#donewiththis

[m4rkisnothere]

Umsetzung

https://soundcloud.com/iamsassoon/trueindeed?in=coastalkidkait/sets/freestyle-beats

Kann dir nicht glauben bin im Fußballklub Bergbäche fließen Täler hinab wie dem Ball zu folgen War nie so der Ausgangstyp aber wusste immer wo der Eingang ist Bekomm nichts hin doch die Grundlagen stehen klar General, General, Generaladdiktion meiner ewigen Qual Wasserwerke tragen bei Flut die größten Energien Hab…

[lilbabygirl7]

I am done and still have swag

[thefood4lyfe-blog]

Y Tanisha

Omg people no joke, I’m so sick and tired of these shiet cashiers! I just went on the biggest snack run of my life when as I put everything n the belt, the lady looks at me as says ‘R U seriously gonn eat all that....’ I just look at her like yeah biatch now get me my snecks so I can go! She just scoffed and left her lane... like wtf lady me need food

[radiopotato]

I can’t help if. #donewiththis #sorrynotsorry #adele needs to go away. And damn, take #britneyspears with you! #musicmemes #menes #smartass (at Dead Pop Hell) https://www.instagram.com/p/CV6LRddL9p2/?utm_medium=tumblr

[jturbo3297]

How's it going, oh, you know #tired #donewiththis #portraitpainting #exhausted #contemporaryfigurativeart #figurativepainting #horror #horrorart #darkart #madeinla (at Los Angeles, California)

[photojenicphotography]

Monday Madness!! #mondaymadness #-30 #minnesotabrrr @only_in_minnesota #donewiththis 🥶 https://www.instagram.com/p/CLUIAgmg7j-/?igshid=q71akl6pamxr

[drawingdaimons]

this is the 2nd time

[hawkeyeisj]

Trust me when I say I’ve had enough! #donewiththis #enoughalready #trigeminalneuralgiawarrior https://www.instagram.com/p/CEp-ViHDgCI/?igshid=1mq7x1kjajkfp

[michalkrcmar]

This moment when you are done and audience is getting loud 👏👏👏 📸 by @roosaoksaharju Solor in La Bayadere by Natalia Makarova at @oopperabaletti #nataliamakarovaballet #finnishnationalballet #michalkrcmarofficial #michalkrcmardancer #michalkrcmar #balletboys #maleballet #balletpictures #balletrelated #solor #donewiththis #ending #variation #balletvariation #danza #primoballerino #balletto #tanecnik #tanec #czechdancer #etoile #principaldancer #ballerino (at Ooppera & Baletti) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAa0vlugIlv/?igshid=6ck9sz4xmuy1

[kayleighnicole12]

Why are they acting as though Jason Jordan has never been in a tag team before 😒

[coloringtheworldwithwords]

My truth, my pain, and everything you took from me.

