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bitchface24-7 · 3 days ago

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I dont know if this is a bit much buuuuut.. In your (canon) professional opinion what do you think Silco's top kinks would be :3

I've evolved from Olive Garden I know am in the local Chili's thinking about my baby girl crimelord :))

HIS KINKS - SILCO

synopsis: literally just about Silco’s kinks, 18+ y'all

warnings: kinks obv, explicit sexual content, leave me alone its 2:51am I’m just in a brain rot mood, Grammarly as my beta

genre: m/f or m/m

p.s. Ahhh Melissa my love feral over Silco I see, don't worry me too. Many people love this man and the TRENCHES we were in for liking him back in S1… diabolical. Where was all this appreciation back then??

YOUNG SILCO

Pretty boy to the MAX y'all, he was NOT doing shit in those mines. Maybe he went into tight crawl spaces and ensured the mine itself was safe for the other workers but he was NOT swinging a pickaxe. He was most definitely the eye-candy though.

With that in mind, my man loves praise!!! In all aspects, not only in the bedroom. Tell him he's smart, his ideas are good, he's funny, whatever comes to mind; he'd want to hear about it.

Like his hair pulled, there's a reason why it's so lushious and long.

Definitely a switch. When he gets jealous and possessive his more dominant traits come out, when he's had a rough day, he just wants to be taken care of.

Dirty talk galore, like omfg SHUT UP 😩

Very teasing. Like oops sorry didn't mean to put my hand between your thighs as we’re talking to our friends. My bad. Don't make a sound, wouldn't want them to know, right?

Likes taking his time with you when he's able but loves a good quickie. The Brothers and Sisters of Zaun are constantly on the move and working, it’s hard to find time for anything else.

This leads to semi-public sex, like if there's time, and there's an empty supply room or closet, get ready y'all. He's gonna rock your shit.

Very big on reciprocating. You go down on him, he'll go down on you

Likes marking you up with some hickeys and light bruises. Can't help but smirk whenever someone points them out and you try to hide them.

Likes noise. How loud can he make you get before you try to hide it? Even then, he's pinning your hands above your head so you can't muffle those sweet sounds. He's working hard, he wants to hear them.

Intercrural sex (thigh fucking) is a big one. His dick in between your thighs, you riding his thigh, anything that can get y'all of quick and easy.

Mutual masturbation. He wants to see how you look coming apart before y'all got together and kept imagining him in dirty ways.

Enjoys getting marked up himself.

Knows you've got a thing for his hands and uses it against you.

Same thing with his voice.

Overall very sweet, loving, but very fun!

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OLDER SILCO

Still very attractive but not in such a pretty way. Much more sharp and intimidating.

Much more into the BDSM scene compared to when he was younger. Leans much more into being dominant since it’s much harder to gain his trust, so it’s much harder to get him to be submissive (he still wants to be taken care of sometimes)

Bondage. His silk ties, handcuffs taken from enforcers, your own clothes. Sometimes Silco wants to pleasure you and isn't in the mood for you to touch him in return, and he knows passion overtakes critical thinking. So bondage works in his favour.

Spanking. Especially if you've been bad. You didn't listen to him, you made him look like a fool, you almost got hurt, you almost got killed. Its a physical form of being reprimanded. But if you beg sweetly enough he’ll do it when you're being good.

Marks. Oh my god the marks he leaves behind. Hickeys, bruises, rashes from the cuffs or ties, maybe even a little bit of knifeplay. He's always been possessive, he's always left his mark on you, but now it’s over the top.

Semi-public sex but this time it’s mainly his office and the windows overlooking Zaun. If people see, oh well. Now everyone will know for sure you're his.

Lingerie. Especially in his colours of red, black, gold, and white. Some days he tears it off, others he makes you keep it on. Doesn't matter if you're a man or a woman, it’s like opening a gift, and savouring the wrapper.

Overstimulation. You're done when he says you're done. Even if your legs are shaking and you're gasping for breath, he wont stop until HE’S satisfied.

Dirty talk again. A mix of degradation and praise. Coming off a bit teasing and snarky, but it makes goosebumps rise on your skin.

Medical play? I can see him getting aroused if you have to do the dose for his eye and you're WAY too close to him, you're sitting on his lap, he's smelling your signature scent, you're rubbing up on him, your chest is in his face. Y'all he's done for.

Still uses his hands and voice against you.

He enjoys smoking a cigar, looking over paperwork, as you suck his cock under his desk. On that note, also enjoys cockwarming.

He likes it when you're sweet, but adores it when you're bratty. He gets to put you in line.

Not a fan of the daddy kink, it makes him think of Jinx. He prefers Sir, even sometimes Boss in the right circumstances.

Overall the vibe is similar. He's still somewhat sweet, he does love you, and its still very fun. He's just hardcore traumatized now.

Hope y'all enjoyed my interpretation of what Silco likes in the bedroom LMAO, if y'all have any ideas or want to freak out in the comments or reblogs, be my guest. I'm more than willing to do this for other characters as well ❤️

#arcane #arcane silco #arcane imagine #arcane x reader #silco imagine #silco x reader #young silco #fem!reader #male!reader #gender neutral reader #banners by cafekitsune

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eeva-the-odd-thing · 1 day ago

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1: no

2: my girlfriend

3: of course i do

4: yes

5: taken & closed

6: swordfight in fursuit, and i get stabbed ine abdomen and slowly bleed to death next to my opponent

7: sausage egg & cheese sandwitch

8: not officially, but i played badminton during gym ig

9: yep, not too often but yeah

10: i don't think ive ever been in a physical fight

11: yes, my wonderous girlfriend :3

12: nope

13: yes, i always am hating at least one person always

14: my wonderous girlfriend :<

15: 4 whole cats

16: bored and depressed

17: unfortunately no

18: nope

19: yes oh my god yes

20: what does snogged mean tf

21: play webfishing

22: nonono absolutely not. Zero 0 none

23: i want ear piercings, bot nothing else really

24: Mathematics. I'm so good at math and understanding mathematical concepts.

25: yes

26: human connection. Just to like have a convo with people

27: nope

28: nope

29: nope

30: my father

31: yesss

32: pastel pink

33: not really. I trust people too easily, does that count?

34: dont remember

35: my father

36: i dont think so

37: for me, forgetting. I will always remember that someone did something to me i just wont remember what

38: NO! fuck no holy shit

39: 15

40: nope

[Skip 10 numbers bc why not ig]

51: sushi

52: depends on what you define as a reson.

53: talked to me awesome mutual

54: nope

55: sometimes

56: zero

57: yes :3

58: fall weather idk

59: yesss

60: yeah!

