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[painsandconfusion]

Something's Not Right

Whumping the Whumper - Part Thirty-six

(tw: internal bleeding, death threat, illness, long term captivity, concussion, bruises, gun, murder mention, nonsexual nudity)

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Four years ago...

“E-Ethan? Ethan wake up..-”

Ethan stirred at the light poke to his thigh. He groaned, stretching against the cold concrete before squinting open his eyes. His arms instinctively snaked around Johnny, pulling his warmth closer. His head was throbbing- he pressed the ache closer into Johnny’s shoulder to bury it away again.

“N-no, Ethan. Please.”

His eyes fluttered open, squinting down at Johnny in the moonlight. He looked…scared. Must have had a nightmare again.

Ethan swallowed the grogginess from his throat and reached up to brush a few stray locks of hair from Johnny’s forehead. “What’s wrong?”

Johnny stared up at him, eyes shimmering. “Som..something’s not right. It’s wrong and-” Johnny’s voice cracked as a tear leaked from the corner of his eye. “It’s just…wrong.”

Ethan’s brows pinched together. “Why don’t you try to get back to sleep? It always hurts worst right away - maybe when you wake up-”

“-no, it’s wrong.” Tears were dripping steadily now. Johnny’s quick, shallow breaths pressed against Ethan’s chest. 

Was Johnny always this warm?

Ethan sat up, looking over Johnny. He was bruised, sure, but..he’d woken earlier and Johnny was alright. Not…completely alright, of course. But…healable. Crawford had used his fists, the damage was mostly to his thighs and torso. No broken bones, no sprains, just deep, aching bruises. 

..Ethan tried to pull him a little closer. “Some more sleep sh-”

Johnny pressed his palm against the ground, tugging himself free from Ethan’s arms. “I-I don’t know what it…what it is. Something…something’s not right…”

Something akin to fear started to curl in Ethan’s stomach. No. Weighed it down. Sour and heavy and hot, pressing against his mind. He sat the rest of the way up, too, folding his arms around Johnny. He kissed the back of his neck.

…Johnny was sweating.

In this cold??

He gripped Johnny a little tighter. “Does it hurt?”

Johnny reached up, clutching Ethan’s fore-arms. One hand clamping down, the other resting lightly. “Yeah, it’s…yeah.” Johnny swallowed. “It’s wrong. Something’s wrong.”

“Okay, okay I…I hear you.” Ethan didn’t know what to do. He rubbed his thumb up and down against Johnny’s shoulder. “What does it feel like?”

“..just...wrong.” 

“Does…it hurt more than usual?”

“...Um…I think so? No. Wait. Not…not more, jus- … different. I can’t…everything feels wrong.”

Ethan’s hand presses against his forehead. “..is it any particular place?”

Johnny’s breath pulled out in a whine, hugging Ethan’s arm closer. “...e…kinda everywhere but…b-ut ‘specially here-” he made a vague gesture over his abdomen.

Ethan frowned, extracting himself from Johnny’s grip. He carefully picked at the hem of Johnny’s shirt, carefully pulling it up and off of him. There were no goosebumps despite the chill that must have just washed over him. Sweat clung to the shirt, making a sticky sound as he forced it off Johnny’s skin. 

Ethan’s eyes slid back and forth over the bruises that just barely showed up as an outline in the sprinkling of moonlight that worked its way into the basement. His brows pinched, worry starting to churn through him.

..Crawford hit too hard. He knew these symptoms, Johnny was bleeding where he couldn’t see. 

Ethan pulled the shirt back down, praying to the first handful of gods he could think of that it would clear up within a couple days. At least one god had to listen to him, right?

“..is…is i-t okay..?”

Ethan looked helplessly over Johnny, hand lifting to cradle his face. “..I don’t…I think so - I do. But..I really think we should get you a doctor.”

Johnny laughed- but the small, spiteful sound immediately sputtered out into a small whine, breaths immediately falling faster and shallow. “Hh-hhhe w-on’t- n-no way-”

“...Just let me ask.”

Johnny’s head tilted into Ethan’s palm, cradling it there with his own. “...o-kay..”

So much for his headache. Is it still considered a headache when it’s a concussion? 

In any case, so much for his concussion.

Ethan leaned forward and pressed a kiss to Johnny’s forehead before dragging himself up and toward the stairs. He took them three at a time until his fists bruised against the door with the force of his banging. “HEY ASSHOLE-! GET THE FUCK DOWN HERE-!”

