#drew this at 1 am so ig that explains it

[pkrockinon]

A simple face angle study that morphed into them

[imaginespazzi]

NIVIIII!!!! Oh my GOD. I always think about how much I love GH and I genuinely reread chapters quite often, but whenever a new chapter comes out, I get BLASTED by dopamine and feel so thankful for you and this amazing story 😭 but ANYWAYS, chapter 12 thoughts below:

- okay so I am reading this in the middle of the night LOL, but can you explain the Tristian timeline again? So Azzi tries to win Paige back, but then sees Paige with Olivia. After that, does she fly home and have her 1 night stand with Tristian (and then get pregnant obvs)? But there you mentioned something about Azzi finally calling Tristian a month later, but this is for when they set up the dinner and Azzi tells him she’s preggo right? Idk, if you can just explain the timeline I’d appreciate it 🤣🤣

- the scene of Paige and Stephie fighting killedddd me. I cried LOL. I just thought about Drew in the background just feeling so out of place and guilty as he watches what’s going them between P, A, and Stephie LOL

- fuckkkk I can’t imagine how Azzi was feeling when she saw Paige with Olivia for the first time. A seeing how P used to interact with her, but now it’s with someone else 😭😭

- Azzi getting choosing to keep the baby bc she saw that Olivia and Paige are engaged?? LMFAOOO girl was down soooo bad. Jk, I can see how having your own CHILD can make you feel not alone, but damn Azzi went for drastic measures there LOL

- is Olivia like Azzi? Like does Olivia and Azzi have the same personality? Is Olivia a light skin baddie and hats why Paige fell for her? I’m assuming yes to both of these questions and Paige was just projecting Azzi onto Olivia…?

- I know that this part made the story sadder and have more angst, but I am SOOOOO glad that you wrote Paige as having a backbone and not cracking immediately again and saying that she’ll stay for Azzi (and Stephie). Like I’m glad Paige is standing up for herself and thinking about everything and mostly importantly about herself, instead of just choosing Azzi and choosing to stay for Azzi.

- Paige wanting to say I love you to Azzi, but her also stuttering and Azzi not letting her say it until she knows that she wants to stay?? I think this was huge, like obvs their first I love you moment to each other should be big and not like after a big fight/used as a cop out

- I genuinely wonder how the next chapter is gonna go. Like there are so many things that are uncertain rn. Will Paige trust Azzi? Will Azzi trust Paige? Ig we’ll eventually find out (and see if Nivi wants to hurt as Pazzi hearts or not) 😭😭

This ask is plenty long already… so I’ll end it here. But thanks in advance for the response Nivi and for clarifying the timeline with Tristian/when Azzi gets pregnant! Thanks also for your amazing writing and for feeding our Pazzi hearts. Even though this was a sadder chapter, but was still so so good and personally made me feel happier about that Azzi injury news we learned about today 😞 I just want to see Azzi healthy and hooping!! But she’ll be back soon. 🫶

Awwwwww yayyy love providing a dopamine boost because y'all reviews provide me with a serotonin one fr fr!

- You pretty much have the timeline down lovie but yeah it's basically, Azzi sees Paige and Olivia, she goes back to SF that same night and then goes to the bar straight from the airport and has her one night stand. About a week or two later, she has a pre-season check-up and that's where she finds out she's pregnant (probably because of a blood test) and then it takes her another week or two to finally call Tristan (denial and decision) and then probably a day or two after that, they finally meet. So that's why it takes her a month to call Tristan, does that make sense?

- I lowkey had no clue what do with Drew in that scene so he's just there I guess lmao?

- It was a ROUGH 48 hours or so for Azzi, let's just say that lol

- Girl chose the most dramatic, life-changing way to get rid of her loneliness but I guess when life gives you a door to get rid of your problems, you walk through it amirite?

- Olivia is up to y'alls imagination. Someone once said they pictured Samantha Logan and ever since then, that's also what I've been picturing. But I don't necessarily think Olivia and Azzi are very similar personality-wise because I think Paige was looking for something completely different that didn't remind her of the past.

- Paige needs to choose to stay for herself above anything else. It's the only way she won't regret it or resent the decision.

- Yeah an I love you is not a band-aid to put on a fight, especially one their entire relationship is sort of hinging on and it needs to come from a place that isn't desperation.

- Next chapter will be fun!

[chibishortdeath]

Whenever I do pose studies it’s usually with Simon—

Explaining them all under a cut as per usual :3

Most of these are based on stock photos lol. I ran into a set of them that was just people in business suits being absolutely distraught and lmao yeah. Simon can be a little pathetic if he wants to, we all are sometimes. Anyway I picked this one specifically for the high heels. I think Simon would be the kind of guy to have a panic attack in Dracula’s castle and somehow not roll his ankle in his heeled boots even once 💀💀💀. Idk what else to say about this one uhhhhhhhhhhhh—

Simon seconds after being cursed with the knives subweapon right before a boss battle. Especially annoying because he had the cross boomerang, basically fills the role of knives but way way better 😔…… also noooo I forgot to draw the sword on his belt 💀. I’ve been trying to keep that consistent, even if the Belmonts like don’t really use the sword at all lmao. I’ve always assumed that it’s probably canonically Leon’s sword, of course before Leon was created as a character it was likely just generic sword or sword from a then unnamed ancestor, but yeah. I like to think Simon uses it for like really tough close combat situations, either that or it’s just a back up in case anything happens. It’s also just really fun resting your hand on a sword sometimes hmmm very practical hand rest—

Two more various defeated poses. The top one is practically just his death pose from like was it chronicles that has him lay flat all the way—? No… ok most of his death poses have him with his ass in the air X,,,,,,,,D. He dies in a faceplant with his knees a little inward just right so that he’s making a perfect quarter circle shape on the ground lol. But I do remember seeing one death animation where he lays flat hmmm what game was it…… it’s not CV4 is it… hmm what mystery. Also I just noticed that I haven’t been drawing a part in his hair until recently??? Idk why not lol it’s something. Tbh drawing the top part of his hair is stupid difficult because I over exaggerate his bangs and I don’t want them to clash or bleed into each other, otherwise the top of his head is kinda hard to see (X X ). But this top angle of it isn’t too bad to draw :3

Another one, still stock photos so far. This one unfortunately his hands got all smudged up (-_- ;). Also his hair ended up covering all of the neck anatomy I drew R.I.P.

Finally, one with his face in view��� He’s praying.. and giving a little side eye… kinda. Idk this was also a stock photo X,,,,D. Tried to make sure his headband tails where in these as much as possible cause I missed drawing them—

Another dynamic stock photo pose, this time not in that group of business person ones! It might have been a different weapon in the original image tho, but I made it the family sword :3. Then ironically I realized I had been forgetting the whip multiple times 💀💀💀. Idk maybe the context for these is that he was in a really difficult battle and got the whip (and eventually the sword) knocked out of his hand, that’s why he’s so freaked out rn too ig. He’s also got knife subweapon oh no pray for my man he’s struggling— And that bottom silly doodle says “glubtupis wepple” which is a caption I saw on a cat meme somewhere I think I don’t remember tbh 💀💀💀💀💀💀

This says “Willem Dafoe ass pose” because indeed this is a pose from Willem Dafoe. He did this once— I should draw Simon in Willem Dafoe poses like that page I made of him as various Jerma poses hmmmmm—

Suddenly very unrelated Simon’s Quest doodle that just so happens to be on the same sketchbook page, so it’s invited too. The text says “excuse me do you know where—“ “beat your fucking head in 💖🌈😇” “thanks! I’ll consider it!” and this was drawn based on that guy who says “go to Deborah Cliff, hit your head, and make a hole” and at like 1 am lol. That’s such a sentence tho like, anyway you read it is like not good 💀💀💀. He might be saying “beat your head in” or, uh, considering it’s a cliff— I need to replay the game again and actually write about it aaaaaaaaaaa, I have so many ideas (>< ). There’s also random chibi head angles above it for practice.

I saw a cute nightgown on Pinterest and immediately put Simon in it and I was right, he does look cute in it. It was also a really good practice for drawing fabric textures!!! Especially the ruffles on the bottom, they’re very loosely sewn, pretty far apart, subtle gathering— it wasn’t intentional, but you can kinda see his silhouette through the fabric a little so uh just imagine that it’s a thin fabric and light is going through it :3. The second doodle is him in other more modern pajamas. Shorts, t shirt, socks, the usual. I love how I drew his mouth in this one he’s so cute asdfghjkl (〃ω〃). These were both doodles done while I was sleepy so the sleepy vibes came through in them pretty well I think—

Another tiny doodle of that nightgown. You can either take it as him wearing one of Selena’s nightgowns or that Simon just has a cute, tiny, semi sheer, little, frilly nightgown of his own, both are very valid options—

[ybetzarts]

random question, what draws you to knuckles as a character? do you have a favourite version of him?

Okok...bear with me, I have to start from the beginning..

I first encountered Knuckles during the time when he was mostly portrayed as, as they described him, a character merely for comedic relief. I watched the boom series back in 2015 and so my first impression of him was that he was an all-brawn-no-brain kinda guy. I found him funny, i guess...i had no clue back then. To explain why i didnt bother to do any research, here are some screenshots of my response on IG...(see below the break)

I was a shallow "fan". I find the sonic casts' design interesting and fun to look at. At that time, that was enough...

1. What drew me into Knuckles then?

I'll get into that, but first...The 2nd movie...The only reason i gave Sonic(by Sonic i meant the whole franchise) a chance was because i saw how Knuckles was portrayed in the 2nd Sonic movie. Very different from what i knew of him at that time.

I began researching about him, after watching the movies. There was something. Yea, i was on an info hunt of just about the guy for months! Along the way tho, i also discovered a ton of things about Sonic, the cast, etc. BUT, i was mostly so eager to know about Knuckles. Then man! There was so much to know about the guy...He wasnt just that all-brawn-no-brain type of guy. Those character analysis videos of Knuckles explained a lot of things about him. He's the most interesting of the cast(for me)---his personality(Most of all), his backstory, his sacred duty, being the last of the echidnas, angel island as his home, what's left of his kind(relics, tech, architecture, art, etc.), so much to unpack...and YET there were almost nothing said about them??? The mysteries about the guy continues. Lots of angles to look into his character.

