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#orv#omniscent reader's viewpoint#yhk#yoohankim#hsy#yjh#kdj#han sooyoung#yoo joonghyuk#kim dokja#they live in my head rent free#eating away at my soul#i love them#idk if you could tell by now#Silver's lily garden
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Kaeya, despite being a sickly and gentle child, was his own kind of nightmare for Crepus and the other Dawn Winery staff.
See, Diluc is prone to mischief and chaos, dragging along his younger brother and a couple of other children into his plots and messes.
But Kaeya? Kaeya is the type to end up in the most random, and I do mean most random, of places. He would vanish for several hours, only to be found in an unexpected location such as, oh let's say that one time, he was found eating fruit with some friendly hilichurls...IN LIYUE.
He was such a curious soul that would easily get distracted by the wonders of Teyvat, but since he is so silent in both words and movements, whoever is watching over him would lose sight of him just as quickly.
He has caused several search parties in his youth, only for people to find out he was following a seelie to a treasure chest or napping with a young wolf cub in Wolvendom.
Crepus swears that Kaeya and Diluc are competing on who can give him gray hairs the fastest (so far, Diluc is winning, but Kaeya sure is catching up with every scream of panic from a designated babysitter and Diluc)
#crepus and his chaos children#may bartobas bless his soul or something#look if klee can nuke azhdaha for her birthday i think kaeya should be allowed to eat with hilichurls in liyue#nah this is also why diluc followed kaeya and the traveler into a domain one time#*kaeya vanishes again*#*jean sighs in exasperation and nostalgia*#*diluc panicking inwardly again*#one time for funsies i thing he should be found on top of dragonspine after following several warm seelies lmao#crepus: “so...where did you find my boy again?” varka: “...you won't believe me...” crepus: “try me” varka: “...on a ship to Fontaine...”#pls im having fun with this idea yall gotta know how funny this is to me#kaeya#kaeya alberich#crepus ragnvindr#dawn winery#kaeya headcanons#yeah so remember he stowed away to a cargo that was headed for sumeru? crepus was stressed but he was probably used to it lmao#crepus: “ is it morally questionable to put a bell on him?”#bonus hc: kaeya being the knight to ask when needing a search party coz he knows the common places children would get to lmao
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hi i'm the anon that asked about npd mind and i am So Excited for the comic :D just wanted to say that
Sorry I lost motivation pretty intensely halfway though... I hope you still like this haha
Erm put a lot in tags if you want more... actual thoughts on mind instead of tiny bite sized 1-2 panels
#I also see it as... Mind puts a lot of expectations on himself. and by proxie. on Heart. Heart is supposed to be his equal. his other half.#When Heart has differing goals. sees a different path to helping the whole. it reads as an active betrayal.#mind has put just... a lot of his identity ON heart and soul. he needs his equal to be good... if he's not. Mind can't deal with that#I do think he puts down Heart constantly in an effort to distance himself from that. after the very start. make himself seem Better#Heart cannot be his equal because Mind cannot be... like that. he needs to define himself off of heart still. but as something Better#but under it all he's very desperate for Heart and Soul's approval. he needs them to see him for his worth. it eats away at him#deeply deeply unsure of his position...#[there must be something elating about concord. to know that you. all of you. is so deeply lovely...]#that's getting into just how I see mind in general. outside of the lens of NPD. but its hard to figure out what exactly about him reads NPD#I do think the way he acts in canon is very .. congruent with npd. if that makes sense? whaggever. canon complaint hc to me :]#cut out more than my tags cus this got Very Very long#cccc#cj#chonny jash#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj mind#cccc mind#cj heart#cccc heart#cj soul#cccc soul
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Well, i am writing fic again. Because i can apparently spend years lurking in mxtx proximal fandoms (shen yuan i love u), then a full year watching vox machina and then critical role campaign 1 and campaign 2, devouring all the caleb fic i can find and still not feel the energy to participate in the fandom. then be like no, no, this silly blue man and very serious tiny man with his violence ballet, this is where i have something to contribute (read, "someone did the au where the coinflip went the other way, right, right? huh i guess not, haha wouldn't it be funny if--")
???
