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#'sorry for barging' anon#sorry gonna answer this in the tags since it's such a loaded topic#but yeah exactly- i think a lot of it comes down to people wanting them to perform their (very real) grief for an audience#and getting mad when they don't. which is wildly unfair and unrealistic and just... extremely entitled#and very much coming from a lack of understanding of grief and that it's not a perpetual state of uncontrollable crying#a massive part of grief is continuing living with all its up and down moments with a new heavy weight in the background#living in a perpetual state of sobs is not something any human can sustain. it involves adapting and continuing to live.#and that involves doing regular everyday things AND experiencing happy moments still. that does not mean you aren't still suffering.#to question whether they're 'truly' grieving is.... kinda evil and completely ridiculous lmao#and shows a massive lack of basic empathy and understanding of how human emotions work#we see less than 1 percent of their lives. to actually feel like you have the ability to judge someone's grieving process in general#is wild and weird but especially when you literally have seen nearly none of their lives in the past few months#i'm sure all of us have laughed and seen a friend and had other happy moments since october#that doesn't mean we do not miss liam and that we aren't devastatingly sad at other points.#and to somehow think that zouis reconnecting and being happy about it after such a tragic event would be somehow anti-liam is insane#i've even seen people judge zayn for not cancelling his entire tour which is so.....#if they for a second think that liam would have been petty enough to enjoy the idea of all of his friends stopping in their tracks forever#they clearly didn't really know him since he was clearly always SO supportive of everyone in 1d#and probably would have been very happy to see zayn and louis mend their relationship#it feels like a very weird way to make a fucking death and real life grief from his friends into a stan war which is......... beyond gross
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The passage of time was sooo normal and kind to me this year guys qwq
#happy 2025#art summary#artists on tumblr#two of these are commisions and two are from artfight#I could not manage drawing alongside work and everything else that went awry this year qwq#yeah I made the scylla part three months ago and only manage to post anything about it now I#am so bad at this#I usually don't do new years resolutions but for this one I genuinely want to get better at promoting myself#especially since I'm out of work again#laid off like a true animator/gamer....#oh and that october mizi one is just an unfinished sketch I guess january akane having a bad time is also unfinished#never could manage to get it anywhere despite wanting to on account of the hair coming out reeeeally nice#I'm extremely proud of all my bigger pieces this year though#june and july ones hehe juri june and july#I never answered anyone on artfight and I feel so bad about it :'( participating on that was like#one of the last things I remember doing before time started passing normally again this year or well feeling better at least#and well as bad as it ended my time working was really great only routine that stuck around the whole year#and going out with my then coworkers felt really fancy and fun#I was able to save up a lot and want to use that to focus on personal projects this next year#......which is partly the reason I Need to study and practice getting better at promoing
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browsing 2026 vacations that i won't be able to afford to let God know i trust Him to get me this job <3
#lilac rambles#i want to take my mommy to santorini and my dad to italy okay#the siblings can pay for themselves idgad#theyve always wanted to do a mediterranean cruise sort of thing and if we go in like '27 or '28 it can be a 30th anniversary thing for them#and an early 30th birthday thing for me#(they got married in october '97 and i was born in late september '98 dont you people even TRY to call me a bastard#anyway#it would just be very nice to do something like this#especially bc by 2028 my sister will be done with nursing school and my brother will have been done with electrician training for years#and hopefully my other sister will be done with whatever training for the trade she goes into so everyone but the baby would be#gainfully employed and she can just sleep on a couch or something lol#so we'd theoretically be able to split the cost of our parents' + e's tickets in a way that wouldn't be too expensive#we haven't all gone on vacation since my grandparents took us before my grandpa died and that vacay was in 2013#so it would be fifteen years since the last one!#anyway. we'll come back to this in '28 and see what happens then lol
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The Many Illustrators of A Tale of Two Cities 15: Charles Keeping
Keeping This One Brief

Our second in the spooky subseries is a set by Charles Keeping, a famed English illustrator, children's book author, and lithographer who, among his many other accomplishments, illustrated the entirety of Dickens's work for the Folio Society.
This set is unique among all those we've seen so far, both for its recentness (call its publication date a Bowling for Soup song the way it's "1985"🤪) and for its source:
Rather than being from a large public resource like the Internet Archive or from my own personal scans, these are all coming from the personal blog of Derrick J. Knight, a fellow netizen who just so happens to have scanned the illustrations of the book he was reading and uploaded them to the Internet for all to see.

