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hi guys! you might have guessed it, but in my area, it's just 10 minutes before new year comes! so of course, advance happy new year, everyone! i hope you're all having a great day before the year ends, and i sure hope 2025 will at least be better than 2024.
with that said, i've got one not-so-good news. i've said before that i plan to release the demo before the year ends, but sadly, i can't. still! i only said it was a plan though, not that i was really going to be able to. time is one of the factors, but another is the fact that i kept getting insecure about my writing. perhaps it's because it has been so long since i published something publicly, and i kept worrying whether you'd like it or not as a reader. i mentioned it before but i'm already on my third draft for the first chapter, but i'm happy to say that it's going to a direction i like!
i had a bit of a struggle too with CSIDE since the toggle for collapsing and expanding choice and if statements were gone (i really really need that), but thankfully, i discovered VSCode, so i'm now using that. it's easier to use overall, and it's been a breeze fixing the codes now, too. i won't say any time where i'd post the demo, so i won't be too pressured too, but i'll post updates when there is something to talk about! since i'm not yet done, the twine build is still waiting too, so there's that.
to actually give an update, i'm around 4k word count in just chapter 1. not a lot, yes, but that's considering it is word count for a chapter with just around 4 choices in (i'm a yapper, so dialogue variations tend to get long). i plan to get more writing down the following days, and i do hope it'll be productive! again, happy new year, everyone! š«¶š»
#š ā zi#happy new year!#here's to a more productive year#especially to me#(ĖĢ£Ģ£Ģ„įÆ
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Blorbo memes but Bloons heroes
#bloons#bloons td 6#btd6#bloons tower defense#monke#btd6 quincy#btd6 adora#btd6 obyn greenfoot#btd6 benjamin#this is a callout post#especially to me#I am all of these :))
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oh my god. oh my goodness fucking gracious me.
so I just have to tell you that I found your fic this morning and I fucking SPEEDED through that shit (even though it was SO long--IM NOT COMPLAINING I LOVE LONG FICS) but oh my god. oh my god
you're so talented??? first of all, like I'm on my knees wondering where all this came from. like you came up with this?? it was in your head?? and you wrote it by yourself? oh my god reSPECT
also it's so beautifully writtenā¼ļøā¼ļø I went back and looked at the character development and the everything because good lord it was so well paced. like I was on the edge of my bed seat during every single chapter. good lord
zukka + all of ATLA is my current hyperfixation and your fic has soothed me so completely
jesus christ on a cracker do you understand how talented you are?? do you *grabs you aggressively by the shoulders and stares deeply into your eyes* DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW INCREDIBLE AND SKILLFUL AND GORGEOUS THIS IS??? PLEASE
okay but in all seriousness, here are some of my favorite lines(mostly from the last chapter because jesus fuck I do nOT have time to scroll back through everything your wrote):
"And here he was, all these years laterā¦ not used to it. He knew he would never get used to the blood curdling scream a person made when the fire stripped their body clean and their bones were reduced to nothing but a pile of ash and a terrible smell.
No wonder the world referred to them as ash-makers."
Jesus fucking fuck. CHILLS BBY I HAD CHILLS
"Watch out for your little brother" OHOHOHO HEHEEEE
"'Your teacher will be someone who has mastered Neutral Jing. You need to find someone who waits and listens before striking. Do not worry about your old friend Aang, he isnāt buried in the ground yet!' Bumi cackled the way that he had since they were just kids.
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'The white lotus Pai Sho piece? I donāt have a set, no one else knows how to play.'"
AHAHAH THE TOPH AND UNCLE IROH DROP IM GOING TO BE SICK
"I'll go wherever you go." KILLING MYSELF WHY ARE THEY SO SWEET
anyway that's enough from me (I feel like you should know I typed all of this while either rolling around on the floor screaming or sitting very still with a DEEPLY disturbing (so I'm told) and very somber expression on my face).
i hope you have a lovely day you gorgeous beautiful perfect human being
This is me reading your askā¦ dude wtf this is so nice!!!!