Johnny rolled his eyes through labored breath, propped against the wall. “...h-e’s not gonna come- it’s like fffour in the morning.”

“He will if I don’t shut up-” Ethan turned back to the door, hammering on the wood again. “CRAWFORD, YOU SLIMEY BITCH WE NEED A DOCTOR-!” 

Ethan paced, shouting up and out into the house he couldn’t reach for almost twenty minutes, his own head reeling and spinning damn near off his shoulders each time he screamed up to the well known abuser and an unknown god in tandem. 

Finally, finally, the bastard showed his face. 

The door slammed open the moment it was unlocked, gun pointed at Ethan. 

Ethan took a hesitant step backward down the stairs, eyes on the gun. He never got that out. 

“What. The fuck. Is wrong with you,” Crawford bit out, all but drooling venom. 

Ethan lifted his hands. “We need a doctor- you fucked up Johnny too much.”

Crawford scoffed, starting to close the door. “I didn’t do anything different, go the fuck to sleep.”

Ethan stepped forward, bracing one hand against the door so it couldn’t close. “No, wait- I’m seriously h-”

The sound of the gun cocking cut off his sentence. “He’s. Fine. You were a little bitch when you first got here, too. Deal with it.”

“He’s bleeding internally!”

“And who’s fault is that?”

Ethan froze, memories of running skittering across his mind. Johnny’s screams. Crawford’s cursing. Guilt curled fresh into his blood. 

Swallowing down emotions and pride, he tried again. “...please. He needs a doctor.”

“I will kill him if you don’t shut the fuck up. He’s fine. Keep pushing it and he won’t be.”

Rage flickered across Ethan’s eyes, but he let his hand fall from the door. 

In a moment, it slammed in his face, deadbolt snapping back into the frame.

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Ethan Hawke asks, "Why does masculine energy so often manifest itself as idiocy? Why is male sensitivity so often linked with perceived weakness? How does one be, as Johnny Cash said; ‘a dove with claws?'"

Kris Kristofferson takes a long beat, then says, “Yeah, that used to piss Shel Silverstein off.”

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“Your first recorded song was a pro-Vietnam War song, right?”

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“Why did you end up changing your mind about that war?”

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"That’s why Shel didn’t like that ‘dove with claws’ thing,” Kris goes on.

“Johnny Cash should have just said he was a dove and proud of it?”

“Exactly. ‘Cause people would have accepted anything from John,” says Kris. “We knew he was a man. I don’t really think anybody would have called Johnny Cash a pussy. But John was conditioned, just like you and me. You really have to get past all of that — where you have enough feeling about what’s right and wrong in the world to not give a shit about what kind of names anybody throws at you.

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[mariasthx]

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ONE CHANCE

fic

reader x mark estapa

summary: for weeks, mark has been trying to get y/n to go out with him but he always got a ‘no’. that all changes one night when she admits she’s developed feelings for him after a game.

a/n: literally i got like four drafts rn so have patience with your girl here

you had been sitting in the same spot for 43 minutes and 32 seconds but who’s counting? obviously, you were. as much as you enjoyed your intro to business course, you were tired and were just yearning to go to your apartment. the idea of lying in bed and doing nothing but binge-watch “New Girl” and cuddling up into your blanket was sounding very, very tempting to you. god wasn’t on your side today.

you finished up taking the final bit of notes you needed before you closed your notebook with a sigh of relief. there was approximately 12 minutes left of class and then you’d be free. to kill time you had begun to scroll through instagram.

at the beginning of the year, your professor had gone over the rules and expectations. one of them included how if you were to finish early, for the reminder of class you could just hang out till you were dismissed as long as you wouldn’t distract your peers.

eventually you got tired of instagram which is when you switched to doodling on the back of your notebook. it was quite relaxing actually. to be able to do whatever you pleased. in between classes, you has always loved going into the courtyard and sitting under a tree, whether it be listening to music or drawing, you had found that time to be peaceful. just like now.

in the midst of sketching a rose, you felt someone tap your shoulder. you turned your head and were met with four grinning faces: johnny druskinis, luca fantilli, luke hughes, and mark estapa. they were known around campus for playing for umich’s mens ice hockey team. to many, they were considered to be royalty, but to you? they were just a bunch of childish men who thought way too much of themselves. so what could they want with you?

“can i help you?” you asked, clearly annoyed with the situation already. the boys all looked at each other before they all spoke in unison, “yes.”

