#even if i wanted to wholeheartedly

[lillyviarabbit]

if only wishing could change things, but i'm too paralyzed to act

[thevioletcaptain]

y'know, the different factions of spn fandom on tumblr do fundamentally and vehemently disagree with each other about a lot of things, and many of the factions actively hate one another, but i just want to say for the record that i appreciate the fact that this site is not overrun with painfully hetero facebook fans. i just saw someone over there saying with their whole chest that they fully expected the finale to have dean meeting jo harvelle in heaven and them getting afterlife married, and someone else angrily responded that this was obviously never going to happen because clearly dean was still in love with lisa braeden who would therefore be his finale bride (i guess this person expected her to die in the finale somehow?), and then someone ELSE responded that they wouldn't want to see either of those things happen because they like to pretend dean is their boyfriend and it would feel like cheating(!!!!) if he ended up with one of them and they'd never be able to fantasize about him anymore. and all of these comments had over a dozen people agreeing with them.

[robinmage]

one thing i really appreciate about jinshi's character is how he has NEVER once actually had any intention of succeeding the throne. every time the idea is brought up he immediately detests it. so hes giving maomao as much as he possibly can, even though maomao has many qualms about it due to their difference in social status, but jinshi DOESNT CARE because hes NEVER cared about or wanted the status of crown prince! its been nothing but a burden to him! from his perspective the ONLY thing keeping the two of them apart are outside influences. he has no doubt within himself-- hes horribly down bad, in fact. but unfortunately his stupid JOB is getting in the way of him skipping off into the sunset with his favourite little cat

[fluffydice]

Did a Kusuke analysis about his relationship with his brother, it’s not very friendly toward him so be warned about that,,,

TW for mentioned abuse, everything except the physical parts, funnily enough

Honestly, I really wished I actually liked Kusuke because he’s an intriguing character and represents a developed villain whose whole being isn’t just “he’s evil.” He’s other things, and among them is caring toward Kusuo, even if it’s really fucked up. But I just can’t comfortably read his scenes because of the things he does to his brother. Everything is so normalized, even by Kusuo himself. Kusuo’s reaction to his brother literally getting off to him is one that speaks to just how normal it is to him. And that’s not even speaking about how Kusuo sometimes almost regurgitates the things he grew up hearing about himself and takes them as truth.

I think Kuniharu fucked up both his kids (and Kurumi did too, inadvertently), but I really believe Kusuke was the one who made Kusuo believe his powers made him unlovable. Like:

Come off of it, Jesus Christ.

And he fucking weaponized it is the worst part. He knows Kusuo won’t step out of line because he’s always holding the threat of exposure over his little brother’s head, and exposure = abandonment.

The reason Kusuke would never go after Kusuo’s friends is because the threat of exposure still works in that case: none of them know about Kusuo’s powers, ergo Kusuke can still leverage it. And I think that’s why Toritsuka gets roped in during the Cat Tank arc. Threatening to tell Toritsuka about Kusuo’s powers doesn’t work in this case because he already knows. So he goes bigger. He tries to brainwash him into hating Kusuo.

I really think the Cat Tank was meant as a punishment for Kusuo trying to have friends. The reason Kusuke backed off was because Kusuo threw his chance at a normal life away once he saw the trouble ‘he’ brought to them. He hates feeling like a burden, hates being indebted to people. Once Kusuke realized his usual way of incentivizing Kusuo was done (and also that he technically ‘won’ by Kusuo taking out his limiter), he realized that was the end of it.

Of course, Kusuo offering to still be his playmate opened up a new world to Kusuke. Now, he wouldn’t have to force Kusuo into it (besides maybe the occasional bribe). It opens up new avenues for their relationship to actually improve, perhaps.

[meownotgood]

i think aki would be super shy about just ogling you in the beginning of the relationship even if he does like just Fucking Stare all the time not on purpose. so you wear something low cut and revealing and you’re like aki listen. aki you can look i am wearing it for you. and he’s just looking at his shoes like. no i feel like i’m some hormonal teenager. or a pig. and then a few months in he’s used to you walking around his apartment without a shirt on

I love that we all just know aki is the staring type. he can't help it, he gets lost while he's looking at you so often, he'll stare and completely zone out until you're snapping in front of his face to get his attention and he's like, "oh... sorry."

sometimes he really wants to say something to you, like oh you look cute today, or oh would you like to go out for dinner with him? not the usual group thing, just the two of you? but he gets so tossed up with how he's going to say it that he ends up just staring at you, hoping you'll make conversation first.

even once you start dating, aki has that same sort of shyness, he tries to be more confident and occasionally he can be but for the most part he's still the same as you've always known him. he'll say your outfit tonight is really gorgeous while either A) looking away or B) intensely staring at your eyes so you know he isn't looking at the rest of you. he just looks in your eyes and doesn't look down for the whole night and you know he's trying to be a gentleman, but you'd like if he looked at you more, you want his attention (eventually aki loosens up, though).

