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Utterly Defeated (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#<Sticking to my tag so they're all together ♥#Dexter Favin#Max Vyer#But really that's ZEX in there! What's left of him anyway ;;#ZEX#Hhhhhhh it was so goooood and saaaaad <3 <3#Helix is a tragedy - on repeat in my mind ad infinitum#I made most of these upon initially reading - and then I had to sit on them through all of October!! Can you imagine the impatience??#I've been absolutely chomping at the bit for these hhhhh feelings!!! So many!!! Max's eyes and ZEX being behind his single remaining ;;#Dex wanting him to be safe and knowing he used to and now he can't offer it anymore I jifdsahfdjsaf#Have I mentioned I love them lately I love them <3 <3 All of them! Dex and Max and ZEX! And DAX I'm sure ZEX misses him so badly#In a way it was good that I had a bit more time to set it down and come back - I reread it very recently hehe <3#I still get teary at some scenes ah </3 It's so beautifully sad#But it also gave me some time to finish ZEX starting to shape the word ''Max'' and then back off it ahhhh it hurts!!#The rest were at least all lined at the time - came back in to tone some recently but they were all ''finished'' October 1st ah#Especially of Dex waking ZEX to call him by his title hhh they both just want peace so badly but it looks so different to both of them#Lingering on his scar and then carding through his hair <3 Comfort and softness and it's all not enough#His scar is quite fun to draw as well ah - scars tend to be like that haha ♪ The stitches and discolouration give it a unique look!#And the way his hair pulls back from it ah#I had a lot of fun with his hair hiding his bandaged eye as well - just barely peeking out always just enough of a reminder#And all his lying-down poses - his hair is fun to pose like that as well#One of the original Landel doodles of ZEX talking about what Hell would look like for a VUX really struck me as well#Dex can't help him in so many ways ehn </3 He wants to! But he wants Max and he just can't have him anymore#Hhhh it was such a good read <3 <3 <3 Thank you again to Zarla it really made and still makes me happy to read it ahhh ♥♪#Now that I've (finally!) gotten my thoughts out I can read the other!! Yay!!
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The Many Illustrators of A Tale of Two Cities 15: Charles Keeping
Keeping This One Brief
Our second in the spooky subseries is a set by Charles Keeping, a famed English illustrator, children's book author, and lithographer who, among his many other accomplishments, illustrated the entirety of Dickens's work for the Folio Society.
This set is unique among all those we've seen so far, both for its recentness (call its publication date a Bowling for Soup song the way it's "1985"🤪) and for its source:
Rather than being from a large public resource like the Internet Archive or from my own personal scans, these are all coming from the personal blog of Derrick J. Knight, a fellow netizen who just so happens to have scanned the illustrations of the book he was reading and uploaded them to the Internet for all to see.
Out of gratitude and respect for giving these precious rarities of illustrations to the public, I'm going to keep this post simple and straightforward, with no post-notes.
Here they are (fair warning, a couple of these are pretty gory):
That's it! Thank you, Charles Keeping and Derrick J. Knight!
& the standard endnote for all posts in this series:
This post is intended to act as the start of a forum on the given illustrator, so if anyone has anything to add - requests to see certain drawings in higher definition (since Tumblr compresses images), corrections to factual errors, sources for better-quality versions of the illustrations, further reading, fun facts, any questions, or just general commentary - simply do so on this post, be it in a comment/tags or the replies!💫
#A Tale of Two Cities#AToTC#dickens#charles dickens#bookblr#litblr#literature#classic literature#victorian literature#vintage illustration#illustration#illustrators#Charles Keeping#1980s#atotc spoilers#god do I love spooky subseries month. I've really saved some good ones for it#I don't actually usually research the illustrator until I'm making the post and I have to say both so far have been so fascinating#such different backgrounds in terms of what they were famous for outside of these specific illustrations!#I'm definitely going to be looking into Keeping's work. I really like his sensibilities#especially in the stuff that he had the time to be more elaborate with#imagine what he could have done with the novel if he weren't doing. literally every other work by dickens too#also just one more time let's thank derrick j knight. don't know when or how we would have ever seen these without him!#(also a note that the cover comes from a different place again)#by the way.....😎................this is a queued post!!!!!!!! it's HAPPENING people i'm doing the queue RIGHT NOW (october 5)#gonna queue up all the rest for this series through the end of the year☺️wow...
