#dude is traumatized lmao
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People bouncing off the walls to see Albon in that second seat as if Verstappen didn’t already end that man’s career once 😭
#it’s the 3 years contract for me#even fanfic writers wouldn’t go that far#just go watch his podcast appearance where he talked about being max’s teammate#dude is traumatized lmao#alex albon#max verstappen#daniel ricciardo#formula 1#f1
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I have something controversial to say.
For shippers who claim they want the “best for Buck” it sure is weird to ship him with someone who’s never treated a romantic partner fairly in his life lol
#anti buddie#anti bobs#buddie critical#not anti eddie bro just needs therapy#although he is not a repressed gay man lmao#he’s a traumatized straight (maybe bi) dude
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"I'll love you like a dog" I'll love you like an abused cat turned feral from mistreatment.
I'll run away before I can scratch you so that you won't turn it against me if I ever do. I'll beg you for pets and gentle touches, then I'll run away last second, because any hand approaching me can turn into an abusive one. I'll walk for miles and miles and miles to find my way back to you, and still, I'll hide in the corner once you try to approach me.
I'll tell you I love you in ways only someone who truly takes the time to win my trust will understand, and I'll never leave you once I find shelter and peace in your embrace. I'll be your undying companion until i take my last breath, yet everyone around you will warn you about my notorious cold and purposefully mean demeanor.
#feline poetry#canine poetry#actually traumatized#actually mentally ill#emotional abuse#obslove#im scared of affection alright im trying to cope#my therapist uses the feral cat metaphor a lot AND ITS WORKING-#like yes dude i'll take care of myself like i would a shelter kitten#fuck you lmao#bpd problems#bpd stuff#bpd love#actually bpd#bpd
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notes on the abandoned child
catelyn vi, a clash of kings / gravel to tempo, hayley kiyoko / the heirs of the dragon, house of the dragon / the winter of artifice, anaïs nin / and now his watch has ended, game of thrones / the body electric, hurray for riff raff / what is dead may never die, game of thrones / a better sondaughter, rilo kiley / script for the black queen / you win or you die, game of thrones / tyrion vi, a storm of swords / alayne ii, a feast for crows / the rogue prince, house of the dragon / driftmark, house of the dragon / under my skin, jukebox the ghost / jaime i, a feast for crows / terminallytwee / the princess and the queen, house of the dragon / the heirs of the dragon, fire and blood / scribblymouse / king jaehaerys with alicent hightower, doug wheatley / catelyn x, a game of thrones / cersei vi, a feast for crows / the wolf and the lion, game of thrones / claws part ii, typhoon / the green council, house of the dragon
#gotedit#web weaving#hotdedit#asoiafedit#fathers and daughters#fathers and sons#rani graphics#getting on my soap box#can this count as a pride edit bc most of the artists used here are gay. well it’s a gift for u either way#also i deserve an award for that theon one his face is SO purple in that scene lmao#this ones for the eldest genderfucky child. the daughersons and sondaughters. for the dads that are absentee but insane when they’re around#happy father’s day babes.#some of this is my stepdad bc i respect step parents & their place in the family to traumatize their kids 🫶🏼#but he’s a run of the mill shitty stepdad ya kno. i think he’s an interesting dude but his failings are Not special or new which is why he’#so grating to me as a parental figure. at least be deranged in a cooler way man.