“okay…what is it that you need?”

mark was the first to speak, “for you to go out with me.”

silence.

you couldn’t help but raise an eyebrow. why the hell would some guy you barely talked to ever would want to go out with you? it made no sense. the most you’ve ever spoken to him was during your first semester and it was only to ask if you could borrow a pencil. even then, he wasn’t this weird.

“you’re kidding, right?” you really hoped they were. you hoped that this was all some sick joke.

he just shook his head, “no, i’m not.”

you squinted you eyes at him before slowly turning around and getting back to you drawing.

the fours boys looked at each other once again before one of them asked, “sooo is that a yes?” it was luke.

you turned your upper body toward them. “why are you asking me to go on a date with you if we’ve barely ever talked?” it's a valid question. no one goes up to a girl they’ve never had an interaction with before and just blatantly asks them out. unless you’re a cocky son of a bitch but other than that it has never happened.

“well first of all, i think you’re a nice person and second of all, you’re cute. ” mark stated.

you just stared at him for a good minute before turning around again. you tried to convince yourself that, that last comment he made hadn’t made you blush, but you could feel your cheeks get hot. “no.”

mark’s eyebrows furrowed before he turned to his teammates, “what do i do now? she said no.” you were still able to hear them but blocked them out as you continued to sketch the petals of the rose.

“man i don’t know! i’ve never had a girl reject me before, what do you want me to tell you?!” luca whispered-shouted and mark just rolled his eyes before turning back to you.

he had leaned forward and was right at your ear. “oh cmon, i’m not that bad of a person.”

you put your pencil down and just stared ahead before answering. “my answer’s still no,” you turned your head and that’s when you realized how close you were. you couldn’t help but feel the heat creep up to your cheeks.

mark had noticed as he had a small smile plastered on his face. “please?” he begged like a little kid when they wanted something.

“you just won’t give up will you?” you knew he would keep pestering you about it until you’d yes but that’s not like you. you weren’t going to go out with some random guy you just met and expect it to go good. you wanna go out with someone who you know and have had moments with. and mark hadn’t checked either of those boxes.

“nope.”

you just smiled before turning around. your professor had dismissed the class and you quickly picked up before walking out of there and heading to you apartment, wanting to forget about what had just happened.

he was cute but that’s all you had to say about him.

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it was finals week and you had a huge exam coming up. every chance you got, you’d be going over your notes, reading your textbook, highlighting and writing more notes down. it was a pain in the ass. which is why currently, you were sitting at a table booth in the far corner at some cafe near campus.

you had your headphones on, listening to your playlist you had created for occasions like this. you were singing the lyrics to yourself, not wanting to make so much noise as you were in public and it’d be embarrassing if someone had heard you sing. you were in the middle of highlighting a paragraph when you felt the cushion dip, signaling someone had sat next to you.

you grab your headphones and wrapped them around your neck as you turned to face the perosn who had decided to sit next to you.

it was mark.

you had no idea why you were even surprised. for the past month, he had been trying to get you to go on a date with him. always sitting near you in class, passing you notes as if you were in high school again and sometimes, he would even leave a flower bouquet on your doorstep with a little note. it always said something along the lines of, ‘beautiful flowers for a beautiful girl -mark’ and if you were to be honest, it made you feel something inside.

you tilted your head a bit as you looked at him in confusion. “what are you doing estapa?” you already knew the answer to your question. normally, you’d want the conversation between the two of you to end the second he’d start talking to you but today you felt like talking to him like you would with anyone else.

“sitting down to talk to you,” he answered before scooting closer and leaning forward to look at why you had been doing. he just raised an eyebrow before he leaned back to look at you. “finals?”

“yeah, it’s been a pain in my ass recently and if i don’t pass this upcoming test, my life is practically over” you remarked as you gestured to your stuff laid out over the table. “it’s just been a stressful week and i’ve barely has time to do anything but study.”

mark only smiled. “i know something that can relieve the stress.” mark noticed how you perked up at the statement.

“oh, please! literally anything would help all my worries go away.”

“tomorrow night, go out with me.” mark inquired. you should’ve seen it coming. at this point all conversations with mark had ended in him asking you out and you giving him the answer, ‘no’.

you sighed as you put your head in your hands. “mark,” you stopped yourself before you could go any further.

mark had turned his body towards you, “oh cmon y/n. just one chance, i’ll make it worth your while.”

“i can’t. i have to study and you should be doing the same.” you said as you picked up your highlighter again and began to resume your reading.

mark rolled his eyes at the mention of studying. “all you do is study. you know you’re allowed to go out at times, right?”

you ignored his comments and spoke up, “my answer’s no.”

