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I can’t tell you how much I crazy I am over this quote it makes me laugh forever 💯
This is Joe’s face when he found out Love found him ><
#happy birthday you sweet little thing !#thank you for everything you have done#embrace your fears#you are my muse#you will always be mine#gotta do what you gotta do#crazy over you#you have been warned#you are mine#meet yourself#cant take my eyes off you#summer nights#lovesick mag#lovesickbrat#me mine#(๑ > ᴗ < ๑)#rofl#<3
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There are multiple gods in the game that you can directly interact with and they all have ties to the narrative. You can interact with Shar via Shadowheart. You can interact with Mystra via Gale. You can interact with Myrkul via Ketheric when he takes on the avatar form. You can interact with Bhaal via Durge and in the fight with Orin. You can interact with Bane after killing Gortash and using "Speak with Dead" in which the soul you speak to is not Gortash, but Bane himself. I would include Vlaakith in this list but Vlaakith is not a god, she is a lich presenting herself as a god. And, of course, there is the Absolute which doesn't really become a god until it ascends into the Netherbrain (although that is debatable).
But, did you know that Lolth will also interact with you? As far as I am aware, Lolth is the only non-story related god in which you do have interactions with. One of them is only available if you are a Lolth-sworn drow, and the other is only available if you are a Cleric of Lolth (you do not need to be Lolth-sworn for it).
The first instance is in the goblin camp with the spiders in the pit. This does require that you are a Lolth-sworn drow and that you have the ability to speak with animals. When talking to the spiders, you will have the option to present yourself to the spiders as Lolth herself. If you fail the persuasion check, Lolth gets pissed off as she was listening to you and is not happy that you tried to present yourself as her. And she tells the spiders you are an imposter and they attack you. But if you succeed the check, Lolth doesn't do anything and the spiders will think you are Lolth. So, Lolth doesn't really have a problem with you pretending to be her. But if you are going to pretend to be her, you better do it right. If the spiders think you are Lolth, you can ask them about what's going on in the goblin camp and the spiders only talk about one thing. They immediately tell you that there is another drow in the camp who has forgotten her way and that she is forsaken. And, as I said, Lolth is here. She heard the spiders admit this. Lolth does nothing about it.
The second instance is in the Underdark with the Phalar Aluve. When you interact with the sword, you have two different checks, a Strength check and a Religion check. If you do the Strength check, you can just pull it out of the stone and be on your merry way. If you perform the Religion check, the narrator will tell you different things depending on certain conditions. If you are a Lolth-sworn drow and/or a Cleric of Lolth, the narrator will tell you that the religious rite to pull the blade from the stone is blasphemous as it pays honor to the weak. If you are of any other race and/or cleric of any other god, the narrator will tell you that the sword is of Eilistraee and the rite pays honor to the fallen. The religious rite is that you spill a little bit of your blood and the sword will rise out of the stone on its own. If you do this as a Cleric of Lolth (you don't need to be Lolth-sworn) you will feel hundreds of spiders crawl all over you as Lolth is warning you not to do shit like that ever again. Not only did you perform the religious rite of another god, you performed the religious rite of a god she hates. And she is letting you know how much she hated that.
These are the only two instances in the game that I have found in which Lolth interacts with the player but there are plenty of other moments in which Lolth could interact with you, but doesn't (such as with the Phase Spider, the baby spiders in Grymforge, Kar'niss, or the dead spider in the Gauntlet of Shar). Of these two moments where Lolth does interact with you, one of these instances is in the goblin camp, and the other is in the Underdark not too far away from the goblin camp. I don't think it is much of a coincidence that these two interactions occur in close proximity to Minthara. Almost as if Lolth has a reason to be in that area specifically to watch and monitor things, and you just so happened to be there. And the only things that compel her to interact with you is because you pissed her off. But, as long you don't piss her off, she will do nothing and she will say nothing.
When Minthara was being tortured by the Absolute, she prayed to Lolth and begged Lolth to give her the strength to fight her enemies. But Lolth does nothing and Lolth says nothing. In fact, that was the full extent of Lolth's "punishment" for Minthara, nothing. All Lolth did was not answer Minthara's prayers and not show up when Minthara needed her the most. Lolth did not torture Minthara like the Absolute did, Lolth did not turn her into a drider, nor did Lolth eat her. All she did, was nothing. And yes, Lolth is known for abandoning drow and no longer interacting with them. A drow has to do something incredibly awful in order for Lolth to just back away from them entirely. But you cannot convince me that Lolth is going to let one of her Baenre's go so easily. It's not as if Minthara has done anything truly awful either to make Lolth that mad.