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Sometimes I still think about The Owl House Gang all trying to watch ATLA together but then Zuko's backstory in The Storm retraumatizes Hunter so bad they have to stop
#luz is too young to have grown up with the show she just heard it was good#SHE DIDN'T KNOW GUYS#they all get super into it and the gaang and maybe even make some jokes about how Zuko reminds them of Hunter#and then suddenly it is Not Funny Anymore#they just straight up stop watching it because it was So Bad#and then months later Hunter is like '....... i really want to know where that show goes'#so they pick it up again#everytime Zuko makes a bad life decision Hunter is just dying inside#'your dad DOES NOT LOVE YOU YOU CAN DO BETTER'#season 2 is such an emotional rollercoaster#like zuko is figuring stuff out and seems like he's gonna redeem himself and everyone is getting so hype#because at this point they NEED to see this character get a happy ending because they have been throufh WAY TOO MUCH over him#and then in the season finale he regresses#the BETRAYAL#they are like wailing and rending their clothes like dudes in the bible#hunter just sitting there with his head in his hands#season 3 storyline with zuko at the fire palace is also massively triggering for him but he's being so normal about it#the rest of the squad on the copium like 'he can still turn this around guys'#secretly several of them have given up on him at this point but they can't admit that there's too much riding on this#and then zuko DOES IT but the scene is so tense that no one even feels like they can celebrate because they're all projecting way too hard#and then zuko redirects the lightning and they're like 'FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!'#there is much crying at the finale#luz and amity kin assigned eachother as aang and katara so they're really happy when they get together#hunter like 'mostly this is making me glad I didn't have to become the political leader of The Boiling Isles as a traumatized 16 year old'#'can you imagine'#these tags were not supposed to be this long lmao#toh#atla#avatar#my rambles
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Some new art of a very very old oc of mine! From like, when I was an 8th grader in middle school to freshman in high school I think, I haven’t thought about this character or the world she’s from in like… years, but my brain suddenly remembered she existed! And so I drew some art of her!
Visually, she’s absolutely mostly the result of my child self sticking Toko Fukawa from Danganronpa and Peacock from Skullgirls in a blender and lettin it fuckin rip. Personality wise she’s a bit different tho… she’s into politics! As in,,, she’s in politics ghgh, she’s like the chief of the surveillance department for the country of (mostly) witches that the story takes place in. And one of the advisors to the head ruler witch,,, she sucks! Hardcore! she’s def a villain lol
#I made 2 videos for this story and she’s in 1 of them#the idgaf video. at the 30 second mark#but. even tho I specifically remember when I first designed her she had the eyeball braids!#or at least eyeball buns#16 year old me got rid of em!!! for no good reason!#they were fun and cool and fitting for her role and character!!! what the hell 16 year old me!#original#original art#original characters#my ocs#artists on tumblr#eyes#doodles#the other video from this story I made is the something’s not right meme lol#the difference in tone is fucking tremendous#that one tho is more… a lore tidbit… like… it’s background on a phenomena of the setting…#as a middle schooler I did not give a shit about major or minor or background characters tho. or even actually telling a cohesive story?#like. I started w a few characters. and then. went on to characters they were connected too. and then characters they were connected too#and then on an on and on it was just a web of vaguely interconnected dudes in a vaguely interconnected world#no. real narrative lol. but I had fun w it! it was cool. I wish I still had my sketchbooks w the stuff I made for it#I feel like it’d be a fun thing to look back on… sadly fire took them… damn u fire ghg#* shakes first at past horrible traumatic experience *#anyway yeah! enjoy art of evil eyeball lady w no name lmao#*fist not first… spellings hard#partial nudity#in the second pic. but also u can’t rlly see anything so. I think it’s fine?#I’ll still tag just in case tho
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Okay so I'm a biology nerd so I like alien physiology and shit, and Transformers as a franchise has a lot of that, but I'm also a recovering ex-CoC member so the notion that Cybertronians were "designed" by Primus (or in IDW1, just some unknown designer since Primus is literally just a dude) rubs me the wrong way XD
All that to say that generally whenever I write TF stuff, I do so under the headcanon that they evolved just the same as any other race. This is the framework I'm working with for my IDW/TFP longfic, if anyone was curious :D!
I also have a lot of thoughts about the way that Cybertronians work in IDW1, specifically around how their reproduction works! Since they don't reproduce individually (sexually or asexually), they don't really seem to fit into what we'd generally define as a lifeform.
HOWEVER
Cybertron itself is what creates sparks! Meaning that the start of a Cybertronian's life cycle begins with the planet, and that posits the fascinating concept of Cybertron being alive. If this is the case, that makes the Cybertronian race somewhat similar to social animals like ants, bees, and wasps; Cybertron itself is the "queen", which gives birth to all subsequent members of the "colony", which in turn then care for and protect the "queen".