“i won’t stop until you say yes.”

“then i guess you’ll be trying for a while.” you shot him a fake smile before returning to your reading.

he only shrugged, “that’s fine by me,” and with that he slid out of the booth and headed out.

what is it with this boy and insisting on taking you out? surely it was all a joke, a bet even, between his friends if he could get you to agree to go on a date with him or not. it had to be a joke.

━━━━━━━━━━

it was friday night meaning you had finished all your exams and were happily laying in bed, wanting to relax. you had ‘New Girl’ on and you were enjoying every second of it until your roommate aka your best friend, natalie, had barged into your room. you were pretty sure the door knob had left a hole in the wall.

“get up hoe, we have places to be.” she exclaimed as she began to raid your closet.

you sat up as you stared at her like she were a mad man. “what do you mean, ‘we have places to be’” you began thinking, trying to remember if you had something important to attend to. “did i forget about us having plans or something because i don’t-”

“no, we didn’t have plans but now we do. so get your ass out of bed and start getting ready.” she ushered you into the bathroom and she handed you a pair of light washed jeans, a white tank top and a maize zip up with a michigan beanie. now you were really confused.

natalie had taken out your makeup bag and began to take out your mascara, lip gloss, blush and many other things you didn’t even know you had. you grabbed her hands making her turn towards you. “where are we going?”

“to a hockey game.”

she can’t be serious.

“you can’t be serious.” she only smiled and shrugged before going out of your bathroom and into the living room.

“i’ll be waiting for you and you only have thirty minutes!” she shouted as she made her way to the couch. this bitch is crazy.

you had put on the outfit and began to do your makeup. you hair was already done from when you did it in the morning before your 8:00 am lecture. somehow it had stayed in tact, only a few baby hairs were sticking out but nothing you couldn’t fix with hair gel.

you finished up your makeup and started to put everything in the bag but you left it be as natalie had shouted you only have two minutes. it’d be cleaned up eventually.

you walked out of the bathroom and headed toward the living room where natalie was waiting for you. “can we go now?” natalie looked up form her phone and a grin spread across her face. she nodded her head and you both headed out the door.

on the walk to yost, you both had met up with some of the player’s girlfriends. you and natalie were friends with them and you all hanged out even if you have never been the biggest fan of the men’s hockey team.

a couple minutes later, you had all arrived to the arena and went inside before showing your tickets and heading towards the rink. you followed behind as you watched the boys warm up. you had thought you were to get seats up high where you could barely see the puck, but to your luck, you had front row seats to the game.

you all had began to talk when molly, adam fantilli’s girlfriend, spoke, “so y/n how’s your relationship going with mark?” all the girls turned towards you, some confused while others just had a smirk on their face. what relationship? you guys were just friends. well if you could call it that.

“our relationship?” you questioned. you weren’t even in one. although sometimes you wish you were. over the course of mark’s attempts to ask you out, you couldn’t help but develop some feeling for him. with the flower bouquets on your doorstep, the small conversations you’ve had with him, to him trying to sit near you in class, always staring at you, it made you feel things you’ve never felt before.

molly furrowed her eyebrows, “you’re not together?” you could only skate you head no, “that’s weird. adam keeps telling me about how mark wont shut up about you and how he can’t wait for you to go on a date with him soon.”

“i never agreed to go on a date with him.” you replied to her statement. had he been making up lies? “if anything, i keep telling him no whenever he asks me.”

“why?!”

“you should say yes!”

“he’s in love with you, you know.”

“you guys would be cute together.”

you just looked at all of them and playfully rolled your eyes. “i don’t know.”

“he’s always sending her flowers almost every day. we’re running out of vases to put them in.” natalie explained and they all started squealing, asking you about the whole situation.

you were too busy explaining the whole story from when mark first asked you in class till now that you hadn’t noticed a certain player staring at you from the ice.

mark couldn’t help but smile at the thought of you being here at his game. he was too busy staring that he hadn’t noticed that ethan and mackie had skated over to him when they noticed their friend had been in the same spot for a while. the pair followed his gaze and both smirked at each other when they realized who mark had been looking at the whole time.

ethan put a hand on his shoulder, “dude, you are whipped.” that seemed to snap mark out of his trance.

“what?” mark‘s face had turned a deep shade at red as he had been caught staring at you.

“are two dating or what?”

mark looked at mackie, “where’d you get that from?” he asked.

“for the last month, she’s all you ever talk about. kinda just assumed she was your girl.” mackie shrugged as he skated side to side.

