#dumb bitch crazy bitch

[lemon-bomb]

That moment when you’re out of your mood stabilizers and even though only one thing is happening and it’s only mildly upsetting from an objective standpoint but you’re off your mood stabilizers, AND THEN, the universe hands you the absolute worst decision you could possibly make, and the nature of the slightly upsetting thing makes it so that you can’t ask someone to just repeat don’t do that to you like a couple times till you settle a little bit without it being a complete asshole move like wtf

[ofswordsandpens]

percy, mentally ill: I feel like I deserve to die. It's a punishment because im a horrible person. Does that sound crazy?

jason, also mentally ill: No that tracks bro samesies

[turnleftonlastlaughtlan]

okay so, as many have already hypothesized vik seems less himself after he is turned into robot jesus. That is evident by his hasty and out of character decisions.

Probably the hexcore is manipulating him or at least leading him to certain decisions. There’s were my dumb ass theory comes in. What if the color of his eyes changes with how control the hexcore has at the moment ?

yeah, i know i know but hear me out :

this. not vik at all. the expression is wrong. and the eyes? basically color of the ice

this? much more viktor. The emotion and expression are there. He is talking to jayce about sky and his eyes turn almost completely amber like his original ones.

also this? The sad viktor look that we are so familiar with. the moment he raises his eyes is because he hears sky’s voice and they turn their original color.

Am i most probably completely delulu? yes. let a girl live her dream pls.

[proselles]

a white haired guy is childhood friends with a dark haired guy who is more righteous and kind than him and the dark-haired guy teaches the white haired guy the meaning of doing the right thing and being nice to others (not killing them) before he goes off somewhere the white-haired guy can’t protect him and subsequently becomes a murderous villain with the goal of creating a perfect world (in part for the white-haired guy), rejecting the very morals that he taught the white-haired guy to embrace.

they reconcile right when the dark haired guy is about to die (the white haired guy is told to do it and has a large part in it). there’s also magical eye fuckery and a very big and significant identity reveal about the living status of the black haired guy that devastates the white-haired guy. they are also forced to kill each other. there is also struggle with identity and loyalty and following rules you dont agree with for the sake of the greater good.

now: kakaobi or satosugu???

[napping-sapphic]

god im going to be such a handful to someone some day @ anyone who decides to love me in the future im so sorry im like this thank u for liking me anyway oh my god

[matysiameow]

not doing a face reveal but this is kinda how I look like

[medusa1597]

spending this week with my aunt made me realize how much we're alike in our insanities and it also made me realize how unfounded most of our neuroses are because my aunt is objectively the most beautiful woman i know, so interesting and charismatic. and tonight she made me cry because of how bad her self image is which in turn made her cry as well

[muffingnf]

oh gaylors are gonna kill themselves

[jjmaybankssurfergf]

bitch fr, said she didn't care but if she didn't care why did she take the fucking time out of her fucking day to look at my blog and posts. like bitch if you don't want anything to do with me, fucking block me and be done with it. You clearly have an unhealthy obsession with me, considering you've been posting about me, god find jesus please cause you need it

btw this is the bitch that keeps posting about me if yall wanna know:

also i dont have fucking twitter, so yeah try to deny the whole fucking anon thing whatever.

and i know your gonna say im obsessed but im not the one who took screenshots cause i dont like waisting my time on you, to check out your dumbass twitter blog my friend sent me the screen shots to call out your dumb fucking ass

the first two posts im pretty sure are about my friend shes posting about which is once again weird that shes stalking us both but whatever guess thats normal for people like her

adding obx tags cause thats what started this shit

[agnesandhilda]

my father is an olympic gold medalist in the sport of emotionally tormenting women

[yellowloid]

Why do you think Alex and Miles fought in 2018? In my opinion between two there is nothing but a simple friendship and nothing else

hi!!

the reason i think there was a falling out between alex and miles after the eycte era and ESPECIALLY in 2018 is because of how radically their interactions changed after the end of their 2016 tour.

if you only consider them as strictly platonic friends (which is completely fine) then you're probably not gonna agree with what i'm about to say - which, if you follow me on this blog, you probably already know lmao. and that is the fact that in my opinion the making of eycte and then specifically the actual tour was a turning point in their relationship, and it was clear even from an outsider's pov that something was going on between them. the actual nature of what was actually going on is and will probably forever be a mystery, but the way they interacted, the way they were constantly on each other in every way you could possibly think of, the way you could feel so many different kinds of tension between them, and the way you could see the utter fondness and admiration written in their eyes every time they looked at each other... that was definitely something. again, we'll probably never know what it was, but it sure felt like love. the visceral kind, rare and special and so intense they both got completely swept off their feet by how strong it was. the depth of their connection was almost tangible, romantic or not, and that is clear by just watching any 2016 performance.

sure, their friendship had already been going strong for years, but... 2016 was just different. it felt different, intimate and exhilarating and electrifying for the both of them. you could just see it in their eyes, in the way they smiled their most genuine smiles back then. in the giggles and whispers and constant touching and looking at each other like they were each other's biggest, most precious treasure.

and then the tour ended, and it was deeply emotional and sad and it really felt like the end of an era.

