.
"I promise...I'm going to make him regret every hurting you," he mumbles, daemon mind was made up, he knows he doesn't have the guts to kill his brother but he certainly going to make his brother feel the same pain that he caused rhaelle for the past nine years.
The next morning, rhaelle was on her stomach with her arms under the pillows as her face faced the open curtains of the window,  it took her a while to wake up feeling the sun on her face making her blink repeatedly before turning the other way. She spread out her arms and legs feeling the bones in every part of her body pop and crack with her movements, she move her hand to rub the empty space beside her making her open her eyes fully and lift her to look beside to find daemon gone.
She frown and use her hands to lift her up before she turn her body to sit on her bottom, she touch the space where her lover was suppose to be it to find cold very cold which means he been gone for a while. She shuffle to the edge of the bed planting her feet on the fur rug before bending down to get her discarded night gown from last night, when she lifted it up and over her head to put it on she looked on her side table to find a folded parchment with a silver ring on top of it.
She took the silver ring recognizing it as daemons', it was a small ring that he put on his pink that had the targaryen three headed dragon engraved in the center. He never goes anywhere without it, she move to the parchment and unfolded it to find cursive words in black.
Dear, my belove Rhae,
I am sorry I had to leave you. It pains me to think that you to had to wake up alone in bed, but do not fret I will not be gone long. That I promise, I am heading to King's Landing to tell my brother of our engagement. With or without the blessing of your husband or my brother, I will marry you and you can get that happily ever after that you truly deserve. All i ask in return is you have faith in me no matter what happens, know that I love you dearly and  I promise you I will return back home to you my sweet rhae.
Love, your daemon
Rhaelle folded the letter back and held it to her chest, she be lying if she says she wasn't a bit mad at daemon for leaving without a proper goodbye, but her love for him trumps all she suppose to feel right now. Even her worries. The sound of her door opening and the servants coming through didn't make rhaelle pay no mind to them as they busy themselves around her chamber, the memories of last night played in her mind making her smile to herself.
"My Queen." Rhaelle turn her head to look at the young servant girl, "Lord Banneth has called a council meeting this morning, do you wish me to bring you your breakfast in the tower?" She asked, rhaelle's stomach turn not in hunger but discomfort.
"No, juice will be fine," rhaelle says making the girl curtsy, before the young girl can turn away to get her queen her fresh juice she was stop by rhaelle, "oh and pomegranates if we have some," the young girl nod and left the room.
Rhaelle use the back of her hand to rub the sleepiness from her eyes, she stood up slowly feeling the affects of last night still between her legs. A bronze tub was brought in by two men before two sets of woman both carrying a large pot with steaming water comes in and start filling up the tub, she put the letter back on the side table before looking at the ring between her fingers. She took it and slide it on her pinky on right hand, she look at ot for a second and smile.
After her bath, she went to the North Tower and find it to be empty. She frown a little before walking to the head of the table where she pulled her chair out and  sat, she move to take out daemon's letter as she rereads it to pass the time waiting for the rest. As she reads his words carefully, she starts to worry more as he tells her to have faith in him no matter what, she fears he might do something that could upset or even embarrassed viserys.
She should go to King's Landing and stop him before he do anything that could get him in trouble or worse hurt, rhaelle chew on her bottom lip anxiously worried, but he said have faith which means he might not do something terribly bad like he would usually do.
Her thoughts were broken when the doors were opened, she looks up to see the men and woman of her council walk in. Along with her elder children as well, rhaelle frown her brows at their presents especially Corwyn.
"What is the meaning of this meeting, banneth?" Her eyes cast over at her hand as he sat beside her, the older man glance around the table before clearing his throat.
"There's been reports that prince daemon left on his dragon, Caraxes." He says hesitant, everyone in the room watch for her reaction.
"Yes, I know of this. What about it." She ask again with a raise brow, the people in the room look at each other with small frowns and surpise looks.