Out of gratitude and respect for giving these precious rarities of illustrations to the public, I'm going to keep this post simple and straightforward, with no post-notes.
Here they are (fair warning, a couple of these are pretty gory):























That's it! Thank you, Charles Keeping and Derrick J. Knight!
& the standard endnote for all posts in this series:
This post is intended to act as the start of a forum on the given illustrator, so if anyone has anything to add - requests to see certain drawings in higher definition (since Tumblr compresses images), corrections to factual errors, sources for better-quality versions of the illustrations, further reading, fun facts, any questions, or just general commentary - simply do so on this post, be it in a comment/tags or the replies!💫
#A Tale of Two Cities#AToTC#dickens#charles dickens#bookblr#litblr#literature#classic literature#victorian literature#vintage illustration#illustration#illustrators#Charles Keeping#1980s#atotc spoilers#god do I love spooky subseries month. I've really saved some good ones for it#I don't actually usually research the illustrator until I'm making the post and I have to say both so far have been so fascinating#such different backgrounds in terms of what they were famous for outside of these specific illustrations!#I'm definitely going to be looking into Keeping's work. I really like his sensibilities#especially in the stuff that he had the time to be more elaborate with#imagine what he could have done with the novel if he weren't doing. literally every other work by dickens too#also just one more time let's thank derrick j knight. don't know when or how we would have ever seen these without him!#(also a note that the cover comes from a different place again)#by the way.....😎................this is a queued post!!!!!!!! it's HAPPENING people i'm doing the queue RIGHT NOW (october 5)#gonna queue up all the rest for this series through the end of the year☺️wow...
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How the FUCK are mosquitoes not dead yet *grrrrrrrrrr*
#same goes for wasps#IT'S THE MIDDLE OF OCTOBER#guys I'm all here for peace and love until it comes to mosquitoes because they don't let me sleep#and as for wasps I know they have a purpose and even make honey so I'm fine with them in general#but I hate it when they start following me because it's really unnerving especially when they're trying to touch my face#and they should be in hibernation or something by now but NO they're still here#sjsbdbsjfvhssjbssjjwdbjsjwbs#misha talks
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NYT OPINION: Israel Is Falling Into an Abyss | David Grossman
[Art by Dror Cohen; excerpts chosen & emphasis added by me]
The renowned kabbalah scholar Gershom Scholem coined a saying: “All the blood flows to the wound.” Nearly five months after the massacre, that is how Israel feels. The fear, the shock, the fury, the grief and humiliation and vengefulness, the mental energies of an entire nation — all of those have not stopped flowing to that wound, to the abyss into which we are still falling.
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But Israelis of my generation, who have been through many wars, are already asking, as we always do after a war: Why does this unity only emerge in times of crisis? Why is it that only threats and dangers make us cohesive and bring out the best in us, and also extricate us from our strange attraction to self-destruction — to destroying our own home?
These questions provoke a painful insight: The profound despair felt by most Israelis after the massacre might be the result of the Jewish condition into which we have once again been thrown. It is the condition of a persecuted, unprotected nation. A nation that, despite its enormous accomplishments in so many realms, is still, deep down inside, a nation of refugees, permeated with the prospect of being uprooted even after almost 76 years of sovereignty. Today it is clearer than ever that we will always have to stand guard over this penetrable, fragile home. What has also been clarified is how deeply rooted the hatred of this nation is.
Another thought follows, about these two tortured peoples: The trauma of becoming refugees is fundamental and primal for both Israelis and Palestinians, and yet neither side is capable of viewing the other’s tragedy with a shred of understanding — not to mention compassion.
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Who will we be — Israelis and Palestinians — when this long, cruel war comes to an end? Not only will the memory of the atrocities inflicted on each other stand between us for many years, but also, as is clear to us all, as soon as Hamas gets the chance, it will swiftly implement the goal clearly stated in its original charter: namely, the religious duty to destroy Israel.
How, then, can we sign a peace treaty with such an enemy?
And yet what choice do we have?
The Palestinians will hold their own reckoning. I as an Israeli ask what sort of people we will be when the war ends. Where will we direct our guilt — if we are courageous enough to feel it — for what we have inflicted upon innocent Palestinians? For the thousands of children we have killed. For the families we have destroyed.
And how will we learn, so that we are never again surprised, to live a full life on the knife’s edge? But how many want to live their lives and raise their children on this knife’s edge? And what price will we pay for living in constant watchfulness and suspicion, in perpetual fear? Who among us will decide that he does not want to — or cannot — live the life of an eternal soldier, a Spartan?
Who will stay here in Israel, and will those who remain be the most extreme, the most fanatically religious, nationalistic, racist? Are we doomed to watch, paralyzed, as the bold, creative, unique Israeliness is gradually absorbed into the tragic wound of Judaism?
These questions will likely accompany Israel for years. There is, however, the possibility that a radically different reality will rise up to contend with them. Perhaps the recognition that this war cannot be won and, furthermore, that we cannot sustain the occupation indefinitely, will force both sides to accept a two-state solution, which, despite its drawbacks and risks (first and foremost, that Hamas will take over Palestine in a democratic election), is still the only feasible one?
This is also the time for those states that can exert influence over the two sides to use that influence. This is not the time for petty politics and cynical diplomacy. This is a rare moment when a shock wave like the one we experienced on Oct. 7 has the power to reshape reality. Do the countries with a stake in the conflict not see that Israelis and Palestinians are no longer capable of saving themselves?
The coming months will determine the fate of two peoples. We will find out if the conflict that extends back more than a century is ripe for a reasonable, moral, human resolution.