61: not cute, but i like it

62: my wonderous and beautiful girlfriend :3 and also being myself and also hanging out with people i like

63: no, i like eeva

64: no, it would be easy actually:3

65: discuss with my gf if we could try being in a polycule, if she doesnt want to i would politely tell this friend that i am in a closed relationship with my gf, and that they could still be my bff if they wanted

66: yeah

67: whats with the opposite sex questions. Uh anyway my dad

68: i dont know

69: no

70: no, im too afraid of death to sacrifice myself for once person

These weren't horrible questions, these were very normal icebreakers except for a few. Horrible question post 0/70

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

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heeluvv · 2 days ago

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dk if you write ab drug usage so ignore this if you dont thats totally fine ! but currently romanticizing the idea of having a smoke sesh with jay + jake in their basement or something and it turns horny

don't know much abt drugs but this definitely intrigued me so here it is

𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇 ▬▬ڪ

pairing 🂾 jayke x reader

genre 🂾 smut

warnings 🂾 drug use, fingering, oral (m receiving), p in v, unprotected sex, etc.

natty's notes 🂾 mdni, hate comments will be deleted.

the basement is dimly lit, the only glow coming from the neon beer sign hanging crooked on the wall and the flickering ember of a freshly rolled joint resting between jay’s fingers. the air is thick, heavy with the scent of weed and something more—something unspoken.

you sit between them on the old, beat-up couch, the fabric worn from years of use, the cushions sinking beneath the weight of your bodies. the music hums low through the speakers, bass vibrating against your skin, matching the slow, lazy rhythm of your heartbeat. jake is leaning back, one arm draped over the couch, fingers absentmindedly tracing shapes into the fabric beside your shoulder. jay, on the other hand, is watching you, head tilted slightly, eyes low, the joint smoldering between his lips before he takes another slow drag.

“want some?” jay murmurs, his voice rich, thick like honey, like smoke itself. he lifts the joint toward you, fingers grazing yours as you take it. the touch is brief, barely there, but it lingers, the heat of it trailing up your arm, settling deep in your stomach.

you inhale, slow, the burn traveling down your throat before you exhale, watching the tendrils of smoke curl and dissipate into the heavy air. jake chuckles beside you, eyes flicking to your lips, and suddenly, you’re hyperaware of everything—the way jay’s watching you, the way jake’s fingers have moved just a little closer to your shoulder, the way the air has shifted, thicker, more charged.

“you smoke like you’ve done this before,” jake teases, his voice low, teasing, the corner of his mouth quirking up.

you shrug, the high starting to settle into your limbs, making everything feel slower, more intense. “maybe i have,” you reply, passing the joint back to jay, your fingers grazing his once again. this time, neither of you pull away too quickly.

jay’s lips curl into a lazy smirk as he takes another drag, holding the smoke before exhaling through his nose. his eyes stay on yours, dark, unreadable. “yeah?” he muses, voice smooth, knowing. “you look good like this.”

the heat that was already simmering beneath your skin spikes. you shift slightly, thighs pressing together involuntarily, and jake notices. of course he does. his smirk deepens as he leans in just a fraction closer, the scent of his cologne mixing with the smoke in a dizzying way.

“feeling good?” jake murmurs, voice dropping an octave.

your throat goes dry, but you nod anyway. the joint makes its way back to you, and you take another slow hit, letting the sensation settle over you. but this time, when you pass it back, jay’s fingers catch yours, holding them there just a second too long.

jake watches the exchange, his tongue darting out to wet his lips. “you two are gonna make me jealous,” he murmurs, tilting his head, his gaze flicking between you and jay.

jay exhales a laugh, eyes still locked onto yours. “yeah? maybe we should do something about that.”

your breath catches. the air between the three of you is thick with tension now, a slow-burning heat that spreads through your veins, making you feel lightheaded in a way that has nothing to do with the weed.

jay leans in, close enough that you can feel his breath against your cheek, his fingers still ghosting over yours. “what do you think, baby?” he murmurs, the nickname rolling off his tongue like silk.

you swallow hard, caught between the smoldering weight of jay’s stare and the way jake’s eyes have darkened, watching, waiting.

and suddenly, the smoke isn’t the only thing making it hard to breathe.

jay moves first, his fingers trailing up your arm, the warmth of his touch sending a slow ripple of anticipation down your spine. jake follows suit, his hand sliding up the back of your neck, his thumb brushing against the sensitive skin just beneath your ear. you shudder, and they both notice.

“so sensitive,” jay murmurs, his smirk deepening as his fingers slide down your wrist, his thumb pressing gently against your racing pulse. “knew you’d like this.”

jake chuckles, his breath warm against your neck as he leans in, close enough that you feel his lips ghosting over your skin. “yeah?” he muses, voice dripping with amusement. “she’s been waiting for this, hasn’t she?”

you don’t answer, don’t trust yourself to speak, but the way your body reacts—the way you tilt your head slightly, the way your breath hitches—gives you away. jay hums, satisfied, and lets his hand slide lower, fingers skimming the hem of your shirt before slipping beneath the fabric. the contact is electric, igniting something deep in your core.

jake’s fingers tighten at the base of your neck, his other hand trailing down your arm before resting against your thigh. “look at you,” he murmurs, watching the way you react to every little movement. “we haven’t even started, and you’re already trembling.”

jay chuckles, his lips curling at the edges. “guess we should take our time, then.”

the music hums in the background, the smoke curling lazily in the air, but none of it matters. not when you’re caught between them, their touches slow, teasing, their eyes locked onto yours, waiting, watching.

and you know, without a doubt, that this night is just getting started.

jay shifts, his hand pressing against your stomach, his fingers splaying out as if testing the way your body responds. jake’s fingers slide higher up your thigh, his grip firm but unhurried. the slow haze of the high makes everything feel heightened—the weight of their hands, the way their warmth seeps into you, the way your breath catches as jake leans in just enough to brush his lips against your jaw.

“you’re so quiet now,” jay muses, tilting his head. “cat got your tongue?”

the way he says it, teasing but edged with something deeper, makes you shiver. your fingers curl against the couch, nails digging into the worn fabric as they both continue to move, slow and deliberate. jay’s hand moves higher beneath your shirt, the heat of his palm searing against your skin. jake presses his lips against your neck, lingering just long enough to make your breath stutter.

jay watches you, his gaze dark, amused. “should we keep going, or do you want to stop?”

his voice is soft but firm, giving you an out if you need it. but you don’t. you shake your head, pulse racing, and that’s all they need.

jake smirks against your skin. “good girl.”

he slides his hand higher to cup your heavy breast. his thumb swipes teasingly across your stiff nipple through the lacy fabric of your bra, making you gasp. at the same time, jake reaches the juncture between your thighs. the pad of one finger brushes delicately against the damp fabric of your panties, right over that aching bundle of nerves. you nearly levitate off the couch, back arching desperately for more. more touches, more heat, more...