Hmm... I also realized that there were many ways to interpret(?) Knuckles. The tons of fanfiction you can make about the guy, tons of ways to do headcanons about him---one can look at him through his duty as a guardian, through him being a warrior, through his ancestors--and then recently in Frontiers--through the hidden and long lost and forgotten structures within angel island, also, through the M.E. and through the power that resides in the M.E. Am I making sense even???

[I should say that i liked a lot of these things first, before i even liked Knuckles for his design LOL (gawsh, those times when i struggled drawing the dude. I was so eager to learn how to draw him. Usually i would have given up, but surprisingly i didnt), and the "why did he have to be RED" XDD I didnt like red, until Knuckles...] His personality drew me in at first, then came all of these things...

About his personality/character...I can really relate to that. I also happen to like characters who are tough on the outside and are good (not exactly gentle) in the inside LOL. Knuckles looks so tough, immovable as a mountain, but deep down, he's carrying a lot. Rarely or almost never opening up. I can only imagine him as he got older, him thinking like

"No one will be left to take care of the island after I'm gone anyway...so why should i even bother? I could be doing something else, I could be anywhere, I could make use of what time ive been given, of what time i have left."

*proceeds to chuck them thoughts away* Then just like that, back to guarding duty again, still feeling loyal and determined to fulfill his role, and to who knows until when...

For that, Knuckles is the only fictional character that ive come to genuinely like and become interested in. So much so that i got out of my demotivated-uninspired-artist-prison and began drawing again, and for the fun of it!🌟💥

2. As for my favorite version of him?

My gosh! um, currently Renegade, I suppose??? Man, this is hard gah! Theres always something to like about every version of Knuckles. The Knuckles version in my head, the one i created after consuming a ton of Knuckles info, yea i also like that version LOL XDD🌟

[uriekukistan]

THIEF!

waiter waiter can i get uhhhhh:

🕯️🧃🧸🪐📚🎨🌸

sorry sorry 😞 ur tags were just too good

🕯️ ⇢ on a scale from 1 to 10, how much do you enjoy editing? why is that?

0. i hate reading my own writing. bleh.

🧃 ⇢ share some personal lore you never posted about before

im trying to think of smth i havent told you? considering i am actively sharing my Deep Dark Past with you as i type this 😭😭 although ig it says smth i havent posted....hmmm.

i used to play violin and i was also pretty good at it, i was first chair in my orchestra and i ranked pretty highly in competitions when i did them. but i haven't played since like. 2020. and i've been enjoying having longer nails so.

🧸 ⇢ what's the fastest way to become your mutual?

uhhhhh i think i just go on vibes tbh TT_TT megumi or yuuta pfp is usually a good first impression for me i suppose. also i prefer if the majority of recent posts are abt something im interested in i guess

🪐 ⇢ name three good things going on in your life right now

um. i am still alive. my cat exists and she loves me and i get so happy whenever i see her. uhhhhhhhhhh. i've written some decent things recently.

📚 ⇢ what's the last thing you wrote down in your notes app?

im gonna ignore the emo shit i wrote last night. not sharing that on tumblr dot com. the last thing after that is me studying for my spanish exam. i would share but it does mention where i live so uh.

i got an A on the exam tho

🎨 ⇢ link your favourite piece of fanart and explain why you like it

this ballet megumi piece by @melloneah is one of my favs, they drew it for my birthday and i was super super touched that they did this, especially bc the posing was so difficult <333 (fun fact the pose is from swan lake, the variation with That One Song Everyone Knows)

also im Always thinking abt hinamie's art. in particular i like this one rn. fushiguro touch-starved megumi...............................

🌸 ⇢ do you have any pets? if you do, post some pictures of them

my baby….her name is daisy btw

send me an ask perhaps :D

[bagofspoons]

POST SESSION 1 DLDND CHARACTER THOUGHTS

holy SHIT y’all the hiatus is over w a long ass session to start us off. i passed out so hard post session but now. i have things to say abt peoples characters and im going to say them. plus an added pronoun check for my own memory. this is a long post so ill pop it all under da cut. tldr at the end 2

IZZY | ALASTRELLE (they/he)

i LIKE THEM. i like them. i was very eyes emoji at their intro and im rly excited to see a druid. i have a feelin that theres a lot more 2 alastrelle than meets the eye but im not rly sure what. we got an insight check that he seems to know more than hes letting on... but like. idk. i have a feelin that theyre more like... they know stuff but not in a malicious way? mayb im bein 2 optimistic and alastrelle is just waiting 2 absolutely decimate every1. they DID heal ma’el tho so like... i think they do not want this. they seem kind. i want 2 know more.

CADILLAC | R-D 2.04 (pronouns unknown - seems to vary)

everybody is so mean 2 me image. r-d is rly. look. i love them but i also hate them. he’s so fuckin funny but also.... gestures broadly at the last hour of the session. she seems 2 b tha only character built 4 outright combat. at least from what weve seen. it seems like a lot of the others went 4 classes that cld offer support (from my limited knowledge of the classes themselves plus dnd) whereas cadillac built (literally) a beast. she seems really cool and had some rly amazing moments first session. designated antagonist im super interested to see how every1 is going 2 interact w the person who drew 1st blood!! also tha character we got the most backstory 4 session 1. kinda dont blame it for the murders but. i dont want any pcs to die T_T

NOX | DOCTOR (PALL’OR) REMAEDI (he/him, okay with they)

HE’S COOL... the outfit is very wizardly but we know hes a cleric. am i right when i look at the ref art and see that hes purple. he is purple. he also shotgunned an unmentioned vial (WHY DID NO 1 ASK ABOUT THAT AUAUEUEGEUGH) and the rice and meat. chuggin ig. seems like... cautious? mayb suspicious but remarkably chill. well. i say chill. again. gestures at the last hour or so of the session. LUV the weapon design. would luv 2 see it do some more damage (see “r-d is built for combat” above. terrifyink). i want 2 know more abt his eyepatch and stitches and general deal. do we think hes an unethical doctor guys. would he kill u for like. fun.

CERIN | EIWN (she/her)

pretty lady. fllushed emoji. i love her design a lot its rly cool. i assumed she was druid bc of it but idk if pep would have allowed class double ups? plus cerin is bein v secretive... possibly monk? eye dee kay im rly just guessin at this point. shes so funny 2 the bit w the shelter being her height and alastrelle tryin 2 fix it secretly was great. i dont have much 2 say abt her yet but i think she will turn out to b EXTREMELY interesting. i kno 4 a fact cerin will say smth and then the dash will explode w how much we love eiwn.

RIVER | MA’EL(VAR) (he/him)

IS HE NORMAL??? squints. i dunno... intro was. suspicious. i did like him tryin 2 explain stuff to r-d that was kinda funny. he seems to b like... relatively level headed? i struggled to get a read on his personality except like... suspicious of others but wants 2 cooperate. clearly doesnt want 2 b here el oh el. HE DID ALMOST DIE 2 TIMES WITH NO IDEA WHAT WAS HAPPENING EL EM AY OH. i wonder how hes gonna react to that.

PEP | MIYM (she/her, okay with they)

MIYM MY FUCKIN BELOVED. kenku AND a bard? plus card themed LDFKJ. alto WISHES he could. the resume made me laugh sm and she generally just seems so nice... i like that she’s immediately forming more positive relationships w tha others... probably intentional on pep’s part as a filler character for the pair offs. i was wondering why they were getting such an outright dmpc and was wondering if she was gonna get killed early... i was real newvous. its cool tho. i like her a lot. very glad miym explained the whole premise 2. thank u from da audience i was a little like WHAT THE HELL. but in a good way

TL;DR - I LIKE THEM ALL. i think theres a LOT of things we havent touched (obvs. it was 1 session) but a lot of seeds and references to things wer made i think. also it looks like we got a lot of elves lol. im generally just rly excited 2 see them play again and having consensual and established pvp will make things VERY interesting. i wonder what the symbols on the like... bracelets/necklaces are 4. and what happens when someone dies.... do they both go to zero/make death saves? i guess we will see....

[astroninaaa]

So we were doing one of those ‘draw where you see yourself in the future’ things in French because since it’s not a French school the French classes are pretty basic (I already know French so ig it’s basic for me. French as a language is garbage and I don’t recommend). I was joking around with my friends and drew myself as a catmaid because inside joke that I want to be a catmaid but don’t have the maid outfit (not actually a joke). 1/2 because character limit :D -Cadence

Anyways, my French teacher (who is a nice woman) then walked around picking up people’s drawings and asking them to explain them. I hurried to hide mine, as this would be humiliating, but my teacher saw and grabbed it because I was hiding it. I am not bad at drawing so it was clearly me as a catmaid. She did not understand but the class certainly did. So there I sat at my weird tiny desk, Icarus watching himself fall. I am a fucking idiot -Cadence

i have absolutely no words i'm just so impressed this is so much to take in. should i start tagging you as catmaid anon or-

[aces-to-apples]

For the meme, Maul and Jesse, "Finding the other wearing their clothes" please?

hEY SO I KNOW IT’S BEEN LIKE TWO MONTHS AND MY BRAIN IS USELESS GARBAGE BUT AFTER SEVERAL FALSE STARTS HAHA HERE HAVE WHATEVER THE FUCK THIS IS

@bootlegged-tea

For this ask meme

Citrus Scale: Lemon

Warnings: Blowjobs, Unsafe Sex, Orgasm Denial/Delay, Sexual Frustration, uhhhhh sexy power games ig??

Here on AO3

NOT SAFE FOR WHALES

1. Finding the other wearing their clothes + 15. One character adjusting the others jewelry/tie etc.

“These are new.”