“no way is that ever happening. i’ve asked her out more times than i can count and the answers always been no,” mark said as he moved to stand in front of the two, “i’ve given up hope at this point.”

“might as well try one more time.” ethan suggested as he looked over mark’s shoulder. “i mean she’s looking at you right now,” he pointed over to where you and all the girls were seated. mark turned around and you quickly looked back as you had been caught. “they’re giggling. and are back to looking at you.”

mark could only give him a look. “so what? that’s what they do.”

ethan and mackie looked at each other before they bursted out laughing. “what’s so funny now?”

“god you really are stupid.” ethan told mark who playfully pushed ethan. “she’s in love with you too.”

mark scoffed. “and how would you know?”

“because i heard her talking about you to her friends. she said how at first she was a little annoyed with you because she’d be in class and you would sit either in front or behind her just to ask her out. and then you started to send her flowers with a little note attached and you’d pass her notes in class telling her she looked pretty and how you loved her personality and shit and wow you’re in deep man.” ethan explained and mark got annoyed before gesturing for him to continue, “she couldn’t help but feel something inside. she started to develop feelings for you and now that she looks back at it, she wished she would have said yes to when you asked her if she’d go out with you-”

ethan couldn’t finish what he was saying as frank had called them over. mackie and ethan skated over to the bench, mark not too far behind.

throughout the whole game, mark kept thinking about you and what ethan had said. did you love him? had you said no all those times to avoid your feelings for him? many thoughts ran through his head. he had to ask you. just one more time and hopefully this time you’d admit your feelings to him instead of avoiding them.

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the boys had won and you were all waiting outside the locker room for the boys to come out. the group was talking about going out next weekend but you zoned out. the whole night you couldn’t help but think, ‘maybe telling mark no was a bad idea’ and you knew it was. when he came out of the locker room, you would tell him how you felt, no hesitation.

about ten minutes later, you could hear the boys all shouting and clapping. you all winced at the noise but soon it stopped and the boys had started to file out of the room, some saying hi while others just smirked as they passed by you. the boys went over to their girlfriends while you stood to the side, letting them have their moment when all of a sudden you heard you name being called.

you turned around and were meet with mark and the sophomores behind him. you were confused, majorly confused. “hi?”

“i’m only going to ask once. y/n will you please go on a date with me?” mark pleaded.

that was unexpected.

you stood there, frozen. you didn’t know what to say. well you did but with everyone around you just froze. mark waved a hand in front of you face. “y/n?”

“huh, what?”

he couldn’t help but smile, “will you go on a date with me?” you did the fist thing that came to mind, you went up to him and pressed a kiss to his cheek. you leaned back and could see the blush on his face. “is that a yes or?”

“it’s a yes.”

everyone that was still there cheered and mark couldn’t help but wrap his arms around you as everyone had practically pounced on you both, celebrating mark’s success of you saying yes to a date.

“you know i like you right?” you broke the hug as you stared up at him. you nodded in response.

“i do mark. and it’s ok because i happen to like you as well.”

“i know.”

what did he mean he knew?

“what do you mean, ‘i know’?” you wondered as you pulled back.

“ethan told me earlier.” that little bitch.

you hid your head in his chest. “i’m gonna kill him.” you felt mark laugh.

“don’t be embarrassed. it’s okay. i mean i’ve loved you since i saw first saw you in class but was too much of a pussy to even talk to you so i just kept my distance. which is probably why you’ve always said no to all those times i asked.” mark said as you two began to walk out of yost behind everyone else.

“woah buddy, how about we keep the ‘i love you’s’ away until after that date.” you both chuckled. “i love you too. i have ever since you started sending over those flowers. and those notes you’d give me in class always made my day better. especially when i was having a shitty day which happened to be very often.” you both walked behind everyone. “i didn’t realize until a month later and now i wished i would’ve said yes sooner. it would’ve saved me all this trouble of denying my feelings for you when clearly i had loved you ever since you started to do all these things just to get me to say yes, which by way worked.” you smiled and he did too.

“i can tell. otherwise i wouldn’t do this.” he leaned down and pressed his lips to yours. your hands found his cheeks and his found your waist. you didn’t waste a second to respond. the kiss was slow but passionate. it was all you ever wanted. you pulled away and looked up at him. “i love you.”

