#dynamic instability

[whats-in-a-sentence]

These γ-tubulin ring complexes are present in the cortical cytoplasm, sometimes associated with the microtubule branches (Figure 1.26A-C), similar to how Arp 2/3 is present at branches of microfilaments. (...) Next, the protofilaments (the number varies with species) associate laterally to form a flat sheet (see Figure 1.26A). The sheet curls into a cylindrical microtubule as GTP is hydrolyzed (see Figure 1.26B). (...) The hydrolysis of GTP to GDP on the β-tubulin subunit causes the dimer to bend slightly, and if the rate of GTP hydrolysis "catches up" with the rate of addition of new heterodimers, the GTP-charged cap of tubulin vanishes and the protofilaments come apart from each other, initiating a catastrophic depolymerization that is much more rapid than the rate of polymerization (see Figure 1.26C). (...) This process is called dynamic instability (see Figure 1.26A-C).

However, plant microtubules can be released from γ-tubulin ring complexes by an ATPase, katanin (from the Japanese word katana, "samurai sword"), which severs the microtubule at the point where the growing microtubule branches off another (see Figure 1.26D). (...) During treadmilling, tubulin heterodimers are added to the growing plus end at about the same rate that they are removed from the shrinking minus end (see Figure 1.26D). The actual tubulin subunits do not move relative to the cell once they are polymerized into the microtubule (see shaded region in Figure 1.26D), because the microtubule is usually bound to a membrane through a variety of MAPs.

"Plant Physiology and Development" int'l 6e - Taiz, L., Zeiger, E., Møller, I.M., Murphy, A.

[fuckyeahfluiddynamics]

Supernova Rings

Some 20,000 years ago, a massive star blew off a ring of dust and gas that expanded into the surrounding interstellar medium. Later, in 1987, the star exploded as supernova 1987A. That explosion lit the surrounding area, revealing a clumpy ring astronomers have struggled to explain. But a new team believes they have a fluid dynamical answer: the Crow instability. (Image credits: NASA/ESA/CSA/M. Matsuura/R. Arendt/C. Fransson and NASA/ESA/A. Angelich + M. Wadas et al.; research credit: M. Wadas et al.; via APS Physics) Read the full article

[gunstellations]

rk800 💙 rk900

[virtualmosshroom]

Anyone else get a loud whooshing in their head when they bend or twist their spine ?? 😵‍💫

It’s one of those days where my head is too heavy and my spine is so rigid and my heart rate is too high and I’m stuck in bed 🥲

[slaughterlocked]

[ deck ] your muse decking mine in the face. ( from henry for Reasons You Can Probably Guess lmao / @ladyseidr )

WILLIAM HAS TO LAUGH OR HE THINKS HE’LL GO MAD. HENRY LOOKS GOOD FROM THE FLOOR, TOWERING OVER HIM — wrong thoughts to have when Henry is so blatantly, ridiculously unable to understand his intentions, but William admires his old best friend ( is that what they’d been? ) as he wipes his bloody nose. Violent with anger, oh, what a team they could have made: if only Henry hadn’t been quite so moral, quite so cowardly. How can someone so brilliant be so afraid of progress? William doesn’t think he’ll ever understand.

Not that he has the time to, either: he props himself up on his elbows, scrambling back from the furious figure of Henry. “Easy now, easy,” he says, like trying to soothe a wild animal, half - scornful, derisive, and half - appealing. Hoping, deep down, that Henry will come to his senses, realizes the great work William is doing. In the name of science, in the name of eternity. Doesn’t Henry love him enough to want that? A forever with him? “Listen to me, Henry, just a moment—”

Heaving himself to his feet, head reeling from his sudden blow to the face, William gingerly smiles, touching across his cheek and jaw to ensure no breakage. It hurts like hell, sure to leave a bruise or two, but it doesn’t feel broken. He takes this as a positive: Henry cares enough not to damage him properly. His smile grows, appealing, earnest. Manic. “I understand that my experiments come as a, erm, as a shock to you. But if you hear me out, I can fix it. Fix everything. Henry—” And here William laughs once more, almost childishly enthused about his next sentence. “I can bring our families back again. Don’t you see how incredible my studies are?”

[currentlyonstandbi]

can't believe i didn't watch hannibal when it first came out. will graham was written to be the specific kind of miserable little man that would've fundamentally altered my brain chemistry

[rawliverandgoronspice]

rip for my one and only over-animated fight scene that I will eventually have to cleanup and do the shading of u_u

[runelocked]

HER  GUN  WOBBLES,  LIKE  HE’D  KNOWN  IT  WOULD.  THE  WORST  PART  ABOUT  AGE  IS  HOW  HORRIBLY  PREDICTABLE  IT  MAKES  THE  YOUTH.  William pushes and she pushes too but the gun is telling of every single inch of pressure bearing down on her back.  We are not the same. I chose this. ————  And  hadn’t  he  chosen  this  too ?  Isn’t  this  his  design,  the  one  he’d  spent  years  perfecting ?

He’s only been living this for ten years and he is so terribly tired already.  For a flicker of a second, faster than the lightning outside and faster than the wavering motion of her gun,  he wonders just how he expects to do this for eternity.  Shoot  me.  Something  dark  in  him  urges,  pushes,  not  stepping  but  leaning  closer  to  her,  end  it  before  this  ruins  you  further.