How tragic that this will occur — if indeed it does — not from hope and enthusiasm but from exhaustion and despair. Then again, that is the state of mind that often leads enemies to reconcile, and today it is all we can hope for. And so we shall make do with it. It seems we had to go through hell itself in order to get to the place from which one can see, on an exceptionally bright day, the distant edge of heaven.
#jumblr#ישראבלר#the full piece has also got excellent bits on the israeli pov#especially pre-october 7th and during october 7th#israeli authors and artists have been consistently coming up with the best and clearest opinion pieces on this nightmarish mess
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yall. i am so behind on your requests (DW I HAVE THEM) and asks I AM SO SORRY i just got back into rehearsals after. Almost a year of not doing shows so woooooooof
#💜.talks#dw I'll get to posting soon#especially since i technically only have four classes#my fifth one is coming in october its for jazz appreciation what fun#and i gotta apply for scholarships so yay
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“who’s afraid of little old me” is giving “if ava makes you feel bad thats a you problem”
#basically last october i was at work on door one and a latecomer comes out#so i launch into my pre prepared speech just saying hey theres a lockout point you can watch the screen and we will let u in when we can#my coworker was standing next to me and at this point she was new so that’s why i handled it#anyways lo and behold i have to cover main entrance so i go up there and cover#and apparently the latecomer started guilt tripping my coworker into letting her in early#but she started by saying ‘the OTHER woman makes you feel bad about it’#lmao#i use the exact same spiel on every latecomer and yea im probably thinking ‘whhhyyyy’ especially bc that lc point was long#there was 20 minutes in between the points and obviously if you leave at the start… u miss a lot#anyways i am very polite about it bc my main goal is to win them over HAH#but my coworker who is now my bestie was like ‘if ava makes you feel bad thats a you problem’
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Absolutely going mental at the Mighty Nein live show news. What if my parents could come up for a day to look after the kids? What if we have my mother in law over for the October school break but extend it a few days to have her look after them for the show? Are there possibilities????????
#i have to try! 😭#easiest thing would be my parents coming up to see the kids but like they haven't visited in over a year because they got a dog#my mother in law would be more willing to come from the US to do that tbh#especially since we would have had her over in October anyway#but the logistics are more challenging#can i do it?????#i put the presale time in my phone calendar just in case
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Your Weekly TV Guide
On Monday you can expect:
2:30 PM: Muscle studies
And Tuesday:
2:30 PM: Tamagotchis
Wednesday:
2:30 PM: Wander Over Yonder
Thursday:
2:30 PM: WOY
Friday:
2:30 PM: Insect pictures <3
Saturday:
2:30 PM: Star Control II
Sunday:
2:30 PM: SCII
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#Weekly TV Guide#Playing catch up this week actually!#I didn't realize how many old doodles I just hadn't scanned in until now :0#And hey my editing method worked this week as well >:3c Everything's done! I might be turning around on this#Not to jinx it lol#Especially because I'm coming up on like - Extreme Rush Mode#Guess who's still not done with the Vargas sketchdump lol#I will Not let it go into October/November but hhhh that's gonna be a Challenge#But hey that's how my brain functions#Unfortunately lol#But in the meanwhile these were a good clip of fun :)#Felt good to draw ♪
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FIVE NIGHTS AT FREDDY'S (2023) — dir. Emma Tammi
#aaaaa!!#i don't talk about fnaf much here (because it's a very recent hyperfixation)#but this is bringing it dangerously close to major hyperfixation status#so maybe be prepared for a little more fnaf content here#especially when the movie comes out. i sincerely apologize for the person i will be on october 27
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#it’s really wild realizing how bad things have been for me mentally since…. October of 2023?#I was burning out so horrifically badly#and refused to see it for so long#and it’s taken a bit but.#I’m like…. enjoying things again?#I’m reading fanfiction again!!! and it doesn’t feel exhausting and make me want to cry!!!#I’m excited about the video games I’m playing#I have a project I’m working on that I’m really pumped to do!!#and god the contrast between this project and my Halloween costume for 2024…. Jesus Christ#I’m still recovering my social energy.#that’s gonna take a while to come back.#but it *is* coming back#but it just….. I’m actually excited about stuff now#the last time I was excited about something was summer 2023 when my secret garden musical obsession came back for a bit#and since then it’s been…. trying really hard to be excited and just feeling like tv static#not even tv static. just gray. too tired and sad for static.#the bad part is that I know I’ll end up back in that gray place again.#it’s a pattern. it’s happened many times before. I am better at recognizing what triggers it but don’t know how to handle those triggers.#but at least right now…. I’m doing okay again?#god just. having the enthusiasm to read fanfic. it’s been So Long since I could enjoy reading Anything#to be excited again is just. so nice.#(I am begging my social battery to come back though. I keep being to tired to game with some of my beloved friends and I feel so guilty)#(especially since right when things started getting better my social battery was SO HIGH and now it’s dropped off again?)#(….to be fair a lot of that is physical. healing is Exhausting I would like to never have another serious medical thing happen ever again)
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Drawing a line between shadow the hedgehog and Edward Elric bc they’re both these prodigious beings with vast power at their fingertips but they’re irreversibly changed and forever haunted by these optimistic girls that they couldn’t save with all the power in the world. then they had to be consistently encouraged and reminded by the hopeful friends they made along the way in order to not give in to pessimism and darkness. oh my god
#yes I know I sound especially insane today that comes with waking up at 5am#but STILL#this is just the result of where my brains been since October#we threw shadow gens into my fmab rewatch and this is what you get
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Hello
my name is Aya, I am 26 years old, currently living in the northern part of Gaza City, and I am a mother of two children. My oldest is my daughter, Sana'a, who is 5 years old, and my youngest is my son, Wasfi, who is 3.