Stepping into Jesse’s space, Maul rested his chin on his lieutenant’s shoulder and met his eyes in the mirror before them. He seemed unbothered by the intrusion into his rooms, shifting his weight and leaning back slightly into Maul’s chest, even, but rolled his eyes at the comment. “This is yours,” he replied, needlessly straightening the black fabric that fell down his torso.

Indeed, the shirt was pilfered from Maul’s clothing stores and obviously so—it stretched across Jesse’s broader shoulders and thicker arms in a very visually pleasing manner. The dark trousers, sturdy boots, and unpainted beskar greaves were Jesse’s own. However, “I was speaking of these,” Maul murmured into his ear, moving a hand from Jesse’s shoulder down his chest and pushing aside the plunging neckline to reveal his lieutenant’s latest indulgence.

Where once had been undecorated flesh, Jesse had seen fit to adorn his chest with a metal bar through each of his nipples, flanked on either end with small blue jewels that sparkled in the light. Maul brushed a careful thumb over one of them and could feel the shiver begin at the base of Jesse’s neck and move down his spine.

“Oh. Those.” Jesse blinked rapidly, his gaze having gone distant at the touch. He raised his chin slightly. “It’s my body. I can do what I like with it.”

“Indeed, you can,” Maul said, thinking of the golden stud at the top of his own left ear—an addition he’d made just before being sent to Naboo. He moved his hand to cup Jesse’s pectoral, firm muscle covered by soft fat that felt good in his hand. “And I, for one, am quite enjoying the results.”

Settling back more firmly against him, Jesse smirked at him through the mirror. “That so?” he asked, challenging.

Maul hummed. “I have a gift for you,” he said, bringing his other hand out from behind his back. Hanging from his fingers, a short, thick rope of twisted silver at the center of which rested a large dark blue stone flecked with green and gold.

Eyes flicking from the necklace to Maul and back, Jesse fixed him with a stern look. “Looks like a collar. I’m already wearing your clothes. You really don’t have to play that hard into the joke, an’edee.”

Suppressing an eye-roll, Maul held it out as an offering. “Ignore that,” he advised. “What does it feel like to you?”

Jesse plucked it out of his hand and brought it close to his face to examine. When he brushed a thumb over the smooth surface of the stone, Maul felt his whole body flinch as if he’d received an electric shock.

“It’s warm,” Jesse said, eyes wide, sounding a little breathless. “And it”—his eyes drifted closed for a beat—“it almost feels… alive.”

Pleased, Maul wrapped his arm around the lieutenant’s middle and pulled him even more snugly against his body. “It’s a Kunda stone,” he explained, watching as Jesse stared at it, transfixed. “They are naturally in tune with the Force and are known to protect those in possession of them from many mind-altering effects.” He waited a moment, unsure what reaction the next piece of information would garner. “I… thought you might enjoy wearing blue again. Since you haven’t painted any of your new pieces of armor.”

Jesse’s gaze darted to his in the mirror again, before he turned in their embrace and nudged their noses together. “Thanks, vod,” he said, nipping at Maul’s mouth just a touch.

They spent a moment fiddling with the clasp and settling it around his neck so that the stone rested at the hollow of Jesse’s throat. It looked good against his skin.

Maul pressed their lips together more firmly, licking at his lieutenant’s mouth and crowding him until his back was pressed against the glass. Jesse’s body was hungry for him, pulling him closer and closer, responding eagerly to his touch.

He tugged at the belt that kept the shirt that Jesse wore neat, pushing all fabric onto the floor and running his hands firmly up and down his chest and belly. His ver’alor had developed a taste for heavy Alderaani cuisine and rich desserts of all kinds, and they both reaped the rewards.

No less the body of a warrior for it, Jesse had a layer of squishy softness over everything now, a give to him that made his body a delight to touch and be touched by.

He moaned when Maul cupped his hands around his pectorals again, rubbing both thumbs over the pretty new additions. They were no doubt still extremely sensitive and Jesse wrapped his arms around him and pulled him impossibly tighter, grinding against Maul’s belly with increasing urgency.

Pulling away slightly, Maul ducked his head and placed a kiss against the center of Jesse’s throat. Then lower, pressing the flat of his tongue against first one nipple then the other, relishing in the noises it drew from him. And lower still, sinking to his knees as he nipped his way down Jesse’s chest and belly, squeezing at his thickened waist with firm hands. He had been so skinny back on Mandalore, unhealthily so, and it pleased Maul to know he was taking good care of this man.

He peered up at Jesse as he began to unlace his trousers, watching the way he pressed the back of his head against the glass with his eyes closed, chin tilted upward and breathing heavily. At the pause, Jesse marshalled his senses enough to look down and apparently found the sight arresting enough to let his head fall back and rattle the mirror, letting out a strangled little groan.

Maul smiled, pleased, and watched his throat bob with a swallow before returning to his task.

His ver’alor always seemed to welcome sex and this was no different. He was fully hard already, but when Maul his tongue up the underside of his length, he made a sound that was as much confusion as pleasure.

“Ngh. Plast?” he said, sounding frazzled, desperate.

Still considerate, despite the fairly common adage that stimulation felt better without prophylactic barriers. Jesse himself had been particularly disdainful of the idea, rolling his eyes when it was mentioned. Maul said nothing, confident that another swipe of his tongue, and then another, was reply enough.

It wasn’t the first time they’d done without, though it also wasn’t their general preference. The combination of salt and skin was an inoffensive taste, fastidious as Jesse was; pre-come was fairly unpleasant, both in concept and practice; the results of their couplings, though Jesse carried no diseases, they both heartily agreed was, in a word, disgusting.

Maul let all of that fall away as he continued on his mission, using his hand to provide more substantial stimulation and listening as his ver’alor became less and less inhibited above.

He whined and dropped a hand to pet at Maul’s horns when he finally wrapped his lips around the head of his cock. Neither were unpleasant sensations, Jesse’s fingertips scrabbling at the sensitive bases or the weight of him on Maul’s tongue.

“Maul,” he panted, somewhere above, sounding gratifyingly desperate, “can, ngh, can I—”

His hips twitched and Maul slid a hand around one of his knees, slipping it over his shoulder, careful to keep his dorsal horn away from the vulnerable flesh of Jesse’s inner thigh. He amused himself by gripping the underside of that thigh and spreading his legs just a bit wider, digging his fingers into the thick flesh and moving with it when his hips jerked.

Jesse said his name again, high and pleading, so Maul took him deeper into his mouth, relaxing his throat and using his grip on Jesse’s body to coax him into a gentle, thrusting rhythm.

He breathed carefully and let his eyes drift shut, moving his tongue in ways that he’d learned would elicit pleasing noises from the lieutenant. It didn’t take long for the rock of his hips to pick up speed, Jesse babbling in various languages overhead.

The lieutenant was frequently talkative during their activities, always gracious and complimentary towards Maul—his hands, his mouth, his voice, his skin, even his prostheses. Nothing was dismissed, leaving him feeling off-kilter, with a peculiar warmth in his chest. Jesse had once even gasped that he enjoyed the feeling of Maul’s mind in his when he came.

His thrusting grew rougher and he brushed a fumbling thumb across the stretch of Maul’s lips, moans reaching a familiar fever-pitch. At this, Maul finally pulled away with a parting swirl of his tongue.

He replaced his mouth with the full dexterity of his hand, amused when Jesse used his grip on his horns to pull him to his feet, clearly desirous of more kisses. Smirking, he nipped at Jesse’s chin, said, “The meeting with the Black Sun and Crimson Dawn leaders should commence in just a few minutes,” in a tone of innocence he had learned from Jesse’s memories of the one called Hardcase, and removed his hand entirely.

The sound of outrage and denied pleasure was particularly satisfying as Maul turned and headed for the door, resettling his own clothes with unsteady hands.

After a few seconds of disbelieved panting, Jesse called out, “You’re a real chakaar, I told you that lately?”

Maul hummed, just before the threshold of Jesse’s bedroom, and pleasantly reminded him, “Just before I left last time, actually.” Then he bared his teeth at his ver’alor in something resembling a grin and strolled out the door with his hands clasped behind his back.

He was two hallways down when he felt their bond ripple with the unmistakable feeling of Jesse’s orgasm, edged with unsatisfied frustration and just a hint of amusement.

[bucksbisexual]

okay since im rewatching 2gether, might as well make my reaction public lol

tine trying to be a supportive boyfriend by asking wat if something is troublig and wat’s himbo self being like “nah fam im good” god i love this dumbass

also tine not knowing how to talk about his feelings is so relatable help

honestly i would’ve LOVED to see sarawat at least one (1) question

tine’s smile while wat drinks..... Sir I Am In Love With You

also his blush..... Sir I Am More In Love With You Than I Was Before

“is the lyric about smile or happiness?” “don’t cheat” wat saw through his bullshit right there KSJFHKS

i wonder what’s in those glasses because it doesn’t quite look like coke but it obviously isn’t beer,,,,

ohhhhh “a friend from high school” ... explains tine’s reaction we see in the teaser when he introduces pam as his highschool friend

also explains why tine thought sarawat made that video for her instead of him. wat is in his high school clothes and tine probably thought it was before he saw him (when in fact it was probably recorded the same day lmao sarawat hopeless romantic)

tine: one more game! [spins the coin and supposedly falls on heads] wat!

sarawat: no one can talk to me if i fall asleep

i’m trying not to look at bright’s jiggly butt why is ass so fat fOR

it doesnt add the points here if i dont write something else so intro time yeet

yknow what . we need more earn and more pear in these two last episodes . i need my wlw rep and i need it Now

“personal space is important even for couples” still cant believe man was the owner of their braincell in this scene

tine giving all of type’s info away to wat so wat can give it to man who tine knows will use to pester him until he becomes his boyfriend...... say it with me: tine mantype shipper

“how did you know?” “i prayed to god” literally the funniest part ever

manboss: im not going good luck wat: you’re so full of bullshit

GREEN <3

i will just say that pink is tine’s best colour. i need him in every soft pink thing u can find. it accentuates his skin colour so perfectly and we are Here for it honeyyyy

