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bbqphantom · 1 year ago

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MUPPET BEATLES :)

#john lennon #paul mccartney #the beatles #this flopped so hard when I originally posted this on instagram so erm #I honestly quite like this drawing still :)#even though it’s a few months old #anyway #my art shit #ALSO SORRY EDIT . I miss posting my art but I DONT DRAW EVER IM SORRY #so you’re getting an OLD DRAWING MY APOLOCHEESE

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slfcare · 4 months ago

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the most difficult thing about growing as a person socially, as in getting out of your shell and noticing that you are, is that there will still be times when it doesn’t feel like you’ve grown at all! times when you can’t really connect with anyone around you, times when you fail to enter into an existing conversation, times when you say the wrong thing (or nothing at all when in hindsight you probably should’ve). but that’s also kind of the best thing, because that’s the thing that helps you realize that sometimes, it’s not you or your lack of skills or any shortcoming. sometimes certain environments just aren’t for you and certain people aren’t your people, and that’s okay. that’s human. it’s okay to not feel the progress you have made all the time.

#and that goes for every type of growth #backstory of this post:#after I came back after a few months of doing my international internship I felt so much more confident #it was easier making friends and walking up to people #i took more chances #and generally just heard it a lot from those around me who kept telling me how much i’d changed #this was further supported by my first office job that went pretty well #but then came my grad internship. and while i love the work and have met some great people I noticed it was difficult again #there was one office lunch where no one spoke to me at all! it was my first week and I didn’t know what to say #if i should even say anything #we were all sitting at the same table #not one person even glanced my way #it made me doubt myself; i was doing so well before #was that even real? why can’t I just speak up? this is not the way to connect with people #especially in my first week!#but you know what #i was still doing well. i just had to factor in the fact that these were all middle aged people talking about reality shows i didn’t watch #and bikes i knew nothing about #as well as people who knew i was the new intern yet didn’t speak to me at all even though I’d introduced myself to them all individually #and even so #people I couldn’t really talk to about MY interests outside of work either #my point being:#it’s okay to not feel a connection with everyone you meet #it’s okay to fall back into old habits even though you’ve developed new ones #it will never unravel the process you’ve made and the connections you’ve built #you’re doing fine #after this internship I will surround myself with people who reaffirm that belief #growth in the self #self love #positivity

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airoarts · 1 year ago

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Leader and deputy

[Image description: a digital painting of Squirrelstar and Ivypool from Warriors. Squirrelstar is a small dark red cat with green eyes, standing in front of the much taller Ivypool, a gray tabby-and-white cat with blue eyes and many battle scars. The background is dark blue. end ID]

#i havent read a new wc book in years (They are not very good) but have been keeping up with The Happenings recently cause its fun #when was the last time there was a female leader+deputy? leopardstar and mistyfoot???????#anyway so happy forthem i hope they dont both die immediately #warriors #warrior cats #wc #squirrelstar #squirrelflight #ivypool #art #2023 #I have actually been doodling a ton of cat designs like in classes in the last couple months lol #havent posted them because theyre just Designs and so many people post those all the time but if i get one (1) ask about it i can post them #also just have not felt like posting art recently even though ive been doing it. LOL #worried about squirrelstar cause um. i know cat ages have been generally increasing but she is older than her dad was when he died #if wc wiki ages are to be believed #her husband just retired to be an old man and she took his job #well whatever... i dont even read the books... i dont care... tch #ALSO EDITED CAUSE I REALIZED I PUT HER WHITE PAW ON THE WRONG SIDE #the first few rbs will have the wrong version but whatever. its fine. its fine

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shroomerr · 2 months ago

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HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! here's some of my fave/most popular art I did in 2024 <3

#shroomer talks !#the last one is blurred because its spoilers #i wanted to finish it so badly before the end of the year but alas... i have a job #hopefully will be able to finish it tomorrow or the day after #anyways!! what a good run this year has been!!#its so funny most of these pieces were done in the last few months lol i did not like any of my drawings or even had any finished pre-augus #and then boom. south park happened.#and suddenly i was rejuvenated. like a fish in water #if ill be honest with you guys ive had some of the worst art block for last few years/been so incredibly unsatisfied with my art #and its only been since august where ive finally started becoming a bit more ok with the work ive produced #i dont necessarily think ive made anything that could be a magnum opus or whatever. i dont even think i can really go:#“yea. i did that. hell yea. this is amazing”#its more like a “yea. im starting to see growth. im going somewhere. i think.”#but thats way better than what it was before where i just straight up hated my art lol #i still kinda do hate it though but its starting to be less #or at the very least its in a more positive direction where im thinking “ok i hate it but im gonna try and learn from this”#anyways thanks all of you for sticking around with little old me <3 #MORE SOUTH PARK CONTENT TO COME IN 2025!!#youre not getting rid of me that easily #south park #splatoon

