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#glen powell#brisket powell#these boys will be the death of me#I really need to get the heck outta here#few stills from Glen’s latest audible YouTube video#done with my phone so could be better
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ive made myself more wet and pathetic
#new icon because im SUFFERING. im in HELL#its so bad. i had to sign out of discord so now im both lonely and stressed#because i KNOW im still gonna get dstracted. i just did making this URGH#how good are brains at working around things. i once set a 7AM alarm on my phone with snooze cause i was so sure my brain would#be too lazy and keep snoozing instead of actually turning it off. but nay it either kept sleeping through the alarms and snoozing#or actually managed to turn off the alarm half awake that i barely remembered it and then waking up late#i actually have a track record of climbing out of bed and turning my alarm off without remembering. which is impressive bc i have a loftbed#the other thing is setting fake deadlines so make myself panic into doing things ahead of time. but unfortunately that doesnt work either#because if theres one thing my brain will put all its energy into remembering its self assurance. meaning i WILL be able to remember#the real deadline even if i try to trick myself. cant ask someone to give me a fake deadline either#the only things keeping me going rn is that i have deadlines due at least 1 day between each other and excitement being able to talk with#crow after break. but you can see how well thats going <- ignores long term rewards in favor of short term pleasure#BTW CROW IF YOURE READING THIS IM SO SORRY TURNING OFF MY DISCORD WITH BARELY ANY EXPLANATION#im a huge fucking dumbass and i had barely enough impulse control not to block everyone in my dms because i realized that would send a real#really bad msg. youre not distracting me im distracting myself and i promise youre not annoying me i just really like talking to you and#thats why im just barely stopping myself from signing in. I WANT TO TALK TO U LOTS BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM KICKING MYSELF FOR DOING IT#you can be a little mad at me btw cause i definitely could have done that better but i was all over the place abt how to do it without#making u think im ignoring you. IF THAT MAKES SENSE. SORRY#yapping#doodles#puppysona#edit but last week i tried to schedule and give myself work periods and break periods using my class schedule#and reminders on my phone to tell me when to start and stop. can you guess what happened
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#thai bl#jittirain#should i be working? yes#but instead i’m making memes on my phone#i was thinking about last twilight and never let me go#and how they are so much better than vice versa and futs ever could hope to be#and how both sets of actors were done dirty by the jittirain shows
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me, stupidly and weirdly resistant to listening to audio books vs reading a physical book for no real reason: man i wish there was a way to like, read a book while i crochet like i do with tv shows and movies and podcasts
#toy txt post#my reasons are irrational you dont need to try to talk me into it. i KNOW#its very silly of me#imagine how much reading i could get done. but alas. Feels Bad#even listening to a more. uh. Story type podcast or fiction like nightvale was a bit difficult to start for me. i like nightvale now i#listened. but i worry that is clocking in my brain as an Exception 😔 maybe it would be easier if i tried some nonfiction books? scary#i also struggle with single host podcasts apparently even tho im also ehhhh on the kind where the structure is the host Interviewing a#different person everytime? maybe it would be okay with a nonfiction audiobook tho cos it would be getting read by a narrator and not sound#so much like a guy ranting into a mic which makes me feel a little insane. altho propaganda doesnt necessarily always sound like a guy#ranting into a mic so idk. i could probably make it through if i can find a nice book about like. parasitic worms. i could tolerate#feeling like im falling into sigma male affirmations videos for worms i think. wormffirmations are allowed#*to clarify i dont listen to those but listening to better offline makes me feel like im morphing into the kinda guy who does and i hate it#which feels unfair cos he is RIGHT and the podcast is good but i need there to be like a cohost there to break the tension of the Ranting#sometimes he has guests on? but its not quite the same#i think the format i like best is either like 2 or 3 regular cohosts discussing things within a specific topic#OR. 1 host whos like infodumping to the other host who knows nothing about the subject. OR. 