We also see in IDW1 that Titans innately have the ability to cyberform and ignite other planets, which is (at least I believe) how Caminus and similar exoworlds became populated by Cybertronians. This would make Titans the equivalent of young "queens"; parts of the colony or hive that leave to start new ones!
This might also be how Cybertron itself is able to send that "come home" message to all Cybertronians, even those who aren't nearby.
anyway thx for comin to my TED talk, I'll probably do more later ASDFGHJ
(also did you know (i think at least, you're welcome to fact check me >v>;;) almost all ants are female? the males only exist to carry the queen's genes to another colony to reproduce!)
#zefposting#transformers#transformers idw#transformers mtmte#zef rambles about things#speculative biology#xenobiology#i just love biology so much dude#also on the topic of the coc thing: i don't have any issue with religion or religious people lol i'm just lowkey traumatized from it#religion is very lovely most of the time just not the cult i was raised in LMAO
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“The catcher in the rye”
I miss Mindhunter :(
#mindhunter#netflix series#netflix original#holden ford#jonathan groff#mindhunter fanart#fanart#digital art#drawing#art#fake screenshot#((Holden my beloved pathetic little dude <3))#((Traumatized sopping wet cat but still an asshole))#((Also Catcher in the Rye reference cause Holden lmao))#((Idk he's very Holden Caulfield coded))#((Narcissistic? Troubled? Had a near panic attack due to being touched by an older man?))#((I love him sm Fincher really had us in the first half when he cancelled Season 3 :/))#((Fincher if you give us Mindhunter season 3 I would donate an organ
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man yellowjackets would be so much better if it didnt keep cutting back to the present day
#incoming tag rant#I DONT CARE ABOUT THESE GROWN ASS WOMEN SHOW ME THE LORD OF THE FLIES SHIT#like i dont wanna see that shauna is having an affair i wanna see these teenagers go crazy dude#im not kidding i skip through all the present day shit like an ad on youtube bc i dont cAREEEEE#its starting to frustrate me BROOOO#also how are they making three seasons outta this what more story can you tell#bc if its not about the wilderness im not gonna watch it HAHA#one could say im impatient and thats the point of tension and buildup BUT i can argue that these ladies' lives are fucking boring HAHA#i wanna know more about lottie and why she has weird visions (which they allude to in the cold open) bUT we're back to taissa and her bs#n e way both actresses who play misty are great i wanna kick her fucking throat in LMFAOO /pos to the actresses#we dont even see how it traumatized them in present day which would actually be interesting#all we know is shauna is guilty and taissa is vegan now LIKEEEEE who the fuck cares man HAHAH#and i guess someone is blackmailing them? okay ?? and ?????#sidenote does it ever bother anyone else when shows/movies show [usually] girls naked that are supposed to be teenagers ?#like the actress is 20-30 n a consenting adult but in the eyes of the show im supposed to be looking at a 16 year old girl ? thats weird !#seems like a weird loophole that we dont talk about enough ? id rather not see a naked teenager even if its not real thank you very much🧍🏻#takes me out of the show too lmao im like wait this is supposed to be a minor i dont think i should be looking at this :/#why did tumblr gender neutralize my emoji HAHAHA
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I’ve noticed in video games with romance stories I tend to go for the super messed up and super empathetic characters
#first two characters I romanced in bg3 were Astarion and gale#and I’ve romanced them twice lmao#throughly enjoyed both marazhai’s romance and Yrliet and the two are basically mirrors#then there’s that fucker Daeran and I also liked Lann alot#Fenris v Anders#also note these are mainly dudes lmao#and granted most of them do blend these types but I’m more on the off the bat#then there’s the religiously traumatized men that have definitely killed a couple kids because their bosses told them to#it’s happened like twice which is you know mildly weird
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8 year old me thinking I'll be sentenced to the Island Of Perpetual Tickling by god for doing something insignificant wrong