MIL SHUT THE FUCKUP

sarawat being a savage (rachet booty nasty) we stan

bro get over him oh my god he’s taken and happy with wat LEAVEEEEEE

and man pestering type begins Now ksjfh

i’m like 100000000% sure that the only thing in that whole backpack is a pencil and half of an eraser

im also sure type saw him buy the book since u literally can see him from where man and that girl are and

hold up the waiter looks like a guy from whyru,,,,,,,,,,

i need someone to write a fic about tine being an astronomy lover and wat falling in love with him because of the joy in his eyes when he talks about the stars and interesting facts about the universe and new discoveries of galaxies and other things that wat doesnt really care about but he listens to either way because he’s too in love to shut off his brain

okay back to the episode sorry i just really had to say this

wat really said “don’t take advantage of me when i’m sleeping” when they haven’t even kissed.......... no words, completely speechless

tine probably thought he was being real sneaky right there lmao boy he fell asleep 2 seconds ago

god green really appears for 2 seconds and yet he steals the show KSFJHKFJFS he really was about to beat the person in front of him’s ass for not walking faster im crying i love him

BITCH SHUT UP AND LEAVE THEM ALONE STOP TRYING TO BE A HOMEWRECKER

wat looks so offended by his offer it’s so funny jhfksjhgj still MIL GET THE FUCK OUT

them running around is so funny when u know they had to do that like 20 times and were tired as fuck KSJFHKSHFS

WAT YOU SMOOTH FUCKER i love u

omg the bracelet truly isnt there at the start of the scene :-(

“nuisance tree” lemme just cry a bit

the music stopping here......... they truly played with our feelings there huh

WAT YOU SMOOTH FUCKER 2

the reactions are so kdrama outro i cant breathe KJHFJSFKJS

GET THE FUCK OUTTTTTTTTTTT

“well, you left him” IM GOING TO STEP ON YOU

bracelet where r u :-(

“it was here a second ago” it wasn’t im an obsessed bitch and noticed just as the scene there started

he looks so worried:-( tine baby

“i can make you a new one” “but i want the old one” why do i feel like that has more than one meaning,,,

half of the times wat touches tine’s head his hands are dirty as fuck lmaoooooo

is- is someone wearing a marihuana dress??????

manbosss again and he has a book

type is the teepakorn brother that can lie and will lie meanwhile tine can’t lie for a living

I LOVE THIS GUY GIVE ME HIS SELF CONFIDENCE

dim really made up a whole spirit just for wat to be with tine lmao i cant breathe (unless the pine tree spirit is an actual thing and he just used it for this specific thing lmao)

“that senior is me” “and who did you go with?” “that was a long time ago” “it wasn’t me, it wasn’t me” “green, drop it!” i love them KSFJHFSJHF

green and wats faces i cant bREATHE these are the faces of people who know this is all fake

BRO WAT WASNT EVEN THAT SLICK WITH THE PAPER IN HIS HAND SJKHSFHHKFS

my guess is that he had two papers that were the same number just incase they didnt get the same number but then somehow mf MIL had to come in and ruin it

i dont know who chose to make bright wear this much brown but it honestly fits him so well

coffee for his soon to be boyfie

man: loving u is kind of bothering? type: o_o man

he’s still reading the book kjshfsf WAIT HES SO CUTE

“you gotta miss me if i don’t show up one day” “just back off. i’m leaving. do not follow me. give me some time to miss you” okay tsundere ass bitch

type’s so rich he’d rather spend money on getting his tire fixed than get it fixed by man for free i hate rich people

he’s also too rich to care to check if his doors were locked i-

“for me?” “do you see anyone else?” bitch ass tsundere

type: smiles, realises he just did that, eyes cutely go o_o

type looks so cute in that scene for no reason im going to eat ur cheeks if u dont stop being a cutie

aaaaaand of course theyre not paired up

dude of course he is youre creepy and also trying to break his relationship apart only because u dont have the decency to see that you dont have a place in his heart whatsoever

dim honey........ jskhsjf

tine’s hair....... PLEASE I NEED TO TOUCH IT IT LOOKS SO FLUFFY

“the spirit doesnt like it when you pray with your eyes opened” did literally no one notice how nonsense that was? KSFJHSJ

GREEN U SCARED THE BABY WHY WOULD U DRESS LIKE THAT

he looks so cute im gonna cry like actually cry

weak ass blankets they gave them i swear

if u cuddled then u wouldnt have been cold but noooooo ur big puppy boyfriend has trust issues

baby:-((((((((((( i will cover u with a blanket and give u lots of kithes and hugs

tine having his phone die at an important moment and also having no sense of direction whatsoever is so relatable lmaooooo

thank god for the rain because otherwise sarawat wouldnt have ran the way tine actually went lmao i wouldve beaten dims ass if mil was the one who found him

this scene hurts so much:-(( his throwing the grass like that in complete defeat??????? the flashback to him saying that bad things seem to happen to them lately makes my heart break

the soft touches:-((((( please im gonna Cry

dnotsaysorrydontsaysorrydonsaysorrydontsayHE SAID SORRY FFS

baby :’((((((

“i prayed for something but i havent redeemed that prayer yet” “what did you ask for?” “it’s if i got to see you again, i would show you the video i made. it’s the song your smile you are so curious about” BITCHHHHHHHHH

HES GONNA SHOW ITTTTTT YES I LOVE HOPELESS ROMANTIC HIGHSCHOOLER SARAWAT

he’s all shy i cant breathe he cant even look at the screen skjfhksh

oh so it was on the same day sksjhj forgot about that

I CRY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

tine is all blushy im gonna sob i love these two

im trying not to scream and tines reaction to wat telling him he went to every scrubb concert just to look for him

ITS NOT GONNA GET STUCK ON THE VIDEO BABY HE WILL LIKE U BACK IN A YEAR!!!!!!

“i like you” “yeah. i know. i like you too” AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM LITERALLY REWATCHINNG BUT I STILL JUST SCREECHED AT THAT I LOVE THIS CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT

their smiles after he said it tho.......... my heart hURTS

wat: the wish only drew us to cross paths again. us being together is because of something else, tine: what then? wat: shout out to my homies for being there for me since day one i love u bros

THE FLASHBACK AAAAAAAA I FOUND HIM YES U DID BABYYYYYY

boss’s whistle after he tells them that he only said he would kiss him until he dropped lmaoooooo

“his name is tine. [with the softest voice ever] what a cute name”

manboss looking at each other like this bitch is so gone for this random dude but we’re gonna support him because we’re the only friends he has

wat was probably wishing the pool had water in it so he could throw both of them into it at that moment KJSFHJSFHF

“he’s the one i like” “shiiiiiit” same dim, same

fan dee nAAAAAA

his ass was so gone he was gonna make his ig username lovetine i literally cant believe him

boss having the braincell in this scene i love it

“but earn has a boyfriend” LIES. SO MANY LIES. ITS A GIRL. SHES A WHOLE LESBIAN.

boss once again being the owner of the braincell...... im starting to think he owns it half of the time

“you get it now? us being together is not a coincidence. it’s because of us” WAT YOU SMOOTH FUCKER 3

wait,,,,, tine’s little head tilt,,,,,,, SIR I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU

the stars!!!!!!!!! theyre there!!!!!!

“i think nothing bad is going to happen anymore” honey you got a big storm coming

it ended :’(((((( my beautiful boys i love this episode and drama so much i swear

lets watch the next episode teaser

i dont think tine is gonna lsiten to pam saying that but if he does,,, baby pls dont overthink okay he loves u and wont leave u for anyone in the world

phukong dont come back to him he knows that u like him and will play with ur feelings

type is gonna have to choose between im guessing either a boy interested in him from work or man and im gonna vote for him going with man lets hope i win

WHAT IS WRNOG WITH U BRO GET OUT HES HIS BOYFRIEND OF COURSE HES GOING TO CARE AND WORRY YOURE JSUT A CREEP FOLLOWING HIM AROUND HOPING THAT THEIR RELATIONSHIP ENDS SO U CAN SNEAK IN UGH

“is pam your first love?” WHY DID U END THE TEASER THERE AAAAAAA BITCH

im so glad that the episode comes out today because i Need to know more

okay thats it if anyone read all of this first of all sorry kjshkfj and second of all thank u ,, u didnt have to but u did and ily for that okay bye

[the-strawzish-clownfish]

Oh, you wanted me to hit you with some? Bet. Do all of them Strawberry

YOBI I LEGIT JUST ASKED SOMEONE THE SAME THING

YOU’RE OMNISCIENT I SWEAR

1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?

I have never considered that before now but thanks for that

2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?

3 probably, I’m not really scared of the dark most of the time (unless it’s literally pitch black), but every once in a while i get really unnerved bc i get rlly paranoid

3. The person you would never want to meet?

Satan

4. What is your favorite word?

“faith” bc my faith and bc synesthesia

5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?

uhhh flowering cherry bc at my old house my brothers and I each had a tree that my dad planted for us when we were each born and mine was a flowering cherry

6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?

I looked in the mirror this morning?

