#eatinf disorder

[beeetlesandfr0gs]

I'll bite!

1. Peanut butter

2. Burgers! :(

3. Oreos

4. Soups - it's hard to calculate homemade soup calories

Guys what are foods that u used to love but now fear? I’ll go first..

1. BAGELS omfg I loved a good bagel but now absolutely not

2. Pizza 😭😭🙏🙏🙏

3. literally any type of chips/crisps …

4. FRIES

And lastly I’ve only tried once but if calories didn’t exist crumbl 🤤🤤🤤🤤

[beeetlesandfr0gs]

Sometimes i think about how unhealthy it is to starve myself, but then I also think about how it's also unhealthy to binge and continue with my 'usual' habits.

So really it becomes do I want to be fat and unhealthy or skinny and unhealthy? It isn't exactly a hard choice to make.

[seroqueldiaries3]

[kmartpeachlipgloss]

rel4psing but new to an4blr. used to be be active of 3dtwt & 3dtt. idrk how things work on here .

[doodleninasposts]

A weird and maybe very personal Thinsp0

buuut

I just wanna be able to sit on a chair folded up and look tiny but comfortable. No stomach fat that is in the way

[toweringclam]

Completely unresearched, off the top of my head Dandadan theory:

Mini-Momo is a metaphor for an eating disorder.

I'll have to dig more into the text to see if this theory has actual support. I just wanted to get this out there before I forget.

[destroyluna]

Rant about my stepmom

My stepmom had been making it clear to me that she doesn’t like me and is annoyed by my presence like every single day, she always rolls her eyes at me and ignores me for 90% of the time. Recently she started noticing that I was getting skinnier and she won’t shut up about it. She always asks me infront of the whole family if I have eaten and if not she makes me eat right there and then. She started adding tons of oil and butter to her cooking and sometimes buys like 3 packs of Oreos (She has never done such „nice“ things in 4 years of being together with my dad )knowing I am the only person at home who likes them.I am so fed up by it and I know those things may sound like nice gestures or sum but it is not. Everyone knows that she doesn’t like me and I know that she does those things on purpose to make me gain again. I really don’t know what I am supposed to do anymore because she even told my aunts and grandma that „I’ve been showing signs of an Ed“ so now they ask me every chance they get if I have eaten or not and since I get very nervous when im lying to more than 2 people at once I can’t even hide it anymore.

Just needed to get this off my chest

[myhrtbrkr]

I wanna be small so bad it’s not even funny like the need grows stronger and stronger every day

[moobietoofat]

Yolo (don’t report just block:D)

[cherryagust]

I just want to feel valid for once in my life, like all this suffering wasn’t for nothing.

[beeetlesandfr0gs]

I WANNA SEE MY RIBS

I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS I WANNA SEE MY RIBS

[your-blood-is-my-drug]

The worst thing is that I enjoy starving, I enjoy being light headed because all I've eaten in the past 3 days was some vodka and cheese. I like to see my collarbones grow out my fat, and I love as my wrist are getting more boney. Hunger is just so comforting. It means that the more I feel it, the closer I am is to be loved.

[kmartpeachlipgloss]

Hi guysss I tried relapsing like 10 times and I actually cannot do it so if u have tips pls lmk !! Also thinking abt trying mia but I actually couldn’t make myself throw up so if u have tips for that too I would totally love !! #

[nocturnalparadise]

The less I eat the less I feel. I need to be emotionally numb to get through this. I can't handle feeling this way. I need the silence or else I can't live.

[doodleninasposts]

Honestly the 'That-Girl' Picture Edits on Pinterest are such a motivation for me.

Like these, for anyone that doesn't know what I mean

[eebs-inferno]

Angel Bebe 🩹🩹🩹

(｡ゝω・｡)ゞ💫🪽!!

I’d rate my aftercare a 2/10, it would be higher if I cared about myself I just slapped some bandaids on and called it a day! XP