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the way sharing a home with no real corridors, with not a single room Just For You, where you can sit in all day without SOMEONE coming in, will litterally drive you to insanity
#its me im in this situation#last year it was a-okay still to live at home like this but....#this year im really having enough of Everything#like eighteen is right around the corner and i am Fed Up™#i cannot stand Not Having My Own Room all my life#(and the other half of the room agrees)#and like hearing almost everything thats happening in the house because of little distance between them#its almost like living in an apartment but it has two more floors with other stuff. and a big cool garden#which is a plus#but you know#i would really reeeaaallly love to have some privacy in my own everyday living place...#and im not just talking about my own room here#dreaming of moving out hard#dreaming of moving accross the fucking country so my bitchass smothering parents cant spontaneously enter my room just to enter it#and expect me or my sister to entertain them with small talk or conversation about what we were doing that day#when NETHER of us have energy or TIME to spare because school is ruthlessly all consuming as a 10 month activity#yknow what i mean.#id love to be by myself or with a friend or two in a completely new place#just living.#on my own terms#vent#rant#miesozernacma
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Yet another Owl House drawing I never finished (of which there are many lol)
It was a dual redraw of/homage to my first ever fanart from the day the pilot episode aired (below the cut), but this time done right after the show ended and with Eda's updated look! Though I lost steam fast I kinda like it this way lol, one of those things that probably would have lost its energy if I tried to line it yknow
#the owl house#eda clawthorne#edalyn clawthorne#toh#eda the owl lady#fanart#watching and dreaming#toh spoilers#the owl house spoilers#redraw#kinda#dana terrace actually retweeted my old one when i first did it :)#was preddy cool#i have been in a state of wanting to draw but not having the energy to for like. weeks lol#so might as well just bring out some stuff from the proverbial disney vault (my computer hard drive)#love that her staff is 100% behind her in the original from 2020#girl is sitting on thin air#shes doing that gymnastics move they do on the pommel horse
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Todays the day. I need to get a job, even if that jobs not in the gaming industry. So I’m heading to the library to print up a resume and apply at a little local chain of mattress stores.
The guy instantly liked me when I went in to do a secret shop for a competing store and offered to hire me on the spot so I figure if I can chat with him he’ll still like me enough to consider me.
#ramblies#I’m dreading this so much I had dreams about getting hired by dropout tv instead#also my beloved was very sweet and when I said this was hard reassured me that I can do hard things#I wish I could wait for an industry job but it’s just not feasible#because we desperately need to move my beloved out of our current carpeted home#and moving costs are no joke#I’ll also need to get myself a laptop so I can keep honing rigging skills at the mattress job which I’m dreading#I have little to know idea how much I’ll need to invest to get a machine that can run Maya like a champ#which I’ll also need to buy an indie Maya license#god life is stressful and expensive#I long to be a little renaissance artist kept in a garret making what I please on the funds of patrons#alas
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Everyone Introduced in Dimension 20's Fantasy High: Junior Year episode 17
#dimension 20 spoilers#dimension 20#d20 introductions#fhjy#fantasy high junior year#d20 fhjy#MAN what a ride#almost missed that ruben had a new intro card variant too. god bless the transcript search#that large ankarna was art scrolling on screen that i couldn't get in one go‚ so i put a few screencaps together to make that one#of which you can definitely see the lines of because it was actively glowing and moving which was VERY cool but hard to catch smoothly#i think if cait may posts the full Clean shot of ankarna themself i'll reblog that one too for posterity#(this one is also very off center because i had a corner of blank left over because i had to shift one of them to the side#because she was moved just a little bit to the side too#also MANNNNN that scene with bucky and kristen that was so sweet...... i'm really glad she's finally got the time to talk with him#he really needed it#GORGEOUS art this episode..... and oh god this next one is going to have me SO stressed#A BLUE DRAGON ATTACKING THE SHIP?? ALL THE VOTES NEEDING TO BE AT THE SCHOOL BY MIDNIGHT?????#lord HELP me#things are not going to go well i can feel it.#also sad that oisin might turn out to be a Very Not Good guy after all 😭#listen a dragonborn enjoyer can dream#also INSANE. INSANE THAT THE BAD GUY THIS WHOLE TIME WAS#i shan't say. but good GOD i can't believe it#shout out to notoriousmasc who got it right away like WEEKS ago
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so who wants to move to my city & get a house with me
#drinking a beer and looking kind of hot and yet the machine ceaselessly churns#my housemate moved in with me bc she got unhoused and now she’s buying this house and i am being unhoused#and her gf is moving in#i want to stomp and scream i was here first !#but realistically if she didn’t buy it someone else would and we’d both have to move#the complexity is kind of hard i feel resentful about it but if i were in my 30s with a stable relationship & made good money & wanted to#start a family maybe i’d do the same yknow#idk i just feel like nothing gets to be mine & im feeling bitter#i just don’t want to have a landlord or lease again#maybe i can use this as a way to live out some dreams but i’m like. bitter and dreamless these days (working on it) so it’s hard to find#any footing in imagination or hope#where am i going. i’m 27 and have no clue where i’m headed or what i want at all#and things are just about to get harder and that’s true and i can’t avoid it
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I know I've been on about this for a while now and I'm being a hater but you're telling me SydCarmy was "always meant to be platonic" even though there are two seasons of writing making use of tried-and-true explicitly romantic tropes, themes and writing signals, and SydLuca is going to be romantic because...he was nice to her on screen for a few minutes?
