#dream is sick i hate it :(
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i'm in one of those phases where i really wish i believed in manifesting and spellcasting and things like that bc you know when you want something so bad you're literally praying for the universe to let it happen
#ramble#this is not me judging by the way i think it's cool as fuck i just don't do it personally#context: a lot of my 'dream jobs' are now just 'ways to make money that i might not absolutely hate'#but i have one (1) legit dream job and it's literally FINGERTIPS away from me right now#i feel like most people who know me can guess what it is and know how badly i want it#i'm not even letting myself daydream about it or talk about it too much because i'm so afraid of not getting it and being disappointed#and also i don't want to like. jinx it#i've tried so many times before but this is the closest i've ever been and i feel SICK i want to bite something
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"my jugular misses your teeth." 🩸
a collab with @kashisun 🔪
#simblr#ts4#the sims community#sims 4 edit#ts4 edit#oc: naomi#oc: Nadia#mysims#lethal devotion#saw that quote and lost my mind#someone save me from creating blonde vampires it’s a sickness and I’m begging for a cure#naomi only being born to create bloodshed but unable to kill nadia because of how hot and sexy she is#priorities ✍🏼#naomi 'i hate you so much i can't stop dreaming about the way your blood tastes on my tongue'#'i hate you so much my hands itch to claw out your insides so i can crawl inside and eat you whole'#'id cherish every inch of you and save your heart for last'#ANYWAYS#would u guys believe i made at least 7 other edits and decided to just use these 2 instead#i missed posting MWAH to all of u
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are they about to /// kiss ///? dream is sick and i hate it. all the illnesses should fuck off him. hope george and sappy taking care of him :( he needs all the kisses for recovery :]
#dnf#dnf fanart#georgenotfound#gnf#dream#art#georgenotfound fanart#dream fanart#dream is sick i hate it :(#ma art
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hot take but people treating tommy like he’s in the wrong for, like, being a victim of abusive actions and Literal Crimes (like, objectively, I don’t want to put words in Tommys mouth or define it for him but Dream's acting in a textbook abusive way rn and “sharing pornography with minors” is literally csa legally) is in large part bc of the normalisation of excusing abusive action in a fictional context here specifically. dream is right in saying c!dream influenced how people reacted to this, but it’s not with inniters- it’s with people using the Exact Same Arguments they used to defend c!Dream’s abuse when actual worse shit turned out to have happened to an actual irl sixteen year old.
#like. no. this should NOT be impacted by dsmp discourse. but it fucking is and i hate it#dream deliberately normalised abuse apologia in his fanbase through how he treated that and I’m sick and tired of pretending like#that he didn’t. and this wasn’t a very deliberate strategy he did and reinforced when shit came out.#c!dream IS relevant but only bc cc!dream used him as a tool to normalise abuse apologia not bc it made people think he’s evil or some bs#c!dream didnt let csa happen on his server bro c!dream is a better person than you#dream situation
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A bullet in his head, finally 💥
#This is because he was mean to me in a sickness fuelled dream I had last night 😤 get drawed idiot#Gonna be honest lads I fucking hate this. It always seems when I wanna draw T I fuck it up. He's my boy and I always fuck it up#Oh well I blame being sick#Gta v#Gta 5#Trevor philips#Michael de santa#Trikey#Grand theft auto 5#fan art#art#sketch#character art
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not really here anymore
#twf#the walten files#the walten files fanart#twf fanart#susan woodings#twf susan#the walten files susan#twf4#the walten files 4#god#u have no clue how crazy that episode made me feel and how much it made all that Wait worth it. it was everything I’ve been killing to see#art#digital art#procreate#fanart#doodle#i wanna draw more 4 fanart but DRAINED BURNT OUT IM SICK AND BUSY UUUEJEJEGJJJHHHH I HATE DRAWBACKS SCREW EVERYTHING#also moving soon just don’t know what day cuz my dads friend needs to sort a bunch of stuff out#Also omg tysm for the 23 saves on my Susan playlist this is my dream as a Susan fan I feel so great I’m also super happy that many thought#of me when watching twf 4#yipeee
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#manic pixie dream girl#girlblogging#lana del rey#female hysteria#i am a mess#i am so sorry#i hate this#sick of myself#this is a girlblog#coquette#lizzy grant#girl hysteria#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#femcel#rose#femme fatale#stupid post#im sad again#love letters#love notes#lovers#love#love quotes#im evil#im a loser
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actually in general i think i'm just gonna become a villain if i see anyone complaining about girl rules or only friends: dream on. if you don't like the toxic gays, don't watch, LET US HAVE THIS
#i will not tolerate SHIT like i barely tolerated the bullshit throughout only friends#i am not afraid to become the most hated member of this fandom i am sick of the bullshit#girl rules#only friends dream on
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the itoshi brothers through the years ...
