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i dreamed about this little black kitty today and couldn't stop thinking about it so i drew it
#art#illustration#digital art#drawing#digital artist#artists on tumblr#kitty#i keep dreaming about cats for some reason#dunno what it means though
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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Meanwhile with the bicker brigade...
FIRST - PREVIOUS - NEXT
MASTERPOST (for the full series / FAQ / reference sheets)
#undertale#deltarune#utdr#crossover#crossover comic#twin runes#twin runes comic#twin runes au#my art#art#chara#susie deltarune#so these two are stuck together#if that ain't a recipe for disaster then i dunno what is#brain vs brawn are clashing once more#though it is interesting that they got lost so quickly#it was like someone made them get lost on purpose#hmmmm...#yep i was right for not liking this place#wait so does that mean that ralsei is all alone#well... i guess he's used to that
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Vi in a glorified wetsuit? (aka SAR gear)
#dunno if that will ever protect her from getting wet though#or anyone else for that matter#I mean what#MINE#we interrupt our dramatic hight fantasy au and angsty canon divergence broadcast#for a quickie :)#because Ive been learning a little about boats in the last couple of days!#arcane#vi#vi arcane#caitvi#Piltover‘s Finest#Violyn
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silly red dancing gif i made !! :3
originally i was gonna add cat headphones, because it was based off someone sending red music recommendations on the red askblog (cough cough @kittycatred sorry self promo) but its literally 5am as im typing this so i didnt feel like adding that right now :,) also i realized after making this that it looks VERY similar to this by starrypawu and that was purely by accident oops!! i think i got unintentionally inspired though so im linking it just in case for credit !! :D also timelapse ?? speedpaint ?? (whatever its called for animation lmao) below !! !! FLASH WARNING !! THOUGH cause i flip the canvas ALOT and switch frames alot and its sped up !! (also ignore the timeeee....ignore the time....shhhh i wasnt up until 5am at all....)
its 3 minutes long but i sped it up AS MUCH AS I COULD sorry its like 5 hrs of footage originally so thats why </3
#okay so this is quite literally only my second time animating on clipstudio so if theres any errors or anything just ignore it LMAO#also its 5:30am help i did NOT mean to stay up LMAO#i was originally just gonna draw red with cat headphones for the red blog until i was like ooh what if i animated them instead#and then i was too tired to even add the headphones SO LMAO :')#i dunno how i did this though im not gonna even lie like i dont animate much although id love to more#but ive only ever animated stick figures aside from 3 months ago animating a little test that was actually drawn but it wasnt-#-anything like this or anything HOW DID I DO THIS#and i did frame by frame...........i am baffled at myself#like okay as im typing this cause ive been staring at it for 5 hours it looks a little choppy and kinda stiff to me#but for ??? my rarely animating skill ???? im still suprised LMAO#also note on the minecraft notes....i didnt feel like reanimating it so i TRIED to color it yellow it didnt rlly match the actual yellow-#-note but oh well i did not wanna reanimate that rn </3#okay im rambling i need to go to bed hopefully you guys enjoy thisss cause i need to sleep </3#solar draws#alan becker#animation vs minecraft#animator vs animation#red avm#ava red#avm#avm red#red ava#ava fanart#animation vs animator#animator vs minecraft#minecraft#art#artists on tumblr#digital artist#animation
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going through some old logs, and I need you to understand just how truly unhinged early 2010s RP omegle was.
genuinely you could stay on there for hours with just one person, hashing out complex traumatic backstories, drawn-out love confessions, detailed action scenes...collaboratively describing graphic violence, past abuse, comfort, hurt/comfort, hurt/no comfort, any number of sex acts...and then one of you would be like, "oh haha it's 2AM! I have to sleep :(" and the other person would say, "omg saaaame. :( gnight!!!" and then you'd exit the chat and never speak to each other again, and this was. fine.
you could just spend an entire evening shoving your wretched, bleeding soul into a chat log with someone you'd never meet or learn the name of, achieve some form of emotional catharsis, and then go about your day or night like this was an average way to spend your time.
