#eithrr way works !

[inanimate-reboots]

seeing as theyre definitely not winning the poll could we mayhaps get testbrush scraps before they split up ,,, <:3

💡 - Well who knows !! Let's see the resultssss !!!

Badadadadadadaddadada--

💡 - NOOOOOOOOOOO...

I GOTTA GO WITH PAINTBRUSH :(((

🖌 - wh what?! What's the problem with going with me??

💡 - i wanted to go with Test Tube and kickstart the yuri early..

🧪 - Glad I'm not going with you then. Me and Fan aren't a thing.

....and well, since you two are going on your own, try to find him before we do.

🦋 - . . . ?

🖌 - Paintbrush eyes TT.

How come?

🧪 - .....well... no reason.

🖌 - Is it the weird relationship with you and Fan?...

🧪 - no no its...

💡 - The yuri!!

🧪 - it's not the yuri!!!

🖌 - Want to talk for a sec?..

🧪 - well.....sure.

They move away from Lightbulb n Bot.

🖌 - oookay. I know you and Fan aren't a thing, but can't you try getting along with him if you find him? Don't freak out at him.

🧪 - I wont freak out!..

...though I honestly don't know what to think when it comes to Fan. I hope you and Lightbulb are the ones to find him.

🖌 - Is it about the different view points you guys have??

🧪 - no no its...

You seen what happened didn't you?...

🖌 - nnnot exactly.

🧪 - ......there were different buttons for recovery. And...we were able to choose what kind of... button we get recovered from.

...each of us has a button that couldve been the og's revival icon.

Lightbulb pressed the red icon for Fan and..

I don't know what to think. Because apparently the same was done for me.

🖌 - ...

🧪 - ...its a bit hard to understand.. was Fan right all along?..

how close even are we to being them?..

is my life just a predetermined joke to just-.. just imitate what was dead!?

Do I actually not have a choice in the long run!?!

🖌 - Hey hey-!

You do have a choice, okay?.. similar to the original or not, you can choose who you want to be.

Paintbrush seemed to glance at Bot for a moment before looking back at Test Tube.

... you get a choice.

🧪 - But is it really my choice if that icon is still there?.. is this all just.. leading up to something???...

🖌 - I.. I dont fully get the whole... thing you and Fan argue about... or even the icon stuff. But maybe you both could try to get on common ground if you find each other.

...try understanding what happened instead of uh... letting.... anger rile you up.

I'm sure Fan isn't the most delighted by what he saw either afterall. It's why we're out here.

🧪 - ...I guess.

Okay.. I'll try to be more.. hearing with Fan if I find him first.

...

But then there's them. Why am I being paired up with them...?... is it because... of them?

🖌 - Maybe you can finally uh.. get to know Bot?..

🧪 - I guess so.

... (don't know if I really want to after our last interaction though..)

💡 - You guys done yapping yet???

🖌 - yeah.

💡 - THEN LETS GET GOINGGGG !!!

[baekuras]

Not me being confused about why I am so tired when I eat like 1 toast and half an apple a day before going home to "just rest"after work and then fall asleep + I've had constant footpain for 2months now and pain also drains 😭

[itsalwaysdark]

i am okay tho i just have momeys sometimrs . please do not ever worry abt me guys

[whomst-art-thou-whomst-whomst]

The Artist and the Fan: Further Meta of Tiny Moments in Oh No! Here Comes Trouble

So it’s possible I did a third rewatch just because I’m convinced my favorite character is queer-coded. And that’s fine. I’ve written about Guangyan as queer-coded before. But what if it’s not just him?

Behold the first scene where Guangyan gets hit by a ball during gym class:

Before the first hit, the camera focuses on him subtly watching something as he runs around the track. What is to his left? The field where Yiyong is. Guangyan is surreptitiously eyeing Yiyong as he runs.