"please..." you whimper, control snapping. your hips jerk upward unconsciously, seeking friction. "fuck, please touch me..."

jake lifts his head from your neck, sharing a heated glance with his brother. "with pleasure, baby..."

as if on cue, the two set upon you like a pair of starving men at a feast. jay pops the clasp of your bra like a seasoned pro. his hands eagerly roam your curves, exploring, pinching as jake shoves your panties aside and sinks two thick fingers into your drenched heat. the stretch of it, the burn – you keen high in your throat, thighs quivering. you wonder hazily if it's always like this, all-consuming and filthy... or if this intensity is just because it's them. the two men who've consumed your thoughts all night.

jay ghosts his lips teasingly along your own, before capturing your lips in a searing kiss. he swallows all the moans and whimpers tumbling from your lips with each expert thrust of jake's fingers. you're practically sobbing, chasing the high of your mounting pleasure as wave after wave crashes over you.

jay continues to kiss you passionately, his tongue tangling with yours as you feel yourself getting closer and closer to the edge. jake's fingers work their magic, thrusting in and out of you at a relentless pace, hitting your most sensitive spots with each movement. your hips buck wildly, meeting his thrusts with equal fervor as the tension builds and builds within you.

finally, with one last deep thrust, you feel yourself shatter around jake's fingers, your climax hitting you with the force of a freight train. you scream into jay's mouth as he swallows your cries of ecstasy, wave after wave of intense pleasure washing over you. jake slowly removes his fingers, a smug grin on his face as he surveys his handiwork. you lay there panting, feeling utterly spent yet completely satisfied, basking in the afterglow of your earth-shattering orgasm.

jake straddles your body, his muscular form looming over you. with eager hands, he unzips his jeans, freeing his rock hard erection. he wraps his fist around the thick shaft, pumping it a few times before guiding it towards your parted lips.

jake thrusts forward, the velvety head of his cock pushing past your lips to slide along your tongue. he doesn't stop until he's buried to the hilt in the wet heat of your mouth, your nose pressed against the neatly trimmed hair at his groin. his hands grip the back edge of the couch on either side of your head, using it for leverage as he pulls back, nearly withdrawing completely before slamming forward once more.

each powerful thrust forces your head back into the cushions, making you moan around the hot flesh filling your mouth. "fuck baby...feels so fucking good, shit.." jake groans gutturally, his toned back arching with pleasure as he continues to fuck your mouth, each snap of his hips more forceful than the last.

meanwhile, jay sits back, content to watch the erotic show before him. he takes a drag from a newly rolled joint held between two fingers, the cherry flaring brightly. the pungent aroma of weed mixes with the heady scent of sex in the small space, creating a intoxicating combination.

jake continues to piston his hips, driving his rock-hard cock deeper and deeper into your eager mouth. you can feel the sloppy wet sounds of your saliva mixing with his precum as he relentlessly fucks your face. your eyes roll back in pleasure, soft whines escaping your throat only to be muffled by jake's thickness stretching your lips wide.

from the corner of your eye, you spot jay lounging nearby, legs spread and his hard cock in hand. he takes long drags from the joint between his fingers, never taking his hungry gaze off the erotic sight of you being thoroughly used.

"fuuuck baby, your mouth feels incredible," jake groans gutturally, his back arched in ecstasy. his hips snap forward, each brutal thrust sending shocks of pleasure through your body. even though you've already came once, you find yourself aching for more, your empty pussy clenching around nothing. you shamelessly grind your hips against the plush couch cushions, desperate for any sort of friction to relieve the building pressure.

"damn, you look so fucking sexy taking my dick like this," jake rasps, his thrusts becoming even more forceful and erratic. "you love being our little fucktoy, don't you baby?"

suddenly, jake pulls out of your mouth with a lewd pop, stalking around the couch like a predator. in one swift motion, he flips you over onto your hands and knees, your ass high in the air. jay stands up, flicking the roach of his joint aside as he positions himself in front of you. his proud erection bobs right in front of your face, a glistening bead of precum weeping from the tip.

hungrily, you wrap your lips around jay's cock, moaning in relief as you taste the salty bitterness of his excitement. jake wastes no time, grabbing your hips in a bruising grip as he plunges deep inside your soaking wet heat. you keen loudly around your mouthful of jay's throbbing flesh, the stretch and burn of jake's impressive size nearly enough to send you over the edge again.

the room is filled with the wet, obscene sounds of your throat being roughly fucked by jay's pistoning cock and jake's balls slapping against your ass with each ferocious thrust. saliva mixes with precum to create a sloppy mess that dribbles down your chin. your whines and moans are muffled by the thick intrusion of jay's cock as he ruthlessly face-fucks you.

jay takes another hit from the joint and you hear him chuckle huskily. "you love this don't you, being used and filled up by both of us at the same time like the little cumslut you are?" he growls as his hips stutter. your only response is a wanton moan, your eyes fluttering in pleasure.

"fuuuck, I'm gonna fill this tight little pussy up with my cum," jake grunts, punctuating his words with a brutal thrust that has you seeing stars. "and you're going to take every last drop like a good girl, aren't you?"

all you can do is moan and keen in response, your body shuddering as your climax edges ever closer. the dual sensations of jake's cock stuffing your pussy to the brim while jay stretches your lips wide is almost too much for you to handle.

suddenly, jake grinds his hips hard against your ass, burying himself to the hilt inside you. you feel his cock pulse and throb inside your convulsing sheath as he fills you with his hot seed. at the same time, jay pulls out of your mouth, stroking himself fiercely before painting your face and chest with thick ropes of his cum. the feeling of being so thoroughly used and marked by both of them is what sends you hurtling over the edge.

your climax slams into you like a tsunami, ripping a guttural scream from your throat. wave after wave of intense, nearly unbearable pleasure crashes over you as you feel yourself clenching around jake's softening cock. you bask in the afterglow, feeling utterly debauched, used, desperate, and satisfied beyond belief.