Last night, I got caught up in looking back at old photos, but my focus wasn’t on the good times. I found tons and tons of screenshots saved, screenshots of fights and screenshots of the apologies that came after. I am disgusted with my recent past that was filled with manipulation and hate, toxicity and control. I am disgusted by the fact that i lacked the ability to see that a person who claimed to love me really didn’t at all, and was just concerned with filling a void in her life - the need for having someone to call hers. I looked through a full year of screenshots. Almost every fight documented and every apology to follow. The mind games, the awful things that were said, and the complete lack of the ability to understand my side were all evident in those conversations. And it makes me sick to my stomach to know I was so naive and so controlled that I couldn’t even recognize it happening to me, even despite all my friends and family telling me it was happening. I made my mistakes. In the beginning I got into a relationship without really being ready for the commitment. But over time, my feelings grew, and I became certain. But by that point it was far too late. By that point, arrangements were already made to use my lack of certainty in the beginning as unfaithfulness and use my lack of anything to use and abuse me, and mold me into the person I needed to be for her. She forgets that she made mistakes too. The nights she lied about where she was going…only to make me believe I was crazy for questioning when things didn’t add up. The nights my friends found her on a dating site and she had no good explanation except to turn it into how I probably had some, and got mad at me for it. The nights she claimed her and this girl were just friends….for months….only to sleep with her 3 weeks after we broke up. The nights she claimed a girl from her past was a great friend…only to have her grind behind her in the club despite my discomfort and then get mad at me for it. The list goes ON and ON and ON… And every time something was HER fault, IIIIII was the crazy one. I was the controlling one. I was the one who was too sensitive. I was the one who made her life hard. I was the one who was too clingy. I was the one that was too jealous and controlling. And all those things were ABOUT HER. I was not the problem. Anytime we’ve ever talked after the break up, we’ve brought up my wrong doings but never hers. Because she erased them, from her mind as well as my own, because she had the power to make her wrong doings into nothing. Had the power to make them into my fault, somehow. I tried like hell to talk things out like an adult and would get back hurtful words, would get shut downy rude remarks to my character. The times I tried to leave, she’d beg for me back, claim that she would change, admit that she was the problem.. And then weeks later, she was back to her same old ways. There was no changing her narcissistic behavior. There is no changing a narcissist. And I look at her now and see that she claims to be thriving in this new relationship. But you know what? We did too! The beginning was a hell of a ride. But god forbid if her new girl ever fucks up, or does anything less then perfect. God forbid if her new girl ever gets tired of constantly supporting her and wants her to pull her own weight sometimes. She needs a caregiver… Someone who will drop everything and anything to make her happy, even if its at the price of their own happiness. And I think eventually they will run into problems too. Because she is an expert manipulator, someone who can’t live without chaos because the chaos validates her in some way. The chaos makes her believe that she is worthy of someone fighting for her, or worthy of better, and she demands better, even if she’s getting the best. I wasn’t perfect. I was pretty perfectly flawed....but like ANYONE. I was in a committed relationship with someone who needed me to settle and I still wanted to travel. I held a lot of resentment towards her, for holding me down, for trying to change me, for needing me to take care of her. I wanted to be a team, I wanted us to take care of each other but I got stuck on a one way street. I couldn’t change her for the better, and I knew she wanted to change me. I could feel she wanted to change me...she always tried. With all her flaws and her fucked up past, she thought SHE knew best when it came to a good relationship. And she didn’t. She doesn’t. She has no idea what the first thing is to being a good partner. And though she’s the one in a relationship right now, that has no reflect on me as a person. That doesn’t make me the one unlovable, that makes me the one more level headed. More mature to know that I need to fix myself and love myself first, rather than dumping all my energy into someone else in hopes they will love me harder to fill the void that I don’t love myself. That’s what she’s doing. That’s who she is. And it’s sad. I feel sad for her. I don’t miss her, I don’t love her. The entire relationship was her controlling me and then blaming me for being dependent. Or her manipulating me, and blaming me for getting things twisted around when her manipulation collided with itself. I was so emotionally abused it isn’t even funny, and after the fact, after exposing her for what she truly is, SHE STILL TRIES to avenge her name and claim she was none of those things. But I have the proof. I have a years worth of screenshots…of fights…of apologies. Fights that clearly show she would attack and belittle me and hurt me on purpose. Fights the show she would control and manipulate and turn things around onto me. Anytime I tried to civilly talk about a problem we could collectively fix together, as a team, she would get defensive and quickly turn it onto me. Then the apologies came. The empty promises. The begging for me to stay. The acts of love. The quick claims to loving me forever. She was charming, but she was a monster. She was selfish and vindictive and a narcissist. And she will never be anything but that. I know my truth. I know what I know. I have what I see. And I see what I’ve experienced. No amount of her charm or claims to my own wrong doings will ever take back what she did to me….how she ruined me, how she buried me and left me for dead. I will never forgive her for her lack of remorse, because she has no idea what she’s done. She truly doesn’t see it. And she truly wouldn’t see it even still, if I through all these screenshots back in her face. Narcisstic personality disorder is an awful condition where that person literally doesn’t see their own faults. And it’s so sad. It’s so awful, because they go around wrecking people and then blaming those said people for their own destruction. They have no clue they are the ones who caused it. So I’m tried. I’m tired of watching her go about her life like she’s high and mighty…like she’s more worthy of love because she got someone to fall for her bullshit. I fell for it too, so I’m not surprised. It’s part of the lure…and eventually, it’ll all come crumbling down, just like we did. She doesn’t know how to love properly…and looking back at old texts I could see all the words she threw in my face to hurt me and belittle me, are all words about her… They are all the things that describe her. It was like a story she told to describe herself, but she doesn’t have it in her to own anything else but other people. I no longer want to hear from her. I no longer want to have her claim that she misses me or cares about my well being as a person. The only thing she cares about is control.. is seeking attention and knowing she has people in her life that want her in ways that she doesn’t even want herself. She’s lived a chaos of a life. A mess of a life. Has made more mistakes then she knows where to hold them. And I am not to blame for our ending. It all falls on her. And I’m not immature for claiming non-fault. I’m not being petty or attention seeking for saying it. I just know the truth. And I know what she did. Sadly, she’ll never recognize what she’s done. But I hope and pray that her soul heals and that one day she gets to love herself as much as I loved her despite the destruction she caused in me. I have anger inside, for letting her abuse me the way she did. I have hurt inside that has never been healed because she broke me and never even owned enough wrong doings to apologize for it. My past is my past, and I will move forward. But people need to speak out to their abuser and talk about their abuser because it’s not okay that this happens so often in relationships. It’s not okay that I loved someone who tore me down and blamed me for falling. It’s not my fault that now I’m here….and I had to rebuild myself from scratch, and she’s standing in the corner pointing her finger and laughing at me because she started a new life that somehow seems more “successful” because she started a new family and moved her life and made claims that I was the problem. And I’m sure it paints a pretty picture for her. I’m sure it allows outsiders to see that she’s thriving and moving on and that I must have been the crazy one because I’m the one who took off alone and travelled. And I’m still alone. But being alone isn’t equivalent to being unworthy. People who are alone aren’t less of people because they don’t have someone to love. it is OKAY and BEAUTIFUL to love yourself entirely. It’s OKAY and BEAUTIFUL to pack a couple bags and travel the world with no one but yourself. And I’m living a beautiful life. Lonely at times, but only because I’m still working through shit, and still working on myself. Happiness isn’t a destination, it’s a mindset. It’s a process and it’s a journey. And I’m living my life to the fullest, making memories, and experiencing new things I’ve only ever dreamed of. I’m not wrong. I’m not crazy. I’m a lover. And maybe someday she’ll look back and see her destruction, or maybe she never will. But I won’t wait around for an apology because I don’t believe she has the capacity to believe she as a monster at all. But she was a monster. This is my truth. This is my proof. I no longer can hold onto the illusion that what we had was good. Because it was SO FUCKING BAD. And that’s okay. I’m okay, because I love myself enough to know what she made me out to be isn’t true and is solely a reflection of her. Not me. Not me. She is the monster.

