#even the tarot reading said I’m overthinking this

[clingylilhoneybee]

Please tell me why every time I do tarot I’d just fully attacks me?

[timetraveltodystopia]

Sunoo as a boyfriend

Disclaimer: I’m a beginner with tarot and my readings could be correct and could be not. I am still learning so please take everything with a grain of salt. These readings are for fun and for entertainment purposes only <3

This is all alleged. I don’t want to hurt any idol or send them hate.

♡ Reading done on 29/10/2024

Astrology

Emotional, he feels like home

But his true nature is passionate, as a boyfriend, their partner would feel nurtured and would feel like Sunoo is his ride or die, capable of doing anything no matter what.

Indecisive, he changes his opinion many times, he could say yes to go to the park but once in there he says no xd.

He expresses his anger emotionally, with tears in his eyes, and his love could be hot and cold. It depends if it is convenient for him.

He always takes the lead in the relationship, and it's pretty cocky about it.

As I said before, he is pretty emotional. He has a lot of water placements, cancer, and Pisces. So he feels his biggest support net is his friends and family. He also can have the head in the clouds

He is very quirky and expresses his emotions differently, and has strong willpower.

Tarot

Cards: four of pentacles, justice, the magician, nine of swords, two of pentacles. Overall energy King of cups.

Oh my oh my oh my Sunoo is soo... is so emotional mature. Like Sunoo as a boyfriend will give you so much love.

Four of pentacles: He wears his heart on his sleeve, and he protects himself from outside sources. He wants the best for him and for his partner. He can be in certain moments stingy, not because he wants but because he's saving money for special occasions and doesn't want to spend it in meaningless things.

Justice: He trusts in honest people. He also exudes this aura of honesty and trustworthiness. He believes in people to protect his back as he would the same. As a boyfriend, he would tell you the truth bluntly but with love.

The magician: He is very ambitious, as a boyfriend everything you would ask for it would be granted, you want a pair of shoes here we go, a smoothie here we go too. Like your desires are his now, and his love is so big that he would give you even the world.

Nine of swords: He can be a great overthinker and sometimes have anxious attachment when he isn't with his partner. He can be easily frightened, and his biggest support net is his partner.

Two of pentacles: He tries to balance his love life / personal life with his work life. There will be moments where there's much work, and he can't pay attention to his partner he will try in the future to viceversa pay more attention to his partner than work. Figuring out that work/life balance and keeping everything connected.

Overall energy, the best boyfriend in the world. Very loyal, very kind, he gives unconditional love, and he doesn't expect anything in return.

Channeled song

Mito - DPR IAN

This changes over time. Everyone has free will and vibrations change. Hope you like this reading <3

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[sugarcryztal]

Hi I'm Kurumi and I would like to request a honkai star rail romantic matchup with a male character please <3.

My pronouns are she/her and I'm straight.

I'm a Virgo, INTJ.I’m mostly introverted, closed off but I'm more cheerful and playful with the people I'm close to. I can be very cuddly with my partner but I need a lot of alone time too, I'm a very independent person. I’m very honest even blunt at times, also I tend to be a rational person. I’m extremely determined and ambitious but very stubborn. I’m observant and I try mybest to be attentive to those close to me, I’m a good listener. I can infodump at times and get over focused on subjects I like. Also, I am very insomniac and I can overthink a lot.

I like fruits, cats, ducks, tarot readings, quiet places, fancy dates nights and listening to music. I love fashion and walking in wild/natural places especially mountains. I also enjoy swimming and lakes a lot. I love learning new languages too.

I dislike small talks, crowded places, meat(I'm a vegetarian), rude people and cowards.

Hobbies : My hobbies are reading, playing video games (I don't like a specific genre, I like everything. I mainly play HSR and Genshin Impact frequently , but these days I'm playing Near Automata and Eden Ring). I like reading manga,watching anime and I also enjoy crocheting.

Thank you for reading and for the matchup ! Have a good day :)

sorry for taking so long! i will be honest i was taking a break and forgot abt this 😭 im so sorry

Your HSR match is. . .

JING YUAN !

⟡ okay okay. introvert x introvert!

⟡ I’m not apologizing for imagining Jing Yuan as an introvert because I firmly believe when he wanted to recharge his energy he cuddles with you in a quiet place.

⟡ When he was pining for you he was PINING!

⟡ He went as far as to clear his schedules on short notice if you asked for his time. What important meeting? He has no idea what Fu Xuan is talking about!

⟡ Due to your closed off nature, he was naturally inclined to be curious about you. Leading to him quietly and slowly approaching you.

⟡ He was… Annoying at first! But after getting to know him more and figuring out he’s actually a nice guy behind his noble title, you softened a little.

⟡ He was overjoyed when this change happened!

⟡ When he asked you out he did not sugar coat it. Since you were so honest with him he might as well be honest with you!

⟡ He probably conjured up a letter written with his finest hand writing asking you to meet somewhere and then he just straight up said he liked you.

⟡ Maybe you were a little annoyed because it wasn’t how you pictured that would’ve happened, but your gaze turned tender when he took your hands into his warm ones. He softly kissed the back of your hand while quietly asking you to do him the honor of letting him date you.

⟡ You said yes!

⟡ When you guys are dating, he’s very cuddly. He very much likes contact with you and sometimes may even use you as a pillow while he dozes off!

⟡ Tries to get you to stay around him as much as possible, though of course he also understands you are an independent person with your own things to do.

⟡ If you end up sleeping over at his house. Don’t be surprised if you end up cuddling with him in his bed. If you’re uncomfortable he understands, but he just loves how warm you are!

⟡ Once you’re in his grip. He will not let you get up. In the morning when you try to get up, he tightens his arms around your waist while softly mumbling into your hair, “Five more minutes.”

⟡ (It was not five minutes)

⟡ Whispers soft reassurances and affirmations in your ear until you fall asleep while he spoons you in his arms.

⟡ He honestly doesn’t talk a whole lot, but if you ask him questions about certain things he becomes rather chatty!

⟡ Stuff like the Luofu’s past, his past, or just any questions you have in general! Will maybe even purposefully start silly debates.

⟡ He’s a very nostalgic person though, he likes to talk about things of the past even though he has moved on from it. It just brings back fond memories for him!

⟡ He’s more of the type to listen to you talk though. He especially like it when you talk while you guys are watching something together or when he’s working. It’s like listening to a podcast except it’s your beautiful voice he gets to hear!

⟡ Sometimes when you guys are on a picnic or just simply laying in bed together, he plays soft music for you both to fall asleep to. He finds it relaxing.

⟡ Takes you out on dates a lot when he has the time. Sometimes he can get a bit busy because he’s still the general, but of course he will always find time for you. He’d rather spend time with you than reading documents anyway.

⟡ For dates he’ll probably take you out to eat a lot. He loves exploring different things with you including food!

⟡ He also goes on a lot of walks with you, he likes holding your hand while walking through his garden.

Jing Yuan being the ever-so-darling boyfriend he is, texted you to invite you to his office. At first you refused, encouraging him to actually get his work done instead of dozing off, but after him begging so sweetly to hang out with him because he missed you: you ended up giving in.

Which is what led you to now, your boyfriend holding your hand as you guys walked through the gardens next to his office. You knew Fu Xuan would be mad later because he was off task, but the way he softly took your hand and kissed the back of your palm upon you first arriving made you melt. You were spaced out, thinking about the consequences of both yours and his actions, until a voice called to you,

“Love? You should stop worrying so much… It’s not like it’s any fun.” Jing Yuan mused softly. He gestured to a bench near a small pond under a tree. “Care for a break from walking?”

You briefly nodded. You both settled down on the bench, looking down at the tranquil water that reflected your faces. It was peaceful for a moment. You thought of the times you both did this before, but when you guys were just friends. You were about to speak up about it until he gently grabbed your hand off the bench, bringing it up to his lips.

“You truly are divine, love.” Jing Yuan mumbled with affection dripping from his voice. He pressed kisses from the back of your palm and up your arm, pressing one last kiss to your jawline before he broke away. He gently caressed your face before guiding your head to rest on his shoulder. He leaned his head against yours and you both ended up falling asleep. Just five minutes.

09.06.2024

[oraclekleo]

Choi Soo Bin (TXT) Relationship Role Tarot Reading

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Don’t base life decisions purely on tarot readings

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Reading Info:

Rating: 18+

Reading Type: Single - Couple

Requested: Yes - No

Requester: /

Deck(s): Tarot in Wonderland

Spread: Relationship Role

Questions:

Friend

Boyfriend

Lover

Husband

One-Night-Stand

Celebrity Info:

Full Name: Choi Soo Bin

Stage Name: Soobin

Group: TXT

DOB: 05.12.2000

Blood Type: A

MBTI: ISFP

Sun Sign: Sagittarius

Chinese Sign: Metal Dragon

Life Path Number: 1

Masterpost: TXT

Choi Soo Bin

Soobin (TXT)

DOB: 05.12.2000 Blood Type: A MBTI: ISFP Sun Sign: Sagittarius Chinese Sign: Metal Dragon Life Path Number: 1

Spread: Relationship Role

Deck: Tarot in Wonderland

Friend - 2 of Pentacles, King of Wands

Soobin is the energetic and adventurous kind of friend. He likes to chase excitement and thrilling experiences with his friends. He’s no couch potato and prefers to pursue adventure and proper adrenalin. He likes to push his limits and searches for new fun activities all the time. His friends might find it a bit exhausting sometimes as it seems like Soobin has limitless energy while they drag their feet behind them.

Boyfriend - XXI The World, VII The Chariot

Dating means a lot to Soobin. He’s likely to truly pursue that stage in a relationship, starting at square one where he catches the first glimpse of his future sweetheart, proceeding through the friendship phase to finally reveal his feelings to the person who became so essential for him. While his sweetheart is important to him and he will carry them in his arms, Soobin likes to be the centre of attention in the relationship. He likes to be acknowledged and praised by his date. He’s likely to continue trying hard even when his sweetheart is already in a romantic relationship with him, he’s not the slagging type of boyfriend.

Lover - Knight of Pentacles, 9 of Cups

Soobin is a sensual lover indeed. He’s also truly devoted as he values his partner above anything else in life. He’s likely to be a truly satisfying lover as he’s patient, methodical and can pick on hints well. Soobin is likely to be a true king of foreplay and he’s likely to happily make any of his partner’s wishes come true. He prefers to be the one taking a more active role in a relationship and sort of expects for his lover to be more on the receiving end and praise him in return.

Husband - 9 of Swords, Ace of Wands

Soobin has mixed feelings about marriage. On one hand he sees it as an exciting new adventure to embark onto and on the other hand it gives him sleepless nights full of worries about what it could mean to him and what could go wrong. As mentioned before, Soobin is a super devoted person and for this reason he might overthink marriage a lot, worrying he wouldn’t be able to apply for a divorce even if the situation would call for it and he would be stuck in an unhappy marriage. The only solution is to take time getting to know the possible future spouse before proposing so the danger of a potential break up is at minimum level.

One-Night-Stand - 5 of Wands, 8 of Wands

Soobin himself might be curious about this kind of experience and while usually he would act reasonably, once his ego is involved, he might slip into a rushed decision. If provoked by a bet with his friends, for example, Soobin might be quick to act and show everyone he can handle the random love affair. There’s always a risk that he won’t like the outcome in the morning, though.

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[punkpandapatrixk]

Variety🍓

I have been having these extreme ups and downs of fearful thoughts since this year has started. As I’m writing this I’m not sure what I’m trying to express myself. I just want to let some thoughts and feelings out, I guess.