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How the FUCK are mosquitoes not dead yet *grrrrrrrrrr*
#same goes for wasps#IT'S THE MIDDLE OF OCTOBER#guys I'm all here for peace and love until it comes to mosquitoes because they don't let me sleep#and as for wasps I know they have a purpose and even make honey so I'm fine with them in general#but I hate it when they start following me because it's really unnerving especially when they're trying to touch my face#and they should be in hibernation or something by now but NO they're still here#sjsbdbsjfvhssjbssjjwdbjsjwbs#misha talks
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Good morning, and happy October ~! I went ahead and updated my blog theme before bed, last night ... Wild Hunt!Heathcliff, time.
Also I discovered I have even more power than I originally thought, because not only can I gif E.G.O, I can also gif 3* IDs.
Look at him ... he's in my pinned post, but I need more people to see his animation for this ID, and I can finally share it.
#I'm set to have a fairly busy October when it comes to work but also ... Canto VII next week#I'm anxious ... the last two Cantos wrecked me (especially Canto VI) so I'm sure the same thing will happen here ...#r: remind my heart to beat 💢#f: o dullahan ...! 🐎#scattered pages
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NYT OPINION: Israel Is Falling Into an Abyss | David Grossman
[Art by Dror Cohen; excerpts chosen & emphasis added by me]
The renowned kabbalah scholar Gershom Scholem coined a saying: “All the blood flows to the wound.” Nearly five months after the massacre, that is how Israel feels. The fear, the shock, the fury, the grief and humiliation and vengefulness, the mental energies of an entire nation — all of those have not stopped flowing to that wound, to the abyss into which we are still falling.
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But Israelis of my generation, who have been through many wars, are already asking, as we always do after a war: Why does this unity only emerge in times of crisis? Why is it that only threats and dangers make us cohesive and bring out the best in us, and also extricate us from our strange attraction to self-destruction — to destroying our own home?
These questions provoke a painful insight: The profound despair felt by most Israelis after the massacre might be the result of the Jewish condition into which we have once again been thrown. It is the condition of a persecuted, unprotected nation. A nation that, despite its enormous accomplishments in so many realms, is still, deep down inside, a nation of refugees, permeated with the prospect of being uprooted even after almost 76 years of sovereignty. Today it is clearer than ever that we will always have to stand guard over this penetrable, fragile home. What has also been clarified is how deeply rooted the hatred of this nation is.
Another thought follows, about these two tortured peoples: The trauma of becoming refugees is fundamental and primal for both Israelis and Palestinians, and yet neither side is capable of viewing the other’s tragedy with a shred of understanding — not to mention compassion.
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Who will we be — Israelis and Palestinians — when this long, cruel war comes to an end? Not only will the memory of the atrocities inflicted on each other stand between us for many years, but also, as is clear to us all, as soon as Hamas gets the chance, it will swiftly implement the goal clearly stated in its original charter: namely, the religious duty to destroy Israel.
How, then, can we sign a peace treaty with such an enemy?
And yet what choice do we have?
The Palestinians will hold their own reckoning. I as an Israeli ask what sort of people we will be when the war ends. Where will we direct our guilt — if we are courageous enough to feel it — for what we have inflicted upon innocent Palestinians? For the thousands of children we have killed. For the families we have destroyed.
And how will we learn, so that we are never again surprised, to live a full life on the knife’s edge? But how many want to live their lives and raise their children on this knife’s edge? And what price will we pay for living in constant watchfulness and suspicion, in perpetual fear? Who among us will decide that he does not want to — or cannot — live the life of an eternal soldier, a Spartan?