I don't even care if people ship SydLuca, or if they just prefer it, but you can't honestly tell me that you believe Carmy was always meant to be a friend but Luca is an obvious love interest.
Just because Syd and Carmy haven't kissed or confessed their love to each other doesn't mean that isn't very obviously the direction this show is going. The Bear has already shown you who is endgame. It has shown you every episode of the show so far.
Honestly I really don't think The Bear fanbase understands this show or cares about these characters or the story being told here, which is unfortunate because this show is shockingly well-written in comparison to most shows right now, and we should be so grateful for it but all we're doing is complaining that the writers led us on by not making a ship canon fast enough. It's just. Sad.
#The Bear#SydCarmy#I was like a casual fan of this show two days ago#and now seeing how little respect this show gets from it's fanbase I'm losing my mind#I mean I shipped SydCarmy before anyway but now it means so much to me#it means so much to see such a realistic and purposefully well paced romance take place#so many shows portray romantic relationships and their beginnings in ways that just don't really happen in real life#and this show very purposefully said no. These are characters who are strangers. who are working together. Who are in a tense environment#and each of them has problems - one of them the type of problems that makes developing new relationships pretty difficult#these two would not get together right away. It would take a long time. And there would be ups and downs.#And even when that's the case. Even if when it takes a long time and doesn't go smoothly and is hard -#it can still be beautiful. It can still be romantic. It can still happen and here's how#and I'm just so inspired genuinely. It is so difficult to write romance without being cliche and so difficult to write it in a way that#could actually happen in real life and I really do hope I can write something half as good some day#and then to know so many people have no appreciation for it at all#because they prefer the shows that have characters make eye contact a few times and then confess their love for each other like#it's just fucking sad. So sad that so few people have any appreciation for good writing especially the difficult of romance writing#like I really just don't even know what to tell you. In real life these two would not have confessed to each other yet. They would not have#kissed yet. They would not have even realized they have feelings for each other yet because those feelings would still be developing#and I also want to point out that given the disparity in power between Syd and Carmy in season 1 it wouldn't have been healthy for them to#get together much sooner. He was her boss. He was also her idol. Before they can even get together that needs to be balanced out.#And then on top of that don't you see the value in Carmy realizing the dream girl he's romanticized in his head - Claire - isn't actually#what he wants? Don't you see the beauty in him being disillusioned from that? And realizing that Syd is what he wants?#Don't you see the beauty in Syd having an idealized vision of what Carmy The Great Chef is like realizing she was wrong and that he's human#and flawed and then realizing - she loves him anyway? She loves him more for not being on a pedestal and for having his flaws?#Are you telling me that even thinking about this doesn't move you? Doesn't make your heart ache a little?#And again - ship and let ship - but what is Luca? What is Luca if not just what she was hoping Carmy would be when she wen to The Beef?#What is he if not just another man who she has not seen under pressure yet? Not seen reliving trauma yet? Not been her boss yet?#It's easy to look at him and think he's better than Carmy - and that's the point. That's the point The Bear is making.#It is easy to want someone you don't know. It's hard to want to someone you do know. But that's what love requires and that's the point
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god i fucking love competitive play, i love watching high level, skilled gameplay from passionate players, i love learning the statistics for each player and the game as a whole, i love hearing everyone and especially the casters glaze the fuck out of my favorite players. mc summit/mojang and mc.c you will be fucking dealt with .