I think this is just a crazy time of release or transmutation or transcendence that makes me feel hopeful but hateful about everything all at once. I’m in this liminal space where all desires seem possible but I don’t know which options would make me happiest.

People say, ‘We become cowards at the gate of happiness…’ But I don’t even know if the gates I’m facing wouldn’t trick and disappoint me. I’ve lived my entire Life surviving disappointment after disappointment; I can’t help but dread the idea of passing another challenging gate, only to be met with another subpar Reality…

It just feels like a broken scenario that isn’t worth another broken heart. All of my hope and faith for nothing but fleeting delight… Another false alarm.

Typically, I’m not one afraid of making mistakes. But when imagining myself living with the consequences of good enough choices that are inherently lesser than my grandiosely greedy desires, I get debilitating anxiety. I don’t want a Rolex of a Reality; I want my Patek Philippe of a Reality… if that… makes sense.

I know I should know better not to be so unsure and cowardly about the future. I write content about everybody’s Highest Possible Destiny and blah blah… But I get paralysed at every new thought for analysis.

☆♪°・.

On another note! After roughly a year battling with low income to a point of forgetting how it feels to have resources… Demand for my ‘day job’ has returned to normal!✨🌸📚I also •suspect• I’m the only writer my long-time client is working with at the moment, so he’s giving me SO MUCH WORK TO DO!📚✍🏻👩🏻‍💻🍾

Never will I know money worries again unless another pandemic bullshit hit🤞🏻But that being said, I’ll need to make a lot of time for my ‘day job’ for now so I can secure my finances going forward✨But you already know I feel the most lethargic on days I can’t touch my tarot cards and work on something for the blog. Yet, PACs require so much energy and spiritual focus; there isn't enough time in the day to work peacefully on both🥵

SO! I’m finally going with this idea I’ve been ruminating for quite a while!🎉

Punk Daily Read!🌸

Not daily predictions. More like daily reassurances for when somehow someway something in your day turns gloomy. Just in case you could benefit from words of affirmations that act like an umbrella to protect or ice cream to elevate your mind from excessive sad thoughts🎭😿☔️

I would definitely benefit from that. These days I’ve been battling gloomy skies in my mind to such an extreme I lose my shit on the daily. I’ve been binge watching tarot readings on YouTube e.ve.ry.da.y and it’s still not helping. Sometimes I have heart palpitations from too much worry/anxiety/overthinking. I need something more calming coming from myself🌸🍦🍵

I’m still working on the formats, templates and aesthetics of Punk Daily Read, but if you’re interested, don’t hesitate to give it a follow now~🌸This secondary blog will be dedicated to JUST daily readings💗Hope you’ll enjoy💐🌷🩰

[thesweetestdevotion]

Hi, I’m the Scorpio of the previous future spouse ask (with a C initial). Most of the reading resonated and made a lot of sense with what I’ve been going through. You see, I’m a writer 😅 but I have been in a writer’s block for a long time partially due to not allowing myself to engage in what makes me feel fulfilled and happy (and not allowing myself to feel my emotions in general, but especially not allowing myself to feel happy). The writing is also related to me isolating myself - I’ve been isolating myself from a lot of people I was befriending and used to interact with. I was going through something very difficult and started believing I didn’t deserve to be happy because of how I was coping with the situation (someone close to me was very ill due to cancer and all I felt like doing at the time was crying, so I wasn’t able to study for my exams and I felt really guilty about that). So yeah related to the Hermit, I know those people I used to talk with are technically still there, and I know my hobbies are still there, but I think after not allowing myself to feel happiness for so long, I’ve gotten scared of feeling it? If that makes sense. It’s also true that I’m very self depricating - I overthink a lot and I can be quite hard on myself.

As for the love part, yeah I’ve been thinking a lot about it lately but felt really confused. It’s like I can’t think clearly about it. Part of me thinks that if I allowed myself to fall in love and be loved, and be happy in a relationship, it could be very beneficial and healing for me. But like I said I’m scared of opening up and trusting others. I’ve also been thinking about the fact that for several years now I’ve kept dreaming sometimes about the first guy I ever loved, so I’m confused even in that regard (but it’s not like I can go talk to him, I haven’t seen him in years and we never even confessed our feelings lol) idk my mind truly does feel hazy regarding the topic. But I guess the two of cups is a silver lining? Maybe there’s some hope for me after all, with whoever might be up to put up with me 😅 and if not I guess I can always become a cat lady, I do love cats 🤣

Im so happy you sent me this feedback, i hope you dont mind me answering it! I'd like to extend my deepest regards to you and your close one, I hope all things are resolved for you. I did think the two of cups was a sort of reasurrance for you at this time! i really got the sense that you have all you need now to enter into any sort of relationship you like (romantic or platonic) I just hope my reading brought you the clarity you needed. Its amazing that you are a writer because in your reading i got the Ace of Wands, which in the deck that im using (the tarot of the divine) it is illustrated as hand holding an ancient chinese ink brush about to write something down! take that as a sign hehe!! thank you for allowing me into your energy <3

[veritasss5]

Hiiii💕💕I hope you’re doing well right now—make sure to decompress and don’t let your readings drain u.

pass: bluestarss

Take your time if you aren’t already!! I am participating in your ask game if that’s okay with you.

My name is Kris. I am sleepy, introverted, and a very smiley person.

My question is, how does W feel about me? (For context: I’ve fancied him for a while and I think the feelings were mutual but these past few weeks have been kinda chaotic for our connection because he’s become suddenly withdrawn and idk if I’m at fault for it or what. I’m beating myself up over it and I hate that I’m overthinking smmmmm)

Thank you in advance for taking the time to read this scenario 💕💕have a good day!

Hello Kris!! Thank you so much for your kind advice♥️ I won’t be drained by doing readings so it is all good🫶🏻 I hope you are doing amazing as well!

╰┈➤ 9 of swords (shadowscapes tarot)

I think he is purposely ignoring you because he is not interested in you. He seems to want to find something exciting rather than settle down for something serious. When I think of W I think of the fool card of the tarot, very free and independent, he is inclined to want to remain single while having some situationship around. I think it is time to let him go and stop overthinking.

Whatever signs or feelings you are getting right now from the situation it is actually true. For example if you are feeling he is deliberately ignoring you, yes he is. If you feel like he is leaving you behind without any explanation, yes he is doing this.

I don’t think he will ever be honest about it even if you try to talk with him.

Please keep in mind that it is not your fault, this is what I am getting from the card, and trying to find who is at fault won’t resolve anything. Him leaving you behind is actually a blessing because you may find someone better in the future. You are meant for someone that actually desires you and cherishes you as you should be treated with respect and love.

Meanwhile treat yourself with love and respect and work on your mind since you are stressed with overthinking.

Thank you so much for trusting me and have a nice day or night!✨ remember that feedback is a MUST as said in the rule or else you are going to be excluded in my future readings since you broke the rule♥️

[sithisreadingcorner]

https://www.tumblr.com/sithisreadingcorner/726750968876761088/hi-i-hope-youre-having-a-lovely-august-i-was

Hi, it’s me ♥️,

Thank you so much for the reading! It resonated with me a lot, and many of the things you mentioned were on my mind. I had to reflect on it for a few days, but when I first read through it, I couldn’t help but smile from ear to ear. I was like dang they read me good. It provided a much-needed reality check for me. ♥️

I’m ready to close this chapter in my life and move forward. I’m trying to find a balance between my career, personal life, and love.

I’ve set a lot of goals for myself, but one question that kept popping up in my mind is, “Who am I?” It didn’t fully register in my brain until I read your reading, and I think that’s the core of my current problem – understanding myself.

I’m also afraid of getting hurt again, especially in my career. I love my career, but it’s been really tough since January and even before that. I’ve been worried and overthinking if it’s the right path for me or if I’m good enough, especially with my whole industry experiencing mass layoffs. Your advice mirrors what my old boss said: give it some time, take on a few more jobs, and if I still don’t like it, explore other options. Because I know deep down I am very good at my career and I do belong.

And I haven’t met that person yet, but before I was thinking of reaching out to people whose careers I admired and asking how they got there. But I will be mindful, there’s a lot of shady people doing things in the job market because they’re laying off so many and job insecurity.

I still have some soul searching / reflecting to do, and I had a long conversation with someone I trust. But I’m feeling much better now and have a clearer sense of my direction.

But thank you again for this reading and I’m beyond grateful. Have a wonderful week week.

♥️

Welcome back ♥️ and thank you so much for taking the time to write this incredibly thoughtful review! 🙏✨ Im so glad that it brought you a smile, and I was smiling right there along. 💜 I'm relieved to hear that there are people around you that you can trust and you felt ready to talk to them. I think you must be really good at what you do, and you should believe more in yourself that you have the rightful footing. At the same time, I don't think your worries are unfounded and a little something on the side doesn't hurt. These can both coexist, and at the end of the day I think your old boss was giving you the right advice. Most importantly: it doesn't matter how good you are at this job, you don't have to put all of your self worth in it. Some people go through some really drastic career changes in their lives and it's not at all uncommon. Whatever you will choose to do next, I'm sure you will also excel at, and you can find your self worth in it again.

You know the thing about tarot is that it talks in narrative and archetypes. So whether this is referring to a particular person or more like a personification of a type of person that you meet, is hard to tell but they are probably going to be a character in your story one day or the other, so it's good to be aware.

Good luck with both your self discovery and your career! 💜 And, I was just about to say I hope to see you soon but actually I know I will see you very soon because I received a birthday reading request for you and that is the one im gonna do next! I will get to it as soon as I have a little time!

And also thank you so much once again for the generous donation. Please don't forget that if you need another reading, you can come back for it any time regardless of the monthly slots! 🥰

[theeternalwombtarot]

aww, that's very sweet of you! 💜 (will do!)

i get what you mean, i too struggle with that sometimes. the way we want to express our thoughts and feelings are often disconnected from other people's perception - which can be quite disheartening for people who struggle with that and tend to overthink their own words. but what goes for your reading: apart from the fact that I felt so seen by a stranger - it was lovely to read and you didn't even feel like a stranger at all. I think you have a very understanding and sweet tone and reflect your thoughts with great expressiveness. my personal situation with that guy is insanely confusing as of late and I opened up about it to only one person so far. you describing everything that I struggled to find words for was very touching for me and I assume this is the reason I was so awestruck earlier. Idk , this might be a little weird for you (which I'd completely understand btw), but your post felt like somebody reassuringly held my hand and said "i see you, despite the chaos". it was both scary and beautiful ahahah

I’m so glad !! 😭 I’m so proud of you, everything is going to be okay. Anything that’s bringing you down or giving you a hard time will pass. True love is not the author of confusion. I know how much tarot helped me while getting through my first heart break and various other obstacles and lessons so I’m so glad I can be here for you to support you and bring you solace and peace!! 🤞🏾

[tarothouselattier]

Hello there👋. I recently came across your tarot reading the ‘what you need to say “yes” to instead of “no”, and I choose pile 3 and read some parts of pile 1. So, I’ve been up all night thinking about participating in a global audition because I am truly passionate for dancing and performing even though I’m quite introverted and shy. A few weeks ago, I had a sudden urge to be more active and doing exercises without knowing that there’s an audition being held online for people who have aspire and achieve the same dream as me. I usually go to sleep at about 10-11:00 in the night but I couldn’t sleep, constantly thinking about the audition. No matter how hard I tried to sleep, I couldn’t😭, so I listened to music for a while before I truly went to sleep and it was already 1:00 A.M. I still have 2 weeks before it ends and I thought that me auditioning was just a phase but it seems like it isn’t. It’s like my mind won’t rest unless I’ll do it. Plus the fact that the quote from pile 1 was somewhat similar to what I am saying to myself for the past few days are connected, I’m like “why is it so true?” 😃. Shall I go for it?