Who will stay here in Israel, and will those who remain be the most extreme, the most fanatically religious, nationalistic, racist? Are we doomed to watch, paralyzed, as the bold, creative, unique Israeliness is gradually absorbed into the tragic wound of Judaism?
These questions will likely accompany Israel for years. There is, however, the possibility that a radically different reality will rise up to contend with them. Perhaps the recognition that this war cannot be won and, furthermore, that we cannot sustain the occupation indefinitely, will force both sides to accept a two-state solution, which, despite its drawbacks and risks (first and foremost, that Hamas will take over Palestine in a democratic election), is still the only feasible one?
This is also the time for those states that can exert influence over the two sides to use that influence. This is not the time for petty politics and cynical diplomacy. This is a rare moment when a shock wave like the one we experienced on Oct. 7 has the power to reshape reality. Do the countries with a stake in the conflict not see that Israelis and Palestinians are no longer capable of saving themselves?
The coming months will determine the fate of two peoples. We will find out if the conflict that extends back more than a century is ripe for a reasonable, moral, human resolution.
How tragic that this will occur — if indeed it does — not from hope and enthusiasm but from exhaustion and despair. Then again, that is the state of mind that often leads enemies to reconcile, and today it is all we can hope for. And so we shall make do with it. It seems we had to go through hell itself in order to get to the place from which one can see, on an exceptionally bright day, the distant edge of heaven.
#jumblr#ישראבלר#the full piece has also got excellent bits on the israeli pov#especially pre-october 7th and during october 7th#israeli authors and artists have been consistently coming up with the best and clearest opinion pieces on this nightmarish mess
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every day I wake up and have to endure the agonies
#they're especially bad today I had to write a 2h mock this morning and that basically took the ability to function out of my right shoulder#for like. the rest of the day. can't even sit properly. god can october come and be over already#melone.txt#joint tag
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hi ♡ i guess i'm back? 🥹
here's a little life update! i think you guys deserve it after my absence that lasted longer than even i expected it to last ;( i am very sorry about that. i miss everyone here and bangtan so much, you have no idea. the reason for all that is that for the past months i have been going through a lot of things and changes in my life. there were good and bad things happening, time flies extra fast, days melt into one and i didn't even notice the past half a year pass. although i think my absence was unavoidable in these circumstances i just thought that you guys deserve to know what's been up with me for the past months haha i have received a lot messages and reminders that people remember about me and that they miss me and i just want to send all of you my biggest apologies for leaving you for so long with no response, as well as all my love and gratitude! 🥺 i think i've been always fairly transparent on here so if anyone wanted to know more I'll leave some more details in the tags but basically I just hope that soon i will be able to become more active again and respond to messages ❤️❤️❤️ i hope everyone is doing great 🥰
#honestly... it was yoongi's comeback that made it happen. that made me have motivation to come back. i didnt expect it but here we are LOL#because for the past months i have been struggling a lot and i almost lost all the connections with my friends family and bangtan#i lost all my feelings and thoughts#i didnt miss anyone i didnt want to do anything i didnt want to be anywhere. i was completely submerged into my own head#i still am. it didnt exactly get better but.. its just yoongis impact jasbhdjdjd he made me remeber a lot#in october last year i developed a very agressive eating disorder and its gotten a lot worse at the begging of this year#and it has taken everything from me. it sucked me dry and still continues to do so. it made my mental health so much worse on every level#but im still here and thats what matters in the end right ❤️#from the good things - after long unfortunate and very stressful job hunting i finally got a stable job 🥰 and i continue my uni so far#that's why i was absent here most of the time. i decided to focus on my life and on trying to change something and to fight a little more#after jin's enlistment announcement... it was a wake up call for me#and maybe soon i will be back on track but im taking