I AM BEING SHOULDER GRABBED WITH LOVE AND I REALLY LIKE IT AHHHHH!!! its so funny because its been so long since i wrote the first book you sent me those quotes and im like uhhhuhhh ohhh yeah mhmmmm wait i wrote that?? Haha (except the āwatch out for your little brotherā) cause that was twisted in a way that made me smirk.. haha that sentence meant so much!!! (I do think the bumi quote was directly from canon though so I take zero credit for that just trying to keep it canon haha)
Iām glad you like my writing enough to come scream at me. I love when people scream kind words at me I WANT TO BE SHOULDER GRABBED WITH PRAISE MORE AHHHHH!!!
thanks for this epic ask youāre fucking amazing never change
#Unless you wanna change#Then fucking change I support you#But I love my shoulder grab thank uou#Funny story I feel like your ask has the same vibes as my authors notes haha#Sometimes I start writing those things and I seriously black the fuck out and then come back and itās written#But damn it you made me smile so much#Thank you#Like seriously thank you#Some people donāt realize how much these asks and comments mean to people#Especially to me#I cherish each one and they inspire me so mucj#So seriously YOURE FUCKING AWESOME#Mythology-void#LIAB#Leaving it all behind#Ask
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St. Chrysotom says, "And he who arrived only at the eleventh hour, let him not be afraid by reason of his delay. For the Lord is gracious and receives the last even as the first". I feel like I am the one who arrived at the eleventh hour, given how the last few months have been for me. I have been embarrassed and even ashamed of myself. Felt unworthy at times. But hearing this last night made me realize that everything is alright. I am welcome to the feast regardless of my faults and tardiness. I am still here. I still arrived. God was waiting, even for me. And He always will wait for us so that we too can come and celebrate and rejoice in love and hope for we are redeemed and Hell is defeated.
#my post#its the first time ive heard st chrysotom's easter sermon last night#and man...#theres so much to it that is good#especially to me
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so this guy that iāve know since 7th grade (so for like 8ish years) goes through this cycle of growing his hair out really long and cutting it so he can donate it and i just itās one of the things i really love about him
#we have history#and heās just genuinely a really sweet guy#especially to me#he makes me feel safe when iām around him#chats āļø
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Literally every witch and demon trapped inside the Titanās Head realizing what their sigils are actually for
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#my post#the owl house#toh#kingās tide#the day of unity#emperor belos#philip wittebane#lol#lmao#canon#especially to me#source: sao abridged#Youtube#draining spell
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as someone who's mom would've died in childbirth(twice!) and who's dad likely would've died countless times without modern medicine...this hits deep. The medical field is insane rn but it's important to remember and thank everyone involved because they truly are saving lives <3
thank you medical technology for giving me a dad thatās still alive and for prolonging his life and for prolonging MY life and for all the times Iāve never caught a disease Iām vaccinated for and all the times doctors had to cut me open to fix my insides and I was able to sleep through it thank you anesthesiologists thank you surgeons thank you physical therapists thank you nurses thank you nurse practitioners thank you surgery technicians thank you neurologists thank you cardiologists thank you gastroenterologists thank you ENT doctors thank you OB/GYNs thank you midwifes thank you scientists who discover and synthesize new medicines thank you engineers designing prosthetics and insulin pumps and metal implants thank you janitors for keeping our hospital rooms and hallways clean and safe thank you phlebotomists thank you laboratory workers thank you pharmacists for filling our meds THANK YOU MODERN MEDICINE FOR MY LIFE AND FOR MY FAMILY AND MY FUTURE
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For those who needed to hear it today
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writing advice for characters with a missing eye: dear God does losing an eyes function fuck up your neck. Ever since mine crapped out I've been slowly and unconsciously shifting towards holding my head at an angle to put the good eye closer to the center. and human necks. are not meant to accommodate that sorta thing.
