i'm a cis woman, but in the past few years i've developed a habit of headcanoning any male character i relate to as a trans women, beginning a fic trying to explore that, and then miserably falling short as i can never figure out how to end the story. i've recently joined a new fandom and started my most recent attempt at writing this ever-elusive character interpretation i've been trying to explain for years. and it occurs to me that maybe the reason i keep trying to interpret these characters i relate to as women and failing to, is because i'm trying to project the wrong experience. because i think that conclusion i can never fully bring myself to write isn't one about coming to terms with womanhood and embracing that identity, but about coming to terms with being a man.
so tldr im a trans man and this is a coming out post.
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being gay is illegal in my country now:( im scared of living here
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i love my stupid headcanons with stupid reasoning <3
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if butterfly soup ever gets like,,,let's say a 2.5 for the side character's who get some spotlight in this entry...
I want to know every single bit of HER BACKSTORY
How'd her journey go before this current time??? did she have banger friends to support her??? when did she figure out she wanted to be a girl??? how did her parents take the new's??? was she scared to transition at first but then she realized this was gonna be the best decision of her life??? HOW DID SHE PICK SUCH A COOL NAME FOR HERSELF AND HAVE THE BEST TRANSITION IN EXISTENCE.
I NEED ANSWERS.
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reading 9-1-1 fics that were clearly written before certain canon events makes everything so much funnier cause they're written with certain details that the authors clearly thought would be unequivocal evidence of romantic buddie and/or bro-ified to make it realistic to canon but then 99% of the time the show will just throw in a scene later that is 1) that exact detail that to anyone else would only make sense if buddie is canon and 2) not overlayed with any no-homo message that could tone it down at ALL.
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