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prettyboykatsuki · 14 hours ago

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ari what is every li’s fav position <3

i feel underqualified to answer this post but i will do my best since u ask lovely anon

sylus: im not a sylus girlie so don't hold me accountable if this feels wrong but i think he enjoys doing it like. against a wall while facing you. i don't think he likes fucking in a position where your face is even mildly obscured so he needs to be looking at you. he can't cum if he doesn't see you blissed out in pleasure first i dont think. just missionary doesn't feel right to me either. though spooning i can see... like front facing on your side. anyway

so i think doing it against a wall / standing is his favorite. when he does eventually get to fucking you he's strong enough to hold you up. he's ripped and some of your weight is against the wall so he holds you up like that and fucks you from underneath. he can hold you up like that for a long time too - usually until you beg him to fuck you more shallowly because you feel him so deep its starting to make your head spin. he's sweet and merciful and lets you down with a kiss. i think he probably opts to always finish in bed. i think sylus is down for everything but it absolutely has to end in extremely loving sex or he'll get kind of in his head. thats the vibe to me

caleb: prone bone no contest i dont care!!! its prone bone specifically too because he enjoys the closeness and how suffocating it is. caleb habitually fucks you in a way that leaves you both entirely exhausted and so absolutely unwilling to put in any effort. he likes prone bone because it's easy on you and it feels really comfortable for him to press his weight on you. he doesn't mind not seeing your face to the same extent but he does absolutely mind not being as close to you as humanly possible

so big prone bone fan. loves being able to have your bodies pressed together, slick with sweat - an arm wrapped around your neck so you can comfortably drool into his bicep as he focuses his all of his energy to fuck you while you lay there pinned under his weight. likes the feeling of crushing you and keeping you, the way your legs kick up and you let out a shaky cry because he's hitting you so deep. he would never tell you not to run from it bc he isn't into taunting you, but he does adore making you take it yk. likes making you feel good. usually puts a pillow between your thighs so you can rub your clit against something too. so thoughtful.

zayne: you already know its missionary. call it boring or call it cliche but it's doing to do it for him every single time. the eye contact most of all, the feeling of your legs around his waist. all of these things get to him indescribably and he simply loves nothing the same. he's also really into the proximity he has with your neck, shoulders and clavicle. that whole area of your body does something really weird to his brain.

however.... big believer in covert freak zayne so missionary with a lot of closeness is where he starts but the closer he gets to cumming the more he loses himself in it. it makes his strokes much more pointed when he gets like that. pulls your legs up until he's really locked into you and gives you the most aggravatingly deep, slow, measured strokes you've ever received in your life. you can feel the way he's deliberately stroking against your gspot (his dick is . perfectly angled for this) - and you're pressed so close your clit is rubbing on his pelvis and the friction drives you completely insane. it feels like he's bullying your pussy with how exact he's being. he's also insanely verbal. he really loves to talk you through it (silent poem card... u will aways be famous)

xavier: the bridge position. i don't know how to describe this pose so if you dont know . a link for u lol but his favorite position is basically him fucking you while you're doing bridges and he's standing on his knees between your legs. most of your weight is resting on your shoulders while your feet are flat. xavier holds you up to make it easier on you

xavier is a freak. like. well and truly. so i really dont think he's as picky about positions. that being said i do think this is his absolute favorite though it requires the most active participation. it reaches so, so deep from that angle and it hits a spot you could never hit any other way. it's a little hard to keep yourself upright but xavier is holding you right in place. the way he fucks you like this is merciless. his specific reason for liking it is because of the access it gives him to your clit. he likes seeing it slick and swollen, likes rubbing his thumb against it until you're crying and your thighs are shaking. trying not to thrash or drop back down because he'll just pick you back up like it's nothing and keep going.

rafayel: in a chair with you sitting in his lap, facing away from him. don't know if there's a name for this one. i thought about his i think the longest which is why it's at the bottom but i think this ends up winning for a lot of reasons. the main one being he really likes having his chin resting on your shoulder and getting that specific view from downwards at your body. rafayel is very into getting to admire your body.

rafayel likes being close to you but he's also into novelty. sitting in a chair with you in your lap gives him two things that he enjoys the most when having sex with you. the feeling of your back to his chest, his chin on your shoulder - skin to skin with a nice view of yur body. but even more than that, he likes the access his hands have to every part of you. grinding yourself on his cock to your hearts content and being able to really feel you up. squeezing your chest, planing his hands down your sides, toying with your clit. feeling the way your pussy tightens up when he gets it right. he's an artist and prone to being tactile. he wants to experience as much of you as he possibly can and i think fucking you like that is the best way. loves telling you how good all of you feels. he's also kind of clingy so simply being able to wrap his arms around your waist and press his cheek to your shoulder... yeah. loves when you finally cum on his cock and you throw yourself against him trying to anchor yourself bc he can't pull out easily like that. yeah

uhm this was long. i tried to pick some more interesting positions. idk

#return to sender #love and deepspace x reader #lads x reader #love and deepspace smut #a.lads #does this deserve my writing tag? no . but it did take ma while to write dkjfsk

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hypernova-writes · 2 days ago

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PLEADR HEAR ME OUT MY TF2 MAJESTY:

The mercs giving or receiving hickeys.

s..specifically medic and sniper 😍 and and also scout… MEOWWWW

thank u sm for feeding me with such amazing content

You're Welcome!! I'm currently cooking up my next long fic right now (more yandere unhinged Medic coming btw-) I also want to apologize for the lack of writing recently! Stuffs been pretty crazy in my life right now but i'm back! still sick but im back! (Or atleast trying to be—)

Merc's receiving and giving Hickeys: [Medic, Scout, Sniper]

Medic

Receiving: Medic LOVES when you give him hickeys. This man will wear them with PRIDE. Give them on his neck, his chest, his arms, hell he even ended up with one on his cheek once.

He bruises pretty easily, so whenever you end up making out and you start trailing down his chin to his neck...Oh he's a mess! He loves teasing you for this though-

"My little liebling...jou just love marking me up~ Don't worry, no one is going to take me from you."

He's LOUD so you better hope that no one is around that day.

Now when it comes to him leaving them on you?

His favorite spots are your thighs and your breasts. He loves how squishy they are and how easy it is to get you all marked up.

It riles him up so much when you two are about to be intimate and he sees the previous marks that he left on you starting to fade.

"Mhm..looks like I need to leave more, Liebling~. Zhey're fading.."

Scout

ANOTHER ONE WHOS LOUD.

He's also very sensitive, like, he starts whimpering type of sensitive, I headcanon the RED Scout to be a bit tanner than the BLU one, so when you mark him up he'll get all flustered because the others can see it.

"Jeez babe, what are ya a vampire or somethin'?.." He loves it don't stop. Will question you if you suddenly stop.

When the shoe is on the other foot?

He's such a fucking teasing prick.

Leaves them in obvious spots, has left one on your cheek before.

He likes to leave them in clusters, so you'll have several aligning one area of your neck. He likes to nuzzle into your skin afterwards to feel the heat of your skin.

"Tch. Why hide em? Everyone in the damn base knows ya my girl anyway."

Sniper

Will become flustered, turn so red that this man could put the damn shirt he wears to shame.

