#and if i dont then we canteven be friends because im going to bea shit friend i f im stl like tbis
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have absolutely no clue what to do with myself HDDJDHDH
#i feel like i’ve just been a zombie GDJDHDDH i just#go downstairs. try to build up some energy end up cold end up laying down aimlessly try to go upstairs to get something done cry instead#and then sit aimlessly trying not to cry again and get anything done before i cry again and then pass out#i can’t tell if i want to talk about it or if i want to never h#think about it again or if i want to feel all of it and if feeling it makes it better or worse#and distracting myself is failing and trying to take care of myself well enough to feel better is failing#i’m just trying not to let my brain take me down spirals that might be true pr might be false but will definitely make everhthing feel wors#but it’s so hard GDNDHDHD everything feels so so so stupidly wrong#it’s such a different. level of heartbreak than i’m used to GDJDHDBD i genhinely dont. like it. doesnt feel like im ever grtting over this#and if i dont then we canteven be friends because im going to bea shit friend i f im stl like tbis#everything just hurts GDND and i hate talking about it and i hate feeling it but i cant fix it myself and i dont want anyone else to help#neg#mano.mindtalk#sometimes as i’m walking around the screaming from drunk walk home jus plays in my head on loop#n idk if its funny or absolutely sucks but it keeps happening like thanx brain!
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