#like it started with me just holding things more towards my right#but the things started shifting more towards center and my head turns instead#like. when im driving especially i have to keep my head turned so i can see on coming traffic#and when im around people ive noticed i position myself so my body is facing them and then turn my head to get them actually#centered in my now very right biased field of view#so anyways draw blorbo bleebus cheated to that 3/4s angle without guilt#at least one one eyed fucker actually does that
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āā¦to meā is one of the most powerful disclaimers we have on hereā¦ is this character analysis accurate? debatable. but itās realā¦ to me.
#honestly i have never read character analysis that i felt was 100% accurate#and it shouldnāt be#itās a transformative creative work in and of itself based on the viewerās subjective experience with the work#To Me is especially useful for less serious things#like. this random song applies to this extremely specific and emotionally fraught situationā¦ To Me šš#you know how it is
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Dumb thing that would not leave my brain
#jayvik#arcane#viktor#jayce talis#suggestive#bluesky enjoyed this one way more than i thought so i figured id toss it here too#ive gotten such sweet nice comments on my last triptych drawings#fellow jayviks you are so niceys#stop enabling me!!!! ill want to draw more!!!!#i STILL cant get jayce's face right. i feel like flynn rider#i hate hate hate drawing anything inorganic especially in perspective#if i have to draw a straight line or an ellipse its game over#so it truly speaks to my love for The Character that ive willingly drawn viktor's brace several times lol
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I know how to write professional emails, but the older I get, the more I drift away from it. Not in the sense that I become rude, but in the sense that I've sorted through some customs I don't like perpetuating.
Example: Your typical professional german email starts with "Sehr geehrte Damen und Herren" (lit. "Very honored ladies and gentlemen") so thats both a lot of words and we're well past this binary bullshit. I've opted to replace it with a simple "Hello" by default. The notable exception being when I had to contact the finance authority after a long day and wrote "Hallo liebes Finanzamt" (lit. "Hello dear Finance Authority (affectionate)"). I don't know what they thought of that, but the reply I got was much kinder than you'd expect from a government agency.
Also I attach a picture of my cat to every email I send to my professors to overwhelmingly positive reception.
not to sound like a boomer, but I need some people to learn how to write emails in a semi-professional (at the very least) format so you're not cold emailing a business/potential employer/any other stranger about formal matters in the exact same way you'd DM a close friend on instagram
the formality/language can loosen up in the email chain once you've established a rapport and you match the other person if they're being less formal, but please don't have the very first email you send a stranger be written in all lowercase ultra-casual sms slang with no greeting or signature and a billion emojis
#i hate writing formal emails so much#theres so many arbitrary rules that no one really cares about#honestly if my job was email id probably be delighted to get one thats a bit whimsical and anthropomorphizes your branch of government#also send pictures of your cat whenever you can#especially to me#ramble#tangentially german
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When irl pisses me off, I rewatch the Honda Odyssey scene to relax
#and it works#rewatching a movie because murder is wrong#i find it too easy to live vicariously through those gays in fact#logan especially#i love logan baring his teeth like a pug or a bulldog 99% of his fight scenes#i love how he enjoys swiping at wade. they're both little shits#i love how wade fights back. that backseat camera zoom holds a special place in my heart#the Homoeroticism of it all#it soothes me#deadpool and wolverine honda#deadpool and wolverine honda odyssey#deadpool 3#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wade wilson#wolverine#poolverine#logan howlett#deadclaws#deadpool 2024#buy a honda odyssey now and resolve your marital spats today!#āI haven't had this much fun in so long!ā ahh grin
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Dick 9 times out of 10 failing to hide a severe injury from the rest of the batfam because without fail when heās tired or drugged or generally not firing on all cylinders his native accent comes out as thick as the day he met Bruce.
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Bruce: Dick come down for a check up I saw you take that hit for Tim.
Dick, halfway towards the cave exit and still going, in the quietest voice possible: im fine
Bruce: Say squirrel and you can leave.
