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no because "i like who i am now!" being so bright and cheery . i cant watch the stream. i have to go do my paper. its due at midnight. its past 10 pm. but like. "i like who i am now!" and its so like. warm. hes so genuine about it. c!jack manifold, who hated who he was at the end, who turned into a beast fueled by vengeance and hatred and anger, who gets to just. exist. who gets to like who he is. all he ever wanted was to be happy . all he ever wanted was for people to recognize he was a person and respect him as a person. he climbed out of hell and decided to be worse and turn into a version of himself that he hated and now he's standing here and he says he likes himself and. waugh. WAUGH. i'm crying. does anyone understand. like yeah chommy soft epilogue. thats great. but the super important other thing here is cjack soft epilogue. yes hes still a gambler yes he still has problems but he likes who he is now???? im breaking down sobbing.
#me vibing#dsmp#<- I GUESS??? IN 2024???? NEW DSMP IN 2024?????#STILL NOT OVER IT.#c!jack manifold#jack manifold#i cannot be getting back into dsmp#i cant i dont have time for it#but this is dragging me right back into it
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1.02 // 1.06 // 1.08 The Stranger vs. Sol on recognizing and differentiating Osha and Mae
#the acolyte#theacolyteedit#starwarsedit#osha x qimir#oshamir#osha aniseya#qimir the acolyte#sol the acolyte#star wars#mae aniseya#sometimes i make things#the acolyte dragging me back to fandom and gifmaking#i am not back on tumblr except i am just for this#i have a couple other gif ideas we'll see if i end up making them#there's something about sol's paternalistic attachment to osha leading him to tunnel vision when it comes to her#mae as an extension of osha#mae as the version that went wrong; corrupted;#whereas the stranger recognises and treats them as different people almost right away#and there is something so compelling to that#that even the person who claims to love you (and does love you in his own way) struggles to even recognise you#and will always see you as that little girl on brendok who needs saving#the stranger sees the parts of her that were unwanted; acknowledges her grief and anger and trauma#whereas the jedi and by extension sol saw that as a threat#ANYWAY im done i dont know anything about star wars except that i need this to be renewed asap
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I know this post is about comments, but the attitude also reminds me of the disclaimers i see a TON on fics with #problematic pairings.
Ill go into a fic specifically bc it mentioned a spicy ship and am IMMEDIATELY struck in the face in the authors notes with a "I DO NOT CONDONE THESE TYPES OF RELATIONSHIPS IRL" and i become a thousand times more exhausted and have to decide if i want to continue on with a fic that the author is almost shaming me for liking.
And i know its not always about the author shaming the readers (clearly the author enjoys the ship too or they wouldnt have written it), and its more about the author trying to PREVENT criticizing and harassing comments from people who Dont like the ship and decided to crucify them for daring to write something less than wholesome about fictional people.
(Purity culture is its own massive can of worms that i dont need to b getting into here but god its a mess)
And like, my thoughts are twofold:
1) commenters and antis absolutely shouldnt be going into peoples fics and criticizing what theyre writing (for free and for fun!!). And certainly not to the extent that authors feel like they need to yell upfront and center about how "no no no im one of the GOOD ones, i understand that this isnt healthy!" Like they need to rub sheeps blood on their doorway to keep the demon plague away from their firstborns.
2) i really wish authors would stop doing this because in all their effort to declare that theyre not fetishizing or romanticizing or endorsing a problematic dynamic etc etc, to show that the author is one of the Good Ones who understands that this is Bad and Unhealthy dont @ me please anon commenters 🙏...
...In all their doing that, theyve wrapped so far around that now theyre pointing the accusing finger at their allies and i, the enthusiastic reader of their problematic ship, am being forcibly reminded that people think my enjoyment is a Bad Wrong thing and that i should feel Bad Wrong for enjoying it and that there are people out there who would tell me to kms over liking to imagine certain fake people doing fake things.