According to Minthara, she herself has sinned against the Spider Queen, but it's not as if she chose to abandon Lolth, she was forced away and mind controlled into being devoted to another god. But would this make a difference to Lolth? Does it really matter if Minthara was compelled to have faith in another god besides Lolth? It isn't until Minthara is freed and feels the absence of Lolth that she chooses to no longer follow Lolth. Minthara even mentions how turning against Lolth is a big no-no in Menzoberranzan. Minthara herself at one point has hunted down and killed those who turn their backs from Lolth so she knows the same will be done to her if she were to ever return home. In fact, if you are a Lolth-sworn drow or a Cleric of Lolth, you are given unique dialogue options with Minthara to kill her because she is a traitor to Lolth and these options continue to show up until you recruit her into your party and she joins your roster. Despite all of this, Lolth does nothing. Minthara spews anti-Lolth rhetoric left and right, and Lolth does nothing. If you take Minthara to the tabernacle, she will spit on a shrine to Lolth, and Lolth does nothing.
Minthara is also able to walk through the Gauntlet of Shar, which is in the Underdark, and Lolth does nothing. Sure, you could argue that its connection to the Shadowfell and the fact that Shar is there via Shadowheart is enough to keep Lolth away. The lore of DnD does not make it quite clear what the relationship between these two goddesses are. But I am willing to bet that Lolth is smart enough not to step on Shar's toes because Shar would annihilate her. However, there is a small little section of the Gauntlet where it actually does spit you out directly into the Underdark and into Lolth's territory. Minthara can walk right out there just fine, and Lolth does nothing.
But most importantly, Minthara's default ending is her returning to the Underdark with the sole purpose of destroying House Baenre and then killing Lolth. Destroying House Baenre could lead to a chaotic and political disaster in Menzoberranzan, and Lolth does nothing. Minthara quite literally wants to kill Lolth and has intentions to do so after taking House Baenre, and Lolth. Does. Nothing!
If Minthara goes into the Underdark and destroys House Baenre, this will cause chaos and death. And the Baenre's won't be the only ones she has to destroy, but any and all allies of House Baenre in which they do have a lot. And Lolth will feed off of all the death and carnage and chaos that Minthara is about to bring to Menzoberranzan because Lolth loves chaos more than she hates traitors.
Maybe, Lolth has not abandoned her as Minthara thinks she has. Maybe, Lolth has done nothing and said nothing because Minthara has not actually upset her. Maybe, Lolth has done nothing and said nothing because Minthara is already doing everything Lolth wants her to do. And all it took, was making Minthara think that Lolth abandoned her. There was no need for Lolth to answer Minthara's prayers, because Minthara always had the strength to fight her enemies.
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#minthara#minthara baenre#evil murder kitten#this game is all about the cycles of abuse and the characters choosing to break the wheel or continue the cycle#minthara is an example of someone who continues to cycle because she doesn't see that there is any other option#and the alternatives leave her vulnerable to abuse or death#she has had enough abuse in her life and most certainly does not want to die#when presented with the opportunity to rebound - either through bhaal or the absolute#she will choose it in a heartbeat as it is all she knows and she's familiar with it#if lolth ever speaks to minthara again - and welcomes and embraces her with open arms#i think minthara would completely relapse and devote herself once more to lolth because it is all she knows#and she expresses missing lolth and not knowing who she is or what to do without her#the only things that can pull minthara away from this relapse is you and her devotion to you#you are the only thing that can stop her from going back to lolth or embracing any of the other gods out of fear#because you are her reason to stay on the surface and you show her it is possible to defy the gods and live#you show her it is possible to have an identity outside of godly worship and that it is possible to live for one self#and to be devoted to one self#if you go with her to the underdark and successfully conquer house baenre and make your own house in its place#she's doing it entirely for the two of you#and i don't think she would accept lolths embrace and would continue to defy her
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I have a question! About bugs and arachnids and all them. Sorry to lump them all into one category, but I'd rather not make the same post multiple times.
My question is: Can they learn "tricks?"
By this I mean are they capable of learning, in general, I suppose. Like mice in a maze, magpies with a rock.
Also, what sorts of things have they learned? How do they learn (like watching others or from experience)?