they came back to their solo careers, and they were seen less and less with each other. from what we know, they also both suffered from writer's block for a while. then 2018 happened, and am came back with a very concept-oriented album, where everything that might be related to alex's private life is hidden under ten layers of obscure metaphors - and even then, we have no way of knowing how much of it is actually real and how much is just part of the whole concept. the only songs where he is a bit more direct are either """"love songs""""" (and very sad at that: see golden trunks and the ultracheese) or very introspective and personal ones (see anyways). on the other hand, miles came back with a very direct, very much heartbroken breakup album. also an implicit coming out album. also an album where every song screams of alex (i don't even need to give examples. it's literally every single one. the whole fucking album.)

regarding their private lives, miles entered his slut era while alex seemed to slowly start wasting away. my dude literally had a mental breakdown and shaved his head, he was not well fr. this was probably due to criticism of tbhc + him cheating on taylor most likely for a while before actually breaking up with her + getting stuck into a very shallow relationship with louise out of 1) self-flagellation and 2) search for a safe space (keeping up his straight persona, denying his identity and literally burying himself into the closet).

the majority of the milex fandom - me included - seems to agree that if we assume there was something romantic going on between them during the eycte era (possibly even before, but it definitely got to its intensity peak in 2016), after the tour ended things got complicated: miles wanted an actual committed relationship, while alex - back to the routine and having "woken up" from the dream that was the eycte tour - was already struggling to accept his identity, and when miles got serious he got scared and chickened out. so then miles tried to forget him (hence the slut era, but to no avail) while still trying to be his friend because of course they never really left each other's side, and that probably hurt like hell. everything miles could do was watch as alex slowly got eaten away by his own regret, fear, repression and self-hate. what i always say is that by doing what he did, alex broke both their hearts.

their interactions became so weird, too - la cigale 2018 being a prime example of peak cringe content, with them awkardly sharing the mic and alex literally fleeing the stage to run backstage to louise as soon as the song was over. you can't watch a random 2016 performance, then watch la cigale and be 100% convinced nothing happened in between those two years. something definitely switched between them.

my guess is that they never really got over each other, but their friendship did recover after reaching an all time low in 2018. i think now it's in much better condition, though not back to how it was before. they probably never got closure and they probably never will. they just... quietly long for each other and do nothing about it because they're both dumb fucking idiots.

they were indeed seen hanging out during summer 2020 if i rememver correctly, and then they were both at zack and lola's wedding last summer (we were ROBBED of a photo) and then back in... late july? (early august? or was it earlier?) we got that pic of alex at a bar with a fan and miles in the background. ofc this is just the "public" evidence we have of them hanging out and being on at least amicable terms, and who knows what really happens behind closed doors. i do believe they hang out as much as their busy schedules allow them to do. and obviously things aren't the same anymore because they clearly went through something, but what they have now isn't necessarily bad. they're still friends, and that's all that matters in the end.

obviously we don't really know what happened. we probably never will, and that's okay - because that's how it should be. we're not entitled to know anything about their private lives that they don't want us to know. let them figure out the nature of their relationship for themselves. as fans, we admire them for their music and we all enjoy the essence of their relationship with each other - their public dynamic and personas. and i think that we can all agree on the fact that their relationship is something they both cherish so much, so unique and heartwarming and beautiful that it's impossible not to be captivated by it, be it romantic or platonic.

[houseofbrat]

It’s almost like Harry’s wife should be in a museum for crazy people:

In a conversation with ex-BBC journalist Andrew Gold for his On the Edge podcast, Vanessa Grigoriadis explains why Meghan is the product of her upbringing in a dysfunctional family on the fringes of Hollywood, the world’s so-called dream factory.

As Grigoriadis explained in the podcast and in her Vanity Fair story, the wife of Prince Harry is an ambitious “striver” who has long sought to be “a household name” and to rise above her family’s middle-class but unconventional “shaggy-dog tale” existence. To do that, she worked hard in high school and college, struggled to make it in Hollywood, aggressively courted press attention as a B-list cable TV actor and crafted narratives about her life that are not necessarily aligned with “reality.”  Grigoriadis agreed that the latter is a very Hollywood thing to do.

“What we know now about her is that she has a sort of a strange relationship to objective reality,” Grigoriadis said. “She has this warped reality and then she marshalls evidence underneath it to support a thesis that may not be the case.”

How crazy do you have to be to stand out among Hollywood reporters who interview crazy celebs and their entourage on a regular basis?

[harrywelsh]

am i nauseous because i had 4 beers last night or because when i woke up this morning i saw the guy i had a whole Thing with last year is in a relationship with someone else? who knows

[screechingfromthevoid]

i think everyone should get to dog pile on ashton a la fearne kicking them in the head. you know. as a treat.

[francisforever2014]

you have to do a lot to make me actually complete course surveys and log into rate my professor but this fucking professor is actually the worst teacher i’ve ever had 😭 enjoy your 2 on rate my professor (i know this does nothing 💔)

[majimassqueaktoy]

Yumi having 10 million terrible things happen to her and deciding what to do was get a bleach job, cut off her hair, get a sexy tit tat, make the swankiest bar in town, steal 10 billion dollars- becuase FUCK YOU GUYS, rig the 10 billion dollars with a bomb because FUCK YOU GUYS was iconic behaviour, I don't care what anyone says