THERE’S THEIR DIFFERENCE.  She  hadn’t  wanted  this.  He can only stare lifelessly, cracked lips parting soundless.  A modern day martyr.  Chosen for purposes bigger than she can ever conceive, forced to carry the consequences of them anyway.  At least,  in a sense,  he understands part of the agony.  Knows the pain of the ones she avenges,  because it runs through him,  literally.  If he lies awake at night as he so often does it’s almost tangible inside him, that excruciation, that fear.  He bleeds red and purple to carry them. She bears their scars.  They  are  different,  then.  He  cuts  them  down,  severs  strings;  she  cradles  them,  lifts  them  up.  Gives  them  life  –  reminds  him  of  his  Charlie,  his  niece,  his  girl.   Puppet. Drunken mistake, stupid spiteful grief: I'll take from Henry what was taken from me. Make him hurt. At  that  thought,  his  hand,  slowly,  lifts.  Tugs  at  his  collar,  tugs  at  the  unforgiving  fabric.  The  only  admission  of  sorrow  he  is  still human  enough  to  show  her.  The  only  sign  he  knows  exactly  how  this  will  end.  

❝ It’s  alright, ❞  William  says,  inexplicably,  ❝ it’s  alright. ❞  Bizarrely  tries  to  comfort  the  girl   staring  him  down,  gun  in  hand:  it’s alright,  you’ve come so far.  You’ve done enough.  ❝ There  is  no  ending  here,  Charlotte.  Happy  or  otherwise.  This  does  not  end. ❞   Repeating  himself,  like  sheer  force  of  emphasis  he  can  get  her  to  understand.  ❝ Not  for  them.  Not  for  anyone. ❞  DO  YOU  UNDERSTAND  WHAT  YOU’VE  MADE  YOURSELF  PART  OF ?  ❝ No  matter  how  many  you  try  to  save,  there  will  always  be  more. ❞

We  are  not  the  same,  but  you  have  made  yourself  my  parallel.  Part  of  the  same  machine.  He  is  so  aware  of  the  yellow  rabbit  suit  behind  him,  a  grounding  force,  a  soothing  presence.  Over  the  years  it  really  has  become  part  of  him.  It’s  alright.  The  words  turn  to  self - calming.  You’ve  come  so  far.  You’ve  not  done  enough  yet.  

His  turn  to  parrot  her  words  back  in  her  face,  half  a  smile  not  necessarily  malicious  seizing  hold  of  his  voice:

❝  You  can’t  tell  me  you  didn’t  figure  that  out. ❞

CONTINUED. / @cantfixyou

[sirenaceae]

His sister's absence isn't unusual, but John has never much cared for her ways, her entrance into their family, a sister found in faith - the irony isn't lost on him, even if that isn't the sole reason for Joseph naming her that - rather than blood. But where John finds that blood brings the sins out of people, Faith uses her drugs. The Bliss. It feels stupid to use something of the sort, but Joseph doesn't listen. Faith is their sister because he commands it, and John has learned not to bring it up any longer.

But Joseph isn't here, and John doesn't care if most don't find her absence unusual. He doesn't trust it. So he leans his back against the table, crosses his arms over his chest, appraises her with a cold stare offset by a practiced smile that can feign warmth. He's sure she sees right through it. "So, where have you been? Had nothing but fun, I'm sure." He could say something if she left Hope County, but she's too smart, wouldn't admit to that even if she did. "The family missed you."

(and I've missed writing my FC5 muses, please take John being a little shit. I'll send Joseph and maybe my girl December her way too sometime soon)

It had been almost a fortnight. Enough time to get clean, sure, but no where near enough to be rehabilitated. Truth was, Faith had started to hear the whispers again, whispers from a teenage girl who had no where else to go and who had her own hopes and plans for the future fucked away.

Needless to say John was the last brother she wished to face fresh out of her drug cleanse. Joseph could make her feel loved. Jacob didn't a flying fuck so long as she kept supplying his men with barrels of Bliss, so if Jacob were here, she had a reason to be angry with the men in charge of production.

But John was here. And John hated her, told in how he constantly had his foot out ready to trip her up. His smile never reached his eyes — Faith flashed a shit eating grin of her own. "I found your latest fling and I pegged 'em legless." she claimed. "Someone had to give 'em a good fucking."

It was the childish kind of remark that Faith knew itched John the wrong way. Like siblings poking at each other's sore spots. But she was sober and in a petty kind of mood.

"I've been busy, John. Can you refine Bliss? Stabalise the formula so it retains its golden ratio of hallucinogenic and truth-serum properties while minimising the pesky little seizures and damage to the nervous system?" Perhaps she wasn't telling the whole truth. But in order to remain useful, she had to get clean. "I'd love a little fun. Fuck, am I finally going to be invited to a family barbeque? I'll bring the salad."

[tmarshconnors]

Iran launches drones at Israel

As tensions escalate in the Middle East, reports emerge of Iran launching a barrage of drones towards Israel, further intensifying the volatile situation in the region. The incident has triggered widespread concern and condemnation from global leaders, raising fears of a potential escalation in hostilities.

The drone attack represents a dangerous escalation in Iran's ongoing confrontations with Israel and its allies. Such actions not only threaten the security and stability of the region but also undermine efforts for peaceful resolution and dialogue.

In response to the attack, Israel is likely to deploy its advanced defence systems and may retaliate, raising the specter of further violence and instability. The international community must urgently engage to de-escalate tensions and prevent a dangerous spiral of conflict.

Efforts to address the root causes of the tensions between Iran and Israel, including regional rivalries and geopolitical ambitions, remain essential for long-term peace and stability. Diplomatic channels must be utilised to find peaceful solutions to the underlying issues driving these conflicts.

As the situation continues to unfold, it is imperative for all parties involved to exercise restraint and prioritize dialogue over confrontation. The consequences of further escalation are grave, with the potential to destabilize the entire region and inflict untold suffering on innocent civilians.