Right after Yiyong smacks the ball at him, the camera chooses to focus on Yiyong’s face. No comment on the expression here...EXCEPT we know later in the series that Yiyong didn’t push him down the stairs, is very gentle inside and wasn’t actually sure whether it had been Guangyan scoffing about his dreams the first time they met, so this is probably not revenge. When some kid brushes past Guangyan in the hall, he automatically thinks it’s Yiyong, meaning Yiyong pushes past him a lot. So given the comedic twists of this show, my queer little brain jumped to, eithrr he has the worst pattern of aim and walking in history, OR he is trying to get Guangyan’s attention in the dumbest “doesn’t know his own strength but maybe third times the charm” kind of way. Think about the dumb shit kids do on the playground to get someone’s attention. We’ve talked about Guangyan nursing a quintessential “of course I don’t like him, I absolutely hate him and his beautiful eyes” crush on Yiyong since high school, but a specific aspect of the rewatch made me think…maybe Yiyong, master of hiding his feelings and desires, master of expressing himself in writing and drawing, wasn’t entirely immune to Guangyan in high school either.

AND I HAVE EVIDENCE *jams tin hat on head* (although I respect that this could also just be a really solid non-romantic bond, see my note at the bottom)

Yiyong’s comic:

Literally two seconds after Yiyong (post coma 1) shuts down his comic, Guangyan (who is, as we later discover, the only reader of the comic) is frantically trying to get him to continue it.

Because it’s a cute little subplot that we know Guangyan is a fan, I got curious about what Yiyong’s art is all about, so I paused on his comic when he clicked on it shortly after waking up from coma 1; we surmise that the last time he worked on it was back when he was in high school, right before the accident.

A thank you to a translation by @betty5271 for explaining what Yiyong’s comic is supposedly about, according to the title and summary he has written for it on his page. The title is King of Flashfire, with the summary “What kind of bloody storm will a gifted high school student unleash on the campus?"

(Genres listed are battle, school life, and comedy)

Hmmmmmm. So it’s a story Yiyong wrote as a student…about a gifted student who gets into “battles”….

Now look at his two characters that are the figures from his comic. Remind you of any two people’s hairstyles and clothes?

*adjusts tin hat*

Guangyan is the only reader of the comic Yiyong has written about a stormy bond between two high school boys. A comic Yiyong wrote before ever having an actual conversation with Guangyan.

It makes this moment even more precious:

Now, to be clear: I do see this as a coded pre-romantic relationship, BUT this could also be an incredibly sweet friendship, too. Just as amazing. I would love a second season where they get their shit together, if that’s where the story is meant to go. Even if it never heads in that direction, I would still love this show so much and I can’t wait for their relationship to grow as they do. Our boys are soulmates, this comic subplot shows their coming together on the monster squad was meant to be.

(Chuying’s main meta is next if anyone has requests or thoughts on areas to cover with her)

[rivermask]

One thing that made this self-organizing utopia not work for me was their not-really currency. They have a system of digital credits that they exchange as a way of acknowledging how each person contributes to society. This is what has Dex feeling obligated to be productive rather than just live and be part of nature, as the robots do. But I don't know how this system works for most of society outside of Dex given the many circumstances in which it is normal eithrr to contribute less to society than society does to you (child, disabled, elderly) or contribute the vast majority of your labor as a caretaker to someone in the above situation who will not have the credits to be able to pay you back. How is everyone not constantly in the red, just from paying back all that society gave them as a child, if nothing else? Do caretakers expect to receive tokens for each act of caring out of someone else's social credit debt or are they also constantly in the red despite working extremely hard at some of the most important work society has to offer?

???

ykw i am having so much fan watching you be a hater, that i’ve decided to ask for more. PLEASE give us a rant about a book you hated.

Haha aw I'm honored. And uh I hope you don't have any particular attachment to Becky Chambers. Sorry in advance.

But A Psalm for the Wild-Built won a Hugo and I do not get the love. Book 1 was nice enough, yeah. Book 2 had me tearing my hair out.