7. What shirt are you wearing?

coral pink bubba gump shrimp co. t shirt

8. What do you label yourself as?

child of God, daughter of Sappho

9. Bright room or dark room?

bright if we’re talking natural light being let in through my windows, dark if we’re talking just normally bc rlly bright lights mess w my sensory issues

10. What were you doing at midnight last night?

talking to you yobi

11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?

this age, I’m a firm believer in that things will always get better, even if only one small thing does improve, when i think back on past years i get anxious and nostalgia isn’t good for me

12. Who told you they loved you last?

@toomanyfanfics that one

13. Your worst enemy?

my mental health tbh

14. What is your current desktop picture?

15. Do you like someone?

never experienced romantic attraction, i used to have a plush (qp crush) on one of my best irl friends tho (@ blob have fun with this fact)

16. The last song you listened to?

I am listening to Echosmith’s Cool Kids as I am writing this, before that I was listening to Girls by Marina and the Diamonds, which is a hilarious song i 11/10 recommend

17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?

myself, I’m not s*icidal but I’m not killing someone else

18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?

whoever the person who decided Teen Vogue should endorse child pornography was

19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?

me, I would make myself do actual work for once

20. What is your best physical attribute?

my eyes, i just like them. fun fact this one kid i used to be kinda good friends with was talking with me on snapchat once (bc we did that a lot, back when i had snapchat) and i don’t remember how we got into this but he ended up describing my eyes really weirdly? it was really deep and got kinda strange? it was like a movie scene but via text message and then in the middle of it he was like “wtf am i doing” and i will always remember that (dude if you are for some reason reading this then idek what to say man. sorry). anyone who knows me irl (@ you blob) can take a guess as to who this is

21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?

idk the answer to either of those questions tbh

22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?

idek man sorry

23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?

weed, like i’m genuinely terrified of being in its presence (never been in its presence before), i’ve had nightmares about it

24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.

EVERY TIME I GO TO SUBWAY I GET THE SAME THING. BUFFALO CHICKEN, RANCH, AND CHEESE ON ITALIAN HERBS AND CHEESE TOASTED. I WOULD REPLICATE THAT

25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?

go to Atlanta and find a homeless person and buy them some clothes and food and some blankets

26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?

CANADA

27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?

first of all why is an angel giving me unlimited alcohol that’s just kinda strange second of all i am a MINOR i am not legally ALLOWED however i will probably just take whatever and give it to some people, someone will like it

28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place? 

be kind and do good where you can and if someone wrongs you forgive them

29. What is your favorite expletive?

as;ldkfjasdkgaj;lsdf

30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?

my cactus!! she is v important to me

31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

the first thing that comes to mind was really traumatic for me, but it’s what brought me as close as i am to God now so idk that i would get rid of it. idrk man, it really sucked but i’m glad that I’m so much closer to God now

32. You got kicked out of the country for being a [redacted bc even though this is a hypothetical i absolutely would never do this and refuse to acknowledge it even in a hypothetical situation]. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!

….Canada?

33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?

idk, peeps are in heaven now and i don’t really wanna take that away from them

34. What was your last dream about?

ask God not me

35. Are you a good….[insert anything you’d like here]?

no

36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?

not really, however i have had several surgeries (all on my mouth) so i was in the hospital for those

37. Have you ever built a snowman?

I have built a real, genuine snowman once in my life, and the only proof is a picture i have bc i was so little i can’t even remember it. it doesn’t snow in georgia

38. What is the color of your socks?

ain’t wearing em, however most of mine are gray with some colorful bits

39. What type of music do you like?

I have an eclectic mix of favorites.

40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?

sunrises all the way, the afternoon and evening make me anxious but nighttime and dawn and early morning are the best times

41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?

vanilla bitch

42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer)

UGA i guess bc it’s ga and that’s a safe answer, i don’t really follow sports (i watch baseball sometimes though)

43. Do you have any scars?

oh i’m covered in tiny ones, the most notable being one on my thigh that was on my knee when i first noticed it. to this day i do not know how i got it

44. What do you want to be when you graduate?

gay

45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

i wanna be better about lying

46. Are you reliable?

heh depends, when it comes to knowing random things or being stupid, yes, but when it comes to remembering things, such as dates and times and things? absolutely not

47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?

Has it gotten easier?

48. Do you hold grudges?

yes and no

49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?

a whelk and a quetzalcoatlus, no i do not accept constructive criticism

50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?

i once spent hours talking to myself about if it is possible for a perfectly fair coin to exist outside of theory

51. Are you a good liar?

I like to think so

52. How long could you go without talking?

Oh I could go a looooooooooooooong time, however i do have my chatterbox days and i am known for not shutting up so it’s really a tossup on that one

53. What has been you worst haircut/style?

when i was 3 my mom put blonde highlights in my hair and it was absolutely absurd

54. Have you ever baked your own cake?

i cannot bake to save my life, however i have made my father cheesecakes for his birthday and they turned out okay so idk

55. Can you do any accents other than your own?

sco-ish

56. What do you like on your toast?

a crap ton of butter

57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?

dude in a graduation cap

58. What would be you dream car?

idk whatever’s cheap and works

59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.

uhhh not really no

60. Do you believe in aliens?

i mean i don’t think we’re the only life in the entire universe, so yeah (and also they’ve found traces of ancient bacteria on Mars so if you don’t believe then who are you kidding)

61. Do you often read your horoscope?

occasionally, i don’t believe in astrology but it’s at least somewhat accurate a lot of the time and i like to freak myself out

62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?

you’d think i’d have an answer for this, however i have never thought about this before. so e ig

63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?

if your answer to this is dinosaurs then get out of my house

64. What do you think about babies?

they’re good at shrieking, and for that i admire them

65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of.

i am not interesting

[em-daughter-of-poseidon]

CHB Movie Night - Part 1 (Disney/MCU)

This is what I think movie night would be like at CHB. Please these are just my opinions so don’t get offended. (Also just accept the timeline, I know it doesn’t all add up but I’ve got to let my creative juices flow)

Chiron: Heroes it’s time for Movive Night! Gather round. Connor and Harley please put the projector down and set it up properly onto the screen. Lou Ellen stop tricking people with the mist. (Sighing) why do we do these things?

Annabeth: Chiron, what movie are we watching? It better not be Hercules again.

(General complaining and muttering from the campers)

Chiron: No. Annabeth we are definitely not watching Hercules, especially not after the protest the Athena cabin organisered last time. But it is a Disney movie, I guess. Leo why don’t you explain...

Leo: Well, guys today’s movie is (waits) a drumroll would have been appreciated guys!

Piper: Just get on with it!

Leo: Fine! We’re watching Iron Man.

(Cheers and groans from the campers. One yelp from Drew, screaming about something in her hair)

Leo: It came to my attention that like non of you even know anything about the awesomeness which is the MCU so let’s begin. You’ll love it I promise you.

(The movie starts and popcorn begins to be thrown)

(AC/DC’s Back in Black plays and the military trucks roll in)

(A few minutes later)

Piper: I knew that guy was gonna die. Guys like that always die.

(Proof that Tony Stark has a Heart scene)

(Collective Awww)

Percy and Leo: Pepperony! Pepperony! Pepperony!

Annabeth: Shhh!

(With about 15 minutes left of the movie the projector begins to smoke)

Chiron: Connor! Harley!

(Harley quickly fixes it)

(At the end of the movie campers begin to stand up, the popcorn tossing begins again and chatter about be film starts)

Jason: Guys! Where are you going! You’re gonna miss the end credits scene!

Hazel: Just skip to the credits then

(Gasps. Especially from Percy, Annabeth, Leo, Will and Jason)

Percy: Did - did she just say: Skip through the credits!

Annabeth: Unfortunately yes she did.

Hazel: Am I missing something here?

Leo: You can’t just skip through the credits of a MCU film. That’s like using a x-ray to find out what’s in your birthday presents. Instead you sit through about 10 minutes of credits and look for funny names.

(Everyone sits back down again)

Hazel: Hah that guys called Ben Butthole

Frank: And that ones called Richard Richardson

Percy: Hey look Annabeth it’s you! There’s an Annabeth!

(More shouting out of funny names, with some of the best being Helen McHarelmshank and Gjoisyabdjsb Smith)

(End credits scene)

Hazel: Who’s that? What’s the Avengers?

Jason: Guess we are having another MCU night Leo

IG: em_daughter_of_poseidon

[frighthouseofalighthouse]

I know it's a lot! But all of the 65 questions you aren't used to!! I love getting to know the blogs I follow!

Okay love! The last one was a freebie so I guess I’ll just leave that one out haha.

1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?

Na, usually it’s the opposite for me. I don’t feel important enough to be real.

2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?

Maybe a 3? I don’t mind the dark as long as my imagination isn’t getting the best of me, which it usually is. I always have my little touch-activated lamp in my room left on at the dimmest setting at night.

3. The person you would never want to meet?

Donald Trump.

4. What is your favorite word?

Drumonios. It’s an Ancient Greek epithet of Artemis, and it means “haunting the woods.” (hey, no one said English word)

5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?

*in Monty Python voice* THE LARCH

No, but in all seriousness, I’d be a willow. So gentle and comforting, like the tree leaning over to hug you and give you shade.

6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?

Yikes.

7. What shirt are you wearing?

A black shirt with images of moon phases that says “to the moon and back”

8. What do you label yourself as?

Is this a gender/sexual identity question??? Cuz if not I could label myself as anything. But genderwise I’m a cis female and orientation-wise I’m lesbian, biromantic, possibly somewhere on the ace spectrum?

9. Bright room or dark room?

Dark room. Or mostly dark. Dim with a yellowish lamp because I hate white lights.

10. What were you doing at midnight last night?

Talking to my gf on the phone.

11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?

tbh this year, 19. My anxiety’s been better than it ever was. I haven’t been actively suicidal at all this year. I’m just in a better place all around.

12. Who told you they loved you last?

Probably my mom?

13. Your worst enemy?

Myself

14. What is your current desktop picture?

15. Do you like someone?

Romantically? My girlfriend. In general? Everyone who hasn’t crossed me.

16. The last song you listened to?

Right now I’m listening to LA Devotee by Panic! At The Disco :)

17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?

Donald Trump, while he’s in a cabinet meeting so it blows up everyone else there too

18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?

Donald Trump or my ex

19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?

I don’t really want a slave? Kinda against the whole idea? But ig Thomas Jefferson bc he needs to know what it feels like (Hamilton pettiness coming out oops)

20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional)

My eyes! Idk if I have a picture that shows them really well? But you can check my selfies tag. They’re deep hazel green with gold flecks.

21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?

I would look like historical Alexander Hamilton and I would hang out in history museums freaking people out.

22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?

Wouldn’t be a secret if I told you. ;) But seriously, I’m not very private about my talents because I’m proud of them. I write, read, make up codes, solve puzzles, sing, do calligraphy. Sometimes my eyeshadow looks decent.