And it makes me stop every time and reevaluate if this is a fic i actually want to read - is an author who thinks what theyre writing about should be defended before its even had a chance to be experienced, who maybe thinks that my shameless enjoyment is Wrong, going to write a fic that thematically tells me i shouldnt be happy about reading this? Or will it just be the work of an author trying desperately to say the right password to make people not send them hate messages in the comments?
I know typing all this up on a reblog isnt going to change much of anything (and maybe should be its own post? Idk i dont actually post or reblog comment much - op if u take issue let me know and ill change things), but god yall... be PROUD of your work. No matter what that work is. Dont let people SHAME YOU into hiding or turning against your own allies just to fit the norms. (Does this align w a lot of other fights queer people have and are having to make in society rn? Yes. Hmm wonder if theres smtn to that.........)
Anyways moral of the story is: YKINMKATO (your kink is not my kink and thats okay), DL;DR (dont like; dont read), Golden Rule (treat others how you want to be treated), and If you have nothing nice to say - dont say it at all.
Fic Writers: You Need No Justification
I’ve had a few noteworthy incidents recently with the way readers have chosen to engage with my fic.
First, an early TLDR: Fic writers, you are under no obligation to justify either yourself or your writing choices to your readers. Ever.
There may come a day when a commenter thinks they can say whatever they like, without any care as to how that might affect you. They might, possibly, even be hoping to get a reaction. When that happens, I want you to remember that this commenter Is not your audience.
And you don’t have to let them walk all over you.
Recently, a commenter chose to disagree with my characterization and relationship dynamic choices, starting with a dismissive “Naah” and saying “I don’t like this idea that…” and “I don’t like this {character}…” and “I am sad now…” and “I can’t continue.”
And I chose to tell them to back off. Firmly. Then I got a response that really concerns me.
Name is hidden for no reason in particular. Because it’s a throwaway name anyway.
First of all, this commenter folded as soon as I showed I wouldn’t cater to them. Second, the fact that this person comments anonymously with “random names��� is a dead giveaway that they know their behavior isn’t above board, and that having it traced back to them would be less than fun for them.
I also had another commenter recently who willfully chose to ignore tags, triggered themself, and left a comment about how upset they were. Similarly, I reminded this person that they chose to read the fic and recommended they make healthier choices for their own sake.
So once again: As a fic writer, you don’t have to cater, you don’t have to placate, and you don’t have to justify yourself.
(Note: The threads are frozen already, no need to go searching or get involved.)
#didnt entirely mean to go off#but this bullshit gets me all the time and#IM SICK OF IT#im sorry ppl have made authors afraid and ashamed#it shouldnt be that way!!#but until its not that way - would yall mind not shaming ME while youre at it?#it took a lot of work to let myself freely enjoy problematic content without selfhate#dont drag me back there#its the internet#say anything and say it loud snd someone somewhere will stand with you#ao3 is literally built to defend US - the problematic content creators#take advantage of that#lock your fics for users only if you must#just please stop shaming yourselves and me
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The holy trinity (close up ↴ )
#artists on tumblr#fanart#bsd#bungou stray dogs#文スト#dazai osamu#nakahara chuuya#soukoku#Bsd next gen au????#Anyway#Double black#bsd skk#skk#i apologize for taking so long on this piece. It took me a whole month#As usual i dont have name for this girls so if y'all have any idea go ahead#if you are interested in commission i have a single slot open#& for those asking this is transzai but if you wanna be absolutely insane. Omagaverse uwu /j#Back to the cave to draw every month if school doesn't drag me thro the mud#hopefully i will be able to draw more i have a lot of ideas#but i can't promise shit. So please take this meal for now#besitos donde les quepa
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happy birthday my darling
#you did well ! you did so well ! now you get a hug and you get to cry#you did So well .did u know u did well ?#i will drag your stupid brother home myself dont you worry#and he will give you a hug and it will all be okay for once#he makes me emotional .i love him very much#i just think that . happiness and joy for him forever#squints at novel then throws it in a fire#dont look at that look at me#happiness and joy forever for him okay ? okay#or i will kill everyone whos ever made him cry#my stupid darling boy…..u did so well#UGHHGGHGGHHHHHHHH he was a little baby and they did all that to him and he still did so well ! ! ! ! ! !#im going to go cry now#art tag#mdzs#jiang cheng#jin ling#jin ling and his jiujiu#im so busy with uni stuff i rendered a sketch from a couple months back >_<)
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something happening on a mission, something personal that has soap spiralling; panic and rage making him reckless, thoughtless, and ghost has to draw the line
“you’re compromised johnny; you know what that means?”