[itseghost]

silly but,, i saw a post going around with that passage and well. visiting halsin post epilogue, plenty of room for this joke to happen lmao you're always considered a young man when you're with full elves i guess!!!

[adobe-outdesign]

Everyone: Pokemon is a family-friendly game for all ages!

Children, reading the Bulbapedia page on Pokemon IVs trying to figure out how they work:

[nartml]

Saw a comment describe killugon as 'born to be brothers, forced to be best friends'.

And I just have to say that, out of all the things that have never happened, that has never happened the most.

[jamiethebee]

Not to have brainrot on main, but you think if Spinner asked Shigaraki to stop the countrywide destruction he would've

[thousandth-island]

laura yokozawa paella song (meant to be watched with sound on)

Peace and love ✌️💕

[longagoitwastuesday]

Every day I am haunted by the fact JJK could be amazing but it will be just idk Bleach or something

[cherry-treelane]

everytime i feel bad and stressed about my life i remember that i might be in a troubling situation and having a bad time but im not season 4 fiona gallagher in the clink after leaving crack on the counter which my 3 year old baby brother happened to ingest resulting in a fatal near-death experience thats wracked me with never-ending guilt and forever altered my life

[wildsaltair]

today I’d like to say that I love Maximus very much. I know this comes as a shock to everyone

[petrichorium]

Raise ur hand if u would be one of people sending me Strongly Worded Letters when u learn I got married to my pirate beau through the gossip column of a newspaper bc that list is getting terrifyingly long

[yuseirra]

I've been looking back at the comic because I NEED something from the source material to expand from when I make fanarts

and it occurred to me, yet again, Ai REALLY liked her boyfriend from the start, she was fond of him and it made her do things she usually wouldn't!!

She invited him over to her house just shortly after they met, I just let that slide because he went without putting too much thought into it, but if you think about it, Ai is someone who's really cautious about choosing who to enter her personal space and life. She's defensive. They could have met somewhere else for practice but she let him into her home no problem, she WANTED him to come!! She has no problems giving him her address later on too, She was always really open to him from the start and it's unusual of her. He gets special treatment.

And!!! She compared Hikaru to a jewel the moment she encountered him, and later named both their twins after a jewel. I have a feeling she did that because she thought of him. She really loved him dearly!! Her love towards him is DEEP. Not that it has to be further explained, her entire recording she left about him makes it really obvious, but THIS too, this!!

There was some sort of attraction she had towards him the moment they met.. it's shown really well, she casually tugs his face and and treats him very close, they hit it off. She didn't have any trouble getting closer to him. Gosh, she must have really found a liking for the guy. The more I think about her character, the way she acts towards him is very unique and an exception compared to how she usually is. That's also probably how he's helped her to improve her self-destructive tendencies, he helped her to open up more to others.

Which is another reason why I'm sort of serious about my theories of them having been gods in their past life, they could have been close from even then, hence were attracted towards each other like fate. It's almost like there is something that's brought them together, like some divine intervention. They were meant to be together, I think? That one panel that appears after when she asks him a favor and he accepts has a special effect of lights sparkling in a dark background. Those panels, I feel, can be important, I'd have to check the manga but that same panel appears again when Hikaru talks to Aqua and mentions he's glad he was able to talk to him. It can be there in multiple scenes of this comic... I have a feeling it could be there for a reason.

[eclaire-went-bam]

scrolling thru narc abuse truthers blogs is so fucking funny bCS DO YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT THIS TERM EVEN MEANS ???❓❓❓❓❓❓

HELLO 😭😭😭😭 DELUSIONS PF GRANDEUR????

delusions of grandeur are ALSO present in mental illnesses like SCHIZOPHRENIA and BIPOLAR DISORDER. PSYCHOTIC DISORDERS !!! me when i claim i've experienced schizophrenic abuse

also idk y'all i also have psychosis and i think i can say pretty confidently that when i'm experiencing genuine DELUSIONS of grandeur, i don't care as much of maintaining my image because yes i do genuinely believe i'm an incarnate of god so why would i need other people's opinion???

me when i tell someone experiencing psychosis that their symptoms (grandiose delusions) are NOTHING compared to ✨my✨ experiences