#8 year old me also believed that every single person ever had a full dialogue book in heaven#like huge 50 foot tall books that'd line these long golden brown hallways#and if you even THOUGHT a curse word it would be recorded and used against you at death#some of the veggietales stuff has haunted me#that damn tickler grim reaper and the like fig monster from the Batman parody#the fig monster literally traumatized me#man was gonna eat my crush i was Horrified#and then mf starts sucking on the ''batman'' dude like ??!?!#rewatched it with my therapist like last year for fun and that shit was weird lmao#but little me also thought that when you got ''fired'' from a job it meant they take you out back with all your coworkers#and they all stand around you while you're set on fire and they just watch you burn for a bit before going back to work#here have a random post from my drafts
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#blpls playlist#bluepulse#pov: pulse#i love marina diamandis... her songs with her trademark existential bittersweet apocalyptic quality so deeply hit 4 them#(see also: emotional machine + end of the earth + forget + happy + i'm a ruin + highly emotional people etc.#lmao that's such a rollercoaster of titles but that's blpls in a nutshell)#because bart /especially/ is a candy shell veneer of happy upbeat trickster god who's also a traumatized dude overflowing w/ death#he is truly ev3rything ev3rywhere all at once.#like jaime's got his shit & y'all know i love analyzing him but. good god. even just at face value bart's implications in canon are INTENSE#not to mention digging and theorizing the /tiniest/ bit#yjtas bart's either lost touch with reality or has next level impeccable compartmentalization skills. bc i couldn't imagine.
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my brain is SO funny lmao
#like bitch#gimme the dreams i want#so for yall who dont know i like this one dude (💛)#and i legit have dreamed about him ONCE (multiple times he's been in my dreams but only once has he like#been my boyfriend in my dream)#meanwhile#two weeks into liking him#i have a dream abt making out with his best friend (🧡)#(on my grandparents bed but we dont talk abt how almost all my dreams are at my grandparents house)#and then#i fucking realize how hot 🧡 is#so now i like them BOTH#and i've had WAY MORE DREAMS#ABT 🧡#(also the other night i had a dream i jerked off 💛's other friend (who btw is not attractive to me) and that was kinda traumatizing.#but apparently hes rich so)#LMAO#ada speaks :)#adas hard hours
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one of the things i love about spark and fark the most are how one's a literal unstoppable force that has decimated armies and the other is the robot son of the two biggest threats to their world and yet they both give off the energy of just some fucking guy to me. Like yeah they fought to the death once and then got over it, guys do that sometimes.
#like they're just two dudes to me#spark stej#i've been playing stej3#fark stej#one can't pay is rent and the other doesnt know what rent is lmao#reversal of that one scene where fark is explaining clarity to spark except it's spark explaining taxes to fark#and he's just traumatized
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anyway talking about cod im assuming it's the new modern warfare reboot so i will show you my favourite mw 2 operator: König
an austrian social anxious king <3<3
i mean look at his background info
<3<3<3 just wanted to show him to you. present him with the finest silverware i have
I LOVE HIM !!!!!! squeezing him like a stress ball rn ✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️
yeah, it's modern warfare! I know very little about the game or the reboots I'm just watching the playthrough my friend sent me lmao and I'm only about an hour into the first one but I really like it!!! I've already blorbo-ified quite a few middle aged military bastards <333
#something about me is that i will always blorbo-ify a traumatized middle aged man who has suffered The Horrors (tm)#rn my favorite blorbo is simon riley both because he looks cool and because he's mads' favorite so i went into it already knowing who he is#but im getting very attached to soap and some dude named alejandro and i really hope he doesn't fuckin die#i'd also like laswell's hand in marriage#another thing about me is that badass women....hot..#anyway. i digress.#im very excited to see this guy now even though he's not even in the first game i dont think#idk like i said my knowledge of the game is limited to what ive learned in the first hour of gameplay and what mads has told me#about ghost. lmao#asks#rye 🍞#loooove ur new url btw <333333
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“hi sorry i really need to leave now i need to be home in time to watch the succession finale”
#the socialization has been nice but i need to watch the traumatized billionaires show#there’s like a 50/50 chance this was a date too lmao#idk 🤷🏼♀️ either way sorry dude i have tv shows to watch#also my social battery is dead this was the THIRD social thing i did all weekend i am sooo tired#m.txt
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