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melvincholy · 1 year ago

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old low resolution art of creacher guy

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gumy-shark · 5 months ago

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on one hand never trust how you feel about yourself as a person after the sun goes down, especially if you have a known pattern of catastrophizing your own behavior into you somehow being a secretly evil Bad Person. on the other hand night time is when i do my best introspection

#this post was brought to you by the realization that even though i want to be and like being a person that ppl can turn to when they need it #that i also don’t really like being Depended On #i care about my friends especially the ones who are still in high school #but it’s also scary to me when i feel like they Rely on me for friendship or connection.#like no. i should be peripheral to your life.#they should have people other than a mildly flaky 18 year old who hides when it gets hard and who they only see every few months at best #even back in junior high. i had a friend who was older than me but a grade below who called me ‘mom’ as a joke #but then it stopped feeling like a joke and i didn’t know how to re-establish that distance #oh yeah this is also a thing that happens at night btw. we start oversharinggg

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cappurrccino · 8 months ago

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i was gonna say "i shouldn't have to go to work when my brain feels like a depression slushie" and then i was like "wait but then i'd basically never ever go to work" and i'm actually doubling down on the first part now bc my god how am i supposed to heal my brain from burning out 5 years ago if i can never get an actual break

#//juri speaks #i also at this moment: do not know if i have health insurance anymore / if i will be able to get insurance #if i can't get insurance i will not be able to take classes this fall #if i can't take classes my loan repayments will kick in immediately #i already don't have enough money for anything and i certainly don't have a spare $150 a month for the government #at any rate i need to submit my tuition waiver Soon but i can't until i know if i can get into the second class #so i have to wait for the prof or my advisor to get back to me #all the while a funeral day draws nearer #and then AT work i still feel like my position doesn't need to exist #but i desperately need it to exist because i need the money #and this big mchuge data migration project we were SUPPOSED to have had done in JUNE is being pushed to the absolute last minute #not by us but by the folks in control of the software we're moving to #so we're not going to have any safety margins with the old software #it's going to be GONE and dead and unlicensed while we're trying to learn the new shit #and i'm going to have to deal with the other branch cataloger trying to do everything for us which Won't Help #and i need!!!!!! a break!!!!!!!!!! from everything!!!!!#i need the world to stop and i need to go sit in the desert for like 6 months #instead best i can do is go buy the new taz gn for a little crumb of escape. maybe a little coffee drink while i'm there #even though i've been hitting sugar hard lately and really do not have the funds to buy more clothes if i gain a few more lbs #and can't afford a walking pad/treadmill and don't want to go outside bc it is a billion degrees all day every day rn #uuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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avvocarlo · 5 days ago

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work pissing me the fuck offfff bro

#for the sake of brevity my day was going to be leave home in my car at 9:30. start 10:00. stay with them as social support for 3 hours.#maybe have some lunch with them or right after depending. drive 20 or so minutes to pick someone up at 2:00 #technically it is rostered as 2:30 but they usually finish earlier lately. drive them home which takes around 25 mins. then drive another 20 #to do a clean at 3ish for roughly an hr to 1.5 hrs. then drive home for 20-30 minutes. that was going to be my day #these fuckwits decide at 9:25 to message me that there is a roster change. I now have to go somewhere inbetween 1:00 and 2:30 for an hour #long clean. which is also 20 minutes away from my first client. then drive another 20 or even 30 minutes to pick the person up. followed #by the next person. I call them to say hey can you at least tell the transport client because they might be waiting an extra hour than they #expect to. this person is 91 years old by the way. they say oh yeah I will text them. I say could you try call to let them know? they say #the same thing again. on top of this it's just super fucking annoying #I'm also meant to have an hour lunch break as per my roster agreement. tell me where you see any possible gap between 9:30 and basically #5 fucking pm where I could even have ten minutes to myself. thankfully my first client is pretty easy going so I'll have some lunch then #I suppose. that is besides the point though #plus I get like... a few dollars above what is the Australian minimum wage per hour #anyway I'm so sick of this shit they did this yesterday too. multiple times over the last two months and tbh most of last year too

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kuruk · 1 month ago

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rescue dogs haven't bullied halo with their resource guarding ever since halo won that fight against dill help jem even moves aside to the couch when I bring halo down instead of running to me and waiting by the steps like usual. she still runs to me and waits when she can hear/smell that I didn't bring halo with me but she runs away instead when I do. so like I guess halo kind of showed them...

