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Fics that depict sskk trying to keep their relationship secret from skk are so correct. there’s no WAY they’d want to admit to ending up like dazai and chuuya. aku loves atsushi very much and also you couldn’t torture that information out of him. atsushi becomes the world’s greatest liar just so dazai doesn’t find out and become even more insufferable. they live in constant fear of chuuya finding out because neither of them want to be sent weird, extremely expensive sex toys.
#I am a believer in sskk vanilla sex I cannot lie#esp early on#like skk? kinky as fuck#but sskk… nah#bsd#shin soukoku#sskk#skk#soukoku
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Today I'm ruminating on Lena's oh so important relationship with the Blackwatch boys. Cole and Genji being the closest to her in age, aside from Angela maybe, Lena being the last of the child soldiers that Overwatch recruited for the strike teams. Them watching the cycle repeat one more time with the plucky pilot that's been flying since she was 12, and a soldier since 16, recruited on for one hopeless mission. How she looked up to them so much to guide her in the right direction, how she latched onto them as confidantes and family moreso than other members of the team. Overwatch thrust her into the spotlight, with her name and picture slapped across every picture until Tracer became the persona that everyone looked to, but with Cole and Genji she could just be Lena. She missed being Lena.
#( ooc. )#this is so inarticulate but so important to me#canon has them like 10 years older than lena but the pictures all look 4-5 years and this is my character not blizz.ards#so my canon in my head is that they're like 4-5 years older watching her go through the same stuff they did#but pushed onto a global stage#i think once she got past genji's walls she really leaned on him to process the accelerator and what was done to her to save her life#obvi their situations were different - she gave consent when he never had rhe opportunity to#but fundemantally something has *changed* about her and for someone that go so far on her own ability#the accelerator was a long process to understand and accept#angela too would be similar in age but unfortunately for her Lena has a deep fear of doctors#esp early on#what with the “scientific marvel” and discussions on how to study her n all#while i dont think angela would be on their side when those conversations were happening#it wouldnt matter#you had a white coat and you were dead to Lena trapped in her little fishbowl of an isolation tank#( headcanon. )#ask to tag
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i'm skim rewatching bleach and look, i'm not the biggest ichiruki shipper in the world, but you can't deny the chemistry is there, the anime makes it REAL obvious that something's going on
#esp early on#i have no bias in the ship wars but i think to deny the glaringly obvious subtext is delulu#but being delulu is part of being a fan i guess
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JANE DOE ❖ undercover r&b
The big bad daddy who cussed you out every day is gone and yet you still miss him. What are you, a bunch of daddy's boys?
#zzz#zenless zone zero#zzzero#jane#jane doe#zzzedit#m:gifs#m:*#zzz spoilers#zzzero spoilers#zenless zone zero spoilers#1.1 spoilers#incoming complaining/thoughts about the quest ->#i think i only enjoyed this quest bc i like jane lol#otherwise it just felt like an insanely long character trial#most of it was just her running around talking to herself lmao#i wish the 'reveal' that she was an undercover cop came more as a twist it was revealed soooo early#i get that youre playing her for like the entirety of it but still. do some more stuff from seth's perspective or smth idk#and honestly the whole undercover cop thing was. eh jaskldfl too much copganda esp with seth's whole 'i hate dishonesty!!!!!!!' shtick#would have preferred if she was more of a morally ambiguous independent party who happens to have aligning goals situation#its boring when you know she's on “our side” for 99% of it. absolutely 0 stakes#i do love jane's gameplay though so i didn't mind all the battle sequences jakdljaf
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The Haunting of Bly Manor – 1.01: The Great Good Place
#thobmedit#damieedit#jamieedit#thehauntingedit#thehauntingsource#horroredit#mikeflanaganuniverse#*#*btbtv#useral#userriel#usermorgan#tuserheidi#userrobin#userfern#userrin#usersmia#tuserecho#useremsi#useraish#the fact that owen says this makes me want to throw UP#esp bc he says if that scares u as much as it scares me then i want to say to u run!#like it's a funny haha speech before u know that#he lost the love of his life to death very early and then never loved again ???????????#FUCKIGN CRAZY!!#also carla gugino u are SO beloved
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redraw of one of my very first tmnt drawings!!
had meant to do it exactly the one year later mark, but i blinked and suddenly april was may was june -- so ended up being more like a year and 1.5 months lol
May 11th, 2024 vs. April 6th, 2023
its so funny seeing them nest to each other now, but i remember when i finished the first version last year, i was so proud to have finally made a proper 'finished' piece.