Sibling Dex is a restless Tea Monk who serves the God of Small comforts on the science-fantasy planet of Panga. I genuinely love the idea of a tea monk - part therapist, part confessor, travels around to the different towns, mixes tea blends for people, lets them talk about their worries and fears and stresses, and gives them, if not advice, then sympathy and a listening ear and some calming tea. This is meaningful work but they're unhappy. After doing this for a while they're still unsatisfied with their life, so they go into the woods searching for self-actualization, and meet a robot named Mosscap, a wild robot that lives in the woods. See, hundreds of years ago, all the robots "woke up" and became sentient one day, then they staged a quiet rebellion against humanity's greed and industrialization by walking into the woods and never coming back. Now, the continent is split in half: humans stay on the Human Side, and robots stay on the Robot Side. The Robot Side is kept wild and humans are discouraged from going in there because humans can't be trusted not to ruin Nature. The rpbots are welcome to come to the Human Side, they just never have. Dex is the first person in a While to venture into the woods of the Robot Side, and the first human since the great walkout to see a robot. Mosscap gives Dex a lot of philosophical pep talks about not pushing themself so hard, about allowing themself to just rest and appreciate the world without feeling like they need to be Providing A Service to justify their existence. It's a nice theme. Underbaked, imo, but nice. Relateable.

Book 2 was a goddamn mess.

Book 1 mostly takes place in the wilderness of the woods, so it's okay if the nice utopian human community Dex comes from was sketchily-built. It Just Works, and everyone Is Just Nice, this is a science-fantasy parable. There were some issues I had with it - like the strict ideological and physical divide between Nature and Humans, and the fact that Dex's religion seems to be the Only Religion In The World, and it's vaguely secular-humanist with the gods being not "really" gods but names given to primordial forces and philosophical concepts, and the religion not really making any demands of its adherents in any way except to become their best selves and devote themselves to what they like... it's potentially interesting, but overall kinda lazy. It felt like Becky Chambers was aware of the idea that having an enlightened-atheist sci-fi utopia is Problematic, so she made there be a central religion, but she also didn't want it to have any of the ~icky~ things religions have, like belief in anything supernatural, or dietary restrictions, or creeds, or codes of behavior, or expectations to make any kind of sacrifice in any way. All the gods "ask" is that humans observe and appreciate the world. But whatever.

In book 2, Dex and Mosscap return to Dex's society, and the book seems to want to explain how the world works, and oh my GOD is Chambers not prepared to do this.

"Observe and appreciate" is all anyone is asked to do. Book 2, A Prayer for the Crown-Shy, is an ode to ultimate virtue of Doing Nothing. There's this attitude I see in a LOT of utopian fiction, where the author is bluntly just not a good enough author to imagine a utopian society where people act like people, so in the world of Panga, utopian society is achieved through 1) homogeneity 2) no one giving a crap about anything.

As far as I can tell, there is the one religion. Most people are Fine with this. Most people are Fine with anything. There are no characters with distinct personalities. There's no money, except there is, except it's not real money and no one will deny you anything if your balance is in the red, even though your balance is available to be seen by anyone - this does not cause any kind of shame or pride or competition in any way, and Dex doesn't understand why it might. There are no hierarchies or governing bodies, people just volunteer to step up when things need doing (this is portrayed as great and not deeply concerning). There are different communities, but in them, everyone is uniformly nice, friendly, and helpful at all times. There are some parts of nature, like the seashore, where people are not allowed to go because they'll ruin the environment, and this is accepted as correct and necessary. Most people live in hippie, pro-recycling, high-tech, end-of-history green communities; there's one group they visit, however, that doesn't trust technology, and lives in a vaguely sci-fi-Amish way. You might think, Dex travelling around with a robot, this might cause conflict! It does not. The people from this community calmly explain their anti-technology position, Dex calmly explains their pro-technology position, and they politely respect each other. "Not bothered either way" is a phrase that turns up in various permutations a lot and is held up as the good, mature, responsible way to be.