"Why did he leave?" Meleah asked.
"The real question is what did she do." Valaena ask before meleah look back at her friend with narrowing eyes, rhaelle let out a giggle as she shake her head.
"I did nothing he had some business to take care of back in King's Landing, that's all." Rhaelle remember the letter in her hand, as she about to show them, the door was open again.
The servant from earlier came in with a plate with a slice in half pomegranate and a cup, the young girl place plate down in front of rhaelle with her juice before taking a spoon from her apron to place it beside the plate.
"Is that all, my queen." Rhaelle looks up at the servant a smile and nod making her leave.
"What was I was about say..." she tap her finger against her chin before glancing down at her plate before looking at her hand, "Oh yes, he left me a letter." She says waving the letter in her hand.
"What does it say?" Aeron question curious as he watch his mother.
Rhaelle didn't reply as she took a scoop of the seeds inside and put the spoon in her mouth, a delightful hum came from rhaelle as the sweet fruit making valaena narrow her eyes at the her mother and the plate before her.
"Mother?" Aeron called making her look at him, "The letter." Her brow twitch.
"What about it." She asked making aeron roll his eyes.
"What does it say, did he explain what business he had to deal with in king's landing." Rhaelle made a noise as she scoop more seeds onto the spoon.
"I do not see why that is any of your concern, my son. The letter is address to me and not you or the council." She said putting the spoon in her mouth again and chewing.
"Aren't you worried?" Aeron says moving to stand near her.
"About?" She asked confuse looking at him while taking her cup and drinking from it.
"Him not coming back."
"He said he will." Aeron frown at his mother's words, why was she so calm, he thought, "Mother–"
"Aeron." She said back making him sigh.
"I am not trying to be rude, mother. But, what is going on with you?" Rhaelle tilt her head to the side looking at him, "Aren't you angry at him for leaving you without any explanation."
"No, because me and daemon talk about it last night. Am I happy he left? No. Do I know why he did it? Yes. That's all you need to know, my dear." Aeron frown again as Corwyn mutter something under his breathe making rhaelle look at him.
"What was that, corwyn?" The young prince had his arm crossed as he looks at rhaelle.
"I said, typical, have we not been through this once before rhaelle." Rhaelle's eyes slitted as she looks at her son," He leaves. You wait for him like a fool and then drink yourself into a stupor." Valaena and Aeron hiss at their brother as he look at rhaelle.
"Are we on speaking terms now, my son?" Rhaelle question leaning back against her chair making valaena and aeron look at each other.
"Gods no, I just wanted to tell you that I saw this coming." He gave a dry smile making rhaelle give a eyeroll, a sudden irritation form in her chest making her slide her chair out and fold thr letter and put it away.
"Always a pleasure speaking to you, my son. If you put as much effort in trying to hurt me into your studies maybe I will allow you to go on voyages," Corwyn scowl her as his brother chuckle under his breathe and his sister smile at the floor, rhaelle drain her cup and took the slice pomegranate off her plate before looking at banneth.
"Is there anything else, we must speak about?" She ask making the hand shake his head no, "Good. If anyone needs me I will be with my husband, good day." Rhaelle walks by her aeron giving a kiss in the head before the same for her daughter, corwyn lean away from her as she tries to touch is arm.
As she walks out of the door, marrio was the first to speak.
"Are we just gonna ignore the fact she's wearing daemon's ring?" He ask looking at the people around the table.
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zushimart · 1 year ago
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assorted scara ramblings frm dms w/the besties. wherein i discuss the Themes of his character that i most enjoy& Elaborate upon them messily.
i like the awkwardness . distant feeling frm others, never feeling fully human. but desperately craving closeness & community. mixed w like the unfounded & then Founded fear of rejection from that very thing ...