2 hosts info dumping to each other about#different aspects of the subject. OR. 1 host who brings on fun guests to infodump to them about a subject. and then obviously the subject#needs to intrigue me. ex. sawbones well theres your problem (I HATE THAT THIS ONE IS BEST EXPERIENCED ON YOUTUBE😭 I WANT THEM TO JUST DUMP#ALL THE SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST SOMEWHERE AND I CAN CHECK IN AND FOLLOW ALONG THAT WAY WITHOUT HAVING TO HAVE MY PHONE SCREEN ON THE#WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!! but. im listening for free so its unreasonable to demand more of them BUT ALSO I FEEL LIKE JUST COPYPASTING ALL OF THE#SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST ISNT THAT MUCH MORE EFFORT THAN EDITING A WHOLE YOUTUBE VIDEO? WAAAAAH. THEY DONT NEED TO BE TIMESTAMPED OR#ANYTHING JUST THROW EM IN ILL FIGURE IT OUTTTTTT#anyway. also more than 3 hosts is really pushing my ability to keep track of voices.#anyway: sawbones wtyp tpwky behind the bastards scam goddess#(which is true crime adjacent but focuses mainly on scams and isnt copaganda and laci is funny and cool)#common descent pod completely arbortrary maintenance phase if books could kill#deep sea podcast has more bringing ppl in to interview them about shit than i personally enjoy but i put up with it cos i do like the hosts#and the subject
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i love doodling swapinverse like hello drawing characters aside from the normal mtt is lowkey therapeutic 🧡🧡🧡 anyways i FINALLY FINALLY finished crash's lore!!!! and vice.SER is connected to him,,,, theyre interconnected!!! i forgot how much i liked crash's design (not the design but all the little gimmicks in the design. figuring out all the hanging ribbon bits is annoying but hey it looks good)
#outertale does not exist in swapinverse anymore. how quaint#dude thalia and melpomene are th only ones that r like. 100% good#I NEED TO MAKE MORE GOOD AND NICE CHARACTERS😭😭😭😭#mst..... recreators (qip name 4 siphon n crash?) and vice.SER........ theyre all EVIL (or have evil goals)#i WAS thinking doing something with reaper because i adore his design and aesthetic and i wanna combine it with SOMETHING idk what#anyways if core frisk error which is supposed to be vice.SER exists then should normal core frisk exist too?????#i mean i dont think that just because a core frisk role esque person exists doesnt mean the role is instantly filled up#the mst and mtt co exist in swapinverse but those 3 are like.... NORMAL aus. not outcodss n stuff#i love the giant lance thing i gave crash. i mean the ribbons can form any weapon and take any shape (kinda like puella magi mami's guns)#but like..... it just is so cool i love characters that use multiple weapons#i LOVE (haha) every single little gimmick thing i give swapinverse characters. the tiny details is what i adore giving them#if you catch me not posting 4 a bit its probably just bc im working on swapinverse or jk fashion au. or maybe ive seriously just lost motiva#anyways i have a few banger rants in my drafts ive yet to elaborate om but just like....... i dont feel like it#someon needs to wrangle those posts out of my tired lazy arms#lowkey why do siphon and crash remind me of kanade and mafuyu. idk i cant explain#if you cut vice.ser in half it would be like jelly with binary in it. i wanna eat him#he would tingle on my tongue but thats just the static. eating yhe glasses would be difficult bit they dont have lenses so its ok#i drew them both looking at us but i think that vice.ser is the only true one always looking at US.looking out from inside#god i love swapinverse sooo much i wish i could get it done faster and be goatedly good with motivation. a shame#but i do think that i may be finishing up the character descriptions 500% ish sure#SO THEN THAT MEANS I CAN WORK ON THE ACTUAL STORY!!!! WOOOOO#ive already decided that theres gonna be mentions of me myself and i in it. i love meta storytelling#im cursed with perpetually sweaty hands i hate having to draw on slighty damp paper. nobody understands me#UGH im getting too happy in life im starting to act weird in public and offering to help people. i need to stop#anyways just school doodles!!! because in the period where they take our phones i have naught to do but draw#i need to get back (start) my english reading. and then help my friend with a few questions on her homework. how joyous#and then i can get back to my BETTER homework (working on swapinverse :3)#crash managed to destroy outertale in his lore i wonder how many worlds vice.SER will destroy#actually if hes supposed to be core frisk error then i should make him NOT destroy worlds right???? right#tricule rant
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god. this does mean i'm gonna have to sit down and paint sehren for real.