Dick:
Bruce:
Jason:
Tim:
Damien:
Dick: ā¦skweeerrehl.
Jason: Get him boys.
#Dick with his accent lives within me#but especially when heās hurt/tired#what is that accent? I like to think a cryptic combination of all of them#dick grayson#nightwing#dc#dc titans#the batman#batman#batfamily#wayne family adventures#robin#jason todd#tim drake#superman#bruce wayne#batfam#damien wayne#the red hood#alfred pennyworth#Gotham#wump#ao3
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the funniest part of any Robin meeting the JL is that every Robin is so distinctly different from the previous one in terms of personality and vibes that the league literally gets backlash. and like, I don't blame them. not to mention that they are non-meta children that dress as a traffic light and fight crime alongside batman in gotham on a nightly basis. i'd also be a bit concerned. Batman, literally The Night of Gotham personified in the League's eyes, coming into a JL meeting: This is Robin, my crime-fighting partner. 11-year-old Dick Grayson, dressed in the brightest primary colours possible, vaguely hidden murder behind those eyes, never stops moving even for a moment: Hi! Superman: That's a child. That's-- Bats that is a child. You let a child--? Batman, deadpan: You try to stop him. Would you rather he try and murder a grown man with a wire?
Batman: This is Robin. 12-year-old Jason Todd, with the biggest grin on his face, about 3 books in his hand, stars in his eyes and a distinct street-kid drawl: Hey!!! Green Lantern: That's ... that's a different child. What?? Jason: I stole his tires :) Batman: Tried to. Jason, stage whispering to the League: basically did. Green Lantern: that is a different kid, right?? I'm not seeing shit??
Batman: This is Robin. 14-year-old Tim Drake, bo staff clutched in his hand, a wary and tired expression on his face, more on the quiet side, the literal walking definition of don't judge a book by it's cover: hello Flash: Where do you even find these-- Tim: I found myself.
Batman: This is Robin. 17-year-old Stephanie Brown, literally blonde, with a shit-eating grin, eyes full of nothing but mischief and the most explosive personality you've ever seen: hiya!! Superman: I give up. Stephanie: I know, I have that amazing effect on people.
Batman: This is Robin. 13-year-old Damian Wayne, a literal wet cat that will hiss at you, has a sword, the most judgemental stare you'll get from a teenager, ready to jump anyone there: Green Lantern: WHY DOES HE HAVE A SWORD?! Batman: ... he came with the sword.
#batman#batfam#tim drake#jason todd#dick grayson#damian wayne#stephanie brown#dc comics#icb i posted this w/o tags the first time#what is wrong w me#superman: where do you find these kids#bruce: they just show up tbh#especially tim. he LITERALLY just showed up#anyone: so which one is really robin?#bruce: they are all really robin.#bruce: dick wanted to kill a man.#jason tried hijacking my tires in CRIME ALLEY.#tim just appeared and made himself robin that was NOT me#stephanie also wanted to kill a man.#damian did kill a man. or two.#YOU try to parent these kids then come back to me clark
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My Mane 6 Redesigns all together! I was going to post them separately but ended up finishing them all before I got around to it lol
#mlp#my little pony friendship is magic#my little pony#mlp fim#mlp redesign#earth pony twilight truthers where are you#bat pony fluttershy truthers where are you#dark color palette rarity truthers where are you#ALL OF YOU RISE WITH ME#im ESPECIALLY an earth pony twilight truther ever since I saw the old G5 concepts#I love the idea that Twilight's bonds with others are her true magic rather than beams or spells and I feel earth pony twi fits that well#since āthe five elements brought together creates the sixth element magicā aka friendship since FIM she embodies āmagicā in a#more metaphorical sense#the star in her eyes is also a reference to the first ep when twilight says āthe sparkā ignited inside of her heart#plus the earth pony to alicorn pipeline is so cool and i like the idea of an earth pony being the bearer of the element of magic as a#fun contrast/its unexpected
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