23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?

Most of the unique things are PTSD triggers. The rest of my fears are just normal.

24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.

Grilled mac and cheese sandwich.

25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?

Put it towards saving up for a Switch so I can get the new Pokemon game when it comes out this fall.

26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?

The British Isles, where I will do historical tours and live in the Highlands for a year.

27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?

I don’t drink, I’m pretty against it in part because my uncle’s a recovering alcoholic, but I’d say strawberry daquiris? Idk brands, man.

28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?

Socialism and if you’re gonna mess up the process and turn it into communism then you’re off the island.

29. What is your favorite expletive?

Fuckweasel. Thanks, Raven Cycle.

30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?

My phone I guess?

31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

Nothing. As much as I hate what I’ve been through (assault by my ex, manipulation by my dad) it’s taught me so much strength and made me who I am. I know red flags. I came out of my shell. I know how to say no, how to cut out toxic family.

32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!

Scotland.

33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?

FDR. We have a polio vaccine and he was my favorite president.

34. What was your last dream about?

I was doing a crossword puzzle but, like, it never ended. And the clues kept changing every time I started to write the answer. It sucked.

35. Are you a good….[insert anything you’d like here]?

Nothing was inserted haha so yes. I am a good.

36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?

Twice. Once as a baby for my open heart surgery, and once when I was 4 for severe dehydration from the flu.

37. Have you ever built a snowman?

Yes but it’s been like 13 years.

38. What is the color of your socks?

Light blue and white stripes.

39. What type of music do you like?

Pop, rock, folk, Celtic, classical, old country, like, Woodie Guthrie, and some new country like Kelsea Ballerini.

40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?

SUNSETS

41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?

Cherry!

42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer)

Um, I guess the OSU Buckeyes cuz that’s where I live and I hate pro football.

43. Do you have any scars?

I have a huge scar down my chest from my heart surgery, a few self harm scars left, and quite a few from old cat scratches. Also my left knee is covered with scars from being a clumsy child. And I have small birthmarks which correlate to past life injuries which is fun

44. What do you want to be when you graduate?

A librarian/history or English teacher

45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

My weight.

46. Are you reliable?

Sometimes I flake on plans bc of mental illness, but yes. I am a strong shoulder to lean on, and I will always be there for you.

47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?

Am I trying for the right things?

48. Do you hold grudges?

Not consciously. But there are certain things I haven’t been able to forgive just yet.

49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?

Sloth dragon. Sloth with little back scales and wings who flies very slowly and breathes fire when threatened.

50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?

My mom and I have the funniest conversations. I couldn’t pick one. Every day between us is just hysterical.

51. Are you a good liar?

Yes. But I don’t lie anymore except when I have to.

52. How long could you go without talking?

Probably forever as long as I could write or text.

53. What has been you worst haircut/style?

When I was 9 I decided to get a shoulder length bob. My hair did not approve. Constant white-fro. I don’t have a picture of it full glory, but this is after having it styled, at age 11, as flat as it would go.

54. Have you ever baked your own cake?

Noooo I suck at baking. I’ve made cookies though.

55. Can you do any accents other than your own?

British, I guess? I do a good Hermione.

56. What do you like on your toast?

Butter lmao I’m classic

57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?

Uhhh I sketched a flower on my church bulletin last week? Nothing fancy. I don’t draw.

58. What would be you dream car?

‘67 Impala baby.

59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.

I, uh give political speeches to the showerhead? It’s the Hamilton mood.

60. Do you believe in aliens?

I definitely believe we can’t live in a universe infinitely big all by ourselves.

61. Do you often read your horoscope?

I don’t read my actual horoscope, but I look at those zodiac posts a lot, and I know my full birth chart.

62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?

A and S.

63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?

Both. Dinsoaurs could have been dragons, we don’t know.

64. What do you think about babies?

They’re okay til they cry or poop or throw up lmao.

Thanks bb!

[rowdy-revenant]

The Other Devil

Pairing: Winchester!reader x Lucifer Morningstar

Words: 1000+

Beta reader: @throwingrenades and @blessedbebucky

Based on the request by: anonymous

A/N: This is probably going to be part one of a Supernatural/Lucifer crossover. Leave a comment if you want part 2! Also, I apologize for the long hiatus.

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One word was all it would take to end the world.

Two angels was all it would take to end the world.

Three siblings was all it would take to end the world.

But there was a time when three had to become two.

“You could come with me, we’d all be safe.” You told your brothers.

Sam shook his head. “We have to deal with this, one way or another.”

“Go,” Dean agreed. “Sammy and I can handle this.”

Tears in your eyes, you nodded. As the middle Winchester, you may not have been the true vessel for Michael or Lucifer, but you were still an asset to both of them. Leaving was the only way you could take away one more advantage point from the archangels.

So here you stood in an old factory, duffle bag in hand, before a large window. The panes had been painted over with a potion, ready to be activated.

Castiel placed a hand on your shoulder. “Are you ready?”

You nodded. “I am. And I promise I’ll find a way back when this is all over.”

The sigils started to glow. You clutched your bag tighter, ducked your head, and ran through the glass.

Your head collided with the ground, skidding forward on dark floorboards. Glass landed by you like ice shards, save for the ones embedded in your skin. Turning, you looked behind you.

It was night now, but that’s not what shook you. You had ended up stories above the ground in a completely different city. Skyscrapers dotted the horizon, and you were sure you could spot palm trees down below, not that you wanted to get any closer to look.

You looked around. There was a bar, stocked with drinks. By god, you could use one. A grand piano stood feet away from a square of sofas, a half-drunk glass of whiskey sitting on the coffee table.

So you’d jumped from your world to a swanky penthouse in LA. You’d have a hard time explaining this to the owner, but at least you were finally free from the devil.

“And how the bloody hell did you get in here?”

You froze.

A man stood above you drink in hand. He stared down at you, the look in his dark brown eyes more that of curiosity than confusion, as if he’d seen stranger. The man didn’t look out of place in the penthouse. Fine clothes matched fine furniture. He looked like he used twenty dollar bills as tissues.

“The uh… the window.” You managed to spit out.

“The window?” He asked, looking from you to the now missing pane of glass. “Strange way to make an entrance.”

You sat there in silence until he spoke again. Though you’d guessed you were in LA, his accent sounded out of place. Somewhere in England, maybe? You weren’t sure where in the country. Hunters didn’t vacation much.

“Well, are you going to sit there all night?” The man asked, pausing to sip his drink. “Care for a beverage?”

You stood and did your best to get all the glass of of yourself. “Uh… I’m okay. Look, I can pay for the window-”

“No need, it’s glass. It can be replaced.” He answered with a wave of his hand. He spent a couple minutes on his phone before putting it back down. “Just ordered a new pane, easy. Fascinating what these little devices can do, isn’t it?”

“Yeah…” You agreed, halfheartedly.

“Do you have a name, gorgeous?” He flirted.

“Uh… Y/N. Y/N Winchester.” You replied. Something inside you made you feel compelled to answer him. A primal urge sparked by an unnatural force. Either that, or his looks distracted you.

“A pleasure to meet you, Y/N. Seeing as you’ve invited yourself in, why don’t you make yourself at home?” The man suggested.

“I- I can find a motel-”

“No, I’d like to know how you got here. Care to explain?” He asked, the same tone in his voice.

You wanted to tell the truth. You had to tell the truth! “I… it… who- what are you?” You stammered.

“Lucifer Morningstar.” The man answered, the brown of his irises flashing a bright red for a fraction of a second.

You backed up. Out of the frying pan, into the fire. Your spell to avoid the devil had landed you right in his lap. “No, that’s impossible.”

Lucifer nonchalantly swirled the drink in its glass. “Not at all. Lucifer. The devil. Et cetera.”

“No, the spell must’ve worked!” You panicked.

“Spell?” The devil asked, confused.

You drew the angel blade from your backpack. You knew it wouldn’t be able to kill the devil, but it made you feel a little more confident. “Stay back!” You yelled. “I’m never going to say yes to you, you bastard.”

“Harsh.” Lucifer replied, putting a hand over his chest, fingertips resting on the black fabric of his button up shirt. “And yes to what? Why do you have a… knife thing?”

This time you didn’t feel compelled to spew your life story. You lowered the blade. “What do you mean, yes to what? You’ve been after my brothers and I to use us as vessels!”

Lucifer choked on his drink and coughed. He wiped his mouth. “Vessels? I don’t need a vessel.”

“But you’re…” You muttered.

“What was the spell for?” Lucifer asked.

“To escape from one reality to another. To escape from you!” You cried.

Lucifer put the glass down and approached you, his hands raised. “I’m not going to hurt you. Wherever you came from, that Lucifer isn’t me.” He explained. “I never lie.”

You looked him up and down. This was insane. There was no way on earth you could trust him. Even if he was telling the truth, he was the devil!

But- if he had wanted to kill you, you’d surely already be dead. If he was lying, why would he have such a minor reaction to your sudden appearance?

You were hurt, tired, and starting to cry.

“Sit down,” He said, gesturing to a couch. The devil’s voice was calm and caring, a tone you hadn’t heard from the other Lucifer. “And tell me everything.”

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[rocky-alex]

Motels Won’t Cut It Anymore

Word count: 1779

Warnings: Remember what I said about warnings being spoilers? 

Pairing: Reader x Sam

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Chapter thirty two: Monster Oddity

You looked around at the bodies littering the ground. What had been left of your broken family was now gone. You’d never thought you’d have to actually kill your father to stop his crazy plan. Now four people were dead, and the feeling started to eat you up inside. Uncle Bill may have been a vampire, but your father had been the monster. And now you’d taken another life. You fell to your knees by your parents’ bodies. Someone else might feel like they had nothing left if their whole family had just died. You didn’t. You’d already felt it once, when Leah died and you left your parents in Sweden. You’d used up your tears for lost family.