Anyway it has been one month, i have written 25k, probably 15k to go, there is a Google slides doc with a diagram of the silken squall (its a giant kite, btw) and a map of the continent of marquet with to-scale color-coded annotations of each group's location and distance traveled by day, i have rolled stats for dorians parents (sorry dadvernwind, please have some extra guards, you need them), i made a ppt chart comparing parentvernwinds to the party's stats (y axis: win hearts [wis+cha], x axis: win fights [str + dex + con], bubble size: hit points) , i have a spreadsheet with the silken squall's land use and wealth distribution, ashton wants to know why he's so stressed when he's not even in the main pairing (jokes on him though he got to talk to dorian's mom twice and she threw out my arranged marriage subplot, look she says to me there's a marriageable young genasi right here who knows how to protect his own, they bonded over protective violence guys, ashton didn't notice), bell's hells sucked so bad at Orym's resurrection ritual i thought he might actually just stay dead, i had to go back and just let fearne lie,i gave the squall griffins to solve a travel-speed issue and now dorian's bitchy neglected griffin is the star of the last third of this fic, Imogen has emerged from the wings to live the horse girl movie she always wanted, and orym and dorian have not yet shared a scene together but i swear its happening soon
haven't written complete fic (not just a story set up) or anything longer than 10k since jan 2016 so.... this is good... tentatively optimistic here...
in conclusion:
(fcg isn't on there because the fic has bigger parts for orym, dorian, ashton, & fearne, but then i added laudna & imogen to make dorian's dad look better. ...it didn't work. XD)
#critical role#cr3#dorym#dorian storm#orym of the air ashari#liam o'brien has some kind of laser sight locked onto my narrative kinks#robbie daymond is so fucking charming in the most disarming way i did not expect that#hope this 'i can write again' thing continues so i can finish the two egregiously overdue charity fics still eating away at my soul
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the prevalence of "yes or no" in The Locked Tomb Series
bonus!:
#forgive me. i love pash. i couldn't not include her.#tlt#the locked tomb#fuck off lou#my post#parallels#tlt meta#htn#ntn#gtn#harrow the ninth#gideon the ninth#nona the ninth#im just intrigued by the fact that there's no instances with a right choice#if gideon says no she's stuck on the ninth. if she says yes she dies at canaan house#if harrow says yes she eats gideon's soul. if she says no she damns her own#john's taking away U and T's past identities and fleshing them over later w a nicer exterior#or he's desecrating someone's children#nona doesn't know what she'd be disagreeing or agreeing with#camilla dies apart from pal and they depart unknowing into the river. or their souls are destroyed and remade together. forever#the horrors of love making the more grotesque of two evils look more inviting#anyway
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solas is bisexual in our heart. ive heard they went one gender romance route bc of time + avoiding a "bisexual villain" trope (only heard though) (istg everything about inquisition is "running out of resources")
i hc that he had male lovers in the past because. vibes. can't help it
the bisexual villain trope excuse will haunt me until the day i die because what is that. i'm assuming they meant queer villain which is fair enough for 2014 because i know they didn't want people writing essays comparing solas to gay disney villains or w/e, but at the same time if there are multiple queer characters in your story it's literally fine. the hypersexual bisexual trope is far more common and noticeable . and yet bull is there!
#it was definitely due to a lack of resources tbh which is fine i get it.......#but tbh if you cant implement it fully dont do it at all and use the resources youd use half doing something to improve#on the other things you were only half implementing!#i still think dai would be 10% better without solas romance#sorry that was a tangent. this game is eating away at my soul#ask#anonymous
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Day 88
#I think this challenge is starting to eat away at my soul a little bit#But whatever we ball#art#digital art#sth#sonic the hedgehog#sth fanart#shadow the hedgehog#shadow the ultimate life form#sonic 3#sonic movie#sonic movie 3
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listening to malevolent 40 pt 1 rn (spoilers ahead) and ORTHUR NO. ORTHUR DON’T OFFER THAT. ORTHUR I AM GOING TO KILL YOU IF YOU END UP FORGETTING OSCAR ORTHUR I SWEAR TO THE KING HIMSELF—
#this damned podcast once again eats away at my soul#malevolent#malevolent podcast#blind faith#malevolent 40
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idk if its just because im a super emotional & sentimental person , but i really rly rly (many rlys later) enjoyed the use of the plant memory feathers or whatever they were called at the end of the series .. smth soo special about highlighting the power of empathy through a shared collective of anger , grief , despair, wonder , love , joy , etc … T_T .. the way everyone feels that burgeoning desire to want to be better , do better , and cultivate a community of love and peace . _AUGGGH !!!! !!!