HIIIIIIIII. I am BEGGING you GO FOR IT!!!!!

I'm sure you will have so much fun and you'll be over-joyed just like I will be over-joyed for you.

I know how scary it is to follow your dreams, what if nothing comes out of it? I want to give you my situation as an example to encourage you. I've spent MONTH wrecking my mind, thinking if I should start posting pick a cards on this blog. Look at me now. Knowing that I'm doing what I love and helping other people just like yourself brings me all the more love and satisfaction. I'm glad we can share with each other this passion. A phrase I heard that really helped me when it comes to following my passion regardless of fear and worry:

"-What if I fail?

-Are you afraid to fail? Or are you afraid to fight?"

I had a thought yesterday that if life does this eternal dance, it means it must have passion for everything it does. When you live out your passion you move in sync with the world.

Definitely go for it!!!

I'm gonna let you in on a fun secret. I started another pick a card yesterday and it describes your current situation perfectly. There was a message about constant thinking of something important that you've been passionate about doing for a long time, but you don't do it, overthink and then become sick of it. The advice was "just do it" basically. There was A LOT of fire coming out. It's pile 1. Maybe check it out when I post it. Wanna know something even crazier!!?? I was intrigued by the way you said "why is it so true?" because the first thing I heard when I asked for advice for that pile was "the truth always comes out". I can't make this shit up. It was so random, I was really confused. But now I'm glad I can say it to you. Take this as confirmation.

Dance the night away!!!!!!

[what-if-nct]

So I was texting someone about different hobbies and activities for over summer and like then I mention tarot and they say they don’t really know what tarot is. So I explain a little and use some cards as examples and then after a while they text me saying that they don’t want to seem rude but they are gonna read all that later. This is quite out of character for this person as typically they’d just leave me on delivered but now I was okay and was waiting a little. But it’s been 3 days now…:\ but cause they said that I’ve sorta felt like I’m waiting which I shouldn’t be. But still I can’t get rid of the feeling. Would it be weird if I messaged them saying that they take ages to read? Idm if I sound a little rude (as they have ignored me when I was talking about something that genuinely interests me which is rude) but I don’t want to come across really weird or really rude. And why am I even bothering with this? Talking to people is weird.

Oh I've experienced this a lot cause I have friends even my sister who take up to two weeks to respond. But I know I spam out of nowhere about my newest interest or obsession. They usually get to it at some point. Just life, or tired, not feeling well or just uninterested in the topic which is fine. They'll usually respond to the next thing they're interested in I bring up. I think just try to not take it too personally, they're probably just looking it over or learning more about it or are unaware how to respond and figuring out the best way to. You can either just wait or strike up an unrelated conversation and change the subject till they bring the topic back around. Just try not to overthink it. I know you were excited to share something you really enjoy with a friend and telling you they'll respond later does seem like they want to really look into it to respond in a sufficient way. I've shared tarot with friends and some are like cool...anyway and others bought their own decks and they ask me to do readings for them and we share our personal readings. My sister calls them witch cards and tells me to read her fortune. She's 29. So I think just give them time or start a different Convo till they get around to it. I hope I was of any help.

[hxneydreamers]

Hey I hope ur doing good!

I've been trying to manifest a bunch of stuff for more than a month and I've tried every technique I've seen but my desires still haven't appeared. And I've been acting as if I have them for a month and I haven't been stressing or anything yet nothing's worked out. I've decided to stop believing in manifesting and I just wanted to tell this to someone:')

Hey! Thank you!

I'm so sad to hear this.

I think (to be completely honest, please don't take offence to this, I'm just offering my advice, because I feel like you maybe don't understand manifesting completely) that actual reason it hasn't worked IS that you were trying so many different techniques.

It seems to me like you were overthinking this way too much, because there is only one way to manifest, and trying every 'technique' in the book, and 'acting as if' is literally the surest way to NOT get your desire.

I understand that you are frustrated and you feel like you have tried everything, but I think you should take a pause, take a deep breath, and review what you have done. You'll see that what you were doing was not what you were supposed to do to manifest your desires.

Also, if you can 'decide' to stop believing in manifesting, then you can 'decide' to believe it in. Your beliefs are what manifest. Not your actions or you lack of stress.

If you aren't stressing, that's good, but it doesn't do anything. The only thing that manifests is you PERSISTING IN AFFIRMING/THINKING THAT YOU HAVE YOUR DESIRE. And more important that this, FOCUSING ON YOUR SELF-CONCEPT AS A PRIORITY.

I can 100% guarantee that the reason you didn't see movement is because you were impatient (thus giving up after only a month, which is really like 3 and a half weeks), and as a result, were very likely checking the 3D and reacting to it without noticing, and most importantly, because whenever you tried a new technique, you would start from square one.

Every time you try a new technique, you are starting from the beginning. And also, if you don't use one 'technique' only and stick to it consistently, then guess what? You are not focusing on one thing. Your DOMINANT FOCUSES AND THOUGHTS ARE WHAT MANIFEST SIS! If your focus and approach is constantly shifting, then guess what? Your desire will not change, because it can only change if you CONSISTENTLY FOCUS ON THE NEW VERSION OF IT THAT YOU WANT TO EXPERIENCE, BY USING ONE METHOD.

The ONLY way to manifest your desires is to:

- Change your current beliefs about yourself and your desire by thinking as if (not act as if) your desire is already true. This means use affirmations, cancel out ANY opposing thought you have about your desire, and NOT mentally reacting to the 3D.

- Building up your self-concept by affirming for your self-concept in order to change your story, recreate yourself and become the version of yourself who HAS your desire.

You really need to remember that manifesting is not about changing anything outside of you. Manifesting is about CHANGING YOURSELF, and BECOMING THE VERSION OF YOU WHO HAS YOUR DESIRE. No, I don't mean you need to start to act like you have it, what I mean is that you need to COMPLETELY CHANGE ALL YOUR THOUGHTS about yourself and your desire to align with HAVING your desire and BEING THE PERSON WHO HAS IT! This means that the ONLT THING YOU NEED TO DO IS THINK. THATS THE ONLY TECHNIQUE YOU NEED TO USE.

Almost every time someone comes to me to manifest something, the reason they need to 'manifest it' is because they have a low self concept, OR a good self concept, but one that does not align with the person they would be if they had their desire.

What this means is this:

Let's use an example. Let's say you want to manifest an SP to love you and commit to you. Let's say you already think highly of yourself and you have good beliefs about yourself mostly, so you may feel like you already have a good self-concept. BUT for some reason, your SP just doesn't love you or commit to you in the 3D, even though you think your self-concept is good.

This means that (even though your general self concept is good), whats wrong here is that you need to address your beliefs about yourself that directly correlate to the topic of your desire.

So with the SP example, you may think that you are the most beautiful person in the world and that you are the whole package, but you may also have negative beliefs about yourself in relationships, or you may have past experiences that make you feel like, even though you are the whole package, you aren't someone who is loved and committed to for some reason. You may also have negative beliefs about your SP because of their past/current actions towards you or other people.

What you need to do is address these specific issues, because THESE are the beliefs which manifest.

This is all you need to do.

You don't need a million techniques. You don't need to act as if. You don't need to drink moon water. You don't need to get a tarot reading. You don't need to do a 55x5. You don't need to use the '369 method' or whatever it is. None of this is what manifests.

All you need to do is THINK AS IF YOU ALREADY HAVE YOUR DESIRE.

You need to train yourself to become aware of your thoughts throughout the day, and whenever you notice a thought about your desire that doesn't line up with what you want to manifest, you need to immediately cut it off as soon as you notice, and replace it with your affirmations. Affirm on a loop until you feel like you can stop. Don't look outside yourself for evidence of your desire. Don't check the 3D. Don't ask a psychic. Don't get a tarot reading. Don't ask your SP if he loves you yet. Don't check your bank account to see if you got the money yet. YOU DON'T NEED TO CHECK THE 3D IN ANY WAY, BECAUSE THE 3D IS ONLY A REFLECTION OF YOU AND YOUR INNER BELIEFS.

ALSO, girl, a month? If you were trying a million different techniques and acting as if, but approaching all these things with the mindset of 'this will get me my manifestation', then I hate to say it, but you have completely missed the point.

The point is that you aren't doing anything to GET your manifestation. Your manifestation is not something that hasn't happened yet. Your manifestation is not something that is outside of you. Your manifestation is not out of your reach. You manifestation is already done. Creation is finished. Your manifestation already exists. ALL possibilities that you can think of already exist. The only thing you need to do is STEP INTO THE VERSION OF YOURSELF THAT HAS THIS DESIRE IN THEIR 3D REALITY.

You basically need to start thinking opposite thoughts to what you are currently thinking and you need to pretty much think as if you are living in a completely different 3D than you actually are right now, because consistently thinking as if you have your desire IS THE ONLY THING THAT WILL BRING YOU YOUR DESIRE.

Also, you need to be patient and allow time for everything in the 3D to shift and move to bring you your desire. You can't just do a technique and then be like 'where is it? Did it work?'. This mentality is a sure path to failiure.

Neville Goddard even said that to become the new version of yourself, you need the old version to die. (I don't have the direct quote with me right now) BUT what this means is that if you really want to manifest your desire, you have to be willing to completely abandon the current version of yourself who does not have their desire, and start creating a new version of yourself who DOES, and who is powerful and knows that they can have anyone and anything they want, because everything starts inside of you!

EVERYONE IS YOU PUSHED OUT, so nothing in your reality will change in any way until YOU change. YOU NEED TO BE THE CHANGE THAT YOU WANT TO SEE IN YOUR LIFE.

If you want your desire, you need to work on your self-concept STRICTLY. You need to prioritise working on your self-concept and only using one method. No more 'techniques'. Techniques are literally a waste of your time and will only make you more frustrated because they won't work, and if they do work, they will work slowly.

The only thing that decides if you get your desire is YOU. If YOU become the version of yourself who has it - if YOU change your SUBCONSCIOUS beliefs about yourself, your life, and your desire. This is what you need to do, and this is ALL you need to do.

I really hope that you decide to give this a proper go using the ACTUAL methods and techniques, because i can guarantee you that you will see a difference if you do it and do it properly.

I literally have clients who, when they came to me, where genuinely all over the place with 0 belief and had been trying for MONTHS with NO MOVEMENT. These were people who would come back to be reaffirming the old story literally every few hours. Fast forward literally 2 weeks after taking my instruction and cancelling out all the BS that does not work or serve them or their goals, and they have already had amazing progress and movement. AFTER MONTHS OF NOTHING.

You need to do your self-concept affirmations as a priority, affirm for your desire EVERY TIME you think of it, STAY AWARE OF YOUR THOUGHTS AND FLIP ANY NEGATIVE OR OPPOSING THOUGHTS AND AFFIRM INSTEAD, and not react to or check the 3D. This is all you need to do

If you decide to give yourself a chance and believe in yourself - because at the end of the day the only thing that decides if you manifest successfully or not is YOU, not the universe - and apply the only method you need: 'thinking as if' and you PERSIST, you WILL get your desire AND become the strongest and best version of yourself.

