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being polyam is so fun and great in theory until you're crushing on TWO people and it's literally just insanity all hours of the day but doubled
#insert damn bro fhis crush i have kn yiu is giving me brain damage#idek if one of them is a crush. i wpildnt want to pursue a romantic relationship with him#due to multiple reasons#but im over here giggljng and twirling my hair and#gah#thisnis cruel. fuck rhis baka world#mossy's mumblings
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#report writing!#these shots are excellent i love the cinematography#not watching any new episodes today sorry yall#multiple reasons including rl but also like. i havent slept more than four hours in a row since Monday night#literally just due to watching this show#so uh. im trying to calm it a bit#some more gifs coming though maybe#and im working on a fic...#a few fics...#watch this space...#s02e04#sleepless#x files#the x files#gillian anderson#dana scully#my gifs#the scientist speaks#notes: 200
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Some kind of creature, mayhaps... to me...
#Yes I'm going insane due to multiple factors#valak#valak conjuring#the conjuring 2#the conjuring universe#the nun 2018#the nun 2#horror movies#snake's art#On the other hand I have seen multiple people mention that her eyes were really pretty in The Nun 2 for seemingly no reason so that's funny
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Kinda in regards to the Empress & BodyGuard 2-
Is Zaphira (sorry if I spelled her name wrong) an elf or do humans have pointed ears in your universe? If no elves, how do the pointed ears happen? Are there different length of ears and if so do they mean somethin?
Love your art & use of colours!

Thank you! and thank you for asking! (this sketch took me way too long .. and the colors still look washed out on my desktop screen but im not editing a third time ..)
Zaphira is human, there are no elves, as such, in this world, though humans tend to live longer than IRL and have differently shaped ears-
the shapes are rather diverse (example above) and culturally (so far) they have no significance, they are merely a trait just like different nose shapes or fantasy hair colors
the worldbuilding reason is that these are extremely diluted demonic influences- in the past demons were frequently in the human world, though largely in secret/disguised, and long time exposure to demonic presences can have varying effects, the most immediate and common being a longer life or wounds healing faster than normal; there might have been other long time effects but the only trait that stayed even after their disappearance is the ear shapes
(there was a mass extinction event of demons that wiped out all above a certain age, since demons generally dont die of natural causes their life neither depends nor revolves around reproduction so there were extremely few left and those were too young to keep most of their knowledge and culture alive, as they rarely wrote anything down; Shargon is of the current oldest generation and witnessed it happen, just like most now adult demons, Thor and Eadrya are both a bit older than him and thus the oldest living demons, which doesnt mean much considering the technically endless lifespans of them)
and to explain me including Shargon in a human appearance- hes the only demon that spends as much time in the human world as at home, largely to escape the others since they are not interested in going there and would otherwise attack him any chance they get (the human world is rather uncomfortable for demons to be in and they have better things to do than to chase him that far), while hes generally very weak compared to them, something he is very good at is shape shifting, mainly the speed of which, being able to shift between full demon and the smaller more humanoid form extremely quickly, or even mid forms that are a mix of both - even in motion! while for the others it takes them quite a bit and forces them to stop which is the main reason he keeps escaping them not able to keep up with his rapid shape shifting (though it does take its toll .. also a reason hes so skinny)
he is the first (only?) one that at some point will learn how to shift into a much more human looking one (depicted in the sketch) too, but its rather dangerous since it involves supressing and compressing his demon heart and system... which is what keeps demons alive (its somewhat like holding your breath for way too long) so the only time he would make use of it is in extreme situations, like avoiding detection by maschines that can pick up demonic energy or escaping shackles made of celestial silver (which drains their energy and can scar/hurt them permanently, like silver to vampires(?werewolfs?) in a way)
....the point is that if he shifts into a human form he has very long ears, meaning that is basically the extreme form that doesnt occur in humans and hints at the origins for those ear shapes being demonic exposure in the past