#to be clear im the most careful in my family about keeping the pets safe and double check whos locked up and whos where #and make sure theyre separated or leashed #i had halo on a leash for a couple months when first bringing her to where babou lived #so like km not treating their fight casually or anything I try hard to make sure they dont happen T_T #halo used to fight with kaya frequently before they were separated because they had lived together for a while before the fights started #so they werent separated until after a few fights #halo always came out like completely fine though even though kaya who started it needed stitches once.......#which is crazy because kaya tore through my hand twice due to her fighting #the first time was when she was a few months old and fought with a completely different sister #kayas more of a people dog. sje plays with her mother berserker snd tolerates her father chewie but she would do well alone...#halo likes other pets but they kind kf hate her bad. except babou theyre friends now aww <3 #but yeah these dogs are gentler and easier to handle than kaya so i can at leash walk halo on a leash from a distance in their presence #but jm like extremely on edge about it every time..#the rescue dogs are very gentle with babou now but i still try to get babou away from them help. sje scares me shes likenot scared of them..

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lordsardine · 2 months ago

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#it’s def an experience to finally fully reread awh #nine years later there’s a lot different i would do with the writing style #as well as the relationship portrayals (axing the fucking use of the word ‘crush’)#and plot wise some areas could be tightened but even I knew that back in 2015 #but overall at least I didn’t hate it #and rereading people’s comments on it is honestly touching #the fic is the best 18 year old me-21 year old me could do and to that I salute her honestly #writing it then literally defined my entire college experience #like i owe so much to it. so this felt appropriate to do for the nine year anniversary :-)#miscellaneous #i am not touching dfu #god. at least not yet. maybe just parts in a few months #though maybe by then the short revived hetalia fixation will be over. who knows #I wish the fandom was as large as it once was to justify writing more fics or even rewriting the series like a lunatic #but it isn’t.#and either way. I’m glad it had the notoriety when it did #anyway that’s enough of me rambling.#my family and I went to Salzburg today and that was super cool

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cosmicrot · 6 months ago

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I keep thinking about the fact I'll be able to do my consult finally for top surgery [or well more akin to a radical reduction] and i've been reading tons of stuff and looking for photos for reference and god

so many posts like "unexplained back pain and severe headaches magically gone after top surgery/reduction" and i'm like GOD I can't wait for that to be me

but i.. i might not even be able to get the surgery because my parents aren't supportive and i'm disabled... so I'm going to have to somehow magically get the money for a hotel for 2 weeks until I get my drains out, so my friend from out of state can take care of me in the hotel :')) I still am desperately trying to save up for braces and am only half way there it turns out [we love being bad at math! I thought I was like 3/4th the way there if not slightly more] so it just... seems less and less likely that it'll ever happen.

#top surgery #trans stuff #like straight up my old doctor gaslighted me for like 8 years telling me i could never #she basically said i could never get just a reduction because of insurance reasons #and deifnitely made it seem like top surgery or anything trans related could NEVER happen #and i did my research too #but it seemed like she was right because the info she gave me/how she worded things #yeah it really said like oh you have to jump through a million hoops yada yada #but even if what she said was true at the time #i found out that like 4 years ago i could have gotten a reduction or top surgery ENTIRELY covered by insurance given the right circumstance #but i just now found out a few months ago that that was the case and this was an option!#I don't fucking have moeny though! I can barely survive on what i do have #so even after the consultation i probably just.... won't ever be able t actually do it.. haha.....#i would love to set up a gofundme but that's way too scary and stressful to manage

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shummthechumm · 1 year ago

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reapplied to a separate position at a dream job manifesting good things

