#ed: pp

[imjosienotjojosiwa]

guys don’t mind the way it’s placed.. erm

20 cal mushrooms

45 cal Asian cucumber salad

150 cal chicken..

0 cal Pepsi max 😼

[4n4g1rl13]

i had a bad binge today. anyone have any good fanfic recs?? i need some triggering content rn lmao

[jrueships]

HELPME

[always-rolling-my-eyes]

And fuck Ed Sheeran btw

[kingdomoftyto]

Oh yeah ANOTHER thing?

It's now canon that Vlad (and by extension probably Danny too) can survive THE VACUUM OF SPACE with no food, water, or air for at least several months if not over a year??

Like yeah we saw him out by Saturn at the end of Phantom Planet but I think a lot of us figured he'd probably die out there (including the characters in the story apparently LOL brutal). But here we have confirmation that (half-)ghosts can pretty much keep going indefinitely on stubbornness alone. Like holy shit, dude. I don't know whether that's awesome or super dark.

[starsfic]

DogDay stood staring at the daily calendar on the wall before turning his gaze around, his expression unchanging. "It's August 1st!"

Ed stopped, looking up from his coffee at the android dog boy. "Uhh...yeah. Are you just doing the digital monster anime meme or...?"

"Huh, no..." Briefly confused, DogDay shook his head. "Sorry, I just just a bit...surprised how quickly this month snuck up... Now it's only a week until the 30th anniversary of...well..."

Oh, I bet that's gonna be rough.

[team-titts]

Vent 🌬️

TW for the girlies: sh, ed, sewerslidal thoughts 🤞

God i hate myself. i was sick since last thursday, rendering me basically useless because all i manage to do when i’m sick is fall asleep. i didn’t even have anything worth fussing over. it was literally just a chest cold. no fever, nothing. i hate myself for being so dramatic and i hate myself for hating myself. i hate the way i look, act, feel, move, talk, cry, dance, sing. i can’t seem to find anything good about myself and i don’t think anyone else can either. i feel like people are starting to give up on me (for good reasons) and i don’t know how to ask them not to leave without sounding too needy. and then i missed school on both friday AND today. i wasn’t even super sick today. i just kinda had a gross cough and my mom said i could stay home so i did and now i feel lazy and stupid and useless and i hate myself. THEN i missed dance, which i also missed on saturday, mind you, and that in of itself is a big deal. you can miss so much when you miss even just one class. then i checked the group chat for dance and they sent videos of the combos that they did and i want to cry. they look so happy and im so jealous how do i deal with this. plus i probably missed the choreography for the actual fucking dance. then i have to take into account the fact that i didn’t exercise nearly enough today and i’m so last and fat. god, i already have a hard time taking a day off, but today was just so much worse. i felt so stupid and stuck up and useless. and to top it all off, i still feel like shit. i wanna cut so bad but i’m too lazy to even get the stuff out. it’s literally all right here next to me. my towel, my blade, i even found that old piece of glass i was using back in june. but i’m too tired and lazy to get off my ass and do something for once in my stupid fucking life. i want to kill myself. and this time, it’s purely selfish motives. this time, it’s because i’m so tired of fucking things up and i think it’s time for me to just accept that i’m never gonna amount to anything good. writing this is so pathetic. who am i gonna talk to? my mom?? nonono, i don’t want her to worry. my therapist?? nah, i don’t want her to tell my mom i’m hurting myself. my friends?? nope, they’ll get worried too. plus i can’t risk burdening them with this. they already have their own shit to shovel. anyways i’m done. i gotta go do duolingo 👉👉

[traumacodedtransbitch]

Good news: every day is a step closer to d*pp dropping dead

[smoopy]

i start law school this fall and the more that i tell people about it the more i hear about other people’s grad school plans… i saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by higher education…

[moonlight-at-dawn]

A) ...why that picture???

B) uhhhhh they're in our blood and blood runs through the penis so...

C) i don't want to click and find answers i want to laugh and cringe at all the things this one little sentence makes me think and feel

[lunarluvbot]

OMG I SWEAR WE NEED TO CONVERT ZIGGY TO BE A EDMUND GIRLIE BC PETER IS JS NO 😭😭

SHE WILL NOT BE CONVINCED EVEN THOUGH IT'S FOR HER OWN GOOD

[givemeanorigami]

L'istinto di chiedere conferma al vicino di casa testimone di Geova*, palesemente vestito in tenuta da suonatore di campanelli o distributore di volantini, se stesse andando - o se stesse tornando - da suonare i campanelli è stato molto forte.

Come chiedergli se il dress code per andare in servizio è imposto o è una causalità che sono sempre riconoscibili da chilometri per come sono vestiti, soprattutto se viaggiano in coppia.