#ganondoodles#art#original characters#original art#oc#ocs#oc lore#man i cant ever keep it short can i#its 1am again ............#welll i hope that answers your question njdflndflnjlsd#also as a sidenote- zaphira and midas are siblings but not biologically#she was adopted into the royal family and is good chunk older than midas as he was born a while after shes been there#he was supposed to take the throne after their parents died in an allegedly accidental fire but he was like ... 6 at the time#and begged her to take up the throne instead despite the people not being very fond of her due to her agressive nature#.... which was proven correct in a way given she waged war for many years after taking up the crown#(.. bc she found out their parents were killed by a neighbouring country and the fire placed to get rid of traces)#(no one but her and a few officials knew of that being the real reason she attacked that country and not just a lust for power)#(midas still doesnt know -even now)#( though it got out of control and she ended up taking over multiple countries .. hence her title)#(after her wife died she swore to never engage in war again and been spending the last .. 20?30? years trying to repair the damage she did)#just adding that again bc its kinda central to her entire problem of everyone and their grandmother wanting her dead#and her being determined to do as much as she can before midas has to take over and pick up the pieces#..............though none of it goes as planned of course#ANYWAY i need sleep#sorry for the long text spam#i cant help but yap about my special lil guys
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Pretty fucked up that timmy forgets the only positive influences in his life after his 18 birthday when you think about it
#like he losses the only family that loves him and friends and allies that respect him#outside of aj and chester he doesn't have a lot of good influences in his life#trixie could probably be his friend after she gets over the whole popularity thing but still#losing that muc of your memories is going to affect yoyr personality#if they were replaced he's probably going to think he was alone for most of his life with occasionally seeing some friends#and some good moments (him making frinds with chip and maybe might remember mark depends)#umm does Shirley count? doubt he would remember him unless he goes to his shop often#i doubt his relationship with his parents would improve hed probably move out not to long after he turns 18#i think the memory wipe would affect certain aspects of his personality too#like his interest in the arts would probably lesson due to the feeling of something being missing or just#straight up depression#i feel like he wouldn't persue a creative field due to multiple of reasons and settle for something more practical but will always have tha#what if oh timmy forgetting and losing himself is something so tragic#especially if he still miserable or in a bad place#imagine the angst#timmy turner
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... why he sit like this
#in this position his face is extremely 'cartoon cat' shaped.. like the perfectly round cheeks and little#rounded bump of a snout.. big round eyes. etc. stretched over the arm of a chair like a weirdo#cats#It's still Hot Evil Summer time and I have so much to do so am just aimlessly hopping between various projects but not actually#getting anything done. as usual. Also so so so so tired. I almost fell asleep in the middle of the floor like 3 times today lol#Trying to finish some costume photos and also another poll adventure thing. plus I do really want to do a sculpture sometime#I haven't finished one in a while. Hopefully my tiredness is nothing bad.#Maybe I'm anemic again so that's making me tired. Or maybe it's just a Listless phase. not that I'm ever really THAT productive considering#all of the health problems and etc. always holding me back. but still. I'm not usually 'sleep or just stare at a wall literally all day' ty#e unproductive.. at least not for multiple days in a row so. hmm... Sometimes especially in the summer though I will have periods of time#that are listless like that. I am under low level phyiscal stress for months at a time due to summer heat so I guess it makes sense#that would eventually take a toll. I just have SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO!!!!! AAUUGhhh#I also came up with a new idea for a game that is so so cool and I wish I could make it but I have to finish the other one first lol#which I will NEVER do. if I spend all day just sleepy unfocused barely able to do anything#I also really need to sell some clothes and sculptures because I'll probably have to buy a new computer soon so I need money. (plus still#recovering the costs of having to euthanize my other cat.. wehh) There's nothing clearly wrong with it right now but it's getting gradually#slower and there's more weird glitches happening randomly and idk.. just weird things that make me think 'hmm... bad.. possibly.'#ANYWAY... I just have so much to do that I both REALLY want or need to do - so it's perpetually frustrating that I just can't for whatever#reason like. Time is always mving forward. every day I waste is a wasted day. The year is already almost half over. I havent finished#any of the projects I wanted to .. and there's only more and more things to do each day. It's overwhelming and stinky#and thats not even considering having to do all of my tasks also with the background noise of economic inequality. everything increasingly#going into an even scarier political direction. active climate change crisis. pandemic that still exists and is insane to act otherwise. et#etc. HOW am I supposed to solo make two whole games . write 3 book series. finish sculptures. do costumes. make outfits. game videos. make#stable network of social connections. do my little side crafts. take care of myself and cats. pay rent. manage health issues. keep a routin#.try to make some sort of money. go to doctors appointments. handle regular maintenance like cleaning and cooking and self care#and buying new plates when old ones break or etc. make sure to do other things like backup my computer data regularly. do shopping lists.