Sudden movement behind you reminded you of the reason you were here. You did have something, left in your life, something that had made you come here in the first place. Maybe that’s why you didn’t feel any significant loss right now. Slowly, you stood up and turned your back on the dead. They were gone, and that was that. The brothers were standing just outside the circles. Something in your heart lifted when you saw without a doubt that they were both okay.

Your eyes caught Sam’s and something broke. You broke into a run and crashed into his arms, holding him as tightly as you could. He was safe, he was here, he’d found you just when you needed him.

“It’s okay, Y/N,” he said, and you realised you’d been mumbling “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” into his ear as you hugged him. You pulled back to look at his face, and saw that he meant it. He’d understood why you left and didn’t blame you in the least. You eyes started to sting but you didn’t want to cry. He raised his hands to your face, holding it gently, like he was scared you were going to slip through his fingers. Slowly, he lowered his head and pressed his lips against yours. You hands scrambled to find a grip on his shoulders and you held on for dear life. The kiss was light, innocent, but so full of emotion. You felt how scared he had been, how angry, and now, how relieved he was. You tried to tell him all the reasons you had for your actions, through the kiss, and hoped he understood. Despite your best efforts, tears started running down your face.

You slowly pulled away and opened your eyes. He was looking at you, a small smile tugging at the corner of his lips. You felt your own mouth twitch. He lowered his hands and you turned to Dean, who was standing a bit away, looking like he was trying his damn best to not interrupt the moment between you and Sam (like he had before). You walked over to him and pulled him into a tight hug. His arms wrapped around you and you felt his face near your ear.

“I’m glad you’re safe, Y/N.” That was, possibly, the most affection Dean had ever shown you, and not on behalf of his brother. It warmed you to the bones and made you smile.

Suddenly, you saw black spots appear infront of you, and against your will your body started to sag against Dean.

“Shit,” he muttered as he held you up. You felt another pair of strong hands grip you from behind, safe in the knowledge that the Winchesters would take care of you, and it was totally okay to pass out right now. So you did.

––––––

There was an annoying beeping sound right next to you. Why the fucking hell had you put your alarm on? It’s not like you had a job to get to. You tried to pry open your eyes and immediately regretted it as your head started to pound. Your mouth was dry and you felt like… well, death. Then you heard another sound, whispers, by your feet. Against better judgement, you opened your eyes again and saw Sam and Dean standing by the foot of what looked like a hospital bed. Something drew their attention to you, maybe your altered breathing, or movement, and they turned to you, twin looks of concern and worry on their faces.

“Hey there,” Dean said. Sam walked around to your right side and took your hand in his. Your eyes locked with his.

“Wha… What happened?” you croaked out. Your throat was wickedly sore and it hurt to speak.

“You passed out from the blood loss. We didn’t think it was that bad, since you were up and walking, but you must have lost a lot because you dropped like a stone,” Dean explained and came over to your other side. Your brain felt fuzzy, trying to understand why you hadn’t just stayed down the first time you passed out.

“We don’t know why you woke up after the blast,” Sam said, reading the confusion on your face. “It could’ve been the magic, or just pure survival instinct.” Not having the energy to argue, and also not finding another explanation, you just nodded weakly.

“Where are we?”

“Hospital, in the town near the… The stone rings.” “Did you bring my baby?” Dean smiled understandingly.

“We went back for her as soon as we knew you were stabile and would live.” You smiled back.

“Thank you.”

“Anytime, Dorothy.” The nickname made you chuckle. Which hurt.

Your stay in the hospital continued for two more days before you were deemed healthy enough to leave. They’d had to give you several blood transfusions when you came in, and you’d been out for about two days. A lot of lost time. When the time came to leave for the bunker you were still not strong enough to drive, so you reluctantly handed over the keys to Dean. He swore up and down that he would drive your baby safely. You thought he might actually be scared of what you’d do to him if he didn’t, even being as weak as you were. During the drive back to Kansas you sat leaned up against Sam, who was driving the chevy, slumbering on and off. The two of you didn’t talk, just enjoyed each other.

After waking in the hospital up you’d taken some time to think about what to do next. Your life wasn’t in danger anymore, so you didn’t have any practical reasons to stay in the bunker anymore. Before you and Mica had parted ways you’d lived your life on the road. It was what you knew nowadays, and you felt an itch to pick up where you left off. Then there was the matter of your father’s company, and the underground monster organisation. You felt the responsibility hang over you like a dark cloud. You couldn’t be sure that it was dismantled just because your father and uncle were dead. What if someone took it upon themselves to start it back up? During the ride you made your decision, and fought to hold back tears as you snuggled closer to Sam’s warm body.

The bunker didn’t feel the same as it did when you first got there. The first time had felt like it was a safe haven, and you were blown away by what the brothers actually had. While you knew your time there wasn’t indefinite, it kinda felt like you belonged. You’d liked that. Now, when you heaved your sagging body out of the chevy, you only saw everything you’d miss. You couldn’t bring yourself to look either of the Winchesters in the eye as you shuffled down the hall to your room and crashed on the bed. Not wanting to deal with it right then, you let sleep take you into darkness.

You woke up feeling very stiff, having been in the same position for hours, so exhausted you didn’t even move in your sleep. Slowly, reluctantly, you pulled yourself up, grabbed a change of clothes and headed to the bathroom. The shower did wonders for your stiff limbs and you stayed in longer than usual. You didn’t want to do this. You hated it. But you had to.

Back in your room you packed up, even lighter than when you’d left your apartment in Oregon. All done, you went out to find the brothers. Unsurprisingly, you found them in the kitchen, beers infront of them on the table. They looked up when you walked in, smiles on their faces that quickly dimmed when they saw the serious look on yours.

“No,” Sam said, standing up. Tears filled your eyes.

“Yes,” you said back.

“No, not again.”

“Sam,” a sob tore through your chest. Dean stood up.

“What’s going on, Y/N?” You looked at him.

“I’m leaving.” Dean’s face became a stone cold mask. He was angry.

“The hell you are.” His voice was deep, almost a growl.

“The hell if you have any say in it.” You turned back to Sam.

“I can’t stay here, you know that.” “No, I don’t.” Stubborn ass.

“Yes, you fucking do, Sam. I can’t leave my family’s business intact for someone else to pick up. It has to stop, for good, otherwise there’ll be another potentially world ending disaster to deal with.”

“You’re not going alone then.” “Yes, I am.”

“Y/N!”

“Sam, this is mine to deal with. I don’t want to leave, anymore than last time. I want to stay, I don’t want to lose you. Or you, Dean,” you said and looked at Dean. “But this is how it’s got to be. It’s not some self sacrificing bullshit going on, I can promise you that, or me upholding some kind of honour. I’m not doing it alone to keep you safe, gods know you two don’t need protection, from anything. I’m doing it alone because, like I said, it’s mine to deal with.

“Listen,” you said when you saw they wanted to interrupt. “I live on the road. After Leah, I wasn’t tied down, and I can’t be ever again.” You looked back at Sam. He had tears in his eyes. You brought your hands up to his face. You didn’t say the words, didn’t want to. He saw it anyway.

You turned away, choosing not to kiss him one last time. You gave them both one last look before you headed back to your room to grab your bags. In the garage you didn’t waste any time, but packed up your baby and turned the key, feeling her roar to life. You turned to look at the door, not knowing what to expect. Nothing. They weren’t there. You turned back around, revved the engine and sped out of there.

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Note: So this is it. This is the end of Motels. This was always going to happen, from the start. 

It’s been amazing to write this, and even more so to read the response and reviews :)  I’m going to keep writing, I might even take a dip in revisiting Motels in the future. Anyone want to be tagged in future stories? 

Yours truly,

RockyAlex

[myriadimagines]

I Believe We Can Do This Together

Marvel (Guardians of the Galaxy) One Shot

Characters: [MALE] Reader x Drax the Destroyer

Warnings: mentions of death, violence and alcohol consumption

Request: “im sure youre drowning in oneshot requests so im sorry abt this but could you do a oneshot based on the gif imagine where you lost your spouse and child like he did? male pronouns for the reader if it isnt too much of a problem. thank you uwu*” - anonymous

Word Count: 1,003

A/N: I’m assuming you’re talking about this gif imagine [x] or else this is gonna be awkward. apologies that this is a lil short.

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You leaned back in the ship and watched as it sped away from the Kyln. You had no idea how you ended up with this strange group of bandits, yet here you were. Peter, Gamora, Rocket, Groot and Drax, as you heard them introduce themselves as, were headed to Knowhere, and you had managed to tag along. As far as you knew, Gamora was a daughter of Thanos who had betrayed him, Groot always accompanied Rocket and could only say ‘I am Groot’, and Drax’s family was killed by Thanos. You had overheard him when he was about to kill Gamora before Peter stepped in, and you couldn’t help but feel an immediate connection to Drax; although Thanos did not kill your family, you did lose both your spouse and your only child, and you carried the burden of their deaths every day.

“He killed my family.”

You could still hear Drax’s words echoing in your ears, and you felt a pain in your chest every time you thought about it. You shyly looked over at where Drax was sitting, curiously observing Peter’s ship, but you were too timid to say anything to him.

“Well,” Peter said, steering the ship towards a large, skull shaped station. “We’re here.”

“One question,” Rocket raised his finger as he hauled his gun over his shoulder. Peter looked at him expectantly, and Rocket pointed an accusatory finger at you. “Who the hell is he, and what’s he doing on our ship?”

“I have a name, and I helped you escape!” you responded defensively, and when Rocket raised his eyebrows you shrugged meekly. “I fought a couple guards to defend you guys. And my name is y/n.”

“Whatever.” Peter said, shrugging. “Let’s just get this thing to the buyer, and we can work all of this out later.”

The group exited the ship, but not before you noticed Drax’s gaze fall on you. He looked you up and down before following Peter, Gamora lead everyone into a packed building, with loud music and flashing lights. Peter and Gamora wandered off together, leaving you, Drax, Rocket and Groot in the bar. Shrugging, Rocket said something to Groot before waving him off, before turning back to you and Drax.