There's a scene where they catch a fish for dinner, and instead of killing it, the scifi-Amish guy says "We let the air do that for us, and they let the fish slowly suffocate to death in the air while they all look on solemnly and sadly. This is portrayed as a deep, beautiful moment of them witnessing and honoring the final moments of a living being's life. And not. y'know. them torturing a living being to death so they can keep their own hands clean.

This is what I mean about the valorization of passivity: observing is all you are ever obligated to do. Letting a fish die in the air is better than killing it quickly and humanely, because doing things gets your hands dirty, while letting things simply happen is the Correct way to do it.

At the end, Mosscap and Dex blow off all their promises and appointments and just hang out at the beach chilling out instead, because do what you want forever, you don't have to do shit. This is the happy affirming ending. Mosscap you fucking said you'd meet with the city leaders as the robot ambassador to the humans, did you tell them you were blowing off this commitment because you didn't feel like doing that anymore??? Did you even let them know??????

It is SUCH a baffling book. The theme wants to be "you are more than your job, you deserve to just Be" and ends up feeling like "you don't have to do anything ever, and no one can make you do anything you don't want to do if you don't feel like it, and you don't owe anyone anything and searching for a purpose in your life is just making you stressed out so chill at the beach instead."

The thing that drives me crazy is like. Mosscap cheerfully tells Dex about robots that spend twenty years in a cave watching stalactites form because they think it's beautiful, and those robots are just as much a valued part of society as anyone else. Appreciating beauty and wonder is good enough, you don't need to be productive. And I'm just. fuckin. like. Humans are not robots! Robots don't need to eat or sleep! Humans need food, and clothes, and shelter, and medical care, and if we don't have SOMEONE working to provide that, we Die! Nice as it would be, we CAN'T just all do nothing forever until we feel like it! We can't do that!

And at the same time, the book bizarrely treats wanting a purpose in life as like... almost disordered. If you are seeking a purpose in life it's because you just haven't let go of your guilt and relaxed enough. It's bizarre. Valorization of passivity. Humans aren't meant to be in nature so we just Shouldn't. Doing nothing and having no strong opinions is the most self-affirmed you can possibly be. Letting a fish suffocate is more moral than quickly breaking its neck or spiking its brain. Someone else will do it. Who, if we're all supposed to be resting and only doing what we feel like? Don't worry about it.

"The heart of this book is comfort [...] There is nothing in it that can hurt you." YOU LIAR BECKY CHAMBERS THE FISH SCENE STILL DISTURBS AND UPSETS ME TO THIS DAY

[residualmanifest]

I go down to part time next week ... Worried abt how my paychecks are gonna look cus I have to pay back vacation hours (which !! My boss . Made me take out more than I had available buhgh)

[rattyshipss]

AFTER I WAS FREAKING OUT LAST NIGHT I WAS WATCHING THE LIVES I HAD RECORDED OF GRAYSONS ACTOR AND I WENT TO HIS TWITCH AND WATCHED THE ONE WHERE HE TALKS ABOUT THE RESIDENT AND I WATCHED A LOT OF IT THIS TIME AND THERE'S SO SO SO MUCJ NEW BTS STUFF OF GRAYSON AND THE OTHERS AND I'M GONNA CRY AGAIN OH MY GOD IT WAS AMAZING😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

LIKE LOOK AT MY ADORABLE BBY😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 (PLEASE CLICK ON THE PITCURES TO SEE THE WHOLE TJJNGS)

AND OH MY GOD GRAYSON'S NAME WASNT ORIGINALLY GONNA BE GRAYSON

IT WAS GONNA BE

............

MARK

MARK?!?!?!?!?!?! EVEN THE AVTOR WAS LIKE GRAYSON IS WAY BETTER THAN MARK

GRAYSON WHEN HE FINDS OUT HIS NAME WAS ALMOST MARK ALDNFKFKDODJSKFJ

AND YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT HIS DAD'S NAME ALMOST WAS?!?!?!!??!?!