[letsgo-outside]

Old white men are a blight on society. I’m not trying to be funny or shocking or subversive or anything but genuine here. They refuse to reform and modernize healthcare. They refuse to enact stricter gun control laws. They refuse to restructure higher education in a way that benefits anyone other than themselves. I’m so sick of being labeled the “me” generation. Im tired of being accused of being entitled. Entitled? Why? Be cause I think EVERYONE deserves adequate healthcare and livable wages instead of only supporting notions that allow me and those like me to amass wealth? This is an entire generation of people who are looking at my generation saying “if I didn’t have it, you can’t” “stop being lazy” “work harder” “when I was going to college” and on and on. It’s all bullshit. Just stop. Your ideologies are destructive, your prejudices are sickening. Like an abandoned, overgrown house you are a blight and the only way to improve the value of those around you is to tear you down. #aoc #donewiththis #blight https://www.instagram.com/p/BxLsRKdgfJ5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1vpu4btpphyw2

[allykatt1236]

Winter, we get it. You're an angry ex that doesn't want to leave! Just get over the breakup and get out of the house already!! #donewiththis https://www.instagram.com/allykatt1236/p/BvVbJlhHC8v/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4889u8bvgecb

[reneesrockingredesign]

This crap. We are on #snowday number, what? 11? Guys. I am #donewiththis. #PowerofYOU2019ORL #157days https://www.instagram.com/p/Bukso2Zl1oP/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1sqgjkuhqw8rb

[arknite01]

It's finally over #seniors2k17 #graduation #skwad #donewiththis (at Laurens , New York)

[gloomy-inc]

I just wanted to say that all of the kids shipping Earth and Jupiter are sick and need to be treated ASAP