I'm really normal about this, actually
#sbs rambles#omegle#it wasn't always serious ofc. there was a lot of lighthearded silliness#but I usually went in for the darker sadder stuff that built up to a happy ending#there's really a special form of intimacy when you and an internet stranger are each controlling a fictional character#and describing them doing things like bandaging each other's wounds#checking each other for bruises. asking them to talk about what they've been through. great stuff!#I hope there are still places where people do stuff like this. like I know there are forums and servers for this but that's not the same.#and I mean. I keep thinking ''there must be other places like this!'' but then I remember the goodbye message when omegle shut down#and...I dunno. the internet is different now#we don't live in that world anymore#anyway if you ever RP'd sherlock stuff on omegle you might have talked to me. :) we might have written something together#and despite it being superwholock-era fandom “cringe”#I'm proud of that#that was a really important part of my life#it was fun :) though I definitely had issues I wasn't willing to confront yet lmao#and I wish I had saved more of the logs :/#oh! I also liked the moments where you'd have to take a break#like you could be right in the middle of something intense and then the other person would be like#(brb I have to finish making dinner for my husband) and you'd say (sure!)#and then 20mins later you'd start up again where you left off
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I don't know the rules for art requests so I'm hoping if I do this wrong you'll just ignore this message. I really, really like your Dead Boy Detectives art and I've been following it since the first comic with the soul orbs. I also like your different AUs and crossovers.
Could you write/draw a comic where Doom Patrol Charles meets Reverse Verse Charles? I think that could be interesting because those are the two versions of Charles who admit they're in love with Edwin, but also those two are on opposite ends of the emotional stability scale. That's probably not a good word for it-- what I mean is that DP-Charles seems comfortable with himself while RV-Charles thinks he's an absolutely terrible person, and RV-Charles is kind of manipulative at times while DP-Charles seems to be aware of others' feelings and gives them space.
Also, I think RV-Edwin and DP-Edwin might enjoy sassing each other too much.


No rules, just a lot of patience! Reading your comments always makes me happy, so I made this little thing very quickly :) I'm sure there's a lot of fun interactions for them to have, but it might take me a while to come up with more stuff.
I don't think DP!Charles has advice for RV!Charles... after all, they're kind of in the same boat. But maybe he can teach him a thing or two about giving Edwin time and space? I would love the see everyone's thoughts, because this seems like it could be a fun dynamic.
Thank you for the request, and to everyone else who sent me one: I live in shame. I will get to them.
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#ask ask ask#dead boy detectives#payneland#edwin x charles#reverse verse#dead patrol#i think these charles with get along better than with rv does with the original charles#all edwins are naturally suspicious of other edwins though#it's just the way things are#also something to be said about dp!charles being scared of water#and rv!charles being scared of fire#dunno what but something for sure#i really want to get these guys talking but i'm still not sure what i want them to say#also i have a few requests for the dp boys! it's not the same but take this in the meantime#joking about dp!charles' bat will never get old fight m#me*#i kinda wanted to have dp!edwin saying something like#of all the versions of us YOU avoided hell?#but it felt... kinda mean#well he is mean but that would get too serious too fast and this was meant to be a quick silly thing
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my bugs
#SO. GUESS WHATS BEEN PLAGUEING MY MIND FOR THE PAST COUPLE WEEKS.#i love them so so much WAH#bfdi#tpot#bfdi two#bfdi four#bfdi x#bfdi six#bfdi nine#bfdi gaty#gattwo#is that the ship name?? i dunno gamers#sixnine#i like them heehoos#actually lemme also#xfohv#I LOVE LETTERS. THEY MEAN THINGS#fourx#though thats a given thumbs up#IDK WHY BUT I ALWAYS FEEL SO BAD WRITING SO MANY TAGS. APOLOGIES FOR WALL OF TEXT NO ONE WILL READ#nathan art