“you’re not pulling me out,” soap immediately snarls. he turns on him and ghost barely recognises him; venomous fear turning his eyes to unyielding ice. "you're not sidelining me; i need to be in this-!"
but ghost has never been afraid of venom; spat or dripped straight from bared fangs.
he snakes out a hand grip the back of his neck, jerking him in a rough shake. "if you can't think, you can't be a soldier," he growls and he flinches like he's been struck.
his lips quiver as they twist in a sneer and he wrenches, trying to free himself of his hold.
ghost doesn't let him.
"it means you give your body to me because your head ain't fucking attached to it anymore."
soap stills, body trembling beneath his hand as he sucks in shaking breaths.
he tightens his grip, pulling him closer and digs his forehead hard into his. “it means you give yourself to me so i can have the weapon that you are and use you the way you're meant to be used."
the ice in soap's eyes fractures.
ghost’s voice drops to a whisper, spoken only to johnny, not this facade of vengeance and pain, and wills it to reach him through the glaciers.
“so i can keep you safe ‘til it’s done and i can bring you back.”
#in my head its bc graves abducts his sister and is using her as hostage to draw him out knowing ghost will always follow him#but the intensity and intimacy of saying ‘you cant trust your mind not to betray you so let me be in charge of your body until you can’#after what happened to tommy he could never deny johnny his right to save his sister#but its bc of what happened to tommy that he knows he cant let him do it alone with only his rage to guide him#hes more likely to get himself killed and ghost wont live through that#so he has to balance it#and the only way he knows how is to completely shut down soap’s mind until hes no more than instinct and muscle memory#if he cant think practically then dont let him think at all#reduce him to a place where he can only follow orders#and when its finally over and his sister is safe and graves is dead#only then will he drag johnny back up to the surface#he’ll do it even if it means dragging him kicking and screaming back to humanity#instead of letting him sink in the depths where nothing hurts. theres no fear down there. no pain. only order#and thats the risk ghost took sending johnny to that place but he only did it bc he would stop at nothing to bring him back#and help him through the after#the breakdown. the rush of panic and rage and relief and anguish johnnys been supressing on his order#it was his word that turned johnny into a ghost#and its his touch that brings him back to the man#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#cod#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghost x soap#ghoap#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#john soap mactavish#soap cod#save post
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I do love it I do love it very much and it gives me brain rot but Julian running through fire to get to Garak isnt even like a Garashir thing to me because thats just how Julian is. Julian would run through fire for just about anybody- whether he knew them or not, tbh, he would be the first one running into a burning building to save a stranger if he thought he had a chance. the nature of Julian Bashir is that he will risk life and limb to help people because he is, at the very core of his being, a doctor and a healer
#star trek: ds9#julian bashir#dont get me wrong im chewing on glass over Julian running through fire to get to Garak#im a simple man#but its also very important to note that Julian is just Like That#he goes back into the ship for Jadzia#he carries Kira out of the ship as its coming down around them#he drags a generator back to camp while covered in plasma burns because the people in the camp need it#he gets shot in battle and gets up after and starts triaging patients#if you want another example with Garak- he runs straight through the line of fire to get to him at one point#its just in his nature! he is driven by a deep need to help people!
