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WE GOT OUR FIRST OFFICIAL CONFESSIONS OF LOVE. HOW ARE WE FEELING GUYS? HOW ARE WE TAKING IN THAT SWEET FEELING OF FUCKING VICTORY?!
#This scene will be living rent free in my brain for the rets of my life#they are everything and wonderful and I love them#edit: I CANNOT BELIEVE I DIDN’T FUCKING CROP THE VIDEO RIGHT#embarrassed for myself#castle swimmer#castle swimmer kappa#kappa#castle swimmer siren#siren#siren x kappa#kappa x siren#kappiren
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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"being trans is a choice" do you honestly think i would CHOOSE to get gender euphoria from wearing knee-length basketball shorts?? that's humiliating
#nonbinary#trans#transmasc#transmasculine#transgender#i look like adam sandler and feel like myself thats so embarrassing#thank god it's not exclusively basketball shorts though#i would look a fool all the time
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my girlfriend
#trigun#trigun maximum#nicholas d wolfwood#i saw a tweet the other day that was like. do u ever like a character SO MUCH that u feel shy/embarrassed even drawing them#AND I WAS LIKE .... YYEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#yall dont even kno how hard i cringe at myself whenever i post abt this guy.. but i power thru OTL#these r a few weeks old btw ive been busy so i havent gotten to draw him in like a month and it feels so JHDSGF&UY EIY$NU&RHGFJDG!@JFHBD#save me. save me nicholas d wolfwood#why did i write all of this DO U SEE WHAT I MEANN my head is in my hands rn
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been thinkin bout how aziraphale can canonically draw and did this dumb comic
sighhh and heres the drawing
#good omens#good omens 2#aziraphale#crowley#the fact that i to am embarrassed over it- i dont jam 2 well with realism/ i had to use myself for reference and it made me feel a bit sill#trying to make something look traditional while its digital is hard man
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Sometimes I think oh I could totally brat but then I remember that I fold like a cheap tent at the slightest hint of possibly being praised
#it’s embarrassing how easy#like yeah I’ll taunt and try and get someone to snap#and would love to tease and act out#but also know when the slightest bit of pressure is applied#I will trip over myself to do whatever will get me called a good boy#I’ll do it one day I know it#because I also wanna be a brat to the point it has to get fucked out of me while I cry#t4t switch#t4t puppy#t4t nsft#:3
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drawing i made for a narumitsu fic i’ve been writing for the past couple months! it’s 29k words of phoenix tackling his hardest case yet: getting edgeworth to agree to a pet name. completely finished & uploaded, T-rating, established relationship… link’s here if you're interested, if not, enjoy the sillies!
for venturing under the cut, i reward thee with the title card & section break illustrations! my favorites are the origami family and the popcorn pigeon :P
and finally... tigerworth...
#ace attorney#gyakuten saiban#narumitsu#wrightworth#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#my art#fanfic#fanfiction#ace attorney fanfiction#i feel way too embarrassed about this for someone with them kissing in my pfp#“aaa what if people think i'm weird for writing fanfic”#ma'am shut up you are on tumblr. this is your target audience.#anyways!#proud of myself for finishing#wahoo :D#thanks vulfpeck for fueling this#“there's no way this goes over 20k” < famous last words#finally i can do something else. like draw more ace attorne--
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I was talking with a friend the other day about how I was fascinated with American school life when I was a teen because it seemed so different from how things are in my country (I knew about US high schools thanks to Hollywood, an accurate and trustworthy source) and we talked about which aspects of US schools felt foreign or strange to us and one thing I brought up was, how American teens only seemed to have like 15min for lunch (I had 1h30 here in France), as evidenced by the cafeteria scenes (no one seemed to eat a proper four-course meal? I definitely never saw a separate cheese course), and I was like, I envied a lot of stuff about US schools but not this
... and I went looking in my old diaries to see if I ever wrote about this, and you know what? I was wrong. I did envy their school lunches which, like almost everything about US schools, felt intriguing and different and cool. The reason middle school-me thought American school lunches were superior to French ones is because, since American teens in TV shows only seemed to get like 4 chicken nuggets and a milk carton for lunch, their lunch tray was very light and they could hold it with one hand under it, the other hand in their pocket or holding their bag strap on their shoulder all casual-like. Sometimes there was no tray, even!
I envied these American teenagers for their lunchtime nonchalance. I would have liked to handle lunch in this cool-cat way but my French lunch tray being loaded with 4 different heavy and breakable plates, I had to hold it carefully with both hands. In my view this was unfair as the hindrance of governmental nutrition guidelines made French students look like uptight nerds, unable to strut around the cafeteria with one hand in our pocket like we didn’t care. Same for the absence of lockers in our schools, we had to carry all our books on our back all day like studious turtles whilst the beautiful 25 year old American teens on my television casually leant against their lockers chatting with friends then strolled around school with just a couple of books tucked under their arm like they were in Dead Poets Society. Thank god there was an ocean between us, imagine a French kid entering a US school cafeteria carrying 3 binders and 5 textbooks in their big rucksack and holding their tray with two hands like a complete loser
Note that these comparisons are quite worthless since I don't know what US school life / food is like in the real world (I imagine it varies a lot!)—I just find it funny to re-read old diaries and discover what was important to kid-me. Discussing these little cultural differences gleaned from US TV series, adult!me is like "yeah I remember being intrigued & envious about a lot of things! Not their school lunches though, they didn't look balanced and nutritious"—meanwhile middle school-me, focused on what mattered, was like, imagine what we could be... imagine being able to hold your lunch tray with 1 hand instead of 2 thus accessing a realm of coolness unfathomable to us in our backward country
#i'm glad i used to spend hours writing diaries... as a kid i never thought i'd enjoy re-reading them later i thought it'd be too mortifying#but no. i'm glad i wrote down for posterity the 4-page-long detailed account of how i embarrassed myself in front of my crush in 2005#crucial historical document. to me
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are you normal or does the slightest criticism make you feel like throwing up, makes you sweat uncontrollably and your face feel like it's burning?