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i think the games have established quite clearly by now that law is phoenixs thing. honestly i really dont get the people who are like if it hadnt been for dl6 hed have been an actor or whatever, im positive hed have ended up as a lawyer somehow. especially if as a consequence of no dl6 he stayed friends with edgeworth, surely your best friend who you look up to and make a big deal about standing up for you becoming a lawyer would be a bit of a motivation. not to mention he still wouldve met mia and been defended by her. but even if you remove both of them from his life im still convinced hed end up doing law somehow. larry gets arrested for murdering his ex and phoenix decides to represent him, no experience he studies overnight to take the bar and passes, it legitimately wouldnt be out of character or unrealistic to the internal logic of the ace attorney universe
#no i mean i think this series does place quite a lot of emphasis on choices and circumstances shaping who you are#and phoenix being a lwayer is shown as a result of edgeworth and mia defending him like if it wasnt for those experiences#but also his choices whoch reflect who he is as a person and his wish to save people#yes edgeworth initially but not just edgeworth just because that was what made him start#and like in general his circumstances shaped who he is shaped his choices yadayada#still think that the point is that who he is is a defence lawyer#and i dunno actually like according to the game if edgeworth had been a defence lawyer for example would he have been#any good at it like that isnt his character is it#like it could have been though the idea is that its the circumstances#but also its a video game not that deep#ace attorney#phoenix wright#gyakuten saiban
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(tsfs feels anyone? fanart below.)
You've been in his head.
But he says, never faltering, the words,
"I choose the danger."
It is in that moment that you understand:
He could never, would never,
Has never hated you.
Now you realize:
this is what humans refer to as love.

#star trek#star trek fanart#spones#spones fanart#but like not NECESSARILY you know i think their relationship is a very close one in general. and this scene#isn't indicative of any particular individual type of love. just love the way it matters (all of it does.)#my other roman empire...#look this is what i mean when i say i love when love isn't perfect. because it never is#love takes different forms and shapes and moulds itself to the people who grow into each other's crevices and cracks#there's no ONE perfect way to love so that it's called love. love isn't perfect but what it is is growing with someone else.#and they're imperfect and they are SO so good about that. They're so special to me for that reason#something something teaching each other about what it means to exist in this world. mellowing each other out.#seeing the ugliest most uncomfortable parts of each other at first glance and despite that LEARNING to find the shape of each other--#in their hearts and in their lives and in their worldviews.#i would choose the danger...(i would choose you. i would choose you again and again and again even though we arent perfect)#i would love you until the rough parts of me understand the rough parts of you#i think that's cool.#leonard mccoy#bones mccoy#spock#dust medibang paints#dust talks#the search for spock#star trek poetry#i dunno but it feels right.
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kind of a random thought, but i really appreciate that it takes holmes a while to figure things out. if he's untangling a problem he's sitting on it for a while, there's no instantaneous bolt of lightning- and it's usually one small, but obvious detail he's missing, not some grand drawn out plot. he just needs to give himself a moment, which is something (not to project, but also yes to project) i'm having to learn being something currently unmedicated for adhd.
sometimes you just need to let it sit, or come back to it later, or whatever needs to happen. it's not going to happen in an instant, and that's okay, because it will eventually~
#like it kinda just struck how much like actual thinking holmes does#he's not constantly going about sort of skipping from thing to thing with perfect competency#though that does happen of course but when he runs out of his course of action#he thinks :3#and! also i imagine having watson to draw him out of his thoughts means that when he returns to them it's with a fresh perspective#if watson doesn't just outright furnish him with the missin piece :>#i dunno i have a lot of adhd sherlock holmes thoughts sksksk#sherlock holmes#john watson#acd holmes#granada holmes#<- peak adhd holmes alongside canon#it also grounds him in reality in such a good way#which is what happens when you observe actually intelligent people instead of the concept of intelligence (sneaking my shade in)
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Sometimes a soccer mom (who is only a soccer mom because her husband has decided to coach both kids, which equals practice 3 nights a week, 2 games on Saturdays, attending 3+ hour board meetings, and run tournaments/be in charge of things plus coach for money for a whole company on Sundays) doesn’t really want soccer mom merch for her birthday…. What a concept right?!?!?
