#dpression

[risinglikesunflower]

Maybe I do just ruin people's lives and it would be better if I didn't exist.

[stoned-little-devil]

Maybe she’s born with it.

Maybe it’s clinical depression.

[vivii1018]

Am i crazy for still believing in us ?

[lifeloverrrrr222]

omgg he’s so cute 😭😭💘

[ron456]

It's nearly 6pm. I have braided my hair. Made my bed. Put jeans on. Brushed my teeth. Bought some CD stuff. And have moved a pile of clothes from the floor to my bed.

I have overdue homework and will try to do the best I can as I go to start it. But the fact that I haven't done it yet doesn't detract from my worth.

[sadhikkikomory]

The window looks very tempting…

[risinglikesunflower]

Here I am.

Suffering on a place I exist not by my choice.

[stoned-little-devil]

Either high, horny or depressed. No in between.

[honestlyobsessed]

Me when this webtoon:

[intrusive-thoughts-only]

That feeling when you are viscerally aware of things you will not be able to accomplish in your life due to your overall inability to function …

Feeling mentally and physically pushed down into the ground - - as I feel my dreams crushed.

[and-it-keeps-going]

reaching out does not work guys🙏🙏

having a breakdown and I’ll tell my friends and they just.. brush me off or think I’m joking but as soon as one of them is upset everrrryons is worried

I’ve been having meltdowns and my friends keep shouting in the same room as me

god I just want to die but I care about these ppl too much even though they clearly dont about me

[ron456]

Things I do/got to accommodate myself with my ADHD, Anxiety, and Depression (cuz sometimes people are jerks but ya' still have needs that are better if met)

tw: talk of mental illness, self harm, etc,

I got me some Clear Loop Engage Earplugs! Pretty great for school. No one notices I have them in. I used to use those big, foam earplugs sometimes but I would have to have my hair down if I wanted them to be even close to discreet. I have loud parents and get overstimulated pretty easily so it makes the day justtt a little bit easier and I can still talk to people.

I got a Little Ouchie Stim Toy. It's amazing. I got a pink one and it really does help when I have self-harm urges or when I'm having an anxiety attack or depressive episode and I can't leave class. I even got one for my friend who also has depression and she seems to like it. (Obviously it doesn't fix EVERYTHING but it's a useful tool to have)

I got protein shakes cuz a lot of the time I struggle to have the motivation to eat or make food and getting protein shakes help me a little. (I got the fair life lactose free ones cuz Im lactose intolerant)

Art/Drawing/Creating. Okay, I knowwww this one seems so cliche and you're probably sick of neurotypical people being like "FiNd WayS tO eXpReSs YoUrSeLF" but it really does help me. It doesn't have to be pretty art. Things aren't beautiful cuz they're perfect, they're beautiful because they're authentic. I keep a little bundle of sticky notes in my pocket to take out and doodle on, write depressing poems, write an angry letter to no one, make horrifying art, draw a picture of myself crying just to feel. It's good to feel, ya'll. I got these, like, paint markers that I've been using to make some sad, chaotic depressing creations and it really helps to just get things out. Just do ANYTHING. You are allowed to feel.

I might post some of the art I've made with my markers cuz idk. Just cuz.

but anyway, yeah.

[just-a-pot-of-frogs]

For anyone who needs to hear it.

[dprspace]

i‘m going to post the last video of the live i have recorded and subbed,

the reason behind why i‘m uploading them so late is actually that i forget about them lmao💀 or i record the whole insta live & at the end i have to rewatch 20-60minutes and sub it, edit them short so that i can post it

being an uni student sucks as well🤡

[risinglikesunflower]

Only if I could die at this very moment.

[sonhadoraofc]

Além dos meus olhos

Nao lembro quando foi a última briga, nem a primeira discurssao mas lembro de todos os momentos felizes como se fosse hoje. Lembro de todas as frases fofa ideoendnete da sua aus��ncia, ou todos os beijos de boa noite, mesmo sido forçado, lembro de todos os eu te amo mesmo que agora você odei, lembro de você de uma forma como se o mundo quisd3sse me dizer que a gente ainda tá conectado de tal forma que nem mesmo eu posso convencer o meu coração de que aqui você não está mais, mesmo que agora eu não deva mais nada ao Karma, nossa slembrnacas me condenam tanto ao ponto deu pensar na possibilidade de cortar parte do meu nervo rpa que eu tenha lembranças nossas, queria esquecer da gente queria que você esquecesse de me, pra que pelo menos eu tenha a última chance de recomeçar com você, seria justo ? .....