#guess who stayed up all night rewatching their favorite players performances from several years of owc (osu world cup) ^_^#rewatching owc makes me mad about mc.c rules again 💀💀that fucking ace race call pisses me off to this day#like owc isnt perfect and did only put a rule in place After something happened#but LIKE AT LEAST THEY DID SOMETHING AFTER THE FACT#i dont remember all the details but it was about a player dcing/disconnecting in the middle of the match#i think that player did get technically fucked over at the time bc they ruled to not restart?#and put a rule in place After that if a player dcs within the first x amount of seconds in a map then they restart–tho idk when he dced#but imo thats the right call to make anyways–not restarting bc of dcs#yeah sure if the game just started BUT AFTER THE FUCKING GAME IS OVER??#AND EVEN THOUGH YOU NOTICED PEOPLE DCING THROUGHOUT THE MAP BEFORE IT ENDED? actual fucking brain dead call#karls annoys the fuck out of me now but he was based for saying that waiting to restart the game until after people won–#just seemed like they were waiting to see the results before making the call#like for owc now its like yeah your game froze in the middle of a map or you dced#tough shit and they can complain and rage over it but they know to move the fuck on#anyways elimination match today w nrg vs lev...#if nrg let me down (which is. very likely as always) at least i have owc to rewatch ^_^#i would rewatch more of dreams wins but alas so many people in his teams piss me off now so 💀#oh dream mc esports what you couldve been 🕊️#also so sad that my favorite player in osu has disappeared bc he has like a job and all that overrated stuff 😔#osu does show activity though so my only crumbs are when hes played recently rip#i rarely watch anyone elses streams but i watched his streams and he played mc too which was so fun and chill#also a plus was that he was Hashtag Normal about dream when he was brought up in chat twice#w one message being an easy setup for shitting on dream so ^_^ (i dont remember what the second one was)#hashtagBareMinimum but i take what i can get okay <- too scared to look up his socials bc what if for some random reason#he said something neg about dream recently even tho i dont think he has ever weighed in on shit outside of osu and drama in general#trust issues after so many of my former faves said shit unprompted >_>#he was on a team with btmc for owc too btw. yes btmc played in the world cup even though he joked about being the benchwarmer 😭#he didnt play too many maps but thats cause the us has a ridiculously strong core of all-rounders thats hard to replace#and after that core the us is basically just finding extremely specialized players for specific map types#lmfao this reminded me of one of the top osu players following dreams fanart acc for some reason 😭
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i'm gonna be the one insufferable bastard on this earth that liked everhood 2, huh
#my posts#everhood 2#everhood 2 spoilers#if i get right down to it. what did i want from this game?#well i wanted more BANGER music. i wanted to be overwhelmed and surprised and lost and to feel shrimp emotions on existential scale#did i get these things? well... yeah! i did actually! were they worth anything less in that moment for how it ended?#it was real to me in that moment. i remember these feelings. i remember them warmly. those little aliens destroyed me i tried so hard#and the world where i got the green weapon had me making the crying cat meme face#i burst out fucking laughing many times#they happened and they were real then so why not now?#and honestly what COULD you do with the narrative at that point? anything less than fundamentally radical would ring hollow#like you could do a traditional plot that functions correctly and moves characters along arcs. but is that REALLY what you wanted?#in EVERHOOD? In everhood. you wanted a normal plot structure. in everhood?#and what else could you have even done that wasnt in essence rehashing everhood 1? i think i liked it better than where it was ALMOST going#it felt like a fever dream to play. like watching alice in wonderland. shit just happens man. these stories are rare#we've made the euthanasia rollercoaster into a fractal. spiral tighter run faster reach higher yearn forever.#fall into the kaleidoscope and grab your popcorn to watch the infinite combinations of static on the screen#you were there. you felt things. you can draw anything out of nothing. you can send everything back to nothing. for the love of god make ar#any art. any quality. just something that was real to you in that moment and in so doing forever. if someone tells you youre doing it wrong#then you should explode with your mind and in your art and LAUGH#apathy's a tragedy and boredom is a crime anything and everything all of the time#(its fine to dislike it i just found it fascinating in a way which is often more interesting than ''good''.)#(i live for the intersection of absurdity and meaning)#also i felt closer to the companions in this game than EH 1 since you spent more time in them#also cmon we got time with the sexiest character in the foreign gnome universe. the pandering one for a CERTAIN demographic. w big assets.#THATS RIGHT IM TALKIN ABOUT IRVINE BAYBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!#you thought i was gonna say someone else? well tough shit. youre wrong.#anyway my main quibble with this game really was the english translation needed more time to cook for real