[cazshmere]

Lilith (h12) / Mean Lilith in the Houses and What We Feel Ashamed Of 🥀

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DISCLAIMER: These are just my personal observations and are meant for entertainment purposes only; it may not resonate with everyone due to the nuances of astrology. Please respect my work and avoid copying or stealing it. Enjoy reading!! (long post ahead)

🥀 LILITH IN THE 1ST HOUSE : feeling ashamed about your appearance, your personality, how you present yourself to the world, feeling insecure about your face, shying away from social events, embarrassed about how you act in social situations, fear of being perceived as 'too much' so prefers to stay in the background, sometimes embarrassed for using your body/physical appearance to get the things you want, feeling ashamed about self-expression, embarrassed for needing validation or attention from others, constant fear of being scrutinized or judged, feeling guilty for standing out or being bold, ashamed of the attention their natural magnetism attracts, fear of being seen as selfish for prioritising yourself and your own needs and desires, might struggle with imposter syndrome, feeling undeserving of your accomplishments or afraid that others will see through your facade, tendency to overthink how you come across to others, leading to excessive self-doubt and anxiety about first impressions, ultimately hindering your ability to be authentic and true to yourself in various situations.

🥀 LILITH IN THE 2ND HOUSE : feeling ashamed about how you derive your self-worth or validation, ashamed of your finances or the way you accumulate your income, ashamed of how greedy you can get when you want something, feeling ashamed for being too lazy, embarrassed about how much comfort you desire, ashamed with how you spend your money or how much you end up spending, feeling guilty about shopping too much or indulging in luxuries, feeling guilty for placing too much value on material possessions, ashamed of relying on material wealth or status for self-esteem, embarrassed by the need for external validation through possessions or financial success, feeling guilty for being too possessive or overly attached to things, shame around fear of financial instability, even when secure, and embarrassed by needing excessive comfort or luxury to feel secure.

🥀 LILITH IN THE 3RD HOUSE : feeling ashamed about sibling rivalry or competition, embarrassed by how often you curse or use foul language, ashamed of having negative or intrusive thoughts, feeling guilty about being too opinionated or outspoken, ashamed of struggling with communication or expressing your true feelings, feeling insecure about your intellect or how you articulate yourself, feeling embarrassed by being misunderstood or judged for your ideas, ashamed of gossiping or engaging in idle chatter, and feeling guilty for harboring resentment towards others in your close circle, embarrassed about the neighbourhood you live in, embarrassed about the vehicle you drive or the transport you use to commute.

🥀 LILITH IN THE 4TH HOUSE : feeling ashamed about your family dynamics or family background, embarrassed by your mother’s behavior or choices, feeling insecure about where you live or the condition of your home, ashamed of your roots or where you come from, feeling guilty about wanting to distance yourself from family expectations, feeling embarrassed about your private space or personal sanctuary, ashamed of your emotional vulnerabilities or how you express feelings at home, feeling guilty for wanting more than what your family can offer, feeling insecure about how your upbringing shapes your identity, feeling like the black sheep of the family, and feeling guilty for being different from the rest of your family, can even feel embarrassed about crying in front of others.

🥀 LILITH IN THE 5TH HOUSE : feeling ashamed about your dating history or past relationships, embarrassed by your romantic choices or how you express love, feeling guilty for not being able to commit or for being perceived as a flirt, ashamed of your hobbies or interests if they seem childish or trivial, feeling insecure about your creative pursuits or the way you express yourself artistically, feeling embarrassed about seeking validation through attention or admiration, ashamed of your playful side and how it might be viewed as immature, feeling guilty for prioritizing fun and pleasure over responsibilities, feeling uncomfortable with how your personality might overshadow others in social or creative settings, and feeling ashamed of overindulgence in addictions such as gambling, substance use, or alcohol, often leading to feelings of regret and self-blame for losing control.

🥀 LILITH IN THE 6TH HOUSE : feeling ashamed of your body or how you perceive your physical appearance, embarrassed by your work ethic or how you manage your responsibilities, feeling guilty for not working hard enough or for procrastinating, ashamed of how you spend your time or how it reflects on your productivity, feeling overly concerned about health and fitness, often leading to obsessive thoughts about diet or exercise, germophobic and ashamed of your fear of germs or dirt, feeling insecure about your daily routines and how they compare to others, feeling guilty for not taking care of your mental health or neglecting self-care, feeling uncomfortable about your ability to balance work and personal life, feeling ashamed of interpersonal dynamics with coworkers, including rivalry or competition, embarrassed about being perceived as a slacker or underperformer in a team environment, feeling guilty for not being a team player or for asserting your individuality too strongly, and feeling anxious about workplace criticisms or how you fit into the office culture.

🥀 LILITH IN THE 7TH HOUSE : feeling ashamed about your relationships and how they reflect on you, embarrassed by how the public perceives you in partnerships, feeling guilty for relying too heavily on others for validation, ashamed of how you act in one-on-one interactions, often feeling insecure or awkward, feeling uncomfortable with confrontations or disagreements in relationships, feeling guilty for having enemies or strained relationships with others, embarrassed about your fashion choices and how they may be judged by others, feeling ashamed of your desire for intense connections while fearing vulnerability, feeling insecure about the balance of power in partnerships, feeling anxious about being seen as too needy or demanding in your relationships, feeling pressured by societal beauty standards and how they affect your self-worth, and struggling with the desire to conform to certain beauty ideals while also feeling rebellious against them, embarrassed about any legal issues that you’ve got into.