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my hatred for totk has many reasons, its like made in a lab for me to hate it and i cannot escape it, that is the worst part of it all and why it wont let me go
(this is even ignoring just how much is wrong with it from a game design perspective, which is alot too, and it too makes me mad bc i care about that as well)
i, unfortunately, care about the timeline, i care about the lore and its consistency, i care about the writing and characters, i like connecting dots that were likely never meant to be connected, and most importantly, I LOVE BOTW- as such, i cannot simply ignore totks existence, as much as i wish i could, botw gets lumped together with totk like they are one game all the time, botw basically ceased to exist as its own game, you cannot look or think about as its own thing, its now always chained to the much worse 'sequel' in a way i dont see it with other game sequels, totk messes with it all, introduces stuff i utterly hate, and i cant escape it, any time i start up botw, i think of totk, everytime botw is brough up, totk will be there, anytime i try to engage with botw content, totk is there, haunting me
i sometimes i wish it did actually kill my love for the zelda franchise bc at least then i could maybe, finally let it go, even if id still be bitter about it, i maybe could let go, but thats not how this kind of obsession works, i cant just choose to not care and move on
its like the worst kind of love hate relationship that keeps chasing me in circles without a chance to rest, and everytime i think it finally slowed down, theres news about it, still, that restart the chase at full speed
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#ganondoodles rants#yes this is bc of the stupid book with its stupid retcons#and stupid information i dont want to care about and yet care enough to hate viciously#i wish i could pretend the zelda franchise ended with botw#so sad uwu had so much potential but it was probably for the better uwu#sorry i just#anytime there anything new my personal circle of hell drags me back into it
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realizing i have. a lot of untapped trauma potential for clone^2 danny because i just Fully Processed Four Months Late the fact that his parents were capturing and torturing ghosts in the basement before he became Phantom. and the fact that he was on house rest for 2 weeks. during that time period. and he wasn't really leaving the house. he could hear their screaming through the floorboards
*points at clone danny* i can give you suuuuuuch a bad time babe ahaha. i've got two untouched years before you meet damian what fucks you up before then
#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#clone^2#danny fenton is a clone#like i dont even need to traumatize you worse the pure explorative options from this aLONE is enough to feed me for a week.#like. tucks hair behind ear let me shatter you into glass pieces then glue you back together babe. i can put you back together so good.#i'm missing a few shards because some parts of you broke into such small pieces i couldn't pick them back up again so you'll be missing a#few chunks of yourself that you'll never get back but that's okay. you'll still be a resemblance of your old self :]#don't let anakin (me) listen to late night sad songs he makes angst.#hhh imagine being stuck in a house for two weeks where you can hear your parents torturing ghosts in the basement and not only that but#you're the only person who can undERSTAND the ghosts. how many times did he see his parents drag in a ghost with whatever capturing device#they made recently? iirc the thermos was like. brand new in episode one right? but gOD the trauma this alone would cause#nobody touch me im cooking rn i need to think about how this would impact danny. like obvs it would fuel into a developing obsession to#keep his parents away from ghosts and to help the dead but what *else.* i need to refine my becoming phantom ficlet i wrote back in winter#raaa#and like even after two weeks they were *still capturing ghosts* danny just wasn't in the house 24/7 at the time.#*but those two fucking weeks man*#i need to sleep on this first before i make any major moves bc i know im tired but i am having thOUGHTs
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toph beifong as a cat
YOU
YOU DID THIS TO ME
#my art#hello from the void#ask answered#warrior cats#warriors#warrior cats au#avatar the last airbender#atla#toph#toph beifong#toph atla#katara#katara atla#sokka#sokka atla#aang#avatar ang#aang atla#zuko#zuko atla#DRAG ME BACK INTO ONE OF MY ORIGINAL HYPERFIXATIONS WHY DONT YOU
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Uhm...
It's like 4 am by the time I'm posting this.
I had only 2 hours of sleep because my body refused to fall asleep, I have NOTHING prepared, and school is today....
So prepare for my posts to whether become once a week or once a month until summer vacation comes back COME BACK HOME PLEASE I ALREADY MISS YOU
Also; me and ArtisticToon (not pinging her ajsjsksk) had the idea to make drawings of our own designs of each toon
So here's my version of dandicuz
(he looks like a satyr wtf)
#dandy's world#dandys world fanart#dandys world dandy#dandys world design#info post#what do i tag?#i dont know how to tag this#someone help me im going back to hell#*GETS DRAGGED* MICHAEL. DONT LEAVE ME HERE. EUGH MICHAEL... MICHAAAEEEELLLL!!!! HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEE#I WISH I HAD ONLINE SCHOOL OR HOMESCHOOL ISTFG
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ok. question.
ortega ended up hallucinating sidestep after they "died", but sidestep doesnt know about that. they know it got bad, but never the full extent of how their death affected them. so if your sidestep Did learn, if they found out ortega looked for them in every little piece they could, would that change anything for your sidesteps? would their relationship with ortega be any different?