& the reality of ur existence being so unimportant to ur own mother, that even after revealing urself to be alive and free and even Evil — hoping maybe she will regret forsaking u the once & has reflected in the centuries since — she still makes no attempt to connect & dismisses u as something she cannot interfere w. reaching out in every way u know for her attention & it is still hopelessly out of reach . Everyone being hopelessly out of reach ....
being treated like an accessory to something else, a means to an end. internalizing worth measured by utility.. a blunt tool. abandon humanity because u were never human to begin with. and not-humans shouldnt cry, they dont feel, right and wrong don't exist for a knife or a wrench or a shovel. u can't hurt a knife or a wrench or a shovel. your anger, your sadness are useless and unfounded.
i think its just everhthing like the self loathing that festers frm beginning to end of these thought processes. (being born "wrong", rejection, the constant anxiety of a caregiver or person u care about growing to resent you for your Needs - getting frustrated or angry with u the moment ur more trouble to b around than not. that u will no longer be Worth it, worth putting up with).
hits every single theme i like from longing, being stripped from innocence/disillusionment, self hatred, trying to Think a different way because its just so incapacitating to feel so much. Like wanting to be loved so much it consumes every waking second of ur day, every minute of the day spent ruminating on what could possibly be wrong with you. What is the thing that makes it so hard for you to be loved unconditionally, where is that flaw to fix it. until ur mind twists itself into thinking you were never Meant to b loved like that in the first place. that u desire something that was never meant for u . & yet u still want it so so so much, so much so u want to become someThing else. throwing a fit crying shitting screaming for someone to love u that u try and defy the heavens to become a god so that maybe u'd be Worshipped because nothing else is working. overthrow the Divine & reshaping the universe into one where someone will tell u that u are good . proving to others that u can be worth it. proving to Yourself that u can be worth it.
but even in the end he is still the thing he doesnt want to be . pathetic &emotional & raw & sad & angry, everything he hates about himself. it reminds me of a depressive spiral, crying over ur worth and thinking "Whats the use in this ?" because it's the Doing of the very thing u hate about yourself. The part of u that is so selfish in Action. How u can be so useless & on top of it all, still wish for someone to put in the emotional labor to hold u & comfort you & tell u that u are not…
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normalhorsez · 8 months ago
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i have a fever and it sucks. dont know where it came from fml
i wanna draw but everhthing hurts so bad
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k2ntoss · 1 year ago
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Hiii!! Can i request “why are you acting like this all of a sudden” with dick x reader? I was thinking of scenario where they're having an argument or something like that, but anything is fine (as long as it has a happy ending cuz I read waay too much angst today 😭)
Thank you and I wish you have a nice day !! <33
I'M HERE READY TO DELIVER A SWEET ENDING BECAUSE I REFUSE (not really, sorry, i love angst) TO MAKE THIS SAD !!!!!!!! i feel like if i ever got into an argument with jealous dick i would literally cry like baby can't you see i'm in love with you???? but anyways, i'm almost asleep but i need to get this out of my system now that you made me think about it <3 and i hope you like it and also have a nice day when you read this
"why are you acting like this all of the sudden?"
you're not able to think properly about how you ended up like this, following your best friend as he walks away from you after he saw how a classmate of yours kissed you all over your face after you helped him studying for a test he needed to pass, you were too happy when he made it you forgot you don't really like it when people were too clingy so when your partner kissed your face you just giggled happily while hugging him, it made dick furious basically.
he was practically stomping his way to the dorms, shoving people out of his way while you followed, trying to apologize on his behalf to anyone that was ready to get into his way. when you made it to his dorm you stood on the doorway, arms crossed and breath a bit heavy from the way you had to rush your pace to get into the room before he closed the door "what the hell is going on now?" you ask when he tosses his bag to his desk, the pretty frame with a silly photo of you both falling onto the floor "nothing. leave" dick barks before he sits on the small couch he has there, eyes closed and head falling back while he ignores your presence.