like, yall, i struggled for years to every be able to create a piece i would ever call close to 'done'. part of that is me being a very knit-picky kinda person, and wanted to continue to tweak everything all of the time forever, but on top of that i also do work slow af, and before last year i didnt really have access to any digital media. and i love traditional mediums, but im defintiely not practiced enough to be able to get the results i was looking for with any sort of speed. like im genuinely not sure i created a single 'finished' work in my life -- not in school, not in work, not even in the free space of silly fandom doodles.
and then this piece happened!
and i knew even then that it was messy and rough af, but it had a background!! and color!! sure, the linework wasnt polished at all but still, for a silly little fanart? it was defined enough to distinguish the separate characters, and read expressions! there was even a little tiny bit of lighting!! i hate lighting!!
seeing the two versions side by side honestly i kinda have to laugh at how Rough the first version looks now. but you know what. im still so so proud of it. the colors are muddy, theres no shift in value; their clothing designs arent at all defined, leos teeth look weird af and theres lines on caseys face that are definitely from me accidentally dragging my fingers across the tablet when i didnt mean to but like. its there! its finished! i did it!
idk. ive never had a piece ive ever wanted to hang on my own fridge before. :)
#disappears off tumblr for like two months#im alive i swear#my art#human tmnt#rottmnt#redraw#did the old one in early April of 2023 and this new version May 11th 2024#(and then promptly forgot to post it for like a month)#i genuinely didnt think my art had changed that much this past year#besides just getting more comfortable with the digital media#but im actually really really pleased and kinda proud with the improvements!#understanding values and composition esp#always struggled with having characters feel like they actually existed in the same space#and werent just stiff seperate drawings that happened to be next to each other#and color and lighting have always been enemy number one#still definitely cannot begin to say i 'understand' them#but im starting to be able to fake it better#:)
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elia martell character of all time because she was playing the game of thrones AND WINNING — survived aerys, set up an alternate court on dragonstone, universally beloved even by most of robert’s anti-targ regime, was probably at least angling to get rid of aerys — but the literal song of ice and fire was being written around her and well. you can’t outrun your inevitable doom.
like. that’s elia’s tragedy, and what makes me so insane about her. she was in the wrong story. she was playing the game of court politics but ended up yoked to 300 years of targaryen collapse and dynastic rot instead. there’s nothing i love more than characters doing their best with the pieces they can see on the board, while the fact slowly dawns on them that the board is in the process of being swallowed by an eldritch monster.
#asoiaf#asoiaf meta#elia martell#this is why elia & rhaegar as a marriage is so compelling to me#they’re playing the complete opposite games#esp if you think they liked each other enough to make it work#which it seems like they did#but the dissonance must’ve been a gaping hole in their marriage#just generally — she comes from one of the few decently affectionate and healthy families#he comes from the horror show that is aerys’ nuclear family#and they have vastly different priorities#i wonder when the penny dropped for her#because i think she was certainly extremely sharp#how early she realised the depth of the shit she was in#and how late she realised it was inescapable
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i think Danganronpa has to be really goofy or else it'd just be unbearably sad. beyond the dark hilarity of Junko's OG plan is the concrete reality that she locked her best friends in a bunker meant to protect them from her, erased their memories, backed them into a corner, then wound up the gear and watched them go. she had specific and special darling executions set aside for each of them. her goon cave had dozens of cameras so she could both experience it live and project it into the world for all to see. machine guns lined the school so that anyone outside who tried to interfere in her little fantasy got boofed immediately. and when she was caught she told them she loved them and peaced out by suicide via all the executions she enacted. it is funny and it is so fucking awful. we needed the horny bear
#danganronpa#junko enoshima#there's a reason DISTRUST was rejected and Kodaka had to go back to the Drawing Board:#it would have just depressed us all. esp in the early 10s
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guy x honey and the mandatory circle mirror convenience store selfie
#i honestly had no idea what i was doing#the ghost of early relationship guy/honey possessed my hands and forced me to draw this#i just miss them ykn! esp since i havent rlly watched redacted in...a while LMAO#BUT AUGH......them......#ok thats all see u again in 3 months#redacted guy#redacted honey#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted fanart#sten draws!
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VAMP MATT COMIC!
Content warning: mild blood, suggestive
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Matt: Good morning, handsome!