.............

HARMEN

HARMEN!!!!!

OH MY GOD I CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE EITHRR OF THEIR NAMES BEING EITHER OF THOSE

LIKE NO THSNK YOU ILL TAKE MY BOYS GRAYSON AND ZIP THANK YOU VERY MUCH

ALDKEOFKEJWOWKEJJEIDJDHFWKDBWJ

AND AND I ALWAYS TRY TO GET A GOOD SHOT OF HIS WORK BADGE AT CHASTAIN AND HE HOLDS IT UP IN THE STREAM AND IS TALKING ABOUT IT AND I'M PRETTY SURE HE MIGHT DO A GIVEAWAY WITH IT SOON AND THIS IS THE CLEAREST AND CLOSEST I'VE EVER GOTTEN TO SEE IT AND I JUST AODHDKFNEIDNEKDNSKNCEK (THIS SPECIFIC PITCURE ISNT THAT GREAT THOUGH SO I'M GONNA TRY TI GET MORE SOON)

LOOK AT MY BBY ON HIS FIRST DAY IN HIS LITTLE OUTFIT

IT'S LITTERALLY LIKE IT'S HIS FIRST DAY OR SCHOOL OR SOMETHING

AND THERE'S A PART WHEFE HES TALKING ABOUT HIS SCENE WITH RICKY AND DIEGO (F/OS THAT ARE PLATONIC ON THIS BLOG AND ROMANTIC ON @totallynotapolyamselfshipblog ) AND HE HAS THIS PITCURE OF HIM AND DANIEL (THE GUY THAY PLAUS RICKY) AND HE'S TALKIJG ABOUT THEK AND STUFF AND THEFES ONE PART WHERE HE'S LAUGHIJG AT A LOOK DIEGO GIVES HIM IN THE SCEME AND HIS LIKE "MAN WHAT A MEAN STARE" AND I'M JIST LIKE YEAH MEAN STARE THAT YOU GET INTO A POLYAMOROUS RELATIONSHIP WITH APJWKDJEKFJFKFJDJFKEJDK

[chris-spacehere]

while im still in my drunk state (i did NOT drink, i mean drunk in a way my brain doesn't work and im a lil pissbaby doin shit around the world)

i will admit to all people i follow, YES I AM BEING CLINGY ON TAGS OF YOUR POST EVEN THO WE AINT EVEN MUTUALS AND YOU DONT KNOW ME, because you deserve validation and love, no, i do not care if im a stranger to you, i want to try send love and appreciation, the reason i got tumblr in the first place was to boost my friend's art, i tried getting follows so i could help them get more riches, so FUCKING HELL, IF IM IN YOUR TAGS, TALKING AS IF IM YOUR FRIEND, IM EITHRR IN DRUNK STATE OR I WANT TO SEND YOU SUPPORT AND REMIND YOU I CARE FOR YOU AND YOU ARE ON THE SWAG LIST

[suhnnyskiess]

so we had a power outage yesterday night and today's morning so i spent and absurd amount of time writting for this tiktok prompt that was saying how we’re all worried whether or not we could pull our anime crushes when we should be thinking whether or not our anime crushes could pull us

And like hhhhh *head in hands* here goes nothing. Bc i spent my whole morning writting. for my top 4 HQ boys, kenma was the fifth but i didn’t finish the idea.