#take care of plants. pursue like 6 different academic interests. do the other side side projects I have for fun (like music or carving avoc#ado pits). eat in a healthy way thats okay for my Special Health Issue diet. exercise so i don't die early. etc. etc. etc. AND all while it#82F in my apartment all the time and I have tiny income and also need to move to another country/climate somehow??? lol......#ANYWAY.. ..very frustrated today over my chronic Tired Sleepy.. time for Cat Photos - which cure all of life's ailments lol
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i only recently got properly back into dbh recently and i cant lie i used to be really partial to the more father/son connor & hank but looking through your blog and takes and stuff rlly has made me more partial to the platoniconk side of things. 🫡
YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BITCHES WE GOT ONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
JOIN US JOIN US 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
(sorry if that was too much lmfao it's just @iwonderwh0 built this tag from the ground up literally like less than a year ago because it seemed like father-son or ship was an inescapable dichotomy with no room for them to just be literally anything else... im so glad we've affected someone slkdjfsldk 🥺🥺 welcome platoniconk fan)
#be warned i do rb a hankcon here and there every once in a while#so like maybe blacklist the tag if u wanna make absolutely sure u don't see it 🤷#i also used to be a father-son fan but i ended up closer to the other side due to multiple reasons dslfdfk#but primarily yeah. let them be friends that's all i want#thiriumhowls#platoniconk#technically the friendship dynamic has always been out there but it's never been searchable and always buried under the other two#connor rk800#hank anderson#also check out epicqtefail uwu theyre unhinged but all platoniconk (or whatever the fuck is going on over there <3)#i just love when they both (dis)respect each other as adults what can i say#sorry if this was incoherent im trying not to proofread too much lest i take 5 years to respond#and iwonderwh0 sorry for the @ if that bothers u skldfjsdlkfjsldf idr...
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Headcanon - Henry Stickmin got into the mess with the timelines in his game because of a time piece falling on his head. He's technically in a time rift going through the motions until Hat Kid fixes the rift, made all the worse by the fact he already had minor rewind powers that the time piece was able to amplify.
#yeah I was thinking about how I wanted to start the timeline shenanigans of Henry Stickmin and was just playing a Hat in Time#so I yeeted a time piece at Henry's head full force and cackled evilly as he lay there dazed and concussed#the full story is Hat has to find him somewhere in the time rift to fully close it and collect the last shard for fixing the time piece#crow brain Henry took a shard and still has it on him- she may need to fight him to get it back#I would pay to see that fight honestly someone make that fight happen. I have no clue who would win that fight#reason for siding with the Toppats is their better reach not to mention how many shards are in the airship and rocket#Hat's not having a fun time searching due to the large scale of the rift but at least she's not dealing with the worst criminal gang ever#don't worry Hat has multiple lives she doesn't die in the bad endings#a hat in time#ahit#hsc#thsc#henry stickmin#the henry stickmin collection#hsc headcanon#ahit headcanon#headcanon#hat kid#actually henry stickmin
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She doesn't really seem to grasp that i cant just "go do [thing i've never done before]" and tbh neither did roommate (explained what will be there/what to do; which did not actually help much)
Like ik "do it scared" was a thing for a little while here but it really feels like i need an emotional support human for basic tasks sometimes :/
#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ#actuallyautistic#this is about going to the bank#... cause i need to pay my dues obviously. and i dont think? its open sundays??#and i have NO idea whether she wants to make me get the acceptance fee myself or if she's going to do it for me or ??????#i also can't get groceries for this exact reason#when we had kitten i had a brief period of getting used to the idea of 'buying things with moneys card' but then... well. yeah.#i ALSO might need gas in my car and guess what i cant do right now (despite knowing how&having done it alone multiple times already)#everything comes back to the 'not-social anxiety'-'social anxiety'#also erm. this is a really confusing and stressful situation to be in the DAY before practice like. what do u want me to do??#i have no fucking idea???? give me a hint???