#anyway#it’s my birthday#and I’m tired#I would have preferred nothing tbh lol#but sure get me ANOTHER sweatshirt about soccer#and a huge ass chair to sit in during games#it’s so ugly lol#my chair is old but I mean I just would like my husband to recognize that he can only do what he does because I sacrifice SO MUCH#so the soccer mom presents just seem a bit stale#I dunno#birthdays are stupid#and I’ve never enjoyed mine#hoping for a nice day at work though
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#4 from the meme and a few extra! What's your oldest hypno fantasy from when you first discovered the kink and also what fantasy have you had the longest but have yet to do?
#4. My current recurring fantasy is being able to be on display. Shown how easily I make noises and how easy it is to get me to do anything. Pretty simple but I am not a particularly showy person and so I’ve got a lot of personal hesitations about it, totally on me to feel more comfortable with the idea! I know these things are possible to an extent at cons, but I wouldn’t be able to do the exact things I want to do at them. The reality is such a thing is likely only possible to conceive of in private.
My oldest fantasy from when I first discovered the kink! I suppose I stumbled upon it as many of us did as villains brainwashing heroes. The fantasy element would probably be hypnosis/brainwashing to have me compromised enough to betray my morals or limits that I’d previously had.
Fantasy I have had the longest but have yet to do: a bad decisions club. Not bad decisions as in actual ill-advised actions, but lightly based on my story Bad Decisions Make Better Stories! I am (obviously) a big drug play person. I would love if that was actually feasible - the idea of a drug that shoots your arousal up and makes you acquiesce, so to speak. At a club or bar, being able to be a little messy about it, being brought back and have terrible things done to you. This runs back into the me-not-being-an-exhibitionist issue, for one. For two, alcohol would be a great tool as far as kind of letting yourself be tipsy and silly (in a socially acceptable way) and make illogical (but hot) decisions, but that runs into the me-being-allergic-to-alcohol issue. I did get drunk once! Spider and I did shots of straight vodka to get enough of it in me before my throat closed up lol. HAHA not a very sexy description but a very funny story. I wouldn’t be opposed to it again. It just has to work out timing wise for a good evening and Spider to make sure I’m actually physically okay afterwards.
To a larger degree, I think many of us are all a bit more closed off and shy and worried to do things in public than we’d like to be. Sometimes comfort is a prison when you stick with old habits and only do what you’ve always done before. I’ve been going out with Doc a lot lately and meeting people and been uncomfortable but have always 100% enjoyed it. It’s been a great thing to push myself out of that comfort zone. A concept I have always joked about to close friends is an actual ‘bad decisions’ club where everyone goes with the idea that their comforts can be tested and they can try and let themselves do things they were scared to do, or be open to new experiences in a way they’d usually shy away from. This is, of course, hardly a feasible task. The reality is you are simply not going to find enough people who are okay with themselves enough to be uncomfortable, to do it, and people who want to take advantage of it, to not.
Ah, but a girl can dream.
Thank you sooo much for these questions!! Sorry I rambled and did a large text wall. I’m typing on mobile so if there are weird spacing issues, direct your ire towards the app, not me.