#pulp speaks#Am i thinking of my “ortega sees sidestep posthb” fic again? perhaps#shameless plug btw yall should read it its called 'seen' on ao3 and i still like it#but anyway the important bits: ive been thinking about it with my sidesteps and its really interesting to me how different they are#but theyre all some variation of “i didnt know you /cared/”#caine is. uncomfortable with the idea#i genuinely dont know why but i do know that in the end their feelings on the matter are “whats done is done and im back now” with a small#“ill try not to leave again” mixed in#meanwhile cyrus is a deer in headlights over it#itd be way worse if he learned it when they met again- i feel like if he learned ortega was still that attached he wouldve left and never-#-come back. he would still want to Now but hes too tangled in his relationships and ortega is his /friend/ and leaving would just explode i#-his face‚ god Damnit ortega you son of a bitch‚ he shouldve just run. you werent supposed to drag him into caring about people again.#cecilia would have mixed feelings about it. i think shed resonate with it a lot for reasons she doesnt want to face#but it would also hit her like a goddamn Truck that he chose to move on/replace her rather than try get her back and its easier to get mad-#-about that than question her own feelings. but also maybe she could use this to her advantage? maybe this time he knows theres always a-#-chance hell come back for her next time. maybe. shes hoping there wont be a next time.#cynthias an interesting case because shes in love with ortega. deeply. but ortega /never came for her/ when she /promised/ and cynthia-#-is still furious about it#ortega hallucinated her in death but she couldnt put the pieces together and go looking herself? she cared enough to look for her but-#-not enough to save her?#she would still end up settling on bitterness for abandoning her but the information would shake her to her core#anyway. i think ortega should be used as a squeaky toy 👍#caine lynzal#cyrus becker#cecilia rider#cynthia garcia#ortega#sidestep#fhr
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So. About to go into surgery, that directly affects my mobility, so no physical way for me to draw. Legit no idea when Ill be back to drawing, could be two weeks, could be a month and a half, it all depends on the outcome and rehabilitation. DO NOT WORRY, I will be fine, this is a long time coming surgery, and it all will turn out fine.
Ill still be around in tumblr, checking my notifications and such, just not able to draw (which is gong to drive me insane, I just know it lmao).
Anyways, Ill be back soon-ish. Cheers! <3<3<3<3
#sadly the surgery is complicated and with a high number of recorded deaths#and im already entering the surgery with some complications#so in case i dont come back I love yall thank you so much for enjoying my silly doodles#it truly meant the world to me#i love each and one of you with my whole heart#asfsjh god#I'll leave instructions for my sibiling to make a post if i kick it‚ so I dont leave you with the uncertainty of what happened#and no‚ im not scared of kicking it#im oddly#calm#about everything#but i wont die#im too perseverant for that#like‚hell‚ i technically already died once‚ and i came back#albeit a wee bit physically fucked up#but i didnt die then! so i wont now#i refuse to#death is going to have to drag me down kicking and screaming#im ready to fistfight 'em in the parking lot of the hospital im not going down without a fight#The prospect of a new beginning#fills you with Perseverance
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I got through OM to WHB to L&Ds pipeline but when I see someone dissing WHB-Levi I can't help but giggle 🤭
most WHB fans on twitter love him and I can't relate at all 😭
Bro we had the same journey ngl I'm still playing LnDS so I get you- My blog is a "Hate Leviathan Freely" safe space ( ͡◉ ͜ʖ ͡◉)
As for Twitter stans I ain't surprised- Twitter is a cesspool and they're probably the people with the same IQ as WHB MC so I'm not too shocked XD
#what in hell is bad#whb#what in hell is bad leviathan#whb leviathan#i tried to escape whb but hating leviathan drags me back in!#tbh i dont really trust the twitter crowd- twitter is a damn cesspool id never interact with so i aint surprised#twitter is all whb mcs while tumblr might have the real people lol#mirjami asks
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Crosshair is fuckin selfish, he knew how to get to Tantiss THE WHOLE TIME, but withholds it because of “trauma”, which is an awful excuse, he reveals that he knows how he their once OMEGA gets captured, showing that he only cares about his squad, not his other brothers, he could have told Echo all about Rampart, and Echo, Rex, Gregor, and Howzer could have ran the entire mission to get Rampart and get to Tantiss earlier
Crosshair never changed, he is still the selfish bully that was introduced to us on Anaxes
While I respect your opinion, I disagree with your take that Crosshair has never changed. He is a very complicated character who has been through a lot. And he has changed. He has learned that loyalty belongs to those who will reciprocate it and treat him with respect.