I really beg you to reconsider and give it a go, because I guarantee you that you were not focusing on the right things and you were so focused on the techniques that you lost sight of the only thing you needed to do, which was focus on YOURSELF and BEING (MENTALLY) THE PERSON WHO HAS YOUR DESIRE.

You don't need to 'act' as if. You don't need to try techniques. You just need to think the thoughts that you would be thinking if you already had your desire. Step into the version of yourself who has already succeeded, and PERSIST IN THIS NO MATTER WHAT. NO MATTER WHAT!

NO

MATTER

WHAT!

You will be successful if you do this.

I'm sending you all my love and support and I realllyyyyyyyyyy hope that you decide to do it. I would much rather you be bettering yourself and improving your self-concept, whilst simultaneously getting your desires, than giving up and letting yourself fall victim to your 3D circumstances and negative beliefs.

Best wishes and good vibes. You can do this. If I can, you can. If my clients can, so can you. <3

[tar-oh]

Pick a Pile: Who has a crush on you?

So, confession time. I’ve had this sitting in my drafts for about a month or so. The reason for not posting it until now is that a lot of the piles felt very similar to other piles? But, now that I think about it, it could just be that some people are called to more than one pile and they’re continuations or something along that line? Either way, they all blend a little, which was so weird to me. So, I am finally posting it. I thought it would be a cute fun little read, but it just became a little confusing towards the last few piles. Also, I’m not sure how comfortable I feel tapping into that kind of energy. I think it’s one thing to ask what’s coming towards you in love vs. who has a crush on you because then there’s like that whole consent thing. But, I already did the piles, and my reservations about it didn’t really pop up until the last two piles. It felt wrong to have spent so much time on 6 piles and not post it? Plus, with Valentines day coming up and my own love life being as dry as possible, I thought it would be fun to get nosy about your love lives! So I do plan on doing some more love-themed readings within the next week or so (HOPEFULLY! My second semester of school started this week, but I’m working on balancing school and my life outside of it!). SO. Choose a pile 1-6 below. Each is represented by some good looking gentleman (or lady) from some period piece. There’s no connection to the characters to the piles outside of just being shows/movies I enjoy. If you’d like a private reading, DM me! Tips are also appreciated (but obviously not necessary). cashapp $sararms paypal: paypal.me/sararms  Another thing to note is that I really ask you to only take what resonates. There’s no way I can get every story possible within 6 readings, so there may only be bits here and there for you, for others there may not be anything that resonates. So, please be discerning. As I said, if you’d like a private reading, please DM me. Also, I gotta apologize, since I had started this nearly a month ago, there’s an obvious difference in the pictures of the cards because I’ve since gotten a new phone that takes way better pictures. But the layout, on the other hand, has no excuse... ANYWAY HERE ARE THE PILES:

1) Jem Merlyn (Jamaica Inn) 2) Anne Shirley (Anne of Green Gables) 3) Emma Woodhouse (Emma 2020) 4) Jo March (Little Women 2019) 5) Ross Poldark (Poldark) 6) Simon Basset (Bridgerton)

Pile 1: (Jem Merlyn)

cards: Peacock, 8 of swords, 3 of cups rx, 4 of wands, juno, hygeia, psyche First, I have to say that I have a feeling that this person feels you left them. I'm not sure what the context of that is, but from the song lyrics in Downfall by Matchbox Twenty ("If I could go back, would you have ever been with me?"), and then as I started thinking about that, the song Promises by Aly and Aj came on and there's a line in this song about how there is nothing left there anymore.  "Guess I'll go back, guess I'll go home now. Gotta turn around, there's nothing here for me now", which, MOOD to be honest lol. So, it's like, maybe you left something behind, whether it be a home (like a city or a residence?), maybe a job? Something about you left and this person just feels that it's...Not over, but like, that there's something that's changed that will either make things harder or impossible? Also, on the bottom of my lyric deck there was the song Riptide by Vance Joy, at the part where he sings "I just wanna, I just wanna know if you're gonna, if you're gonna stay." So, maybe you're thinking about leaving something? A job? A relationship? I don't know, but that's what I'm getting. There’s something about leaving here, either way. Another thing I'm getting is that I feel that this is a little more than a crush. Or at least, I think they just feel a lot for you. Like, maybe you've taken up their brain space or something, especially since the song Eat, Sleep, Wake (Nothing But You) came on. It's basically about getting someone stuck in your head, so like no matter what you do, they show up in your thoughts. So, I definitely think you've done a number on them. Oh! "I may not say it outwardly, so all I have are memories. Those looks from at the start." I feel like this is definitely someone who is really into you but they haven't told you so - but I think you may get this feeling (like maybe you catch them staring from across the room or something, and with peacock, I feel like they don't even act embarrassed if you catch them). I'm getting a bit of regret with this, especially with 3 of cups reversed and 8 of swords. 8 of swords is almost always about someone who is stuck in their head about something. They're overthinking things and cannot see a way forward, so maybe this person feels like it's almost futile having a crush or feelings for you? I do wonder if for some, the 3 of cups reversed suggests that maybe they think you two are too different? But, then there's the 4 of wands, and these people on this card look really in love and its about balance and harmony...so, maybe they see you as someone they wouldn't mind ending up with, despite differences? But this is about WHO has a crush on you, so I want to describe them a bit for you. So, I pulled the peacock card for you. It's funny because the deck kept spitting out too many cards and when I finally said "only one please" it spit this one out. This is funny to me, because one of the ones I actually noticed that had fallen out before was one with a peacock. I personally have been kind of...haunted by them as of late, so I'm going to notice when they're present. I made note of it, shuffled and then pulled the actual peacock card. When I think of peacocks, I think of the way they strut around. Obviously, when we think of them, we think of how the male peacocks have those beautiful colors on their feathers. So, I think this is someone who stands out. I do also think they may have a certain walk to them, but I don't think they're exaggerating. I think they just...Are that way? Like, they don't have to try hard to get people to notice them, they're just naturally in the spotlight. For some, it could be someone that is kind of show-offy. But, I really don’t get that feeling. Moving on to the tarot, the 8 of swords tells me this person is in their head a lot. I already established you're one of those things in their head, but I also think there's a lot of other things they may overthink. They definitely could be someone who's just an anxious being - I almost feel that Hygeia supports that idea since it can be about your body and your health. The deck's booklet suggests that depending on the placement one has, it can lead to being a hypochondriac, so maybe they're just a giant worry-wart? With the 3 of cups reversed, I get a few things. There's one where it could be either 1 of 2 ways: the first being that maybe they're someone that parties a lot? Like, an excessive amount - and I'm only saying that because it's reversed. The other thought is that this person's kind of a kill-joy, like maybe they don't really have fun at all. Maybe they work too much or something? But I don't think that's it, because to me 4 of wands suggests that overall they're pretty balanced, so I'm thinking that this could be another possibility. One might be they just like to stay at home, like they're a lone wolf?  Another one, I'm just letting this idea flow to me, is that maybe they're just super argumentative, and maybe that's what it's in reverse. Maybe you two argue a lot or they just like to start debates or something along those lines? I usually wouldn’t get that for 3 of cups, but that just came to my mind so I’m sure it’s for someone. Since I'm reading for a lot of people, I feel like there are just a lot of possibilities for these. And with the astrology cards, I only was able to pull asteroids, no signs or houses or planets. So, this makes me think a lot of people are choosing this pile, so pointing out possible astrological placements may not help you guys. But, if you want to know, I see air, water and fire with the tarot alone, and the bottom of the astrological deck was pisces, so that might be for someone. I do feel like this person has more of a balanced set of placements, so for example their sun moon and rising may not be in the same element, and maybe things balance them out. But with the overthinking element, I do wonder if there's a lot of air in their chart. I did mention that Hygeia was about the body and it can also be about hygiene, so I get that this person is just super clean? And, by that I mean, it's super noticeable. Maybe you notice that they smell like a specific soap or if they're someone that might grow facial hair, they keep it well-trimmed, or shaven completely. Their hair is probably kept nicely (like all pieces are in place), their clothes probably neat and never rumpled. Like, that kind of a person? Hygeia also focuses on how we treat our bodies, so...This almost makes me think back to how I mentioned excessive partying with the 3 of cups being reversed? I think they try to take care of themselves, but there might be a bad habit they have, like smoking or drinking more than they know they should. I don't get any huge red-flags about it, so take what resonates. Juno can talk about partnerships and what one's ideal partner is like, so I think this just says that one of you views the other as the ideal partner. I say one of you, because I was going to say they view you this way, but it's about WHO has a crush on you, so I do wonder if this is a two-way street here? Like, I think you may have a crush on them too, in which case, you're probably going to notice what they smell like lol. This could also suggest that they have boundaries that are clear to you and everyone else. So, maybe they're in the spotlight, but they only let people in so close? Like, they’re pretty selective about it? I think this person also comes off as being super empathetic and sensitive to people and their energies. The Psyche card can talk about this, so I think maybe they're someone who can just tell in an instant if you're just not feeling right? This could be why they hold boundaries - maybe sometimes they just get overwhelmed from how other peoples emotions make them feel? One of the lyrics I pulled for this pile was from Tiger's Jaw's song, Divide. The line goes: "You are drowning, it's in your eyes." - That line makes me think about someone who's extra sensitive to other people, and maybe also someone who has a lot of thoughts and emotions themselves. The bottom deck energy being Pisces makes me think of that too, especially because Pisces is a water sign (so, emotions), and the sign is 2 fish, so again, water - drowning. It's possible this person has a lot of emotions but no way to express them (8 of swords) so in return it feels a bit like their head is a prison? I'm not really getting much else about this person. I almost feel like this is just a sign that I should take to tell you that I think this is all you need to know? Like, I think, like I said earlier, you kind of had a feeling this person had a crush on you anyway. So, maybe this is more just a confirmation for you? Either way, I think this should be enough for you to know who I'm talking about. Oh! One thing, though, is that I think both of you, even though you both get the feeling that the other likes you, don't think it's possible? I just got that at the beginning because Movement's cover of Loosing my Religion came on first, and that song is basically about unrequited love. So, I think the 3 of cups reversed could also just be about miscommunication, or at least,  misinterpreting actions and words on both sides? I don't know, something to think about. Music: losing my religion - cover by Movements promises - aly & aj downfall - matchbox twenty divide - tigers jaw riptide - vance joy eat, sleep, wake (nothing but you) - bombay bicycle club Pile 2: (Anne Shirley)