#anxienty#embarrassing#i wish i could control myself#because this is truly ridiculously embarrassing#reacting like this from two slightly mean comments smh#mental health#actually mentally ill#mentally tired#vent#venting#personal#personal blog#anxi4ty#anxitey#trauma#childhood trauma#trauma response
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DEAD BOY DETECTIVES (2024)
1.05 - The Case of the Two Dead Dragons
Or,
Edwin. I saw that.
#the second gif is more damning than the first one tbh#if the universe doesn’t let him smooch his homie even a little im going to have to start booing and jeering#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#george rexstrew#payneland#my gifs#I’m a thousand percent sure this exact gifset exists out there#multiple versions of it probably. bc come on. gestures at all of that.#but I don't think l've seen it myself and I don't have it on my blog so. sorry#also fun fact while this was in my drafts l'd initially captioned it 'dead boy detectives (2016)'#because it’s apparently 2016? do I think it’s 2016 currently?#not sure what kind of typo that was but brain did reboot on time! embarrassing
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I already promised some more MSA sketches in the future for my watchers, but I figured ya'll deserved at least one cleaned up sketch right now since I haven't posted any art of the gang in awhile. Purely for fun as I've always wanted to draw the gang in more alternate outfits. :D
#mystery skulls#mystery skulls animated#msa#msa lewis#msa alive lewis#flowers#dahlia#my art#i love reds and pinks#a very happy and very alive Lewis for you guys :)#Edit: call out post to myself I fucked up something on the skin tone layer in my file and didn't notice until a day later I am so dumb#it's now fixed x_x extremely embarrassing on my part I knew something looked wrong ugh he now has his melanin back sorry Lew boy
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catboy max verstappen because uhhhhhhhhh yeah!! anyways enjoy
#in my mind the collar is a breakaway collar and the tag has his driver number on the front and his breed + blood type on the back#he has to drive with his tail tucked between his legs it is NOT comfortable#there’s also like a fireproof sock thing he has to wear over his tail#the ears tuck back because he’s in sports mode (like crocs)#my fav details are the sponsors on the racesuit and the whiskers on the helmet#anyway if this flops im gonna be so embarrassed im gonna delete myself from existence#but if you like it please talk to me about catboy max i love catboy max#catboy max save me#f1#f1 fanart#mv33#max verstappen#mv1#max verstappen fanart#my art#catboy max#is anyone even awake im posting so late LOL
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baby fever induced doodles from the past days.. wall of text context under the cut that i wrote in reply to people on twitter. about the general premise and riza's feelings towards her oldest before roy came back
^ basic, lamely summed up premise. i hate words
^ riza's feelings about being a mom
#03!baby au#riza hawkeye#roy mustang#royai#nael hawkeye#haitham mustang#fma#fullmetal alchemist#forcing myself to post more shit doodles bc i dont want the image of being a tidy serious art account but being perceived is embarrassing#and i will be wanting to eat my own fist the whole time
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Knee deep in the passenger seat, or whatever Chappell Roan said.
I had to try drawing @1spooky2me’s versions of Bill and Ford.
#billford#gf#gravity falls#bill cipher#stanford pines#handyman bill au#my art#is it still casual?#now that I’ve completely embarrassed myself#I’m going to throw myself into the endless pit
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anyone else remember this weird little show that toon disney used to air back in the nineties?? inside out focused on the lives of the emotions inside the mind of thirteen-year-old riley andersen, as they worked together to guide her through each day. while essentially just being a workplace comedy, the show quickly garnered praise from critics and fans alike for its unique premise, strong and relatable characters, and positive messaging on emotional regulation for its young audience.
at first, it looked like the show was going to become a staple saturday morning cartoon. season 2 even added four new emotions to the original cast of five! unfortunately, it seemed like disney had other plans. clocking in at 52 episodes, inside out only managed to reach around half of the golden standard of 100 episodes for rerun syndication before it abruptly got cancelled. the reason why has been the subject of speculation in hundreds of online forum threads over the past thirty or so years. but who knows! if we drum up some more conversation about it, maybe we can get a reboot!!
#SORRY about the tongue in cheek caption i just wanted to get a lil silly with it...fully immerse myself in the bit#ANYWAYS MANNN THIS WAS SO MUCH FUN. i think this ended up looking more 90s cartoon network than 90s disney but. shrugs.#it was a blast coming up with 90s designs for everyone....also 90s joy is like. ridiculously fun to draw. btw.#inside out#inside out 2#inside out joy#inside out sadness#inside out disgust#inside out anger#inside out fear#inside out anxiety#inside out envy#inside out ennui#inside out embarrassment#inside out fandom#sketchbook
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well thanks @feyburner for putting hockey player jason in my head ive been microwaving it for 3 hours
#sorry for copying the reference photo that u used#i was too embarrassed to search one up myself#jason todd#my art
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