“i love you too.” you leaned up and pressed a chaste kiss to his lips before you heard mackie call out, “hey lovebirds, let’s go! we’re going to the bar to celebrate this win!”

you and mark laughed as he stared down at you. “this doesn’t count as our first official date, right?” he asked as you two caught up with everyone.

you shook your head, “no, not unless you want it to be.”

“good.”

the way i honestly got a little carried away with this and it somehow still turned out like shit. it’s fine. the last part was booty as i had gotten tired but at least it’s done. this took me two days to write and i promise all of my other fics won’t be this long.

[homicidal-slvt]

Wow, he really Malewifed his way into my heart.

[toasttt11]

europe

June 2, 2024

Lucia hugged Quinn as they stood in front of the airport and John a few steps away with Lucia and his bags letting the siblings having a moment alone.

Quinn was going to a spend a few days with some friends in New Jersey before Jack came up and then Quinn and Jack would see Lucia when she got back to Michigan for their Concert.

Quinn had got up for the two’s very very early flight to drop them off at Newark.

“Have fun.” Quinn mumbled as he hugged her tightly, he knows Lucia has always dreamed of seeing Paris and John had told him some of things they were going to be doing in Europe and Quinn knew Lucia would absolutely love everything.

Lucia nodded and stepped back sending Quinn one last smile before heading to John and they headed into the airport.

Lucia honestly let John do everything and just followed him holding on to his hand and she kinda really enjoyed not paying attention as they went through the airport until they were sitting in their first class seats about to takeoff to Paris.

Lucia slipped her shoes off curling her very legs up in her seat and getting settled to go back to sleep.

John smiled softly seeing her getting all comfortable, he gently guided her head to him and let her rest her head on his bicep as his other hand held her hand gently rubbing her hand as they headed into the air.

John smiled not even suprised that Lucia was already asleep, He asked a flight attendant that walked by for a blanket and he draped the blanket over his partner.

He started a movie and watched the whole thing while Lucia was still fully asleep and John’s head eventually rested onto top Lucia’s falling asleep for a while as well.

Lucia grumbled rubbing her face on John’s arm as she slowly woke up, John looked down looking amused seeing his sleepy girl finally wake up after sleeping for almost the entire flight, he had a few hour nap and she was still sleeping.

“Hi my sleepy girl.” John softly cooed rubbing her loose braids kissing the top of her head.

Lucia hummed rubbing her eyes, “How much longer?” Lucia questioned softly trying to wake up after her very long nap.

“Just a few minutes, you slept most of the flight.” John answered amused, she quite literally almost slept the entire seven hour flight.

Lucia hummed not surprised, she always sleeps easily in cars or planes and being next to John makes her sleep even easier.

Lucia just kept her head rested on John’s shoulder as she slowly woke up.

Lucia looked up and looked out the window and saw the Eiffel tower, her mouth opened in awe as she looked at the tower she has dreamed of seeing since she was a baby.

John smiled softly pulling out his phone taking a photo of Lucia as she admired the Eiffel tower, he admired her.

“Thank you.” Lucia softly whispered squeezing John’s hand. John just smiled kissing her cheek softly.

They got into Paris around lunch time and headed to the hotel giving their bags to the hotel as their room was not ready yet and they just headed out to the city and started exploring and buying little souvenirs.

Lucia and John both were pretty tired by the time their room was ready so they just took a long bath at the hotel and ordered lots of room service eating on the balcony that faces the eiffel tower letting them watch the sunset over the eiffel tower.

June 3, 2024

John gently brushed her loose curls out of her face as she was still peacefully sleeping, “Luce.” John softly cooed caressing her face making her eyes slowly flutter open seeing John’s smiling face.

Lucia hummed sleepily leaning into John’s soft touch.

“Good morning my love.” John lovingly mumbled pressing a few kisses on her cheek making them turn a rosy pink.

“Morning.” Lucia yawned stretching her arms and wrapping her arms around John’s neck pulling him on top of her and humming contently.

John let out a fond chuckle but stayed laying on top of Lucia for a little while letting her wake up.

“Come on croissants are waiting for us.” John softly teased and poked her side right under her ribs knowing that’s where she is more sensitive.

Lucia squealed squirming away making John laugh.

“And hot chocolate?” Lucia asked raising a teasing eyebrow at her partner.

“Of course Angel.” John fondly rolled his eyes picking his girl up making her laugh and cling to him as he carried her to the bathroom so they could get ready.

Lucia and John got ready for the day and linked hands as they walked out of their hotel heading to a little cafe close by sitting outside.

Lucia happily ordered a hot chocolate making John look at her fondly before he ordered a cappuccino and of course they ordered lots of pastries for breakfast.