Since the morning of October 7th, 2023, our lives have been turned upside down. We have lived through the hardest days of our lives, facing displacement and homelessness. We have been forced to leave our home more than ten times since the war began. We would leave without knowing where to go.

We sought refuge in schools and relatives' homes, hoping we could return home and that this nightmare would end. But our house was bombed, and our dreams were destroyed. We became homeless and displaced.

Every day, we wake up to the sound of bombs and rockets. I lived in constant fear and terror with my children, especially when my family's house was bombed while we were taking shelter there.

We are experiencing a real famine in Gaza. I’ve gone to bed with my children many nights without dinner because there is no food available. We have had to eat animal and bird feed due to the high cost of flour just to fill the hunger of my young children. Even after eating it, we all suffered from diarrhea and severe stomach pain. My children developed rashes on their bodies due to the spread of viruses and the accumulation of garbage. There is also a severe shortage of water, and even when we find it, it's not safe to drink.

My children cry, asking for vegetables, fruits, and eggs, but we can’t afford them because we have no income. The gas shortage has forced us to use fire for everything—cooking and baking—using plastic and pipes because firewood is so hard to find.

My children also developed jaundice, and I struggled a lot to get them better because there was no access to vegetables, fruits, or medicine. I even feared that my son might have developed polio because he already had leg problems before the war, and they worsened due to malnutrition.