You leave them alot on his chest around his scars, the area is sensitive to him but he loves to look down and see your little love bites.

Doesn't want you to leave them too high up, not that he's not proud to show em off, he just doesn't wanna deal with the teasing he'll get from the other mercs.

"..try to keep em low love, please?..dont wanna hear those blokes mouths.."

Now when it's time to put them on you?

FERAL. FERAL. FERALLLLL

He bites, and he bites hard, you aren't leaving with a hicky you're leaving with a damn bite mark.

Mostly on your inner thighs and your hips. He loves the plush, bonus if you have a belly? Oh yea he's biting there too.

He likes to bite, then suck and lick on the area to make sure his mark stays, if it doesn't, prepare for him to do it again.

He has drawn blood one before, and you thought it was the hottest thing ever, you told him this and all dominance went out the window as he got a little embarrassed.

"..sorry sheila..got a lil carried away..here..let me kiss it better

Writing Snipers had be clawing at the walls of my enclosure— I'm so down bad for this man.

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irishghosts · 2 days ago

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cat hybrid / shifter reader who gets dropped in the laps of 141.

the team thinking youre standoffish and cold and most of them try everything to get you to warm up to them.

gaz and johnny competing for your affection and both getting extremely frustrated that you dont react to them, almost actively avoiding the both of them as they don't realise the cat toys they gift you are downright demeaning.

price who mostly (and sadly) gives you space bc you're so skittish around him, ears pressed all the way back whenever he enters the room. he still keeps snacks on him in hopes you'll get used to him but you always snatch the treats and leave.

the three of them later find you in the break room with simon mindlessly flipping tv channels as he plays with the ends of your hair where your head lays on his thigh as you're fast asleep, tail twitching every so often.

the boys stand there gagged as they're hit with the realisation simon has somehow become your favourite without them knowing.

the three of them start competitively tryna win you over but don't realise you're close with simon bc in the beginning he mostly ignored you & let you do whatever you want.

in the first few days you would slink into simons office when the rest of the barracks were too loud and simon would spend hours filing over-due reports ins silence while you were sitting on the floor, tying his shoelaces into different shapes.

simon never minds when you snake certain foods off his plate. he didnt like those anyways and hates wasting food, its a win-win.

the first mission he came back from since you joined them on base, simon returned to find you asleep on the floor under his bed. he'd have to ask how you got into his barracks later but for now nothing looks out of place and he's too tired to care. he just throws his blanket under with you and falls into bed, asleep in seconds.

it goes on like this for weeks when he finally starts indulging in you. getting extras of your favourites in the mess hall for you. the bottom drawer of his desk gets filled with fidget toys and colouring books. he sneaks a few extra blankets and pillows to leave under his bed (eventually you move to the other empty bed in the room and then his own).

so maybe he gets a liiiiiitle smug when he starts being the first one you look for whenever 141 comes back to base, and maybe he smiles under his mask at the way your tail sways and ears perk up once you spot him.

#is this anything #simon ghost riley x reader #simon riley x reader #simon riley x yn #simon riley x you #simon riley x hybrid!reader #simon riley x shifter!reader #irishghost typing

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iamthemaestro · 3 days ago

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gender rant in tags

#there is a part of me that desperately wants to identify as a man but i just can't #because i hate being associated what that means for people #like yes obviously being big and masculine and putting on muscle and weight is affirming to a lot of people #and that's fine #but i really do not know how to explain how much i do not resonate with that #and how much i equally don't resonate with femininity #i have spent years debating whether i want to medically transition #i know about all the literal physical stuff i just don't know if i want to bite the bullet and do it #and i go on tumblr hoping to find some kind of inspiration some kind of motivation literally anything to encourage me to do it #but literally every post about being transmasc is about being strong and hairy and typically masculine #which. again. is fine. but i literally never feel like my gender is one that even exists #so then i convince myself that it's best not to even try #when i still don't even know if i've decided that's true or not #i dont know #i don't even know where i'm going with this i just feel like i will never ever be seen in my life #and even if i make the jump to medically transition it will mean i may lose a lot of people close to me #so it's not ebven like it's just a gender question it's like well. do you want to feel Vaguely Dissatisfied but not in agony and keep the #things and the people that are closest to you #or do you want to try this thing that you may not even like and risk losing everything #i just wish i fucking knew #i would know if i thought i could be the person i wanted to be on T #but honestly i'm not convinced that i will ever be that person #i see trans people being happy and it just makes me fucking sad #and i fucking hate that #if you’ve read this far I’ll admit to you this was because I started crying looking at the tumblr forcemasc tag. because I’m normal #anyway. goes back to reading my stupid naval uniform book #mine #delete later

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tonycries · 2 days ago

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Daddy Tony plls pls explain to me the Geto Love

Like? I dont think Hes hot at all? Like hed Just insult me fr and try to kill me.

(Same with Sukuna but atleast Hes actually hot)

Like?I dont want to BE called a monkey During Seggs ;-;

(Demisexual Screaming at me rn BC i called Sukuna Hot Lol.Gatekeeping myself IS fun :D)

Babygirl, w-w-w-what do you mean you don't find my wife Geto to be the prettiest princess to ever princess?? 😱😱 Like suuuure he might insultyouandtrytokillyou but that's just foreplay 😋

#the tragic backstory adds spice i swear #ahahah real kuna is fine asl #tonytalks

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delight-angelsbliss · 3 days ago

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hey, i hope youre having a good week!!

im not sure if your requests are open but do you think you could write a sonic or shadow x reader whos a type one diabetic? ive seen maybe one other idea abt it for shadow and id love to see people write about it in more detail!

ofc, if you dont write for that, a general fluff for either of the two hedgies will work fine :3

Warnings: mentiones of syringes, not proofread as always

Precis: Hcs for sonic and shadow with a type one diabetic reader + normal relationship hcs

Notes: my cousin also has type on diabetes I found out in 2023 I only get to see her once a year. Ok so when I wrote like (っ˘ڡ˘ς) that popped up and why r ppl using Arabic for their symbols?? Why is ت a smiley? And ppl complain abt using the Greek alphabet for symbols but then use the Arabic one as if that isn't hypocritical. Also I used what I've seen from my cousin and she used insulin syringes I've heard there r pills but I've never seen them so I hope this was ok! Hey dear keyboard from my mobile? Can you please stop making any simple present into a simple past or past form? 🥺

Sonic

Sonic isn't really good with memorizing reminders, his carefree attitude and fast pace of the world makes his head focus on other things than reminding people of things

But that doesn't mean he won't try to remind you to take your insulin

He isn't really a genius when it comes to health but he knows some of the basics like not using sweeteners or sugar in tea, making sure you always have insulin on hand and to always keep some before a meal

