#dpression

[risinglikesunflower]

Maybe I do just ruin people's lives and it would be better if I didn't exist.

[stoned-little-devil]

Maybe she’s born with it.

Maybe it’s clinical depression.

[w3ndytheraccoon]

:D

[lifeloverrrrr222]

omgg he’s so cute 😭😭💘

[endorph1n]

It hurts, but I know how to hide it!

[i-ex1st-ig]

You're annoying them.

Leave them alone.

They don't want you.

Why will you not stop?

They only talk to you out of pity

I'm sick of it

[honestlyobsessed]

Me when this webtoon:

[intrusive-thoughts-only]

That feeling when you are viscerally aware of things you will not be able to accomplish in your life due to your overall inability to function …

Feeling mentally and physically pushed down into the ground - - as I feel my dreams crushed.

[risinglikesunflower]

Here I am.

Suffering on a place I exist not by my choice.

[stoned-little-devil]

Either high, horny or depressed. No in between.

[vermont-writes-fanfic]

hey can I request Seras (with some other characters if you want) with a so who is suffering from depression

Sure thing! Now that I'm back I plan to crank some out with glee! You didn't specify female ore male so I went with they them ponouns

Requested: Ye

Warnings: Mentions of some sympotoms or dpression, crying, loss of interest in hobbies, I tried to keep it pretty light on the topic unsure of how much the snon wanted.

Characters: Seras x Reader

Another long night full of missions had Sera tired out and starving. Though the hunger is outweighed by her worry for her s/o. You have been quiet and down lately, more so then she'd ever seen you before and it worries her. Normally, she'll find you awake just barely hanging on to conciousness waiting for her to return. But these past few weeks? You've been knocked out and even more worrying, during the day you stare a blank page. Everytime she sees you staring numbly with a pencil limp in your grasp she can't help but feel worried, you used to love to draw and paint, she'd find you hunched over the table at all hours of the day and night sketching and planning away for another master peice. She'd seen a fair share of your art block and this isn't it, it's like you've lost all interest. You never talk to her about a new obsession and had just dropped all of your hobbies. You don't even eat anymore. As she walks in she calls your name to see if you are awake.

"S/o? Are you awake still?" She asks softly, just incase you were sleeping. Her brows furrow when her nose picks up the smell of tears as she approaches you.

"..." You say nothing, shoulders stiffening as you try to stay still not wanting to bother Seras with your troubles.

She sits next to you, gently pressing a hand on your quivering shoulders, your trying and failing to calm your breathe in time, She gently turns you over and frows when she sees your tear stained face, eyes puffy and red from what must have been hours of crying.

"I'm fine Seras...j-just a nightmare is all. I'm fine," You say sniffling and sitting up, using the sleeve of your shirt to wipe away your tears and snot. She grabs a tissue an has you blow your nose be fore sitting in front of you, taking your hands in hers.

"What's wrong love? You look like you've been crying for hours." She says gently wiping a stray tear you had missed, her touch gentle and sweet.

"It's nothing, really. I'm fine Seras, I don't want to bother you with this. I don't even know my self..." You say looking away from her, you do know at least a bit. But you don't want to push this all on her, that's not fair.

"I know there somthing wrong, and even if you don't know we can figure out together! You're not alone, I'm right here." Your lover says, pulling you into a hug on her soft chest, you head resting in the crook of her neck.

"I don't know what's wrong with me Seras! I don't like anything I used too, I can hardly rbing myself out of bed, nothing feels like it matters anymore...I-i just feel so lost...I don't know what to do" You sob, clinging to her as you cry.

She pats your back and after a moment she wipes your face "There's nothing wrong with you, your just havin a rough go of it that's all. You're stronger than anyone I know, I'm sure you'll ge through it! I'll be there every step of the way!" She gives a cute smile and tilts her head slightly

"Y-yeah...maybe..." There is somthing about that optomistic smile that makes you think it just might be, you still feel horrible just...a little less than before.

[and-it-keeps-going]

reaching out does not work guys🙏🙏

having a breakdown and I’ll tell my friends and they just.. brush me off or think I’m joking but as soon as one of them is upset everrrryons is worried

I’ve been having meltdowns and my friends keep shouting in the same room as me

god I just want to die but I care about these ppl too much even though they clearly dont about me

[justsomeautistcthings]

For anyone who needs to hear it.

[endorph1n]

I can't take it anymore, I'm drowning, please...

[i-ex1st-ig]

i'm not depressed but i'm not exactly happy either. yes i can laugh and have fun with friends and family, but as soon as i'm alone, the darkness, the sadness, and the loneliness sets in. and it sets in deep

[dprspace]

i‘m going to post the last video of the live i have recorded and subbed,

the reason behind why i‘m uploading them so late is actually that i forget about them lmao💀 or i record the whole insta live & at the end i have to rewatch 20-60minutes and sub it, edit them short so that i can post it

being an uni student sucks as well🤡