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I don't think just thinking about my work should cause me a panic attack bad enough to nearly make me faint.
I don't think the work environment that produces that reaction should be considered a good one
#My manager overrided the scheduling system to give almost everyone who's off on Saturdays an early morning Saturday parade shift#Her reasoning is that “If you can't work Saturdays you shouldn't be working anywhere at all”#Which is bizarre for multiple reasons but also her boss is completely fine with us having Saturdays off#But he can't do anything about this because he's in Hawaii#Which also leads to other things that need to be unpacked such as how he can afford that while we're getting paid 10 an hour minus tips#But anyways I have a closing shift before Saturday which meaning I won't be home till around 12#And ive done some calculations based off of how long it takes me to get ready before and after a shift#And it seems like I'll only have about 5 hours of sleep max between the two shifts#Not to mention that the day after closing shifts I can barely walk due to the strain of the previous night#So that will heavily effect the morning shift#And on Saturday I also have another thing to go two 2 hours after I get off of work#I've asked twice if someone could cover my shift with no reply despite others being answered within seconds#I'm going to fucking die y'all
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complaining about romance books is like my favorite pastime, its not just the straight ones that piss me off but they are the most baffling to me
#wlw actually piss me off the most LOL it feels like pulling teeth its so cringe and sexless#even when theyre having sex i feel like twitter and reddit discourse is oozing from the page 🙄 like can we not focus ?#but straight ones are the scariest like .. youre really gonna let that man talk to you like that ? muffy sis the misogynist red flags......#mlm is hit or miss. mostly miss due to oversaturation and bad fujo warrior writing 😩 go back to ao3....#all in all its interesting to read if only to psychoanalize the author lmao especially when they have multiple books so you pick up on#throughlines they keep adding ykwim#like how come older women are ONLY there to meddle ? why does every book have a sexualized teen for no reason ? why did you write -#3 books about the ~modern experience~ of being wlw aka half the cast is pansexual and the 1 trans woman is a background character if that ?#you can start putting puzzle pieces together. for what? oh. uh. hmm idk actually. but you can LOL#reading this back and non fujo mlm doesnt automatically get a pass. TSWIF T GAY MEN ARE THE WORST AUTHORS. another typeof domestic thriller
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You might want to know, was I right about Umineko tho? Well I was worse than wrong, I was gaslighting myself and none of us are ready for that level of thought.
#long story short I was actually told the entire story 2 years ago which i forgot most of the things including the culprit#and when I went through the VN and reached a bit of the answer i think#but I don't even think i was really aware of it because 1) I don't trust my reasoning its PATHOLOGICAL at that point and it threw me off#multiple times. 2) guess what... I had a mental barrier due to some stuff i had to unpack#therefore I entrenched myself in the fantasy parts so much i just neglected everything else. I literally had a#Without love it cannot be seen moment. ISN'T THAT INSANE?#ISN'T THAT CRAZY?#nana is posting#umineko posting#umineko spoilers
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VUXisms (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#Or if you prefer my very Normal Collection of ZEX stimming lol#I'm not choosing to read alien behaviours through a neurodivergent lense you can't prove anything#Okay you got me yes I am lol - in conjunction with my ADHD Max HC (which I am only more convinced of lol) I went into this with#Really any kind of self-soothing behaviour fascinates me :D And ZEX definitely needs the soothing ;;#But it's not just the stimming! Though I did keep pretty diligent notes about that lol he's deeply interesting to me!#He's a texture person! Part of that is due to being VUX and having very processed food but if it fits it fits!#I'm also a texture person - again I have too many notes relating to ZEX lol#I also find it charming (or sad - whichever is applicable at the time!) when ZEX eats in ''odd'' ways haha ♪#Eating without utensils - you can always just wash your hands you do you <3#The weighted blanket lol so - I had a very normal and measured reaction to ZEX enjoying full-body pressure lol#Solely and purely intellectual! Of course! VUX enjoy swimming! Full-body pressure makes complete sense!