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[doodleninasposts]

A weird and maybe very personal Thinsp0

buuut

I just wanna be able to sit on a chair folded up and look tiny but comfortable. No stomach fat that is in the way

[kmartpeachlipgloss]

rel4psing but new to an4blr. used to be be active of 3dtwt & 3dtt. idrk how things work on here .

[destroyluna]

Rant about my stepmom

My stepmom had been making it clear to me that she doesn’t like me and is annoyed by my presence like every single day, she always rolls her eyes at me and ignores me for 90% of the time. Recently she started noticing that I was getting skinnier and she won’t shut up about it. She always asks me infront of the whole family if I have eaten and if not she makes me eat right there and then. She started adding tons of oil and butter to her cooking and sometimes buys like 3 packs of Oreos (She has never done such „nice“ things in 4 years of being together with my dad )knowing I am the only person at home who likes them.I am so fed up by it and I know those things may sound like nice gestures or sum but it is not. Everyone knows that she doesn’t like me and I know that she does those things on purpose to make me gain again. I really don’t know what I am supposed to do anymore because she even told my aunts and grandma that „I’ve been showing signs of an Ed“ so now they ask me every chance they get if I have eaten or not and since I get very nervous when im lying to more than 2 people at once I can’t even hide it anymore.

Just needed to get this off my chest

[myhrtbrkr]

I wanna be small so bad it’s not even funny like the need grows stronger and stronger every day

[hous3arr3st]

[cherryagust]

I just want to feel valid for once in my life, like all this suffering wasn’t for nothing.

[moobietoofat]

Yolo (don’t report just block:D)

[un-nom-qualitatif]

My father just told me I look like I lost w€ight I am soooooo happpyyyyy >◇< //⭐️

I haven't been able to w€ight myself for 2 ½ weeks (bc we're not at home) so I had no way of measuring my progress but that actually makes my day 🌟

So relieved that the r€striction pays off 😭🫂

[nocturnalparadise]

The less I eat the less I feel. I need to be emotionally numb to get through this. I can't handle feeling this way. I need the silence or else I can't live.

[your-blood-is-my-drug]

The worst thing is that I enjoy starving, I enjoy being light headed because all I've eaten in the past 3 days was some vodka and cheese. I like to see my collarbones grow out my fat, and I love as my wrist are getting more boney. Hunger is just so comforting. It means that the more I feel it, the closer I am is to be loved.

[doodleninasposts]

Honestly the 'That-Girl' Picture Edits on Pinterest are such a motivation for me.

Like these, for anyone that doesn't know what I mean

[kmartpeachlipgloss]

Just binged so hard, js gonna call it a metabolism day and pray. not even a week into relapse bro, im actually so disappointed in myself, if yall have any tips lmk pls 🙏

[hatedatmosphere]

Invested in a Fitbit 😭👌🏻

On the right track and staying motivated !!

[myhrtbrkr]

#small4fall

[carmancarmen]

U guys I b1nG3d :< after loosing 2 lbs

[hailee-ig-idk]

❗Stats❗

height:64in or 5'4"

hw:106

lw:92

cw: 98.2lb or 44.543kg

bmi:16.8

1gw:90lbs

2gw:85lbs

ugw:70lb