#the cc was not kind to us LOL#hate how they did scars hate itttttttt#killing and biting and maiming#i could have done better tbh but after an hour and a half in the rook cc i was over it and did Not take the time i could have#.. but it's mostly that i can't put a big hole in her face.#datv blogging#'if not for the inquisitor the south would have collapsed entirely'#morrigan. the inquisitor was putting palettes over holes in the ground. we do not trust the inquisitor with the darkspawn.#datv spoilers#of all the fuckin people too like if morrigan contacted sehren and was like come with me to minrathous#... first of all she would not have picked up the phone. SECOND of all she would have laughed so hard she fell off her stool.#third of all who dressed my idiot. they're fired.
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"Our thing connects to an app!!!"
Ah... I hate it
#name me a thing and I'll tell you why I don't want it connecting to an app#this time it was me looking into something you could plug stuff into and have it tell you how much energy it used#and so many are like 'it'll send it into an app'#well that's stupid; and I'd like it to just tell me the info on it's own little screen#...saw some brewing video where... mhh... that's right; it was something to measure the... something volume related#you use it to calculate the alcohol content; I'm no brewer; just might like to someday so I sometimes watch stuff#anyway; guess what? app; no screen; only app#...I will fucking just learn to do it the old school way thank you; I'd love for you to make it so I don't have to do math#but not enough to deal with your fucking app that you'll stop supporting in 2 years#juicero ass mentality#'we've made two rocks that squeeze juice out of a drm'd juicebox; please use our app'#fuck your app; fuck it forever#the number of use cases where I want to use an app approach zero#honestly I really only play games on my phone or use it rarely for tumblr/discord... mostly for photos#and even there the games would probably be better on my computer (why are phone emulator's such ass?)#in short; if you tell me the thing you sold me will use an app to work... die#everything ought to be able to be done via the thing itself#...I can maybe; and it's a big maybe; but I can maybe forgive if like... I set up a battery and some kind of house grid control... thing#and I can either interface directly with it via my computer and a usb port; a screen; or if I feel like it an app... maybe... maybe ok#(though... that's a security risk for sure)#but point is apps can fuck off and die forever#they're stupid as hell
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I know it's Ryousuke but I genuinely thought it was a woman there for a hot second
#rewatching initial d now i live in gunma and lemme tell ya its an experience#very much a hey i know that! now 🤣🤣🤣#even if I'm down in Takasaki and not in Shibukawa or Maebashi#tho apparently the hospital is in takasaki which surprised me cause i misremembered that bit#was gonna go to akagi for the first time this weekend to see leaves but heard it might be better to wait still#so putting it on hold#but E is thinking doing a day at Haruna (up the ropeway which i haven't done) then Akagi#hit the two big ones#ALSO WE DROVE BY THE KANAMESHI SIGN AND I LOST MY MIND#one of those things i didn't expect to still be there but is#we were headed to karuizawa and saw some great waterfalls tho the leaves were only just starting to turn#and on the way back i noticed they did have a 86 & a sileighty under it and i tried to get a pic but my phone didn't focus in time 😭#will have to go back when i have my license#Wanted to do usui pass even if we were in E's kei car but it was closed#will have to go back obviously#anyways fuck do i love living in Gunma like genuinely perfect place for me#I honestly think I could live in Takasaki for the rest of my life which is kinda bonkers#anyways come to gunma we got great onsen beautiful nature no tourists and lots of fun roads to drive#(i actually kinda recommend avoiding the initial d ones cause some have preventive measures now and others are well....#crowded 🤣)#Anyways theyre still fun but with all our mountains we have so many more#wow long tag post
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google search how do i stop missing her so much i can't breathe