#sophie's idle chatter#congrats to blue lock for being the only animanga to have itoshi sae and itoshi rin !!!#haha... aha... ha... a...#excuse the mega long rant in tags i just have a lot to say when it comes to the itoshi bros#crying btw haha <33#they changed some lines from the manga in the snow scene...#“we're half-baked. you and me both.”; the whole “screw that...” spiel ..... ourgh........#and the way there was. no music. just silence in their confrontation scene until the moment where sae decided to cut ties#hahah.............#once again the part that always got me in the manga (and now the anime) was where sae still had light in eyes when talking abt being the#best midfielder with rin the best striker bc they could both still have that dream together only for the light to fade when rin refuted#and said hes not the brother he knew with there being no dream if its not the one theyve had all this time.....#sae more than likely believes that if anyone can become the best in the world its rin but is wasting his talent by looking up to the#big brother who couldnt uphold his promise to be the best striker and instead pushes him to the brink so he could forge his own path#to be a striker in his own right without being his saes shadow even if that means having rin hate him in return bc he has always cared#which ofc doesnt invalidate rins feelings bc he has a right to feel betrayed after dedicating so much time to follow a shared dream#with his brother whom in his eyes stomped on it without remorse and left him to eat shit#neither of them are wrong but they both went abt this in the worst way possible haha... a... ....... i hate them.#also very sick of them to have their relationship progressively be depicted from light and dark like. excuse me while i jump out a window.#i need them to have a sit down and talk in the manga like. a whole 20 chapters at least.#ALSO WHAT WAS THAT ADDITIONAL TIME SEGMENT IM GOING TO THROW UP AGAIN HELLO
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#working in a library is all cool and aesthetic and my dream job but fr the people are horrible#both libraries I have worked at had the worst team ever#everyone is hating and bitching#i left my old work because I cried like every second day and now at my new work one of my colleagues has a problem with me#I have an autoimmune disease and I'm staying more at home because of that than any other colleague#but like I'm disableded and they knew it when I started there#and now she is going crazy and all#and I worte a very passive aggressive text in the group chat about my disability and how people who read at work instead of working should#probably shut their mouth#now I'm shaking and feel sick because it was not I nice text I send and I'm scared of the follow up but i was so angry and can't any more#bullshit of her#like wth#sorry needed to vent#vent post#to delete
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CALLOUT POST FOR THE KEEPER OF PRECEPTS
Zodiark the Esper is a bitch-ass motherfucker. He pissed on my fucking wife. That's right. He took his fishy fucking scaly dick out and he pissed on my fucking wife. And he said his dick was THIS BIG. And I said THAT'S DISGUSTING. So I'm making a callout post on Twitter Dot Com: Zodiark The Esper, you've got a small dick, it's the size of this walnut except way smaller. AND GUESS WHAT. HERE'S WHAT MY DONG LOOKS LIKE
TALL BEAMS, NO QUILLS, NO PILLOWS, LOOK AT THAT IT LOOKS LIKE TWO BALLS AND A BONG
He fucked my wife so GUESS WHAT, I'm gonna fuck the Earth, that's right, this is what you get! My
SUPER
LASER
PISS
#dream journal#IF ZODIARK HAS 0 HATERS I AM NO LONGER ON THE EARTH#I HATE U AND UR STUPID DARKJA#me when i have a demon shield and a black mask and an argyle armlet on#and he still wipes my party#BC IT HAS A CHANCE OF INSTADEATH ANYWAYS#I HATE U AND UR PALINGS#anyways black mage penelo MVP as always but ashe did hit some sick af combos#and ultima put the hours in before i got afraid and whipped it out before he killed ashe#ffxii
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post season 2 horny rant about elias don't click if it's going to upset you
MY HUSBAND. A MURDERER. who would have thought???
so it was him at the murderous end of that pipe. good for him
when i tell you i screamed when he walked into the room. i mean damn he can talk to me like that whenever he wants. HIS VOICE??? and that little evil speech at the beginning oooooh that's enough to kill me
maybe he didn't need to murder leitner as well but also who am i to stop him? like eurgh brotha eurgh but also ooooh baby heaven is a place on earth like that one remix that's on tiktok atm
AND because that wasn't enough, on top of being evil and fucked up he's also very powerful
excuse me but that's hot af. his place of power should be me.