Sometimes sonic has to make himself look away as you pump a syringe inside your body before eating, no matter how many times he gets used to seeing you do that before eating, it makes him so sad knowing you have to do that everyday

It doesn't matter to sonic what kind of illness you have, as long as you're happy and healthy it makes him happy. He loves all his friends and that doesn't mean you'll get the same love, attention and more from him as his partner

Even when sonic isn't there he puts reminders and notes around your phone to remember stuff (even if you don't really need it) Sonic is trying his best but he knows he isn't able to do much that can help you which makes him sad almost everyday knowing he won't be able to take anything troublesome out your life to make it easier

Sonic still tries to be understanding and makes sure to sometimes drink tea without sugar for moral support no matter how bitter

Even if you chuckle, tell him he can add honey and that it doesn't bother you, he still persists as he tries to make jokes to lighten the mood and make sure you don't think about the mountain of syringes pumped with insulin and the lifelong condition you have

He'll make sure you're happy and remember as much as you can, he'll be the biggest help he can be!

︶ ⏝ ︶ ୨୧ ︶ ⏝ ︶

Relationship hcs

Sonic may not have much time to spend but he makes every moment count, or at least tries to. Since Eggman is always plotting something, it is known as Sonic's "duty" to stop him while also keeping his charismatic personality

Some missions last months while some last a day or two, it varies a bit too much but that doesn't mean he isn't always there for you. I've said this before and I'll say it again: just because he isn't home much doesn't mean he won't think about you

His mind always wanders while fighting, thinking of you, at home waiting for him all alone (you're probably not alone but he likes to think so for his own ego) He doesn't like leaving you all alone but it is how it is

When he is at home he always wants to bring you with him outside. Mobius is such a pretty and sunny place so why not enjoy it? We all know he loves to run but he'd adjust his pace to be able to walk with you and listen to your day or whatever you say

We all know Sonic has immense pride and ego, so it isn't a surprise to other when he shows you off and makes sure everyone knows his love for you and the relationship you two have, to sonic, being yours and you being his is like a blessing. Sonic feels luck everyday knowing he's with someone he fully trusts and loves with his whole heart

Sonic knows that he won't always be there, that there's a lurking danger that he might croak during a battle, so he always tries to make the moment with you a good memory

^ he sees it fit to make many dates for the two of you, trying to make the memory one to hold onto, dinners, cuddles, movie nights, deep conversations while on a walk. You name it! He wants to remember his time with you forever and ever, he wants the same for you and he'll make sure it happens

His pet names for you are: babe, baby, my girl, babygirl (surprisingly), my love

Average teenage romance pet names if you get what I mean

Shadow

Shadow is stubborn, quiet and brooding, but that doesn't mean his memory is bad, he'll still be able to remind you daily to take insulin and actually researches what can make your blood sugar worse

He takes your condition seriously and tries his best to be there for you and help you with whatever you need: a ride to the doctors? Everyone get ready and buckle up! Cuz here we go (jay reference)

Shadow might be brooding but that doesn't mean he won't care for you and your health, he's like that with everyone even if he doesn't show it. His trauma of losing others has made him scared to feel that again so he becomes somewhat overbearing when it comes to your health concerns

He'll act like a mother and make sure you always have your insulin and drink tea without any sweeteners, this can obviously sometimes become too much to handle when he berates you for having high blood sugar or something else

The best way to get rid of that is sitting down and talk, listing a few reasons on why you need that overprotective kind of style to stop

Babes I know most of y'all throw an insult and can't make counter arguments but please learn to do that cuz it's a life long skill you'll need trust me

And you'll also need it here to be able to make him see how you don't like this overbearing behavior and nitpicking

If you do win the argument he'll try his best to tone it down, but that doesn't mean he won't stop helping you deal with it all. He's still too afraid you'll leave him one day or croak

Sometimes he just sits on his bed, thinking about you, it makes him nervous knowing you're dealing with something so horrid. We all know Shadow is more of a homebody so he tries to make dates indoors like a candle lit dinner, movie nights, plain cuddling and more!

︶ ⏝ ︶ ୨୧ ︶ ⏝ ︶

Relationship !!

Shadow is very stubborn as we know (ahem idw) but he's still loving and listens to you/your ideas, he's already figured out what it means to lose people and he doesn't want to make the mistake of underappreciating someone again

He still sometimes has some nightmares of losing the ones he loves, including you, which makes him sometimes sleep on the couch as to not disturb your sleep. His nightmares usually consist of some places like the ark (did I say that right idk I blame the German dub) and his time there, when he does have nightmares he's in a vulnerable position, which he does not like at all, it'd best to console him at that time and hold him close while reassuring him you won't ever leave him

He tries his best to complete missions or outings as fast as possible so he can get back to you and do something together, even if it's just cooking a meal

His favorite things to do with you is definitely starting a new show, some of his favorite genres are definitely those crime involved action shows like 9-1-1 or something similar

His pet names for you are: my darling, love, precious, treasure and more stuff that makes you feel like royalty

#x reader #sonic x reader #x gender neutral reader #x gn reader #જ⁀➴ ♡ janahts february #sonic reader insert #shadow the hedgehog x reader #shadow x reader #sonic the hedgehog x reader

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prettyinpink69 · 1 day ago

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★Angel of my dreams★

Word count: 1.5k

Only warnings: degradation, strap is referred to as 'cock'

"I will always want you, I need you! You dont care though do you Sevika?!" The volume of your voice ripples through the apartment so loud the neighbours can most definitely hear you, Sevika had yet again gone on another mission for silco alone, risking her life for 'the cause'. You can't help but think she really doesn't understand how much you mean to her... "Oh it's fine doll, I'm still here ain't I?" She shrugs it off nonchalantly like she hadn't nearly died hours prior. You can see the small smirk on her face, which was the complete opposite to the burning red rage heating up your own cheeks. She thinks this is funny?..

"What the hell are you smirking for it's not funny Sevika! You could have DIED!!" you jab your freshly manicured pink nail into her chest, though the hard muscle only actually causes a painful pressure on your nailbed. Truth was she didnt actually GET hurt, but that didnt matter she COULD OF, and that was enough to scare you. Sevika flicks her eyes to where your finger was connecting with her chest, upto your face and back down at her chest again. She chuckles, a low, dark chuckle which has you highly regretting that decision but you stick with it, you don't want to retract now and give in. "If I can handle your moods princess, I can handle a simple mission for Silco." Your jaw almost falls slack, the audacity of this woman stood infront of you. You look up into her eyes, wrinkles crinkled around them as she smirks at you, enjoying every moment of your silly little misery. She knew she wouldn't have died, maybe she'd be reacting diffrent if she did, but she didn't so she decides teasing you and maybe teaching you a lesson about your attitude migh be worth it.