🥀 LILITH IN THE 8TH HOUSE : feeling ashamed about the many secrets you keep and how they shape your identity, embarrassed by your sexual partners or choices regarding sex, feeling guilty about your desires or fantasies, ashamed of your struggles with intimacy and vulnerability, feeling insecure about your emotional depth and how it affects relationships, feeling uncomfortable discussing taboo subjects or exploring darker aspects of life, feeling guilty for being drawn to power dynamics in relationships, ashamed of your fascination with death, transformation, or the occult, feeling anxious about your financial entanglements or shared resources with others, feeling like your hidden aspects are too intense or overwhelming for others to understand, feeling ashamed of opening up emotionally due to fears of rejection or betrayal, struggling with feelings of jealousy or possessiveness in intimate relationships, feeling uncomfortable or ashamed of your body, especially in sexual situations, feeling guilty for exploring non-traditional sexual practices or desires that might be seen as taboo, being overly analytical about emotional bonds and feeling guilty for questioning their depth, feeling insecure about trusting others, leading to feelings of shame for being suspicious or paranoid, feeling overwhelmed by the fear of losing loved ones, leading to emotional withdrawal, and feeling ashamed if relying on partners for financial support or feeling insecure about financial intimacy, and struggling with attachment issues and finding it hard to release past relationships or experiences.

🥀 LILITH IN THE 9TH HOUSE : feeling embarrassed about your beliefs and values, especially if they differ from those of your peers or family, ashamed of where you studied for university or the subjects you chose to pursue, feeling guilty about your academic achievements or the degree you hold, feeling insecure about your intellectual capabilities or how they compare to others, feeling uncomfortable discussing your travel experiences or lack thereof, feeling ashamed of the places you’ve visited or not visited, feeling anxious about sharing your philosophical or spiritual views, fearing judgment for your perspectives on life or morality, feeling guilty for being too opinionated or outspoken about your beliefs, struggling with a sense of wanderlust while feeling tied down by commitments or responsibilities that prevent exploration, feeling ashamed that others may misinterpret your beliefs or values, feeling insecure about not completing a degree or feeling unworthy of your academic accomplishments, feeling uncomfortable with enjoying or adopting elements from other cultures without fully understanding or respecting them, feeling embarrassed about not having traveled enough or not having 'exotic' travel stories to share, feeling ashamed of challenging established beliefs or societal norms, particularly those taught by educators or mentors, feeling uncomfortable or unqualified to share your knowledge or beliefs with others, fearing judgment or rejection, being excessively critical of your own beliefs or ideologies, leading to feelings of confusion or self-doubt, feeling guilty for being too rigid or intolerant in your beliefs while desiring a more open-minded perspective, and feeling ashamed of not measuring up to certain spiritual or philosophical standards set by others.

🥀 LILITH IN THE 10TH HOUSE : feeling embarrassed about who you look up to and your role models, feeling ashamed of your father or the way he acts, feeling insecure about the career you are pursuing, feeling guilty about how you climb the social ladder, feeling uncomfortable about using taboo or unconventional methods to increase your social status, feeling ashamed of your ambitions, fearing judgment from others for perceived superficiality, feeling guilty for being too focused on reputation, feeling overwhelmed by public failures and mistakes, feeling insecure about standing up to authority figures, feeling shame for wanting too much and being perceived as greedy, feeling burdened by the need to curate a specific professional image, feeling guilty for neglecting personal relationships in favor of career aspirations, feeling inadequate in your field and fearing a lack of expertise, feeling embarrassed about choosing non-traditional career paths, feeling overly concerned about public perception of your career choices, fearing being pigeonholed into a specific role, and feeling emotionally detached from your work while struggling with conflicts between personal values and professional obligations.

🥀 LILTH IN THE 11TH HOUSE : feeling embarrassed about your friends and the way you act around them, feeling insecure about your online personality and how you present yourself on social media, feeling ashamed of how you use technology and fearing judgment for your digital habits, feeling guilty for being too obsessed with online gaming or virtual communities, feeling uncomfortable about your interests and hobbies if they are seen as unconventional, feeling anxious about not fitting in with social groups or communities, fearing rejection or criticism from friends, feeling insecure about your contributions to group dynamics or collaborations, feeling overwhelmed by the pressure to conform to social norms within friendships, feeling ashamed of needing validation from peers, feeling guilty for having differing opinions or beliefs from your friend group, feeling hesitant to express your true self in social settings, feeling isolated despite being surrounded by others, as if you don’t truly belong, feeling pressured to engage in activities that don’t align with your values, feeling guilty for resisting peer pressure and worrying about the consequences on your friendships, struggling with the fear of disappointing friends by not living up to their expectations or demands, feeling overwhelmed by the complexities of group relationships, feeling ashamed if your beliefs about social issues don't align with those of your friends or peers, feeling embarrassed about having friends who are considered outsiders, feeling guilty for not keeping up with trends or fads that your friends are engaged in, worrying excessively about how you are perceived online, feeling insecure or jealous about your friends’ success and achievements, feeling pressured to compromise your values to maintain friendships, worrying that others may not view you as reliable or dependable, feeling self-conscious about unique personality traits or habits, and feeling disconnected from others in online communities despite frequent interaction.

🥀 LILITH IN THE 12TH HOUSE : fear of revealing your dreams and subconscious desires, shame around mental illness or struggles with mental health, insecurity about hidden fears or anxieties. guilt around spiritual beliefs or practices, especially if they’re unconventional, fear of being judged for retreating into isolation or needing alone time. overwhelm from emotions that are hard to express, shame around vulnerability and feeling the need to hide your true emotional state. fear of being misunderstood or judged for your inner world, shame about feeling disconnected from reality at times, guilt for engaging in escapist tendencies like drugs, alcohol, or other substances. fear of being perceived as weak for needing solitude or indulging in unhealthy coping mechanisms and addictions. fear of hidden enemies and betrayal, shame around being suspicious of others. insecurity around self-sabotage, feeling guilty for destructive patterns that hold you back. embarrassment about repressed memories or past traumas that surface unexpectedly. fear or shame around having psychic or intuitive abilities, worrying others will think you’re strange. fear of losing control of yourself emotionally or mentally, shame around emotional breakdowns. embarrassment or guilt around belief in past lives or karmic ties. insecurity about helping others or being overly compassionate in secretive ways. fear of hospitalization or institutionalization, and shame around the possibility of needing help in these areas. guilt over unexplained fears, phobias, or anxieties that seem irrational but still affect your life deeply.