things slow. especially that its not easy for me at all#but i just wanted you to know that theres been a lot happening here so ❤️ im not just getting bored of tumblr and bts haha#i never stopped following the fandom i never turned off my notifications from media i never stopped looking up what they're up to each day#i just didnt have time and motivation to be active. because of my health i wanted to be quiet and away from eveyone and everything :/#even from my comfort people and activities#that sounds sad but. it's alright so please don't worry about me ❤️ I'm holding on just fine. got used to some things ❤️ trying to heal#so yeah i think thats that haha i think its enough and all basically#it may seem like very little but my life has always been very slow when it comes to big actions haha#anyway. love you all so much ❤️ thank you for not forgetting about me ❤️#soon i will try to answer some mesdages from my inbox. please wait for me just a little bit more ❤️ im very overworked right now#but im so sorry that you have to wait so long ❤️
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yall. i am so behind on your requests (DW I HAVE THEM) and asks I AM SO SORRY i just got back into rehearsals after. Almost a year of not doing shows so woooooooof
#💜.talks#dw I'll get to posting soon#especially since i technically only have four classes#my fifth one is coming in october its for jazz appreciation what fun#and i gotta apply for scholarships so yay
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had been planning to do some dale art since tomorrow is. his day. but oops (laura mode)
#libra.txt#like. did the lineart for the idea i had for him (family photo with his parents + mr rabbit)#but then got laura brain#and to be fair this laura art is coming along REALLY WELL#especially for my right shoulder now cramping. lol. haha. aaa#oh well. when have i ever gotten things done right for rusty lake#accidentally got back into it in october but didn't participate in laketober. now it's dale's bday and i haven't drawn any fun dale art#(which is fine tbh bc i don't celebrate birthdays and don't want to give an impression that i would)#idk. whatever#laura my beloved.......#for as much as i didn't care for underground blossom and don't particularly like paradox i really like laura#seasons is a good game!!#and seeing her in bob's dreams in the white door! interesting!!!#i want to know more abt laura. underground blossom was fun but unfulfilling tbh#we know so little abt her!!!!!#okay so she's Depression Barbie(tm) but like. who is she!!!!!!#i mean i guess i can't really expect rusty lake to give us much#like.... none of the female characters are treated particularly well....#rose kinda skates through but even her game was focused on albert instead!#doesn't matter. just means i can have as much fun as i want in the sandbox (my brain)
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“who’s afraid of little old me” is giving “if ava makes you feel bad thats a you problem”
#basically last october i was at work on door one and a latecomer comes out#so i launch into my pre prepared speech just saying hey theres a lockout point you can watch the screen and we will let u in when we can#my coworker was standing next to me and at this point she was new so that’s why i handled it#anyways lo and behold i have to cover main entrance so i go up there and cover#and apparently the latecomer started guilt tripping my coworker into letting her in early#but she started by saying ‘the OTHER woman makes you feel bad about it’#lmao#i use the exact same spiel on every latecomer and yea im probably thinking ‘whhhyyyy’ especially bc that lc point was long#there was 20 minutes in between the points and obviously if you leave at the start… u miss a lot#anyways i am very polite about it bc my main goal is to win them over HAH#but my coworker who is now my bestie was like ‘if ava makes you feel bad thats a you problem’
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november is my least favourite month of the year (along with march), i already hate this
#people who love fall i will never understand you sjskskssj#i mean i get it i do.#i get the vibes people love about fall#but mental illness has ruined fall for me#september october and november are my worst depression months lmao. especially november#i hate that it's dark and it rains and it's cold#like sorry but it's not for me lmao#spring is my favourite season 🌻🌼🌸🌷🪻⚘️#can't wait for it to come#💬 chatter
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Absolutely going mental at the Mighty Nein live show news. What if my parents could come up for a day to look after the kids? What if we have my mother in law over for the October school break but extend it a few days to have her look after them for the show? Are there possibilities????????