Lucia hummed happily as she sipped on her hot chocolate and munched on her chocolate croissant. John smiled leaning over and whipping the top of her lip and pressed a soft kiss to her lips.

They spent the next few days exploring all of Paris, John surprised Lucia by getting tickets to go to the top of the Eiffel tower.

They went to see the Louvre, The Triomphe, many cathedrals, many museums, Tuileries Gardens, Palace of Versailles, they rode many ferry’s, ate way too many pastries.

June 6, 2024

Lucia stepped out of the bathroom wearing a long black dress with her hair down for once in their natural curls with a black ribbon in her hair and a pair of black heels.

John looked up from where he was sitting and his breath got caught in his chest as he looked a his beautiful girl, John stood up and slowly walked over to her and took her hand spinning her around making her laugh, “You are absolutely beautiful.” John is always in awe of Lucia but when he sees her in different clothes that he doesn’t always see it always shocks him a bit more than normal.

Lucia blushed trying to roll her eyes to hide how pleased she was from the compliment, And you look good.” Lucia smirked looking at John in dress pants and a button down shirt that he left a little unbuttoned on the top.

“Thank you my love.” John smiled softly playing with her sapphire necklace before he pressed a kiss to her cheek and offered his arm to her making her hold onto his bicep as they headed out of their hotel and walked to their dinner reservations.

“Marino.” John told the hostess as they stepped into the restaurant and they were lead to a private room that John has reserved for their last night together.

Lucia smiled pleased as John pulled out her chair for her before sitting down across from her.

Lucia and John laughed a lot as they enjoyed their dinner and lots of wine together.

Lucia shook her head fondly not surprised when the waiter set down a bowl of dessert in them even though they did not order it and she knew John must of quietly asked them.

“You and your surprises.” Lucia shook her head looking at her partner who is always surprising her and spoiling her.

John just shrugged nonchalantly he loves surprising his girl, “There’s one more tonight.” He pulled out a box from his pocket setting it on the table sliding it to her.

“What is this?” Lucia raised an eyebrow picking the small box up.

“Open it my love.” John softy encouraged her.

Lucia fondly rolled her eyes but opened the box and her breath got caught seeing a beautiful sapphire bracelet that matched her necklace perfectly.

“You didn’t.” Lucia mumbled in shock looking at the bracelet in awe.

“I did.” John smugly grinned, he knew one day he will have given Lucia ever possible jewelry piece and all of them will be sapphire.

“Silly boy.” Lucia fondly mumbled looking up from the bracelet at him with a happy smile and she held her wrist towards him.

John smiled pleased as he took the bracelet out of the box and wrapped it delicately around her wrist and pressed a kiss on her wrist.

“Thank you.” Lucia smiled squeezing his hands.

“Always.” John promised.

June 9, 2024

Lucia and John spent three days in London and spent every day exploring all of London.

The first day they went to see all of the older and famous location that London are known for like, Buckingham Palace, Big Ben, Cathedrals, Hyde Park, London Bridge, Tower Bridge, Tower of London and so many more.

John and Lucia both being Harry Potter fans meant they spent a day during all Harry Potter themed attractions like, a harry potter walking tour, Warner Bros Studio Tour, Harry Potter locations your.

They spent their third day with a bit of mixed attractions, like the tea train, Jack the Ripper tour, London Tour bus.

June 13, 2024

Lucia stretched waking up in the warm bed and frowned slightly seeing John next to her, she looked over at the glass doors and saw John sitting outside.

It was their fourth and final day in Barcelona and Lucia was glad for the way John planned for their trip, he knew she would want to explore and walk around more in places like Paris and London rather than Barcelona, so their stay in Barcelona hass been a lot more relaxing than Paris and London.

John had got them a place right on the beaches of Barcelona making them spend a lot of the time in the water and going to many different types of beaches around Barcelona.

They of course still explored other parts of Barcelona that wasn’t the beach but they did spend a lot of their time the past days at the breach, they did find many little markets in Spain and they both loved trying all of the amazing fruits.

Lucia stood up letting the sheet fall off her as she got out of bed, she grabbed John’s button that was on the ground from last night putting it on before walking out the glass door feeling the warm sand against her feet as she walked the few steps to her John.

Lucia immediately sat on his lap and curled on his lap like a cat.

John smiled setting his book down next to his coffee and wrapped his arms around her.

“Morning.” Lucia mumbled against his neck pressing a gentle kiss there.