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[fuckyeahfluiddynamics]

The Shape of Rain

In our collective imagination, a raindrop is pendant shaped, wide at the bottom and pointed at the top. But, in fact, a falling raindrop experiences much more complicated shapes.  (Image and video credit: I. Jackiw and N. Ashgriz) Read the full article

[plutonianeris]

🕷️𝖘𝖊𝖝𝖞 𝖘𝖞𝖓𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖗𝖞 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖕𝖔𝖘𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖙 𝖓𝖔𝖙𝖊𝖘🕷️

Sun Conjunct Mercury in the Composite Chart: this aspect makes communication between you two smooth and natural. You understand each other’s thoughts, and there’s a lot of intellectual compatibility. Conversations flow easily, and you’re able to express your ideas and feelings in a way that brings clarity and connection to the relationship.

Moon Square Uranus in Synastry: With the Moon squaring Uranus in synastry, emotional sparks fly. and this is sometimes in exciting ways, but other times in destabilizing ones. The Uranus person might bring a sense of unpredictability to the relationship, making the Moon person feel emotionally unsettled. There’s a lot of excitement, but the relationship can also feel erratic or unreliable.

Venus Trine Neptune in Synastry: This aspect brings a beautiful, dreamy vibe to the relationship. Venus trine Neptune makes the love feel almost magical, as if you’ve found a connection that’s too good to be true. You see the best in each other, and there’s a sense of unconditional love. But be careful not to get lost in the fantasy...sometimes Neptune can blur the lines between reality and illusion.

Mars Square Saturn in Synastry: Mars square Saturn can create a push-pull dynamic where one person’s desires (Mars) feel blocked by the other’s caution or resistance (Saturn). The attraction is there, but it’s often met with frustration. This aspect can bring lessons around patience and compromise, but it can also feel like you’re constantly hitting walls in the relationship.

Sun Sextile Moon in Synastry: When the Sun and Moon sextile each other in synastry, there’s an easy, harmonious connection between your core identities and emotional needs. You both understand each other at a deep level, and it’s easy to sync up emotionally and energetically. This aspect creates a sense of mutual respect and comfort in the relationship.

Pluto Conjunct Venus in Synastry: When Pluto and Venus come together, this isn’t just any kind of love...it’s a deep, transformative connection that feels like it was written in the stars. There’s a magnetic pull between you two that can feel like fate, but the intensity can also be overwhelming. This is the kind of relationship where love transforms both of you, for better or worse.

Venus Sextile Jupiter in Synastry: Venus and Jupiter together create a relationship full of generosity, fun, and affection. There’s a natural flow of love and optimism in the relationship, and you both enjoy making each other feel good. It’s the kind of connection where you can spoil each other, laugh a lot, and just have an easy, joyful time together.

Venus Conjunct Saturn in Synastry: Venus conjunct Saturn brings a lot of maturity and commitment to a relationship. This is the “ride or die” aspect where love feels solid and long-lasting. It’s not the light, fluffy kind of romance. it’s serious, with lessons to be learned. You might feel like you’ve been brought together to work through karma, but the bond can be incredibly stable if you’re willing to put in the effort.

Moon Trine Neptune in Synastry: When the Moon trines Neptune in synastry, there’s a sense of emotional and spiritual connection that feels almost otherworldly. You may feel like you’ve met your soulmate or that this person understands you on a deeply intuitive level. It’s a soft, flowing kind of love that brings a sense of peace and emotional healing.

Mars Conjunct Pluto in the Composite Chart: When Mars and Pluto come together in a composite chart, the relationship feels intense, transformative, and possibly a little dangerous. This is the type of bond that can change you deeply, for better or worse. The passion is undeniable, but it can also bring up power struggles and a need to constantly transform through conflict.

Venus Opposite Uranus in Synastry: Venus opposite Uranus creates a whirlwind romance that’s full of excitement, but also instability. This is the kind of connection where things can feel electric, but also like they could fall apart just as quickly. There’s a rebellious quality to the relationship—you might be drawn to each other because of how different or unconventional your love feels.

Sun Square Moon in the Composite Chart: In a composite chart, this aspect creates tension between your identities and emotional needs. There’s a desire to connect, but it can feel like you’re always out of sync. One person’s emotional needs (Moon) often don’t align with how the other expresses themselves (Sun), which can lead to frustration, but also growth if you learn to meet each other halfway.

Mars Square Pluto in Synastry: Mars square Pluto in synastry can feel like you're in a rollercoaster relationship. There’s incredible sexual chemistry, but it comes with intense power dynamics. You might find yourself getting into fights or feeling like there’s always a battle for control. The attraction is hot and heavy, but the emotions run deep and dark.

Moon Conjunct Venus in Synastry: This is one of the most romantic aspects in synastry. The Moon person feels emotionally safe with the Venus person, and Venus loves how nurturing and comforting the Moon feels. Together, there’s a vibe of deep affection, tenderness, and care. It’s the kind of connection where you just want to cuddle and take care of each other.

Venus Trine Mars in the Composite Chart: In a composite chart, Venus trine Mars creates an effortless balance between affection and passion. You two just get each other when it comes to love and intimacy. There’s a beautiful harmony between how you both express love and desire, making this a relationship where the chemistry feels right and doesn’t require much work.