I ask because it's something that really interests me. I know the ability to learn doesn't add or subtract value from a being, it's a curious thought as I know very, very little about beetles, and spiders, and bees, and so on!
Do they just know how to do things because it's all their kind have done since the beginning of them? Do they have to learn or are capable of it?
#TricksterTox#Tox Talks#How do I tag this?#Bugblr#Insects#Arachnids#Invertebrates#Invertiblr#Insectblr#Spiderblr#Arthropods#Is that good?#That everything?#I'll admit I have a phobia (or some level of fear) of all of them except small isopods like roly polies#Yes including butterflies and moths and ants bigger than a centimeter (or something)#But I want to get over it and that means learning and understanding!#No more being afraid of the unknown! Embrace knowledge!#I will not be mean about your beloved little critter and say one positive!
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Rio has twice now said 'te veo' as she walks away from Agatha.
I see you
See you
I hope no matter how bad things get in the end, when they are broken and bloody, standing across the battlefield from one another.
When they finally lance all that has been festering between them.
Faced all the heartache, the regrets, the laments, the sour ugliness of their grief, the deep and abiding love.
When they have a had a good cathartic fight to the end of all things.
Rios last words will be 'te veo'
With the explicit understanding that they will meet again. That this is never truly over. That I see all of you, all the parts you hide away. I still see you. Because it is not one way.
Agatha has always seen all of Rio as well.
They love each other because of who they are, not in spite of it.
A relationship like theirs is never truly over. They may not be lovers for now, may be opposing forces. But they will always be a part of each other.
They will always see each other as the truest of equals.
They may not have a happy ending, but then they will never truly end. So that is okay as well.
Agatha will never truly die
#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#vidarkness#if you think for one second that rio would ever let agatha die for good#then we have been watching a different show#because rio may hate agatha#but her love is a much stronger driving force#you dont hunt down and kick in the door of your ex if you are over them#i know that agatha and rios relationship is not the point of this show#but it is integral to it#you cannot have a show about loss and grief without it being about their relationship with death#and agatha has a long and complex relatiinship with death#death is a part of who she is#as is her losses#it shaped her taught her and she is one of the few people who instead of running from death or fearing it#embraced death in a very real way#it will always be a part of her#rio will always be a part of her
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I love you smile lines and worry lines and grey and white hair and wrinkles and purple spiderweb veins and the process of aging and living in a body that is standing the test of times. I love you experiences that make you wiser and stories that make you laugh, and every little process that happens to get to the point where you have so many memories because you have the fortune to be here and be so radiant
#positivity#pro aging#also i hate you 'anti aging' scams that capitalize on fear of aging. death by 1000000 papercuts for ye#saw a hair video where they restored the salt-and-pepper colour in an older clients hair and it looked SO GOOD at the end#i love when people throw in the towel and embrace their aging however that looks#it isn't productive to shame people who are ashamed of aging and i just want to. celebrate aging#in a world that simultaneously venerates youth and adulthood and hates BOTH you need to find some sense of freedom#as a Young Adult(tm) please please PLEASE older folks seeing this/following me know that i look up to you#older folks i need you to know that your worth NEVER diminished when you added a new number on your birthday cake#and your body and mind and soul NEVER lost worth because it started to creak a little at the joints#and i might be wrong about this because i'm still young but it can be SO tempted to miss your youth when you feel like...#...you've somehow LOST part of yourself by growing older. and so much of aging is about change and some things don't stay the same...#...and that IS scary and i will never once fault somebody for that. but please don't fall into the trap that because you've aged that...#...you somehow have forever lost fundamental pieces of Who You Are and you could never come back from that...#...for your own sake and sanity you deserve to find comfort and solice and understanding in who you still are...#...because you are still - at the core - the same. you can never take this away from yourself#and i know this might ring hollow because i just don't get what it's like to be older#but i have looked at my elders and felt awe at their age and their experiences#and i know what that is like and it's awesome. i just wish more older people knew that so many of us look at you with awe...#...and - if you can believe it - some of us ENVY your age or experiences or even body#i'm watching an 'older' content creator (older by internet standards 🙄) and i envy him for how eventful his life was#i envy that he experienced a different world - one that i have only heard about from my dad because i was too young to remember it#and i admire this person for their wisdom and thoughts because they've come from his experiences living in a Different World#it's that type of stuff that makes me unafraid to keep on living#inspired by following somebody like. twice my age posting about their excitement abiut growing older and !!!!!!! YEAHHHHHH#didn't realize they were closer to my dad's age but that's so cool???????????