[t0x1c-adv1ce]

💗 - would uu rather be happy or hungry. think abt it - 💗

[revuetraversees]

 Gwen GARNIER-DUGUY, Livre d’or, Couverturede R. Mangú et postface, Bertrand Lacarelle. (Ed. L’Atelier du Grand Tétras 96 pp.)

Une chronique de Xavier Bordes  Gwen GARNIER-DUGUY, Livre d’or, Couverture de R. Mangú et postface, Bertrand Lacarelle. (Ed. L’Atelier du Grand Tétras 96 pp.) Si l’on s’amuse à se rappeler que la parole est d’argent et le silence, d’or, on peut considérer qu’un livre de poèmes « traduit du silence » (Joe Bousquet) est une sorte de vermeil, d’alliage solaire ! Et en effet, à travers les élans…

[starsfic]

CatNap: Have you ever realized how you can say “have a nice day” and it’s considered nice, but if you say “enjoy the next 24 hours,” you’re being ‘creepy,’ and ‘need to stop?’

Ed: How did you even get out of your room, let alone into my office?

CatNap: "Don't worry about that."

Ed: "I'm worrying."

[communistkenobi]

Another issue that seems to fuel effemimania is our cultural tendency to sexualize femininity and femaleness in all its forms. While countless feminist writers and theorists have analyzed the ways in which the sexualization of femaleness and femininity permeates virtually every aspect of our culture and has a negative impact on most women's lives, they have typically ignored the way this tendency creates an environment in which "male femininity" is almost always considered in purely sexual terms. For example, most popular images and impressions of trans women revolve around sexuality: from "she-male" and "chicks with dicks" pornography to media portrayals of us as sexual deceivers, prostitutes, and sex workers. And of course, there are the recurring themes of trans women who transition in order either to gain the sexual attention of men or to fulfill some kind of bizarre sex fantasy (both of which appear regularly in the media, and also in Bailey and Blanchard's model of MTF transgenderism). In this context, it's easy to understand why Bailey and Blanchard were able to get away with proposing a homosexual/autogynephilic model for MTF spectrum trans people without ever being challenged by their professional peers to apply their theories to FTM spectrum trans people. To do so would require these predominantly straight- and male-identified gatekeepers to view masculinity and maleness in purely erotic terms--in other words, to reduce maleness to the status of mere sexual object (something that they would be loath to do in the unlikely event that this line of reasoning ever crossed their minds). This unwillingness to sexualize masculinity to the extent that femininity is sexualized explains why the gatekeepers endlessly dwelled on every perceived nuance and variation that occurred in the sexual practices and fantasies of the MTF spectrum population while simultaneously adamantly claiming that there was no such thing as female transvestism, no erotic component to FTM crossdressing, and no such thing as a gay-identified trans man.

— Whipping Girl, pp 134-135 (2nd Ed)

Serano also talks about how transmascs were routinely viewed as more “psychologically stable” compared to transfems by medical professionals because it was seen as “basically rational” for a woman to want to be a man, but hysterical, pathological, and disturbing for a man to want to be a woman. Furthermore, trans women were routinely at the whims of the sexual desires of the professionals who oversaw their medical transition, with many doctors outright stating in medical documentation that they used their own levels of sexual attraction to their transfem patients as the basis for whether they would refer them for surgery or not. And on the flip side, if trans women were too feminine, too attractive to the cishet male doctors, they would be accused of faking or exaggerating for attention, while trans men were praised for their performance of masculinity and escaped the sexual eye of the overwhelmingly straight doctors - because it would be gay to do so, and of course these doctors aren’t gay! How dare you even suggest that!

The conclusion ultimately is that there is no good way to be a woman - trans women are stuck in a double bind where they must perform an incredibly rigid standard of femininity in order to be given access to hormones, and are then punished if they “go overboard” or their performance of femininity doesn’t suite the sexual tastes of the doctors who gatekeep their ability to transition. This is again where transmisogyny has a massive amount of explanatory power as a concept, and why trans men do not face this same double-bind - our masculinity can be denied as fraudulent, and often is, but the act of pursuing masculinity in the first place is seen as a genuine, taken-for-granted common sense pursuit, a “mercy” that is not afforded to our transfem siblings.

This is not to pit transmascs against transfems, but to acknowledge the basic reality that our masculinity provides us with some bargaining power in medical and psychiatric contexts, not because trans men don’t face discrimination or transphobia, but because we have the ability to be rewarded by patriarchy for our identity as men - which is itself a violently misogynistic privilege. This fact should enrage you, not towards trans women for pointing this very obvious and basic fact out to you, but towards the people and institutions conducting this violence in broad daylight