cards: queen of wands, ace of cups, queen of swords, elixir, anne carson (intellect), venus, 1st quarter moon, solar eclipse So, you got Queen of Wands AND Queen of Swords, AND Queen of Pentacles was on the bottom of the deck. So, there is a possibility that this is more than one person. For the sake of not confusing myself, I'm going to read this like one person, so, there's a possibility that you could possibly pick out multiple people being described. Or, if you felt called to another pile, maybe check it out to see if that can give you any more clarity. Remember! Take what resonates! Whoever this is THEY ARE SMART. And I don't just mean book-smart, I just mean INTELLIGENT. I got both the Anne Carson card AND Brainy by The National. The Anne Carson card's keyword is The intellect, and it talks about growing intellectually, but also the "delights of the mind", so I think this person also likes to pick other people's brains as a way to learn more about others and the world they're living in. I also think they're a student, and I mean, they could be any age, really. Like, maybe they're in graduate school or just still in High School. It could also just be that they’re not in school, but are just constantly seeking knowledge? So, maybe they read a lot of non-fiction? All I know is that this person being smart is probably something you've thought about, even if it's only a passing thought. Oh. But they're also maybe a little full of it, lol. (Full of It by DBMK came on, so!!!) Another thing is that the bottom deck energy for the astrology cards was Pallas Athena and that can talk about intelligence, so phew. Very smart. The venus card, to me, suggests that this is a really good looking person. Like, I don't want to say classically good-looking, but I think a lot of people notice this person. Also, Venus rules Taurus and Libra, and since you got Queen of Swords and Queen of Pentacles was on the bottom, I could definitely see this person having earth and air in their placements. But, kind of similar to what I saw in the first pile, I got a feeling of balance of placements (within the tarot I pulled, fire, water and air are present, plus bottom deck which was earth). So, like I also told the first pile, I think I'm reading for a lot of different situations, also if this is more than one person, the placements are going to be everywhere. I just want to say that you shouldn't get stuck on that, just take this as more of a confirmation if you already know their placements or something. First Quarter moon talks about transformation, so, maybe this is a very transformative person. Meaning, maybe they change their style a lot, or maybe they just seem to be changing a lot themselves? Solar Eclipse suggests something is being illuminated. So maybe they're someone that is really blunt? I think queen of swords definitely lends to this, because anyone in that energy can be seen as a very blunt person. I think they might be someone that says something that gets others thinking. Or, they have a way about explaining things that allows someone to see another side to things? The song Be Sensible by Jimmy Eat World came on, so I think this person is pretty logical and sensible, which is another Air-quality, so blunt, but logical. Like, they may not sugar-coat what they say, but they're also logical and see both sides of situations, in return, allowing you to see both sides to. To be honest, I feel like they're pretty sarcastic for some of you. And, I mean. The dryest of humor. The kind where you have to look up when they say something to see if they’re being serious or not, and sometimes it goes over some peoples heads. But, something tells me you’re able to translate it well. To be honest, I don’t think this person would have a crush on you if you couldn’t differentiate between their sarcasm and when they’re serious. So I said they were probably really blunt and logical, also possibly sarcastic. That's what I got from the Queen of Swords. From Queen of Wands, I also get that their really passionate. Like, I think this could be about anything? Maybe just life! But, I think there's a certain amount of creativity this person holds, and I think them being super smart gives them an interesting perspective on whatever they create? Maybe they write poetry or lyrics. Maybe they paint? For some reason, I always get a painter from queen of wands. I don't know, maybe I'm just imagine someone with a huge paint brush lol Like, really, in my mind I'm seeing someone with a giant paint brush, so maybe this person really does paint. The ace of cups is interesting to me. I think this might just say that their in the beginning of something that's emotionally fulfilling? Like, maybe a new course or a new job? For some of them, they just found the path they want to take. I know that sounds random, but the song (jogging) by Jetty Bones came on and a lyric really stood out to me, "All along, I thought I knew, but I had no, no idea where I was going at all, so I was going and going and going and gone." So, maybe they felt like they were in this endless loop of life until recently something dawned on them and they took a new path, which ended up being something really fulfilling emotionally? This could also just be someone who is really open about their emotions. I'd say they sound really emotionally balanced. And, this ace of cups is a hand pouring liquid from one container to another, so maybe they also are someone with a lot of love to give? I was trying to figure out what Elixir meant in this context, but I forgot that the bottom deck energy for this pile in that deck was Ghost, which can mean unfinished business. So, possibly this is someone from your past? Or someone who just thinks your time together isn't over. So if for some reason this is someone and you know who it is and you haven't seen them in a while, they don't think it's over. They think you'll run into each other again, and maybe elixir is like you two getting drinks (could also be getting coffee lol) - the song Take Me by Aly and Aj came on, so!!! Maybe they want to take you on a date to get drinks!? (Ace of cups!?). For the lyrics, they definitely are wondering how you feel about them since I pulled Downfall by Matchbox Twenty (First pile got the same song, different lyrics), "I wonder what you think of me." So, they definitely aren't sure how you feel. However, I think they can have a big ego (I think I mentioned this earlier), because I also pulled the line "You might need me more than you think you do." from Brainy by The National, so I think they're someone who can sometimes feel a bit entitled to other people? If that's the case, I'd make sure you set good boundaries. I don't get a bad vibe but I get a cocky vibe and sometimes cocky people can be total assholes. Strong boundaries are good for this person, but if this is someone who you actually want to accept the cup from, than I wouldn't build the boundaries too high, ya know? Like, still be open, but also be careful. I just don't want someone to feel entitled to you guys, okay? That being said, I think they loose sleep over you lol, because bottom deck energy for the lyric cards is a song by Now, Now called Prehistoric (so, also, thinking about someone from your past? But also, maybe they're into history?), " I will trade this sleep for you in a heart beat." Maybe they dream a lot about you? Either way, I think they loose sleep over you, so I mean, if they are really cocky, that's kind of something to be proud of lol You managed to take up more space in their mind than they themselves took up (Yeah, I'm seriously getting a cocky, full of themselves energy from this person). Oh! I just noticed that there's like a shape coming out of the cup on the Elixir card, and it looks a bit like a ghost, so definitely unfinished business with someone. I don’t know! I get good vibes from them despite how cocky they feel. I think that may just have come across so strongly so that someone can possibly confirm who it is? Just, remember boundaries! Music: Downfall - Matchbox Twenty Brainy - The National (jogging) - Jetty Bones Take Me - Aly & Aj Pile 3: (Emma Woodhouse)

cards: 6 of swords, king of pentacles, 3 of swords, capricorn, scorpio, psyche, wolf, Flannery O'Connor (Humanity) I get this sense that this is someone who doesn't say much. Like, I think they speak only when they have something of value to say. I don't know, I just get that feeling because I pulled lyrics from the song The Silence by Manchester Orchestra. These lyrics don't suggest this, but I was thinking about the song title and the fact that I pulled the Wolf card too. I got the saying "lone-wolf" in my head with that. Also, with Scorpio and Capricorn, I get a strong energy from them but like both signs can be observational. I think Capricorns get pinned into this stereotype of being workaholics and super-materialistic, but at the root of it all, their earth signs, so they're still grounded and logical. Not in the sense of an air-signs logic, but like, I'd say understanding. Like, I think they feel more and think more than they let on, but they don't see much point in expressing those things, which is the exact energy I get from this person. I wonder if maybe they just have a hard time opening up? Also, the bottom deck energy for the tarot deck was The Emperor, and even though that's technically the Aries card, I definitely get like a Capricorn vibe from it too. Like, I do think they're good at controlling themselves. Like, their sense of self-control is GOOD. Maybe they're a little lost and having trouble with that right now, but I think normally this person is good at that. And for water signs, I view Scorpios as being a little more closed off. They're known for being extremely observational, but their observations are also fairly insightful. So, I bet this person has a lot they could say, but maybe they just don't deem it as worthy - or at least, not for everyone to hear. As though they don't open up to just anyone. I get a similar vibe in this pile to pile 1, so if you felt called to it, I’d check it out. With the tarot, I see that for some of you this is someone who is moving away from a job or something financial. I only say this because 6 of swords suggests moving away from something and 3 of swords suggests heartbreak, but with the king of pentacles (and even an earth sign like Capricorn falling out) I do wonder if this was job-related. Though, this could be someone who is getting over someone who is in the king of pentacles energy? I think they definitely could be moving away from heartbreak of some sort, whether it's finances or romance. But, along with that, I can also see 6 of swords being paired with Scorpio as being super transformational. Like, I think they know when they need to transform and go through those death/rebirths. Like when a change is needed. The 3 of swords could just say they've broken a few (or a lot) of hearts, and I'd say with both scorpio and capricorn present, they must be a pretty intense person, so heartbreak might be a common thing they cause. Or, they themselves have had many heart breaks. I think, mostly, though, what I get is that right now they're going through one. This could also be that they felt rejected by you at some point? Like maybe you rejected them, or it was vice versa and maybe they regret that? Either way, they're into you now.  Even if you turned them down or they turned you down, they're into you. I think they could be at a distance from you - whether physical or maybe they just can't get you alone? Or, just time with you in general? Because I pulled lyrics from Mat Beringer's song Distant Axis: "I feel like I'm as far as I can get from you." And if we pair that with the 6 of swords, I could see a distance. I'm not sure what category you fall under (the actual physical one, or the one where you two can't get time together), but they're feeling this. Oh, the song Seneca by Movements came on, and this song is about someone finding out that an Ex that they never quite got over is engaged, so I definitely wonder if for some this is an ex that never got over you. The song before it was Garden Eyes by the same band, and that one talks about staying in a situation you feel because you think it's the best there is for you. So, I do wonder if one of you is with someone else and there's pining? Also, while this person is intense, I do wonder if they have some intense self-worth issues. I also think that they have trouble with the world in general. Like, I think they see what's going on and aren't happy. I get that from the Humanity card, Flannery O'Connor's. This card has a peacock on it (again, check out pile one if you felt called to) Peacocks to me seem to demand attention, whether or not it's really what they want? Like, either way, you're going to see their colors, so I think this person could be someone that stands out to you - but maybe you also notice that they're kind of a loner too. Like, not quite, but definitely someone who isn't quite open to everyone. The Humanity card can talk about reckoning with failure. She's holding a broken egg (though it looks like it's bleeding), so I have to wonder if maybe they put their eggs all in one basket (so to speak...) and it failed them, and now they're having to deal with the fall out or regret. It can also talk about knowing oneself, so maybe it's also them being in a process of relearning who they are? So if we go off of my theory of them having to get through heartbreak and move on from something either financial or romance related, we could maybe assume that maybe they had started to build their identity off of this relationship or job? Maybe it consumed them to a point where they lost themselves in it but now they don't have it so they're just sitting there with that broken egg? OH! The wolf card can mean the self without others, so yeah. They definitely lost themselves within something for a bit. Maybe even within you? I'm not sure, I think there are a lot of different situations here. I do think they see you in a hopeful way though, like maybe them thinking about you gets them in a better mood? I think, like my comment about them having trouble with self-worth, I think they're just having a difficult time, and maybe they're trying hard to be grateful? I pulled the song, the Silence by Manchester Orchestra for you and the line I pulled was "Let me open my eyes and be glad that I got here." So, perhaps they're just going through a tough time and having trouble finding the good in the world. I also think with the Psyche card, they're pretty intuitive and empathetic, especially if they're a Scorpio or have that in any major placements, so It's definitely this thought in my mind of them kind of drowning in pain? I'm not sure, but I get sadness from them. An intense energy, but also an intense sad one. So, I guess if you know who they are, and you have feelings for them too, I'd give them some space to heal.  The bottom deck energy for the Literary Witch Oracle was Saphho's card, which has the keyword of Love, so I think it's a pretty big crush that they have. Another key saying for it is taking flight, so I think this person is moving on from whatever happened in the past, but I see it as a thick energy. Like, slow moving. Like, when you're trying to walk through water or snow? Just. Slow. The King of Pentacles in this deck has a turtle, so I'd definitely say slow...The last song that came on for you was Wake Me by Bleachers, and it's a pretty romantic song, so yeah. They like like you lol. Music: The Silence - Manchester Orchestra Distant Axis - Matt Beringer Seneca - Movements Garden Eyes - Movements Wake Me - Bleachers

Pile 4: (Jo March)