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Time for me to make yet another massive multi-turtle art piece! Here is our fun little collab/coloring page for our cross-cabin narrative! Each member who was able to participate will be coloring/editing in their own turtles/aus!
Both cabins thought it'd be fun to plan a friendly game of capture the flag! Unfortunately it didn't take long for the planning session to break out into chaos! ( Cabins 14 & 15 ) @tmnt-fandom-family-reunion ~ Cadoo 🐾 All included campers will be tagged under the cut:
🔥 Cabin 15: GGTH! Don: @clawsandpaws-creativearchive Sparky!AU Smokey: @belleyellsaboutturtles Move Along! Mikey Raph: @justalittleobsessed 🛸 Cabin 14: HEM Mikey Raph (and Nibbles): @languajix ICE Donnie: @leilanising GoTP Mika & Spirit: @wandering-ghost The Second Shot: @twignotstick True Colors: @v-albion Covert Au Mikhail: @chessman-protocol Fear's Embrace Marco & Donnie: @karonkar
#ggth!au#2k3 tmnt au#ggth!au comp.#2k3 tmnt#tmnt au#cadoodling#digital art#tmnt fandom family reunion#2k3 tmnt don#2k3 donatello#tmnt ffr cabin 15#tmnt ffr cabin 14#HEM AU#ICE AU#GOTP AU#Second Shot AU#True Colors AU#Covert AU#Fears Embrace AU#2 of the biggest and most expansive art pieces i have ever made have been because of this comp#drawing all of these turtles was so much fun#but ow my wrist#thank you all for letting me sketch your kiddos!
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Endings are also beginnings. 🪿
#inspiring words#positivelypresent#quotes#geese#endings#new beginnings#face your fears#inspirational quotes#embrace change#growthroughit
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All my prints are now up!! Very happy with how my walls look ~
#really happy to have most of my merch taken care of ... I have a space picked out for my corkboard so that's next#also still need to sort out my standees--they're next on this mini cleaning spree ... them and my laundry#r: that's that‚ and this is this 🌇#r: remind my heart to beat 💢#c: children of the city 🔒#c: this'll be wobbly! 🔧#p: the will to stand up straight 🏛️#p: the rationality to maintain discretion ⚙️#p: the hope to be a better person 📚#p: the fearlessness to keep on living 🥂#p: the expectation of the meaning of existence 🏵️#p: those who are faithful and trustworthy ☕️#p: the eye facing the fear; breaking the cycle 🫖#p: maybe there are still happy answers left for my discovery 📖#p: one more time‚ let me try to fly 🪶#p: the undoer of wrongs and injustices 🎠#p: writhing in the hellfire of a powerful brush 🔥#p: the simplest and most lasting joys ⛓️#p: [Hong Lu tag] 💎#p: it is not down on any map; true places never are ⚓#p: your worst sin is you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing 🪓#p: to travel home and see the dawn of my return ❓️#p: awoke from unsettling dreams 🪳#p: the truth shining before me like a star in heaven 🌟#f: the courage to protect 🚬#f: the eye embracing the past; building the future ⏱️#f: my hopes‚ my dreams‚ my inner transformation 🐣#e: e'en hell hath its peculiar laws 🧪#the library's holdings#scattered pages
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Our best successes often come after our greatest disappointments.
Henry Ward Beecher
#positive thoughts#positive mental attitude#self improvement#successmindset#believe in yourself#positive mindset#be confident#embrace challenge#embrace fear#positive thinking#relationship problems#believe in your dreams#believe in god
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🌈 Free the gays from weird heteronormative top/bottom discourse 2k24!!! 🖤 (And by extension, the dom/sub associations that go with it!! Which are also a completely separate though sometimes overlapping concept!!!)
Write your violent angry murder blorbo getting railed!! Make that sweet shy angel baby a top! Make them both verse and throw the concept out altogether because it’s inherently a bit silly to start with!! ✨ And your personality in the rest of your life often has nothing to do with your bedroom preferences anyway! ✨
Or don’t! Do whatever you want because it’s fanfiction! 🥰✨ Write them with whatever dynamics or lack thereof that you want—that’s the point! And no one can tell you what is and isn’t okay to write in your own fics!! 🎊 They're fictional characters, have fun!!!!!