"not gonna happen, pretty boy, you better tell me why do you look like you're about to kick someone" you say, sitting on the edge of his bed after closing the door behind you. the silence that follows your words makes you shift on your spot and you try to touch his knee when you lean in "you know damn well what happens, don't try to play dumb now" he scoffs before moving his leg out of your reach, which makes you frown because dick has never avoided your touch, he would usually lean into it like a little kitty and make your heart melt because lovely and clingy physical touch was only fine when it was him.
"i'm afraid i don't really know what's going on, dick" the use of his name instead of any pet name makes him sick, it shows on his face when he sits straight "yeah, you have no idea like with almost everything around you" and then it settles, you know he's really upset when his words intend to hurt you and you know better than giving into his little anger game but you can't help to snap back "oh, c'mon explain yourself, dick"
"not gonna happen, it's time for you to start working hard by yourself because i'm not going to be doing everhthing for your lazy ass forever" dick looks at you with narrowed eyes, he knows he shouldn't say things like that but he's mad at you, because you've let someone else cross your limits and he has to be the only one that is allowed to do so "oh god, i should thank to heaven because you've been solving all my fucking life, right?" the anger on your voice hits him hard and he's about to say something when you stand up "what the fuck is going on, dick, why are you acting like this all of the sudden?" and the moment you ask he feels stupid.
dick sinks into the couch, crossing his arms over his chest and going silent, looking away from you almost as if he wasn't listening to you "are you gonna answer or should i leave? because i don't even know if i really want to listen to another word from your mouth" you say with an annoyed tone, dick's behavior switches once again from his annoyance to his avoidance and now to what looks like a tantrum when he shifts on the couch, his snarl turning into a small pout "i don't wanna tell you..." his voice comes out almost like a whisper and it makes you kneel in front of him, giving him a nod before letting out a sigh as you stood up again, walking up to the door as if you were about to leave.
"why did you let someone else kiss you like that?" he asks before you can reach to open the door, the questions makes you turn around and tilt your head just to be met by dick and his best sad puppy eyes, he looks like he has been betrayed and you know thay this is him being a little shit and trying to manipulate you with how cute he is "isn't it supposed to be just me the only one allowed to be all clingy to you?" he asks and suddenly he seems really worried about it, like that could mean he could lose you.
"you must be kidding me, dick" you say and he flinches at the use of his name "why would you–? i mean, does it really makes you that upset?" dick hums at your words, covering his face to avoid your look but he chuckles softly when your hands take his to make him meet your eyes "it's stupid, i know" all of his cockiness has vanished, he's not that flirty now but you've seen him in pretty much any mood he could pull and this wasn't new "it's not stupid but a little bit weird, i thought you knew already that i can only stand that much physical contact when it comes from you but i'm allowed to feel happy when someone i helped achieves something" she says softly, if it were anyone else she wouldn't even been wasting time on talking about this but when it came to dick everything was different.
"am i allowed to tell you that i like you and that i got jealous because i don't like when someone else is kissing you?" he asks suddenly, breaking the silence where you thought he was thinking about your words but instead he was just thinking about confessing to you.
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kagamineriri · 1 year ago
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Heya it me riri
I want to make this post before the end of the year
I want to say thank you so much for be here fallowing me and my artwork
Alot have happend this year good things happend bad things
And eventho you dont see everhthing what happend to me i feel so greatfull that you guys fallow me and liking and commenting and give me a space i feel happy in
I have grown alot in this year not alone in art but also how i see myself and learning to open up to new people
I was so long scared for alot of people because i got hurt
Now i feel strong as ever learning as much i can and show how far i came
Al because you guys came on the ride with me
Im so greatfull to have you guys around~♡♡♡♡
Im greatfull for everyone that is here
I cannot thank you enough for helping me this year
Everone is amizing in there own way
Lets make next year even better than this year~♡♡♡♡
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jackofsometrade · 2 years ago
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morse being queer (and other commentary) pt 13:
season 4, episode 1, “Game”:
- season 4!! let’s go
- need me some gay stuff
- season three was not very fruity
- wtf instrument is this lady playing
- thursday is such an asshole sometimes it’s a wonder i like him
- trewlove is perfect in every way
- “where do you stand with all that?” “suicide?” “love.”