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sheet for kian
victor's sheet
#oc: kian micelli#ts4#I feel the need to bring out some backstory#Kian leaves his house early because he planned to start a career in a big city and he worked hard to make that happen.#He got a position where he may be promoted after getting a degree and achieving his dream job#but he didn't enjoy it as much as he was expecting which broke him#He returned home and soon discovered that he supposed to stay there#Victor however would work in his parents' business for the rest of his life but he found it difficult to adapt to adulthood#He dropped out of college moved out with his parents and is now attempting to figure out his future steps#and they first met at this point#Kian gave himself time to work with his parents all summer before beginning looking for a job#Victor wants to begin a new life.#Before Victor’s family lived there but after several problems that include his brother they left#and now that he’s returned rumors about his family keep being spread so he needs to find a strength#oc stuff#my sims
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as I am replaying origins -- a game which, to be clear, I love very VERY much -- I can't help but feel that people do don the rose coloured glasses on it a bit specifically when it comes to the range of dialogue options you're actually given to work with at any given time (something I've seen my fair share of silent vs. voiced protagonist discourse about over the years *smokes tired cigarette in survivor of a decade of DA tumblr*). like... there are a couple of situations where you're given a decent range of responses, but the vast majority of the time you have about three dialogue options, and often they're presented sort of like 'polite/bland/unprovoked near-cartoonish levels of assholery'. arranged like, y'know:
I am [BLANK]. It's an honor to make your acquaintance.
You can call me [BLANK].
How dare you speak to me. Fuck you and your family back five generations. I'm going to rob your mother's grave before your eyes.
(sometimes if you're real lucky you get the secret extra 'Something else/I'm bald/but I'm a dwarf!' option)
I'm not at all saying it's worse in that aspect than the other games (Dalish Inquisitor 'Who's Mythal' just entered the chat), but I do think it's worth considering that this might be a bit of a franchise original sin that has been present since the beginning, as indeed it is in most rpgs because making rpgs is real hard, and you notice it more with the dialogue wheel format than when the responses and questions you can ask are all laid out in a list together
#sometimes you also have 'sane and relatively polite' and then two different flavours of cartoonish assholery haha#or 'three barely rephrased versions of the same sentiment'. listen. It's hard to make a game sometimes you just need to get the player#through to the next part of the conversation I understand that perfectly haha#dragon age#I personally like the clarity the dialogue wheel gives you as to what is a question that'll loop you back#to uh the trunk of the conversation tree as it were and what responses move the conversation along and make those unavailable#you basically just have to feel the vibe on that in origins sometimes and it stresses me out even now#(also nice to know when you've flirted with a companion it's always sad to ninjamance someone and then have to crush their dreams lol)#but I absolutely see how some people might prefer the list layout and see the whole line their character will be saying#the dialogue options you get before facing uldred especially are. fucking wild tho#I think they're trying to do a whedonesque deadpan comedy exchange with the crazy guy (which like sure it was a different time)#but especially if you're a mage and just witnessed the devastation of everyone and everything you've ever known... weird vibe!
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Late Night quick thing (New Age Sillies)
Bad news: That joke post about including Reset + Orchid is definitely not canon. (I legit got sad thinking about Reset being in a universe where Orchid isn't- because their stories are so so intertwined- but Nightmare 100% would NOT risk the whole twins exploding Error's soul thing.)
Good news: This means I COULD include Kane (Reset's older brother who usually dies in timelines where Reset is born) and use it to develope his character a bit more! Also! Perhaps a Blue × Dream kiddo is finally in the stars for me to design?