Happy new year fellow fandom gays!!! Go wild!
#sincerely#a real life gay who has been repeatedly mislabeled#by people who will never be in the bedroom with me to find out anyway 😌#and who enjoys representing these kinds of internal dichotomies in my own writing#maybe my violent anger blorbo just wants someone to take care of HIM for once#maybe he wants nothing more than to be fragile and soft and never could be before now#maybe he wants someone to pin him down and fuck him silly and fuzz out his constantly over-vigilant brain#MAYBE HE JUST LIKES TAKING IT UP THE ASS#there are any number of wonderful and fun and awesome reasons#to explore unexpected dynamics in smut fics#and i encourage everyone who wants to to pursue those desires without shame!!#and without fear!!#maybe my sweet soft baby boy blorbo just wants to make his partner feel good and relax for once#maybe he loves so deeply that he can only express it through teeth and ropes#maybe he just finds the fantasy of control super sexy in a world where he otherwise has none#embrace your wildest most “ooc” smut dreams!!!!#because your fanfics are first and foremost for YOU#and don't let anyone else's opinions influence you otherwise 🖤
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#i think i first listened to this song around the time Behind The Codes became an official project#My brain probably associated the feelings of excitement and fear with the song so ig that's why I love it so much#On one side. I love working on the Behind The Codes#there's an overwhelming amount of ways to tell this story: brainstorming. designing. animating. writing and rewriting until your brain-#starts to fry and get foggy with so many ideas. its both good and stressful to push your limits like this#On another side. I'm constantly anxious about it#I've always been afraid to admit the things I enjoy as well as the things that i create#You don't allow yourself to create and embrace new things even when you're essentially alone#and yes I'm aware of the fact that there will be people who won't enjoy the series- which isn't what bothers me#What bothers me is that I might regret certain decisions#'This is not the message I wanted to convey'#'This is not the story I wanted to tell'#The decision to share this song here is the clearest example of what I mean:#Part of me says: this song is so btc oh my god please put it at the end credits wait THERE IS A 2ND PART OF IT AND IT'S EVEN COOLER OOOAAAA#then there's the main thought: this song is so stupid. it's so corny in a way it makes me uhghu7ujhkjg..#i won against my negative thoughts today. yay#this whole post is just me rambling and being anxious. i dont even know what to say hjdsfbwjkefkdsf#bye :waves:#starbstalks
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I love you grey hairs. I love you crows feet. I love you laugh lines. I love you receding hairlines. I love you age spots. I love you eye bags. I love you natural aging!!!
#I am DEAD SERIOUS. I mean it!!!#YOU WILL AGE REGARDLESS OF YOUR DESIRES. DO NOT FEAR! FIND THE BEAUTY AND EMBRACE IT!!
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Finally came up with a design for Taqqiq (the cat alien in upper right box) that I’m happy with so now I can post this :3 The image I used for Yildiz (lower right box) is a doodle that I think really captures the essence of them and the vibes I’m going for with her character (it’s hard to explain, but she’s supposed to draw power from the Unknown, which has warped her body to change depending on who is perceiving her)
Pronouns for the four:
Ishara (top left)- he/they/(she? Maybe she)
Taqqiq(top right)- he/it
Saanvi(bottom left)- she/they
Yildiz(bottom right)- any pronouns (for now? Pronoun preference may become part of their character growth by choosing an identity rather than let others make assumptions and choose for them. Yildiz has a lot of identity issues your Honor)
#them <3#traditional art#watercolor#my ocs#my art#[title pending] oc story#Taqqiq is going to force me to actually get good at drawing cats#still putting the pieces together for this story but I’m noticing trends of identity issues and taking control of your life#and being fearful of the future#what do characters do out of their anxieties for the future? do they confront the unknown? embrace it? fight it? freeze and let whatever-#happens happen? put it off or run from it?#and I have a general taste for the end where our characters walk towards the future#still uncertain and/or afraid but willing to give it a shot knowing they have support from others#(not having to do things alone)#yeah#oc Ishara#oc Taqqiq#oc Saanvi#oc Yildiz#none of them have last names yet because I haven’t been bothered to figure last names out yet#it was hard enough finding first names that tasted right :((
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do y’all ever think about how badly hozier needs to read till we have faces
#I actually prayed this would happen today#he’s already so into the ‘love is devouring and being devoured’ idea#what if he could get the rest of the way!!!#love is still dark and mysterious and the gods require blood#but maybe there is also a lover who reveals himself in light once the curse is broken#you know? maybe it’s not a strong forbidden poison it’s going home#yes maybe truly knowing your lover will kill you#but maybe it will also make you new#make his embrace will make you like himself and there will be no more fear#yeah anyway#don’t really listen to more than a few of his songs because they’re such vibes but they’re so theologically/spiritually bad#but this idea just struck me so forcefully#i hope this makes any sense#hozier#till we have faces
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The Courage to Be Disliked: Embracing Authenticity
Shaina Tranquilino
February 16, 2024
In a world that often values conformity and seeks approval, it takes immense courage to be disliked. We are constantly bombarded with societal expectations, social media pressures, and the fear of being judged by others. However, embracing the courage to be disliked can be liberating, empowering us to live life on our own terms and foster genuine connections with those who appreciate our authentic selves.