Iwaizumi

Okay but Iwaizumi could probably mmm okay if I were a second year and i had a crush on him i would probably ignore him? Like not ignore per se but probably would not even think he could like me, not bc im unlovable or anything (i think im pretty awesome) but bc i mean, I'm not even in his radar. Like in HS i was that student who despised sports except volleyball bc it was fun!! So maybe we befriend by me coming to the volleyball team to ask the coach if i can borrow a ball to play with my friends and the coach at firs was like 😐 so i go ☺️ and give him my student ID so he can be sure i will comeback and not steal his ball and if something happens he knows my info and he agrees!! So i go play with my friends and when i comeback the coach is not there anymore it's just Oikawa and Iwaizumi so i greet them and ask them where should i put the ball and they are like _oh, its you_ so i go ☺️☺️ yes its me! Thank them and i ask them for ny ID and Iwa gives it back so "Thanks iwaizumi san!" And go back my merry way and it becomes a ritual everyother day i come ask for the ball and return it to Iwa and one Friday we are having an event of sorts so all third years we have the day off classes and instead we have activities to do as a group and I go back to ask the couch for the ball but it's only Iwa so i ask him if he wants to play! He agrees and its funny bc hes still taller than me and some friends but we have fun! We get closer after that and we start greeting each other in the hall and maybe i even start going to see the team practice more often and its weird bc I'm next to Oikawas fangirls and i don't understand the hype? But its better than be alone and i always leave before they notice me until one day i lose track of time and i stay till the end of practice and Iwa sees me with bunch of oikawa's fangirls and I oblivious greet him and I'm flustered bc oh no what if he thinks im creepy but when i go down and tell him how he was doing great he goes ?? I thought you were watching oikawa? Why would I watch him when there's you? And we both realize what i just said so i yeet myself out bc thats embarrassing ❣️ and the next time he sees me he askes me why i did that and i just laugh and change the subject, its fun being friends with him. So if he told me he liked me i would be too shocked?? So I wouldn't be too sure to accept his confession but i would probably agree to hang out just the two of us, bc i would be interested but knowing myself i would eithrr be too conscious to accept or to eager so idk

BUT if we are talking about time skip! iwa the thoughts are the same like, if i do end up working in journalism or anything similar and idk let's say i end up working in sport news or something i probs would say _hi!_ to him or something and be friendly bc you always have to be nice even more so to the people you interview lmao so idk we end up as friends but he never asks me out bc i don't even process he might like me, sorry iwa chan. Like i am very oblivious lol.

Atsumu

Oh boy do I have been thinking hhhhh like you see the thing is with atsumu im pretty sure we would be like strangers to enemies to lovers I'm so sure of it. Like if he were my upperclassmen i would silently hate him and if we were in the same year i would straight out dispise him and roll eyes and be like 😐😐 why are you so cocky??? Like yeah hes actually very handsome and talented but ??? Hes soooo cocky around his fans like who does he think he is??? Idk I've always hated men lol So its most likely I would have banter around him in class like idk its my turn to speak in class he audibly yawns or coughs to interrumpt me so i accidentally forget to tell him to bring his USB for next day presentation bc schedule changed or when labs suddenly changed and we aree having chem lab and i remind everyone but it slips my mind to remind him stuff like that and one day we get paired up for math bc i suck and he doesn't suck as much so we have to work together and im trying to keep this stern vibe but he's joking around with Suna in the other table and I'm just losing my mind bc i need to pass and i ask him to kindly help me before i lose my mind so he kinda shifts like _sorry i know grades are important to you_ andf i go 👁️👁️ bc _...thanks_ and he ends up actually working so maybe he isn't as bad after all and maybe just maybe we can be friends.

Omg i got carried away 😭😭😭😐

So yeah i think after befriending him and seeing how he's not that bad i kinda do fall for him, but i would try to keep my "friends vibe" and be like everything is okay until one day its sports day or whatever and the volleyball team is playing against another good school and this is our last match as third years in a school event and everyone knows the Miya twins are Amazing and they are excited but i talk to atsumu in the changing rooms and just wish him good luck and i run back to the stairs bc that went awkward so the game begins and everyone is cheering bc we are winning but the other school wins the second set and now the third keeps us on our toes but of course everyone is giving their all and when finally atsumu sets osamu the final pass we win and everyone is screaming in excitement and us third years who where on the public go running towards them and we are all celebrating and I immediately go hug atsumu bc !!! We won and he hugs me back bc !!! We won!!! But then i realize we are too close and i get nervous again so try to move but he doesn't let me and 👉🏽👈🏽 i look at him and he looks at me and maybr something happens i don't know