#shummy screaming into the void #finally updated my crusty old resume lol #its nearly a year old and ive actually become way more knowledgeable on how to cater my experiences to this one #i actually did manage to have an interview with them a few months ago BUT didnt get the job #which is fair tbh. we did have a really fun conversation though because im actually somewhat comfortable in that working enviroment #and they pay...really well??? like 17-25 an hour for PT positions. they're opening up a new location this year and actually told me to appl #again to more positions because we hit it off.#at my current job hopefully ill be able to go in soon. even though i am extremely reluctant tbh.#lowkey wont stay there for more than 3 months cause. retail is not for me. but i need MONEY SO #sorry for rambling oops #but this new jobs barely interviewed before hiring so thats....a sign of something

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girlkomaeda · 1 year ago

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watched the no.6 anime thought it was kinda bad in a fascinating way so i read the manga and it was actually so good it made me feel crazy now I am currently working on reading the light novels....

#no.6 #nezumi #shion #nezushi #akiangel a little lol #my art #these are a few months old and kind of wonky but I need to share my no.6 fascination even though it’s died down now. it’s literally so good #makes me feel insane. ill. crazh

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astrangeghost · 8 months ago

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Trying to give this doll a boiled water and cold water treatment(is it called a boil wash?? I watch dollightful all the time but just can't remember fsjfsjjd) in an attempt to at least give her wavy hair ^_^

#braided it all yesterday and i was originally just going to let the braids be in for a few days #then i was like hey i cpuld literally try to set the style like this! if it doesnt stick #ill just rebraid her hair and leave her in my closet for a few months while i forget about her ddjjdjd #she wasbt one of my og dolls... (looks off in the distance) def in my top five #regrets getting rid of all my childhood dolls u_u I MISS THEMMMM #got this one over like 5 years ago at least she just lives in my closet #with my old mlp toys(which at least i kept them... even though they werent my most favorites... whaghteve4

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siristaci · 6 months ago

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I got my

✨🌟MEDS!🌟✨

#mine #finally got back on adhd meds #after two years of being off #one dr's office wanted me to wait until November to get them #(when i started the process at the end of July)#and they wanted me to get assessed for adhd again even though it's very clear that i have it #so when my assessment got pushed back another month i called my old dr office #even though my old dr isn't there anymore they at least had my disorder on record #so i figured it wouldn't take as long #and yup #i went in and said I'd like to get back on concerta 27mg #got asked a few things like how long I'd been on it before #and then had to do a drug test since it's a controlled substance #and my prescription was sent in and ready to pick up last night #i picked it up first thing this morning and took one when i got back to the car #it's now been a couple hours and I'm definitely feeling medicated babey

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popcorn-plots · 9 months ago

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having Wong thoughts once more (I am always having Wong thoughts)

But also. Stephen and Wong getting into a fight over something and Wong ends up in a bar after removing himself from the situation before it can escalate.

Stephen finds him later, a beer bottle in his hands, just. Staring at it. It's half empty, so Stephen knows Wong drunk a little. He goes inside and sits next to Wong. It's a quiet bar, before all the night clubbers trickle in. Neither of them says anything.

Wong takes a sip of his beer and starts talking about how his best friend growing up had been abused by an alcoholic father. The father regularly beat his wife and kids, Wong's friend often staying at his house.

Wong takes another sip. Tells Stephen that he's never had more than one bottle at a time, and only in certain circumstances. That even though magic can purge the body and keep Wong clear-headed, he refuses to get flat out drunk after seeing what it did to his friend's family.

Wong finishes his story and after a few minutes, Stephen finally speaks in a soft voice.

"I'm scared too."

Wong nods. He takes a sip. Hands the bottle to Stephen. Stephen takes a sip and they sit there in silence. Finally, Wong reaches over and gently grabs Stephen's hand, running his thumb over an old, faded scar. He takes a deep breath.

"I am... sorry. For yelling at you."

Stephen swallowed. "I'm... I'm sorry too. That I didn't think it through."

Wong snorts. "You never do."

Stephen smiles and lays his head on Wong's shoulder. They're okay.

#im drinking out of an emoty beer bottle (it was originally non-alcoholic butter beer lol) and thought if this #stephen strange #doctor stephen strange #wong #wongstrange #wong x strange #hurt/comfort #angst with a happy ending #relationships #talking through problems #old married couple #even though they've only been dating (or married) for a few months at this point #idk what they fought about but communication is keyyy #communicate with your partner #please #i may need to write this at some point

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