1. The Illusion of Social Approval:
Society conditions us to seek validation from others as a measure of success or happiness. This constant pursuit of acceptance can lead to compromising our true identities, dreams, and desires. The courage to be disliked requires acknowledging that not everyone will like us or agree with our choices – and that's perfectly okay.
2. Self-Acceptance and Inner Freedom:
When we embrace the courage to be disliked, we cultivate self-acceptance. Instead of seeking external validation, we learn to validate ourselves based on our own values, beliefs, and passions. This newfound inner freedom allows us to pursue what genuinely fulfills us without being confined by societal norms or the fear of judgment.
3. Authenticity Breeds Connection:
When we have the courage to be disliked, we attract people who value authenticity rather than superficiality. By staying true to ourselves, we create meaningful connections with individuals who accept us for who we are, flaws and all. Genuine relationships are built upon mutual understanding, respect, and acceptance – traits that flourish when authenticity is embraced.
4. Growth through Criticism:
The courage to be disliked doesn't mean disregarding constructive criticism altogether; it means having the resilience to differentiate between valuable feedback and baseless negativity aimed at discouraging us from being true to ourselves. Constructive criticism helps us grow personally and professionally while allowing us to maintain our authentic identity.
5. Inspiring Others:
By embodying the courage to be disliked, we become a source of inspiration for others who may be struggling to break free from societal expectations. Our authenticity can encourage them to embrace their true selves, ultimately creating a ripple effect that promotes individuality and diversity in society.
The courage to be disliked is the key that unlocks the door to a life lived authentically. It liberates us from the shackles of seeking approval, empowers us to embrace our uniqueness, and fosters genuine connections with like-minded individuals. When we have the audacity to stay true to ourselves, we inspire others to do the same, fostering an environment where everyone can thrive as their authentic selves. So let go of the fear of being disliked and step into a life filled with freedom, growth, and fulfillment.
#courage to be disliked#courage#authentic living#courage over comfort#embrace yourself#fearless authenticity#own your story#apologetically you#real courage#be yourself#fear no judgement#authenticity matters#self acceptance#boldly you
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It's already joever for me so let's go say:
(wait why did I say joever? I meant to say it already late for me)
Implied suicide/suicide ideation??????
Peka but he has found a way to "die" and now every now and then kills himself in order to relief the pain of the wait. Peka who has experienced the freedom of death like if a soothing sleep was only to wake up again as if his death meant nothing. Because it doesn't. He can be put back together whenever he feels like it.
Peka who desperately wishes for death. Peka who hopes for the day he doesn't wake up and can finally rest for the eons he has been going through
#perceptive little crow#i really need to find a way to explain the metanarrative hlev and peka have without sounding like an absolute creep (impossible challenge#anyways this is just a “wouldn't it be fucked up or what” moment qnd i LOVE IT#he's SO depressed your honor it's not wven funny anyways#another thing i thought this morning was about like. what ir he hae q weird ass savior complex when it comes to rhe super myths#he would see rhem and have two thoughts in mind#“a perfect investment” (exploiting their vulnerable mental state to strike a deal. keep getting cash qnd keep the company running)#“i can help them” (sees himself in them and understands the fear and despair that is failing and not being able to do what you want/have to#it's a perfect cocktail for absolute disaster because he'd form a soft spot for them. ultimately falling once they do one by one#and hell. who's to say this didn't happen before#this didn't happen without him even realizing it#who was the first saved by his warm embrace?#who was the first one to fall because of his scorching flames#much to think about!
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