Cards:  wall, saphho, the fool, king of cups, page of cups rx, virgo, 1st house, hygea I think they're indecisive, I'll say that lol Lot's of cards that would flip and then flip back before I could grab them. So maybe in general they just have trouble making decisions or they're undecided about you. Like, they have a crush, but they're not sure how big it is or if they want to make a move? For some, how to make a move? Yeah, I did pull some lyrics from a song by Road Trip called Tokyo Hotel, "If I leave my love in your hands, tell me you'll keep it safe?" So, I do wonder if this person is just scared of being vulnerable, and so maybe they're going through a healing period and aren't able to make a move/don't feel capable so they're just kind of crushing on you from far away. I also pulled the song Shameless by All Time Low, which basically is just about how the narrator thinks this person is shameless: "You talk like you're famous. You're shameless," but I almost don't see this as a bad thing. Like I think they view you as someone who see's your self worth, so I'm reading this that way. So, wow, that first paragraph was so funny because I wrote that before I pulled the other cards? I pulled the lyric cards first, mostly because I felt called to, but I also was like "maybe this can give me the tone of this pile's reading?" And it sure did! Yes, this is someone who is currently healing. They have some high boundaries right now, I especially see that with the card "wall", so yes. They're very protective of themselves. I'd say they're guarding their heart pretty closely, and I think that Sappho (Love), and King of Cups is a dragon in front of that cup, looking a little fierce. Not really welcoming at all. Also, page of cups is reversed. That card came out sideways, and when I looked at it I really just felt that it was more reversed than anything? Like, I think they want to offer you a cup, like even that King looks a bit like he does, but there's just this sense of needing to protect themselves, so it's not offered. But I think a word that applies to this is yet, like they have the intention to - I definitely feel this, but they don't think now is a good time.  You did get Sappho, which the main keyword is love. So? I definitely think they have feelings for you and they definitely desire something with you, but not now? (Hey, on a side note, if you know who this is and also have feelings, please don't put your life on hold for them? I just felt the need to say that.) And maybe that's like on both sides, maybe they have some shit they're dealing with and maybe you do too. I accidentally wrote page of pentacles instead of cups when I was writing out the cards, and I do get that feeling here. I think they're starting something new like a new job/career or class while also healing themselves? So, it's just not a good time for them to start something else too. Especially because I feel like with the King of Cups they want to put effort into it, like the king is someone who is able to balance their emotions and think with their heart and their mind. Like, not rule quite as logically as the King of Swords, but there still is logic involved. Which brings me to the astrology cards. I pulled Virgo, which is so interesting to me. Lately I've been noticing how many similarities to Virgo that the sign Scorpio has? And I definitely get scorpio vibes with this pile despite not pulling anything that was like SUPER scorpio? Like, yes, cups are dominant here, so there's definitely water, But, outside of that, the only actual one that I'd say is Virgo for sure. However, we have the fool card here - I'm not going to get to this one quite yet, because I'm still kind of feeling that one out, but I can say that it's ruled by Uranus, which in return rules Aquarius. But, this person I think can be detached. I know that sounds weird, considering that I said I got watery Scorpio vibes (though, another thing to add is that this deck has chosen to use a siren for the fool card, so definitely WATER ), but I mean, I think with Virgo, Aquarius and Scorpio vibes, there's a HUGE analytical trait to this person. I think they observe and take in all of the little details. This could also be another reason why they're not making a move on you yet? I think there are a few more details they want to "smooth" over so to speak, but also a few more things they want to know about you. Also, bottom of the deck energy was Page of Swords, so more page activity. This, I think, is them watching you. Like, not in a creepy way. Just in a way to gather knowledge on how best to approach this? Going back to the fool, I think usually this is someone who does take chances. With the Virgo and Airy/Aquarius element, I think they think about these chances, like maybe even too much, but I think with that King of Cups and Page of Cups (even in the reverse), they still allow their heart to mingle in this logic? Maybe when they were younger they were impulsive, and over time they've learned to like, tame the impulsivity? It's funny because even though there's a page here, I don't think they're that young. Yes, some of them might be, but I think the majority of you that picked this pile are older? LIke 20s+? I said they have have started something new recently, and I think there are a few set backs within it, like maybe it's taken a while to get there. So, while they're a King of Cups, they're also a Page of Cups. Something about this crush on you also makes them feel inexperienced. Maybe, with past connections they liked to jump in right away (that fool card), but now they're...Not feeling so confident? Maybe, going back to the lyrics by All Time Low, they fear rejection from you? Bottom of the deck energy for the lyric deck was the song Flowerchild by Citizen with the line: "I don't know where I went wrong", so perhaps you've rejected them already? Or, there's a sense that if they offer something they won't be good enough for you? But...They're a king...I don't know! This person has some insecurities. Also, I think the wall card could indicate this as well? Like, this insecurities are obstacles. There also could be physical obstacles, like maybe it's just not possible for either of you to work it out right now, so maybe they're bidding their time? I have a lot of questions about this and I think this is mostly because I'm reading a lot of different situations, so if you feel like you recognize this energy, take what resonates. I have a song stuck in my head called Intuition by The Backseat Lovers, and I didn't want to mention it because I thought it was mostly just me, but it didn't really get stuck in my head until I started this pile. Also, I couldn't hear the lyrics or remember which song it was until right when I wrote "resonates". The lyrics I hear are "Call it intuition..." so, I think for some of you this is resonating. Like you're just confirming something. I looked at the booklet for the Virgo card to see if there was anything I wasn't remembering about the sign, and it did remind me of a few things. First off, it's an earth sign (Capricorn is on the bottom of the deck, so I think this person has strong earth/water placements), and can be nurturing. So, maybe it's that their embodying a more nurturing energy right now for themselves? Like, I get this organized nurture. That's so funny to say because I think when people think of people who are organized and super analytical they definitely get like this idea of someone who is really serious and no-nonsense, right? But, I don't get that? In fact, even though I think they're healing and they have their walls up, I get this cheery sense to this person. I think they do like order and I think they are trying to take care of their health/body/mind/emotions (hygeia and virgo definitely suggest this), but I think they also are a nice person. Like a genuinely nice? (not that someone who cares for themselves aren’t, I’m just saying they like to help people as well as themselves, like a: “I give what I can when I can” kind of energy) Even though that dragon looks a bit suspicious on the King of cups and he's snarling, I think maybe they could give off a cold/harsh exterior? But, this could also be linked to those boundaries and those insecurities. Maybe this is how they seem, but if you get to know them, they're warmer than this. Oh, you know that's so funny, I forgot that we have the 1st house here. This is the house that is basically how we are on the outside? So maybe they're a Virgo or Aquarius rising? Or even a Scorpio rising? So then that would make those their first house. So I think maybe this cold version is their mask, but maybe their sun or moon is something  like a fire sign or even water? I'm not sure, because this is such a general reading that I'm probably reading for several people, so these are just small possibilities. It could just be that at this point in their life, this is how their energy is. Also, going back to hygeia, I think this person enjoys working out? Or just staying active. I think health is really important to them, or at least right now it is because bottom of the deck for the literary oracles is elixir, which can talk about health. You know what I just realized? That's not a dragon, its some sea creature, which I've gotten two new things from: the first is that that if they do like to stay active, I think they swim a lot or do a lot of water-related sports/activities. It could also be that water just really calms them down because water is a huge aspect of all the pictures on these cards. The second is that, remember how I said it looked like this "dragon" is guarding the cup in front of him? Like, that his heart is a bit closed off right now? Well, I also think that because this is some sea serpent that appears to be underwater (pretty deep too, judging by how dark the blue is in the background), so I think this person is keeping these feelings for you down deep. Like, deep down in their own ocean. So, like, they plan to tell you one day or at least they want to, but haven't been able to surface yet, if that makes sense? A few more things: The moon seems prominent some how. I didn't pull any cards that REALLY indicate the moon, but the hygeia card looks like the moon to me, but then the page of cups seems to have 6 moons too. So, 6 could be something important too. Maybe age difference? Month you met? Day you met? I'm not sure, something about this is important. Also, the moons can just kind of point out how there's still an unknown aspect to this, like they still are trying to figure you out but there's also stuff about them you don't know? So, if you do know who this is and you feel the same, you're asked to kind of wait for them to come around (NOT WAIT AROUND, I MEAN DON'T PUSH ANYTHING) but also that there's still some stuff you're unaware of. The color red is important too. When I first was shuffling I like saw it in my head but I didn't write about it because it just was like, "Oh, random" ya know? But now that I'm looking at the cards, I see it on the 1st house card and the King of Cups has some red that almost looks fiery. Also the page of cups has a red thread wrapped around their ankle, which, could be that maybe you're supposed to learn lessons from each other? Like, that red thread of fate? I'm not sure I can tell you if this person ever will make a move, but they want to some day. Another thing is that outside of red, I also think the colors green and blue are significant, like, maybe someone’s favorite color or something? So, basically this is someone who's healing after something. I don't think I got into what that could be, and honestly I don't really see what it could be with these cards. I think that's a message and it's that whatever it is, it's separate from you. Which is also why this person needs time to heal so that they don't bring it forward with them wherever they go, especially if that's to you. You know what's interesting? A few months ago I did a similar reading on who was crushing on people, and I definitely had a pile like this. So maybe you picked that pile and this is the same person and they're still healing? I'm not sure, I'll link that PAP here so that if you're curious to see if you get that pile you can read it. (here's that reading, it was pile 5) Music: Shameless - All Time Low Tokyo Hotel - Roadtrip Flowerchild - Citizen Intuition - The Backseat Lovers Pile 5: (Ross Poldark)