#she's literally not all that. i am 100% out of her league.#i cannot stress how much this girl does not deserve to have me pining over her and missing her and crying about her months after the fact#my standards are SO low and she did not fucking meet bare fucking minimum#and yet i'm still like. she could call me and ask me to take her back and i'd do it in a heartbeat#anyway lol i had a dream about my ex girlfriend ibn which we were back together (and also both working at an aquarium?? idk)#and now i'm like. ugh.#also imagine asking out a kind loving girl who is head over heels in love with you and would do anything for you#treating her awfully and breaking her heart AND NOT EVEN GIVING BACK THE FUCKING BOOKS YOU BORROWED!#i'm just saying lol. i wish someone felt about me the way i feel about her#and i wish she wasn't so unbelievably fucking immature#and i wish i had better taste in women#and i wish i didn't still think about her alll the time#okay i'm done i swear i'm so done#talking to strangers on foreign phones
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it is not slacking off to write or create it is not slacking off to do things that are fun i am not slacking off or procrastinating right now i'm allowed to do things i enjoy doing for fun including playing games and writing and such
#if i say it enough i will remember it's true#can you guess which aspect of capitalism i'm struggling with today?#it does not help my bones are somehow WORSE than yesterday even after all of the rest i took so that's Super Fun:tm:#so i've got that on in the back of my head#ugh#i... am putting off calling my grandma - i meant to do it last week but i got too in my head about it#and uno reversed myself into forgetting to do it at all until the Worst Times Possible#(generally around Normal Fuckin Meal Times)#i want to call to wish her a belated mother's day and check in re: grandpa but also...#also i don't want to have to do a phone call i don't want to talk to them about anything at all#they stress me out to talk to and it makes me super uncomfortable to be on the phone in general let alone with a Heavy Topic over our heads#like.... i'm comfortable with where i'm at acceptance-wise with Grandpa's whole situation#and i know i am late for a better relationship with the pair of them in general#like i'm not going to repair a relationship that wasn't built to collapse down to this point this is as far as it got built up to#i'm not building more relationship between me and someone who i know is passing soon when they didn't take the opportunity either#like they had just as much chance as me to improve our relationship after i became an adult and they chose to use my mother as#an intermediary which has stunted their connection to me and that's not my fault#i admittedly did not reach out but i was not taught i could safely do that to anyone#because my parents badmouth literally any person they know for one reason or another#i regularly fuck up in conversations with my grandparents because i'll say somethign that is a holdover from my understanding of them#through my parents and it's like. kind of really insulting! and i've been doing it my whole life and i know as soon as i get their reaction#and i can't recover because i don't actually know them at all#so i can't be like ''oh my god i know that's inaccurate i have no idea why i said that'' because i *don't* know until after i've done it#every goddamn time it happened the last time i got a call from them too#like... my bio fam/family of origin is just not good at keeping in touch and i know i'm a product of that#and i know theoretically how to adjust for it but it does require work on the other end of the line too#and unfortunately i know my bio family too well and know they won't do their part#i grew up in the group project everyone hates#and i'm on my way to deciding they can show up to the presentation day without me#i've started a new family project over here with blackjack and hookers
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So I have been really actually doing better this last week, which is absolutely lovely, and two things that I have noticed:
It's much simpler now. It's really nice to have a phone call with a friend and just be like "nice phone call that we can both enjoy" instead of being like "does she actually like talking to me is she just doing this because I'm asking for it is she just pitying me". That's an exhausting way to be!
And then the corollary to that is that it actually is easier for me to be interesting! Because I'm not stressing about three levels of anxiety about the conversation I can relax into just chatting and it's much less of an effort! It's a terrible catch-22 but I actually am a less boring person now!