M: OMG. Someone kidnapped mirror Matt!
M: Wait... no, we killed our mirror selves last week.
M: But then... That means that...
M: Dang.
MINUTES LATER...
M: Hey Edd, can I bite you?
Edd: Sure? I mean, as long as you didn't get turned into a vampire again.
M: Well...
E: Wh- Seriously, dude? Again??
M: Well it's not like I did it on purpose!!
M: Look, I'm still conscious, I'm not acting like a blood-thirsty maniac like last time.
M: I'm even, like, 90% sure I can do it without turning you!
E: ...
M: OKAY! FINE! 80% sure!
M: But I'm not going any lower!!
M: Come on, Edd! Just a little bite? Please?
M: Okay. I'll do it.
M: I'll do the dishes... FOR A WEEK!
E: Deal.
M: Really?!
M: Yesssss
~
M: There! All done!
M: WOAH!
M: Edd? Are you alright? I, uh- I didn't take too much, did I?
E: No- No, 'm just lightheaded.
M: ... Is there something I can do to help??
E: the dishes.
#didnt think id end up drawing much eddmatt but. here we are <3#i will always fall back on the teasing from the early eddisodes#hey why is matts personal hell a bunch of edds. hmm.#good faces in this one#esp edd#i think the jokes are pretty good too :3#ehehehhehehe cutie#eddsworld#ew matt#ew edd#sketch#comic#vampire matt#shipsworld
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the fact that the erin’s decided to kill off ferncloud just bc the fans kept complaining that they didn’t like her bc she decided to be a permanent nursing queen says soooo much. i know it’s been over ten years but that’s still so crazy to me.
#shark noises#wc#like it explains so much abt them and the fandom at the time#the wc fandom was so bad in the early 2010s esp wc tumblr
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I really like these low quality photographs of actors taken for like costume/makeup reference or whatever because they end up looking like mugshots lol
#what felonies did they commit and how many years will they be sentenced to#also I really like that early Misto concept :)#all of these are obc btw#the skimble one esp is VILE and I’m not putting it here that’s how dirty they did reed#cats musical#cats the musical#broadway#pouncival#carbucketty#bill bailey#tumblebrutus#grizabella#mistoffelees#mr mistoffelees
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Happy 25yrs to Kenny's iconic face reveal and very first unmuffled line! A very special scene that still gets to me ngl. XD
#South Park#South Park BLU#SP BLU 25th Holy Shit#Kenny McCormick#ha his still big awesome heroic moment and long before he'd even dawn his dark purple cape#can't believe this movie turns 25yrs I still member first seeing this scene in theaters it was an awesome experience esp as a Kenny fan XD#hmm I should draw an unhooded Kenny for the occasion yes?#also was going to post this on the 30th the actual release of the movie but wth an early start for the 25th release party time XD#audio#gif
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anyway related to my "gullible" post i do think bonnie didn't really have a lot of friends / any good friends. i'm taking a watsonian approach to "some of the things bonnie does seem more like age 5-8 than 10-12", and a doylist approach to "everyone in this party grew up kinda lonely and feels disconnected from their peer group"
#thoughts#thoughts about bonnie#bambouche is so small no one woulda gotten away with being Mean to bonnie. and people were generally Nice anyway#they still had friends and got to do fun things with them#they just.. didn't get invited to play Every game#and the person they considered their best friend didn't consider bonnie to be even top three#yknow#lots of factors...#bonnie wasn't there as a baby/toddler - they arrived right at the age where kids start to remember and care who's already their friend#and bonnie and nille were 'the newcomers' and will remain as such for 10 or 20 years#and for the first couple years bonnie was behind in most social-emotional and academic skills due to their early years in an abusive house#and while they mostly caught up#'forming close bonds with peers' is just a rly hard thing to catch up on#bc if you're too far behind you just don't get the chance to practice and thus you fall even further behind#and then specifically some of the words bonnie needs help with i would expect them to already know / have no issue pronouncing#possible explanations could be that vaugardian is a second language or they've got some language or auditory processing issues#and either way - having trouble communicating can rly isolate you esp as a kid#also everyone in this party is autistic. to me#isat#bonnie#isat bonnie
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hii everybody! my year-long fall island is FINALLY finished!!
Candida is an island taken over by parasitic fungi. deep, winding forests, marshy swamps, and rot galore!
DA-5048-6464-8224
i'll be posting highlights in the coming days! feel free to visit, post, and share if you want to!