Cards:  Sun, Venus, Juno, Waning Gibbous Moon, Shirley Jackson (family) Alejandra Pizarnik (solitude), wolf, The Lovers, Nine of Pentacles, The Fool, and Page of Wands Pile 5, Your (I meant to put this, but it feels important to leave Your) person is trying to get over you. That's my first thought on this situation. Maybe, not really get over you, but maybe they think its best? I'm not sure if maybe they're thinking that it's kind of a futile thing or that maybe they don't think that they have a chance with you. So far in the shuffling process you guys have 2 extra cards, so I think this person talks a lot. Also, there are a lot of yellows and pinks I'm seeing with these cards. Tulips or roses may be of significance. This person might have a lot of earth or air in their chart. Like, I pulled the venus card, so they could be Libra or Taurus, but I also puled The Lovers and The Fool, so also maybe Gemini or Aquarius. I also think that their sun and venus placements might be important, like maybe they have them in signs that work well with your signs? With the Wolf card and the Alejandra Pizarnik (Solitude) card I definitely think this is someone who keeps to themselves. I don't really think they're an introvert (they could be) but with the sun and the venus cards I feel a definite sense that they're flirty lol. Like, I think they might not spend a lot of time with people, but they definitely can be charismatic? Also, I think its interesting that there are both the venus and the juno cards because venus is about love language and juno is also about relationships? I had a really weird 10 minutes where I spent a while trying to figure this out. First I thought maybe this was someone married or in a relationship who was into you or someone you once dated yourself? But, (and while that could be true, re: either versions), I don't think so. Even though I have cards like Juno, that means the partner, or Shirley Jackson which is a card about family/domestic life, I also have Wolf and Solitude and 9 of pentacles. Plus, with the lovers, I do think there's some genuine feelings here. I mean, it could also mean like, a choice this person has to make, but why not give me two of swords or another 2 card? Like, it could also mean that this person has a duality to them (so maybe they are really introverted but can be an extrovert when they need to be?). A weird thing is that I almost feel like telling you to look at the last pile (4) if you were drawn to it, because on the solitude card she's holding a heart that's broken and bleeding. So, maybe this person just went through a really bad break up (and maybe I'm getting weird mixed messages because maybe this is someone you thought was in a relationship, but has since left it? The spilled cup of tea/coffee on Shirley Jackson's card also suggests this to me - also the stain on the wall under the house.) I feel like, if you know who they are, you’re not sure what they’re up to. Maybe you’re in communication or something, but it’s surface level stuff right now? So, who they are as a person is that like I said, they could be both introverted and extroverted. Honestly, I think they're a complex person really. I think they may be romantic, but also maybe a flirt. I think they could be a really sunny person too, like this sun card is just really standing out to me. This could just mean that they're confident (I almost think that's like a definite with the fool card here), but it could also suggest that they have a big ego. The Waning Gibbous moon is about perfecting, so maybe they're perfecting something , like an aspect of them (taming their ego?), or a hobby or a job or just anything? Maybe they're a student and they're learning so that's what they're perfecting? I do think with the Lovers here, this could be them trying to perfect the balance within them, so maybe it's them balancing their emotions, or their confidence where they have a lot of it, but not to a detrimental point? And while I definitely associate this 9 of pentacles with their relationship status, just in the context of these cards, I also think this is like someone who's got their shit together, or at least working on that. I think they're stable financially, or their working on it/just about there. I think they're also independent and they don't rely on anyone. Maybe family is important to them and they are close to their family - and maybe because of that, they dream to have one, but right now they’re alone? I think with Juno there, maybe they see that you're someone that could fit into this idea though? Though, I do think they're still actively trying to get over you, so I still get that sense that they think this might never happen. I think the fool card suggests that they're willing to take risks. In the last pile, even though I said maybe you should read that one too if you're called to it, I said that possibly they're usually impulsive with connections with people, but that in that specific one, they weren't being impulsive. In this one, I do think it's not that they're impulsive per-say, but that they take risks. I almost see it more as calculated (which is funny because last pile got virgo and I'd definitely read that as calculated risk with the fool, but wasn't getting the vibe - this one I do). I definitely am seeing this with how this siren is kind of just waiting on this rock, studying something? Bottom of the deck for the astrological deck was Scorpio, so I think they like to observe people. So, maybe this siren on the fool card is observing before they make a move? I'm not sure why I still get the sense that they think this is futile...? Because I'd say the fool would eventually take the leap into the water, but I'm not seeing them do this. Then again, I did say they were perfecting something, so maybe its a waiting game until whatever this is gets perfected? Oh, I did just have a thought. I thought they were trying to move on from you but maybe they just went through a break up and its whoever they just broke up with? The lyrics I pulled for you are from Prehistoric by Now, Now: " I'll say that I've been trying to move on, we both know I'm not" - with, that one could literally be about you, maybe before they broke up, they felt guilty about having feelings for you (Because I almost wonder if this crush has overlapped within a relationship)? Or it's about the ex? It's going to differ for situations I think. The other was Divide by Tiger's Jaw "But it's too cold to walk home and I know I shouldn't call you". The song is about two people are into each other, and they can see it but they don't express it? It's almost as if they think its a bad idea to be together. I'm trying to figure out why they're trying to move on from you. Or if it is you... Something about this feels like I'm missing something? And I guess maybe that's a sign that you're not supposed to know everything about this person. That's another similarity to pile 4, they weren't really supposed to know either. So, I wonder if maybe this is also a reflection of you at this point in your life too? Maybe you're both learning on how to be yourselves and in order for anything to work between you two (if that's supposed to, but honestly with the lovers here I feel like maybe it is), you're supposed to learn how to be independent and what you want in life and a partner? One of the keywords for venus in the booklet is the Divine Feminine and as I started thinking about that, my ear started ringing. So, I think that one of you or both of you is supposed to get more in touch with the softer side of yourself. Like, the emotions? The bottom deck energy for the tarot is the Empress, so I do think there is something in that. Maybe both of you need to work on nurturing yourselves but also how to nurture others? Gonna be honest, this pile is really confusing me. It's so weird, I was getting stuff and getting stuff and now I feel like I'm hitting a wall. I'm going to try and pull a clarifier for the lyrics, because I think they're throwing me off the most. So, even the clarifier seems contradictory. It was page of wands, which normally I'd see that card as someone who's naïve and impulsive, kind of like the fool I guess. But, I think I'm seeing this now more as this person should be focusing on what makes them passionate, which very well could be you, but instead they're trying to let go. I think maybe they themselves are fighting this inside a lot. I'm going to stop reading this here, I think. I think this person has a lot to figure out, but I think you do too? I think this is a confusing situation where you both have feelings but someone wasn't available and now they're still not despite being single? I think whatever this is, it's going to take time. Sorry if this one seemed all over the place. I do think if you felt called to another pile you should try and check it out too because maybe it will give you more answers. But also, I need to remind you to take only what resonates. Do not try and make anything that doesn't fit, fit. I'm thinking it's so scattered because I think everyone is scattered? Like, I'm obviously reading for more than 2 people here, so I think its a bunch of confused individuals and I feel the need to really highlight the word Individual. So, my advice is to focus on yourself for now. I didn't give the other piles advice, but I feel the need to give it to you. Music: Divide - Tigers Jaw Prehistoric - Now, Now The 1 - Taylor Swift Pile 6: (Simon Basset)

Cards:  Book, Wings, Bees, King of Swords, Queen of Pentacles, The Hanged Man, Chiron, Waxing Crescent Moon, First Quarter Moon, Scorpio Wow. I'm pretty sure all 6 piles had some sort of scorpio mention, if not a scorpio-esque vibe. Either we're all attracting scorpios or its just some message for me that I'm ignoring. I'm going to read it like its not that!!! The tarot with this pile is really powerful to me. You got King of Swords, so someone who is really logical but knows how to use this logic to rule. This might be someone who maybe be higher up in their job? I wouldn't say its the CEO, but the fact that you also got King of Pentacles as the bottom deck energy, it very well may be? Or at least a manager of some sort. I also think because the bottom deck energy for the literary oracles is the eye, this is someone who holds a position over you? I think its like a watchful eye, they pay attention to you. But I think within this pile you may find answers to some questions you have? Another thing about that eye card is that for some reason when I saw it, I saw green eyes? So for some of you this person has green eyes. But I think that's for a limited few. You also have the Queen of Pentacles. The Queen of Pentacles is a nurturer, but she's also practical and grounded. So this person is both logical and grounded and to be honest that sounds like a double threat to me. I think with the hanged man, its kind of like the hermit in this sense. This person goes within a lot to think through things, but I think there's also that observational element from this and Scorpio, like they hang back and watch. That watchful eye again. This person loves to watch you. Like, I just keep thinking about that eye card and I don't know why. But, the hanged man can also talk about a pause. Perhaps this person is in a stagnant period within their life? Or they're on pause. I think whatever this pause is, it's not keeping them from from watching you. WHY DO I KEEP CIRCLING BACK TO THAT? I definitely think this person has some obsessive tendencies and I know that’s kind of a stereotype with scorpios, but because I keep thinking the words "watchful eye" i definitely think they're keeping tabs on you. Whether it be in person or on the internet. I don't get any particularly bad vibes from them, but I do think if they wanted to, they could be manipulative, so keep that in mind. The wings suggest that they're a very ambitious individual. So, if they haven't gotten to the top of their company yet and that's where they want to go, they will. Kind of like how I feel that once they set their eyes on someone, its only a matter of time before they make a move. I get that movement feeling with the wings and the bees too. Also, the wings could suggest someone that travels or likes to travel. Maybe they're also in constant movement. The king of swords is a griffon in this deck, so I definitely see a lot of movement with this person. The book for this deck says it can signify hope, so like the star card almost. I think they are hopeful about you, but I also read this as history. Maybe they like history (I'm thinking like renaissance period stuff if so, just based on the dress on the lady in the hanged man card?) or you both have a history with each other? Take what resonates, guys. And the bees can talk about teamwork, so maybe they just make a good partner, whether its within business or in love. But, I also could read this as work, so maybe this is a manager or boss of yours? Kind of scandalous to be honest lmao, I definitely get this forbidden feeling with this pile, I mean one of the songs is called Separate Rooms, so there's a sense of like...propriety here? The lyrics that I pulled from that song are "If you don't mind, I don't mind", so maybe its like, they don't quite mind that they think this might never happen or can't happen? I think maybe they'd say that for sure, but is that how they really feel? Or, possibly, they don’t mind the forbidden aspect of it (maybe its a turn on?). I do think they're into you for sure. I mean, obviously its' a reading on who has a crush on you, but the line from the other song I pulled, Honeypie by Love Fame Tragedy is "Some feelings go but most find their way back in", so I do think they try to not think about how they feel about you, and yet they always find that their thoughts come back to you? Especially if you work together, but it's like a fight they loose all the time. It just keeps happening. With the King of Swords I definitely see this person as more cerebral and even if they think less with their heart and more with their head, it doesn't mean that heart doesn't leak through. I bet its a battle within themselves daily, to be honest. With chiron, I think this person has a healing energy to them. There is also a bit of self-doubt, but I think we all experience that from time to time. They could also be healing themselves too? But I get that they're more of a healing energy. Bottom of the deck is New Moon, so I mean, they could be starting something new, which could maybe involve healing. I also pulled Waxing Crescent Moon, which can be about taking initiative. I think they're fairly action oriented, and I think both the King of Swords and the Queen of Pentacles (less so than the King of Swords, and slow movement with this card, but movement within this specific version) can say that too. I see those two as movers more than the Hanged Man, but again. I think they're in a period of stagnation, so I don't think they're doing a lot of action-oriented things right now. First Quarter Moon can talk about growth, so maybe this stagnant period is really them just growing? Like, maybe they're looking inward at their own faults and stuff like that. I feel like Chiron hints at that too. Like, they're gaining more knowledge about themselves and the world around them by going inward. Which, really, is the message of the hermit card, but it didn't come out. I think the Scorpio card also might factor into that healing energy as well as the one of growth. Scorpios are known for being all about transformation, which is what growth is. They also are a water sign, so I think there's a lot of emotions here, but I think they know how to transmute them healthily. It's interesting, because even though I get that this is kind of a forbidden connection (like I get that vibe), I think they sound like a good person to be around. Like, they almost give off a mentor vibe, and I like that. Even though they may be a little creepy and have their eye on you, I think they're also not a bad person to have around? I think they give good advice and I also think you can learn a lot from them, especially with the way I think they heal themselves. AHH. The bottom deck energy for the lyric deck was Good Together by Shallou and the first line in the song is “We couldn’t love from a distance” So! I think whatever this is, they can’t stand not being with you? Like, I think they want so badly to tell you how they feel but circumstances don’t allow for it. I didn’t even notice this until I was linking the song down below!! Though, the rest of the song is about how this person’s ex is falling for someone else now. So? I don’t know. That first line does really stick out to me, but maybe the rest of the song has something for you. Music: Honeypie - Love Fame Tragedy Separate Rooms - Now, Now Prehistoric - Now, Now Good Together - Shallou

[oraclekleo]

Kim Hong Joong (Ateez) Kinky Tarot Reading

Hello and welcome!

I’m Kleo and I’m here to present some k-pop related tarot readings to you.

Disclaimer:

I would like to state that all these readings have a purely entertainment nature and their purpose is to bring some fun into my and hopefully yours lives. I have never ever met any of the idols / actors / celebrities in my readings, I don’t know them personally. Tarot reading isn’t an exact science and I can never guarantee any of it. Most of it is my intuition mixed with fantasy. Don’t take these readings seriously and don’t base any important decisions on tarot readings only, use your common sense.