Winter is coming, and we have nothing for it. I need clothes and shoes for my children to keep them warm, but I can’t buy them because they are so expensive.
For this reason, I beg of you and hope that you can support me, even with the smallest contribution, so I can provide my children with the most basic necessities of life.
I was displaced with my children to my family's house, tears in my eyes. On the way, Salah Al-Din Street was bombed, and the Israeli occupation committed horrific massacres. By the grace of God, we survived for the first time. We lived in terror and fear. A few days later, my family's house was bombed, and we were pulled out from under the rubble, miraculously surviving for the second time.
When my husband heard the news that we had died, he came to bid us farewell, only to find us alive by God's grace. We returned with him, but as the situation worsened and the fire belts in our area increased, we started to flee again and again, not knowing where to go next.
I beg of you to share my story and help me continue to live.
✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #230 )✅️
Vetted by butterfly nu #1133
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You are not qualified to run campaigns involving millions of dollars. I have seen screenshots that even within your own community you call each other zionists and racists whenever you cannot agree what to do with the money. How irresponsible and childish is that?
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This is a well-known Palestinian user and vetter explaining that they are completely confident that the pornbotlike ask sent by an account with a verified fundraiser was a result of "embarrassing behavior/a mistake in online interactions."
This would be more plausible if it was a one time occurrence, but this blog sent the exact same ask to (at minimum) three separate accounts:
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These asks are all identical, to the letter - that's how I found them. This is, needless to say, very strange for any person to do on tumblr, least of all someone who is raising money to try and protect their family from a genocide. glitzyboo, for example, does not post images of themselves or reblog anything remotely close to NSFW, so it's very very odd behavior for someone to tell them they are "pretty enough" for anything. It is even more suspicious when you consider the very long history of porn bots sending sugar daddy scam asks on this site.
I don't know what is going wrong here - who is mistaken about what, what part of the process is breaking down, but the story told in the above post, that this was an embarrassing social faux pas that happened one time and was sent by a real person who was horny, does not hold up to scrutiny.
#i will note that the un may not be a great place to donate either given the data that shows that the unrwa has provided intentionally#incomplete education to palestinian children for quite some time and that it has proven to have a radicalizing effect on the population.#currently the unrwa is dealing with a lawsuit by ex-hostages and hostages' families who are suing them for the part they played in the lead#up to october 7. not to mention information coming out that shows that the unrwa has allowes hamas to take millions of dollars from their#budget and use it for their own purposes. as an educator myself that first point is the most egregious to me. growing up here i've seen#first hand the horrible effects of intentionally incomplete and misleading education especially in places that arent louisville or lexington#anyway yeah sorry about my ramble. it was inevitable imo that someone would use this system to sexually harass people but it's still very#sad to see :(#palestinian liberation#badjokesbyjeff
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In less than two months it will be October 7th again.
In less than two months, it will be a year of genocide.
In light of this, I just have only one request for you; please do not give into whatever you are describing as “compassion fatigue” right now.
Realize that this is exactly what the colonizers conducting this genocide want you to feel. Realize that apathy during a genocide is what leads to the normalization of atrocities. Realize that this is a tried and tested method found throughout history; that now when the genocide is been widely documented by Gazans themselves- the only way the colonizers can get away with it is by running you down and making you feel hopeless!
They want you to stop caring about their victims and this is why you need to fight harder now more than ever!!
I request you to fight harder for every Gazan! And therefore request you to fight for my friend Siraj Abudayeh too, whose family recently faced another assault. His parents and siblings had to flee to him for protection, because their areas ( Hamad, southern Khan Younis) were marked for assault from occupation forces. With the number of people depending on him increased now, Siraj has a much heavier responsibility on his shoulders to raise enough funds to support all of them and their needs, when prices of food water and other essentials are already skyrocketing.
With the coming of the rainy season, there comes the danger of epidemics spreading from open sewers as well! Siraj’s son Amir has already fallen ill, and his other two sons are showing symptoms too- they are in dire need of medical treatment! I cannot overstate how badly Siraj and his family need these funds!! How badly he needs your continuous support.
There has been a significant drop in engagement with fundraising posts and I very clearly remember, someone tagging one of my posts with compassion fatigue. It shocked me to my core to think that the cries of Free Palestine could fade so suddenly; that after only a year some of you have begun to feel fatigued, from having to care about this.
Do not give in please; do not let the colonizers make you complicit in this horror! They know that if they can overwhelm you enough, then one day the videos and posts would stop hitting as hard and sooner or later everyone will stop talking about Palestine. This cannot happen again! Not when your attention can literally save a life! This is the power you hold- especially if you are living in the Imperial core. The colonizers are afraid of it. You have to know this and believe this!
So please do not turn away and help Siraj get to 50k as soon as possible!
He is currently only at $45,044 / $82,000 CAD
[ GFM LINK ]
[ Vetting at 219 on Hussein's spreadsheet]
And if you are having trouble donating to Siraj's fundraiser through Paypal, please get in touch with @malcriada .
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