To your point about him not saying anything do to trauma, I argue that it isn't an awful excuse. The mind is a truly powerful thing and when you are in constant survival mode, you will do things that others will raise eyebrows at. Crosshair DOES NOT want to go back at any cost. He was badly hurt physically and psychologically. From his perspective, withholding information will protect both himself and his squad from going back there. As someone who has pretty bad anxiety at times, I sympathize with him. I don't say that lightly.
To your point about Omega, yes he only really goes back for her. Omega is the one person throughout the entire show who always tried to understand him. Crosshair is a character driven by his loyalty to others, especially his brothers and Omega. When the person who is the literal light of his life gets taken, it makes sense that goes back for her.
To your point about him being selfish, I do think he is. His one and true loyalty will always be to his squad. But that doesn't mean he hasn't learned to work alongside his fellow brothers. He literally risked his life to save Mayday. And I firmly don't believe that S3 Crosshair would say "he's just another reg." He's grown from that. You're right that he could've just told Echo and Rex and leave the rest to them. But at the same time, I think it's worth looking at things from his perspective. He wants to avoid Tantiss and anything to do with it. If that means not saying a peep, then that's what he'll do.
At the end of the day, Crosshair is a very nuanced character. Is he selfish? Yes. But I don't think it's fair to say that he has never changed. He has come a long way since we first met him on Anaxes.
#star wars#the bad batch#tbb crosshair#tbb meta#crosshair is very nuanced#while i do think he can be very selfish at times#s1 ep15 is a great example of that#i dont think it's fair to say that he's never changed#he has#there's a lot going on inside his head#crosshair is surprisingly sensitive and internalizes a lot of what he hears around him#he's loyal and will do anything for those he cares about it#and if any of his brothers were taken to tantiss#i do believe he would've gone back for them as well#he does care#you can't look me in the eye and say that the crosshair who dragged Mayday through all that snow and ice is the exact same crosshair from C#he has grown so much
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i hope people know that an extended version of the lego monkie kid opening exists in cantonese :D it’s sung and written by swk’s VA dicky cheung (he voices him in the season 1 cantonese and taiwanese mandarin dubs and is his actor in the 1996 jttw show)
the cantonese dub of lmk is on lego’s youtube but there’s only 3 seasons and the taiwanese dub only has 1 season for some reason? there’s an extra rap at the start of both their openings but the lyrics are different! swk also has extra dialogue during his fight with the demon bull king where he makes tons of beef puns LMAO
#i need more ppl to know about the extended intro#it’s been stuck in my head for weeks#i’ve thought about translating it but i’m not confident in my translation skills 🌝#sidenote i’m so sad there isn’t more of the cantonese dub#i ADORE red son’s cantonese VA you MUST go listen to the dub just for him#his cantonese voice is so gender. that’s all i can say#lego monkie kid#lmk#song#this is lmk cantonese dub propaganda!!!!#i want to watch the mainland mandarin dub but i dont have vpn 😒#also hello! first post on my new blog i can’t believe lmk is what dragged me back to tumblr#this is my tumblr comeback#the opening is called “new star of flower-fruit mountain” btw!! :D
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