Moon Opposite Mars in Synastry: When the Moon and Mars are in opposition, the emotional (Moon) and physical (Mars) sides of the relationship can clash in spicy ways. There’s a lot of passion here, but it might also lead to emotional outbursts or frustration when one partner’s needs aren’t met. You’re either fighting or passionately making up—there’s no in-between honestly...

Venus Square Pluto in Synastry: a full-on obsession. The Pluto person brings intense emotional depth to the connection, while the Venus person feels swept up in the intensity. There's a magnetic pull that makes you crave each other, but be careful: this aspect can easily swing into power struggles, jealousy, and possessiveness if you're not careful.

Sun Conjunct Moon in Synastry: When the Sun and Moon align, it’s a cosmic “I see you and you see me” moment. The Sun person feels recognized for who they truly are, and the Moon person feels emotionally safe. Together, there’s a deep sense of comfort, warmth, and emotional connection that makes this relationship feel natural, like you’ve known each other forever.

Mars Conjunct Venus in Synastry: This is the classic "can't keep my fucking hands off you" aspect. When someone's Mars touches another's Venus, it creates an almost magnetic physical attraction. The Mars person is the pursuer, while the Venus person feels irresistibly desired. It’s sexual tension in its most sexiest form in my opinion, and when you’re together, it feels like there’s always a spark between you.

Pluto Conjunct Mars in Synastry: Pluto conjunct Mars is the ultimate battle for control in the bedroom—and outside of it. The sexual energy here is insane, but it’s not just about attraction; it’s about power. The Pluto person wants to possess and transform, while the Mars person pushes for action and excitement. This aspect can bring wild, mind-blowing sex, but also explosive arguments and power struggles that can burn everything down if unchecked.

Venus Opposite Pluto in Synastry: Love-hate, but can’t let go. Venus opposite Pluto brings intense desire and a deep emotional connection, but it often feels like you’re stuck in a cycle of obsession and power games. You want each other so bad it hurts, but the tension is constant. This aspect is like living on a rollercoaster—you’re either at the highest highs or the lowest lows. It’s hard to walk away, even when things get toxic, because the attraction feels fated.

Mars Square Uranus in Synastry: Unpredictable attraction. Mars square Uranus is the definition of "expect the unexpected" in relationships. The chemistry between you two is electric, but it’s also unstable. The attraction can be instant, and the sex? Explosive. But don’t expect consistency—there’s always a risk that things will crash just as quickly as they heat up. This connection thrives on adrenaline, so if you’re into sudden breakups and makeups, this is your jam.

Pluto Conjunct Moon in Synastry: Pluto conjunct Moon is where things get dark and intense emotionally. The Pluto person digs deep into the Moon person’s subconscious, exposing all their fears, insecurities, and hidden desires. The emotional connection is powerful and can feel transformative, but there’s also a risk of emotional manipulation or control. It’s like living in a psychological thriller—there’s no escape, but you don’t want to leave either.

Venus Square Mars in Synastry: Venus square Mars creates so much sexual chemistry, but it often comes with frustration. The Venus person might feel unappreciated or overwhelmed by Mars’ direct advances, while Mars can get frustrated with Venus’ need for romance or tenderness. It’s a push-pull dynamic where attraction is always there, but so is the tension. This aspect can lead to incredible sex, but you might fight just as passionately.

Mars Conjunct Uranus in Synastry: Mars conjunct Uranus is all about breaking the rules in the bedroom and maybe even outside of it. This aspect brings a lot of excitement, spontaneity, and experimentation to the relationship. You two probably surprise each other all the time, but there’s a constant restlessness here. It’s great for keeping things exciting, but don’t expect stability its like you might go from making love one minute to fighting the next.

Moon Square Pluto in Synastry: Moon square Pluto can bring power struggles to the surface, especially on an emotional level. The Moon person might feel emotionally vulnerable or manipulated by Pluto’s intense need for control. Meanwhile, Pluto might feel that Moon is too sensitive or tries to evade the transformation that Pluto demands. The emotional connection is intense, but it can quickly become toxic if either person abuses their emotional power.

Moon Opposite Venus in Synastry: Moon opposite Venus creates a sweet attraction where both partners feel drawn to each other emotionally and romantically. However, their needs might not align perfectly. The Moon person craves emotional connection, while the Venus person may focus more on the aesthetic or sensual aspects of love. This can create misunderstandings about what each partner truly wants or needs, but the attraction remains strong.

[slaughterlocked]

ON JAN 3RD, @bravevolunteer SENT: I hope you die. I hope we both die.

REALLY, MICHAEL? IS WHAT HE WANTS TO SIGH. BEFORE WE'VE FINISHED BREAKFAST? Not that he can blame the boy. 1985 has been an awful year for both of them. The scrutiny, the suspicion, the sense of displacement - it's all enough to drive anyone mad. If he's feeling charitable, he can almost sympathise.

So, in a rare display of mercy, he bites back an eye roll. Doesn't let his temper rise like it's so prone to do these days. Instead, William takes another sip from his (irritatingly lukewarm) mug, and appraises Michael over its rim. "Don't let the locals hear you saying that. Do you hear me?" He says. His stiff-necked collar feels cool against his throat when he swivels his head to eye the partially-opened window, antsy, adding: "That's all we'd need. Another accusation to lob at you." Keep your mouth shut. Itching for something to smoke, or drink, or break, William wraps both hands around his mug, holding it close like its pathetically delicate make can ward off the possibility of further scrutiny from the neighbours coming their way.