#i have to try! 😭#easiest thing would be my parents coming up to see the kids but like they haven't visited in over a year because they got a dog#my mother in law would be more willing to come from the US to do that tbh#especially since we would have had her over in October anyway#but the logistics are more challenging#can i do it?????#i put the presale time in my phone calendar just in case
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Your Weekly TV Guide
On Monday you can expect:
2:30 PM: Muscle studies
And Tuesday:
2:30 PM: Tamagotchis
Wednesday:
2:30 PM: Wander Over Yonder
Thursday:
2:30 PM: WOY
Friday:
2:30 PM: Insect pictures <3
Saturday:
2:30 PM: Star Control II
Sunday:
2:30 PM: SCII
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#Weekly TV Guide#Playing catch up this week actually!#I didn't realize how many old doodles I just hadn't scanned in until now :0#And hey my editing method worked this week as well >:3c Everything's done! I might be turning around on this#Not to jinx it lol#Especially because I'm coming up on like - Extreme Rush Mode#Guess who's still not done with the Vargas sketchdump lol#I will Not let it go into October/November but hhhh that's gonna be a Challenge#But hey that's how my brain functions#Unfortunately lol#But in the meanwhile these were a good clip of fun :)#Felt good to draw ♪
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ok taking a very deep breath 🫶 i will be ok
#honestly my mental health usually takes the biggest fucking nosedive every october-january bc of . several reasons . and like.#all considered. have done SO well this time around ! but this was kicking around in my head lately#especially bc theres a gay elder at my work and he just thinks im a lesbian 😭 which is like sweet but i feel like such a fraud in wanting-#to tell him im not a woman. i feel like i dont 'try' hard enough#<- feel like that comes across like i think being thought of as a lesbian = i am perceived as a woman ie lesbianism requires womanhood#i dont sorry this is just piggybacking off of my post about not being out as a trans person and being perceived as gay semi-correctly by-#someone older in the community#just not accurate to me
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Thank you for humoring all my asks about Collapse and Faith! When I said it was sad, I was more thinking of how it's sad they were having to resort to the bare minimum (likely under heavy crunch) to write scripts for 3 DLCs at once and the possibilities of what they could have done with more time and resources. Now back to Faith, I can understand the 'feminine presence' argument, though I still feel he ultimately viewed Rachel at least as more of a daughter for a variety of reasons. 1/?
My issue, I guess, lies more with the idea that Joseph was trying to outright replicate his late wife using the Faith role (and all the creepiness that would come with that). Not simply trying to bring a positive feminine presence to the family, but specifically viewing Faith as a way of 'getting his wife back', so to speak. Like I tried to take a neutral view to at least entertain the idea, but it just ultimately doesn't match up with my views of what we saw in FC5. 2/2
Oh yes, I agree and think it was sad for the reasons you mention too! Aside from the problems with the story of its Season Pass, Far Cry 6 also happens to be the glitchiest Far Cry I’ve ever played. Unfortunately, we know the dev team had to work under unusual and quite difficult conditions (from home during a pandemic) so, yes, it’s sad and I feel sorry for them. I really wonder what would have been different if they had been given all the time and resources they needed.
And I agree with you about Faith too. What they did in Collapse matched neither the opinion I had after playing Far Cry 5 and reading interviews nor the information I gathered when I listened to the sound files and asked questions to the narrative director…
#I can’t believe fc6 was initially supposed to come out in february#it still wasn’t totally ready when it was released… in october!#but you know#some ‘fans’ can get aggressively impatient and studios have yearly financial goals#that’s not how things should work but… yeah :/#anyway crunch is bad#several fc devs have talked about stuff they had to remove from the games because they lacked time#it’s annoying#the second glitchiest far cry for me was fc4#especially on xbox 360 (compared to xbox one)#ajay would always get stuck inside mountains when I used the grappling hook#and I had to restart two missions#again I’m not angry at the devs because it’s not their fault#they’re probably as frustrated as we are#if not more
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went through the whole spectrum of human emotion from the moment i woke up to right now
#i’ve had this little sunday breakfast w my closest most beloved friends for a year and a half now it’s always been top priority and we’ve#been adjusting our schedules around it since we have a lot of responsibilities during the weekend and now we had to temporarily reschedule#it until june and couldn’t agree on a time and day and it’s been so stressful i hate change i despise change especially when it comes to#one singular even i’ve been planing my life around since last october anyways turns out we don’t have to reschedule anything i’ve never#felt this much instant relief
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