"Careful baby, if you wanna keep that mouth open I'm more than happy to put it to good use." Your mouth instantly closes, you swallow what might be the last sliver of your pride. Your eyes meet hers, dark grey orbs staring into your soul like she knows the thoughts running through your head. Like she knows your wet, slick coated, pussy is throbbing in your panties, like she knows you want nothing more than her strap down your throat. "Sh-shut up Sevika" yeah you tried to sound serious but the hitch in your breath and the clear stutter of your voice didn't help you one bit, almost incriminating you, like evidence of your clear arousal.

But before you can keep rambling your 'nonsense' about how she could have died, your being pushed onto your knees, her mechanical fingers digging into your shoulder, the worst part? She's hardly pushing you, you pretty much sink to your knees the minute her hand touches your shoulder. You silently curse yourself in your head for how easy you sumbit to her but how could you not? "Thats it princess, show daddy how quiet you can be..." sevika comments as your hands unbutton her pants, within seconds her pants and boxer rest mid thigh, her long, girthy, purple strap on staring you in the eyes, she always wore it, just in case of moments like these, your bratty attitude needing to be fixed whenever and wherever. You look up into her eyes as your plump, pink lips kiss the tip, swirling your tongue around it like she could really feel it. Her hands run though your hair before tightly fisting at the scalp cause you to whimper. You open your mouth wider as she slowly guides your mouth further onto her strap, helping you take it inch by inch until your nose was pressed against her bush. The delicious, musky scent of her filling your nostrils instantly. You start to bob your head back and fourth, her bush tickling your nose each time your pressed against her pelvis. "Fuck that's it princess- shut up and take daddys cock like a good girl" she growls like she can feel the way your lips are wrapped around her, the growls and grunts that fall from her lips almost convinces you she CAN feel it.

As her hands in your hair start pulling you onto her strap quickerand deeper, it matches the trusts of her hips causing tears to prick at your eyes as you gag. "So much prettier like this, choking on daddys cock, no worries filling that little mind of yours hm? So fucking dumb on daddys cock-" you moan around her at her words and it only spurs her on, her thrusts become quicker causing you to gag again and again. Black mascara tinted tears coat your face as your nails dug into her thighs just taking what she gives you until her grip on your hair tightens and she pulls your head away. Slick lines of spit still connecting you to her strap, drool dripping off your chin. "Messy slut hm? Taking daddys cock like that's all your good for, gonna shut up now princess?" The degrading words were spit out but her mockingly loving tone and the pet name makes you nod yes, you want anything she'll give you and if that means not complaining? Then you'll never complain again. "I'll shut up now daddy I promise... please.. need you cock daddy..." within an instant your dragged up by your hair and bent over the soft, plush mattress of your shared bed. Your dress pushed up to bunch around you waist and a sharp smack to your ass causing you to gasp "daddy!-" you body jolts forward. "Nuh uh princess i've heard enough out of you, now your gonan take daddys cock like a good slut aren't you?"

"Yes daddy I'll be a good slut, please... need your cock..." you whine and wiggle your ass back against her spit coated strap. "Desperate whore" it earns you another spank on the ass before your panties are pulled down and she's stuffed you to the brim with her cock. The initial stretch burnt but quickly morphed into pleasure, a Desperate moan falling from your lip as she ground her hips into your cunt. "Fuck princess, swallowing me up so much... like a personal cocksleeve" She pulls almost all the way back out before slamming into you again, her pace set unbelievably high. Her hands grip the fatty flesh of your ass as she pulls you back onto her strap with every thrust only making it hit deeper. You shift slightly and the tip of her strap kisses that soft spot inside you which makes you moan and squirm. "Fuck- right there.. oh fuck.." Sevika's strong hands grabs onto your hips, fingers digging into your flesh to keep you positioned there as she relentlessly pounds into your cunt hitting your G-spot over and over again. "Right here?-" She says as she gives one good, hard thrust to your G-spot earning a deliciously pathetic moan to fall from your lips. "Yeahhh right there, that's the spot, sound so pathetic moaning and squirming on daddys cock, you like being fucked dumb huh? So dumb on daddys cock you cant speak... poor princess" the way she's bent over you, her hard muscular chest pressed up against your back, mocking you like your not the love her life on fuels your arousal. "Sevi please I'm gonna- gonna-" before Sevika even has time to tell you not to cum yet, your soaking yours and her thighs as you cum, the obscene sound of your squirt dripping onto the laminate floor only making it the more hotter.

"Fuuuck that's it princess... such a good girl cumming on daddys cock..." her thrusts slow until they come to a complete stop yet she doesn't pull out just yet. The switch in her tone is almost instant, it's back to sweet and loving ready to provide the aftercare you so desperately need and deserve. "Did so good f' me babygirl... my beautiful girl.. you okay princess?" She soothes, running her hands lovingly up and down your sides, the side of your head is snug against the bedsheets, breathless and unresponsive for a minute before you muster just enough energy to respond "love you sevi..." Sevika pulls out and sits on the bed, she scoops you up into her strong arms and holds you to her chest, running her long flesh fingers through your hair. "I love you too princess, now stop worrying about me or I'm gonna have to fuck you dumb everytime... not that I'd mind" She chuckles. You nuzzle your head further into her chest, slowly regaining your composure. "Just worry about you Sevika.. I love you, always but god do I hate you sometimes when your so reckless.." This earns a small sigh from Sevika's lips, she knows you only worry because you care and she can't stop that, but it annoys her to no end, she can reassure and reassure you again and again but ultimately she knows you'll always worry about her... and maybe that's not such a bad thing. "Its gonna take a lot more than a silly fucking mission from Silco to keep me away from you princess..."

#smut #arcane #spotify #sevika smut #arcane sevika #angel of my dreams #jade thirlwall #smut sevika #arcane smut #smut arcane #Spotify

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imagoofball · 23 hours ago

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Can we make it to where we dont tell the opps when we're done? Like seriously confuse the heck out of them when they realize a protest is lasting more than 24- heck really 12-15 hours. ;-;

Medications yall good (for now but I do believe boycotting the insane prices of health care but instead wait till we got a good foundation to help people fall back on)

But literally everything else doesn't need spending especially big corps :/

food banks are free and still need donations to improve quality & quantity.

Needle thread and scissors exist. Even if you can't sew there are COUNTLESS ways to cut clothes up where you can tie/braid the pieces together. Adapt your cloth like it's your last, you'll be shocked on what you can make.