- morse and debryn supremacy!!!
- look i KNOW morse thinks of joan when debryn referenced the “one that got away” but…. don’t you think they could be talking about jakes too?
- because i think they’re talking about jakes
- morse’s papers going missing is SO frustrating
- people hate to see my boy succeed and i’m sick of it!
- i know thursday is sad because of joan but morse has every right to be frustrated with him
- at the same time…
- morse copes by working
- with everhthing
- if anything upsets him he goes to work and locks in
- so i can see how he wouldn’t be particularly understanding of thursday not being able to push through and he should try better to be sympathetic
- i still think he has every right to be frustrated w him tho
- tessa knight 🤢🤮🤮🤮
- thursday is SO MEANNNNNNNN
- and for what!
- these scientists are gay <3
- they bicker like a couple and then immediately try to take care of each other it’s adorable
- morse speaking russian 🥰🥰🥰
- i’m giggling
- i love that bright is always so dramatically impressed when morse does something well
- bright and trewlove are so 🤞🥺 i’m obsessed with them
- trewlove showing that sexist motherfucker UP
- I LOVE HER
- “it’s not my place to say.”
- he is. so catty.
- these parents deserve so much better i feel so terrible for them
- thursday’s way of “making it up” to morse is so annoying
- i know he feels bad for hurting morse but just talk to him
- we all know we doesn’t care about validation or congratulations
- like he knows that! and yet 🫤
- the russian man being fully capable of speaking english and just choosing not to do so is so funny to me
- i already don’t like journalists about 60% of the time but this girl is ESPECIALLY annoying and i hate her
- this author is kinda…
- morse obviously doesn’t wanna talk to this author about his job so why on earth did he pull up to the guys house
- that’s my question!
- is it just because he’s….
- because he is!
- morse would be right
- ofc he quickly ends up disliking him but it’s the hope in that situation that matters 🙄
- also morse telling him that police work is boring in real life as if he didn’t get attacked by a tiger and experience all the events of The Great Gatsby is wild
- just straight up lying at this point
- STEALING FROM A POLICE OFFICER?????
- you stole. from a police officer.
- i cannot believe she is like this 😐 i hate her sm
- and of course the same day he finds out that he is being intentionally sabotaged is the day he’s being berated for “losing his notebook”
- cannot catch a break
- at least he and thursday are trying to make up
- these scientists are SO GAY (the awkward one w the glasses and the snobby one with the mouse)
- teasing him while massaging him and then putting his hand on his waist when he gets up
- Science Bros™️
- i don’t like her and all that but tessa didn’t deserve to die 🫤
- the face casts are so upsetting
- makes my damn skin crawl
- the odds of morse finding that paper in the doll were positively MINUSCULE he literally just can’t keep his hands to himself
- justice for frazil i just want her to be happy
- incest should never be the answer in a murder investigation tbh
- or like… even an idea of what happened
- grody tbh!
- NO FRAZIL NO
- aw GODDAM IT
- THE LITTLE GAY SCIENTIST IS THE KILLER
- i’m so upset
- i thought he and the mouse man had something 🫤🫤
- they would have been so cute
- but no he’s not gay he’s fucking incestuous
- i’m mad 🙄🙄🙄🙄
- morse finally driving his car at a reasonable speed
- GO FRAZIL GO
- NO FRAZIL NO
- i stg if anything happened to her i would lose my mind i’m so glad she’s okay
- morse just roasting the killer to get him to surrender is… a choice
- “you have to make a stand somewhere. they’re not going to drive me out.”
- YOU TELL EM MORSE
- morse has lost everyone he’s loved and all he had left is the place he loves and he will not leave and i love him for it
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