idk how to fully describe it in the way that i wish i could , but you know that scene shortly after where a doctor connects w a visibly distressed plant to try and communicate his plan to heal her in whichever way possible , thanking her for all she’s provided and vowing to do what he can so they can begin to coexist .. T__T its just soo sweet .. or people finally seeing vash for who he is and what he represents . having direct insight into his heart and , for the first time ever , wanting the best for him. “i see.. you all know him as well .. that young man , with the gentle smile.” lkterally kill me .please please plea
+ im always thinking about the memory knives saw of the child and mother praying to the plant … the kind reverence ppl generally reserved for them , …
#im like rotting in my bed.covers pulled 2 my eyes as i thnk about this chapter and huee huee huee in2 my hands#the quote that specificslly says ‘i wonder if he’ll ever laugh again’STOPPPPPPAAAUHGHHHH (PUNCHING THE GROUND)#its jst so . it makes me so sad . the oanel of him facing away#nightow and his fucking panels of vash facing away it kills me literally eats at my soul until i shrivel up and die#trigun spoilers#trigun#trigun maximum
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jesus whenever I rewatch dark era or fifteen parts of the anime I get reminded at how painfully childish dazai is. his little expressions. playing video games. skipping on rocks. playing arcade games. picking locks like it’s a magic trick. the entire nickname of odasaku just screams little kid energy.
and then he’ll get stabbed and viscerally traumatized in the same episode and we have become so accustomed to the port mafia’s violence that we forget how BAD that is. he’s so sad holy fuck.
#asagiri thought he could traumatize a child and get away with it#was he correct? yes. does this information eat away at my soul? yes.#dazai#bsd dazai#dazai osamu#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#i got tumblr like 3 days ago this shit is awesome why didn’t anyone tell me#i blabber about my hyperfixations and people applaud and give me internet validation#this is the best thing to ever happen#analysis#bsd analysis
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they infected my homework
#digital nightmare is eating away at my soul. i’m so close to buying show tickets. so close#twrp band#my art
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mcd meifwa moment
#drawn from memory designs kinda inconsistent#mcd#minecraft diaries#kawaii chan#nana ashida#aphmau#aphmau shalashaska#laurance zvahl#michi aphmau#katelyn aphmau#katelyn firefist#meifwa#every so often i fall back into an aphmau rp phase and it eats away at my soul and then i forget about it and then fall back into it again#like a loop#also i love laurance he's my pookie#Silver's lily garden
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at home, eating ice cream and writing 😭 I could cry. relaxing this way makes me forget I'm going to spend christmas without family
#residency takes away your soul man#my parents are in germany with my twin sister#i'm not sad per se i'm just tired lol#i need a break and unfortunately i will be at the hospital again#BUT today i'll eat ice cream. i'll relax#and tomorrow will be nicer :)#sofia in residency
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The Naturals Series Couples as Love Languages ~ Cassie and Dean ~ Physical Touch
"I slid my hand closer to his. His dark eyes closed, his eyelashes casting a series of tiny shadows onto his face. After a small eternity his hand began to move. He rotated it slowly clockwise until the back of his hand was flat against the seat, mere centimeters from mine. I slid my hand into his. His palm was warm. After several seconds his fingers curled upward, closing around mine."
#Deans love language being physical touch actually eats away at my soul#Something something how his view of himself is so heavily influenced by his dad#That he thinks that the way he loves people is only ever going to hurt them#Makes me sob#Vs the parallels of Cassie viewing touch as her way to get through to Dean#Like whenever she doesn't know what to say she reverts to touch#And how she was raised by her mom#It gets you thinking how different physical touch was for her#Because it would always be a link to her mom#Anyway reading their handholding scenes made me feel like I had rabies#They're always written so intimately it makes me go crazy#cassie hobbes#dean redding#the naturals#jennifer lynn barnes#the inheritance games#lia zhang#sloan tavish#the naturals series#micheal townsend
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I miss ur redacted balls 🥺
I've been cooking
#havent had time to draw them#but i have ideas#school is also eating away at my soul#also that other ask you said asking for a nick ball#i drew some for that too but i lost them#it was also for valentine's day#so its outdated#not sure if i should post it anymore lmao#redacted audio#redactedverse
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they really let him say this shit on national television.....................
#every time someone makes an 'horniest bl characters' list and they don't add puen in it im like#my man wasn't a breath away from eating talay out in front of god and any unlucky soul who just happened to be there at any given moment#only to be disrespected like this#DOCTOR AND ACTOR JIMMY JITARAPHOL POTIWIHOK DIDN'T PUT HIS WHOLE JUSSY INTO STRIPPING DOWN A PILLOW AND SHOVING HIS FACE IN IT#JUST FOR YOU TO DISMISS HIS HARD WORK#anyway. never forget this is a 'puen loves to eat talay out' zone#vice versa#puentalay#m: txt
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