Public transit (at least in my location) is .50 cents for students & elderly and $1 for adults

Better than spending big bank on uber/lyft

Learn how to read basic town/neighboor maps, never know when you're average GPS will glitch, screenshot and call it a day.

Confuse the enemy, don't let them know when you're tired because then they'll punch harder.

USA people! Buy NOTHING Feb 28 2025. Not anything. 24 hours. No spending. Buy the day before or after but nothing. NOTHING. February 28 2025. Not gas. Not milk. Not something on a gaming app. Not a penny spent. (Only option in a crisis is local small mom and pop. Nothing. Else.) Promise me. Commit. 1 day. 1 day to scare the shit out of them that they don't get to follow the bullshit executive orders. They don't get to be cowards. If they do, it costs. It costs.

Then, if you can join me for Phase 2. March 7 2025 thtough March 14 2025? No Amazon. None. 1 week. No orders. Not a single item. Not one ebook. Nothing. 1 week. Just 1.

If you live outside the USA boycott US products on February 28 2025 and stand in solidarity with us and also join us for the week of no Amazon.

Are you with me?

Spread the word.

#protest #boycotting #community is everything #find a way to help a neighbor

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ettawritesnstudies · 3 hours ago

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$350 and a very nice conversation with my accountant later, Gold and Grace Publications is now officially set up!!!!

#etta rambles #writeblr #it turns out he was also a fantasy fan #he was like lol i dont blame you for using a pen name I also dont want my professional contacts knowing I read SJM #LMAOOOO #Im waiting on all the final paperwork to come in next week but hes doing the filing for me so i don't accidentally mess it up #huzzah

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stilljuststardust · 2 days ago

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I don't know. What should I do? 😭 If you were in my place what would u do?..

I'm literally so lost. Right now. Like I feel like I'm in a slump, rut, a cycle of "read Tumblr posts, try, fall, repeat" how do I break free from this???? I genuinely just want to shift. Or live my dream life.

God I'm so done. Ever since I found out abt void (or got into reality shifting) I've put hold on life ever since, it'll be almost an year, I really don't want to keep living like this, it's like god. I can't. I just want to leave this reality. I'm so done. I want to enter void state. I just. God. Oh my god. I can't. I've idolized these things so much I know but these are my only saviors. I do believe all of this is real, but I don't trust my own ability, I know, I've been trying for so long, am I even trying at this point? I know i should give up, but how? I just can't keep living like this, it's hell...

Hello love, turn off your phone.

1. Save what you need to

Find a handful of concise posts that center you and remind you who you are and what you are capable of/remind you that manifestation isn't actually hard

Screenshot them, save them, print them out, whatever you need to but save them in a way that doesn't require you to reopen Tumblr. Maybe make a google doc with them/any links to videos or subliminals that you ground yourself with

2. Address your phone addiction

I fell down a rabbit hole on dopamine addiction a couple months back and I've learned a bit about it. If you want to stop overconsumption you have to stop doomscrolling.

Don't put your phone by your bed. Do not let the first thing you do in the morning be checking your notifications and scrolling.

"think of it as a lemon that you're squeezing the juice out of right? ...at the very beginning you can squeeze very little and you can get a lot of juice out of. But at the very end you need something very very powerful to squeeze out the remaining juice. So the more dopaminergic the task the less dopamine you need to engage in the activity " - DR K

The problem is your phone releases INSANE amounts of dopamine. It's this flashing color crack box that immediately spends all of that dopamine and because you used it first thing you need extremely dopaminergic activities or you can't focus.

Other extremely dopaminergic things include: video games, pornography, seeing people you hate attempt to bleach their hair, gambling, etc.

If you're trying to kick your phone addiction there's a couple things to remember:

You are going to get through the first day and think "I'm doing so well what's a TikTok break going to hurt" DONT FALL FOR IT. Your brain is lying to you. If you were good at moderation you wouldn't be trying to kick the addiction in the first place

It's ok to be bored. You have to accept being bored. It's good for your brain. Be bored.

Do not quit because you tripped up. The best advice I've heard for addiction is not to treat it as "I have to have an unbroken streak" this leads people to go on benders because of small slip ups because they "ruined it anyway". Instead think in percentages. You made it through 6/7 days. That's still an improvement and yes the goal is 7/7 but you are getting there if you keep your discipline.

3. How your day should look

Wake up and take a couple minutes to affirm and saturate your mind. This is basically bragging to yourself about how much you have it and it's yours. Affirm things like "oh my god I just woke up in my DR" or "Oh my god I shifted"

Do the shit you need to do. Don't put it off. Why should your life here have to stop??

Whenever you think about the things you want remind yourself that you already have it and it's yours. Think about it as if you have it. Do saturation sessions throughout the day if you want to.

Stop searching for a new method, advice, whatever, think as if you have already manifested it instead of spiralling into "I don't have it. this next post will help me have it" Do. Not. Think. About. It. As. If. You. Don't. Have. It.

Actually stick to it. Yes even if it takes longer than you want.

Great video on saturation that you should watch: click here

What you're doing wrong

What do you mean you've put your life on hold? Please do not do that. There is no reason to. If you ignore the obvious downsides to neglecting yourself and your life, you should know that isn't helping your manifestation at all either.

Right now you're suspended in a waiting state. You're entire life revolves around "I have to figure out how to do this", "I haven't done this yet so I can't focus on anything else"

What is that telling your subconscious? That it's not here and that nothing can change.

The point of LOA is to think as if it's already here. If you put everything on hold until you have it the only state you are thinking from is "it's not here". If you were thinking from the state of having it you wouldn't be doing any of that. "I can't do ____ until this manifests" you just affirmed that it hasn't manifested/you have not shifted. Not only are you frozen in the physical world but the internal one.

"I know I should give up but how" who told you to give up? I don't think you should do that. Why would you give up on something you have?

Both manifestation and shifting work the same way. You think as if you are there or that you have what you want and the physical world has to change to fit that. Has to.

These things are not your saviors. These things are not things. They are not outside of you. It is not a magical ability you need to tap into, it is something you are already doing. Your assumptions choose what your physical world looks like 24/7. It doesn't turn off that is just how you work. Your reality has ALWAYS shifted to match your mind. You aren't harnessing anything you are just realizing your own potential.

I know it sounds absurdly simple, that's because it is. You are creating your reality. Create. Sit down and think as if it's here. Bask in having it.

Do you know what the void state is? It's you. It's your consciousness. Are you consciousness ? Then you can enter. The reason you aren't experiencing it now is just because you are telling yourself that you are your body. You are not your body. You are the consciousness. Void state is just a return to self.

It is ok to focus on yourself and your life. You are going to be ok. You are going to shift. Please please take care of yourself

Links (please)

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