He continues, as if Michael is the unreasonable, unstable one ( alright, actually, unstable is a label Michael owns just as much as William does ), as if Michael's words aren't echoing William's own burning blistering thoughts he can't quite shake. Contrasting to Michael, though, William's mantra is near hysterics, bordering on manic. I HOPE YOU LIVE FOREVER. I HOPE WE BOTH LIVE FOREVER. AND I HOPE YOU OWE THAT TO ME FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.

His eye twitches. Too early for those sort of thoughts. Instead, he tries to sound placating. (Is certain he sounds condescending instead.)

"If you're ready to stop whining like you're ten years old, I need your help in the study today. Are you up to that, or will you snap and kill us both with a wrench instead?"

[sunnetrolls]

accurate depiction of my mental state as i try to study for finals

[the-cosmic-cauldron]

Astrology Observations: 😯😬😵‍💫Your Insecurities Based on Your Rising Sign 😥🫣🫤

Disclaimer: I recognize that there are individuals who may not concur with my posts, and I appreciate that perspective. I, too, do not always align with certain astrology content. However, if the information does not resonate with you, feel free to disregard it. My approach to astrology is intuitive, and I do not adhere strictly to conventional guidelines. I extend my gratitude to those who find value in my posts. 💘

Pisces Rising: Individuals with Pisces Rising often experience insecurities regarding their sexual performance, perpetually seeking ways to enhance their abilities. This drive for improvement can lead to feelings of inadequacy, particularly when their partners do not reciprocate their high levels of desire. Additionally, the yearning for a romantic relationship may be concealed, stemming from the belief that no one can truly match their emotional intensity, which can result in an apparent avoidance of love despite a deep longing for it. There may be a tendency to suppress one's true self or to hold back, even when the desire to express oneself fully is strong. Furthermore, these individuals might grapple with insecurities related to their achievements, feeling compelled to outperform others to validate their worth. This can create a cycle of self-criticism, as they may believe they should be achieving more or operating at a higher level. In social contexts, they might feel the need to associate with those they perceive as weaker, fearing that being around more powerful individuals diminishes their own strength. This dynamic can lead to insecurities regarding power relations and their role within various social groups. Consequently, they may strive to stand out, which can sometimes result in conflicts with others, further complicating their relationships and fostering a sense of instability that threatens to undermine their connections.

Aries Rising: You may experience feelings of insecurity regarding your desired form of affection. Your self-imposed standards are exceptionally high, leading you to believe that you must conform to a specific image in order to be worthy of love or the finer aspects of life. Additionally, there may be significant concerns about your physical appearance and how others perceive you, which can result in a strong tendency to please others. Despite being in a satisfactory position, you often find yourself feeling inadequate about your status, and you may overanalyze your financial situation due to a fear of scarcity. Furthermore, you might struggle with feelings of insecurity related to your organizational skills. Your meticulous nature may cause frustration when you realize that your methods differ from those of others, leading you to feel as though you complicate matters or operate at a slower pace. You may also grapple with insecurities regarding your intellectual capabilities, particularly in terms of how quickly you grasp new information. Additionally, there may be deep-seated wounds related to rejection that hinder your ability to initiate communication with others, making it challenging to establish connections. This tendency to take considerable time to make decisions can be exhausting for those around you, potentially leading to insecurities about how you are perceived by others.

Taurus Rising: Your insecurities are primarily linked to your professional life and career trajectory. You often find the process of job hunting or establishing a stable career to be challenging, leading to concerns about job security, a lack of consistency in your career path, and not receiving the job offers you desire. Additionally, there may be insecurities related to your academic performance, as you might have faced difficulties in achieving the grades you aspired to. Beyond your career, you may experience a sense of instability in your life, which contributes to feelings of insecurity regarding stability. Furthermore, you might feel more at ease around strangers than with acquaintances, indicating a lack of confidence in familiar social settings. There may also be an internal struggle regarding how you allocate your energy, as you might feel compelled to transform your hobbies into professional endeavors, leaving little room for leisure. This internal pressure to excel can hinder your ability to dedicate the necessary time to develop skills in a craft or hobby, as you are constantly driven by the need to perform at a high level. Additionally, there may be insecurities surrounding love; you might grapple with uncertainty about identifying your soulmate due to your fluctuating feelings. This can lead to doubts about your partner, as you may feel that someone better suited for you exists, resulting in insecurities in your dating experiences. You may find yourself questioning the adequacy of your partner or feeling that they are too exceptional for you, contributing to an overall sense of insecurity in your romantic life.

Gemini Rising: Your feelings of insecurity are closely tied to your interpersonal relationships. You may struggle to connect deeply with others, making it challenging to lower your defenses and cultivate the social circle and relationships you desire. Additionally, you might feel uneasy about others perceiving your emotions, which can lead to discomfort. Insecurities may also arise concerning your family dynamics; you might perceive your parents, siblings, or relatives as sources of embarrassment, or you may find yourself comparing your life to theirs, whether favorably or unfavorably. Furthermore, you may experience insecurity regarding your sense of stability, as your thoughts and sense of self often seem to shift, making it difficult to establish a solid place in the world.

Cancer Rising: Individuals with Cancer Rising may experience feelings of insecurity regarding their appearance. While there is a desire to stand out, there is also a tendency to adhere to trends and conventional standards of attractiveness, leading to a reluctance to deviate from the norm. Additionally, there may be concerns about personal image, resulting in a need to be perceived positively, which can sometimes lead to inauthenticity. This individual may also grapple with a desire to excel in all endeavors, often engaging in comparisons with others that can foster negative self-perception. Furthermore, there may be apprehensions related to financial status, as there is a strong inclination to project an image of financial stability, which can become a source of insecurity if one's bank account does not reflect that ideal.