#And he's a tactile person on top of that - pressure good for multiple reasons! I really do think he'd sleep better with a weighted blanket ♪#Back to stimming! I really loved the scene of him opening the water bottle and his therapist being So Impatient with him about it lol#Let him figure it out! He's very intelligent! Very skilled at finding weak points and exploiting them hehe <3#But then he runs his finger on the lip of the bottle! Wine-glassing it while he talks hehe <3 I love him#Humming!! Another stim I relate to! Not so much now since it was ''encouraged'' out of me so I may be doubly biased towards him using it hee#Too delighted to focus on utensil lessons and yet he's still clever enough to pay attention to multiple things at once hehehe ♫#And then aside from his actual biggest stim he plays with his hair quite a lot - in various ways and to different ends :D#Running his hands through it to self-soothe or tugging on it to express - I kinda read it as him trying to move his head feelers around haha#Not quite the same but something!#Oh and then his biggest stim - just looking at humans lol it is very dopamine-delivering <3 And he has dopamine now! Very powerful :3c#Hhhhh human chemistry for VUX behaviours <3 It's so interesting to me hehe ♪
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Whenever I watch Bad Batch, I watch it with my mom's cat, Snoopy, (who is currently isolated due to health and safety reasons)-
Anyways, she's a menace to society but she's really cute so I let things slide. She has this habit of,, fuckin biting and scratching me even when I'm doing absolutely nothing, so whenever I'm watching Bad Batch, if she's not having zoomies she's gnawing on me like I'm a bone.
But when I was watching the Juggernaut episode, halfway into the commandeering the vehicle scene I realized there was no little menace attacking me and I couldn't hear her bell zooming around the room.
Then I looked down and saw this:


For the ENTIRE scene of them in the vehicle, she was perfectly still and watching the show.
She only moved to look at me when I took these photos because my phone has a bell charm, but after that she went right back to watching the show.
It was so cute, I love indoctrinating our cats.
#i think she really liked the explosions#she's like omega though because she's been isolated for forever now due to multiple health reasons#she's alright now though!#currently recovering from surgery (hence the onesie)#but this cat has so much energy it's insane#and she is ALWAYS ready for a fight#this is the first time i caught her actually watching the show with me#she's my little padawan i love her#yeah my mom named her cat snoopy#tbb#tbb spoilers#tbb s3
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it is fascinating to me that the majority of people it seems have never considered that borders are just lines on a map? its just a piece of paper? not to have anarchic tendencies but like. it’s just words
#tried to type and retype this sentiment in prev but it kind of negates the premise of the post (which i agree with)#because like. yeah borders are just lines#but like re prev jannik IS italian since thats what he identifies with#even though people call him german/austrian because of his background#which is weird to say right? its weird. like idk man he plays for team italy sooo#so i didnt want to be like well borders are fake. true but not the point#and now unrelated to prev post but back to the topic of borders#they do fascinate me. guy who’s obsessed with colonial history#something i think about a lot is like. ppl r always talking about how tiny european countries are etc#and its like yeah. due to the diversity of ethnic groups in the continent (yeah yeah multiple cultures in a country too)#and then comparing that to north america like if we considered indigenous bands and nations in the same way its the same thing#but no one ever talks about it. like damn theres a great diversity of people groups worldwide and only europe gets to carve out areas#<- although like again. not that im pro ethnicstate or pro border but like theres a reason why europe is small and other countries arent#idk. i heart political science and history and anthropology and culture god bless
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As a tail, I think you look great! Have you considered a bow though?
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oh wow it’s great I look just like Tessa….
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flick bow off head
#Cyn#murder drones#looking like tessa is now that the best for her due to reasons#Sorry for taking multiple hours#I am a busy man
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