“We deserve a drink, don’t you think?” Rocket grinned as Groot returned with four large glasses, handing one to the each of you. You were about to protest when Drax gulped his drink down. Shrugging, you chugged your drink down too, already feeling tipsy.

--

The drink was strong. You had barely finished two glasses, but your head was already pounding. You had lost track of what had happened in the time between when you had started drinking and now, but you didn’t think whatever happened in between mattered. There was a fight, and explosion, and now, Ronan had somehow found you all.

You stumbled behind a fallen structure and peeked out to see Drax standing in front of Ronan’s ship, wielding two blades.

“Ronan the Accuser,” he bellowed as Ronan stepped closer.

“You were the one who transmitted the message?” Ronan asked, and your eyes widened as you tried your best to stay hidden.

“You killed my wife.” Drax continued. “You killed my daughter.”

There was a pause before Ronan smirked and turned away, and you could see Drax’s shoulders slump from behind. He flinched and suddenly lunged forward, and you jerked forward.

“Drax, no!” you screamed, by Drax had already attacked Ronan. You watched as Ronan effortlessly deflected Drax’s advances, punching him and throwing him against the wall. You tried stumbling to your feet as you watched Drax getting defeated by Ronan, but you were too unstable. Finally, you watched as Ronan pinned Drax to the ground, knocking him unconscious, before dragging him away to a nearby pit of liquid. Your breaths got shaky as you watched Ronan dump Drax’s limp body inside the pit before walking off, and you scrambled towards Drax.

Without thinking, you dived into the pit, seeing Drax’s blurry figure through your squinted eyes. You reached for his arm and tried to pull him up, but he was too heavy. Your vision began to darken, and the last thing you felt was Groot’s arms around you as he pulled both you and Drax out.

--

You gasped loudly and sat up, spluttering slightly as you tried to register your surroundings. Drax was sitting at your bedside, a hand on your arm which he quickly drew away when you woke up.

“y/n, you’re okay!” Drax said, looking relieved. You took a deep breath and noticed Rocket and Groot at the front of the ship, but no Gamora or Peter.

“Wh-what happened?” you asked, sitting up, and Drax sighed.

“Groot saved us, and now we’re trying to rescue Peter and Gamora.” Drax explained, and you nodded, dazed. There was a pause before Draz cleared his throat. “Thank you for trying to save my life.”

“Sorry I wasn’t very successful.” you muttered, and Drax reached out to grab your hand.

“It doesn’t matter. I am still very grateful.” he said, and there was another pause as you began blushing. The memories began flooding back to you, and you remembered Drax fighting Ronan.

“I know how it feels to have lost everything, Drax…” you said quietly, looking away.

Drax looked up in surprise, his expression softening as he replied, “I am sorry to hear you have suffered as I have.”

“It’s okay, I am slowly learning to let go. But in the meantime, I’ve think I’ve found someone to help me bear the pain.” you finally looked up at him and smiled, and a small smiled appeared on his face too. “As much as you’d like to get vengeance, Drax, it may only cause you more pain.”

“I have realized that today.” Drax responded, looking down at his hands. “Do… do you think we can get through this together?”

You smiled at him, nodding, and Drax smiled back wider as you said, “I believe we can do this together.”

[ourlittlebitofnothinguniverse]

Hey for the ask thing, all the questions you're comfortable with answering

oh boy!!! heck yeah fun shit thanks my dude! little did u Kno…… I LOVE oversharing !!! lmao muahahahahaha i’m probably gonna answer all of them thank u for enabling it lmfao

1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?

yah on Rly Bad days

2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?

like… 3.5? i like the dark but,,, ‘m Scare,,,,,

3. The person you would never want to meet?

Orange Turnip

4. What is your favorite word?

it changes tbh,, hm but i can’t think of any rn!

5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?

i’d be….. a nice oak! thicc and full of secrets

6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?

i didn’t lmao reflection what’s that

7. What shirt are you wearing?

i’m wearing the dress i wore to work

8. What do you label yourself as?

annoying or boring lmao but also the Goblin King and that is Good

9. Bright room or dark room?

i still don’t know if this is referring to like paint shade or like the amount of light it gets or like if i sleep in a bright room or dark room so like??? *shrug emoji*

10. What were you doing at midnight last night?

i was?? drawing i think

12. Who told you they loved you last?

i think it was @wrenn-frug​ 💕💖 lov u fren!

13. Your worst enemy?

dunno man probably myself but that sounds cliche so like??? the sun bc it always burns me

14. What is your current desktop picture?

a screenshot from song of the sea!!! lOVE that movie!!!! i’d post it but like?? i don’t think i have it saved anymore or if i do i don’t feel like looking but it’s that one scene where they’re walking thru the pretty field towards the trees and there’s foxes in the corner and she’s playing the shell it’s so pretty,,,,,

15. Do you like someone?

uh yah my cat

16. The last song you listened to?

Young God - Halseygood song lov it,,,,

17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?

oraNGE TURNIP

18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?

orange turnip my dude i Hate

19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?

uh nobody ????

20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional)

my squishy thighs and my fantastic stretch marks (which have taken me YEARS to accept)

21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?

No

22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?

????????????? secret???? talent?????? lemme check, ,, , , *reaches into a bag* nope bitch empt y aint got No Talent lmao

23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?

okay so like this is really dumb and i partially answered this in this ask abt the flushing toilets @ night thing but like to elaborate and make it even more dumb not only am i afraid to flush toilets @ night bc it’s just rly creepy and loud to me (esp if i’ve been asleep) but like,, , sort of in the same vein of fear is that when i was little my older sister told me that there was a ghost in the toilet and if i don’t flush it’ll get me and like i kno it’s not tru but like,,,,,, Sometimes,,,,,, (i must clarify i’m not scared of toilets themselves but like flushing freaks me out sometimes like @ night or if i don’t flush fast enough lmao don’t look @ me i’m a mess)

24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.

Excuse? is this like that i can ONLY eat this sandwich or is it that this is the only sandwich i can ever eat or like i can only ever have one last sandwich bc honestly i’m Not Okay with any of those scenarios no matter how many ingredients i get for the initial creation

25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?

Dream daddy dating simulator lmao uh?? also probably more food for archie bc he is Expensive

26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?

Ireland probably. always wanted to see ireland

27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?

“Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out” like???? no???? if u don’t drink alcohol why would u want a lifetime supply??? unless i could like…. sell it??? whats the Most Expensive kind i’ll just get an unending supply of heavenly Expensive Alcohol to sell for incredibly inflated prices to the rich bc it’s From Heaven and give the money to the poor bc like,,, why not

28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?

bitches gotta keep they damn opinions to themselves if they can’t respect somebody’s life based on factors they can’t help (race, religion, orientation, gender etc) also no money like We Don’t Need It i’m so tired of Needing money

29. What is your favorite expletive?

Fuck bc u can use it in So Many situations

30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?

o shit probably the twenty dollar metallic watercolors i got bc shit son??? actually probably like my laptop or smth idk

31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

my childhood thx

32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!

this is.. not a questionalthough it is a wonderful scenario

33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?

none of them bc if the celestial gates of the beyond is real then all the people i’d want to bring back are probably in a Better Place or something and why would i want to drag them to Hell?

34. What was your last dream about?

Cannot remember to save my life altho i kno it was rly weird and convoluted

35. Are you a good….[insert anything you’d like here]?

u did not put anything Here so i will Ignore

36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?

Nope

37. Have you ever built a snowman?

yAH it’s fun!

38. What is the color of your socks?

not wearing any

39. What type of music do you like?

A Lot

40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?

Sunsets,,, evening is so nice mm m

41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?

chocolate ayyyy

43. Do you have any scars?

a couple but like for Dumb Reasons

44. What do you want to be when you graduate?

I’ve graduated hs but i wanna be an animator when i decide which college to go to

45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

my brain pls bartender can i have a Healthy One (correction to favorite word #4: fav word currently is deign)

46. Are you reliable?

i would like to think so

47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?

are you happy?

48. Do you hold grudges?

YAH but only if i’ve been Pushed Too Far which is Pretty Damn Far by most ppls standards

49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?

none I am Not a God

50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?

i have had So Many???? the most recent one was two times in a row random ppl i barely knew asked me for my netflix account bc they didnt have one and like…. bro what who R U,,,,, (i had literally only talked to the first guy once for ten minutes on fb)

51. Are you a good liar?

is the sky green? don’t think so

52. How long could you go without talking?

Very Long but like Only on Bad Weeks

53. What has been you worst haircut/style?

None my hair is Magnificent (idk)

54. Have you ever baked your own cake?

like birthday cake? never but i lov to bake cakes so like i bake myself cakes all the time

55. Can you do any accents other than your own?

i am so bad @ accents i can’t even Read in my Head in accents even though i know what the accent Should Sound Like

56. What do you like on your toast?

peanut butter and banan slices

57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?

working on a picture of a tiger redraw

58. What would be you dream car?

a Bike bc i Do Not Like cars

59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.

i only sing in the shower when nobody is home (which is infrequent bc my mom is Always here) bc i am self conscious around most ppl but like Music,,,,, also when i was little i would pretend that i was standing in the rain all sad like in movies lmao

60. Do you believe in aliens?

yah

61. Do you often read your horoscope?

i follow an astrology blog and i read homestuck i mean,,

62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?

i??? A maybe bc there are a lot of ways to write it pretty idk but like specifically capital A ig

63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?

Dragons they’re fire-breathing friends and i love them

64. What do you think about babies?

Gross

65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of.

U Didn’t put anything Here either so like how abt i give u a random fact abt myself that seems good my favorite bird is the lammergeier bc they’re basically irl dragons and they’re so pretty??? love them??? also i hate monkeys and apes esp chimpanzes bc they are scary and too much like humans to me i don’t like them

BOY that took way longer than i thought bc i had to feed my cat halfway thru and everything and like this is a Long Post sorry guys but ayyyyy this was fun thanks ari