#acnh#animal crossing#animal crossing new horizons#acnh island#acnh fall#acnh finished island#acnh autumn#acnh mushrooms#acnh spooky#acnh community#mushroomcore#mushcore#mushrooms#fungi#candida#rly dont think i'll get the fog that i want; esp since its locked to the early morning.. oh well. sopping wet will do#done just in time for halloween 😭😭#im also gonna post these to instagram!! ive never used it; but yknow!
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Only two more episodes to go after this one and the gay is thriving as usual, so let's take a look:
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Home and Peach keep staring intensly at the other's unconcious face while putting their head directly above the other's, resulting in unintentional headbuts. Boys, I know you're worried and want to be the first thing the other sees after waking up, but I'm sure there's less headache-inducing ways to go about it.
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As per usual, Home is carrying Peach without complaint. (And I'm reminded once again that he's certainly not shy around his body o.O)
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The looks/nonverbal communication between them are constant. Even surrounded by the rest of their family, their eyes always find each other first. Whether it's to comment on what just happened or to reassure each other on what's about to happen, one look says it all.
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Pangpang is streaming and her viewers are shipping. They must be happy to see that Home and Peach have moved past their divorce era. ("Where's Peach?" they say, which, if you've ever been present for a live of some BL actors, well, you know.)
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This shot is right out of a 2000s gay coming-of-age short film.
And the way Peach laughs so fondly and asks Home what he wants for dinner in a soft voice? The love is strong in this scene.
And then their kids join in to bug them.
(a commenter on YT pointed out Peach pulling down his shirt but I'm not even going to go there)
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Home is so tuned in to Peach, when he get's a message and looks at it a little weirdly for a second, Home is immediately there to ask what's wrong.
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Home is so genuinely happy that for Peach when he hears that he's finally getting closer to achieving his dream
only to force himself to keep up that happiness when he realises that it might get in the way of his own dream.
Meanwhile Peach can't even really be happy about this himself because being a cook is his dream but he doesn't want to lose his family, lose Home, to get there.
In fact, his first impulse after finding out is asking Home what he thinks about it, because just like Home, he's clearly at this point considering Home a part of his future. Decisions like that have to involve him. (And Home, you idiot. You could have just said you'd come with him. It's not like there's anything keeping you in Bangkok.)
But unfortunately those two have still not achieved this sense of security in their relationship (and definitely Home, probably also Peach, being orphans, I guess it's not surprising they're having some issues around attachment and feeling secure in the long-lastingness of their relationships). And so Home falls back on protecting his vulnerability by pretending it's not there. Rather than imposing difficulty onto Peach (,rather than facing the smallest possibility that Peach might choose this over him,) Home plays it off like there was never any future for them anyway, even after he had just confessed to his uncle ca. one minute earlier that all he wants is for them to stay together.
He isn't even very subtle in his overplaying (is that a word in English?) of his troubled emotions, at the same time using this opportunity to get physically close to Peach for potentially one of the last times.
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Of course, as he told his uncle, all Home really wants is to stay together with Peach and his family.
But he has come quite a long way from tricking Peach into unfair contracts. So he'd rather stap back than cause Peach any problems, doesn't think it his right to put his selfish desires onto him. (Unfortunately, judging by the preview, Peach is also insecure so by doing that he's just hurting Peach more)
"Just us" huh, Home? You know, at this point you might as well just propose to him.
At least this time he has another member of his family there to cry into the shoulder of.
Lesbian Corner
The girls have taken a page out of the HomePeach handbook, clinging to each other at the revelation of a ghostly presence.
Now that Peach and Home are somewhat settled (well...) it's their turn to flirt their way through the end credits
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Oops, it seems I missed something. Kan and Pangpang even have their own shippers now
#maybe i'm reading a little too much into it since i've been thinking about this myself#but i find the repeated self-sabotaging of their relationship by peach and home very realistic in light of their definitely present#abandonment trauma. we know about home becoming an orphan at an early age and longing for but never gaining family ever since so it's#pretty obvious with him but the absence of peach and pangpang's birth family has also been quite loud at times (esp. when peach died).#we don't know when they died/disappeared but it's clearly been a while and it clearly also left an effect on peach#what better way to symbolise a queerplatonic relationship than ghost-hunting together in perpetuity#peaceful property#peaceful property the series#i really hope they can find their happy ends with each other. they deserve it
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