(i have a thing for evil powerful men in case that wasn't clear)
#no spoilers beyond mag80 pls#the rant continues in the tags so feel free to not open them <3#you've been warned#no elias don't be a murderer you're to sexy haha#jk jk go on your murderous spree my love you deserve it!#bring me a souvenir!#listen my moral compass disappears when hot older men are involved#does he murder people in cold blood? yes#would he kiss my hair and hold me gently in his arms? also yes#who am i to keep him from achieving his sick and twisted little dreams?#he's a criminal that should be in prison and i fail to see how that's a problem#i love him sm#ik my brain is wired wrong and i'm delusional or whatever#something something my dad was absent idk#you should see my taste in women though it's exquisite#if you've come this far you can't be mad at me you knew what you were about to read when you clicked on the post so no hate allowed#tma#the magnus archives#tma spoilers#elias bouchard
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i hate doing laundry ough it's The Worst
#not only does leaning down to move my stuff hurt my back#but i have to touch dirty clothes and go into the dirty room and touch the dirty machines and i have to wear 2 pairs of socks (so my#normal socks dont touch the contaminated floor) and when i lean over the washing machine my clothes touch it <-the worst part of it all#tbh. now my current clothes are dirty but i have nothing to change into and i will have to wear them all day and it makes me SICK#and i cannot talk abt how dirty the garage (where the laundry machines are) it makes me nauseous that place kills me if i never#had to go into it ever again i would and i have to carry a laundry basket (dirty) and it touches my clothes when i carry it (disgusting)#and now my clothes are even more dirty and i feel like i cant touch any of my things bc i dont want to infect them but i cant just do#nothing all day when i have to do laundry but it makes me so SICK i need smth to cover all of my clothes but everything i've tried misses#some part and my clothes are ruined and it makes me SICK how am i supposed to do school or draw or anything when it's so bad#i have everything scheduled so i can take a shower and go straight to bed after i'm done but still it's so bad and it stresses me tf out#and i have to do laundry every 3 days because i only have 3 towels to use after showering and even if i did have more towels#i still would have to do laundry as often bc i couldnt handle doing multiple loads or having bigger loads my back couldnt handle that#w the system i have set up now it's just bad it;s all bad i hate doing laundry#i dream of one day where i can do laundry in a better way i think it'd involve not having the washer and dryer down steps bc that's#dangerous for one and for two not having them in a garage bc garages stress me out and three to have smth to cover all of my clothes#and 4 to have machines that dont need me to bend down idk if they have ones like that but it hurts#anyway that's it for listening to dux complain abt smth that ultimately doesnt matter and is only a problem bc their brain#chemistry is off#k bye i have to go do laundry *explodes* and take an exam *explodes* it;s an essay exam *explodes* and then im going#to like sit around feeling sick thumbs up emoji
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Hiss corrupted Emily Pope: Darling is so dreamy!
Me: She would NOT say that
#trust me it’s because Jesse’s worst nightmare is Emily hating her and having a crush on some guy#control 2019#control remedy#jesse faden#emily pope#either that or the hiss and/or Jesse think Darling is hot which i can’t deny#tbh I don’t know exactly what was happening in that nightmare#like if it was JUST Jesse’s mind being targeted by the hiss and dylan. or if the others were linked there after being corrupted#but it was interesting that darling and Marshall were both gone from the bureau in the dream#darling being away on a mission and. strangely Marshall being described as sick and absent?#and trench with the before and after of hiss corruption#apologies if I’ve already posted this exact thing. i constantly think of the handful of Jesse and Emily interactions#hmm thinking about it maybe it was hinting at Marshall being corrupted by the hiss soon after the game?
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i love capvers so much because no matter how many people hate on it it's still canon <3
#meant lighthearted!!!!!!!!!!#if you hate havers you're valid do what you want#make fun of him all you want for real#but he's still the captain's canonical love interest :)#and there is a little spiteful part of my brain that gets such a superiority complex about it#every time something IN CANON references them I get like. 'ha! suck it!'#yknow what i mean?#im not often mean. or at least i try not to be#but every so often I'll get a sick little sense of satisfaction#hate havers all you want but cap dreams about sucking his dick in canon and there's nothign you can do about it#ha ha#bbc ghosts#capvers#anyway they're everything to me :)
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I get a little indignant when i look up the lyrics for a song that has very straightforward and understandable meaning to anyone who has experienced a modicum of emotional pain in their life and there are websites like "Song Lyrics Explained" like ohhh some people have never had their heart broken I see.
#my stuff#if you look me in the eyes and say you don't 'get' Sleep Token's Apparition or Take Me Back To Eden in general...#like what even is there to say. they're about waking up from bittersweet dreams abt ppl you can't see anymore for reasons you didn't choose#and longing to return to experiences that cannot be recreated if the people you love don't make the effort to hold onto it like you do.#i am quite literally sick with longing and grief these past couple days and these are the only songs keeping me halfway sane#this all could have gone so very different. i know where you are. i know how to reach you. but i can't. you asked me not to.#so i have to cope with the knowledge that you're a short walk away almost every day and yet I'll probably never see you again#and it's not because i did anything wrong you're just the sort of person who can't be friends with someone after a romance#and your goodbye was absolute shit and i hate it and i want some fucking shred of acknowledgement that i deserve better!!!!#i want to know you aren't just trying to forget me entirely!! I want to be remembered!! I am remembering you!!
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