#new age au#really enjoying the idea of Reaper + Geno having an heir at some point (and them sending that heir over to Night's kingdom for#exposure to other places as well as to hang with his third cool knight dad who's hard at work 🙏)#Kane has little to no development besides being a perfect angel (foil to Reset's eventual turn to poor choices) so I'd love to do#to him what I do to every oc of mine. (Namely: Throw them into the Kingdom and see what they do.)#oh! and I could see Blue and Dream (beloved boys) listening to the warnings of possible complications if they try to have a lil babybones#and Dream deciding he'd take the risk and carry the growing soul#(<- though tbf this is MANY years into the future and they'd be well established knights of the realm)#i'm not evil so they *would* manage to avoid the twins curse and have a singular beautiful babybones#they'd get raised partially on the move but stay behind with Night and Error if the two had a more dangerous mission#and grow up to be an obnoxiously powerful warrior following after their dads#(but they'd probably be hesitant to follow into the footsteps of being a knight and might go on a quest with friends before choosing a#final path for themselves)#<- Most spoiled rotten kid ever. courtesy of Nightmare and Error and all their extended family <3#oh last note. Ancha has me cracking up w/ ideas for Cross potentially meeting someone and I was beamed w/ an old ship request post I saw and#I think it'd be funny to include Lust in here somehow... (probably call him smth else as a nickname but y'know-)#like. He works in the city around the castle as some sort of... idk tailor? and he's been making things for Nightmare for years without#knowing because Ccino always was discreet about the orders and providing measurements + always tipped well so it was none of his business#but one day it's like. before a big announcement ceremony or smth and Ccino drags Cross in by the scruff because no one can get him to get#clothes that actually fit aside from armor (hc he steals the others clothes a lot and wears 1 shirt until it's threadbare)#so Ccino makes him go to Lust and Lust is able to get him fitted for sone new outfits because. well. Lust doesn't do much but he's very very#handsome and Cross is super easily flustered and shy around new people and he's awkward and aughhh.#and then he thinks about the interaction for the next month before deciding he's going to ask Ccino to go back there again.#and Lust likes dressing Cross up in new outfits (everyone thinks it's great Cross is loosening up and meeting new friends cuz Lust introduce#s him to people in town) and it takes forever for Cross to get over his worries and ask Lust out to a ride on his horse (romantic. of course#) and Lust agrees because he's charmed.#and the best part would be Cross *actually* manages to keep it a secret. like. no one finds out until one morning Killer bursts into Cross'#room to wake him for surprise training and it's Cross. the weird Dog. and- holy shit did Cross have someone over???#Cross pulls the cool ones frfr 🙏#it's just a casual thing between them with little plot relevance or drama I think. just a chill lil relationship 🙏
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been rly into mlqc lately hehe icb i actually got this karma
#mlqc#mlqc victor#i actually alr know what happened in this karma but we move#did a random pull full not expecting id get this#howd this game know i love victor#kiro ur next!!!!! >:)#also outing myself as an otome enjoyer#farming for gems is really hard in this game esp if ur tryna be f2p#i had only 26 pulls and a dream#gacha
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actually i'm really glad the 2.7 quest was so short and so concisely written because now maybe people will understand sunday's character better. maybe i won't have to see people theorizing he only joined the astral express to get to amphoreus so he can try to force The Order onto its unsuspecting people. again. maybe seeing him actively dismantle the lingering traces in penacony and express regret for how he let himself fall and be manipulated will help these people understand that he wants to break the cycle and change for the better. he views his fall from grace NOT as the moment he was defeated by the AE crew+robin and ena's dream fell apart, but as the moment he "let" himself be convinced that ena's path was viable in the first place. (obviously this is more complicated and he did not Let himself - like it's not really a personal moral failing. he was groomed into this position, manipulated from childhood. this does not absolve him entirely of blame or forgive his wrongdoings but he's viewing it as a personal moral failing and he's being extraordinarily hard on himself and isn't exactly taking the whole GROOMING thing into the equation it's all a reflection of his own weaknesses and flaws and if he was just stronger, better, more of a person robin could trust and depend on........)