If you wish to request a tarot reading, please read the pinned post on my profile first to see the instructions on how to request. I only do readings for idols / actors / celebrities of 18 years of age or older. Requests for readings including younger people will be automatically dismissed. If you feel uncomfortable with these tarot readings, do not engage in reading my posts. Thank you for understanding.

Reading Info:

Reading Type: Single - Couple

Requested: Yes - No

Deck: E. A. Poe

Spread: Kinky Reading

Questions:

Position

Libido

Turn On

Kink

Full Name: Kim Hong Joong

Stage Name: Hongjoong

Group: Ateez

Hongjoong

Position - 8 of Swords

Hongjoong is likely pretty passive in a relationship. It might be caused by him being naturally guarded and wary when it comes to relationships. It seems like he has only little trust in people and his respect needs to be well deserved. Maybe he was disappointed even betrayed way too many times before and that’s why he will be more of an observer in a relationship.

Libido - Ace of Swords

Hongjoong might suffer from some mental blocks preventing him from falling deeply in love or experiencing real passion. He might be either overthinking things imagining all the worst case scenarios or maybe he has a long term issue with intimacy. His lover should be very patient with him and avoid making pressure on Hongjoong or pushing him into something he’s not ready for.

Turn On - XX Judgement

As said before, Hongjoong don’t really trust people when it comes to love. However, he might fall in love with someone who feels destined to him. As long as his internal issues are not resolved, the only possible lover for him is the one given to him by faith.

Kink - XIV Temperance

As Hongjoong doesn’t really crave sexual relationship, he’s unlikely to have a kink of his own. He might find complete honesty and certain purity attractive in a person, someone who is balanced, kind, patient and guiding him.

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disastrio text starters episode II:  teeth and tomfoolery.   below and under the cut, you can find 75 messages dug up from the pins of the cursed group chat of three international friends, and some select dms. slightly edited for roleplay purposes, with spelling errors opted to keep in tact to maintain the Energy™. edit as you please.  tw: nsfw and kink mentions.

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   when i have nothing to add i just screenshot it sorry

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   [name] i am going to choke you.

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   sorry i laughed too hard and now my mother is yelling

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   it's nearly [zodiac] season, bitches

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   thunder just shook my entire car.   [ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   why must we all pay for florida man's sins.

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   i is business contact

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   only if they mentioned something about te*th

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   i don't watch enough simpsons to know what that means but i love you

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   hey who wants to hear a fun fact about the progression of time

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   as if you could curb your scientific curiosity for long enough to leave the only place on earth where someone might use "hey who wants to hear a fun fact about the progression of time" as a conversation opener

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   "you want to punish yourself by seeking unhealthy relationships."    [ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   also the stars say you may want to have your feet fucked.

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   this is the worst thing i have come across all week

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   maybe it's the preparation for pangea   [ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   which i for one am all for

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   you're kdidng

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   the real magic was the tomfoolery we had along the way?

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   that sounds like a famous last words situation

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   the death of a platform cannot end our tomfoolery

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   i'll die hot   [ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   in every sense of the word

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   there's a "everything is bigger in texas" joke in there somewhere

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   what can i say i love to validate my friends

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   when ur suffering too much from anxiety to fly so u just recreate 179,997,981 B.C.

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   at this point i'm taking no responsibilities you know what you're signing up for when u open this chat

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   valid and good information and all but I fucking refuse to teach my kids how to "hook up so they're not nervous anymore"

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   we need a gang sign

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   i like having the reputation of terror among those who Don't Know Me

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   if the worst thing that people think about me is that i have a [thing] kink then i can live with that

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   teeth r hot what is anyone going to do about it

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   the fact that the conversation just ends there makes it look like you legit hopped on a plane and unhinged your jaw

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   the suns will come for us all

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   my conspiracy theory is strengthening

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   they're telling u to be suspicious of the house plant in case there's a mic in there

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   [name] didn't u hear me the tractor supply is a front for a secret government agency keep up

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   who needs eyes when u got swag

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   not to completely derail the conversation but [person] just said that she believes male nipples should fall off like the umbilical cord at some point and i can't fucking breathe

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   there are only so many contexts for [body part] in a sexual setting

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   WHERE ARE YOUR TEETH IF NOT ATTACHED TO YOUR HEAD

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   the Salmon Instinct(tm) always gets ya

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   i immediately regret typing that

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   ur parents thought gators made a nice backdrop for babymaking

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   i'm surrounded by rats i see

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   p sure the faculty let it go on bc it would work as abstinence fuel

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   i choose ignorance

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   i'm not linking anything google at your own risk

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   just let [name] do the talking, even if it's about teeth

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   john mulaney was right

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   i will relish in your suffering nonetheless

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   i've got therapy at 10, and a tarot reading at 9.

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   me: yeah i consider myself a logical, even overthinking individual   [ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   also me: no wait fuck i'm gonna burn my couch *SLAPS THE FIRE*

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   tonightwith food, i will weep, do not fret

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   cry those shit chemicals out

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   vastly different kids of chaos, urs hurts u, i just had to eat the marshmallows faster to get rid of Bad Taste

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   finland is the florida of europe

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   but more importantly it made my heart hurt

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   all roads lead to [person/public figure]

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   it is Fucking Moist here my mans   [ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   ....humid. the word i was looking for is humid

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   if there ever comes a day when i stop liveblogging my misfortune here, presume me dead

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   that's a whole child

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   i hate them both so [name] just go my wrath in that moment

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   our entire relationship is based on fictional emotional s/m

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   i hope u realise we're gonna kidnap u when u come here right

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   update: 4 am and i'm crying about a fictional bird child

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   can someone please kill the hobgoblin, they keep coming back and i have nothing left to give

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   cursed threeway

[ 𝚃𝙴���𝚃 ]   the minions crucified jesus

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   THE FUCKER STOLE MY TERRIYAKI JERKY

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   "you're a shameless little jerky thief and i hate you" - [name] about the cat, but it's better without context

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   I consider this further proof that Romeo and Juliet ruin everything

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   i have the sense of humour of a 12 year old

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   yeah rodeo girls will do that to u tho

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   [name] has the brain cell and they fell asleep with it

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   i'm never gonna be able to look at rich people furniture without presuming it's a kink thing hiding in plain sight

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   but who am i if not the bitch to say the thing nobody wants to

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   i must've missed deep sea penis

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   IT’S IN MAJOR IT COUNTS AS LIGHT-HEARTED

[ 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 ]   op of this article has a vore kink

[mercury-retrograde-concept]

hey, if you feel like it could you please check if jeno and renjun from nct dream have been in a fight 2019-2020? that mark and haechan reading was truly enlightening, i dont think i will be able to look at them the same after knowing they got on each other's nerves 😂😂

Hey there! I’m glad you found it enlightening! I tend to assume there’s conflict in most kpop groups, if I’m being honest. I don’t necessarily mean truly awful fights, or anything. It’s just that they’re coworkers who are also often roommates; both are situations that allow for a number of things to bicker and clash over. Likewise some of these groups - like NCT - have a lot of people. And the more people you have, the more vectors there are for arguments to break out.

This is probably dreadfully obvious, but I’m rambling about it anyway. I think conflict readings are some of the most interesting to do, because conflicts are fairly inevitable in life ... but there are a myriad reasons for them to happen. 

Okay, on to your question!

Disclaimer: This tarot reading is for entertainment purposes only. All speculation comes from my interpretation only.

The ‘yes, no, maybe?’ portion:

Renjun signifier: Two of Wands Jeno signifier: Seven of Cups Conflict in 2019?: Queen of Pentacles - Yes Conflict in 2020?: Justice (Reversed) - .., it’s complicated?

So, this was fun. It’s been a while since I’ve done a ‘yes or no’ reading. I tend to avoid those for readings about potential futures in general, due to the free will aspect. However, since this was about the past, that means things are a bit more set in stone. Therefore, I decided to be brave, for once, and ask a yes or no question for once. I ended up asking whether there was significant conflict for those two twice over; once for 2019 and once for 2020. This is because two years is a long time in the grand scheme of things. And 2020 was very different from 2019 due to COVID. As a result, I pulled cards that indicated there was some significant conflict in 2019 (note, I’m using that word instead of “fight” so that I can account for a wide variety of situations. This ended up being prescient.) Whatever was happening seems to have petered off in 2020, but less out of a conscious choice by either party. Instead, things just kind of died down but were never really resolved. 

I also pulled some signifiers for both Renjun and Jeno. Renjun’s signifier indicates that, during the past two years, he’s been very focused on his goals and planning for the future. Jeno, meanwhile, has been finding himself overwhelmed by possibilities, and possibly overthinking about what might be the right choice. This ended up setting the tone for the rest of the reading. 

Some further details:

How Renjun saw the situation: Two of Cups, Page of Cups How Jeno saw the situation: Ace of Cups, Two of Swords

What Renjun didn't understand about Jeno: Queen of Cups, The Chariot What Jeno didn't understand about Renjun: The Hermit, Eight of Swords

If I had pulled cards indicating ‘no’ for both years, I probably would have stopped there. Because I get a yes, however (and because I’m nosy) I decided to look at the crux of the potential conflict. 

First of all, there are so many Cups cards. So, so many. This indicates that this issue was very much based in emotion, personal relationships, affection, etc. While all conflicts are driven by emotion, when I see a lot of cups this involves intense emotions that are driven more by the heart than the head. 

The Cups suit is also associated with water, so whenever I get a lot of them in a spread I pay attention to where the energy is flowing for lack of a better term. And it feels as though a lot of the energy is moving towards Renjun’s side of the spread (I really need to take pictures of my spread... basically these cards were laid out so the left side is about Renjun and the right side is about Jeno and when you read cards sometimes the imagery seems to be going in a specific direction ...)

Basically, Renjun was really going through it in 2019. His cards speak to a lot of personal ambition along with a desire to work together with his group and company to further his goals. He also wants to be in control of destiny and be seen as in control of his destiny. However, in 2019 he was going through some doubts about whether he’d made the right choice in life. The shine of being an idol had worn off and he was left wondering if this was as good as it was going to get (I feel like I see this sentiment a lot with idols who are several years into their career.)

2019 was also the infamous “Renjun was left out in the rain????” incident happened, and that rankled him. I’m getting the sense that he was annoyed that this is one of the moments he was most ‘visible’ in the public eye... and it wasn’t for anything creative he did. Instead it was because people thought he was being mistreated.  It feels as though he’d much rather be known for trying and failing at a creative endeavor, rather than having people talk about him because they thought his company failed him. 

Jeno was very aware of all this and really wanted to help. I pulled a couple cards for him that spoke to Jeno being someone who wants to foster happiness and peace in the people around him, and Renjun wasn’t any exception. However, they had some communication struggles, here. Like I’ve said before, Renjun seems to value control and being seen as someone who is in control. Jeno is aware of this, and doesn’t want it to seem as though he pities Renjun. However, in 2019 he was torn on how to reach out to Renjun. Renjun really wasn’t asking for help - even though Jeno would have given it - and Jeno didn’t want to overstep. 

So I’d say there weren’t any out and out verbal brawls or anything. It feels more like there was tension and palpable awkwardness. Probably a lot of avoidance and mixed messages in general. It’s possible Renjun thought Jeno was being a bit reticent out of a lack of caring, for example. Meanwhile, Jeno sometimes got kind of sick of caring and was a little resentful that Renjun could affect his mood so much. 

It does appear as though this situation eventually passed, but not with any real effort on their part. Instead, new conflicts came up (hello, COVID) and all this just kind of ... dissipated as they focused on new worries.