Short answer is yes, he could pull me.

nOw if we talk about time skip atsumu i don't think he's as cocky as when he was a teen, cuz like he's an adult of sorts. I sill don't know how could we meet tho, I have friends who play volleyball so maybe one day i ask if I can see them play and they are having a friendly match with some other people in the gym and I agree bc we are having food after the game so- Maybe we meet there, add him on socials and i realize he's a famous player 😐😐😐 and i talked to him casually but then i see a message request and its from him so we kinda statt talking. As I said, i don't know if I could realize if its mutual or not bc i never notice if someone i like likes me and if i notice its bc i know they don't like me, bc i only have noticed when strangers??? Not strangers perse but ppl who i don't like back like me lol. So if he ever asked me out on a date i wouldn't even know it was a date 😭😭 and when people start asking us if we are dating i would be like mmm🧐 no we just went to eat😋😋 so he would have to freaking spell it out for me if he likes me 😩

Kuroo

Kuroo would be too cocky to even pull me like with how i was in Highschool i would have most likely think he was playing around or too himbo for my liking bc yeah hes nice and all but? I remember having classmates that could fit the Kuroo criteria and some girls did crush on them but like? Maybe i would too but probably i would quickly be over it LMAO Like yeah i would probably get flustered if he flirted  but i would recover easily bc lmao he's just being friendly. Like hes too nice for me to nice something, lets say we both are studying in the library with other classmates and hes helping us with chem I would simply think hes being nice or a good freind even bc ??? hes nice yknow or if he helps me carry my bag or lunch when im walking the stairs I don’t know i think he would probably get desperate that i never see his actings towards me or wthv so one day he simply goes “I have to tell you something” and i think everyone but me knows so i just nod and walk with him outside the classroom and he well says what he feels and i honest to kid you not i would simply go :o really? BC HDOSFJDSIFJSS HES A NICE FRIEND so maybe idk, really depends but if i did like him i would propably get flustarted bc i would probably realize at that moment i do like him but if im not like thinking I would the awkward thing you do when someone likes you and you are just like Oh thanks idk what to say back lol c-ya So yeah idk i do think hes very handsome and smart and likeabale but i can’t see myself straight out accepting bc i tend to bee very dumb with feelings <3

Timeskip Kuroo however would maybe do pick my attention, he has a stable job, has friends, is athletic like he could easily pull me bUT would depend really on my mood bc that could also be too normal?? Idk man haven't dated anyone seriously to know what timeskip could be like. BUT LIKEEE YESSS IMAGINE another friend with a normal 9 to 5 job that hates capitalism as much as me and we both complain about having to live in this fucked up system and trying to subvert as much as we can HHHH AND HES AN EYE CANDY TOO??? yes i am objectivfying him.

Bokuto

Bokuto in HS would have me swooning over him in silence and not me ever telling him i liked him. Or i would jokingly say i like him but never to serious bc he's way too popular and i know the point of this is too see if they could pull me sbdkdld

So okay, hmmmm as i said i would probably be too shy to approach him if he was an upperclassmen, if we were the same year i would talk to him and even help with homework bc thats what i did with some jocks but i just think i wouldn't notice if he liked me 😭😭😭 Like if he ever asked me out i would think its a secret camera or something??? Like why would he??? But if he is serious about it I think I would say yes???

Timeskip bokuto is in a similar story as iwa, if i do end up working in journalism and i meet him by chance it would be cute?? To see him show interest in me but i don't know if I would accept or notice? Bc I'm working and i should be professional but if he asks me out after they won s game i would probably say yes bc how can i not say yes to him LOOK AT HIM HHHHH *screams*