Leo Rising: Individuals with Leo Rising often experience insecurity that stems from their self-image and self-perception. They may find it challenging to break free from the expectations of a particular persona, leading to difficulties in expressing themselves authentically. This internal struggle can create a mental confinement, as they grapple with the notion of who they believe they should be. Frequently, they may feel insecure about their communication skills, believing they do not articulate their thoughts as intended, or they may dwell on perceived mistakes, leading to self-criticism. Additionally, they might exhibit frugality, restricting their financial freedom, which can heighten feelings of insecurity when in the presence of those who are more financially secure. Concerns about their physical appearance, particularly regarding body image and weight, may also contribute to their overall sense of insecurity, as they tend to focus on attributes that others may consider normal.

Virgo Rising: Your challenges primarily stem from decision-making. You often experience uncertainty regarding past choices, leading to feelings of regret and self-reproach for outcomes that did not meet your expectations. This hesitation can manifest as an inability to make decisions, resulting in prolonged periods of inaction due to a persistent fear of making mistakes or facing unfavorable results. Additionally, there is a notable insecurity in your interpersonal connections; you may find yourself overthinking situations, particularly when you have feelings for someone, which hinders your ability to engage with them. Furthermore, you may feel a compulsion to maintain a fashionable and youthful appearance, leading to moments of self-doubt regarding your looks if you do not adhere to a specific aesthetic. This can complicate your search for a life partner, as the fear of making an incorrect choice weighs heavily on you, compounded by your sensitivity. Your insecurities are also deeply intertwined with your fears.

Libra Rising: Individuals with Libra Rising often experience insecurities rooted in the fear of not achieving the success they aspire to. They tend to be overly critical of themselves, believing that their sincere efforts are insufficient or inadequate for reaching their goals. Additionally, they may find it challenging to navigate their lives and the underlying issues, leading to insecurities that remain unaddressed, akin to an unspoken problem. A desire for control may also contribute to feelings of insecurity, particularly in relation to others who exhibit strong personalities or egos. Furthermore, emotional insecurities may arise, prompting them to suppress their feelings, which can result in a sense of aloofness and detachment, leaving them feeling misunderstood by others. There is also a sexual insecurity present, characterized by apprehension towards exploration or tension surrounding intimacy, which can hinder their ability to connect with their partner.

Scorpio Rising: Your feelings of insecurity are closely linked to your lifestyle choices. You frequently find yourself comparing your life to that of others, leading you to believe that you ought to be achieving more or approaching life differently. There is also a sense of insecurity regarding your productivity; you may perceive that you are not accomplishing enough. Despite your efforts, you often wish for greater energy, similar to what you observe in others, and this can leave you feeling as though there is always more to be done. This perpetual dissatisfaction may stem from a desire for something beyond your current circumstances. Additionally, you might experience insecurity regarding your tastes, feeling that you should possess a more refined and diverse appreciation for various items and styles. This can lead to feelings of inadequacy if you believe your preferences do not measure up. Finally, you may grapple with the notion that many aspects of your life are transient. You long for joyful moments to remain constant, which can intensify feelings of insecurity during challenging times, as you feel pressured to maintain a cheerful demeanor.

Sagittarius Rising: It appears that you may often grapple with feelings of inadequacy. Your underlying insecurity stems from a persistent sense that you will never achieve true contentment with what you possess. This may be attributed to your exceptionally high standards, which often lead you to become your own harshest critic. Consequently, you may find yourself excessively critical of your own actions, amplifying your feelings of insecurity. Additionally, you might perceive yourself as overly serious about life, contrasting with a desire to project a more carefree demeanor. This ambition can sometimes feel burdensome. Furthermore, you may experience insecurity related to your responsibilities, feeling overwhelmed by the demands placed upon you, which can exacerbate your self-doubt. A lack of self-discipline may also contribute to feelings of being out of control. Lastly, financial concerns may weigh heavily on your mind, leading to a constant worry about not having enough resources.

Capricorn Rising : Individuals with Capricorn Rising may experience feelings of insecurity regarding their interests, often grappling with a sense of being out of place and a desire to fit in. This can lead to a perception of standing out in a negative way. There may be a multitude of ideas swirling in their minds, yet doubts about the practicality and feasibility of these ideas can create a sense of frustration. Such individuals often possess a heightened sensitivity to their surroundings, feeling as though their true selves are not fully understood by others. Additionally, there exists a profound yearning for an alternative lifestyle, making it challenging to accept the constraints of reality and the limitations it imposes. Intellectual pursuits may also be a source of insecurity, as they may feel inadequate in their knowledge and continuously seek to learn more, driven by a desire for empowerment. This can manifest in feelings of inadequacy in academic settings or in comparison to those perceived as more knowledgeable. Furthermore, there may be difficulties in forming genuine connections with others, leading to a sense of isolation. Some may find solace in online friendships, yet still harbor doubts about the authenticity of their relationships in the physical world, questioning whether their real-life connections are meaningful or fulfilling.

Aquarius Rising: Individuals with Aquarius Rising may experience feelings of insecurity related to a sense of not belonging in various environments, leading to doubts about their place in the world. In a professional setting, one might feel out of sync with colleagues, perceiving themselves as underperforming in comparison. This can result in persistent self-doubt regarding their capabilities, fostering a belief that they are slower or less competent than others. Such feelings may culminate in an inferiority complex, where one believes that everyone else excels while they fall short, leading to a pervasive sense of inadequacy. Additionally, there may be insecurities regarding one's life path, often feeling misguided or misunderstood. This can manifest in a struggle with self-identity, as individuals may feel that others do not truly understand them. While they possess the ability to make others feel at ease, they may grapple with their own discomfort in social situations. Furthermore, insecurities may arise from the perception that the energy they invest in relationships is not reciprocated, leading to concerns about whether others are as supportive as they are.