#even though she might be older?

[youremyonlyhope]

I love when I see posts like "Share how many crochet WIPs you currently have! I have 5, it's so many!"

Like, girl, I have unfinished projects from over a decade ago that I refuse to frog on the off chance I decide to finish them. I've found years-old projects I forgot I even started and will impulsively just finish it on the spot. I've started three different projects in the last 2 months, including one I started yesterday, that I already know I may or may not finish within the year depending on motivation.

The number of WIPs I have is infinite.

[sysig]

You’re gonna die if you keep that up (Patreon)

[archduke-enver-gortash]

mmm essay about sally and kid gort in the tags (cw for child abuse, mentions of suicide, animal cruelty and a murder attempt. i always hope i don’t have to say this but just in case: i don’t excuse or condone any of her or gort’s behaviour at all.) this is literally not even touching upon everything i have to say because i hit the fucking tag limit lmao. NOBODY READ IT’S BAD BRAINSTORMING I JUST NEEDED TO GET IT OUT SOMEHOW

[totallyveryallosexual]

Having recognized now that I probably had undiagnosed ADHD and autism during my childhood, I keep remembering things that make me go, oh shit, those were symptoms, weren't they?

[blood0fthedragon]

House of The Dragon: Visella Targaryen, second-born daughter of King Viserys I and Queen Aemma Arryn, sister to Princess Rhaenyra Targaryen

around 10 years younger than Rhaenyra and grew up looking up to her (show timeline)

dragonrider from the age of 10

supports her sister's claim to the throne

survives the Dance but her dragon does not

[cloudymistedskies]

I hate when Mari Kaizumi takes over my thoughts

Okay Mari, I know you feel complete guilt over this whole fiasco, but you shouldn’t conclude that Yuichiro hates you to the point he thinks you’re fucking satan

>:3

Speaking about this, Imma actually share a taisho era secret relating to this AU:

Riko is actually dead in this AU too! Yay! She died in a mission while Mari was in a 2 week long comatose. And thus, prevented her from receiving the bow! And also this adds more guilt juice to her already guilt-filled mind. Despite being all silly, sunshine and rainbows, she’s carrying a lot of guilt and she probably needs to book for a therapist.

On a brighter side, the Minami’s (Mari’s relative family) took her in as their daughter and took care of her while living in her mansion so they could check up on her. She’s less of a Kaizumi and more of a Minami in a sense.,..

And I’m calling this bow-less Mari AU as an alternative name

[oatmealcrisp-freak]

Kills me that Miri thinks the guy who shot her bio dad is cool because he shoots guns good

[livvyofthelake]

did i ever tell y’all about my little cousin who i’m very patiently waiting for her to turn 12 or 13 so i can get her to read city of bones as a long term comedic revenge plot against her father

[dutybcrne]

Thinking and laughing a bit abt how much of a fucken shock the knights must have had when shy, never-strayed-from-Diluc’s shadow Kaeya up and became the kind of guy who would take a squad of knights to catch a criminal and purposefully set off a mechanism that at best spooked the shit out of everyone involved by the sheer risk it incurred upon the knights and their target at once bc he liked the thrill of seeing their responses to the sudden danger.

[wolfisland]

i think no matter how much i work on myself and my self perception ill always be insecure about being poor. i think about that scene from the fantastic mr fox where foxys talking about how he feels poor and i understand it. wanting better. wanting to look better, to keep up, to blend in.

stupid shit matters in small towns. dumb shit. like brand names. its like no one has anything better to do than invent arbitrary reasons to judge people. we all looked stupid back then. cant believe its been well over a decade now. we all looked so stupid. who the fuck cares about if theres still a sticker on the snapback?

i remember going to peoples houses and being shocked that some people had bathrooms connected to their bedrooms. that some people didnt have holes in their walls. LAMPSHADES. oh my god. ceiling fans? dryers?

let alone pools. or nice bathtubs. wooden floors instead of linoleum that had gouges and stains. fluffy carpet instead of carpet so old and worn in that it was basically melted plastic fibres, loud and hard if you knocked on it.

i remember thinking it was insane that people had like brand name bread, rather than the cheapest loaves possible. it was crazy that people would get mcdonalds just whenever, as a treat, instead of it being like a once a week at MOST thing. maybe once a fortnight.