maybe now i can finally be free from the "we're still in a dream" theories. please i'm so tired. that was always a pretty piss poor theory for multiple reasons and while hyv is shit at writing they're not THAT shit. and it stopped being plausible the second we got the wardance event and yet. it did not end. can it end now PLEASE GOD. PLEASE
#all of the imagery in the 2.7 trailer and sunday's personal trailers is depicting his attempts to break the cycle and set himself free#the thorns he has to overcome are all his fears and previous worldviews. which are intertwined with ena and the order#as a result of his lifelong grooming#he wants to MOVE ON!!!! the dream is over! he may not have wanted to listen to the ae crew and firefly#but he can't not listen to robin. he understands now. the universe needs a kind loving place but not like that.#it's really not that hard. this game is not subtle. it throws a brick at you to get its themes and character arcs across#hsr fans reading with their eyes glued shut#i swear to god though if i see one more twitter thread pointing out some details like 'see we're still dreaming'#i'm causing an incident of some sort. the dream fakeout was SO detrimental to a large chunk of this fanbase's media literacy it's crazy 😭
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#ts4 legacy#ts4 storytelling#ts4#berry sweet sims#pastel rainbowcy#dream bpr#dream gen 3#topaz shine#I WORKED SO HARD ON THIS SO HERES A RUNDOWN OF ALL THE PICS#starting from bottom right:#her and citrine when they were growing up in evergreen harbor#one of the fountains near her college campus (she loves water lilies)#a pic of her at granite falls taken during vacation with her parents#a pic of her and an ex college boyfriend that she can't bring herself to delete#a pic of her and a friend during gameday#a visit with her sister at the evergreen harbor cemetery#a pic of topaz and some friends going out on the town (a pub crawl in britechester lmao)#obligatory grad pic#a picture of the windenburg countryside she took when she moved back after graduation#her insta handle is shinytopaz4evr because she created her account when she was 14#but she's too nostalgic to change it#we'll find out more about her life during the time skip soon dw
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Di Angelo Siblings
Sooo, to absolutely no one's surprise the new Percy Jackson reboot kicked me into full-blown pjo brainrot mode again lol. I saw these super cute fits and some vintage photos of Venice alleyways floating around on Pinterest and was consumed with the need to draw the Di Angelo siblings in them (it's probably wildly "historically and geographically" inaccurate for them, but we're just going to have to deal with the fact that I'm dumb and uncultured xD It's the vibes™ that count, okay!)
Psst, wanna see something cringe😂? Found this old sketch of them from one of my first forays into digital art years ago:
And to quote past-me "I can barely look at the old one, but at least that means I improved, aye?"😂
#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo series#pjo show#shioris_art#fanart#digital art#pjo fanart#nico di angelo#bianca di angelo#di angelo siblings#well if there is one thing I certainly haven't improved on it's being able to make people actually look the ages they're supposed to be#they both still look a bit too old; they also look like they're judging your entire existance but that's probably fair for Hades' kids lol#proportions and colours are still a little off too; but hey this piece had a very complicated history ok xD??#ok so to go on a bit of a semi-personal rant (scroll away now if you don't wanna see woe-is-me-artist ramblings xD):#I've finally made a veeery old dream of mine come true and got myself a graphic tablet with a display 🥺 fancy glove and all XD#my ratty old wacom has served me well but it really makes such a difference to be able to see wtf you're doing when you move the pen xD#so this is my first piece to celebrate the occasion and oh my goodness...#digital art is hard 😭😭#I'm studying to become a textile designer I have used Photoshop extensively for almost the last 6 years#*slaps roof of my brain* this bad boy can fit so many shortcuts and encyclopedic knowledge of all its features in it#I know this godforsaken program inside out but goddamn it have I never felt so dumb before lmao#wow so shocking who knew that designing patterns and making fanart with like sketching and anatomy and shit would be completely different🤪?#but it really is so different I seriously felt so dumb and like I had to learn how to use photoshop completely from scratch again xD#I did all of my other digital works on my tiny ass phone (Ibis Paint my beloved♡) and Ive had years to kinda establish an ok workflow there#in a weird way having more tools and options at my disposal hindered my workflow so much more because I would get into analysis paralysis#over every brush stroke; every colour selection; brightness adjustion etc.#idk it's kinda weird I wonder if people can relate
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God I love roommate hunting
#this is jodi. this is her bio#the room was only like $450 a month#much better than all the old men who are like '$200 a month for shared room. i have kids. need you to watch them as part of your rent.#ultimately looking for a companion for me and mother for my kids. rent negotiable. women only'#ive seen like three of those today#or there was one where it was like $600 for a twin bed in a shared room in an 'intentional community'#its hard times out there when youre trying to move but have had like four jobs in the last year and your credit score is in the toilet#this woman is an icon tho#i might. emphasis on might because i dont want to jinx it. have found a room#$600 a month utilities included. private room and bathroom. near my friends and my fav city. month to month lease#thats a steal#and awhile ago my parents were willing to pay the security deposit and first months rent so that id be out of their house#hoping praying theyll stick with that bcuz they have been very vocal about wanting me out#sad to leave my job. my boss (who is also my sibling) will kill me. but naybe i can convince them to let me work remote#unlikely but i can dream#gotta get out. and maybe i can. maybe i can.
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