#i am grateful that she kept showing up during the time i was stressed about it. and also i did cancel a phone call a couple weeks ago#when i couldn't handle the second guessing of it all#and i am so. glad. to not be in that space any more. this is a much simpler way to be in the world#and it's like. crediting people with what they say about themselves/you? letting them actually be telling the truth?#are there things my friend could have done to make this easier? like probably but it's ok if she's not a perfect friend?#(a thing she said to me also when i was feeling bad about how much energy i was demanding of her)#rowena adventures#feeling better hours#also btw this isn't just about this one friend it's about this attitude of being in the world. just that the#conversation this morning got me thinking about it because i had had the Difficult Feelings last time at#we chatted
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#thorkyrieweek2022#thorkyrieweek#thorkyrie#thor x valkyrie#thor#valkyrie#brunhilde#thor x brunhilde#thor love and thunder#fanart#☆☆☆☆☆ IT'S MY FIRST THORKYRIE FAN ART DEBUT ☆☆☆☆☆#I know it didn't show both their faces and coloring of some parts could've been done better also the highlight and shading buut#I draw this by fingers🥲 i don't have a stylus pen with me. and this made on my phone. yet it stills looks nice#the sentiment is more important for me :#HUGS! THOR AND VALKYRIE HUGGING!! I AM ROBBED. WHATTA CRIME. THEIR TLAT REUNION WAS WFT. THEY COULD'VE BEEN MORE EMOTIONAL!! YEARS APART#THEY COULD'VE HUG MID BATTLE LIKE THE RAGNAROK DELETED TRY-OUT SCENE OF THEM KISSING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE BATTLE BUT OFC NOO 🙄#even the most platonic bestie could at least hugging for a moment 🫂 tsk even their friendship got sidelined.#SO I'M GIVING MYSELF A HUG. I'M SHARING IT WITH YOU ALL.#we deserve a hug. I deserve a hug. they deserve a hug.#rj post#rj post art
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Title for the separated Au:
Here's a link to the description of the separated AU.
I'm realizing that when I originally was just going to focus on Don and Leo for a while, it is much more interesting to focus on all four.
Since that post I have more stuff about Raph and Mikey and their circumstances (*cough* trauma). I'll work on their designs soon.
Since I will be focusing on all four at different points of time in the comic, here are two names that I came up with:
I wrote down a little prologue for the first part of the comic. So, with luck, part 1 of the comic will be out on the weekend or on Monday (depending on how much time I'll have).
#exhausted's half awake jumbles#rottmnt disaster twins#rottmnt#separated au#I finally connected my old graphic tablet to my computer.#I haven't touched it in years.#I did a test drawing today to see how well I can manage the art software I tried to use once upon a time.#Safe to say that it turned out so much better than I could have done on my phone.
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you guys ever wake up evil
#im a little better now but i probably could have killed this morning tbh#my dog woke me up four times last night#i got up and my brothers had trashed the bathrooms so they desperately needed done before i left for work#i picked up my water bottle and the lid wasnt screwed on??? so it dumped everywhere#my dog couldnt wait for me to handle the water spill and peed on the floor#the trash bag i was carrying out broke#was about to pull out of the driveway and realized i left my phone in my room#and i was gonna have my tomato soup i didnt get to have Saturday today for lunch#and for some godforsaken reason there was bacon in it#what the FUCK#i have never had a 'woke up on the wrong side of the bed' day quite like this#and immediately upon clocking in got a call from some lady whose son's truck had been hit and she was just screaming at me#bc SHE had to file a claim and i couldnt for her#i almost lost my job bc of her (was gonna tell her to khs then go home) (only barely held it together)#if i hadnt just bought a doll yesterday i would be buying a doll rn to make life worth living#and i left said doll at home!!! i want her to be in my car so i can stare at her!!!#EVILEVILEVILEVULEVUL#says kenna
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Drawing animation meme YouTubers is healing my inner child fr
#didn’t draw e#them back in the day very much#bc ya know#they were better than me and I was a beginner so I felt bad if my art wasn’t as good as theirs#I did draw a few but only two drawings have survived over the several phone changes and moved I’ve done#in the past 8 years :p#anyway wish I could show these to lil me and go#‘you see this? well only get here if you keep drawing every day don’t give up#and draw those peeps that inspire you more’
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ASDSGFDSGDF finally had time to watch the new mlb eps,,,, AND
#this show continues to be wild as fuck in the worst and best ways possible#as has been stated by people before its a bad show in the best way#do wish they werent doing this to chloe but i did like her tiny moments of reflection when looking at her phone n after#idk like i think a really interesting n fun redemption could actually be done with her from this point#cus shes driven away Everyone and fucked shit up so bad and i think it could be really cool so see a character in that situation#decide to try n do better#i know the show runners wont do that But#anyway im having lots of fun with the new eps#do wish wed gotten a proper flashback for the agreste lore#but i Love that felix was like yeah we need to get marinette on our side#i know what to do lets do a fucking weird as hell play#which is exactly what my ttrp group just did to start a revolution so like#seems to be a common idea#rambles#mlb
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