“Morning my angel.” John softly spoke back rubbing her back gently and pressing a few soft kisses to her hairline.

John knew their trip was easily becoming some of the best memories he will ever have but also his favorite trip he’s been on and he’s enjoyed every second being with his girl.

Lucia and John enjoyed a few minutes of comfortable silence with the eaves crashing being the only sounds, before John had a mischievous idea.

He stood up holding Lucia making her hold onto him tighter as he started walking them to the ocean.

Lucia just laughed holding onto John not suprised he’s taking her towards the water.

John smirked mischievously at her as he stepped into the water before jumping forward and dunking them both under the water.

Lucia laughed as she came back up from the water whipping her hair from her face, she grabbed back onto John wrapped her leges around his waist making him hold her.

John smiled pulling her into a kiss.

June 17, 2024

Lucia looked up from the book she was reading, which is a book that is John’s, seeing John walking out with a pizza.

This is their last day in Milan but also their last day of their in their trip as they were leaving to go home tomorrow, John going back to Boston and Lucia back to Michigan.

They spent five days in Milan and ate so much pasta and pizza as you should in Italy and they rented a moped for a few days and John quickly learned Lucia was a much better driver than him. John of course took her out to many fancy dinners.

They were spending their last full day on a rented boat on Lake Como.

Lucia and John spent the morning driving around the water looking at everything before they picked a spot to park at and swam around together in Lake Como.

John had to convince Lucia to finally get out of the water so they could hydrate and eat and then they could go back in the water.

John set the warm margarita pizza on the table in front of his partner, he had the fridge packed to make a few things for them during their day on the lake.

Lucia gently closed her book setting it down as John set next to her and cut a slice of pizza for her.

Lucia moaned satisfied as she took a bite of pizza that John made them, it was incredible especially with him being the one who made it.

John swallowed slighty at the sounds from Lucia but tried to ignore his thoughts, “Good?” John asked as his thumb gently rubbed off the tomato sauce on her lips.

Lucia watched as John gently wiped her face for her, something she has never let anyone else do to her and realized just how much John does for her that she loves but hates anyone else doing for her and it kinda made her realize how much she let her self be open with John, something she was scared to do.

She set her pizza down and leaned closer to John crapped his favs in her hands and pressing a firm and long kiss to her lips.

“What was that for? Not that i’m complaining?” John asked her once she pulled back from the longer kiss than normal.

Lucia was still holding his face in her hands as her eyes nervously flickered around his face, she took a deep breath, “I love you John Marino.” Lucia softly admitted the words she never thought she would tell someone but then again she never thought she would find love the way she has with John.

John’s eyes widen his smile widen hearing the words he’s been waiting to tell her, “I love you too Lucia Hughes.” John softly told her leaning closer to her and pressing a gentle kiss on her nose.

instagram posts of the trip

[gordisaquaberrymodel]

Some of my random headcanons and opinions about Bully characters:

Gord is one of those, who sings in the shower, which is why he spends a lot of time in the bathroom (Don’t ask, I just know it).

In his heart, Bif dreams about a love marriage. Sometimes it is difficult for him to realize that when the time comes he will have to marry his cousin, maintaining tradition.

Ethan loves watching “Kung Fu Panda”.

Tom’s favorite horror movies are “Friday the 13th” and “Nightmare on Elm Street”.

Zoe is a fan of rock’n’roll and her favorite artist are Joan Jett, Metallica, AC/DC and Queen.

Johnny is definitely likes the song “Lola” by the Kinks, and when he’s alone he often listens this song while smoking and looking at some beautiful landscape (this is literally a picture that appeared in my head).

It seems to me that Lola feels a certain guilt and shame for her flighty behavior and deep down she sincerely wants to stop being like that and be faithful to Johnny, whom she really loves, but cannot help herself. She likes male attention, but the only one her heart really needs is Johnny (I hope that somewhere in a parallel universe they are happy and lovely couple 😔).

Angie and Christy are childhood friends. They have friendship bracelets that they made themselves.

Zoe seems like a girl who doesn’t envy anyone, especially girls. She’s just not a give a damn by a nature and isn’t particularly principled about who to be friends with (the main thing is whether she thinks the person is cool or not).

Despite the fact that Gord is studying to become a lawyer, he wants to become a model for Aquaberry clothing.

(I still have a lot of headcanons, but I’m not ready to share them, lol)

[shy4turcs]

The boys insta post for Ethan’s birthday!!

[eurydices-carnation]

Hey non existent penny dreadful fandom take some memes