#asks#hypnosis#if only I wasn’t such a prude!#well I take that back I’m not particularly a prude#I’m uncomfortable with *others* witnessing my sexuality lol#and that’s only partially my fault and also people who have been weird to me in the past you know#can’t blame me for having my guard up.#luckily I get to do that fantasy in the middle though bc I’ve been thoroughly compromised ❤️#I have long dreamt of how to write rules for such an event#realistically you can’t because you can’t write rules for reasonable people#it’s the people who try to take advantage and try to bend the rules in their favor that you have to watch for#and that is simply how it is#I wish for more exciting things but recognize they are not entirely feasible because you cannot trust the average person#simply how it is#sorry I’ve gotten a lil pessimistic in here lol#there’s also the fact everyone is going to have a different level of discomfort#a video once depicted it perfectly for me - it described relationships between people and how lines were less hard lines but vague zones#a limit you may have with one person is not a limit for another#and sometimes I don’t realize a discomfort I have with something being over the line until it happens#and that’s not bad! it’s human nature to have imperfect interactions#but that means for as unique and beautiful we all are#you cannot have hard and fast easily enforced guidelines and rules for such ideas#what I brush up against most in the community is that sometimes someone feeling uncomfortable doesn’t mean something bad happened#which is the definition people have in their heads when they start kink shaming etc#ugh I dunno this is a whole other post lol don’t assume these tags represent my very nuanced thoughts on the topic#ACTUALLY that’s a lie what I brush up against the most is the weird Puritanism and attitude towards sex lol#that’s a much different thought though
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it's so strange how i see like. 60 "proship is the default stance! proship is normal!" posts in a row (all of which i agree with btw, dont get it twisted), but then i see people making stuff like. proship-themed ocs and moodboards and stuff like that. like. not even themed around a specific ship that could be considered "problematic", literally just Being Proship™ in of itself.
like. i cant be the only one who thinks its a bit strange to make these whole-ass monuments to having a normal, healthy perception of fiction. its like making moodboards of doin your laundry or something
disclaimer: this post is NOT intended to discourage anyone from doing anything they enjoy, so long as it's harmless. this post is only intended to share an observation that i find interesting.
#scary crane rambles#not fandom#proship#proshippers please interact#anti anti#anti-anti#antis dni#realk talk though what the hell is a proship oc#is it like. an oc who does ''problematic'' things or is in a ''problematic'' relationship?#is it an oc who's canonically a proshipper?#is it like. an ironic thing where you make an oc that embodies the ''stereotypical'' proshipper?#is it a sona thing that's supposed to represent your personal identity as a proshipper??????#i dunno im confused. and its genuinely a really interesting concept to me#i've seen several people do the whole ''proship oc'' thing and i wanna know more about what the hell that even means lmao#btw again this post is entirely neutral#im just collecting information. gathering data if you will
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on the topic of spamton's birthday, i was originally trying to be really ambitious and make a short video animation thing where you're at his shop and you give him a gift. except i started it like, a single day prior, so i barely got one sketch in and i had to give up. i had the planned dialogue written already though and i might end up finishing this later if i feel like it :3

also don't mind the rude rant (the whole "I cannot describe how much I hate you" thing), that was supposed to be the "alternative" dialogue option the player could've picked, but the player doesn't do that of course because you don't do that to a poor spamton on his birthday.
#IDK I THINK THIS WOULD'VE BEEN CUTE#JUST A LITTLE#I WAS NOT ORIGINALLY GONNA DRAW HIM ON A DUMPSTER STARING AT AN OLD PHOTO.#BUT I WAS RUNNING OUT OF TIME SO I DECIDED TO BE MEAN#ALSO I DIDN'T EVEN PLAN WHAT THE PRESENT EVEN WAS???#I DUNNO SOMETHING SMALL BUT MEANINGFUL#I STILL WANNA MAKE THIS THOUGH. MAYBE#BEEN TRYING TO ANIMATE#spamton#[PRICE RAMBLES]
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#marowak#muncher#just because they have their mouth open‚ i think. though i guess this could also be classified as a#sniffer#because of how close their nose is to the screen#yeah i guess it does look like the skull has merged with their head a bit more? since their eyes now look directly on it instead of#poking through the sides of it. so i dunno what THAT means
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