[malikselfindulgence]

🥯 with Sokar and 🍋 for Masha? I wanna know more about them so bad :<…

- @honeysgalaxy

AGSHXH YESYES TY FOR ASKING ABOUT THEM [normal mode engaged I am Capableof being normal about them] TW FOR THEMES OF ABUSE AND RELIGION AND SLIGHT SELF HARM !!

Her weakness as a kid is Nareena talking to the other kids about her- she doesn't care when Nareena insults her to her face, she's somehow glad Nareena's talking to her at all, that she's getting his attention, but when Nareena's so disappointed that she won't even bother telling her off? When Nareena talks about her like she's not there? It makes her feel guilty and double down twice as hard to try and get Nareena feeling guilty, too

In her ghost arc it's when Sokar finally starts screaming back. Sokar's always been kind, kind and soft and quiet, she always took whatever came her way, so Masha pushing her to that point hurts her even though it's exactly what she wanted, even though she screamed at her to be angry and hate her

Sokar as a kid had a terrible obsession with being "clean" or "holy"- she's trans and was raised in basically a cult, and watching the older sisters showcase femininity as something holy and pure mixed with the constant berating of how she's dirty and won't ever be what she wants to be made her obsessed w the idea of it to the point she'll tear at her own hair or scratch at her arms till they're raw, trying to "cleanse" herself of her wants and needs essentially. She does get better! Generally living on the surface + meeting Cassandra who believes in do whatever you want Forever has made her much more open- she doesn't force herself into things she doesn't enjoy for the sake of appearing smaller or more gentle. She means THE WORLD TO ME I love herso much oh this is so long my bad

Post for the ask game here! :3

[evil-ontheinside]

Since I've seen a few recently (I wrote this a while ago so that's not quite true anymore), is this a good time to say that I also had a role swap au (as in: El -> Will -> Mike -> El) in my wips for a few months now? I'm probably never gonna write it but I do love my ideas for it

[hiduprakyat]

speaking of. I need some input on this.

a week or two ago I posted about the drama with some (now) coursemates. four or so months ago one of them showed me a picture of a crocheted charm she saw on a chinese app and said she wanted it but the girl who made it doesn't sell them. so I made one for her birthday. her birthday is at the end of december. it is not her birthday for another two weeks

now I have this bluebell charm that I absolutely do not fucking want to keep with me due to obvious fucking reasons but also don't think I can give it to her considering she's the only one that's outright hostile to me rn. for no reason btw

do I still give it to her and let that be the end of it, but also risk her just throwing it away, or do I just give it to someone else

[mistyycowoa]

Ok but is grieving an alive person that I see everyday a normal thing

Btw, if you have not had tragedy dropped on you before, grief does fuck you up in unexpected and physical ways. If you can’t sleep or sleep more than expected or have more or reduced appetite, or energy goes weird— your brain just had a bunch of emotions dropped on it and sometimes it reacts by hitting every button in your brain. It will pass. Just try to not get too frustrated with yourself.

It’s also fine if you feel normal. Grief literally hits everybody differently, and some people are made to be able to to keep the farm going the day after a death, and some of us turn into sleepless gargoyles and get really into trying to help, and some of us are just unspeakably sad. Grief is weird. Be kind to yourself.

[rmayuscula]

age gap autumn girl fuck you

[aether-weather]

only and positive

My husband and I developed a theory so please play along and tell me where you are in birth order (oldest, middle, youngest, only) and if you think having siblings is overall a positive or negative thing.